#trying to hold on
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it’s just me, myself and I in the Gaspara Stampa hashtag…
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The moment you realize that in nearly all your favorite ships one or both lovers are dead... just doesn't make for a happy time. No matter what ya do, no matter how intricate and alive of a world you build for them to live and interact in, they are dead in the one story that universally matters- the canon story.
Let's all take a moment to appreciate those writers and artists that hold that candle for love that never was but should have been, or love lost.
#depressing thought#trying to hold on#fanfiction appreciation#fanart appreciation#ships#dead ships#rip soap#rip illusive man#rip commander shepard#rip V#rip boyd and ives#rip benson#rip wesker#rip krauser#rip izzy hands#rip mr blonde
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am i going to disappear into this?
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"you're strong. and BRAVE — but i wish you knew you don't always gotta be. we're here — i'm here. let me help carry some of that weight on your shoulders, 'kay?" — sett to haru, relogae — a little ways down the line prob,,
affectionate & affirming // @face-breaker
haru doesn't respond right away, tired grey eyes scanning across the vast gorge ahead. her feet are poised at the edge of the cliffside as she looks upon the abandoned grand cathedral off in the distance; their next destination. the southeast islands were a bounty of natural beauty; pristine waterfalls were scattered through the cliffs and mountainsides, and the scenery was seemingly in a constant state of golden hour. the monastery was supposedly where Çyreni was born — as well as Her honorary burial ground.
haru's gaze is focused on the giant crystal star carved above the center of the church, a fixture associated not only with the Paragon's being, but also Her imprisonment. something about that was... tragic, to the cat. her eyes fall to the gorge's maw below, the sound of rushing water able to be heard, but not seen in the darkness. she then turned to look onward towards the sun settling on the horizon; was it Çyreni's divinity that made this isle so resplendent? the light filtering through the star structure cast patterns and rays down to the woods surrounding the building, giving off an ethereal feeling. it reminded her of the Shards they'd already collected.
the party had been through so much up to this point, crossed so many miles only to locate three of the seven Shards — it felt like a lifetime ago that they'd started this journey together. haru could only consider herself lucky that everyone had managed to make it where they were now.
almost everyone, anyway.
she didn't know how long it had been now, since the group had split. time seemed to move differently in this place, so even judging by the seasons seemed impossible. raksha... and xiao. were the two of them alright? should she even care? haru had yet to bring violent justice upon jun for her family's deaths, drem's blank and bloody face flashing in her mind. xiao's wrathful features appeared after, like another dagger in her heart. she wished things had been different — that he would have stayed. for their friends. for sett. for her.
stormy hues finally break their thousand yard stare across the territory, landing on sett's own gaze, his eyes aureate beneath the ethereal light. after another moment of contemplation, haru shakes her head, letting out a meek chuckle under her breath as she sinks down to sit at the cliff's edge.
"how do i put it all down?"
her question is sincere, notes of despair hidden within it. when all this had started, the day she'd first died, she'd never known it would take her here. didn't know how hard it would be to remain a stone pillar, rather than crumbling into sand. all the fairytales she'd read in the castle made it seem so easy to be strong — to be brave. now haru knew it was anything but. she wanted to cry a lot, and she felt so alone — sometimes it even seemed like things might be simpler if she really was on her own. there'd be no need to worry about losing her friends, her family. xiao. sett.
the other beastkin had grown to become of deep importance to the cat, the pair having shared so much on this journey together. she found that she cared quite deeply for him, only reinforcing haru's notions of wanting to protect him — even from herself. there was so much anger, fear, and sadness pooled up inside her; it didn't seem right to unleash those floodgates on anyone, even sett. to put that burden on him, alongside her, seemed cruel. and while she was used to carrying it alone, and always had been — it was becoming unbearably heavy.
she spoke less these days, and slept even less than before. she was eating less, had less drive to hunt. all haru seemed to share with her team anymore was discussions on the next stop, or to brainstorm next steps. she kept the collected Shards close to her at all times, and would often isolate herself away from the troupe. the blackouts were becoming worse; if she were to keep her nerve on this venture, haru felt like she had to keep herself separated — not just for the others' safety, but selfishly for her own. she didn't know how much more she could take.
haru pulls her knees to her chest, the cat looking down into the dark fissure below. her feline ears laid flat, her head low and her tail lifeless on the ground around her. when she speaks again, there's a twinge of desperation in her tone.
"...i'm scared, sett. i just want this all to be over."
#m. answer#facebreaker#i. haru#v. relogaen archives (xh)#they're about halfway#at this point#and haru's just#a lot is going on#dealing with the loss of her family#the loss of her vengeance#the feelings she'd developed for xiao at this point#after the two of them split and fought#how her lost time is getting worse#the fear of losing her friends increasing#she's just#trying to hold on#for them#for the mission#for herself#atlas holding up the world
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I think one of the kindest things you can do for people with various mental health struggles is just... let people back into your life after they've been absent for a while.
Making friends as an adult is so fucking hard already and isolating yourself from other people is a very common symptom of depression, anxiety, burnout, ocd, trauma, grief, etc. Which means that someone will do the hard work of recovery/healing and resurface back into a world where their previous friends have written them off because they stopped showing up.
So if you know someone where you're like "yeah we could have been better friends but they fell off the map a bit" and that person suddenly reaches out, or starts showing up to events even though you kind of forgot they were still in the group chat... well they may have been Going Through It and you don't actually have to punish them for their absence you can just be glad that they're back.
#forever grateful for friends that let me disappear for a bit because I was too sad for everything and just held space for me to come back#so I'm trying to pay it forward by holding that space for other people#my nonsense
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I love how Gerald was trying to keep Shadow from spoiling anything about the future meanwhile literally everything Shadow says and does around Maria is the biggest death flag ever
#in fairness i’m sure both past robotniks just assumed her illness would be what killed her h a#sxsg#sxsg spoilers#sonic x shadow generations#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#ark siblings#sonic#comic#my art#doodles#so this was pretty much entirely done 24 hours ago#but ironically was distracted from posting earlier by playing sxsg#and then watching snapcube play it cause her delight is addicting#i’m missing 2 chests and 2 bolts and I wanna see if I can pull it off without a guide haha#anyways now I’m thinking about the fact that maria and gerald probably went back to their time assuming maria would die of her sickness#and how that would change their respective behaviors#i bet gerald would be holding out that maria would still live a bit longer#just cause shadow inadvertently revealed he’s from at least 50 years in the future due to having met black doom before#(which rewatching cutscenes to remember this quote he Did try to play off a little bit with some sort of#‘oh what do you think the alien squid meant by ’this time i’ll beat you’ that’s so crazy’ comment)#so hey maybe it wasn’t a perfect cure but she managed to live another 10-20 years at least?#all the more reason to press harder surely!#meanwhile maria is coming to terms with her mortality at age 14 or whatever she is#frankly I bet she came to terms with it long ago the way she seems to be written#okay back to snapcube
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You know I used to think "tumblr's absolute refusal to actually engage with the Trolley Problem in favor of insisting that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is just a short-sighted idiot is really fucking annoying, but I guess it's not actually doing any harm".
Anyway that was before we asked tumblr at large to decide between "guy aiding a genocide but making progress elsewhere" and "guy who would actively and enthusiastically participate in a genocide and would also make everything else much, much worse for everyone elsewhere" and the response was that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and that anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is a short-sighted idiot.
#there is not a third option. it is either trump OR biden#and one of those will be much MUCH worse for palestine#i'm really really sorry that these are the options. i wish they weren't.#but WHAT third option are you trying to take here? what on earth is your proposed outcome#that will actually make things better for palestine?#because letting trump win the election is NOT going to help them#i'm sorry but you need to set aside your feelings and take the option that will lead to less harm to palestine in the long run#you talk such a big game about how people need to be willing to make sacrifices to help palestine#but you yourself aren't even willing to hold your nose and vote to stop things from getting worse?#or did you think 'sacrifice' only meant not getting mcdonalds for a few months?#us politics
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can i see your necklace for a second, your highness? ^__^
#watching hua cheng lose his resolve and snap like this is one of the most joyous parts of the books for me#he's trying so hard to hold it in i don't know How he was going to not confess for another 800 years#i seem to draw xl going through it a lot. just saucer eyes and burning up like crazy. please save him#heaven official's blessing#tgcf#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian
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Sketchy sketch
#where’s Lucifer and alastor’s other hands!? doing something dirty!?!?#nope#they’re just holding hands#so it’s worse#how are they holding hands based on how I drew it?#idk don’t think about it too hard#cuz lord knows I didn’t#lots of sketches lately cuz I have been trying hard on other art hehe#hazbin hotel#my doods#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor#radioapple#lucifer hazbin
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Bruce, fighting Ra’s al Guhl: I will never let you take my son! Damian is—
Ra’s: Fool! I’m not here for Damian.
Bruce: …
Bruce: …then why are you here?
Ra’s: To recruit my one true successor—Timothy Drake!
Bruce: the fuck
#you know that conversation back at the Batcave is gonna be awkward as hell#Bruce: Tim why does Ra’s al Guhl think you should be the heir to the league of assassins?#Tim: fuck if I know that wackos been trying to recruit me for years#Bruce: YEARS??#Tim: yeah it was something about me being the world’s greatest detective#Bruce: hold on a damn minute#dc#dc comics#bruce wayne#batman#batfamily#tim drake is batshit crazy pun intended#chaotic tim drake#tim drake is a menace#tim drake and bruce wayne#Tim Drake and Ra’s al Guhl#ra’s al ghul#league of assassins#batfam incorrect quotes#incorrect dcu#incorrect batfamily quotes#incorrect dc quotes
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Take Aim
#epic the musical#epic polites#epic odysseus#polites#odysseus#epic the musical fanart#epic the ithica saga#to that one suitor who tried to use open arms as an excuse to escape i hope polites beat you up in the underworld#so yeah that one part made me pause stand up ane pace for a bit bcuz of how mad i was lmao#so i drew something about it <3#polites is guiding the arrow btw don't mistake this for him trying to hold odysseus back#my art
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Can you just imagine Nanami letting you ride him? Giving the illusion that you’re in control, praising you for being such a good girl bouncing on his cock so well. His big hands running up and down your sides as he watches and waits.
Waits for you to falter.
Waits for your legs to grow tired and your rhythm to falter as you whine that you still got it and that he doesn’t need to take over.
And he’ll humor you. He’ll indulge you until your bouncing turns to grinding down on his cock, your clit rubbing against his hip bones with each roll and he’ll wait until you’re close before he flips you over and pounds you until you’re squirting <3
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk smut#jjk headcanons#jujutsu kaisen smut#jjk x y/n#jujustu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen headcanons#nanami drabbles#nanami kento smut#kento nanami x reader#nanami smut#hey babies :3#jus a lil somethin to hold y’all till dinner#trying to get back into my smut writing
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Overflight 🌃
A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon soon!
#doctor who#tenth doctor#10th doctor#david tennant#tardis#my art#I wanted to make a more wallpaper sized version of a previous concept I've drawn that I liked 😊#trying to post this from a train eurghh may the shitty connection hold for 2 minutes
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Maiden of Light
#artists on tumblr#i'm so ready to be over winter#spring and warm weather can't come soon enough#my mood is directly linked to the temperature#so i'm trying to cope by channeling my nordic roots#lucia maiden is a cool bit of culture that i always liked as a kid#the whole school would be standing along the long hallway#in the dark#holding candles#while the one chosen as lucia would walk through it with a wreath and candles on her head and we all sing the Sankta Lucia song#i'm not religious but#the VIBES#were immaculate
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Prompt:
Brucie Wayne gets into a mild accident in public (read-got hit by a car). And Batman would just walk it off (“it’s barely a bruise”), but Brucie obviously… can’t.
So he has to suffer the ordeal of having civilians call paramedics, getting fussed over, and having-
Having his dead son get into the back of the ambulance with him.
Oh- oh no. He must have hit his head worse than he thought. He thought he was past this…
#((Jason is the one who hit him with the car))#(((but it truly was an accident)))#((((and now his elaborate revenge plans got derailed because OMG I HIT MY DAD WITH A CAR))))#Brucie gets to blubber and cry about his son in a way Batman isn’t allowed to#meanwhile Jason: omg pls shut up PLS I’m BEGGING you just die already#Bruce: anything for you 🥹#Jason: …. hold on no I didn’t mean that B do NOT fall asleep on me right now#some more fake hallucinations#but nobody thinks it’s a hallucination except Bruce#also: Wayne Son Back From The Dead!? more on page two!#((Jason takes his revenge by trying to boot Tim from the family and realizing he’s not even part of it which—))#((is anybody taking care of that raccoon? well Jason is now))))#prompts#crack au#fanfiction#inspiration#jason todd#batfamily#dick grayson#bruce wayne#batfam#robin#tim drake#red hood#Batdad#Brucie wayne
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