#tourettes update

[katbug666]

update on my tic disorder diagnosis process:

i went to see the neurologist. she said it's not tourettes and that's it. im still not diagnosed with a specific disorder. all i did was my fist to chin tic the entire appointment.

she said i could upload a video of me ticking to the patent portal so i am going to on Wednesday. I'm going to try to hold in my tics while speaking about how it all started and all my different types of tics. I feel like if I try to hold it in it is certain that I will tic considering I'm not the best at doing it. I mean I am, in public, but I usually just defer to a less noticeable tic or wiggle my toes.

I will make sure to let u guys know what happens when it comes to the diagnosis!

[didderd]

me and @skelekins have been tossing Snaps and sea bunny Kelek back and forth on our rb blogs, so here's a doodle of one of the scenes from it! :3

(here is a link to the thread so far)

[the-grape-entity]

It’s Tourette’s movie time: front of the class edition

[thanatos-drive]

One of the reassuring things about binge watching ADHD vids, is that it is my entire being explained, all my quirks and faults are that of someone who doesn't treat it properly.

Okay so there's a reason for being much of a mess.

[necroromantics]

🪓 — Canon Facts About Ticci Toby

all of these are directly stated by kastoway himself in deviantart posts/comments, instagram stories, or tobys canon story

I. Toby has a split eyebrow from the car crash

II. He only attended grade school for a short time when we was 12 before being homeschooled due to bullying

III. Kastoway describes Toby's eye colour as "dark brown/black"

IV. Kastoway created Toby as a fan character when he was 12 just for fun. He never expected him to get the attention that he did

V. Toby was stated to be 19 in 2013, which means Toby was born on April 28th, 1994. Today he'll be turning 30 years old

VI. In Toby's age chart, he is shown to be in a straitjacket at 30 years old, and described to "not have much time left on his plate", "any bit of sanity in him is probably gone", and "lives out the rest of his days in a mental asylum and/or gets put down"

VII. He has little to no memory of his life before becoming a proxy

VIII. When he was a toddler, he'd carry around a cow stuffie and put bandaids all over it

IX. Toby was killed by Clockwork, who was possessed by Zalgo, sometime between ages 19-25 (presumably 20-22). Kastoway had vague plans for Toby to "miraculously survive" and live up until around 30 years old, with no contact to the others

X. Toby chews his hands to the point of eating his own flesh, which is why he wears gloves

XI. He is born and raised in Denver, Colorado, USA. He has German ancestry

XII. His theme song is noted to be "I'm Not Alright" by Shinedown

XIII. His personality is described to be, "volatile, friendly at times, sarcastic at times, natural born trouble-maker, mostly up-beat"

XIV. In an older, outdated reference sheet, his friends are listed as "Jeff The Killer, BEN, BOB, Smile Dog, Slenderman, Splendorman, Mr. Widemouth, Ragface, Eyeless Jack", and his rivals are listed as "The Rake, Masky, Enderman, Zalgo"

XV. His mask is a mouth guard, like the one Hannibal Lecter wears

XVI. He is canonically shipped with Clockwork

XVII. Toby has "big ass eyebrows" (Kastoways words himself)

XVIII. Toby doesn't hate Masky, he just acts like an annoying little brother around him because he's jealous that Slender favours him. He's chill around Hoodie, but they don't talk much

XIX. Kastoway was inspired by Marble Hornets to create Ticci Toby

XX. Toby's tics are described as to "uncontrollably crack his neck, twitch around, bend over backwards"

XXI. In his updated appearance (the sketch made by Kastoway in 2014 with the cheek gash), he's described to be in his early 20s. He also said he was thinking of having the cheek gash be caused by the fire, but said that Toby eating through his own cheek was "a really good idea"

XXII. Toby was originally going to be a cannibal before Kastoway put the idea on the back burner, though he says "he'll eat some of the things he kills kind of like Eyeless Jack"

XXIII. He had CIPA, Tourettes, Schizophrenia and PTSD after the car crash

XXIV. His older sisters name is Lyra, his mothers name is Connie, and his father is canonically unnamed (though he's typically called Frank by the fandom, this is not stated by Kastoway)

XXV. He was originally going to be 5'4....... But ended up being made 5'6 (lucky bastard)

Thats all I can think of right now... Happy Birthday Toby

[cripplecharacters]

Navigation: Helpful Posts

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Complication of posts from CrippleCharacters, as well as other blogs providing advice on writing disabled characters!

This post covers the general topics - for posts on specific disabilities, please see part two.

Last update: 23/10/2024

Character Making Basics and Ideas

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- How to Start Doing Research When Writing a Disabled Character - Disabilities that are Common but Have no Representation - Facial Differences that Would Be Cool to Actually See Represented - How to Do Historical Research - Our "Disabled Character Ideas" Tag - Our "Character Inspo" Tag

How to Describe XYZ?

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- Blindness Tropes: the "Blank Look" - Describing Characters with Facial Differences as Pretty - Difference between Fetishization and Being Seen as Beautiful - First Description: when to mention the Facial Difference - How Often Should You Mention Mobility Aids? - Dialogue and Speech Disorders - Sign Language in Dialogue - Words for Residual Limbs (stumps) - Describing a Limp - Words to Use instead of "Walk" for Wheelchair Users - How to not Describe Facial Differences as "Scary"

How to Draw XYZ?

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- Tips for Drawing Characters with Facial Differences - Annoying Tropes in Art Re:Facial Differences - Drawing Blind Characters - Drawing Amputees - How to Draw (and not draw) Characters with Vitiligo - Drawing Cane Users - Decorating Wheelchairs - Drawing Characters with Down Syndrome - Drawing Characters with Cleft Lip - Drawing Burn Survivors

General

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- What's Off-Limits for Non-disabled Writers? - Writing a Newly Disabled Character - Writing a Visibly Different Character - The Accident - Including Disabled Communities - Disabled Characters in Historical Fiction - Coming up with Fictional Disabilities - Tokenism Discussion - Disability and Superpowers - Curing and "Fixing" Disabled Characters - Is It Realistic to Have Multiple Disabled Characters? - "Jaws Effect": how media affect the real world - Worldbuilding with Accessibility in Mind - How to Let Readers Figure Out the Character's Disability - Does the Disability Need to Have a "Purpose"? - Including Ableism in the Story - Casual Representation vs Fetishization (with albinism as an example) - Including Body Horror without doing an Ableism

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- "Super-Crip": Magic and Disability - Abled Characters Pretending to be Disabled - I Did a Trope but It's Too Late - What You Should Do - made with the mask trope in mind, but could be applied more widely - Magical Cure - made with blindness in mind - Including Healing Magic without Disability Erasure - Why is the Cure Trope Bad? - How to Do a Scary Disability Reveal without being Ableist? - Disabled Character Recovering, but without Disability Erasure - Killing off a Disabled Character without Doing an Ableism - Writing a Disabled Villain without Doing an Ableism - What is Fetishization of Disability, and what Isn't - Not All Sign Language Users are Mute and American

Mobility Aids

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- General Overview - Overview, but with More Options - not writing advice, educational - More Detailed Look at Crutches and Canes - Magic Mobility Aids - Tips on Writing Wheelchair Users - Writing a New Cane User - "But Mobility Aids Wouldn't Exist in my Fantasy World" - Basic Information on Service Animals - Should My Non-Modern Wheelchair User use XYZ instead of a Wheelchair? - Accessible Wizarding for Wheelchair Users - Fidgeting with Wheelchairs - Pet Peeves for Cane User Characters - Wheelchair user trying to navigate Inaccessibility

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- Writing Characters with Tourette's Syndrome - Introduction to Writing Characters with Speech Disorders - Writing Little People (characters with dwarfism) - Dwarfism and Fantasy Stories - Stereotypes around Characters with Dwarfism - Writing and Drawing Burn Survivors: basics and resources - Caring for a Burn Scar: the everyday things - On Chemical Burns - Writing Characters with ASPD - Writing a Character with Russel-Silver Syndrome - Complex Dissociative Disorders Terminology: A Basic Primer - What to Consider when Writing about Pollution-induced Disability - Portraying Psychosis + Review of Jinx from Arcane - Difference between "Nonverbal" and "Nonspeaking"

Making Your Content Accessible to Disabled Readers

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- Why add alt text? - Image Descriptions Tutorial - Writing Image Descriptions for People Who Can't Write Them - "But how do blind people even use alt text" - How to Tag Your Posts (Tumblr) - ScreenReaders and Color Text (Tumblr) - FanFiction Accessibility

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- @blindbeta - @cy-cyborg - @a-little-revolution - @mimzy-writing-online - @writingdrugs - @vitiligo-is-not-a-trend - Fantastic website for any historical needs

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Sister In Law Gone Wrong

Toxic

Shots

Crutches

Driving Lessons

Covid

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Too Much

Pregnant pt 2

Go Change

Turf Burns

Skating Accident pt 2

Scared Shitless (Sam and Colby x Triplets x SLS???)

Are you Scared? (SLS x Colby) pt 2 pt 3 pt 4

Mad

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Its like little sisters x the triplets or vice versa! Coming soon!

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[brandileigh2003]

Wolfstar Hogwarts era fic recs. This list was requested. (A lot of these extend into the war both divergent and non but hope that is ok)

Let me know what I missed including self recs. (I love getting y'all's self recs 💙)

~~~please give these authors love, comments and interaction means more than you know. ~~~

-The Standard Book Of Spells by Imparfait no voldy hogwarts au (this is one of my absolute favorite series!!!)

--Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations by @TheQueerTailor Sixth year has just started and Remus is barely keeping up. He's just sixteen but it feels like his body is falling apart.

--Tic Tic Boom by @fictionboysarebetter : Hogwarts fic, remus has tourettes (wip)

-The Ups and Downs of Inevitability by depressed_and_nauseous (check tags deals with heavy topics) remus is in Poppy's care for his safety (wip)

-The Shoebox Project: look back at Hogwarts years overall happy

-we grew up in spite of it by peachyybabe wip, remus has a twin, mcd

-Would That I by third_crow (wip) soulmates, canon divergent, no voldy, autistic remus

-Burning and Buried With the Rest of It by @kalegreeneyes Remus is bitten summer before 5th year, and how it affects friendships, and his mental health mind the tags!

-Of Initials and Postscripts (Hogwarts era, remus is homeschooled and sirius is his penpal) both by @irrationalmoony & LadyAmina

--from white-hot anticipation to cold-blooded fear and back again by @drowsyanddazed ravenclaw remus unimpressed by prank idea and they get close

-this is erosion by cruelrage : modern magical, texting at Hogwarts, remus homeschooled

-shifting Lines by dovahtobi (wip currently updating

-Befriending A Ravenclaw by @kreestars slow burn with pining. Remus is ravenclaw prefect

-summer you let your hair grow out By ladymemebeth : Sirius goes to remus instead of James'

- Heavy In Your Arms by @mollymarymarie : slytherin Sirius as padfoot finds injured ravenclaw remus and takes care of him

-Light in August by orestesfasting : summer at the Lupins

-Into the Fire by @wilteddaisy (taotu) triward tournament

-The Other Side of Sorrow by @thehufflebean Hogwarts divergent, Snape dies in prank

-shorn and scarred and yours by @lynxindisguise : Slytherin sirius, Hogwarts divergent

-Motion Sickness by oscarwildechilde : summer post prank. Lily and remus friendship

-if i could give you the moon by malecstsc fake dating, no voldy, Slytherin remus

-Scar-Crossed Lovers by Middleofamoment: soulmates

-Lie to Me (Another Secret) by Whoops_e

-Engaged for 43 years by @halfravenhalfclaw divergent first meeting to death (but they get to be old men)

-Snakes and Lions by @her-smile-forges-galaxies Slytherin remus, moonwater friendship focus. He's very morally gray.

-It takes a village by @kaymardsa fluff and snow burn

-sirius black and the "mystery girl" by anon

-Let Me Love You by anactualpirateship soulmates (scars)

-We are the Champions by @redadidassneakers Triwizard cup, different schools

-No Matter the Wreckage by @greyeyedmonster-18 5th year getting together

-Moony and Padfoot by linettisetgo: slow burn, moonflower friendship

-TransFigured [+podfic] by @picascribit ft trans remus

-we can be heroes by @blitheringmcgonagall long fic 💙

-I Want To Be Good @mightyd0lphin sirius pov unlearning things from family

-Do I Wanna Know? By @shadow_prince

-i've loved you in a million different ways by @dotty456 no voldy divergent

-We Were Infinite by tazmanic

-waterloo by frogsandfairies fake dating

-Wereapples by GreenIbis : wolfstar from several perspectives

Jegulus main but wolfstar is heavily featured

-just lovers by bizarrestars: divergent fic, fake dating (wolfstar isn't main but )

- Only the Brave by Solmussa

-Choices by MesserMoon canon

[cpunkwitch]

A list of disabled creators ! Ask asked!

- Billie Eilish has Tourette's syndrome

- ironmouse, the vtuber, has CVID

- Ellie Goldstein is a model with down syndrome!

- April Lockhart is an amputee and does fashion content

- Bernadette banner has scoliosis and is a fashion designer, seamstress and historian

- Kaylee bays is a wheelchair users with Ehlers-Danlos syndrome and a dancer

- Stevie Wonder is blind

- Rick Allen is a drummer still playing with one arm !

- Jason Becker has ALS

- lady gaga has fibro

- adding for the sake of it, girl in red has OCD and generalized anxiety disorder.

If you have more please add them in the notes

I'll update later when I have more!

(even tho I added girl in red, I'd prefer this list stay about more physical disabilities)

Rushed sorry @hildas-flashdrive

[katlyntheartist]

OK HERES THE PLAN

the next Jojo and Gang update should be done by either tomorrow night or Monday.

Super Mario Universe is, hopefully, going to be done by the end of next week (it's a longer update with more pages).

Icy Flames of Comfort and The Line of Fire are on a small hiatus but I will get back to them soon!

thank you all so much for your patience. I know updates haven't been as frequent as they were before. I've got a LOT of irl things happening that are eating up so much of my time. And being a slow artist with Tourette's and ADHD doesn't help.

[iliveforyouilongforyouvesuvia]

The Arcana HCs: Brainrot's Masterlist, Pt 2

Because, apparently, there is a 100 link limit XD. In order from oldest to most recent, updated every time I post! ^.^

What the M6 need to hear

How the M6 found some cool art

When M6 break into your shop (feat. Faust)

When M6 find MC badly injured

When MC is taller than Muriel

M6 talking to their past selves

When MC makes cosmetics for the M6

When MC's memory loss changes them

M6 with a cute but intimidating MC

M6 as friends

M6 with a hothead MC

When MC has to reject someone painfully

M6 with kids

Play fighting with M6

When MC age regresses

M6 during MC’s pregnancy

How M6 act when they’re sleep deprived

Mazelinka comforting MC

When M6 get pregnant

M6 in OHSHC

When MC hides their natural hair color

M6 comforting MC after a bad breakup

MC with Red Plague symptoms

M6 when MC has SH scars

When M6 body swap with MC

M6 when MC has a nightmare of them dying

M6 with an asexual MC

Lucio's Birthday

Vesuvia Weekly: The Marketplace Incident (oneshot)

M6's ringtones

When M6 think MC is dead

Vesuvia Weekly: Fashion Intervention (oneshot)

When MC writes their love story

Vesuvia Weekly: Brainrot's Baking Lesson

M6 and Kisses

M6 with an MC who has ADHD

Portia's Birthday

M6 with an MC who's been through SA

Muriel's Birthday

MC and their familiar bodyswap

Vesuvia Weekly: What it's like to hold the M6

When MC argues with M6 and gets stuck in a storm

When MC can regenerate their limbs

When M6 accidentally trigger MC

Vesuvia Weekly: Secret Skills

M6 in the Future

M6 when MC is recovering from abuse

Celebrating Holi

M6 with a winged MC

MC gets falsely arrested

Lazy days with M6

Vesuvia Weekly: Things the M6 don't do anymore

M6 when MC eats monsters

Post-Route M6 get 10 minutes with Pre-Memory Loss MC

M6 at the airport

Vesuvia Weekly: M6 saying "Your Other Left!"

MC gets temporary amnesia

M6 get temporary amnesia

M6 get kidnapped and tortured

MC with chronic pain

When MC falls into a coma

When MC suffers from cognitive loss

M6 with an ex-Coliseum fighter MC

M6 with wings

When M6 are forced to attack MC

When MC is forced to attack M6

Reflecting M6's love languages

When MC struggles with jealousy

When MC turns into a small, wounded animal

When M6 become folk heroes

When MC has Tourette's Syndrome

(Vesuvia Weekly) What M6 get from their parents

When MC regains their memories

When MC has social anxiety

Vesuvia Weekly: Babysitting Taiga

[fentrashcat]

May 15th- June 15th is Tourettes Awareness Month!

I want to try to do something for at least every other day to talk about Tourettes and my experience with it.

⚠️please be aware that each person's experience is different and I can only talk about my own personal experiences⚠️

For today I'm just going to talk about vocabulary, both medical and colloquially.

Gillies de la Tourette's Syndrome- also called Tourettes Syndrome, Tourette disorder, Tourette's disease, or TS- is a tic disorder characterized by the presence of both motor and vocal tics that last a year or longer and are onset before the age of 18.

Tic- which I occasionally call a glitch- is an involuntary sound or movement. They can be motor based (shrugging, head jerks, blinking, ect) or vocal (humming, saying words or phrases, clearing the throat). They can also vary in complexity, for example saying one word vs saying a full phrase.

Prompt- idk how widely used this one is but I personally use it so including it here- is the feeling you might get before a tic. My common tics have different prompt feelings so I can sometimes know what's coming. I don't always get a prompt, and they don't mean I can change what is about to happen, it's just kind of a warning.

Coprolalia- the involuntary use of obscene language. If you only know Tourettes from popular media, this is likely what you know it for. In reality this only affects about 10% of people with Tourette's, though I have seen estimates that go up to 30%.

Echolalia- involuntary repetition of words or phrases spoken by others. I also count mimicking noises under this but there may be a word for that I'm not aware of.

Copropraxia- involuntary obscene gestures

Echopraxia- involuntary repetition/mimicking of movements.

Tic attack- a sudden severe outburst of tics.

That's all I can think of at this moment but I'll try to update if I think of anymore. My asks are open if anyone has questions I will be happy to answer to the best of my ability 😊

Trigger- sets off a tic. Not all tics have triggers but several of mine do, and some of them are very odd, I'll probably talk about my strange triggers tomorrow lol.

Tic shopping- picking up a new tic from someone else who has tics.

[robobbin]

... I CAN EXPLAIN

*sets this gently in front of yall* some food for the Tou simps.

[ghxst-system]

Welcome

We're the Ghxst System

You can call us Ghxst / Ghost ✮✮✮ We use Hx/Xi/It pronouns collectively ✮✮✮ Please use masculine AND feminine terms for us [not neutral] as well as plural terms

We are: cripplepunk, neuropunk, systempunk, crustpunk and more

Bellow the cut is our BYF , DNI and other important info

As a note: Our DNI serves more as a way to show our stances on things. Take it as you will I do not give a fuck

[This post will continue to be updated]

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Collectively + Bodily we...

Are situational mute and semiverbal

Are therian/otherkin [primarily wolfkin]

Have BPD-HPD-NPD , DPD , OCD , Tourettes , Dyslexia , AuDHD

Have hEDS , POTS , FND , CFS , Fibromialgia

Identify as transmasc boygirl/boyfailure bigender and intergender

Are bodily intersex

DNI If...

You are hateful to minorities and marginalised groups [antisemitic, homophobic/transphobic, TERFs/SWERFs, fatphobic, zionist, racist, intersexist and transmeds]

You are [pro/neutral] endogenic or non-traumagenic "systems" or you appropriate closed practices

Pro/neu contact [harmful] paraphile, as well as stigmatising paraphilias [If you claim to be a mental health advocate, do the bare minimum research and educate yourself]

Radqueer or transid/transx

You are anti contradictory labels and refuse to understand the blatant intersexism and inherent transphobia in that stance

Perisex/dyadic but think you can use intergender, or transition to be intersex [same goes for those who identify with altersex and think that makes you not perisex and that you can use intersexist slurs, etc]

You believe in cluster B abuse or stigmatise mental illnesses in general

You do not believe survivors of RAMCOA, OEA, TBMC, Programming [etc]

You block evade

We are physically and cognitively disabled- we use mobility aids, as well as speech aids. Because of these disabilities we lose the ability to communicate coherently and advocate for ourself frequently

BYF...

We block you if you post about and interact with our triggers frequently

Minors can interact, but please be aware that we are bodily 18- despite "mentally" presenting much younger. You also do need to be understanding that because you're a minor you do not have the same maturity [despite our maturity being stunted by trauma, we still have more life experience]

We are survivors of Programming/RAMCOA/TBMC

Tags...

Anons/Asks: ❜ ─ Talking With Ghxsts ─ ❛

Original Posts: ❜ ─ Howling Ghxsts ─ ❛

Reblogs: ❜ ─ Ghxstly Reblogs ─ ❛

Vents/Rants: ❜ ─ Crying Ghxsts ─ ❛

Silly Posts: ❜ ─ Graveyard Ghxst ─ ❛

Important Posts: ❜ ─ Ghxsts Scream ─ ❛

Poetry Posts: ❜ ─ Ghxst's Quill ─ ❛

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[pwutrid]

INTRO AFTER MONTHS OF GOING M ｡ I ｡ A 1!??11!

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꒰ you may have known me by moe / momo / syn on my old account ( honestly dont remembr my @ then ) anyway i deleted my account out of mental health reasons and wanting 2 get bettr ◞ ◟but now that i'm feeling bettr im back!!! who cheered ( no 1 ik ) enough yapping here , ids + more below . . ꒱

trans-id : trans harmed , trans-severity , trans-programmed , trans-age , permateen , trans-ramcoa , trans-popularartist , trans-anorexia , trans-bjd , trans-species , trans-npd , trans-yandere , trans-micro celebrity , trans-visual novel hero / heroine , transweight , transheight , transcannibal , trans4channer , trans-aam , trans-innocent , trans-vitiligo , trans-voice .

cis-id : did , aspd , ocd , bpd , mdd , schizoaffective , csa , cocsa , adhd , autism , poc + blasian , tourettes , kamidere , kuudere , artist , incel , chunibyo , hikikomori , delusions , map ( on occasions ) , aam , memory loss , stalker , maladaptive daydreamer .

i am pro para , pro c , pro rq , post rq , proship , comship , darkship & a major spectrophile if that matters . i support all things in good faith ! also is ,, new to acknowledging the fact that we're a system so we would love sys friends to feel a little comfy / homey with this new discovery . . no dni , just be normal

ill update along the way i have really terrible memory issues blrgh . . okay bai

[solunstell]

List of bsd headcanons

Dazai:

Has bpd. A lot of his traits remind me of my friends with it

He some kind of trans. Nonbinary. Transfem. Transmasc. Idk he's megender lmao

He's described as appearing very youthful in the first two light novels. I imagine that once the events of the main timeline start picking up though, with all the time stopping or slowing abilities that *dont affect him*, he actually ages faster than the other characters. I draw current dazai with small wrinkles, which also hints at stress and stuff

Also, I imagine current dazai getting tanner as he works in the light, as well as getting more prominent freckles.

Round/doe eyes because that is part of his appearance in my opinion. Seeming unsuspecting and innocent, especially during his mafia days

Bad eyesight in his right eye from being under the bandages for so long. Saw this headcanon and loved it

Similarly, beastzai has bad vision in general

I always call No Longer Human an anti-ability in my head, fun fact

He loves to touch other people. Not a fan of being touched by others unless asked

I draw him with red eyes in color, and usually black eyes in ink (inconsistent artstyle my beloved)

Aroace spectrum

heavy sleeper. Very

Chuuya

FRECKLES and tan from sheep days

He likes to be close to other people more than actually touching. Presence over contact

That shade of eyes that changes colors in the light (but I use a grey base lol)

Also some sort of trans, but in a different way than dazai

Brownish red hair. Not blazing, not just brown

That man is AUTISTIC

One time instinctively kicked a friend with his ability active, expecting them to dodge cuz he's used to dazai easily dodging. They did, but they were SO CLOSE to getting hit. Imagine a confused face like wtf why you try to kick me

Light sleeper, but every now and then sleeps like he just learned how to close his eyes

A lot of his jokes go over people's heads because they expect him to be serious and his voice just doesn't change between serious and not serious

Ranpo

Autism plus adhd ftw

Aroace spectrum

Poe

He/they vibes

Anxiety

Gay af

I can 100% see him being into knitting. Imagine the guide plus ranpo all in matching sweaters

Loves baking. Sooooo bad at it

Lucy

Bi (with a lean towards girlies) she/it

VERY good at baking

But she won't share :(

Atsushi

Anxiety, so much anxiety

Aroace spectrum vibes

Very easily idolizes people and then gets surprised when they actually like being around him

Akutagawa

Aroace spectrum

Autism cuz he is so mecore sometimes

Very trans vibes from me

(I like to imagine him having tourettes cuz I have tourettes and I am Not projecting)

Atsushi (special kitty hearing) and jouno being the only ones who can hear some of his tics. He will be horrified that anyone notices them

Wait no actually I'm gonna incorporate that into my belief system. That's canon now

Mori

Genuinely cares about a lot of his workers, but not all of them

He gives great bonuses for birthdays

He absolutely loves vtubers if bsd were in a modern setting. Rip mori. He'd have also loved vocaloid lmao

Ozaki

Masc energy. Fem energy. Ooh I can see ozaki with any pronouns and identity

Kinda person to accidently either overpack or underpack. Always has painkillers, never has a pen

Ridiculous memory. Incredible gift giver. Would get someone something months or years after overhearing them say they wanted something once

"Whyd you get me a hairdryer?"

"You said you needed one. I saw it and thought of you."

"...that was months ago. I got a hairdryer already."

"..." *takes hairdryer back* "sorry wrong person. I don't have my contacts in my bad"

She has perfect vision

Kunikida

Trans vibes. In any and every direction

Adhd af

Will always conveniently have room in his schedule when Aya wants to go do something and needs someone to go with her. No, he's TOTALLY not frantically writing and erasing things, get your glasses updated

You can usually count on him to continue the bit cuz he won't realize there is a bit occurring