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SOFT ANGST STARTERS.

‘stay for me.’

‘what’s this between us?’

‘i don’t want your apology.’

‘you know i have feelings for you.’

‘yeah, i remember the drill.’

‘you’ve never hurt me. ever.’

‘then leave her/him/them. at home.’

‘i don’t believe it.’

‘this is breaking my heart.’

‘you met me at a very strange time in my life.’

‘what keeps you up at night?’

‘i wish you were here.’

‘i let you down.’

‘something strange happened here.’

‘you’re not safe here.’

‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’

‘we are not the same, and never will be.’

‘don’t touch me.’

‘is it my fault?’

‘i’m not like them.’

‘i forgot my name again.’

‘i don’t know who i am.’

‘your fear of looking stupid is holding you back.’

‘are you still alive?’

‘i don’t like being told what to do.’

‘am i making you uncomfortable?’

‘nobody cares if you don’t go to the party.’

‘it was supposed to be fun, and you ruined it.’

‘where the hell are my friends?’

‘stop pretending life doesn’t terrify you.’

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thecafeleblanc:

The stranger’s tremulous voice and bewildered eyes told Akira clearly that “Yongenjaya” meant nothing to him – if anything, it only made his situation worse. Akira’s eyes narrowed, half suspicious and half worried, and asked, “Are you…familiar with Tokyo?” Who was this guy?

“Where are you from?” Akira asked, concerned. His fingers perched on the countertop, gripping it as he waited for an answer, almost nervous for the response. He knew what it was like to be lost in a new place, and he wanted to help. That said, his own double life made him wary of any unusual visitors coming to his home.

            “   I-I’m from Insomnia. Y’know, the capital of Lucis. I’ve never heard of this place before   .   .   .   ”   it was clear he knew   NOTHING   about this place. He needed to get back on track as soon as possible. Noctis ran his trembling fingers through his hair, clearly trying to stay calm despite all of this. He trailed his hands around his neck, entwining his fingers through the black strands of hair like pools of the purest ink. He just needed to calm down. 

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❥     𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐎  𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄  :  𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐎  𝐕𝐒  𝐒𝐀𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐄  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒  .

a  list  of  notable  one  -  liners  from  the  anime  naruto’s  (  dubbed  )  finale  episodes  . feel  free  to  customize  as  you  wish  !

❛  you  …  i  hated  you  .  ❜ ❛  i  didn’t  ask  for  this  !  i  didn’t  ask  for  you  to  save  me  !  ❜ ❛  why  …  ?  why  are  you  doing  this  to  us  ?  ❜ ❛  i  have  my  own  path  to  follow  now  ,  and  neither  you  or  anyone  else  can  steer  me  from  it  .  ❜ ❛  if  i’d  stayed  with  people  like  you  ,  i’d  never  have  gotten  this  strong  .  ❜ ❛  they’ll  be  nothing  of  you  left  .  you’ll  never  get  out  of  there  alive  .  ❜ ❛  you  think  i’ll  stand  by  and  let  you  throw  away  your  entire  life  ?  ❜ ❛  i  remember  you  laughing  the  last  time  we  met  .  ❜ ❛  there  you  go  ,  acting  all  high  and  mighty  again  !  ❜ ❛  i  couldn’t  give  a  damn  what  you  want  .  ❜ ❛  it’s  not  the  future  i  dream  of  anymore  ,  only  the  past  :  that’s  where  my  dream  lies  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  warning  you  …  you’re  making  a  big  mistake  .  ❜ ❛  a  future  with  you  …  it  isn’t  what  i  want  anymore  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  always  going  to  be  there  for  you  ,  even  if  it’s  only  as  an  obstacle  for  you  to  overcome  .  even  if  you  hate  me  .  ❜ ❛  what’s  happened  to  you  ?  ❜ ❛  you  really  mean  to  kill  me  .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  always  been  naive  .  ❜ ❛  you  have  no  idea  how  happy  you  made  me  .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  help  it  .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  know  why  ,  but  …  but  i  …  i  just  can’t  bare  the  thought  of  seeing  you  taken  away  .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  break  every  single  bone  in  your  body  if  that’s  what  it  takes  to  stop  you  .  ❜ ❛  just  shut  up  for  once  .  ❜ ❛  how  could  you  know  what  it  feels  like  to  lose  it  all  ?  ❜ ❛  why  would  you  go  so  far  for  me  ?  ❜ ❛  i’ll  do  anything  i  can  to  stop  you  .  ❜ ❛  you  know  the  pain  that  solitude  brings  ,  just  as  i  do  .  ❜ ❛  it’s  too  late  …  it’s  too  late  !  ❜ ❛  you  really  are  weak  .  ❜ ❛  … you’re  a  monster  .  ���

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“Are you okay?”

“Can you hear me?”

“Is he alive?” 

“Are they breathing?”

“Are you hurt?”

“Can you move it?” 

“You’re bleeding.”

“Oh my god, don’t look.”

“Can you get up?”

“The plane crashed.”

“The boat sunk.”

“No one knows where we are.”

“No one is coming for us.”

“They’ll send help soon.”

Someone will come looking.”

“We have to find shelter.” 

“We have to try and get off of the island.”

“Have you ever eaten raw fish?”

“Can you start a fire?” 

“We don’t know what’s in there.”

“Did you hear that?”

“I’m not a boar expert.”

“What if this is like, that cannibal island? You know, the one full of cannibals?”

“Guess we’ll find out soon enough.”

“You’ve lost too much blood.”

“They aren’t going to make it.”

“We aren’t going to make it.”

“Go on without me.”

“You’re really sunburned.”

“We’ll have to see what we can salvage from the wreckage.”

“Do you have any family?”

“Why were you on the plane anyways?”

“Wait, what’s your name again?”

“Have you slept at all?”

“You ever try and crack a coconut with your bare hands?”

“Bad time to suggest a message in a bottle, isn’t it?”

“Oh my god, what the hell is that?”

“… What the fuck was that?” 

“We’re not alone.”

“There’s someone else out there.”

“Get behind me.”

“Grab the knife.”

“Good god.”

“I think I see someone!”

“Is that a plane?” 

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July 4 → Happy Birthday Aera

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more misc memes

“  change isn’t easy.  ” “  i just wanted to say i’m sorry.  ” “  i guess being angry was/is just easier than being sad.  ”  “  what did you want to tell me?  ” “  it was supposed to be simple.  ” “  you’ve got blood on your shirt.  ” “  you can stay with me.  ” “  what did you want to show me?  ” “  i miss ____ more than i thought i would.  ” “  i don’t like to talk about it, but i wanted you to know.  ” “  shut up. please.  ” “  fuck off.  ” “  hush, i’m trying to kiss you.  ” “  you’re lucky you’re cute.  ” “  i fucked up.  ” “  i just want to take it all back.  ” “  i can’t sleep.  ”  /  “  can’t sleep?  ” “  we should get a pet.  ” “  if you have something to say, spit it out.  ” “  i’m allowed to be angry.  ” “  she/he aint even that cute.  ” “  just hold me.  ” “  do you want me to go?  ”   “  i just need time.  ” “  i already made my decision, you’re not going to change that.  ”   “  nothing you can say will surprise me.  ” “  everyone leaves, eventually. either they move on or they die. they leave and i’m left behind.  ” “  death is a part of life. i accepted that a long time ago.  ” “  i don’t fear death. i fear anonymity.  ” “  listen to me, please.  ” “  i’m not even sure what to say to that.  ” “  that should probably shock me, but honestly it doesn’t.  ” “  am i supposed to care?  ” “  i do care.  ”   “  you make me happy.  ” “  you look beautiful like this.  ”   “  if this is your idea of fun, i don’t know what to say to you.  ” “  it terrifies me.  ”   “  just let me show you how i feel.  ”

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* INDIE. SEL. ARANEA HIGHWIND RP BLOG.

                 —I’m on the battlefield, like, oh my God                                             Knockin’ soldiers down like House of Cards                                                                                              I’m a one woman army.

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whats up ?! I’m taylor and after 6 years on tumblr - I’m over the whole fancy graphics thing (plus i’m super lazy, dude) - so feel free to give this a like or a reblog if you’re interested in writing with a Prompto Argentum from FFXV. New blog, but established muse. We’re heavily headcanon based over here but crossovers are my bread and butter so always feel free to approach me !!

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Injuries Meme

           He had given into voice in his head. The death of Lady Lunafreya had been the very last string that connected him to his sanity. In that moment of   LOSS   his world collapsed once more   ---   that last bit of light in his life became a shadow, the pain coming   &&   going like waves on frigid sand. Though his mind called out for hers the connection was gone   .   .   .   she was gone   .   .   .   &&   finally he knew that his time to be   ALONE   had come once more. When his time came to lose her he wanted to be lost with her, to take that step into the unknown at her side. Noctis   RESENTED   his friends who reached out to him, to prevent him following her departure. So now, now in this grieving that never ended, he dedicated the rest of his   MISERABLE   life to her memory. 

            His mother cooed, speaking to him. Her voice was always soothing, pulling him into a trance. Unknown to the prince, the Daemon inside his soul took over.   &&   this Daemon wasn’t too happy a particular blond was there to cheer him up, to bring him back to reality. 

            His sword met flesh,   &&   made a satisfying   SQUISH   as the tip of the blade sank deep enough into Prompto’s hand. He twisted the blade, all the while sinking it deeper   &&   deeper.

            “   I told you to leave me alone   .   ”    there was no remorse, this was   NOT   Noctis. 

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GENERAL

“Can you walk?”

“How did this happen?”

“What the hell happened?”

“I hit my head.”

“Did you hit your head?”

“Can you hear me?”

“Don’t close your eyes, stay awake!”

“Come on, stay with me!”

“No no no no no!”

“You shot me!”

“I didn’t mean to shoot you!”

“You stabbed me!”

“I didn’t mean to stab you!”

“Take the knife out!”

“Don’t take the knife out!”

“It was an accident!”

“That/this wasn’t an accident!”

“That looks broken.”

“I think my leg/arm is broken.”

“That doesn’t look good.”

“Am I going to die?”

“You’re not going to die!”

“Calm down!”

“Don’t panic!”

“I can’t help you if you don’t let me!”

BLOOD

“Are you bleeding?”

“Don’t move, you’re bleeding.”

“Is that blood?”

“Whose blood is that?”

“That’s a lot of blood.”

“Do you know how to get bloodstains out?”

“Why do you know how to get bloodstains out?”

“Damn, I got blood on my shirt.”

“Don’t move, you’re losing blood!”

“I won’t let you bleed out!”

“You have blood on your face.”

“I swear to god, if you get blood on me…”

“What’s your blood type?”

“Why in the hell would you need to know my blood type?”

WOUNDS

“That cut is nasty.”

“You have a massive gash in your arm/leg!’

“Don’t touch it!”

“Don’t move, you’ll only make it worse!”

“I’ll get some bandages.”

“You’re going to need stitches.”

“That looks infected…”

“Did you get bit by something?”

“There’s no exit wound, the bullet is still in you.”

“There’s an exit wound, the bullet went through you.”

AFTERCARE

“How are you feeling?”

“How does it feel?”

“It’s still not healed, but it’s getting there.”

“Let’s go home.”

“I just want to go home.”

“Let’s get you into the bathtub.”

“We need to change your bandages soon.”

“Get some sleep, okay?”

“You need to eat something, you’ve been through a lot today.”

“I’ll check up on you in a bit.”

“You’re going to be fine. I promise.”

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thecafeleblanc:

Akira shook his head quickly at the question of others. “No.” This guy looked disoriented — forget the fact that he was utterly unprepared for the rain. Had he never been in the rain?

“You’re in Yongenjaya,” Akira explained. “Are you new to Tokyo?”

Something about him was…off. Still, for the sake of politeness, he found a towel in the kitchen and tossed it to him. “Here.”

            “   Oh, I see.   ”   his heart dropped. Was this some sick   JOKE   the gods played on him   ?   He craved to be alone most days, or at least he thought so. But now that his friends were nowhere to be found he was terrified. Noctis felt a   VIOLENT   stab of loneliness. When friends felt like paper chains in the rain   &&   the sky held nothing but the promise of more storms, life was lonely. Noctis’ world became cold    &&   empty, a slow   POISON   for the soul. It's was times like this he wished he could melt in the rain like those paper people, fade away, anything to stop the ever-present pain.

            “   Y-Yongenjaya   ?   ”   the prince’s face had a look of utter confusion. Yongenjaya did not show up on his map. This only added more anxiety   &&   panic inside himself. So not only did he lose his friends, but they were all   STUCK   somewhere they were unfamiliar with. It was safe to assume that, yes, he was new to Tokyo. 

             Oops, the towel had landed on his head. But at least it snapped him out of his thoughts. He uttered a small thanks,   &&   dried off his clothes to the best of his ability. Noctis plopped the towel back on his head   &&   rubbed it against his now damp hair. For a brief moment, Noctis’ eyes met the other’s. Electric blue met a pair of grey hues. Noctis was wary. 

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                                                Cause every night it’s a fight                                                                    I don’t wanna lose                                                       You beat my heart black   &   blue,                                                                  I don’t wanna bruise 

    | Independent DMC OC  |  Not Spoiler free  |  Personals do not reblog  |  Penned by LOTUS

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    feel free to change pronouns / wording !

warning for bad language.

“ are you really sleeping ? ”

“ that was exciting. ”

“ hello ? i’m lost, and hurt. ”  

“ that’s fucked up. ”  

“ why must we suffer like this ? ”  

“ do you hate this world ? ”  

“ you gotta help me. ”  

“ we have to run. ”  

“ i thought you were dead. ”  

“ the first person who touches me loses their eyes. ”  

“ god doesn’t love you. ”  

“ i’m dreaming. or out of my fucking mind. ”  

“ and here i thought this couldn’t get any worse. ”  

“ seen too much to keep the faith. ”  

“ you really busted your head open, didn’t you ? ”  

“ you didn’t give me up to her. ”  

“ i will fear no man. ”  

“ i will be ravenous in my penance. ”  

“ i could climb that. just need something to stand on. ”  

“ you have to kill me. ”  

“ god hates vanity. ”  

“ this world will die screaming. ”  

“ maybe there’s another way around. ”  

“ unforgivable. ”  

“ this isn’t so bad. ”  

“ i know what you are. ”  

“ that wasn’t so bad, was it ? ”  

“ gotta stop the bleeding. ”  

“ i need you to stay calm. ”  

“ your weakness has damned us all. ”  

“ you deserve the hell you’ll get. ”  

“ you were jealous. ”  

“ you were frightened. ”  

“ i’m not putting a fucking toe in that water. ”  

“ i want to see your true face. ”  

“ you’re such a pushover. ”  

“ you don’t want to get in trouble, do you ? ”  

“ stay with me. ”      

“ i only want us to be friends. ”  

“ shame is a gift from god, to let you know right from wrong. ”  

“ what you want is very wrong. ”  

“ i don’t know what you think you saw. ”  

“ i won’t let them kill you. ”  

“ we have to get out of here. ”  

“ i need to lie down. ”  

“ fuck you ! and fuck your god ! ”  

“ it’s getting worse. ”

“ you need to lie down. ”  

“ there’s nothing there. ”  

“ so, like … is she your girlfriend ? ”

“ you’ve murdered paradise. ”  

“ god has gone silent. ”

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ofglaiveandguard:

Cor wasn’t sure how long exactly the Prince had had this… habit of his but it didn’t really matter. He just hoped it hadn’t been so long that Noct’s lungs had suffered irreparable damage to his body. He supposed people would definitely be keeping a closer eye on the Prince from now on. There were people like himself and the boy’s father who cared about his health and others who were more concerned about the bad publicity. Either way, people would definitely be WATCHING.

Noctis barely reacted when he crushed the cigarette under his foot and that lack of reaction led him to thinking there were more. A lot more. He’d probably whip out another one the moment Cor left and as much as he hated to admit it, there was very little he could do to stop him. He couldn’t watch Noctis at all times and honestly, the Prince wasn’t doing anything illegal. If it was the occasional smoke, there wouldn’t even be a problem, but it seemed like more than that. Noctis was using it as a coping method – a VICE – and that wasn’t healthy.

“I don’t enjoy watching you destroy yourself, no. Your father is worried about you, but he didn’t send me.” Regis was probably worried that if he did, he’d put even more of a strain on his relationship with his son than there already was. That was what scared the King the most, losing his son entirely. “You need to stop pushing people away, Highness. People care about you, you know. You need to start trusting them.”

            It was one thing to make a mistake; it was another thing to keep making it. Noctis knew what happened when he let himself get close to someone. Hell, he once trusted his own father.    &&   look where that got him. Cor’s words only added fuel to the   FIRE. Every time he opened his mouth Noctis grew angrier. Burning rage hissed through his body like deathly poison, screeching   &&   demanded release. His eyes were narrowed, rigid, cold, hard. His unmoving gaze was accompanied by deliberate slow breathing, like he was   FIGHTING   something back   &&   loosing.

            “   I don’t need a lecture.   ”    his once soft eyes were as hard as any store front mannequin. When Cor mentioned his father Noctis’ insides curled. The hurt was a spider web, intricate, yet strong. The joy from his heart was gone. He could not cry, could not grieve. He took back his love he offered   &&   locked it back inside himself in his   CAGE   he called a body. His heart felt as if his blood had become tar as it struggled to keep a steady beat. His melancholy mood hung over him like a   BLACK   cloud, raining his personal sorrow down on himself wherever Noctis went.

            “   Trust   ?   Ha.   Cute.   ”   he didn’t need to hear that. He chose who he wanted to trust,    &&   his father certainly wasn’t one. He had his friends.   &&   his mother. He missed her warm embrace, sure, but he would settle with what left that he had of her. A   GHOST   who had not moved on yet. 

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thecafeleblanc:

For the most part, Akira knew LeBlanc’s regulars: the young professionals looking for respite, the old married couples, the occasional classmate. This one, however, caught his eye instantly – he had no idea who he was. Judging from his disoriented look, this guy didn’t know anything about this place, either.

“Hello,” Akira offered politely. “Can I help you?”

            “   Um   .��  .   .   yeah. Where am I   ?   ”   His mind was still a SURGING perplexity. His clothes were soaking wet,   &&   his teeth chattered. He felt his spirit sink into nothingness   &&   his aura turn monochrome.  He had wandered about aimlessly, lost   &&   confused without his friends by his side. His heart was racing   &&   all he could do was take several deep breaths   &&   try to think rationally. 

            “   Have you seen three men walking around here   ?   A guy with glasses, a guy with big muscles,   &&   a blonde with a camera   ?   ”   it was the only description he could give that made his friends possibly stand out from the rest, though he knew it probably wasn’t good enough. They all might have been separated from each other. Oh, he hoped that wasn’t the case. 

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“   i   don’t   want   us   to   be   strangers   again  .   ” “   i   am   a   horrible   person  and   i   don’t   know   how   to   change ,   not   even   for   you  .   ” “  if   i   hurt   you ,   it’s   not   my   fault  .   i   warned   you  .   ” “   i   want   to   forget   everything   about   you ,   so   i   can   get   to   know   you   all   over   again  .   ” “   it   was   nice   to   hear   your   voice   again  .   ” “   please   don’t   forget   me   and   all   the   things   we   did  .   ” “   maybe   someday   we   will   be   two   people   meeting   again   for   the   first   time  .   ” “   nothing   makes   me   happier   and   nothing   makes   me   sadder   than   you  .   ” “   i   am   so   tired   of   their   stories  .   let’s   write   our   own  .   ” “   sorry   i’m   so   hard   to   deal   with   sometimes  .   ” “   i   like   it   when   you   smile  .   ” “   i   hope   you   understand   how   much   our   little   talks   mean   to   me  .   ” “   you’re   beginning   to   feel   less   like   a   friend   and   more   like   home  .   ” “   how   can   i   tell   you   the   truth   when   i   don’t   know   which   version   you   want   to   hear  ?   ” “   if   i   don’t   leave   now ,   i   will   never   get   away  .   ” “   i   broke   my   own   heart   before   you   could   do   it   for   me  .   ” “   in   loving   me,  you   hold   a   knife   at   my   throat.   in   loving   you,  i   tell   you   exactly   where   to   cut.   ” “   i’d   never   lie   to   you  .   ” “   it’s   not   an   easy   thing   to   admit   when   you’re   wrong ,   and   that’s   why   i   won’t   do   it  .   ” “   please   don’t   leave   me   alone   again  .   ” “   the   horror   you   have   seen   is   not   who   you   are  .   ” “   why   do   good   intentions   always   turn   out   bad  ?   ”