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I love you non-sharing selfshippers! your f/os loves YOU and only YOU!!!!! no matter what anyone says, they'll always love and care for you. keep doing you!!!
I love you iffy-sharing selfshippers! your f/os value you so much!! your f/os love you so much!
I love you sharing selfshippers! your f/os love you! your f/o appreciates you!
I love you selfshippers who aren't sure what your sharing status is! that's okay! your f/os love you regardless!
I love you poc selfshippers! your f/os think you're so amazing and wonderful! your f/os love you so very much?
I love you fem selfshippers! your f/os think you're so beautiful! they're lucky to have someone like you in their life!
I love you masc selfshippers! your f/os think you're so handsome! they're grateful that you're with them!
I love you nonbinary selfshippers! your f/os love you no matter how you present or what pronouns you use! they think you're so valid!
I love you queer selfshippers! your f/os will always respect whatever label you go by! even if you change labels a few times!
I love you trans selfshippers! your f/os will always support your identity! they hope you know they love you so much!
I love you disabled selfshippers! your f/o hopes you know your disability is not a burden to them and they love you so much!
I love you mentally ill selfshippers! your f/o will always do whatever they can to help you! no matter what it is, they want to support you!
I love you selfshippers! please know that you deserve the world, no matter what hatred is spewed your way. your f/os love YOU. they love you. no matter what people try to say to you. with all the meanness going around in this community the last few months towards poc and women and folks with mental illness and disability and people who are nonsharing most recently, I want to remind you all how much you're valued here. I hate seeing anyone be sad or upset because they feel like they don't have a place here. you do have a place. your f/os love and appreciate you and you're so valued here in this community, even if people say otherwise. at the very least, me, and whoever reblogs this appreciates you.
no unkindness will be tolerated underneath this post! in fact, I implore you to maybe even tag your friends or mutuals to show them you care! spread the love and positivity. go say something nice in someones ask box (not mine, preferably a stranger or a mutuals who might need some kind words!)
if you ever need a pick me up, feel free to come back and look at this post for as long as you want. you're loved, you're valid, you're appreciated, and you matter. YOU have a place here. don't let ANYONE who treats you meanly make you feel otherwise.
I LOVE YOU SELFSHIPPERS!! I love you I love you I love you. /p TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES AND REMEMBER YOUR F/OS LOVE YOU TOO !!!! :DDD go do something nice today! even if it's something little for yourselves !!! :D
#🥀📜#if anyone says something mean under this post ill actually fucking throw eggs at your house until youre covered in yolks#it fucking DEVASTATES ME when i see ANYTHING mean about other ppl in the community#especially knowing literally today someone got sent a hate anon and is contemplating leaving for being nonsharing#AND EVEN MORESO. all the other niches in the communities#especially the women and poc and disabled snd mentally ill folks#BE. KIND. DAMMIT.#what have i bitched about this whole time on this account.#BE NICE. BE NICE. BE NICE.#anyways i love you kind people. have a good day!!!!#self shipping#self ship#selfshipper#self shipper#selfshipping#selfship#f/o community#f/o#fictoromantic#romantic f/o#yumedanshi#yumejoshi#yume community#yumeship#selfship positivity#selfship community
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Fyozai in BSD 121
#hellooo my lovelies LONG TIME NO POST#I’ve been consistently posting to insta & tt & have neglected the tumblr sphere tho TRUST I have been here the whole time👹#new chapter as a Fyodor stan made me go ga ga per usual#so have this silly🤲#no bc the panel where Fyodor is like “waiiiit I think I low key fell in love with Dazai-#welcome to the club bby🫶🙂↕️#I have 2 more like this that I’ll post later WEEE smooches💕#why is he so pretty HELP😓 every ch is devastating for Atsushi & meanwhile I’m frothing😶🌫️#LET ME CONTINUE TO HAVE THIS I know the tides will eventually turn so I gotta soak up my Fyodor glory as long as I can🥰😭💓#fyodor#bsd fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor dostoyevsky#bungou stray dogs fyodor#fyodor fanart#fyozai#fyodor x dazai#dazai#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd fanart#fanart#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#anime#bsd manga#bsd 121#manga#bsd chapter 121
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Album art for Homeless Romantic III & IV by Lost in the Sauce, a DIY punk artist based in Oneonta, New York
#a very good folk punk artist!! please support him!!!#His music just got taken off Spotify and I didn't realize he was so underground!! i am devastated by the loss but his whole discography is#available online#literally in a reddit comment media fire post as well as soundcloud and also bandcamp#i've been obsessed with him for the last month and this has sparked such a hyperfixating battlecry in me#please look at the neat equipment and also think it is neat!!#my posts#lost in the sauce#diy punk#folk punk#music equipment#cool wires and things i want to touch
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Regina cuts her off, her stomach roiling. “You talk about me with Henry?” Emma shrugs. “You come up sometimes. He really does care about you. And I think you care about him.” “You think?” Regina demands, and her fists tighten. “You think?” Emma turns away from her, focuses on Henry on his swing. Regina follows suit, letting the sight of him calm her. He’s going higher and higher, and he kicks off his shoes when he’s at the top of the swing, sending them flying across the playground. It’s so normal, so much like a scene from a year ago, before everything had fallen apart. “I wasn’t sure,” she says. “I didn’t know if you…if you saw him as something to have. Or if you really loved him.” Regina seethes. Something in her chest withers and dies. She’s furious. She isn’t hurt, because she will never give Emma Swan the power to hurt her again. “This town still stands only because Henry is inside of it. And you think that I don’t love him?” Emma doesn’t respond to the threat, which had been stupid and will set Regina’s time with Henry back again, she’s sure. “You didn’t kiss him. When he was…after he ate that turnover. You didn’t even try to kiss him awake.” Regina had sat in the hospital room and wept, had felt the world falling apart around her, and no, she had not kissed Henry as Emma had. How arrogant it is, to believe that a kiss can work magic. How privileged it is for the laws of the world to break only for you. “I am no Charming,” she spits. “I don’t get beautiful fairytales, and I don’t expect them. Forgive me for being a realist.” Emma is silent. When Regina turns, Emma is watching her again, and there is a lingering something in her eyes. Not quite pity, not quite sorrow. But understanding, and Regina hates seeing it more than anything else. Hates the way that her heart leaps, and the next few breaths hitch and don’t emerge right.
#i Cannot post fic before i finish the whole thing bc i don’t have regular fic writing time rn!!!#but i finished the first chapter of this and i just wanted to share a lil 🥺#how do we feel about hanahaki with a devastating twist 🤔#ANYWAY got a new assignment that’s gonna take over my life but this story won’t let go of me so i’ll be back!!!#swan queen#vintage s2 for y'all <3
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doodlin some joh’s
#kagoodles#trainer kris#trainer ethan#trainer lyra#rival silver#green background bc I’m a spinach head lately. and a mustard green enjoyer bc i had some good potstickers that had it in the filling#kris to me should be a little cartoonishly malleable. a smiling smirker. like >:]#i also think ethan has a little unevolved natu on his team. purely for the “you can evolve when you feel like it buddy” vibe#been considering what to make team wise for the joh's but a fun idea i've got brewing is that lyra and silver Both have chikoritas#i know he canonically has a totodile but i have a fun workaround for the future that i'm workshopping a lil#when getting starters silver thought he stole the only chikorita in the lab. then when lyra comes in elm gives her a Shiny chikorita#12 year old absolutely devastated hammering fist on the floor mad but he gets over it (but maybe still a Little salty)#learns to mellow out a bit with his potato dino over time and the evolutions for both of their meganiums have different flowers/colors/type#i know i've been out the whole month i've been unfortunately stuck in the post midpoint of the sem where the workload is Crazy#been prepping works for an art show at my college And getting projects done for deadlines and it is. a Toll#but I will get One illustration done. i've been planning out lyra's dress for a piece and the second to last pic is the test for it
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satoru is so fucking strong i think i’d GENUINELY have thrown up if i was in his place when geto came to declare war on jujutsu high … like i’m so serious i couldn’t handle cult!geto i really really couldn’t
#he is the most devastating sugu to me#i cant think of a reunion scenario with him post-defection without tearing up or feeling mildly nauseous#😭😭😭#i would break down and cry i just knowwwww it#the humiliation would be too much i’d have to flee the country#i really want to write a whole series for reformed sorcerer!geto but the idea of it just makes me want to bawl#ari noises ✩
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rlly silly doodles based off of a post the hc goat @tegr1dy made about stan and kyle adult braces that had me laying awake at night 😭😭😭
#tegri1dy i love ur blog- you REALLY get style <3 <3#...i imagine that at first kyle is devastated but stan convinces him it'll be fine and they can just dress like hipsters and it'll be cool#then like two years in stan is so done with it but kyle is deep in denial at that point#been reading a lot of sekrit fics lately and the way she writes them as like these losers who spend their whole lives together but just..#kind of awkwardly avoid dating for seemingly no reason even though they're in love?? fascinates me.... i don't know if that was a good desc#btw lol i think i'm gonna try posting a little bit more casually because there's some stuff i wanna try clearing out of my drafts#south park#sp style#love yall lol have a great dayy
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“You’re my family, and I love you, but you’re terrible, you’re all terrible.”
#I drew this like a month ago and forgot to post ittttt#Finishing my Bobs Burgers marathon emotionally devastated me#I had watched like 2 season like 7 years ago and then randomly picked it up and watching the whole thing#And it was so so so good#I am a Bobs Bitch#art#drawing#bobs burgers#bobs burgers fanart#procreate#digital art#fan art#bob belcher#teddy bobs burgers#Linda belcher#gene belcher#louise belcher#tina belcher#illustration#sketch#doodle
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Don't read if you don't wanna see a pissed off brit ranting about Doctor Who. Sorry in advance. This is mostly me trying to articulate a feeling of loss I cant quite place so if I'm wrong at any point that'll be why.
I dislike the new era of Doctor who for the completely subjective reason that a part of Doctor who I really liked was the smaller scale, intimate stories of people and human nature deconstructed through the silly monster of the week. No need for constant world ending threats or experimental high concept fantasy or gods, just like... some guy who turns into a wasp or some invisible force torturing like... 5 people or people just being trapped in an ever changing maze of fear rooms.
I also really enjoyed how all of these aliens felt like a part of a grounded (if hilariously inconsistent at times) world. Like yes, there were parallel universes and bubble universes and the void and whatnot but for the most part it still maintained a grounded feeling.
The characters felt like people. They now feel like characters.
And, fundamentally, the show for like 60 years managed to feel British. I can't explain specifically why but ever since Disney got their grubby little hands on Doctor who there is a depressing air of commercialisation and quite frankly Americanism (not inherently wrong but not Doctor Who) all over it down to the aesthetics and the writing. It feels like its lost a specifically British essence and like... not to be a Brit about it for a second but I grew up on this show and it is genuinely culturally significant over here. Yes it still stars brits in England with a brit writing it but at the end of the day there is a loss of something that was really important to me- almost like theres a style of filmmaking that is specific to Britain that's just been lost.
Anyways fuck Disney I hate them so much I understand starwars fans now. Gone are the days on non-theatrical small scale stories and enter are the days of in your face narratives and the show feeling just unnervingly clean and perfected.
I've seen people say that "oh everyone complains about new eras of Doctor who etc.. and that we just need to be happy about the basic doctor who things like aliens and camp." but like... as much as people complained about other eras at least it still felt English, man. Like it was a show from my country, one that I would watch weekly with my parents, one I'd watch as a Christmas tradition and would analyse with my friends. The idea off it being warped for a more international (Literally just American let's be fair) audience is honestly a little insulting. Like yes, I am 100% behind making it more accessible for an international audience to watch (like having it on a streaming service other than iplayer) but people were already enjoying it before even if they weren't British. I'm just going to keep ranting but there's a part of me that's just ridiculously upset that the vibes of the show that it maintained for around 50 years have been ruined by... God a lot of things. A loss of culture and a prioritisation of distribution and Marketability.
Anyways I have actually thoroughly enjoyed the last 2 episodes and Russel did an amazing job with the writing and the aesthetics were great, the acting was stellar, I absolutely love Ncuti as the Doctor... but it still felt a little... corporate, American and Disney. I just want my funny little kind of shit British show back.
#Respectfully Fuck off Disney PLEASE#this is subjective and and just me trying to piece together why i feel so devastated in a way by the whole doctor who situation#doctor who#rant post#I have no idea how disney managed to strip a show of its culture whilst still having it be written by a brit and staring brits???#though i will say its not ALL disney and is indicative of a whole other issue of media nowadays but i cant be fucked with all that rn
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we make fun of Chip Zien but to be fair if you didn't know Falsettos already and it was 1979 and you just read the fever dream that is the In trousers script would YOU know what Whizzer going down means? probably but also you need to remember that Chip Zien is straight
#chip zien#in trousers#i was thinking of this last night#i could make a whole bigger post about#how it slightly rubs me the wrong way when people dismiss his unbelievable talent i favor of reducing him to sillyguy#he's had some of the most emotionally devastating parts and i think people can forget that sometimes
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I can’t explain why, but this is my favorite hilson edit ever and I can/will watch it on loop for an uncountable amount of times
#hilson#house md#gregory house#james wilson#im very bummed about my laptop dying on me and possibly having to replace the motherboard#or put money aside to buy a new one in…who knows how long 🙃#so i was looking through my tiktok playlists since i can’t do my usual late night genealogy#and i saw my house folder and got hit with a burst of nostalgia#i had already saved this edit to my phone bc i loved it so much and would be devastated if it was deleted#idk maybe it’s the lake scene in the middle that pushes the brain buttons just right#but the whole vibe i get from it is immaculate and i wanted to share in an attempt to cheer myself up lol#maybe i’ll make a mega post of my fave fics too bc why not#it’s not like i can do my genealogy work 😞#hasan't#personal#video#not my video#tiktok#not my tiktok
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This is completely random and triggered by the most irrelevant post on my dash ever but I am genuinely so upset about how Frozen just straight up infected and took over Norway in the World Showcase in Epcot like I hate it I hate it so much.
Like no the World Showcase was intended to be a showcase of ACTUAL cultural diversity and you've gone and fucking bastardized it with a Frozen filter in NORWAY. Completely stripped it of its historic Norway folklore, the viking vibes of the Maelstrom and the shops and Olaf's fucking winter wonderland whatever the fuck like NO.
When I went to the World Showcase it was because I loved the genuine connections with other cultures around the world. I LIVED in the Asian cultures because it was the closest I could get to my heritage since my mom was so disconnected from it and didn't pass any of it down to me. You don't see Mulan pasted all over China, it has a cultural theater and a garden and a shop full of cultural knick knacks and traditional clothes and traditional food without a Disney-themed whatever name slapped onto it. They have a Chinese acrobatics show in the plaza there that's phenomenal to see!
The Middle East area was so small and on thin fucking ice because it lumped such a huge cultural spectrum into one little space to share but like! The bazaar and such was still a cool experience! Not an Aladdin reference in sight!
Japan has a rotating museum exhibit on culture that last time I was there talked a lot about kawaii culture and the shop had an oyster opening thing that taught you about Japanese pearl exports and a section about kimono and a taiko show and just!
Then Frozen fucking came along and took over Norway and now it's not Norway anymore, it's Frozenland!
It doesn't even stop there, it's spreading to all the other countries too and it makes me so sad! Ratatouille is infecting France and Encanto is infecting Latin America (which is ALREADY on thin fucking ice for similar cultural Lumping problems) and it just makes me so sad tbh...
It's like yes, I know that these films are big representations for particular cultures but I don't think they should be touted as THE representation of their associated cultures in the WORLD SHOWCASE. The cultures there should be allowed to speak for them-fucking-selves...! If you wanted Disney animation franchise stuff, you got that shit in Magic Kingdom or Hollywood Studios or the REST of Epcot where it belonged!
-Kokki
#kokki#host#inner system#sunshine bulletin#rainy streets#the most random vent post ever but goddamn the throwaway joke about fucking#Rantaro having an outdated encyclopedic knowledge about Disney Parks#and being confused and upset that Maelstrom was turned into a Frozen ride#it fucking got me because me too man!#me fucking too!#Rantaro being upset about that in particular just hits because god of course the Ultimate Adventurer would be fucking#devastated by the removal of the ride about VIKING FOLKLORE#fuck man#just fuck#I feel bad because I sound like a fucking Disney adult rn being so upset over this#when Disney as a whole is contentious in and of itself#like really?#this is the hill I want to die on?#grow up#I hate being as upset about Disney shit like this as I am
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#i spent the last two years working on this show and. now we're done#it's over#we've still got like half a season thats still unpublished but. we're done#am i breakind my nda currently? probably. i don't know#im just. absolutely devastated#im gonna miss it so so so much#i might be doxxing myself a little with this post but. i dont care#it was beautiful and i wish it went on for longer#but. id like for yall to see it. because it means a lot to me#if my bitch ass country didnt decide to start a full blown god damned fucking WAR#we couldve had so much more#but. we all know what happened (((((: fucking fuck#anyway. there it is. my job my two years of life my beasties my everything#they were beautiful it was beautiful. and now its over#gonna go cry now. as if i hadnt cried enough today#ughhhhhhhhh.hhhhhhh#i just feel. weird. and empty#i really loved it with my whole heart#i wish it went on for longer i wish we didnt have to go our separate ways#we made not one but two calendars and our art director made prints and gave them away for free and we had parties and stupid inside jokes#and bloopers and all the things were not allowed to show pecause intellectual propery and nda and laws#and im gonna miss all of it#sorry for whining on main its just. its an ending and im not good with endings#Youtube
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it is honestly a crime that i have to do my laundry every week for the rest of my life
#what do you MEAN i gotta do this. every goddamn week.#what do you meeeeaaannnnn i am responsible for making sure my clothes are clean#truly doing laundry is the world's worst chore no i will not be accepting comments at this time#mimi talks#u know what i'm just gonna add onto these tags instead of making a new post so i don't bother the three (3) whole people who follow me#but being at home is fucking devastating for my ability to write#i just keep opening and closing and opening tumblr#sTOP it#i just wanna write on my day off!!! why can i only focus enough to write at work!!!!!#cleaned off my desk so it'd stop stressing me out like ah yes this will fix the problem#no. i am the problem. me#i can't believe this but maybe i hunt down that program i used in grad school that locks my entire goddamn computer down#for however long the timer i set lasts#rip to any reference searching but maybe that's what i need#uuuggghhh if american healthcare wasn't such a joke i'd go get my official adhd diagnosis and throw myself into meds#if i wasn't nerfed by my inability to concentrate it'd be over for u clowns
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TW: eye strain, blood, no visible gore but eye injury implied (also rambling in the tags)

Early work in progress painting of v,,,, the final piece won’t look anything like this (…..maybe) but I was messing with layer settings and hard mix is serving ,,,,,
tbh I’m starting 2 understand V h8ters now,,, mf needs 2 get the FUCK outta my head before I do something crazy 🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣 (((draw him more****
#hes just too fucking fascinating to me…..#him and Rika need to stop stealing the show#actually debating playing Saeran ae just to obsessively call V the whole time#cheritz was absolutely cooking when they put the most unhealthy#codependent and traumatized#and weird couple#into a FUCKING OTOME GAME AAAAA#it gives me such brainrot like#jaehee route ending with mc and jaehee opening up a cafe#and being adorable lesbians#MEANWHILE v has (presumably) fuckin died at the hands of Rika#as a sacrifice 2 keep the rfa safe#and jumin is just having to sit there sipping coffee in his former secretary’s cute cafe#acting like he didn’t pregame the event with a bottle of merlot#it’s crazy#it’s a cute dating game with cute characters#and also a fuckin Shakespearean tragedy#not apologizing for the tags ITS MY SHOW!!!#(ps. always devastating that jumin becomes a major alcoholic in nearly all the endings)#i wanna ramble about it on a nother’ post#but I’m seepy now nighty night#honk shoo🥱🥱🥱honk shoo😪😪😪honk shoo#cephy talks#jihyun kim#fanart
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xavi is better than me i would have added fuck you laporta and deco to his ig post
#whole post made me really emotional 🥲#ruin me more xavier :(#his blood and soul is blaugrana im devastated
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