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rayewarrrd · 1 day ago

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#i spent the last two years working on this show and. now we're done #it's over #we've still got like half a season thats still unpublished but. we're done #am i breakind my nda currently? probably. i don't know #im just. absolutely devastated #im gonna miss it so so so much #i might be doxxing myself a little with this post but. i dont care #it was beautiful and i wish it went on for longer #but. id like for yall to see it. because it means a lot to me #if my bitch ass country didnt decide to start a full blown god damned fucking WAR #we couldve had so much more #but. we all know what happened (((((: fucking fuck #anyway. there it is. my job my two years of life my beasties my everything #they were beautiful it was beautiful. and now its over #gonna go cry now. as if i hadnt cried enough today #ughhhhhhhhh.hhhhhhh #i just feel. weird. and empty #i really loved it with my whole heart #i wish it went on for longer i wish we didnt have to go our separate ways #we made not one but two calendars and our art director made prints and gave them away for free and we had parties and stupid inside jokes #and bloopers and all the things were not allowed to show pecause intellectual propery and nda and laws #and im gonna miss all of it #sorry for whining on main its just. its an ending and im not good with endings #Youtube

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jinikaris · 3 months ago

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dominATE world tour

↪ hongkong d-2 // 250119 ©

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pseudophan · 12 days ago

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extremely important question do any buffy fans here actually like angel (the series not the character) because i swear all i see lately is people saying it sucks and they couldn't get through it and it's like you can't ALL be that wrong

#season 1 is i guess a bit slow if you're not into the initial premise #at least the beginning #and yeah the soap opera dramatics of s4 get ragged on for obvious reasons #but 2 and 3 are insane #and 5 is just a lot of fun indespersed with some of the most devastating shit you'll ever watch. great times #angel has some of the best storylines in the entire buffyverse argue with the wall #it's not as solid all the way through as buffy by any means but the heights of angel absolutely rival some of the heights of buffy #doesn't beat them out though but still #also s4 is way better on rewatches is what i've realised #first time i was like. what #but once you know what's actually causing everyone to act like they are it isn't as crazy as it first seems lmao #still a mess and joss whedon must pay for his crimes regarding cordelia #but it's definitely much better still #i just don't understand how you can watch wesley completely unraveling throughout the show and not agree it bangs severely #the father will kill the son????? peak television i don't CARE #also angel gets sooo much darker and adult than buffy it's so interesting!!#and darla... oh my darla.....#most people hate connor when he grows up and thats fair i did too #i still don't love him but i appreciate his character a looot more on rewatches #and from a psychological perspective he's fascinating #he gets a bit of a dawn treatment from audiences i feel like. like you can call them annoying thats fair #but when people claim they're annoying for no reason im like lets look at their lives so far please 😭#anyway. regardless of your opinion on older connor. that initial storyline before and right after he's born #absolutely fucking crazy and also so good #you're telling me you watched darla sobbing being like i won't even be able to remember that i loved it and you felt nothing????#i could go on about this forever probably sorry

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mwagneto · 2 years ago

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i truly am losing my mind tho coz like i literally spent weeks/years waiting to see if ofmd/gomens was bait and they're NOT. and they're both getting explicitly romantic promos and little hearts in the posters and the mcs kissing on screen coz they're canonically in looove it's all so. ohhmy fucking god

#EVERYBODY WANTED TO KNOW WHAT I'D DO IF I DIDN'T WIN GUESS WE'LL NEVER KNOW !!!!!!!!#obviously it's way more insane w g.omens but they both make me saurr emotional like dude holy fffuck....#it's the heart shaped posters for me. like i legit need to take my brain out and squeeze it dude im sooo <333 #ofmd #our flag means death #gomens #good omens #slowly slowly healing from the absolute devastation of bbc sh s4 ... you guys have #no idea how much damage that ending did to me like i was literally inconsolable. it was so.#and now i just get to have these?? FOR FREE?? 😭😭😭

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daisybell-on-a-carousel · 9 months ago

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*Ages of this post based on information from Jason and Tim's original runs in the 80s, as im still in the process of reading the comics and I respect original runs more anyway

Jason was 12 (pre-crisis, not contradicted) when Bruce adopted him at some point after Dick left, and Dick had left Wayne Manor for about 2 years by the time Jason died (Batman #436) making Jason 14 at death, to turn 15 that year if his birthday is August 16th

Tim is 13 when he introduces himself after Jason's death (Batman #441)

They have like, a 1-2 year age difference

Jason returns to life 6 months after his death, spends 1 year in the hospital, then 1 year on the streets before someone recognizes him as Robin, then 1 year with the league of assassin's before being thrown into the pit (Batman Annual #25)

A total of 3½ years with Jason being dead, in a coma, and running on just instinct and muscle memory before being healed by the pit

Therefore, Jason, while physically older, is largely missing 3½ years of his life

Jason is younger than Tim

Thank you coming to my ted talk

(Dont take this seriously please bcksbdjsnks)

#tim drake #jason todd #red hood #dc comics #batman comics #sometimes i see posts saying jason attacked a kid when referring to the titans tower attack on tim #jason is very much still just 1-2 years older than tim #at the absolute barest and most unreasonable minimum tim is a 16 yr getting attacked by an 18yr #as jason was 18 when put in the pit. im gonna take a wild guess here and say he spent awhile training and planning instead of immediately #starting the red hood arc #so for fun i decided to take the age situation to its extreme and say jason is younger lol #ever since jason attacked. Tim has been in a semi time loop to be 17 for the rest of his life #and is just getting younger than jason instead of aging. this is so sad #im like 100% “jason is younger than tim” has been said before by others its just so fun to me.#and i like taking a million pictures for reference whike reading comics and then getting to use those references #comic reference #OR. jason could've been 13 going on 14 when he died. which is so devastating to think about i choose not to #but it Is a possibility #timelines are so hard to think of without exact dates

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meshumo · 8 months ago

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its been....... five? six? years since i was super duper crazy into funny train musical. i knew it would come back eventually.....

have some doodles

#i had a tumblr those five years ago but i think i deactivated it. if any1 remembers a textpost about cb microwaving mayonaise. that was me!#also i JUST NOW found out about some 2024 revival?!? hello??! the stars must have aligned.... i heard it whistling to me...#the bochum rewrite made me so mad i straight up left the fandom LOL im glad stex isnt totally over #absolutely devastated at caboose getting nuked forever but i heard GB is a butch lesbian now so im kind of locked in #starlight express #pearl the observation car #dinah the dining car #whatever c.b.'s tag is #c.b. the red caboose

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thebirdandhersong · 6 months ago

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???? something something deep discomfort with body image is it generational?????????

#does your soul ever leave your body when your mom says something and youre like a) Ah. thats where this specific pain comes from #and b) not for anything would i perpetuate this to my own daughter should God bless me with one #anyway mother casually dropped mid conv that i ought to weigh myself once a week just to make sure i was eating right #and by Right she means not too much and not too much of what she considers Junk #also my soul left my BODY when i told her what i was wearing to the date tmr #(red pinafore mini dress with tights and a cute little cardigan situation that i actually feel GOOD in)#and she was like is your stomach bloated right now? if it is dont wear it #(the word she used can be bloated swollen or big in chinese)#MA'AM??????????#anyway im glad theres been fortifying work done in my heart bc this wouldve devastated me last year. absolutely CRUSHED me.#but im like okay........ well i look cute and im at a healthy weight. and im starting to eat better. and i only feel nauseous #thinking abt food occasionally. and i dont weigh and measure myself daily anymore. so thats progress.#also i personally think i look cute in that outfit so i think i SHALL wear it tmr.#anyway. thoughts!!!!!

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shasta627 · 2 years ago

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Sitting here tearing up over an ant who was born a monster and had all the power in the world and could do anything he wanted, yet chose to spend his time playing board games with the blind girl who captured his heart and ultimately died embracing both her and his true human nature

#this is about hunterxhunter and i am NOT okay #like i cant stop thinking about their last moments with just their voices #and how far they both developed (ESP meruem)#when this whole arc started i was high key traumatized over what the chimera ants did to kite and ponzu and pokkle etc #i was rooting for their demise but now im devasted #anyway this arc was absolutely stellar in terms of story telling and my life is changed #komugi x meruem #hunter x hunter #chimera ant arc #hxh spoilers #merukomu #merumugi #meruem #komugi

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evelynpr · 5 months ago

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FINISHED WATCHING MHA MOVIE 2: HEROES RISING!!! SPOILERS AHEAD IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED IT

OH MY FUCKING GOD THIS WAS SO GOOD YO HOLY FUCK I LOVE IT AAAAAAAAAAAAA

This was truly My Bakudeku Academia. Watching that final battle felt like a religious experience- as if I was watching the birth of Christ. Holy fuck if that really was the original ending, with Deku passing OFA to Kacchan, and the whole "Oh it actually stayed with Deku and Bkg got amnesia" didn't happen, this would have been a dramatically different story moving forward.

Horikoshi really loves Bakugou- like absolutely no question. The story following this kind of ending would be about him continuing OFA's legacy with the guilt of a thousand suns on his shoulders for "taking away" Izuku's dream. Izuku would have continued the hero course as an actual quirkless student. I would love to see aus of this being canon and continuing their story from there.

I'm guessing Nine here was supposed to be AFO, and he would basically be gone too. Katsuma is perfectly set up to be the next protagonist (I can already imagine him using Cell Regeneration as Super Regeneration- he could become invincible while also healing others. Incredibly amazing quirk).

NUMBER ONE COMPLAINT I HAD WAS ADDRESSED. THE REST OF THE CLASS ACTUALLY DO FEEL STRONG AND USEFUL AND EVERYTHING AS SHIT I LOVE IT AAAAAAAA

YES MY GIRL OCHAKO FINALLY HAS HER BIG MOMENT FLOATING SO MUCH DEBRIS!!! I'M SO HAPPY- EVEN JIRO, AOYAMA, SHOJI, TOKOYAMI AND MORE HAD LEGIT GOOD SCENES AND FIGHTS I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY YEEEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHH THEY ARE SOOO COOLLLLL THEY GENUINELY GAVE IT THEIR ALL FUCK YEAHHHHH

(note. THAT WOLF GUY CALLED SHOJI UGLY- A FELLOW HETEROMORPH, CUS HE WAS PROJECTING HIS "MONSTER" ISSUES ON HIM HOW FUCKING DARE YOUUUUU)

THEY ALSO MAKE IT ACTUALLY MAKE MORE SENSE HOW THE WHOLE CLASS IS SEPARATED ON AN ISLAND TOGETHER AS A WHOLE CLASS THIS TIME TOO (and not just half like last movie). They even managed to tie it in to AFO, the LoV, and Hero Society. Like it actually feels more grounded and reasonable why the class would be here alone with supervision.

They even add hints of Touya Todoroki with him having a short battle with Endeavor, Hawks spying in the LoV, the HSPC head cameo, and other little things too. Man I loved this fucking movie I would watch it 10 more times right now.

#THIS WAS SRSLY MY BKDK ACADEMIA #I CANT IMAGINE HOW INSANE HORIKOSHI IS FOR IMAGINING THIS AS AN OG ENDING???#CUS WTF. IZUKU GENUINELY TRUSTS BKG SO MUCH IN WANTING TO BE THE NUMBER 1 HERO HES FINE WITH HIM HAVING OFA. WHAT #BKG WOULD BE ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATED AND WOULD DO THE SAME THING HE DID IN THE CANON ENDING NGL IF THIS HAPPENED #HE WOULD N O T LOSE IZUKU BY HIS SIDE BRO #IZUKU WOULD CONTINUE AND GRADUATE AS A LEGIT QUIRKLESS HERO EVEN EARLIER IN THE SERIES- WHAT THE FUCK LSKFJKJSD #OK IM JUST SO FUCKING HAPPY THEY GAVE OCHAKO MORE SHIT TO FLOAT LIKE GODDAMN #SHE WORKS SO WELL WITH TSU AND SERO HELL YEAH!!! IM SURPRSIED NO ONE DRAWS THEM TOGETHER MORE AS FRIENDS!!!#(guess I'm doing that now. tsk.)#I have moved on so much from my younger years bkg hate that seeing him succeed and do shit legit makes me so fucking happy-#thATS MY WINNING FIGHTING FUCKING KINGGGGGG #and Izuku being the absolutely selfless and darling sunshine he is and being so deranged in beating this dudes ass. always beautiful.#ily sm izukuuuu #also. brief TODOIIDA YAYYYYY THEY WERE SO BACK TO BACK IN BEATING THE CHIMERA DUDE LKSFLKSJK #yes kiri and tsu were also there and were Awesome- but u can tell its these two back to back #when iida reminds shoto to prioritize saving civilians with his hand on his shoulder yeAHHH thats their THEME RIGHT THEREEE #they both learned that together from deku and now are always fighting side by side fuck yeAHHHH #ok thats enough. i fucking love these movies. idc if theyre basic big selling fight scene crap and are shallow to most ppl #i care abt these kids and this world and its fucking heroes and villains n jackshit so much #if anyone stops me from enjoying this they can go suck their own dick and crack their neck trying. ha.#evelynpr bnha #bnha #mha #my hero academia #heroes rising #bkdk #bakudeku #izuku midoriya #bakugou katsuki

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borealing · 3 months ago

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since in s1 we have chekovs gun explosives im going to put out one more possible ending for 457... gihun has found out who youngil is and is conflicted asf, junho has finally found the island but failed to reconcile with inho, the explosives get set off, junho has escaped and is watching the island burn, the island is crumbling and inho is dying and gihun could probably escape but inho says "stay and die with me gihun" and he hesitates to leave because there's nothing for him outside the island, and the last thing inho does is save him

#*xiyaoifies your inhun*#457 #just imagining inho voice 'stay... and die with me' and the face gihun would make as hes like... the last request of someone who could have #been my friend.......#how devastated inho would be if gihun really did decide to stay......#im imagining gihun kneeling by inhos side holding him together with his hands as inho says it btw x #absolute lack of redemption but its him at the very end both testing gihuns humanity and seeing if gihun could still have any affection #left for him... just enough to die by his side

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bluewlnteroses · 2 years ago

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i just keep thinking about harley getting to know the truth about why peter is alone and finding out why people don't remember him and for a moment thinking he's glad he got to meet him after everything went down and immediately feel guilt and shame because its not fair peter went through so much pain and had to leave everyone he knew behind but,,,, just thinking about meeting each other before and getting to know peter and then completely forget him makes his feel sick

#but harley my baby you did #there was another crying teenager at the funeral that knew exactly what you were feeling in that moment #you just don't remember him #i feel like the world could have ended right there and peter wouldn't have notice #theres a blank space since the moment tony died until weeks after the funeral so can u blame him for not remembering harley?#they met in one of the worst days of each other's life #i just can't stop thinking about them realizing they met before and being absolutely devastated on how close they were to losing each other #because yes they met they talked and acknowledge their bond with tony but they were grieving #they talked for a couple of minutes but they didn't keep in contact they didn't become friends just like that #but now they can't possibly think about not being in each other's life #and to think they were close to lose that without even realizing it..#ugh im sad don't pay attention to me #once again i do NOT care about the english language so dont bother i know there might be typos #harley keener #parkner #but platonic parkner works just fine too

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jinikaris · 3 months ago

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