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ch 55.... im not okay.... im sobbing....
EDIT: I FINISHED THE CHAPTER.... IM IN AGONY
#ughhhhughhhh im not okay#this novel keeps giving and taking#im actually crying rn#uguhhhfhdhfhfbbfnf#twsb spoilers#twsb
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Jiang cheng antis are so annoying. Just saw some neanderthal say they’re upset jc never apologized to wwx 💀 wtf is he apologizing for like be so fr “hey so you spiraled out of control and accidentally caused the death of my last remaining family member and your hubris inadvertently caused my entire sect to be massacred but Im soooo sorry” like ok lmfao. Now if we’re talking about apologies sure he could apologize for blaming him for what happened with the wens killing his clan because even if wen chao was especially foul because of wwx the wens would’ve came regardless but anything aside from that is really up in the air. Hunting DC is a rumor that has never been confirmed (some of yall are illiterate so I’ll give you grace for missing that and the entire message about rumors in the book) and even if the rumor did have validity DC is not a good thing and DCs are not good people 💀. If we’re talking about defecting, it was staged and wwx made the choice of his own volition to defect because they both (wwx & jc) knew that JC didn’t have the power (politically and physically) to defend wwx for protecting the wen remnants. For the golden core, JC never asked him to give him his core, if anything he literally lost his core trying to protect wwx. It was a parallel symbolizing the extent that both would go for each other and sacrificing themselves to help the person they love. (And even then JC didn’t distract the wen patrol with the thought that he would lose his core, in his head the price of protecting wwx would be his life if he were to get caught. the one time JC chose love over duty) “jc should have apologized to wwx” I think there’s a lot of things unsaid between them both, whether that be apologies or whatever else, but don’t be fucking delusional and put all the blame on JC 💀 if you’re gonna make half-baked excuses on why you dislike him then you might as well wear a big glaring red sign that says remedial and illiterate xoxo
#yunmeng shuangjie#jiang cheng#yunmeng siblings#honestly I wish mxtx wote them actually talking their shit out just so I wouldn’t have to keep seeing your dumb ass takes#mxtx give us canon yunmeng bro reconciliation and my life is yours!!!#leave the past in the past is not a satisfying conversation at all actually! it was lazy and unfulfilling#the most arguably nuanced relationship in the book and all we got was leave the past behind??? what if I shit myself mxtx#yunmeng bros deserve healing too#are we really reading the same novel?? how can you say jiang cheng hated wei wuxian#jiang wanyin#jiang fengmian fuck you die like the dog you are you shitty little man#jiang fengmian caught a stray just because#I do not like that man yall
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with every “kirby kills gods at any minor inconvenience” “kirby is a ruthless killer” “kirby is literally a god” “kirby is a complete unaware infant” joke, i write a word to my fic. that’s how i’ve been able to write so much
#so little people give kirby character it’s so waaaaugh#sure there’s not THAT much to go off of from the media we have of him alone but there’s plenty tk expand upon#he’s kind and cares a lot about his friends and would do anything to keep them safe#but he’s also impulsive and acts on instinct rather than stopping to talk#and he’s like that because he has a strong moral code. he doesn’t appreciate it when someone forcefully takes something#or when his home is in danger#and he helps strangers in need of help but it doesn’t make him naive because he will fight back if he’s been wronged#he’s smart and knowledgeable about tech. able to make a spaceship and hack robots do all these puzzles#even in the novels kirby has character. sure he mostly thinks about food but his friends are still prioritized above that#hell even in the anime there’s some stuff to kirby despite the fact he IS a baby#people just don’t really treat him like a character#he can feel other emotions other than happiness. he doesn’t always perpetually smile#can you see why kirby’s written the way he is in my fics?#of course he’s still a young silly goofball#but my writing is meant to reflect what else there is to kirby because there’s hardly stuff about it
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New stills from Q17 of Up Poompat (Ming) and Poom Phuripan (Joe) in iQIYI and YYDS’s My Stand-In (2024), dir. Pepzi Banchorn Vorasataree & Khom Kongkiat Khomsiri
#poom phuripan#my stand in the series#my stand in#up poompat#userbunn#userrain#usersasa#userjamiec#professional body double#thai bl#i s2g if iqiyi keeps spoiling like this but refuse to give the teaser trailer djrkldjfklsjfslkjskljl#all i will say is that joe is my tragically terribly unlucky sad boi#i honestly cant tell if i want the series to lessen or worsen his tragedies bc i think joe's pains and miseries was a huge catalyst#in his journey to finding happiness and his own happy ending#wo giving too much away i do think pbd is a refreshing take on rebirth genre where the mc isn't out for revenge even tho BAD ppl hurt him#not spoilers bc the crew posted a behind the scene clip on this filming day#but the first pic where ming is hugging joe. if you look closely joe is sitting in a wheelchair O.o#tbh this one not even i can tell why bc i cant remember when in the novel or audiodrama where joe got hospitalized after rebirth
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Lineup of all of the characters that appear long enough to need a visual representation of them in the game lol
#I added a few people that you can randomly run into around town (like at the inn or in the forest or etc) and have very short conversations#with just to kind of flesh out the world a little more in a more natural-ish seeming way. Like nobody in the main cast would really#have much reason to talk about the actual city you're in or anything. Since most of them havent lived there that long anyway.#But if there's a ''city inspector'' that you can run into whilst he's writing up notes examining the local inn. then maybe there could be a#few dialogue options with him where you can ask about things like that. since he would know more about the area as an offical Government#Worker or etc. Optional of course. since I have to be so wary of my natural inclination to lore dump lol and am trying extra hard to make i#all stuff thats easily avoided/skipped. But for the people like ME who deliberately choose to exhaust every possible optional dialogue#option and explore every single inch of the world and try to collect as much information as possible - then there are a few extra places to#do that. Though obviously not all of them just give exposition for like 15 paragraphs blandly. Some you don't really learn anything from#and it's kind of just.. random flavor to make the non-shop map locations more ''lived in'' feeling. Like the random#little girl you can talk to in the park doesn't bizarrely start reading out the wikipedia description of some War that happened 10 years ag#or whatever. she's just complains about school a little and asks if you've tried the nearby ice cream cart treats and etc lol#ANYWAY..#some of the art is so so evil but I'm not going to spend 800 years trying to clean it up and update it. whatever the hell mess I sketched#out in 2018 or whatever is just what I'm keeping lol... it is what it is#One of the many trials of the whole 'briefly work a few months on something and then abandon it almost entirely only to pick up work#on it literally like 4 - 5 yrs later and now you must contend with trying to decipher whatever weird shit you did years ago' experience lol#Also given the population breakdowns of the world in general I think there's an unrealistic amount of jhevona in this lineup since#they're a much rarer species to just see out and about anywhere but.. it IS a global trading center type area. and the game#takes place in the north (the country of Asen. near the coast. for the maybe 2 or less people who actually keep up with my worldbuilding#enough to know where that is lol (the same continent as Navyete (where the avirre'thel live)) and there's a decent concentration#of nothern jhevona only a short ways away so... tee hee..I shall pretend it makes sense and not merely me just wanting#to represent more of that species because I think their lore is interesting lol#I MEAN also realistically there would NOT be a human here because humans are extremely isolated species that don't even know the rest#of the world exists really and human territories are extremely protected from the outside world but... of course it's like.. well we need#at least One of them to be there for the Optional Lore. Same with the Ythrili. But at least those are like.. PLAUSIBLE.. not nonsensically#outlandish. If I had a Verrucalt or something in there THEN that would be truly lore-breaking almost lol#ANYWAY.. rambling that only means anything to me because nobody else knows what I'm even referencing but hbjh#also I think my character designs are so funny in the sense that I really do just love to do the same thing over and over again ghbjh#wow... random asymmetry and belts and arm straps and high collars where the neck is completely covered?? you dont say..how novel
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Oh my god i have no idea if you remember, but when i was watching a stream of yours a while ago i talked to yall about some lurantis sketches i had done, and the rest of the chat wanted me to draw a guzma larvesta fusion.
And well, i just wanted to say I JUST remembered that and noticed i never tagged nor posted the drawings 💀💀
If you dont remember thats completely fine, ill be posting them soon anyways. Best of look with your new publishers and comic VAs Eleanor 🧡!!!
I ACTUALLY DON'T JGFJGFJKGJKDG But if you ended up drawing the fusion I'd actually be super curious to see it :DD You can absolutely tag me or DM the post to me if you want to, that's fine! Oh and thank you! I actually don't have a new publisher yet :'D STILL working on that, the industry is TUFF
#german literature agencies are all scared to death by books that have been published before#BRUH JUST TAKE A LOOK AT THE SERIES AT A WHOLE IT WAS LITERALLY JUST THAT /ONE/ FIRST NOVEL THAT WAS PUBLISHED BEFORE#YOU REALLY WANNA LET A WHOLE SERIES GO TO WASTE LIKE THAT BECAUSE A TINY HOUSE PRINTED 700 COPIES OF IT BEFORE?#BOO-FUCKING-HOO#Imma keep on searching I WON'T GIVE UP#mod#reply
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i can’t go to work today i’ve got to report for yuri duty
#i was working on the romance novel thing last night and ough i want affair au to be written already so i can read it#and i want to work on island fic#and another shb fic#and more rodeo au#but also i kinda just want to reread the last 3 fic i posted ahdjdkskld#and not related to this necessarily but i want to make cori a nice ref sheet but i keep starting and giving up…i just want to make refs i’m#happy with so i don’t feel like i have to take whole new ones every time ahdjdks#i need a text post tag#have a gpose i want to do. also.#anyway good morning don’t mind me i slept like 5 hours my brain is soup
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it's all "must a book have a plot? is it not enough to just write about vibes?" until nathaniel hawthorne writes a 300+ page novel based entirely on haunted house vibes. then it's suddenly "too long winded" and "nothing happens" and he "took 300 pages to say something that could have been said in 40"
#/hj#is this the best novel i've ever read? absolutely not oh my god he goes on and on about philosophy and his paragraphs are SO LONG#but listen. it's about the vibes. it's about the haunted house. it's about the generational curse and is it actually a curse? who knows!#it's about the mystery of whether or not something supernatural is happening or if everything has an explanation#it's about the cyclical tragedy and characters both doomed by the narrative and haunting the narrative#it's about how dwelling forever on what could have been will prevent you from moving forward#it's about how you shouldn't judge someone based on appearance#it's about how the end of your life is only the beginning of your legacy and YOU get to decide if you will be simply repeating the actions#of your ancestors. or if you are going to be the one who finally breaks the chain and says NO. this is wrong and i won't stand for it#it's about choosing which family you hold onto and which family you distance yourself from#it's about the fact that alice deserved better and hepzibah's loyalty deserves recognition and phoebe might give everyone sunshine#but she should learn to keep some of it for herself too#it's about the fact that hawthorne takes 300 pages to say:#our property and every physical thing we have in this life will not follow us and we should not live our lives according to the whims dead#men left in their wake. but it does no one any good if we erase the past entirely#you just have to be willing to see it#SORRY APPARENTLY I HAVE. A LOT OF FEELINGS ABOUT THIS BOOK LOL#hello grace here
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Happy Holidays! The Spanish Privateer (and digital bundle) are now on sale for 20% off on Steam! This will be our last sale for a while, so enjoy the warm, sunny days out on the ocean during this wintery storm!
#tsp#steam sale#visual novel#otome#rico is the only one who likes snow#flint would for sure spend too long trying to make his snowman perfect#lark would be the snowball fight initiater#cat would keep winning at king of the hill but then when someone pushes her down she's a sore loser#antonio would secretly love the christmas aesthetics#everyone thinks xim likes the holidays but she just finds them stressful#val would be the best gift giver and initiate all the secret santas#felipe jokes about finding the right christmas tree but he takes his job very seriously#maria is very thankful that the holidays give her a chance to spend time with her family and pray#vasco only attends church on christmas eve and spends the whole night judging everyone else in the room#and carlota is making hot chocolate for everyone as an excuse to keep drinking it herself#charlotte? no one knows how she spends her holidays
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wish all the places selling books near me would respect horror as a genre enough to have a section dedicated to it. what do you mean all you have is 'crime and thriller' I need somewhere selling me horror with some modicum of quality control I have read enough self-published wank for a lifetime
you can't even trust word of mouth anymore ever since booktok. Learned that when someone recommended me Nothing But Blackened Teeth and it was so bad I felt embarrassed for the author
#keep taking risks on weirdo semi-erotic horror novels I find second hand#give me something WEIRD and GOOD this is TRASH#“the sea smelled of freshly torn hymen skin” this is not subversive motherfucker it just sucks#this one im reading is the worst so far
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Something about the way Roxane with the cadets lifting their mood parallels Cyrano with the nuns lifting their mood
#The similarities between them are EVERYTHING and it's outrageous how left aside they are in so many adaptations#I keep coming back to this play every night but I can't help it. It's so funny and it's heartbreaking and so full of details and parallels#Well written plays always amazing in their craft. Spending five years and having a novel full of small details and motifs scattered#through the entire work is awesome‚ but how playwriters do that in the little time they often take to write plays amazes me#And yes‚ they have some plots‚ dynamics‚ motifs‚ schemes and even lines they repeat over and over#But at times they write something so well written‚ with so much depth‚ so many details and relationships so intimately crafted#And yes when I reread this play I sometimes think that I may be overinterpreting‚ or that the author himself didn't notice this or that#But the fact it's that for the most part things are *there* ans are there intentionally. And wow how to do that so well in so little time#Lope de Vega my beloved#I talk too much#Cyrano de Bergerac#Cyrano#Roxane#I should probably delete this later#And write things down so I can actually delete these posts#always amaze me in*#is that*#Let's pretend there are no typos I give up#When is tumblr going to implement tag editing in the app I wonder#In three years perhaps
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still not done playing ch 3 but the amount of changes there apparently is between the shin and kanna route is like. actually fucking wild. holy shit.
#mine#yttd#yttd spoilers#the game just scolding us for choosing shin/sou by making everything miserable like.#u fool this is what i wanted i played this game bc im brutally depressed ur just fueling me#also bold to assume i chose him for anything other than spite#he hates me for keeping him alive he aint special i too hate being alive bitch#suffer in this hellhole we call life with me u have no choice nor do i. little punk ass bitch.#anyway this game satisfies me greatly bc it finally gives me a chance to taste the timeline where distrust was made instead of dr#and it's delicious and beautiful and i love it very much and i will cradle it gently and cry#like damn im not used to having so much autonomy in visual novel games bro im usually just. kinda There.#just simply choosing to be a total jerk or not. and nothing beyond that.#this game rly said 'their fates are in ur hands and i rly do mean that. be responsible!'#controlling everyone's fates like this... yeah yeah yeah#i better have completely control over gin's fate stop FUCKING hurting him oh my GOD#im keeping him alive to the end no matter what bitch idc if everyone else has to die HE WILL LIVE HE WILL ESCAPE.#give him the sacrifice card in the final showdown and it's over for everybody else and he's taking sara w him bye bitches
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It’s 11pm but does anyone have any life advice for what to do when your abusive/neglectful parents are trying to force you into getting a job at their office just because they make a ton of money and don’t want the business to go into the hands of your older brother but you don’t personally care and literally just turned 18 and haven’t even started college yet
because
man what the fuck am I even supposed to do?
they’re trying to send me there tomorrow to learn about how the office works and everything and I GET IT it’s USEFUL but I don’t… want to do that. Especially with my family.
#I don’t normally vent on here but I seriously need some advice#I want to prove to my parents that I CAN make a living for myself but they won’t even give me a debit card so I can’t start my redbubble ye#I’m literally writing a novel!!! It’s pretty good!!! AND THEY DON’T FUCKING CARE!!!#Ughhhh sorry just. Man I hate my family#Except my brother he’s fine#The one who’s on Tumblr#My mom keeps telling us that she and dad could drop dead any day so we need to be ready to take over the business#Which. Ma’am. you call ME a pessimist and then just say shit like that???#Just realised my bestie is on tumblr now and might see this post… um. Hi Espurr if you’re reading this don’t worry 👍#I’m feeling very vaguely suicidal but not enough to do anything about it it’s okay I won’t um… try the stuff I’ve tried again#Tw abuse#tw suicide#tw neglect#DragonairIce Rambles
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Gods I'm so glad I have the power to draw stupid ridiculous things. I've had two ideas in the last week for art pieces that made me cackle like a little gremlin for 30 minutes. And already, my decision to follow through on these ideas has been a great success!
It is very important to feed the silliness gremlin!!! Ze offers gifts of happiness and naturally occurring self-improvement! Should ze wither from lack of food, so shall artistic motivation and the joy I find in my craft!
So you see, it is absolutely vital that the gremlin be allowed to thrive and grow on a steady supply of shitposts and profoundly ridiculous pornography.
This will, in turn, help with my depression - making this fake isekai cover as well as this very dumb video game porn I just made into Medical Necessities, Actually. 😌😤🤡
#original#honestly I don't know if anyone else is going to find these things funny but I am going to share them when I finish#because it doesn't really matter if people have a different sense of humor than me. as long as I'm not hurting people with my jokes then#I'm really at peace with the fact that some of my jokes just aren't going to land#how did I come to peace with that fact? I hung out with people who didn't need me to bat 1000 when it came to social interactions#i love you fellow autistics. i hope you (and anyone reading this) give yourself permission to make something absurd and just for you#it was such a game changer when i realized that in order to be able to take joy in art again i basically had to follow every silly whim#i remember how exciting it was when after years of art only for profit and exposure i just made something just for me. it was incredible#and I know that if I ever want to finish my graphic novel with all its Big Important Meaningful Ideas then i have to make sure it's#not blocking me from feeding the silliness gremlin. I have to get distracted and draw dumb shit. and I have to do it without feeling guilty#because as soon as I feel guilty for doing something fun with my art then the graphic novel has become more of a chore than a work of love#and I refuse to let this be taken from me like that. not again. not with this.#art helps keep me alive and silliness helps keep my art alive! anything threatening my ability to make art poses a threat to my very self#I am deadass serious when I say that silly little things are necessary for living.#and i am very much serious at all when i say i am a GENIUS WHO HAS THE FUNNIEST ISEKAI IDEA EVER#I mean I was well and truly cackling I don't know if you've ever heard someone genuinely cackle in person but I CACKLED#*very much not serious at all
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Recent ones of these even though they all look the same lol.. forcing myself to document progress..
#I can average like 2500 words a day for a while and then something gets in the way and I don't write for a week or something#which then sort of erases my previous Doing Good At Keeping Up With It lol.. but... alas#Still moving slowly forward...#There's a 'community board' place in game where you can go to look at a few things and some of whats there is little 'odd jobs' the player#can do for a little extra coin (since you can buy items in the game/might need coin).#Thhough of course since it's just interactive fiction/visual novel it's not like... actual minigames or something. Just like..#mini stories of your character going places and doing stuff and having some interactions with the other places in the world#Like for example since modern refrigerators don't exist in this world one of the odd jobs you can do is help with doing ice deliveries#or there's one odd job where you assist a guy recharging the city's main bell tower/time keeping place by helping him go around and replace#the iriminel crystals (kind of like magical batteries - stones that are able to store energy that way and be used to fuel passive#enchantments). or one where you help food prep for the cooks at a nearby automat. etc. etc.#Just little short things to get a better glimpse of how the wider city is outside of just interacting with the main characters. plus earn#a tiny bit of coin. Though because they're so short there's not really branching paths or anything much for choices beyond#usually an optional dialogye menu where you can talk to the person you're working with and ask them personal#or work related questions if inclined to do so. It'd be cool if they were more in depth but.......erugh...#I have so much writing left to do already lol.. Also since it's really just to get money I could have just had them#all be like a single sentence of 'you go here and you do this all day then you come home. + 15 coins. yaay' and thats all#So maybe it's a middle ground to elaborate upon them at all. Just enough extra details to maybe be a little interesting#like ''ooh my character is in a little cart riding through the misty morning forest on their way to deliver ice'' . but also not so much#that it takes away time from like... the literal actual main game lol#ANYWAY. That's what all these are. There are like 10 optional little world exploring/job things you can do. and each I guess seem to be#about 2.500 words ish. That's including the optional chatting menus though. but still. reasonable for a little side thing I guess.#I got finished with one character's quests and stuff so I decided to take a break to work on some of the other little things like the Odd#Jobs and the 8 characters you can find around the world to have short conversations with that aren't actual main characters either. etc.#Then I shall return back to the Main Actual Things. ... augh...... still so much to do...#Which I could also just cut everything extra out but... idk.. since it's mostly all text I feel the need to give more options to flesh out#the actual setting somehow. Since in a 3D game you can walk around and explore the world and stuff. And of course there#are pictures. but it would take me infinitely longer to do detailed art of so much of the entire city youre in or etc. So i guess my versio#of still having some amount of ''exploration'' is just.. set up optional paths where more of the world can at least be Described.#You can't actually walk through a 3d orchard. or an elaborate bell tower. or an elven shrine. But you can Read About being in them LOL
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Sometimes college professors like to hop on my posts lamenting the sorry state of syllabi these days and joke about how they haven't thought that far ahead in the course themselves, or talk about how they struggle to complete a schedule for their students.
With all due respect, that's your job. If you can't do your job, you should have a different job. If you need help, ask your colleagues or your department chair or *someone* because I know that professors aren't given a hell of a lot of education on how to educate, so you probably *need* help.
But every single time I make one of those posts I get anywhere from ten to thirty messages, replies, reblogs, and asks say "oh man, that's exactly why I had to drop out of school; I couldn't keep up with the assignments because I didn't know when they were due until the week they were due."
I have been a college student in three separate decades, and "not having a schedule of assignments in the syllabus" is new to my experience. That shit didn't fly in the 2000s or 2010s and I think it likely has to do with professors being overly reliant on apps.
AT A MINIMUM your syllabus should have:
Contact information (including preferred method of contact) for the professor
Office Hours
Grading Policy
Assignment schedule.
Your assignment schedule doesn't necessarily need to have the exact page numbers of every reading or a full assignment sheet for each project, but it should have things like:
December 1st - Major Project 3 second draft due December 9th - Quiz 10 December 12th - Major Project 3 final draft due December 15th - Final Exam
If you end up presenting a more thorough schedule with readings and homework later, that is acceptable to present a week or two into the semester but it is absolutely insane to me that students these days don't know what homework they're going to have to get done over Thanksgiving break during the first couple weeks of class.
If I had three professors at once who didn't give me a schedule, how on earth would I know if I was going to have to read three chapters of a novel, take a midterm and turn in two stats homework assignments, and complete a history research paper the same week that I'm planning to travel to see family? If I'm aware of this from the beginning of the semester I can make sure not to pick up extra shifts, or I can plan to leave a day later to accommodate the midterm, or I can start working on the paper early to complete it before the due date but if I don't know what's going to be due when, I'm going to have a big problem.
If you don't give your students a schedule you are communicating that you don't care about their schedule, and that you think it's their responsibility to contort their life (and their job, and their other classes) around your class, and honestly my advice to students in that situation is "drop in the first week and pick up another class". That's actually part of why I recommend signing up for one more class than you can really manage - if you get a professor whose class looks like it's going to be a disaster because they don't have a schedule, you can bail before the withdrawal period and get a refund for the class.
I'm only in one class this semester but the professor's response has fully dropped me into "Fuck it, I guess I'll fail" mode and I don't even know if I can pull myself out of my current D grade because I don't know how many assignments we have left in the semester.
This is a shitty way to run a class. If you can't do better than this, you shouldn't be running a class.
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