#this is just a reminder for myself tbh
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muses to be added : peter pevensie, neil josten, ronan lynch, annabeth chase, emerie, legolas greenleaf, nikaro ( painter ), luke castellan
#⧽ out of character. ꧁ 𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗. : writer. ❨ ooc. ❩#tbd.#this is just a reminder for myself tbh#my got / hotd muses have their own blogs currently under construction#my riz gukgak as well lmao#im here juggling 700 blogs fr
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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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oh boy 2AM !!!!!!
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#i love how i never. put michael xavier#like ok we get it i think we know who we're looking at#snap sketches#BUT HIIIIII it is 2AM !!!!!!#i got some stuff done early tonight and so i wanted to Indulge#after all the love i gave charles recently i had to shift to erik scribbling for a sec mk its only fair#i think the funnier bit is that while i did intend to do these doodlings at SOME point#i originally just wanted to draft a comic but once i realized i was gonna have erik use his powers a lil in it#i reminded myself i still wanted to Properly figure out how i wanted to draw it. and now we're here#first drawin is just cause i really like that outfit. like its criminal its not actually shown anywhere else jlaejkvej#it IS just his black krakoa outfit sleeveless but i dont wanna hear it a sleeveless outfit can be so special#if i were a weaker man id draw this outfit like. any time i drew krakoa-era erik tbh but i am only slightly better than that#anyway im tired now im all drawn out. you can tell i started losing steam by the time i got to the ref sheet vjaelkjela#good night everyone !!!!!
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HEY!
TRANS BODIES ARE BEAUTIFUL! ALL OF THEM!! YES, EVEN YOURS!! ESPECIALLY YOURS!!!
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getting around to pearl’s double life pov. she is making me cry chat (i’m only 2 episodes in)
i’ll do an actual design eventually. this is mostly emotion + not wanting to think. hence eye
#the most fucked up scruckly art for the most fucked up skruckly character#i misspelled that but it fits even more tbh#i’m literally just doing ANYTHING with colors atp man idk#here have rusty skin. who cares#also when i watch life series i don’t tend to think of them as seperate characters from the cc that much tbh#except this#my autistic ass HAS to remind myself it is a character. this one is a character. it is a character.#pearl and scott and martin and ren are all friends. look at them in other videos yaaaayyy friends!!! such so happy friends so friendly happy#double life pearl is breaking my heart#i’m glad she kills everyone LMAO i went in knowing 1 thing#and now im actually happy i spoiled 5am pearl for myself#pearlescentmoon#life series#double life#art
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“well? do you like it...?”
felix sits next to you, wired earbuds shared between the two of you (sometimes you think he only brings them out when you’re around--just for the proximity) as he smiles. his fingers entangle with your own easily, slotting into place like he’s the matching piece of your puzzle. he acts as if he hadn’t been mouthing along to the chorus (i need somebody who can love me at my worst/no, i’m not perfect, but i hope you see my worth...), voice barely above a whisper at other parts, but his enthusiasm is cuter than that fact.
“you know i always like your song suggestions,” you turn your face away from him, heat rushing to your cheeks. “i liked this one, too.”
“is that all?” his other hand grazes his neck for a moment. he’s checking his pulse. you know what he wants to say, those three little words unspoken but known between the two of you this early into your relationship.
and if you have to be the one to say them out loud, then you will. you squeeze his hand a little tighter. face still warm. “... i love you, too.”
his thumb traces along the back of your hand, and he slides a little closer. he says nothing, but the kiss he plants on your cheek says all he needs to say: thank you for loving me. i’ll say it soon.
#nonranghaes.thoughts#nonranghaes.skz#stray kids x reader#stray kids x you#stray kids fluff#stray kids imagines#felix fluff#felix x reader#lee felix x reader#felix x you#lee felix x you#he shared a song on bubble and it cheered me up so i wrote a lil. something.#just to remind myself that i can still write something#all my other attempts to write over the past few days have... failed tbh
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Okay now where's the Seb teddy bear so I can make them kiss each other!?
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#okay btw you can credit the last frame to suzuki#bcs she brought up the pig stuffed animal that seb kept as a good luck charm when he was karting#and suggested the same with fernando's bear :DDD#also feeling weirdly sappy abt the fact that theres pics of fernando in the ferrari garage w an almost identical pig like ??????#anyways please yes have this random vettonso comic 🥰🥰#im working on a bigger vettonso drawing rn so i made this quick in the meantime!#icl i saw the fernando teddy bear. and i made the eyebrow post and whatever#but there was also just this image in the back haunting me of him gifting one to seb#I AM DELUSIONAL!!!#its just so cute to imagine it as like 'heres a memento of me to keep you company' 🥺🥺🥺🥺#funny tho cause i had the same exact imagine for my ocs and i never drew a comic version for them yet drew this real quick#the power of vettonso takes hold of me sometimes.....#tfw you take a break from your vettonso painting youve been working on for a wk+ to go draw a vettonso comic#i have a problem.#ANYWAYS THIS IS SO CUTE WAAAHHHH#drew it as cope bcs in trying to restrain myself from buying the fernando teddy bear#if i cant have it ill make seb have it yknow 🤭🤭🤭#wah this reminded i should draw more little comics theyre not too hard tbh#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#catie.art
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i colored that
#because i don't wanna touch that detailed asf sevagoth portrait today#and i really need to do some coloring otherwise im just gonna. be afraid of that. forever#i can't get rhino's color palette right idk why#but i had a lot of fun drawing sevagoth#especially the gold part#tbh i just yoinked the gradient map from dante's portrait#actually i think i stole that from some metal rendering tutorial while i was rendering dante but it still works i guess#okay that's enough ramble. fuck i have to remind myself to stop#warframe#warframe rhino#warframe sevagoth#warframe sevagoth prime#my art
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trying something a little softer | ID in alt; description also available below the cut
[Image ID: Digital fanart of TK and Carlos from 911 Lone Star. Drawn in a soft sketchy style, with fuzzy edges and no hard lines save for a detail outlined here and there, TK and Carlos are pictured lying down together. Their eyes are closed and they are possibly asleep. Carlos' head is rested against TK's chest, and TK has an arm around Carlos. /end ID.]
#first drawing ive 'completed' in a long while#and really its just a quick lil exercise i started while listening to lectures#was experimenting with lighting and colouring styles while drawing and then#still not great at capturing likenesses but each bit of practice...#as always reminding myself i'm just a beginner playing around and making things#...and procrastinating on actually finishing the fic ive been working on for months now lol#idk about this one tbh so we'll see#911 ls#911 lone star#tarlos#carlos reyes#tk strand#911 lone star fan art#id in alt#described#vmd#fanart#dot draws#vmgp
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What I'm actually stressed about and want to vent about is a personal thing in my life, so feel free to scroll on. But I just want to scream about this and how unfair it is, and have some validation that it is unfair.
I haven't been able to work for months because there isn't work for me. And my husband and I are struggling financially.
Well, on months he doesn't hit a certain "survey" goal at his work, his commission pay gets cut "in half." And while he gets some salary, we really rely on his commission pay to make ends meet right now.
This happened last month, and it really stressed me out because we are struggling so much at the moment. This happens sometimes, but like once in a very rare while. Then I found out that they changed the survey percentage he has to hit to move it up by 15%. And he's informed me that he often doesn't hit the new number.
How it works is anything below an 8 out of 10 is a fail, and he gets a zero for that survey. And he needs a monthly average of 80%. It used to be 65% which felt a lot more fair considering anything below 8 was considered a 0 when the math was done.
But what is extra not fair is the question he loses points on the most is 'would you recommend this place to anyone else' and people often put 'no.' And they even tell him that he was wonderful, but it's about something not related to him. And he gets punished for this. No one in the other jobs at his work deals with this, even if they're the person the customer was really upset at.
What extra sucks is he gets a lot of "well, you were great but like nothing is perfect so I can't give you a high number. I want the company to feel like there's always room for improvement."
I am tired. Even when he makes his full pay, we can't pay for everything we need to. And being shorted by this really threw me this month.
It's why I'm so on edge and stressed. And I am so frustrated and just want to blast his business but that would hurt him as well.
I just think it's so beyond fucked up that they can do that.
#april vents#personal#swearing#so if someone can also agree#that this is fucked up#it would help tbh#i am so upset#i angry cried about it#either way#i think i'm feeling more sensitive to the stuff in my notes today#which honestly it's so valid for things to affect you differently#on different days#i just have to remind myself of that
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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local adeptus doesn't get human phrases
#is a trope so beloved to me.#traveller is trying to explain a script from fontaine in the bg#but also i just like silly wordplay.#a friend was like 'the stage left? pursued by bear?' and i lost it entirely#xiaoooooo. i miss him. also multi fandom is rly multi fandoming now..#wanted to redraw genshin screenshots for the longest time tbh.#esp for him.. his drip marketing art is so !!!! and then his mode lowkey. disappointed me -^-#genshin impact#xiao#tbh this is a vast improvement from the last time i drew him. improvement meme etc.#<blinks> fontaine is very !!!! and the new thing but liyue cast still holds a special place in my heart#also i'm sad i missed neuvi's banner // trying to remind myself how i waited like 7 months for xiao..
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I hope everyone whos walked behind me today has acknowledged the fact ive just been staring at rivals magneto for the past hour
#snap chats#new title at school ‘guy with the kirby geadphones and nice outfits and looks at pictures of magneto and professor x all day’#a friend invaded my Magneto Staring timr and assaulted my ears she was SO MEAN TO ME TODAY#she always mean to me tbh ….. she thinks im a weirdo for being an introvert like girl i cannot physically make you understand my brain#i asked the universe to be nice to me today and instead i get called an unlovable cat that’ll get returned to the shelter after a day OK#ALSO I TOLD HER I WAS 23 NEXT MONTH AND SHE SAID TWINK DEATH?????#THATS NOT. i was so appalled. what is she talking about im not ……. ok……….#had to delicately remind her she’ll be 23 soon too like Girl 💀💀💀💀💀#and then i told her i wad filipino and she was like ‘oh are you onea those whove never been to your home country’#ok well Miss Ma’am i regret to inform you the us of a IS my home country#its so lame tho cause all my sibs got to go to the philippines before i was born 😭😭😭😭 this family HATES ME#‘like idk just the way you talk….’ we TALK THE SAME. YOU AND I ARE ON THE EAST COAST /WHAT/#‘snap was this just an excuse to rant’ NO. i jus wanted to say i wanna play rivals ……. also eriks very handsome in that game….#but like we know that i can only repeat myself so many times …#anyway ima finish this fuckass lunch so i can actually finish my shit so i can MAYBE. look at magneto in-game BYE
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aha. fantasy high doodle dump. can you tell i have a favorite
#d20#dimension 20#fantasy high#d20 fantasy high#potatart#gorgug thistlespring#ragh barkrock#zelda donovan#fabian aramais seacaster#fabian seacaster#thistlerock#goragh#i dont know the name for zelda and gorgug sadly#but i just like seeing gorgug happy. tbh#Its taken me multiple tries to draw fabian in a way i was satisfied with. every other time he looked so ugly im sorry#its not his fault. my cursed hands#the way i draw orcs reminds me of ... badgers i think#thats ny thought process when drawing gorgug and ragh#sorry if that is strange i cant tell#whevehsbevjdvdjdvdjd i feel myself getting embarrassed but yknow. whatever#i like them!!! my house!!!! im allowed to be happy!!!!!!#words of affirmation#okay. okay#i draw other characters too i think my brain is just broken a little bit#bonus note i forgot to add the way i draw ragh and gorgug is partially inspired by dungeon meshi's interpretation
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did i ever tell you guys that i thrifted this jersey for normal reasons. i’m like if old butch daniel was young
#she would be a volleyball player tbh. and i don’t even think og daniel would be#just sat outside to outline my fanfic and push past my writers block bc my meeting got pushed back. and i think it worked YIPPEE#sorry that when i posted this i was on the second page which rather than being the actual outline#is just a step by step reminding myself how sex works. im normal
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trimax version of this drawing this means i officially gotta draw a tristamp version
the Stampede version as well
#art#my art#digital art#digital illustration#fanart#trigun#trigun maximum#trimax#trigun fanart#vash the stampede#truth b told i already started the tristamp version 💀#im like. almost done w the lineart i just gotta do his arm and gun and then ill b on color and then i gotta replicate the cover font#WHICH FUCKIN REMINDS ME!! trimax font was SO HARD!! i could not for the life of me find anything that looked similar enough i had to just#do it myself 😭😭#I DO NOT LIKE LETTERING I DO NOT LIKE IT I DONT!!#im conflicted abt how i feel abt it tbh like i like it but i feel like. i mean its close enuf. its fine.#i feel fine abt it.#anyways thats the post look forward to tristamp version if u like that
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