#this got me at the wrong mental time

[skymagpie]

If TWW didn't kill my fav char I might've cared for the others but, and I say this without any air of superiourity or trying to sound cool and condescending, I cannot care for anyone else in TWW. Like they can kill every other character and I wouldn't mind. I know Anduin, Alleria, Thrall and Jaina won't die, but because my fav died, I cannot care for their stories or be invested in them.

I read that Anduin mentions Wrathion, something I'd scream over because I love them and I just don't care.

I understand that character death can be cathartic, but sometimes it hits someone's mental illness at the right spot and that sends them in complete apathy. It sucks, but literally TWW, Midnight and TLT are all ruined for me cause of this one singular event and I hope I get bored from WoW by Midnight and quit.

It's kinda funny because in a way this is how Shazi feels yet she will have to act in self preservation, so writing her will be catharsis for me. I honestly don't care if Xal'atath wipes out all of Azeroth, there's no more stakes for me. The game doesn't let me save the one character I love, so I do not care about fighting the bad guys to avenge him. Like man Xal'atath can shut down the servers and I am with her. ✌️

So analyzing these feelings of mine as a writer has been fun, because for most people you will get the correct emotional response, but there will be that one mentally ill bitch like me who will irrideemably hate your story and your characters and won't care whatever else you write, no matter how good.

[inkskinned]

love when men cry about body hair bc "it's hygiene" and yet 15% of cis men leave the bathroom without washing their hands at all and an additional 35% only just wet their hands without using soap. that is nearly half of all men. that means statistically you have probably shaken hands with or been in direct contact with one of these people.

love when men say that women "only want money" when it turns out that even in equal-earning homes, women are actually adding caregiver burdens and housework from previous years, whereas men have been expanding leisure time and hobbies. in equal-earning households, men spend an average of 3.5 hours extra in leisure time per week, which is 182 hours per year - a little over a week of paid vacation time that the other partner does not receive. kinda sounds like he wants her money.

love that men have decided women are frail and weak and annoying when we scream in surprise but it turns out it's actually women who are more reliable in an emergency because men need to be convinced to actually take action and respond to the threat. like, actually, for-real: men experience such a strong sense of pride about their pre-supposed abilities that it gets them and their families killed. they are so used to dismissing women that it literally kills them.

love it. told my father this and he said there's lies, damned lies, and statistics. a year ago i tried to get him to evacuate the house during a flash flood. he ignored me and got injured. he has told me, laughing, that he never washes his hands. he has said in the last week that women are just happier when we're cooking or cleaning.

maybe i'm overly nostalgic. but it didn't used to feel so fucking bleak. it used to feel like at least a little shameful to consider women to be sheep. it just feels like the earth is round and we are still having conversations about it being flat - except these conversations are about the most obvious forms of patriarchy. like, we know about this stuff. we've known since well before the 50's.

recently andrew tate tried to justify cheating on his partner as being the "male prerogative." i don't know what the prerogative for the rest of us would be. just sitting at home, watching the slow erosion of our humanity.

[dykedvonte]

Honestly I see Jimmy's refusal to put Curly out of his misery less about his weird feelings of envy or his delusions but the fact Curly is all but stated to be a shield to Jimmy from his actions and people seeing the worst in him.

The only characters that Jimmy really interacts with one on one before the crash are Curly and Anya, two individuals he has wildly different relationships with. It's likely that Curly really did most of the talking between them as the pilots and the rest of the crew as staff. They didn't know of Jimmy's more reprehensible behaviors cause they never really had the chance to and Jimmy is subconsciously aware. If they had disliked him more than Anya would have told Swansea earlier or even Daisuke when things got really bad.

It's why he takes the immediate opportunity to blame Curly; He's the shield. He's saved Jimmy's ass more times than he can count and more times than Jimmy would ever admit. Even when he can't really do it anymore, he mentally shields himself from his own faults by putting Curly between them. Letting Curly die puts too much on him because he doesn't know how to function without a safety net.

In the end Curly only lives because Jimmy needs the idea that Curly will inevitably make things better to stay alive, meaning Curly has to live, no matter how much it pains him to do so.

[thelordofshrimp]

zuko alone: i am haunted by my past

korra alone: i am haunted by my past

suki alone: can i PLEASE grow my beans in peace

[hplonesomeart]

Puzzlevison screenshot redraw!! On paper!! With water color!! Wahoo!!

I don’t have much credible experience with coloring traditional art—usually just doodling or sketching in my spare time for fun. But I’ve wanted to try expanding the different mediums I use and letting myself learn from them. It’s a nice change of pace and allows me to take a step back from responsibilities. And I’ve needed an excuse to keep working in this sketchbook so here we are!! I think in the end of this I might’ve treated the watercolors too similar to acrylic paints lol. Ah oh well all part of the ✨learning experience ✨

Also here have some goofy work behind-the-scenes progress photos

[unnonexistence]

i swear to god the universe is trying to prevent me from getting on anxiety meds

[sillyabtmusic]

hmmm hwon

[angelnumber27]

My dad literally just said word for word when I was eating dinner “you need to stop putting out depression vibes. You look like your dog just died” um yeah sir I’m struggling deeply right now sorry I’m not smiling like a pageant girl with petroleum jelly on her teeth the fuck do you mean I’m just tryna eat some carrots go elsewhere

[stabbyfoxandrew]

one of my biggest writing problems is that i feel the need to explain what happens every second

[dark-twist-fairytales]

Okay, I really want to watch CoS, just genuinely want to try and get through it.

Can someone please, please tell me if there's any important information in the dinner scene in chapter 16 and where it ends? I can't struggle through it anymore, but goddammit I want to watch them finish the story.

[katyspersonal]

Effect I've shown to have on people in this fandom from time to time that I am proud of is making them actually speak their opinions and put them in the TAGS! Like, you guys don't know how it feels, to see someone go from "no I am afraid to say a thing because I don't want to be harassed" to "fuck it we ball tonight *passionately disagrees with the takes of toxic popular people and tags the post with fandom and character* 😎"

Like... guys, this IS the way to go, okay? More of you should finally beat it in your head that bullies draw their power from people that are AFRAID of them! If nobody covered in fear before them, they'd be nothing but stupid clowns in their stupid echo-chambers that just block away from the world and eventually having no one left to torture eat their own! This is NOT the norm when people are scared to post their interpretations in the fandom for videogames that specifically demand interpretations, shamefully resort to lurking in some private Discord servers just to share their art and thoughts, stay away from discussing a character they like because too many toxic fans put their claws on them and so on! I don't understand why many people are okay with this kind of fandom experience? And so many of them are older than me or unlike me have enough reputation to make REAL difference in the fandom, why?? I don't remember who owns a blog for suggesting headcanons for Soulsborne games but iirc they allowed bullies to scare them into making a rule against suggesting headcanons about Gwyndolin's gender because "people are mean to each other so it's a nono now and Gwyndolin is only they/them now 🥺". Like.... congratulations, you've betrayed the very point of your blog, which is to share different headcanons, to do what? To cover in fear before jerks that didn't grasp the concept of "up to interpretation"? Why would you do that, instead of showing people who can't respect different interpretations that they are NOT welcomed?

I don't know, man.. it is normal for autists to care about fandom a bit too much, I suppose. I don't see it as something inherently inferior to The Reeeeeal Life uwu. And so, I just hate to see people just willingly lend the power to bullies? Of course they are going to continue to make the fandom unpleasant, if they see that they can own the place by just leaving disheartening comments, laughing at someone with their mindless sheep mutuals in a reblog or sending a couple of anon hates! But like, when I realized a few other people saw this is unfair and should not be encouraged, and started at least saying something too.. idk, it gives me hope. It is hard to explain but I think 20+ or even 30+ age category is more than enough to move past the dumb high school dynamic! Not in the passive "eh who cares about fandoms anyway, it is not worth it and I am too mature to care" way, but in the "nah I won't stand for Cool Kids and bullies and nor should others" way

[marshmellowtea]

a lot of post-coup fan content seems to revolve around chris's relationship to robert and/or trevor which makes sense but i'm chrissandra-pilled so i can't stop thinking about that particular betrayal, especially with my headcanons for them.......chris has only recently started hesitantly letting her back in, he thinks that for sure she will back him up here, only for his heart to sink when he learns she was on board with this too.........she knows what robert's like, just as much as he does, so it hurts that she'd willingly go along with him, that she'd choose him over chris, especially knowing how much directing means to him..........

when he asks she tries to brush it off with well, we just need a change, that's all, i thought maybe we could give him a shot but the damage is done, she's just fed into his fears that she's never actually respected or liked him and this whole time she's been thinking of him of, at best, someone to laugh at behind his back, that what they're doing here at cornley isn't real, that it's just a stepping stone in her journey to stardom........sandra doesn't mean all that, of course, she's just frustrated with how badly their plays go like the rest of them, but with this one gesture she's awakened chris's trust and abandonment issues that led to the bitterness and resentment that nearly caused him to leave them the first time around, except this time he's internalized it into a quiet self hatred and a begrudging acceptance that no one at cornley actually likes him, and she's horrified by the thought that she helped contribute to that......

[born2b-beheaded]

you have a beautiful life ahead of you

I know, and I know it Will get better. It just feels soooo repetitive right now :// sigh. I dunno. All I really know is that I'm looking forward to the day things change. I dunno when that will be, but things Will change. And if it takes until I'm an adult, then so be it. It's only 3 years, really; and these past 15 have absolutely flown by.

[lotusarchon]

Hi, I'm sorry for bringing up old topics, but I was looking thru your post bringing awareness about the person that harassed you, and I saw that a certain person (Dynamicsimp) had responded! I think your actions towards them were not very nice, and to be honest I feel like that person's actions toward you was deserved. Dynamicsimp is a very nice person to even bother sending you such a kind message

So, respectfully, you deserved everything that happened to you, and I hope worst happens ^°^

I'm like 99% sure the comment that particular person left was deleted at some point, no idea why but also go off I guess? I really don't know why you're still bitching about your "dear precious idol" like I don't give a fuck??

And respectfully, even if the comment isn't there anymore, I still remember it; "I know you don't like me much but I hope you're okay :(" and that's not really something that tells me you're offering condolences, it's just sounds like you're making me feel worst, so was that really extended kindness? You tell me. I for one wouldn't tell someone something like that but whatever, what do I know. I'm just the guy that made a post based on impulsive judgement and deleted the post, yet the idol's fans still come to yap at me despite owning up to the situation.

Idk what to tell you anymore dawg. I just have to say that you're not really helping me like your dear precious idol. The more I keep seeing these asks in my inbox despite the original post getting deleted, the more I'm going to hate your idol until you stop. Every single hate comment I get for this is only making me despise them to my core.

That's all I'm going to say to you. I'm too busy bleeding out to actually bitch back at you.

Also adding this to my list of reasons to hate this god forsaken bitch fandom hoorayy

[vulpinesaint]

it’s like. i love being trans. and also if there was a loving god he wouldn’t do this to me

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Interesting. Don’t necessarily think I’m autistic but I have more going on than just ADHD and I’m not sure what that is.