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I hate coming across people posting things like "Reblog/Rt to kill a pedophile!!" or "Pedophiles are not people!!", it's even worse when it's actually reblogged by a mutual 😧
Important edit: I'm NOT talking about predators, I don't fw yall, get the fuck out pls
#paraphile safe#pro para#pro paraphile#paraphiles please interact#anti contact#🗺️#predators FUCK OFF#this blog has nothing to do w you
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legitimately wanna die bc i keep checking his blog and thinking obsessively about him and then i get pangs in my chest as i realize that he doesnt care abt me bc he has someone else again so he doesnt think of me and im sitting here going crazy bc i want him so bad but he doesnt want me he wants someone else 🥴
#i know i sound crazy but yeah like idk what to do i wanna die ^-^#bc like ok im here alone in my room with no friends no life no nothing. i have no one to talk to#i have nobody in the whole wide world to talk to... and im crying and all i can think abt him#while he is talking to the person he wants. and he's not crying all alone bc he loves me and wants me so bad#you see??? thats why im going crazy bc he'll be ok he has someone while i wont be ok and i dont have anyone#i dont even have a friend to talk to and cry to and be comforted by. i have no one.#and the loneliness is so suffocating and i see my future and i have been alone my entire life and i will always be alone#i just want a gun and off myself (not bc of him specifically but bc of the loneliness i've always had)#like idk i just cant let go of the fact that im crying checking his blog#while he isnt checking my blog at all and he isnt thinking of me at all bc he is thinking of her#yk that in of itself is so humiliating and so cruel 💀#and i know i sound ridiculous but idk im trying to read and im trying to watch smth and i just cant stop hurting#i can go non contact and try to forget him#but that will hurt so fkn bad bc he is all i want#but then i rmbr that im not what he wants#so what? will i just message him once every couple of months? all the while he'll have someone else#why would he even want to keep talking to me???? lmao like if he has someone why would he wanna talk to me at all?#and how am i gonna be ok w talking to him abt idk the fkn weather while i really wanna be in love w him but i cant bc he isnt mine???#but how am i supposed to just not talk to him ever again when he is the one person... i wanna talk to all day and know everything abt#which.. is the issue bc i feel that way abt him but he doesnt feel that way abt me bc hes wanting that with her#it just... doesnt work so idk what to do#it hurts that he found someone else to be worthy of a chance but not me.... i wasnt worth a chance
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Imagine seeing any picture of Tony Perkins from the 1960’s and not immediately wanting to turn his insides out with something beyond 12 inches like are you deranged are you crazy? Are you perhaps mad? Because u know what they say….
#everyone goes a little swag sometimes#no but seriously what is wrong w you all has this blog done nothing for wider appreciation of the guy?#why do people not love the guy#he’s TONY . you have to love him and want to smash it’s the law#ask anyone who knows anything about the law and they will tell u Tony Perkins is a MANDATORY smash
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although i dont appreciate the way karma tried to befriend you, her having to quit tumblr because of you being this drama driven rly isnt the vibe and its an ungoing theme of yours whenever you feel threatened, just saying…
girl i don’t have the time or energy for you people. i didn’t drive anyone off the app bc if you look at my blog, there has been no post before yesterdays ask that indicated anything about her to send her any anons. and before i posted the ask (which was threatening and harassing me btw) she’d already closed her inbox from anons harassing her. wtv anons were harassing her are not due to me bc idk this girl and quite frankly, i don’t care about some girl i hardly know exists 💀✋🏽 you know what i do care about tho ?? not getting asks sent to me that are obviously her. and not having asks answered ab me that are also obviously her sending them to herself. that’s weirdo behavior and yall will blame the person dragged into things unnecessarily before actually holding the person who started it accountable. if i wanted to send a whole army of ppl to bug her i would’ve said something a long time ago about the multiple anon asks that she’s been sending but i simply blocked and moved along bc i didn’t want to spark anything—and contrary to what most of you think, i don’t actually enjoy dogpiling a bunch of anons at a specific person. but i am also not a silent taker of weird ass anons in my inbox so when i receive an ask like “oh ur gonna be in trouble if ur jealous ass doesn’t watch it” i’m gonna set my boundaries. it’s ridiculous. one thing about me is i at least say everything with my whole chest on my own page, i don’t sneak around on anon on multiple pages because i have some self respect and i encourage you to develop some too bc speaking on something you have not the full story too is mainly embarrassing on your part
#i am just as confused as the next person what even happened and what it gotta do w me bc i didn’t say nothing bffr#i would never like anyone to feel uncomfortable on their own blog space and i usually keep to myself and try to remain peaceful so that#everyone can have a place on here and just have fun over our shared interests#but i also am not tolerant of repeated weirdo behavior targeted at me so eventually i will put my foot down#and if that’s the case that is not my responsibility like you should not be starting shit with random people and making them uncomfortable#w your weird ass anon asks to them and urself about them#that’s all i gotta say#anyone else that has something to say can take it to court#i’ll see u there if u manage to get a court date#my lawyer will be cat
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long tag ramble below u have been warned
#ok i feel like i should say Something before i start being active again#but i dont want it to be a Statement which is why i’m putting it in the tags#(also bc i procrastinated doing this for weeks so i know this is a very stale topic by now#but i also haven’t been on tumblr literally at all so this is 100% my organic authentic opinion lmao)#so read if you gaf and ignore if you don’t#anyway: george def could’ve done more to ensure she was comfortable#and as someone who has also gotten in over my head with older men and regretted it#her hurt is valid and i’m deeply sorry she feels the way she does about that night#but with that said i see no reason to believe george Should have known how she really felt#or that he deliberately took advantage of either her youth/inexperience or her discomfort#and that’s the most important thing for me— he fucked up and misread a situation but that doesn’t make him an evil person#and i hope they can both move on and grow and heal#as for my future in the fandom: i honestly dunno how active i’ll be going forward#i was already becoming pretty disconnected so this might’ve just sped up the process? i’m tired of being put through the wringer#but i also don’t really have a fandom to replace this so i might just continue casually participating in the way i have been#either way rest assured i will never become a rabid anti. that shits embarrassing#i got HORRIBLE drolo rsd the other day when tommy’s mom needed clout and vagued him so like if nothing else. droloisms are forever#also as a last thing— this feels kinda silly and self centered to say but i will anyway#sorry for not opening up my blog as a forum for discussion again the way i did with the drituation#i know i helped a lot of people sort out their feelings and that was (and is) really really important to me#but it also tanked my mental health (mostly as a result of the fallout and not the act itself but still)#plus my life irl was pretty stressful at the time when everything was first going down#so i just didn’t feel up to putting myself through that again#but i’m sorry if anyone wanted to discuss w me but wasn’t able to#anyway. i think that’s all i have to say!#i don’t want to turn this into a capital D discussion but as always my askbox and dms are open#love you all tons! i hope you’re having a good day 🫂🫶#bella talks
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"Ramona's hair feels like straw, it's burnt to a crisp from years of frying it with dye" or "Ramona is literally magic, her hair is the most softest?"
*Kim thinks for a moment, looking away with a slight blush.*
... Magic. I'm going to go with magic. Her hair is ridiculously soft for how often I've seen her strut in with some new color I could swear I've never seen before.
It's either some perk she has or it's something to do with the brand she uses, maybe, I'm not sure. It's kind of crazy, honestly.
*Kim leans back in her chair and runs a hand through her hair, trying to keep her expression neutral as she loses herself in thought. She's mostly successful, save for her increasingly reddened face.*
#(ooc: gay gay homosexual gay)#(ooc: legitimately though I feel like the SP universe has to have something going on either w ramona specifically or hair dye as an +#+ item because with how often she dyes it in SPTO there is Simply No Way her hair would be okay. ya know?)#(ooc: so team magic hair/dye. this applies to all my kim blogs thus far- though do feel free to posit this to any of them as well)#(ooc: also hopefully i still do it but im totally editing a blush onto one of my kim panels for this hang on)#pine.txt#asks#anon#rp#kim pine#sp comic#spvtwtg#spto#spvtw#ramona flowers#kimona#(not putting this under ship stuff because this is a Nebulous Future ask.)#(“what does that mean?” you nervously ask. i simply :) at you and reveal nothing more.)#(ooc: woo okay. i didnt want to leave this sitting forever making a full fledged edit so. minor changes and lines for one!)#(ooc: mayhaps i will return and make it full-fledged some other time)#?#(might need a new tag for when i do this stuff if im bringing it here for real too idk. i dont remember what i did last time)
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People are so desperate to have an opinion on every piece of media, which like sure I love having opinions, but they conversely want to judge the media without consuming it, so hypothetical discussions of work that nobody involved in the discussions have seen become like games of telephone.
For example, I recently saw a convo about a romance trilogy (a favorite of mine) in which one person wanted to double check the HEA because the series is high angst... And somebody responds with "I never finished it, but I read spoilers, and one character has an affair with a new character AND has a baby with her!"
And it's like... regardless of whether or not you like those plot points, they don't happen. The "new character" is a preexisting villain, and there is no affair--the other character is drugged and raped. That's how that happens. (Which, fwiw, the character assaulted is a man and the rapist is a woman, so I do think the person reading spoilers may have completely jumped to conclusions based on internal biases... but whatever.)
I honestly don't even really care that the person didn't finish the series, that's whatever. But choosing not to finish it based on out of context spoilers gave them an entirely incorrect impression, AND for that matter they had the audacity to just trot into a discussion and go "I didn't read it, but I HEARD". And that's not even horrible in itself? But someone is literally asking in a "should I continue" context, and you're telling them whether or not to continue based on secondhand information, when you yourself have not finished the thing.
With the person originally asking going "oh wow, thanks!" just happily takin this thirdhand, incorrect info into account like it's at all valuable lmao.
It really is beginning to feel like people don't actually fucking read or watch shit anymore. Which I know isn't actually true. But it is BLEAK out there.
#romance novel blogging#among other things#i mean look cater to your own comfort level#don't push yourself#but i do sometimes think that the idea of 'don't feel bad for not reading something that triggers you' (good agree)#has inched into 'proudly consume nothing that challenges you or pushes your limits ever'#and idk dude#i would've missed out on a lot of my favorite things w that attitude so it's a bit disconcerting
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im still kinda new to tennisblr and kind of intimidated by you but I think you're cool as fuck. your username slaps and everything you post is always on point. anyway, have a good night!
aw anon you're so kind! i understand being intimidated at first, it's the same for me usually, but just letting you know if you ever want to shoot me an ask, a dm, reply to my posts, tag me, anything, i really am totally chill with it. i am so not cool, like have you seen me have 1.5 breakdowns a day gjfvj that's nice of you to say tho but yeah, i'm chiller than i seem i guess and i'd like you to feel welcome here and not intimidated <3 have a good day or night!
#does this make sense i am struggling with everything this morning 🥲#but yes! truly! anyone can talk to me. i truly don't care if we're not mutuals you can be my friend regardless??#i have great friends i'm not mutuals with simply bc i don't vibe with something about their /blog/ which has nothing to do with them as ppl#you know?#this is maybe a tangent but#it's just something i always get the urge to say but then don't bc i'm like no one even cares about you nico no need for all that#but since you said you're intimidated by me i just? i'm putting it out there that i love talking w ppl and i do *not*#care in the slightest if i've never even heard of you if we're not mutuals or any of that it all comes second to me to human interactions#idk if that grammar makes sense but anyway#if i haven't followed you back it doesn't mean i don't wanna talk to you basically.#the fair warning here is that sometimes i take a while to answer bc my mental health isn't great atm so messages can become overwhelming#for me in general no matter who they're from#but i will be happy you're talking to me and reply when i feel okay enough to#......... wow that was a lot now i'm again like who will even care gidvjbn#uh if anon or anyone does. here you go i'm chill i'm not cool i'm a scared cat trembling in a corner who will let u pet me if u approach me#asks
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hadn’t really regressed in a While and i didn’t realize how much i missed/dareisay needed it until i had the free time and ability to do so over the last few days and i have to say. i’m feeling a bit better
#imagine that! the coping mechanism… helps!!! wow#Seven’s Small Thoughts#not tagging this as anything else bc this blog is really just a not-so-secret public diary#and im not really trying to gain any sort of following or participate in the community very much#i just wanna talk to the void abt regression every once in a blue moon y’know#i also feel like i don’t really belong in the community much/am not a Good Example of sfw agere since i’m very n/ s/ f/ w everywhere else#which is a double standard that i don’t hold others to but i feel like others will hold it against me??? and i’m just shy anyways#and not looking to interact. just wanna keep all this stuff tucked away in a side-blog#i also feel like a lot of the community likes to blog while actively regressed and i don’t wanna step in there as someone who isn’t#nothing wrong with it! at all! i just don’t have the capacity to since i go nonverbal when i regress. no thoughts head blissfully empty#anyways this wasn’t supposed to be a vent post let’s change the topic!#anywhooo what else did i come on here to say. oh yeah#i lowkey forgot how much regressing has helped me in the past until i was able to really indulge myself in it again recently#it’s so nice to just be small and hand someone else the reins and forget abt everything other than doing something you enjoy#maybe one day i’ll be at a point in my life where i can fully regress more freely and more often but for now i’ll take what i can get#i’m also excited because i’ve been thinking abt ordering a paci from this one specific seller#and yesterday saw that they’re dropping a new batch of fall/halloween themed ones today!!!#so now i’ve gotta make myself stay awake until 6pm so i can jump on it when they’re available#which is a small struggle considering my nocturnal sleep schedule but i will do it nonetheless#that crescent moon patterned one Will Be Mine#trying to decide between buttercup yellow and schoolbus yellow for the clip#i think i’m more drawn to the vibrancy of the schoolbus yellow honestly#eeeeeee i’m excited i’ve been wanting to treat myself to ordering from this shop for a g e s and im finally gonna do it
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hi i finished my degree last week
#LMAOO#i dont know the grade for my dissertation and ive actually convinced myself of all the reasons it sucks so#i feel like im awaiting doom hahahahahahahahah but at least its done#i know i said before i will probably be offline and then was terminally online#rn i dont know#i love sunny and dennis but i get like hyperfixation fatigue with it#theres 2 much going on irl and also nothing at all so i feel weirddd#idk how active ill be across off season but since idk how long this off season will be im not like#gonna be away until we get news you know#also im mad i wasnt online for the s16 filming#ANYWAY! im alive and having fun etc#well now im having fun because im not doing schoolwork LMAO#i feel too overwhelmed to scroll the dash or look at discord servers but i hope my beloved friends and mutuals are well#and like i dont have the time or energy for fandom discourse or ship discourse or even just analysis and meta discussions#esp with the type of content sunny has#so idk im trying to figure out how i want to interact w these spaces but like this is a sunny blog its not that deep#i just miss people
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we are united in a common cause on this ✨#blessed✨ day
#hi bots why do you keep liking my lxl posts lmaooooo they aren’t even good mans#n o t that any of my posts are even good to begin with but… my lxl posts are the worst of the worst o k#i mean. they’re p much bot bait at this point.. well! at least the bots like ‘em fruity too~~~~~#though. speaking of this hellsite.. does anyone else get annoyed when the dumb app makes you follow people you’ve never heard of?#like i can never tell if someone i’m following has changed their url or if they’re someone the ‘site possessed my account to follow#like… well… backstory time: i originally made this account to browse the ship tags for a c e r t a i n ship from a c e r t a i n fandom#back when the year was still somewhere in the 2010s i think.. then i lost interest in the ship and the fandom (rip 狛 x 日 y’all the ogs)#and then i deleted the app without having ever followed any accounts. but when i next logged in a few years later. m a n.#i was following some account that i’d never even heard of lmao. like whoaaaaa who you#the account seemed to have been abandoned though.. but they made some really pretty non-fandom art i think…#idk i just thought about it bc i keep seeing accounts i don’t recognise on my dash and i m just like w h o y o u 👁️🫦👁️#i feel kinda bad when i see posts from the accounts that use this site like an actual blog y’know..#like there you are; using the site like it was probably meant to be used.#while im just here making shitposts and the occasional tl for a small-ish fandom#hm. i think i could make t h e most boring blog ever if i ever tried to be a blogger lmao#like i once made a w o r d p r e s s jokeblog that had nothing but a post about kale chips on it… i think#i wonder if that site is still up though… can’t rem if i deleted it or something… o h w e l l#o h c o w. what point was i trying to make again? i forgor—#though. speaking of cows. ‘cow’ (in a c e r t a i n c h i n e s e d i a l e c t) was allegedly my brother’s first word as a kid#and yeah. it was directed at yours truly. (sadge) to think that my bro learned how to talk just to insult me..#brothers amirite? (truly sadge……..)#it is suiyoubi my dudes
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TELL ME ABOUT YOUR COD OC MERCY!!!!!!!
MERCY MY TRAGIC BELOBED BOY <33
Name: Emrys Leigh (meaning immortal meadow/clearing)
Call sign: Mercy (obtained through the fact he is RUTHLESS in the field and excelles in ✨information extraction✨)
Age: approx 28 but who's counting (not me)
Picrew by lunevani
He normally wears a dark fabric face mask bc the scar pulls on his lips and exposes his teeth a little bit (I am normal I promise I am sooooo normal) and it drys out his mouth and also it makes him look more intimidating which he likes (it's also just one scar running from temple down through both his lips). He has THEE winter soldier stare of all time which terrifies new recruits but also anyone with a healthy sense of self preservation
He joined the British army at 19 (it was 100% an act of self destruction but now he cant leave bc it's all he knows) he specialized as a sniper and joined the SAS at 22, (was captured and tortured (but did not break) at 23 and took a year to rehabilitate before rejoining), and was hand picked by Price to join TF 141 at ~27 (again my math might be wrong but idc).
At some point during this he leveled up to a Sargent which is his current rank.
Looking at the scary brooding man who speaks very little who WILL snarl at you if you piss him off enough you would not guess it but he is a BIG card game fan HOWEVER do not play w him bc he will CHEAT bc hes also very good at slight of hand (and card tricks!!)
Hes literally just a silly little guy with a tragic background and enough trauma for a fucking large city but he tells silly jokes when he warms up to you (but takes a while) and once you have his trust you will have it for life !! You would kill for you without question !! Hes a coffee snob but in the way he'll turn his nose up at anything that isnt literally the shittiest instant coffee you've ever tasted !!
He also has an idle animation of systematically tensing + relaxing muscle groups which earns him some side eyes but no one has the balls to ask abt it <3
Anyways soap was the first person to gain his trust bc that man is relentless it's not his first rodeo (befriended ghost asap), then price (had worked w him prior a few times so he did have a head start), then gaz, then eventually ghost (if you put two private quiet people in a room together they WILL just sit in silence)
#mercy is literally me my son and also my boyfriend and worst enemy whats not clicking 🥰🥰#yes i skipped over his pre army trauma bc its fucked up#but also he has a real fucked up relationship w sex/intamcy bc he IS a people pleaser at heart#and if youre looking at him like hm . that man is not stable enough to be in the army 🤨🤨 then you are very correctbut i make the rules so#also obligatory disclaimer before the fun police some for me: he is a fictional character i do not condone his fucked up actions#i dont support the militry#also he and soap have fucked at least once they told me themselves (aint nothing wrong with bros being dudes helping eachother out okay)#anyways sorry emily if you read all that ik have of it probably doesn't make sense but ily <33#oc: mercy#am thinking of making a blog for him#actually i already have one but idk if im gonna use it yet#lincoln.txt#call of duty#call of duty oc#cod#hes so babygirl and he does in fact spend time covered in blood both his own and others <3#anyways here is my most self indulgent oc of all time hdjxjfj#asks#li
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i just have to face up to the fact that no one gives a shit about your OCs if you cant draw
#like . im a writer i write but no one wants to invest in long walls of text and a short paragraph about some guy they dont know is Nothing#like. it doesnt matter if i post it here on my main thats followed by a ton of mutuals but very few others or on my fandom blogs w/ 10x as#many followers. even when the oc is related to the blog content.#across the board no one gives a shit#and like. i know my closest friends get excited for a minute when i talk about it over discord and its great thank you i love you#but sometimes i just . want to hang on that idea longer than they reasonably will care about it w no develoment#and i try to bring it here#and without fail it just absolutely flops#im lucky to get more than fuckin. 5 likes. i think i can count on two hands the amount of times someone has reblogged an oc post of mine#(outside of me and aforementioned closest friends trading in jokes about our d&d games we play together) IN THE ENTIRE TIME IVE BEEN ON#TUMBLR#its just. noooooooo one gives a shit if its not a picture they can look for 5 seconds and go#if it requires reading to invest. no one bites#its disheartening. idk what to tell you. why should i keep being creative if no ones going to care#im sick of doing it ''just for me''
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once again must step away from a romance discussion thread because the idea of saying that Tristan Thomas is too similar to Embry Moore makes my brain explode lmao
#romance novel blogging#literally they have nothing in common aside from bottoming bye#and embry does in fact top at one point and shows an interest in doing so throughout the series#whereas even if tristan does..... idk that he feels a PRESSING need#tristan doesn't want to like... prove himself to be as good as mark like embry does re: ash#tristan has self-loathing issues but not neeeearly as intense as embry's#tristan doesn't like fighting (he's very peaceful even if he's good at it which aligns w mythical tristan)#embry... idk that he loves physically fighting but he gets off on fighting BACK which actually aligns w the lancelot parallels#seeing as lancelot was... into violence.....#tristan really isn't that resentful of mark for much of the story whereas embry LOVING ash and RESENTING ash#is a huge part of his journey#if anything i'd personally say that isolde is more of an embry parallel#but i actually found the dynamics in both triads quite different when you look beyond “MMF Arthuriana by Sierra Simone”#anyway i can't be let out of the house
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#i think i might (might) start following ppl from my g.ojo blog soon#probably just the few i remember liking my posts about it ages ago bc i am a Scaredy Cat and still haven't actually written him at all#hopefully following some ppl will at least inspire me to start doing dash games or post some headcanons or something#plus i spent literal hours coming up with his a.ot verse i can't have done that for nothing DSJFKLAJL#anyway i'm sorry i still haven't been here 😭 life tbh has been a bit of a nightmare these last couple weeks#mostly with work but recently w/ personal things as well#so i've mostly just been lurking and daydreaming about writing replies bc that's all i have the energy for rn lol#love you all <3#ooc#tbd
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Hii I'm late but I'm the anon who asked where you get your stuff from!!!!!
I deeply appreciate your response. Seriously your blog is so amazing. I complimented you only on your Jewish stuff when I meant to compliment on your blog in its entirety so sorry about that! Everything you've posted is so helpful and incredible I appreciate it all!!!!!!
You have incredible dedication I respect you :)))) ❤❤❤❤❤
I will now stalk ur entire blog again :)
But one last question sorryy do you have any other tumblr blogs u can recommend that focus on history n culture the way u do?
Thank you stay safe and take care !!
thank you again :)
as for other blogs, no, i don't have any recommendations. this is an outlet for interests in art/history stuff i have on my own.
#i don't blame you for complimenting me just on the jewish stuff though#info in english on non-ashkenazi or western european (dutch english spanish portugese) sephardic jewish groups is slim to none#because those are most of the jews who came to the isles and us#not that i think of my blog as a definitive objective source of info or anything#this has nothing to do w/ ''ashkenormativity'' btw. ''ashkenormativity'' outside of the israeli context was an accident#also it's not the case with other places/languages#for example in france there was a small ashkenazi population but they eventually got a few sephardim#from spain and portugal coming in. and later on because france did an oopsie in the maghreb they got a bunch of maghrebi jews. and now#that's the majority of french jews. therefore you can find a good deal of info on maghrebi jews in french#if you're from south of the us ''jewish'' can mean literally anything they have a much wider variety bc those countries had far less strict#immigration laws than the us & canada meaning more immigrants from everywhere in general#not to mention descendants of sephardic colonists who came during conquistador times#at some point my family had family friends who were ashkenazi from brazil#america wasn’t ready for seinfeld with a mizrahi mom like jerry had irl
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