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wait ok so @titkos--sideblog @lavenderrlilac both of you mentioned that the murder husband pic could be from the paint ball scenes, but the suits they are wearing in the paint ball scenes that we got in the music videos are way too dark to match the ones from the murder husband photos (and the sleeves don't match either):
so are we thinking there are TWO different suits for the paint ball?? or maybe they go play paint ball two separate times with different outfits?? or is the murder husband pic something else entirely??
someone else mentioned that they thought it was a bts from JD's halloween shortfilm, but dunk wore a black pair of pants and a white shirt for that and joong wore black and both are in short sleeves (and dunk's shoes don't match):
#things i think about at 3:30 am when i have to get up for uni in 5h rip#the heart killers#fadelstyle#stylefadel#thk spec#thk#adrm#airenyah plappert#i'm calling it the murder husband pic bc when i saw it for the first time#it somehow immediately brought an image of the nbc hannibal finale to mind#idk somehow my brain immediately associated it with that#which is probably why i totally failed to connect it to paint ball dkfkfkfkjfjf#IDK I GUESS THE PIC JUST REMINDS ME OF HANNIBAL AND WILL HOLDING ONTO EACH OTHER ALL EXHAUSTED#BEFORE THEY GO OVER THE CLIFF#but yeah in reality it's not gonna be as dramatic in thk so like. it's really probably just sth fun like paint ball#(esp bc with that much ''blood''(??) on them it would have to be a gruesome murder like in hannibal)#(i don't think shooting someone would drown them in blood like that)#(and thk is too light of a show for a gruesome stabbing and the likes a la nbc hannibal)#(but hey a girl can dream 💁🏼♀️)#anyway i desperately do need to go to sleep byeee
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link click yingdu ep 1 is truly the gift that keeps on giving the more you think about it the more layers you unlock. at first i thought the 'video call with phone in shirt pocket' trick is a pretty effective way of replicating their dives with like.. normal human technology without their powers and then i realised that's probably because lu guang specifically thought 'this is a situation that would call for a dive except cheng xiaoshi doesn't know about the whole time travel powers thing yet, what would be a good and reasonable approximation of that that i can spring on him rn'. also, we know this is not the first time he's experiencing this day because he was checking the clock before he proposed the whole video call phone camera thing, implying that he had the 'script' for this day just like he did with the anime convention, but even then he could only warn cheng xiaoshi about the guy behind him with the bat right before he was about to get hit - probably because cheng xiaoshi kept 'doing unnecessary actions' and messing up the timeline/lu guang's 'script' and forcing him to improvise. once again, lu guang's trying to protect cheng xiaoshi while also hiding information from him and cheng xiaoshi's failing to follow lu guang's instructions and putting himself in danger because of his own kindness and impulsivity - their entire dynamic moving forwards, captured in their first (arguably more like.. the 0th) 'job' together.
#link click#shiguang dailiren#link click yingdu#link click spoilers#yingdu spoilers#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#you know this show's good cuz the first bloody ep got me writing a gooddamn paragraph about it (something i generally dislike doing#unless i got a demon i really desperately need to let out. idk im not really a metas guy)#(writing these always make me feel like the literature troll)#one other kinda funny thought that i had was like#when vivian was talking to cheng xiaoshi about scammers exploiting people's emotional weak spots like#'people's compassion for the weak' is explicitly about cxs and 'the grief of losing family' could also very easily be about him#which leaves uh. 'people's need for (romantic) love' (i forgot the exact phrasing idk i wasnt looking at the english subs)#like i was thinking abt this and then she brought up 'the person calling your name on the other end of your phone' and cxs immediately goin#'dont you dare hurt my FRIEND' is just. im sorry its such a funny transition. like sure my guy#i also like that the scammers knew cxs's name bc of lg's yelling through the phone i thought that was a nice touch#once again the idea that cxs's safety is the one thing that makes lg drop all his rationality and start making Poor Decisions#(and also confirms that he did Not have the script for cxs getting knocked out lmao poor guy)#guy honestly trying his damn best to maintain the timeline vs guy who's just really talented at creating butterfly effects#asto speaks
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Young odysseus convincing everyone Ithaca is nothing but a poor island with rocks and goats to avoid any raids/conquerors/so he doesn't get murdered for talking to Helen bc "it's not like he's a real choice"
Young odysseus falling in love with Penelope at the same event: wait. Wait shit I fucked up hold on just hear me out
#the odyssey#Odysseus#Penelope#Pre-canon(?)#odypen#Odypen meet ulgy#When the cute “bumpkin” boy wants to marry you but only brought 3 goats for your cousins gifts#AND you caught him spying on your family#There's like a single line in the odyssey where I think some god is narratoring (not 100% sure)#And they have a well actually interjection moment to explain how Ithaca isn't just one island it actually has a shit ton of land#And is technically richer then every other country#Which honestly just makes it funnier that odysseus was like welp time to beg again with zero issues for 10 years#But it will never not be funny to me that young odysseus really shot himself in the foot with Penelopes family for the start#Like clearly it worked out but I bet Penelope father HATES him#Listen odysseus showed up to Helen's courting for the drama ONLY he never planned on marrying her#Bc he knew her husband would be murdered immediately#My man showed up for the drama and stayed for Penelope#Otp#I love them#And need more of these two being rat bastards to each other and LOVING it#Listen neither one of them has let a single thing go in their whole life and they like that about the other#Odysseus going to buy anything for his wife ever#Penelope: Oh my can we afford that this is just a simple rock island with a few goats#Odysseus: dressed head to toe in very very rich cloth that his wife made#Ithaca with the fastest ships bc ody designed new ones#Penelope: literally dripping with jewels that were MAYBE stolen (shut up you can't prove anything and Penelope likes it when he's a bastard#Odysseus: you're so right my bad that was so irresponsible for getting you a gift. Perhaps your father would like to pay instead?
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Jimithon Mouthwashing is such a good representation of untreated, enabled NPD like it makes me want to squeeze the life out of him. I'm endlessly fascinated when watching him interact with his crew, surroundings, and himself because he's so fucking lost in his own sauce. It's insane. If I'm being real, it makes him my favorite character in the game.
It's a little scary to say, but watching Jimmy is like seeing a mirrored version of myself two years ago before I truly committed to treatment for my NPD. He's like a shadow. The opening line "I hope this hurts," which I believe comes from Jimmy right before the crash, is such a poignant statement. It's a simple line, but I can tell you from experience that the desire to hurt others when in a narcissistic rage is overwhelming. It's such a good line to sum up Jimmy's character in that moment. Luckily, in the real world, I had my friends and family there to catch me when I hit my lowest, even though I'd hurt them so many times. Jimmy probably could've used friends to force him into therapy (cough cough Curly cough cough)
#also I don't mean we're similar in any way when it comes to rape or SA. Please don't twist it that way at all.#I mean like in terms of the jealously resentment revenge hurting others to feel thrilled not taking responsibility not seeing flaws etc#I'm diagnosed with NPD also but pls know my experience will be different from others. We're all different people obvs.#also Jimmy has like wayyyyyyyyyy more things wrong with him not just untreated NPD lol#I would say that untreated NPD is a hell most can't describe#you barely feel anything except rage boredom and jealousy (in my case)#love is a form of ownership and control because you can't really feel it the right way#so your -person- is an object of intense obsession and also a tool for you#if that makes sense? I see that with Jimmy and Curly for sure#You want to tear others down and hurt them because it makes you feel good to put them below you#there's a constant feeling of insecurity and it drives you crazy fr#kind gestures from friends feel insulting#and oh my god achievements made by friends and family in my case feel like I've been shot like I hate when they achieve things#It's not logical obvs but that's something I instantly noticed in Jimmy so i was like .....oh brother lol#and also if they achieve something my brain needs it to somehow be tied to me or I'll make it tied to me so they can be thankful#they should always center their attention on me and if they don't I immediately resent them#these are just some of my thought processes on the matter so I can show the similarities I feel with Jimmy#the KEY DIFFERENCE is all of these thoughts I have are left in my head and not exhibited in my actions (any more. took a long time)#but he is such a nasty human with ZERO introspection that he prob never even thought about treatment#also doesn't help that the hot blonde he's friends with never did anything to help with that#idk sorry for oversharing but ahhh this game is so well written I gotta yap about it lol#also kind of a funny unrelated story to show how weird the achievement thing can be lol#my friends announced they saved up enough to go to Vietnam (their dream trip) and I was happy for them (I really was)#but of course my delusional ass immediately also took it as a threat#and I booked a month long trip to Europe a few days after so I could also announce it LMAO#that is a kind of innocent incident when compared to Jimmy but it just shows how annoying NPD can be#Jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#NPD
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they for real just had wander call himself worthless with no objection or indication that he’s wrong and it never got brought up again and that’s just how he sees himself apparently probably likely not
#actually illegal#out of everything that got lost with the cancellation of this show the thing that im the absolute most angry at is the wander character-#-exploration and the huge challenge he would’ve undergone in s3#just:./…. he has his moments where hes confident and even vain and i love those moments cuz it shows that you can be as beautiful and-#-helpful as he is while also loving yourself a whole lot and putting yourself first.#but to think that aside from that he just sees himself as a tool for others that shouldn’t exist if he’s not of service to anybody . Yeeoech#and the way the episode the helper is immediately after this which is just an episode of wander freaking out bc nobody needs him that day#so he can’t do anything#i really hope it’s apparent i’d die for wander in a heartbeat he heals me#wander over yonder
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Help! I’ve fallen for a rarepair from a show that ended 6 years 1 month and 7 days ago!
And by rarepair I mean there is one singular fic about them where they’re not a side ship or in a collection of smut drabbles
#don’t worry Graham and Jefferson I saw the way you never interacted but were in such similar situations caused by the same woman#all it would have taken was for Graham to get some kind of hint that Jefferson knew and he could have gone to him :.(#gotten the help he needed from someone who actually knew what was going on#JEFFERSON WOULD HAVE FIGURED OUT THE VAULT#HE WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO PUT GRAHAMS HEART BACK#THE COMFORT THEY WOULD GET FROM EACH OTHER#Jefferson having someone who remembers ;~;#Graham having someone who knows he’s not crazy#who could protect him from Regina ;~;#Graham could live with him in his mansion in the woods#with his wolf brother right there#and let’s be real Graham would not have been okay after getting his heart back#like he was literally emotionally numb and being abused for thirty years#everything that happened to him and what he was forced to do would have hit him like a truck the minute it was back in his chest#probably would have had a panic attack immediately#probably the only way he would feel safe is as far from Regina he could get (Jefferson’s mansion in the middle of the woods)#in a locked room and with his wolf brother right there#I just think they could be a really soft friends to lovers okay#ouat#jefferson ouat#graham humbert#huntsman ouat#once upon a time#also I’m not Regina bashing down here I just wish Grahams abuse and trauma was treated better#like there’s no way in hell he would ever forgive her or feel safe around her#he’d probably want her dead#another thing he and Jefferson have in common#but I can imagine him never acting on it and just completely removing himself from the show and living a safe and comfortable cottage-core#life with Jefferson and Grace#and his wolf brother
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Okay, I've just gotta say though...
Imagine that you think you've fallen in love with some evil mastermind that only ever pretended to love you to gain power for himself!
Then, shortly after, you hear some sniffling coming from the corner of a room while searching for your family, and randomly find said "evil mastermind" looking like this:
Radovid's main casting requirement: being able to look so small, vulnerable, soft, lost, and hurt, that it'll have some members of the audience yelling "Jaskier, you better fix this right now, you big meanie! Or I'll never forgive you!" at their screen!
Basically,
Me, before season 3: "I don't think I'll ever be able to feel as protective of any character in any TV show ever as I do of Jaskier."
Radovid: "Hold my wine bottle, I've got this!"
Me, after season 3: "I now have this strange urge to throttle that bard if he ever hurts that one again... What the fuck is going on?"
#Radovid#Radskier#Seriously#Jaskier#Don't hurt the tiny gentle little 6 feet tall likely technically most politically powerful person on the Continent if actually allowed#to rule his kingdom newly crowned against his will king#You're supposed to wrap him tightly in fur blankets and feed him soup...#I assume...#I mean look at him!#He's such a spoon it hurts!#It took him 0.5 seconds to start showing you genuine interest and appreciation and seek to find ways you two could fulfill#each others' needs and okay#Although people shouldn't be loved back based on merit or because they deserve to#You were immediately deeply intrigued and crushing hard and you do love him back#So as soon as you're sure Geralt's got all the help he needs to go rescue Ciri and do his Witcher thing#Go help Radovid and do your bard thing!#Seanchai said you're related to them...#Those celtic bards were considered scarier to those in power than any army!#They could make or break kings with a song!#Go do what you do best and use your voice to help him out of that corner he's been dragged into and lead him back into the light!#He'd have sold anything of value he has and given up his title to go help you rescue your family if he could have#Don't sacrifice or risk your family for him but don't leave him behind either...#Because I can't jump into that TV screen (believe me I've tried) to go help and rescue him#And I need to believe in you and trust you'll do the right thing and protect and take care of him like one should properly look after him...#BECAUSE LOOK AT HIM!!!#Look at those eyes and that face!!!#He was made for love and extraordinary things for fuck's sake!!!#You're supposed to feed each other porridge not cut each other open!#Be gentle with him!#My Posts
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I like how today's chibi sketch turned out so I'll upload it! 😊 Tsundere is nice <3
It's because I fell in love with this picture and I get SUPER excited whenever I think I can recognize my AU versions of them (and I definitely can in that pic, down to the expression and height and everything) so I wanted to draw them for real 🥰
My faves 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 (Android Miku x Chimera Teto)
#my art#hatsune miku#kasane teto#end of the world au#fanart of my fanfiction again#i drew non-chibis of them too but i'll probably be doing a lot of corrections digitally so i wont upload those#teto's wings are ridiculous (affectionate) so i want to draw them properly so it's not confusing xD#her wingspan is probably similar to her armspan so the main thing i'd want to correct is their shape#she's like okuu level wingspan for any 2hu fans out there lol#not quite as bad as okuu actually but she can hug Miku with them so lol#fun fact: i was considering whether or not i should give Miku the ability to blush cuz she's a robot but#since she's an android and removing that would be taking something pretty big away... she can do it xD#Miku's outfit is her original outfit but instead of being gray her shirt is white#you'll see later probably. idk how later tho#i still wanna complete that other drawing i showed a wip of#the picture i linked is so soo good... ahhhhhh#in my head i kept repeating 'love is real' after i saw it so you can probably guess how much i loved it (a lot)#i need to write them doing this immediately lmao (but i gotta do stuff rn so i cant)#at least i have my book about trash now tho xD
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related to my lrb but i said it like three posts ago. people on here looove to treat spn gifset excerpts as inherently severed from its context. the conversation i just rbed literally includes dean relating this couple's dynamic to his and sam's... but the gifset excerpt doesn't include dean's line about it and so half of the notes somehow made it about dstiel (and extended it to samleen of course)
#this fandom is SO WEIRD!!!!!! ive never seen anything like this#the fandom itself and the way it interacts with art made from the show#has literally stretched itself to fit the way dstiel fans interpret their ship#they need to sever immediate contexts within the way they interact with fan content to omit certain aspects and claim reference to others#and now the whole fandom does this when they interact w gifsets#people do it too re: woobifying dean. i said this in the tags on a rb about 4.19#but the part of sam and dean's conversation about adam's potential always cuts out dean's hypocrisy#about the way dean treats sam goung to school vs how he's relating adam to his own schooling#the idea that the last scene in 1.14 is Actually About dean being hit by john while sam wasn't comes from this severing of context as well#the episode is about sam's relationship with john and how his monstrosity plays into his relationship with john#and his budding guilt complex about it with a side of the way his monstrosity hinders his idea or normalcy...#it's the same thing for 9.07!!! the malnourished‚ perfect parent dean discourse never acknowledges the fact that#he gambled the money away when really it would be more interesting to analyse the fact that he was a kid and kids are irresponsible#and shouldn't have been given that responsibility in the first place#his losing of the money did not warrant that punishment because it was an inherently impossible circumstance#but it's the same severance of context!!!#whatever lol#ludere
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2025 is the year I upgrade my battle station (desk setup)
#using this term very loosely cause I’m a laptop user LOL#I just want a nice neat desk with nice things#I need one of those nice headphone stands…#and this paw cushion for desk chairs that ann showed me#open to suggestions for other things people use on their desks…#my mouse is so fucked rn too I need a new one immediately
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i love season 4 but it feels so incredibly different from every other season i feel like im watching a different show
#ik people will say s3 was where the vibe shifted but i respectfully disagree#the sci fi/upside down aspect in s3 felt consistent with the other seasons even tho it was a bigger/less believable i guess#and like the russia plot line is different but still consistent with the themes of the show like a corrupt person in a position of power wa#allowing them to be there and endangering everyone#and maybe the battle of starcourt mall is a literally ridiculous but it also fucks severely idc#i think part of it is everyone being separated and immediately being hit over the head with new characters#and also vecnas curse is cool but it doesn’t feel like the upside stuff we’re used to (in a way that was needed i think)#also everyone in the party specifically is kind of at their worst this season#sans dustin#stranger things rewatch#stranger things season 4#stranger things 4#byler#stranger things
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I have. Three or so different drawing projects that i want to do all at the same time. I have: four separate characters for my httyd/the deep crossover to make design sheets out of (so, two or three separate sheets since I tend to double characters up for the sheets, but one of the characters is Nereus who has two designs, and will also come with an explanation about the Guardians and what they’re doing, so he might be his own post). Some next gen doodles of character dynamics between the different sets of kiddos. A little goofy reference sheet for the adult versions of Ant, Fontaine, Finn, and Madeline that I have in my head, and what they’re like as the parents of aforementioned goober next gen kiddos. And marie-12205’s Night Fury!Nekton stuff is reminding me of my own Night Fury!Nekton thing I did way back in the day (i say as if I’m not one of the youngest iterations of adult there could be) and now I wanna share about that too. Suffice to say, I’m not getting ANY writing done ANY time soon
#i am clearly a ‘the deep’ fan#i am also very clearly a httyd fan#i am writing a crossover fanfic between the two shows#i have ABSOLUTELY done Night Fury Nektons#its just. slightly (drastically) different than what marie-12205 has got going#and now I kinda wanna refurbish and polish it#but i have SO MANY other projects going on#(i say that last thing like that’s ever stopped me before)#but at least my drawing juices are flowing!#(not my writing juices though. i fixed stuff that needed fixed in the chapters i already had written)#(hit the chapter i am still currently on. and immediately switched to somethign else cause i couldn’t think of anything)#i am hoping that once the drawing craze dies down#the creativity needed for writing a zippleback psychologically tormenting ten teenagers will have room to come in#the deep 2015#the deep cartoon#sooo many projects
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I'm sorry but Mike being "rude" or "mean" or "a little bit of jerk" is NOT a valid reason to hate him when characters like Troy or Billy or Angela (or Brenner but he's a whole different breed) exist in the same show ☠️
#did he say some jerk-y things? absolutely#but he also immediately regretted it and tried to make it up to the ppl he hurt bc he actually CARES abt others#(and don't even bring up Max cuz they have a whole different dynamic and it is NOT the same)#and he's also an extremely traumatized teenage boy who shows very common untreated trauma/PTSD symptoms!!#“he may get irritable [or] he may lash out” - literally Owen in s2 abt PTSD symptoms#plus... don't sit there and tell me that you have never snapped or even said something dumb or hurtful to ppl you care abt#EVERYONE is a jerk at least once in their lives whether you want to admit that or not#sorry just needed to vent i saw someone come after s3-4 mike and it got my blood boiling!!!#mike wheeler#mike wheeler defender#mike wheeler defense squad#stranger things#byler#<— target audience#jay's talking ST <3#jay's saying stuff :)#i stand by the fact that if any characters deserve to be mean every once and a while it's literally any of the children in this show#cuz the stuff they have gone through is hard for even adults to deal with let alone young kids/teens
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I mean I’m obsessed with crash landing on you because it’s like if a hallmark movie was good and that is fascinating to my brain and healing to my heart.
#I didn’t think such a thing was possible#I’ve been living very much in a world of extremes lately re: Art#like. on the one hand all the great works I teach just taking OVER my brain#and my knowledge of them deepening at a very rapid pace#(sometimes in a too terrifying way so I feel like I’m hurtling down a hill. it’s actually really hard sometimes and I think part of how)#(my anxiety is manifesting itself. like. I just. I don’t feel like I’ve taken a deep breath in a year)#(I’ve just been in. motion.)#and then on the other hand finding new ways to find shows like Bridgerton dead#and Bridgerton helps with that because it is emotionally hollow. because it is fundamentally embarrassing#because Anthony snarling at Kate about how his honor is hanging by a thread isn’t sexy at all#so my mind has kind of just been living in those two extremes and there hasn’t been a lot of room for gentleness or nuance#but cloy is very healing 😭 and it just doesn’t#push the buttons in my brain that immediately need to analyze and#to some extent—destroy! tear apart! with fierce and savage energy.#it just lets my brain and heart exist.#and also there is something so sweet and pure and real about so much of it#I think it’s cause it’s true love 😭 and it’s that simple.#(I’ve also outgrown/moved on from some of the more mediocre things I used to love. Like I just needed something new) but yeah.#it has been very hard in my brain lately even though it’s also been very good#like. teaching is just a lot these days. because it takes sooooooo much effort and work to get the kids going intellectually speaking#and one of the only ways I know how to reach them. or at least the lane I’m really driving in right now#(I know there are more ways)#is simply speaking to them above their heads. with passion and energy and a certain degree of expertise#and it’s WORKING#because it wakes them up and makes them want to engage#but I am also moving so fast and so vulnerably for all of my certainty. that it’s just hard.#I need to relax but I can’t. I feel like the devil is behind me every second#this is dramatic. and as Lewis said in surprised by joy it’s only one layer of what’s happening#but it is what happening#a lot of things are unfolding/growing and also the anxiety is terrible
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I. Did not achieve a lot today (understandable considering the circumstances), but. You need to See.
The SADDEST. SOGGIEST. Sharena I have EVER drawn.
Also maybe a little snippet as a treat...
You'll have to fight my messy roughs and handwriting for it though 😤😤😤
#wip#i think. maybe i can just allow myself to relax. ease up on the intense paranoia that plagues me.#mostly because i want to make things painful. actually.#not just bittersweet. so sweet it fucking hurts. it aches and aches and aches and aches. ect.#i actually don't have a lot of faith in my ability to finish this one. firstly i wanted to just do one page#but after all my practice i've gotten a p good feel for pacing. and this feels like it's a two-pager#and i Know. i know. the fucking. lvl 40 convo comic.... i KNOW.#but also. just in general. some things are just so agonizing. to try and yank out of me.#so L + ratio + more work than i bargained for + owuch. ouugh. ow. ouch. owie. owww....#last bit of context is this takes place shortly after zacharias' disappearance.#although i'm actually not sure how i want to go about that. if i wanna see if i can show it in the comic itself#like all i'd need really is one flashback panel just showing the immediate aftermath of 'where is zacharias?' after battle#or if i'd imply it through the text or if straight up. i just say it in the caption. honestly entirely depends#well i was gonna joke depends on how lazy i feel but more like. i think it's more parsing out where my focus Should be.#all of this is granting that i can. fucking. even get to a proper rough draft. i'm not hopeful.#but do you see my visions...... maybe....#esp them falling back on each other HARD. doing something that maybe both swore to 'grow out of'#in the wake of an extremely disorienting and traumatic event. that hits each of them uniquely hard.#and through the growing pains you see. oh. this is how they grew up. this is how they've always been.#when. they could be.#my art
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