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I write fragile on a dozen boxes salvaged from recycling I forgot to take out before I knew I was moving and my hand shakes even more each time. The lines bleed off the box corners and into me. I'm fragile, you see.
#poem#poetry#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#long story short i have made choices in my life such that my only option when i hit this present juncture#was to move home and i am not handling the lack of choice well#in my first year living here especially i bought beautiful fragile things because i love beautiful fragile things and because i thought#i was on the path that my next move would be my last one. i was going to buy a home and that would be it and i'd only need to pack up#my whole life once more and so i could justify the vintage vases and such. but the past couple of years have been brutal on me#and i've made choices that i stand by and choices that i don't and now i'm moving home and it's less than ideal but i'll make it work#perhaps this is short story long#anyway. before i first moved in my roommate texted me from home depot because she and her boyfriend were at home depot#and i was at work at the time. and she wanted to know what color i wanted my room because they were gonna paint my room that day#and i didn't have time to make a decision and she's an artist with a great eye so i sent her my pinterest decor board and said maybe a gree#like this kind of green? and she got this gorgeous green reminiscent of a paris green that looks amazing with all my art on the walls#but i just had to take the art down. i'm in the middle of the task actually. and now it's just this big green expanse#and i'm not feeling so good about leaving this place#but the way i felt so safe and so loved when i got that text and when i got here and saw that the room was painted bc they wanted me to sta#the past few years have been not so good in a lot of ways like i said but this place was an island of peace for me when things were rough#anyway. fragile. thanks for listening
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i still have these laying around so....
very limited stock (i only have like 22 packs tho cloudy & two only have 21 stickers so ill give smth in place for the missing stickers!!) and they'll be selling for 15 bucks each pack!!
im just doing an interest check cuz i really wanna scrounge up some cash for a con i wanna go to next year ^_^ and also maybe christmas goodies ! who knows ! but yeah i had these laying around and im like shit shit i need to sell
(better pics of the designs too!)
they are clear stickers roughly 2" and you get em all! a whole pack of christmas joy! i might sell these on my ko-fi i just gotta get things set up and ill make a new post when im ready (scared)
AND ! to my friends & mutuals that see these stickers are REAAALLY want em by chance just msg me ^^!! we can make arrangements!! i can essentially ship these things as soon as i get the order n stuff (exaggeration but i would try n send em ASAP which would be at least a day)
#i know jnj literally dropped some merch already but fuck me i need to go to ANE ok#btw sorry for the radio silence on these things they just entirely left my mind ^^;#BUT im so glad i still got em even in such limited stock!!#and btw im not sure if ill be re-ordering these unless they sell out quickly or ppl show enough interest#so! uhm! ya!!#also u get a whole pack because I KNOW 4x would go out of stock and nobodys buying cloudy </3 maybe like a few SO you get em all ok#LOOL#tpot#christmas#bfb#bfdi#billion tags to get interest#nate.art
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does anyone out there have a simple summary or guide of how on earth sin flower's reward pulls work. the one with the double circles.
#shining nikki#i really like that skin item but it seems like i need to unlock all the makeup items from gacha first?#or is it that i need to buy the makeup pack in the circle thing first?#also i got the lips and i cheered but when i put it on nikki theres... theres no blood??????#idk if its a glitch????
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So I made this jumper a few months ago, (it's the first thing I've ever crocheted with a pattern) and it ended up a little too short for me to be comfortable wearing.
I had decided to undo the whole thing to salvage the yarn, but got one of my best friends to try it on first just in case, and they LOVED it, and it looks so good on them too! So it belongs to them now.
I was actually really disappointed when I decided to frog the whole thing, because I was pretty attached to it by the end, i learned a lot and it gave me the confidence to try more patterns, so I'm super happy that my first jumper is actually going to be worn and loved after all.
#hollow makes things#crochet#i always thought i couldnt do patterns bc of the dyscalculia#but watching someone do it on youtube is way way easier than trying to decipher a written one#and if i can understand the flat shapes needed then i can wrap my head around it a lot better too#also i had so much regret buying a ten pack of that yarn lol#i thought it would be less dark and be heavier on the pink and green#which is why i ended up using it for an experiment bc it wouldnt matter if it got wasted#but then i fell in love with the glitchy effect when it worked up#cameras fucking hate this thing
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i hate gacha games so much (pulled 3 moltres exs in pocket tcg and still dont have. a normal charmeleon)
#clai speaks#orz I WANT TO USE CHARIZARD#i dont want to use pack points on a MIDDLE STAGE POKEMON i already had to buy a tynamo. god#anyway i guess i like pocket tcg i dont really get why it needed to happen bc we already have tcg online but its a fun lil thing to do
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girls when they realize they're more like their mom than they thought
#pine rambles#sometimes i do something and stop to think like yeah this is what mon would've done too she taught me this#like the way i'm always prepared for stuff eg. i pack everything in my bag that i would need or buy a thing before it runs out at home
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I’m going on a trip tomorrow and the amount of shopping and packing I’ve done — just to be prepared- overplanner for real.
#i can’t even count the things ive bought#its the little things#i have a sunscreen but im like hm what if it gets messy and i dont want it so lets buy a sunscreen spray and a sunscreen stick#makeup products#travel size containers for my very particular body wash bc?? what if??#and the conditioner and the body lotion???#different winter clothes bc i dunno how cold it’d be#co-ords for sleeping bc what if we click pictures all drunk i need to look awesome#unhinged packing#accessories for every fit#necklace earrings bracelet rings#ive overspent so much im regretting it lmfaooo#also ?? new hairbrush bc it looked cute#jesus#en rambles
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Challenge level: Impossible (Patreon)
#Doodles#Spoiler alert: I was in fact not normal about it lol#You can tell those first two are old by comparison for how short my hair was at the time lol#From back in July! I guess I just hadn't been drawing myself much there for a bit huh#As for that last one I swear I Promise I drafted this in September it's not a reference I'm just actually genuinely Like This lol#I didn't choose this life etc. etc. lol#From the top!#Burst of inspiration wherever could that have come from hehe <3 What could've happened in July that made me want to draw I wonder hehehe#Bit funny considering I fell off posting - not like the inspiration stopped! And what I Did draw was Very lol#I still have some of it in an ever-present photoviewer because I like being able to look at it at any point <3#Still inspired! Still want to do more studies!! So pretty ♥♪♫#Sleepy thoughts - I had my Pkmn Diamond/SoulSilver field dex/guides for all of like two months and then they were packed up again#And this was Before the Pokemon burst! Sheesh sheesh#I love my field guide dexes they're so neat and well-made ahh#I have got a couple craft projects still back-burnered - those papercrafts to do with Pokemon are still on the list!#A little Pokedex-notebook is so fun.......And I have Pokemon stickers that I could put in it or on it......ah........#I do want to! I will at some point the energy will return to it eventually#Alright so the main course lol#Went fabric shopping for plushies because yes I Am determined to Make Thing! Another that's been a bit backburnered - but I will!!!#I do still really want to it's turned out pretty good for far :) But while I was shopping!!#We did the usual small talk thing with the store employee like ''Oh what are you buying this for'' that whole back-and-forth#So I explained that I was making plushies and needed the tear-away stabilizer to draw the embroidery outline on#In my head I was being very tempered because while /I/ know that I'm making a Max plushie not many people are familiar with him (wrongly so)#Lol#So we continued and he was like ''Oh cool I've made some patches with embroidery :)'' so I asked of what and he lead with CotL's crown#And then-#Look Zarla's work was Already on my mind with Max as my project I was in a Delicate Way already do you really expect me not to talk about it#The answer was no and he walked away with a Vargas recommendation in his pocket I hope he enjoyed it lol#And I got my fabric and started work on Max's face it's fine it all worked out in the end it's all good it's great lol#I Was encouraged to come back with my finished project so that's on my to-do once I get him in a presentable state haha
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My dad is like a cartoon character to me because why is he always announcing his every move like I gaf. "I just had 6 sandwiches but don't you worry about poor ol' Carlos... I still have space for my coffee with milk" okay.... good for you I guess. Everything he says is so random and inconsequential and he moves so strangely too like I am aware I do the exact same thing but it's wild to see it on someone else. Yesterday I told him he's going through menopause and he went "Nooo I'm pregnant" I asked with WHO and he just said my mom's nickname. Also he does in fact refer to himself as "pobre Carlos" and "Carlos Puerta" the 1st one being because he grew up really really poor and the 2nd one cause he's always fixing doors at his job. He is not a real human being to me he's like on the same level of mythical roommate as Mila
#diary#He behaves so autistically sometimes it's not even funny. also I get my stutter from him. go figure#''chucky come look at my toy car collection'' and he's laid them all out on his and my mom's bed#(he calls every kid ever Chucky)#he gave me a pair of pants he got for himself but ended up not liking and now keeps trying to give me clothes I don't need#also ''you know what we should buy you like 5 pairs of those same exact pants'' like Okay my thoughts exactly but I am good on clothes now.#he's always weird about gifts too in the sense that he Needs to give things to people.#Anyone who comes over WILL be leaving with a pack (or two) of these white cloths we use for cleaning. and they all love them
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{COMMISSIONS}
#my art#my oc#rambles?#MY BODY HAVE BEEN RUNNING ON NOTHING BUT COFFEE WITH MILK AND A PACK OR TWO OF CRACKERS#WHY HAVENT MY BODY GIVE UP YET???#and if you ask me no#me and my folks do not have enough money to just buy anything that EVERYONE in here will eat#the cheap thing is sushi#AND I HATE SUSHI#SUSHI MAKE DIZZY AND MAKE ME WANT TO PUKE#BURGER IS TOO EXPENSIVE#PIZZA TOO#do you know how much it is a coke of 500ml in here???#and im not talking about the 12 pack of coke#no#ALSO#THE CRACKERS ARE DONE#I JUST ATE THE LAST PACK#I lost my job a few weeks ago too and they still didn't pay me for the days I worked#I NEED TO CONSUME MEAT#i only ate coffee with milk and crackers yesterday#is getting harder and harder to just stay awake during the day#my body cant work like this forever#i need a job
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Watching the situation with EA doing a fuckton of updates in a like. 5 days because their latest pack broke TS4 in.. A HUGE VARIETY OF WAYS from player to player. Jesus christ man. and then some of you guys still wanna pay for new packs?? What??? I can't make anyone buy or not buy anything but... C'mon, put your money to better use! Half of that content should've been base-game anyway, but instead gets cut up and sold across multiple packs to milk money out of people,, and it clearly works because I'm seeing people nab packs during the sale even while the game is in an unplayable state for a lot of players.
It's so sad because I was kinda excited for the 10-year anniversary next month. But seeing the state it's in rn, how frustrated people are seeing their game break down and (god forbid) their saves get completely wiped, seeing the very convenient sale for packs go up right as the community sends in complaints that the game won't load properly or they can't use CAS or this and that etc etc,,,
I'm never paying for another pack again. I feel crap that I ever did in the first place. If it ain't 100% off, I'm not getting it.
#Sims 4#ts4#EA#Electronic arts#maxis#the sims 4#simblr#the sims community#Sorry this is so rambly I'm just. God I'm frustrated#Like. I sympathize with so many people and players rn because their games are breaking left and right#and it's terrible. The features of some packs are bust rn like fishing for island living. Tomes for realm of magic#And I feel bad for people who expected a game with so much paid content to at least. function y'know?#but like. if you saw the current state of things and still wanna buy a pack? Like AFTER THE FACT#I'm sorry but my sympathy doesn't extend to you. I dunno how someone can see the state of things and think. Yeah I'll waste another 20$#Pirate it. EA doesn't deserve your money and they certainly don't need it
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my five surviving braincells when something remotely good happens:
#in other news… wORK IS OVER PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#man. i’m s o tired. i can’t believe i survived almost 2 whole years at this job…#huh. come to think of it… i started tling idol sengen before i even got this job lol. and i’m only 3/5 of the way through it…#can’t believe the idol sengen grind->hiatus->grind(?) outlives my time at [withheld] company…#i did end up spending a cool 20 mins cleaning out my work locker though. i found so many treasures i didn’t even know i had in there#like. there was an unopened 3-pack of wet tissues a n d an unopened box of pens that i don’t recall buying#and ofc the 3 random sponges i ‘liberated’ from the lab. don’t tell my boss lmao#w a i t now that i think about it i should’ve taken at least 1 vial of (allegedly) carcinogenic sand for the memories. dammit.#oh well. what’s done is done i suppose. i did receive way more chocolate than i could ever eat though…#y. yeah. i guess i’ll miss my coworkers (a little). they were fun to annoy every day. except for the new guy bc i don’t like him at all lol#i have never met someone who lacked as much common sense as he. i think he’s gonna get canned before he’s able to resign on his own terms#dude could be spoonfed through every single step of the testing process and *still* mess up somewhere smh#but no. this isn’t about him. even though he is the final straw that led to my decision to resign#hm. looking back on it now. i think i was pretty good at my job for the most part when it came to the things i could do#or maybe i was too good at it. like. to the point where even more experienced analysts were coming to me in search of help#prolly gonna miss being one of the very best (out of like a grand total of 10 people at the lab) at doing ftir-related tests#ehehehehehehe i wonder if that workstation will continue to stay as organised as it is now that i’m gone#a n d i wonder what my coworkers will do now that they can’t ask me for ms excel help for the smallest of things lol#sometimes i just wanna tell them to g o g o o g l e i t ! ! ! when they call me over for it. but alas.#can’t believe these guys know how to use c h a t g p t and not ms excel (despite having it on their resume) smh#omg wow this got long and incoherent sorry guys i think i need some sleep lol. idol sengen next week..#…maybe…? no promises though!!!!!
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me when i have schoolwork but i simply want to be a creature on the computer
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#my art#meme art#art of me#my fursona#more beast mode than usual but ya#i need someone who would earnestly play Wolf Quest with me. ideally with no vc. wolf communication only please.#i just need some good wolf rp to make that $20 price tag worth it. or a green wolf skin. thatd also maybe convince me to buy.#i do already own Meadow which is a similar game but extremely lacking in Things To Do. i think Realistic Wolf Pack Sim would be better.#or maybe i should just get back into minecraft rping. i do know of a sick dragon mod that i thiink has public servers. not sure tho. sigh.
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Going through a straight up comical amount of irritating situations to get the stupid 4* guaranteed ticket from the welcome to sekai campaign. It Will Be Mine.
#I’m resuming this tomorrow it’s been hours now I’m just mad#I’m home because my parents are moving to a different state and I needed to pack whatever was left#and for some reason we just keep old devices when we’re done with them#so I borrow an adapter to allow me to connect my ancient unworking iPad mini to my laptop#factory reset it. i have to reset an old email to access the old Apple id to fully reset it.#it won’t connect to the wifi so I have to reset the settings. i find out it’s too old to run pjsk.#i find an old phone that should work. i reset it as well. I’m able to download pjsk & it takes 20 minutes.#pjsk crashes everytime I try to open it. i attempt to run bluestacks on my computer. bluestacks doesn’t have 64 bit for mac yet.#i get a free trial of parallels and download windows onto my laptop. this takes 40 minutes.#i try to download and run bluestacks on that. m1 macs apparently can’t run bluestacks 64 bit through parallels.#i go find the final old phone that I had forgotten about. it takes forever to charge because the charging port is fucked up. i reset it as#well. it can’t connect to wifi. i try a hotspot on my current phone. service is too awful. i try to do wifi sharing from my laptop.#you have to be connected to the router via a cable for that to work.#at this point it has been like 3 hours. I’m giving up because I’ve been down this route before#when I attempted to run 32 bit steam games on m1 mac#(wine64 doesn’t exist for m1 macs yet -> attempt to run boot camp -> boot camp isn’t a thing anymore on Apple silicon -> attempt to run#several different programs that allow me to run windows on a mac. none of them work. ->#look into linux & give up. -> attempt to implement the unfinished/unbottled wine64 code thru terminal. ->#fuck up and delete some important file & have to fix that (misery inducing) -> keep trying. i think I downloaded a Mac coding program at#some point? i realize I have zero coding knowledge and this is a mistake. -> give up and purchase crossover. game doesn’t even work. ->#3 months later update to the latest OS so I can have enough storage to play psychonauts 2. find out the $60 crossover#purchase was a bad idea because ‘heehee crossover doesn’t work on that buy the new version’ (fuck crossover).#my toxic trait is my belief that I can figure out anything via google and sheer stubbornness. usually this is true. occasionally there are#exceptions to this rule. most of them are because owning Apple products is a mistake.#i think if I reset the router tomorrow I can solve this problem but I can also just go elsewhere with better service or wait until I’m home#now it’s a matter of pride. and also free 4*/I have nothing better to do because I’m stuck here until Tuesday.#<- this is all normal behavior by the way. who doesn’t spend 8 hours ramming their head against a problem every once and a while. enrichment#mine#oh I forgot. i also looked into cloning the app but that would cost money for something that might not even work.#‘just log out and make an alt’ and risk losing my account? I’m stupid enough to overwrite it on accident.
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this happens to me like. every day.
#fnaf#charlie chatterbox#please god free me#help me to make better financial decisions 😔🙏#i just get#obsessed with a new weird niche fnaf merch item every day and like#make it my mission to track it down and own it#i dont need these things. i dont need to be doing this#this is from the grab n go mystery packs made by phatmojo i believe? anyway ive got two in the mail#now im getting obsessed with the snaps figures#i didnt realize it has actually been a blessing that every other fandom ive been in has had like. no official merch up to this point#home/stuck vld ok/ko tma NO MERCH#there is some sort of addicting chemical in receiving a little totem of your blorbo in the mail….#and just putting them on your desk and staring at them#if they ever release any gr bonnie merch im literally doomed#because anything they release ill have to buy a freddy buddy for him#and if i get a freddy well i should have a monty too to complete the polycule#but then it’d be fucked up not to get chica and roxy…….#and at that point i should also get the vanny to have the whole set and lets be real the vanny piece is usually the best one in any lot anyw
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#what if i wasn't literally always too tired to even do things that feed my soul#i wish i had the money to get another infusion before payday lmao i should have asked for twice the loan so I could schedule out a bit#i feel so close to being a full human person who's capable of caring for themselves and others#but i'm just not quite there and there's so little water left in my well to draw from#fuckinnnn#i'm gonna just learn how to give myself infusions directly even if it means installing an IV port#and I'm gonna fuckin find out how and where to buy the fluid blends and injections I need#the b12 is easy since I already get them prescribed lol and I can probably switch my t to injections too for the same reason#i'll make myself a lil drip pack that I can set up near wherever I'm camped and just drop them during work hours#the big thing is gonna be stuff like glutathione and other amino acids the vitamins I can probably get other ways but i think#the aminos will be tricky because they're not easy to get or make OTC at least as far as I'm aware#honestly#maybe i'll just ask my ER nursing/tech friends to help me figure it out lmao
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