#theyre so small we didnt notice

[hypotheticallyaaron]

I wonder how many tiny species have been stepped on out of existence

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Oh being a GM is so fucking fun

[drchucktingle]

a moment to check the gears and cogs

feel like i want to talk a little on the message of a recent post because i think it is an important point. when i say that you do not need to QUALIFY OR DEFEND your love of tinglers or my work in general, i am pointing out an interesting social anomaly that happens with my art and with queer art.

as an autistic buckaroo i notice patterns, and on social media i see them a lot. little phrases that come up again and again with my art. ‘yes THAT chuck tingle’ ‘its ACTUALLY good’ ’my favorite author i have never read’ ‘so bad its good’. these are always added after a POSITIVE comment about me

they also all have something in common. they are trying to distance the posters SINCERE JOY and give them an out socially. it is very very very subtle, but they are all saying ‘yes i like this but here is a sliver of acknowledgment that it is also weird or bad or ironic. in not REALLY fully in'

essentially these are added because it means the poster can escape their very real joy if needed. try applying these phrases to any other popular author. its much more subtle with the first two: ‘i liked all fours by miranda july, yes THAT miranda july. its ACTUALLY good’. what does this imply?

the other examples are a little more blatant but lets try them with other authors anyway. imagine saying ‘youre my favorite author i have never read’ to stephen king. would you EVER say that to someone? what does that imply? how about 'i love your books theyre so bad theyre good'. horrifyingly rude

lets dive into saying 'CHUCK TINGLE is my favorite author i have never read’ sounds unusual when substituting other authors because theyre usually not queer or autistic or making outsider art. to be blunt, why CHUCK gets it all the time is because it really means 'i like chuck tingle but im not gay’

while we have mostly culturally evolved past the idea that saying ‘no homo’ is some kind of joke, that FEELING is still around. it has just burrowed a little deeper. honestly it might never go away, or at least take centuries. remember these people GENUINELY LIKE MY BOOKS but feel they MUST qualify

should also be pointed out that LEFT and LIBERAL people are the ones who say this stuff to chuck. they do not MEAN to harm, and if you ask them directly how they feel about queer or neurodivergent people they would not express the same opinion as their subliminal comments might imply

the final elephant trotting by is while some of this is homophobia and fear of a neurodivergent other, it is also just plain old IRONY POISONING. its conditioning from being raised on an internet where sincerity was ‘cringe' and loving something was a weakness or joke. these problems work in tandem

so whats the point? what can we do? first of all, just recognizing these patterns is a start. i didnt HAVE to write all of this today but i think its important to be aware and to look inward and think about the gears and cogs that churn behind the things we say. NEXT step is trying to push past it

if you have done these things in the past, i want you to know i am NOT AT ALL UPSET. i am not mad or hurt and i do not think any less of you. you can trot by my side any day and you are trying your best to prove love. we are ALL just tryin our best, just consider this a friendly chat between buds

proving love can happen in BIG WAYS and it can happen in SMALL WAYS that we barely see. just take a moment and think ‘WHY am i saying this? WHY am i in this pattern to distance myself from outsider or queer art?’ a little moment of consideration goes a LONG way buckaroos. LOVE IS REAL

[malewifesband]

i see it often that people do not see laios liking kabru, but in reality laios does like kabru! quite a lot for a guy that (from his perspective) he just met! laios forgetting kabrus exact name is not evidence of disinterest in any way--hes only heard it a couple of times, he struggles with small details (unless you want to argue laios also doesnt give a shit about marcille, chilchuck and senshi, he also forgets small details about them. if you do think this, i think dungeon meshi may be too advanced for you. stick to bluey.), and the man has autism. like near explicitly.

laios offers food from their limited supplies because kabru showed an interest in eating monsters, and makes him an omelette so he can have something to eat even though other food was already being prepared. he listens to kabrus criticism of his behavior and mindset in trying to protect falin even though she was straight up killing people, and tries to drag kabru to safety. he watches kabru defuse the situation between himself and toshiro masterfully, and confides in him how hurt he is that toshiro is so angry and how he mustve done something truly awful to upset him like that. when kabru tells him that meeting him was the best part of his time in the dungeon, laios agrees and says its the same for him (remember: laios doesnt do empty platitudes well--if he said it, he meant it).

when kabru leaves, we get three fucking panels in a row of laios staring after him, flexing the hand kabru was just holding, and reflecting on kabrus words ("next time..?")

when kabru shows up again deep in the dungeon, chilchuck is suspicious, but laios is so excited to see him that he throws caution to the wind and lets kabru hold his hand again despite seconds later crossing succubus off his list of shapeshifters that could be appearing as kabru--a carelessness around monsters and danger laios rarely exhibits. when kabru gives his warning about the canaries, laios is grateful. he notices how often kabru saves his skin

when lycion reveals that kabru lied about wanting to eat the omelette laios made, it breaks his heart because he made that with love! he made it for kabru, and kabru didnt like it, and now he knows kabru was just playing at friendship to use him. that breaks his heart, hes distraught, but he doesnt have time to be hurt about it when marcille needs his help urgently so he turns to run to her. he apologizes to kabru and tries to leave again. he isnt listening to what kabru is saying here because kabru was just revealed as a liar and because it doesnt really cohere (kabru is stuttering and speaking in broken sentences as he tries to explain about the dungeons power) and he needs to save marcille

he doesnt believe kabru wanted to be his friend, because who would? why would laios be special enough, loveable enough, to go through the pains kabru went through, just to be his friend? but when kabru makes the intensity of his desire known, laios promises to feed him again, at a proper restaurant --and again, food is care for laios, to feed someone is to love them. marcille is still his priority bc she is in real danger but he means what he says, he really does want to start over with kabru and be real friends with him

once we hit the resolution of the story, kabru near glues himself to laios, helping him and trying to cement himself as a right-hand man, and making known his intent to support laios no matter what. in the medieval manuscript style epilogue, kabru is one of two friends that stick by laios as he becomes king. both marcille and kabru become the people closest to him (besides falin of course), two friends who will always support him, always let him know when hes fucked up and theyre mad at him, two friends who he can rely on. laios did not have to accept kabru as an advisor, he did not have to ask him to stay with him. he did that because after everything, he trusts kabru now, and knows he can count on him

while laios doesnt give any big monologues about what he likes about kabru, its very clear he does, and we know what things laios values in other people. he appreciates kabrus social skills (very clear in the post canon comic in the adventurers bible), his intelligence, that kabru WANTS to be around him and understand him even though its difficult, his strength, and frankly he does appreciate his charm (three fucking panels straight of staring after him). laios really values people with specialized skillsets who are willing to tell him frankly what they think and advise him in areas he is weak in (something we see in his relationship with... i was gonna say namari but its everyone. he does this with everyone he likes. and in the resolution kabru does this CONSTANTLY he does not go a panel without giving laios his professional opinion on how to deal with people).

in conclusion: arent you hungry, kabru? let laios make something for you

[lmaowhatt]

utterly obsessed? - four

summary: actress y/n I/n has recently skyrocketed into stardom after her breakout film 'castaways' alongside sarah cameron, kevin hart, chris evans and chris hemsworth. weeks after the movies premiere, she drops her debut single, further cementing her place in the spotlight. as millions of people around the world begin to idolize her, and as she struggles with her own demons, she catches the attention of rafe cameron, who doesnt shy away from becoming utterly obsessed in what seems to be the cutest way possible. however, not everything goes as smooth as they both would've hoped.

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jj constant nagging hadnt stopped since the two of you had gotten into your car and had started route to sarah and john bs house, where the rest of the pogues—plus rafe—were meeting for a christmas eve dinner. "jj, shut up," you told him as you made a right turn onto sarahs street. "but why do i have to go," he groaned, throwing his head back onto the headrest of the passanger seat.

"because, sarah invited both of us." you stated as you parked on the side of the road opposite sarahs house. "i didnt get a text," the man furrowed his eyebrows, removing his seatbelt and crossing his arms over his chest. "well- you were invited through me. sarah said jb wants you there or something." you shrugged, removing your own seatbelt and stepping out of your car.

jj sarcastically threw his hand up in the air, "well in that case." you laughed, shoving his arm as he cracked a smile. the two of you approached the front door, sarah having given you the code for the gate at the front. "well? knock." jj ushered you forward slightly, "well- you knock." to this, jj furrowed his eyebrows.

"hell no, you were actually invited. knock," he insisted, raising your hand to hook your finger on the small ring on the wooden door. reluctantly, you knocked, stepping back shortly after. it only took a couple moments for john b to yank the door open, both he and jj smiling brightly as they embraced eachother in a bro hug.

you rolled you eyes with a smile as he approached you, "save the best for last," he whispered as a joke, wrapping an arm around your shoulders as you wrapped one around his mid back in a side hug. "obviously," you laughed as he led the two of you in.

once the two of you walked in, you noticed only pope and cleo were missing, presumably running late. you laughed as sarah ran up to you, embracing you in a hug, kie shortly behind her. "my girls," you beamed. "healed from the hangover?" kiara mentioned as she shooed sarah away, embracing you.

"barely," you pulled away with a smile. "your 'mans' constant talking didnt help," you raised your eyebrows at her, glancing at jj. "he tends to have that effect on people," she joked, patting your shoulders as as she walked to him, the two embracing in a hug with a small kiss being placed on her cheek.

you turned with a polite smile as rafe approached. you opened your arms for a hug, which he gracefully accepted. "howve you been?" you asked as the two of you pulled away. "ive been good, you?" he looked down at you, craning his head down slightly to hear you better. "good, nothing really happened in the three days since weve seen eachother," you laughed quietly, smiling as rafe let out his own chuckle.

"im gonna go get something to drink," you excused yourself as you walked with jj and kie to the kitchen area. sarah oohed quietly, lightly shoving rafes shoulder. john b was heard laughing in the background, rafe immediately knowing sarah had probably told him everything. "shut up," he grumbled, flicking her forehead and walking to the living room where his niece, noelle was.

cleo and pope had shown up only moments later, and now, a few hours had passed. the evening had gone smoothly, with dinner being a success and most of the conversation revolving around upcoming jobs and ideas for future hangouts between the group. it had settled into the kind of night where the conversation flowed easily, despite the untold secrets between some.

the clock in the living room had just barely ticked past 9 p.m., and everyone had moved from the dining room to now being sprawled out across the living room. the guys were sitting on the floor, their attention split between each other and the football game humming softly in the background. their eyes darted across the screen, watching intently as the game played on.

you and the girls were lounging on the couch, glasses of wine in hand. "sarah, seriously, stop," you muttered, feeling slightly flustered as she continued exaggerating kissy faces in your direction, teasing you and rafe, the latter of which was completely unaware. she could only laugh, completely unfazed. "it’s funny," she said with a grin. "well, to me, anyway."

her eyes shifted over to the guys, landing on noelle, who was curled up in rafe’s lap. half of her body hung off, looking relaxed, while rafe absentmindedly played with her blonde hair. "he loves that girl, i cant get over it." sarah mentioned, causing your eyes, along with the girls, to shift towards rafe. "its adorable, honestly." cleo said as her eyes landing on the pair. "hes a girl dad at heart," kie joked, erupting small laughs from you and the other girls.

jj tapped your lap from his spot on the floor. "we gotta go, you’re gonna miss your flight," he whispered, careful not to distract the other guys. you quickly glanced at the clock on the wall before turning back to him, nodding. "yeah, alright. let’s go," you said, loud enough for sarah and john b, the hosts, to hear.

everyone took their time getting up, with sarah being the first to approach you. "please don’t go," she joked, giving you a playful pout before pulling away. you smiled, feeling a little guilty. "i know, but my parents flew back to england for the holidays, and we promised to meet up." you explained as you started making the rounds, hugging everyone goodbye.

when you finally let go of pope, the last person you hugged, you approached noelle, who was propped up on rafes hip. "cant forget the princess, of course." you smiled, planting a small kiss to her cheek, erupting a giggle from her. then, you slipped on your winter boots and waited for jj to finish saying his goodbyes. "text me!" kie called out as you and jj made your way toward the front door.

"i will," you called back as jj closed the door behind him, the two of you now walking toward the car. once inside, with jj behind the wheel, you groaned. "i should've booked the flight later."

"you’ll live," jj teased with fake sympathy, to which you offered a sarcastic laugh. "yeah, ha ha. my flight’s at eleven. it takes at least nine hours to get to london," you said, clearly frustrated. jj nodded, suppressing a laugh at your complaints. "then! it's another almost hour to get home," you added with a groan, running a hand two your hair as you let it out of its simple updo.

jj furrowed his brows as he turned onto another side street. "which means?" he asked, looking at you like he didn’t quite get it. however, knowing him, he clearly did. you stared at him in disbelief. "i’ll get there like at four!" you exclaimed, smacking his shoulder. "hey, don’t touch the driver," he laughed, looking only mildly offended as he noticed your broody frustration seeping through.

you sighed dramatically. jj shrugged, his usual caring tone now replaced with playful teasing. he bit his bottom lip to suppress a laugh. "dont laugh," you warned. "trust me, one day ill drag you to england and watch you suffer with the jet lag."

jj held a hand to his chest, gasping in fake offense. "dont threaten me with a good time," he joked, only to realize his words barely made any sense. you brought your lips to a thin line, "i bet you thought that was a good joke, huh?" you rasied your eyebrows expectantly, jj now approaching the packed airport. "wasnt my best work," he shurgged as he pulled into a very surprisingly empty parking space.

he shifted gears into park, shutting the car off as the both of you removed your seatbelts and exited the car. "got everything?" he shoved his hands into his pockets as he watched you grab your backpack from the backseat, then moving to lug your suitcase out of the trunk. "think so," you mumbled. "no funny business at our apartment, alright?" a light smile made its way to your face as you pointed a stern finger at him, pulling a smile onto his lips as well.

"of course not," he pulled you into a hug, "love you, call or text me when you land alright?" you pulled away with a laugh, nodding with a small look of deja vu at his protectiveness over you, "and here i thought moving across the country would get me away from my overprotective brother." you tilted your head at him with a smile. he threw his head back with small laugh, now fully pulling away "had to take over y'know?" he smiled. you took hold of your suitcase, waving a hand at jj as you walked away, watching as he waved back and got into your car.

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[amourjins]

✦ LATE NIGHT WALK? — k.mj

summary. a late night walk with your best friend, minji! ..except, theres a twist.

pair. non-idol!bsf!minji x fem!reader

content ahead. fluff, (best) friends-to-lovers, wlw, GAYS!!!!, theyre both silly, just a small bit of texting!

notes. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA who couldve guessed! surprise !! take this while you wait for tg…cause ive been procrastinating it a LOT…. (not proofread as we all know.. i proofread on a good day [which is never])

you lie awake in bed as the time read 12:37. you sighed, you didnt want to go to sleep, but you didnt have anything else to do, either.

until, that is, you felt your phone vibrate—a notification. you first shrugged it off, thinking it was some random app you didnt use anymore, but was way too lazy to delete it. after a few seconds, you decided to see what it was, and to your surprise, the notification was a text from your the one and only, kim minji! aka your best(est) friend (ever).

you could feel your tiredness just disappear all in the span of that minute.

you immediately got up from bed once you hearted the text, turning the lights on as you walked to your closet. you didnt want to keep minji waiting, so you figured you would just keep it casual with a shirt and jeans or something.

once you finally got ready, you did some finishing touches before grabbing your phone and bag, and dashing out of there excitedly. when you exited your apartment complex, there she was, in all her glory—minji!

“minji-ah!” you whisper-shouted as you swore she turned her head to you in the blink of an eye. she took her hands out of her pockets and waved at you, smiling brightly. you rushed over, embracing her in a hug as she froze, blushing a little.

“hi!—” she giggled before hugging you back tightly. you let go after a few seconds, making her pout. you didnt notice, though. you were too busy looking around the streets of seoul, wondering where you two should head first.

“mm, follow me!” you spoke, which caught the tall girl off guard, but she immediately followed after you, catching up as she walked beside you. the night sky always had you mesmerized.. but there something—someone else that had you even more mesmerized.

and it was minji.

maybe you started to develop feelings for her over these past few months with her…

you were pretty much certain that she didnt like you back. and as much as that hurt, you had to deal with it. being best friends with her is enough already, and youre grateful. but at the same time, what if she liked you back? it would.. yeah itd probably hurt to confess. but it was now or never, right? now just seemed like the perfect moment.

“crosswalk, idiot!” she reminded as she halted your movements, making you snap out of your thoughts. “oops!.. sorry,” you looked away in embarrassment as she scoffed jokingly.

you silently turned your head back to her. she was looking at the sky, and the scenery around. god, she was insanely pretty. prettier than the scenery around. prettier than anything around.

you tapped her shoulder to get her attention once you were able to cross as you two crossed the street together. your hands suddenly brushed against each other slightly, and even that made minji blush.. you were both equally down bad for each other!

once at the other side, minji’s fingers crawled on your palm before she interlocked her hand with yours, the action making you stunned, but, you werent complaining. who would?

“all the stores are closed.. aw,” minji sighed, pointing at the stores to your left as you two walked past them after a few seconds. “but you know, the convenience stores are still open.” you spoke, as she let out an agreeing “oohh..” followed by a nod. “lets head there then? hope you dont mind the walk though..” she smiled. “as long as im with you, i wouldnt mind at all!” you grinned.

after a short 12 minutes of walking and talking, you guys finally arrived at the convenience store while still holding hands. minji was the first to step in as you came in right after, greeting the staff that stood at the register.

“so, yn..i have, uh,, something to tell you.” minji explained as you two walked out of the convenience store. you and minji spent a decent amount of time in there, talking while having snacks. you two had a great time, and she even paid for everything.. and when you thought you couldnt crush on her more than before.

“oh,” you gulped, suddenly nervous and sweat was trickling down your forehead as you nodded, “i have.. something to tell to you.. as well?” you questioned—yourself. she took a deep breath before continuing, “lets say it at the same time?

“yeah. same time.. same time,” you breathed.

“on 1, okay?”

“3 - 2 - 1–”

“i like you, yn!��

“i like you!”

“wait, what?” you awkwardly giggled, raising an eyebrow at minji. she had her head turned, obviously away from you. her face was bright red…and so was yours.

“..y���youre for real?” minji muttered, not daring to make eye contact. she was looking everywhere but your direction. “what do you think, idiot?” you joked.

“so,, were dating now, right?”

“yeah.. yeah!”

“ill walk you home then?”

“thats absurd, kim minji! spend more time with your new girlfriend, will you?”

“g-girlfriend.. right! yes, okay.”

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project meridian loop theory

oohhh boy, we're back with me putting on a tinfoil hat and yapping about theories again

this is, of course, about the newest Project Meridian audio, so spoilers for that!!

(putting everything under the cut because theres a LOT)

JESUS CHRIST. okay. thats a lot. lots to unpack here mhm yep.

okay guys hear me out: Asset is stuck in a time or a simulation loop

bear with me im about to get REALLY nerdy with this BUT

Star Trek: The Next Generation, Season 5 Episode 18 — "Cause and Effect" is a time loop episode. the entire crew gets caught in a time loop for about 27 days (but they obviously dont realize this until theyre out of the loop) the loop always begins with Captain Picard's personal log, and always ends with the accidental destruction of the Enterprise brought on by their warp core exploding due to being damaged while attempting to get away from an incoming ship that lost control of its direction

throughout the episode, each time the loop resets, the crew experiences intense deja vu, brought on by the fact that theyre reliving the same day over and over. theyre able to predict small events that happen (what cards come next in a poker game, Beverly predicting Geordi coming into Sick Bay, etc)

AND in one iteration of the loop, the crew figures out that theyre IN a time loop, and devise a method to avoid getting hit by the previously mentioned ship, which would set off the chain reaction of the warp core exploding

they do this method by using big brain science time knowledge that im too tired to understand, but basically the motif of the number 3 starts showing up in the next loop reset, and when the Enterprise is once again faced with only two choices to get away from the incoming ship, Data realizes that the reoccurring 3s are connected to Commander Riker (who has three pips to signify his rank)

(for context, in every loop where the Enterprise gets destroyed, the Captain followed Data's plan of using the tractor beam to steer the incoming ship away from the Enterprise. Riker's plan was to depressurize the cargo bays) Data follows through with Riker's plan, and this time the Enterprise doesnt explode (yippee!!)

you might be thinking, "Vinn, you just explained the entire episode to us. what does that have to do with project meridian??"

well, using instances from "Cause and Effect," we can compare them to some instances that just happened in "Something's Wrong"

— the second phone call could be an outside attempt to break Asset from the time/simulation loop

— Asset knowing who the Solitaires are despite not having access to information on them could be from another loop where James told them who the Solitaires are, and Asset remembering

— the phone at the end could signify the end/restart of the loop

— Asset's uneasiness about the Meridian in the beginning of the audio and their want to "seek approval" before entering it ( could be brought on by them somewhat remembering whats happened in previous loops)

— the first phone call (the one James picks up), theres some spooky ooky ambience in the background (could be that the phone is a conduit to the "real" timeline/world and only Asset is able to pick up on that??)

— when Asset and James leave the first room and enter a new area, someone on the PA makes an announcement for the Deltas. this announcement glitches, but James doesnt seem to notice, as he continues talking (i cant quite make it out, but it almost sounds like someone else is saying something?) (again, it could be interference from outside of the loop attempting to reach Asset)

— when stepping out of the elevator, someone brings James "the latest simulation report." again, outside interference/echoes from a previous loop perhaps trying to signal to Asset that theyre stuck in a simulation

— phone at the end also as someone saying "pick up" or "wake up," didnt realize until someone pointed it out. its very faint, but its there (again, could be someone attempting to break Asset out of the loop)

one thing that i find interesting (thats not related to the loop theory) is that James says the force in the Meridian "diverts demons away" and "breaks human minds" when usually demons are allowed through the Meridian and humans just. die. then again, we have no idea when PM takes place, so it could be normal if this is like,,, a good number of years in the future

uhh hashtag yeah. im perfectly sane guys :3

[thebestjjenthusiast]

narcotic

where y/n run away from her home country a few years back, forgetting her past completely and starting a new life in the OBX. along with the pogues - her family, she spends all of her time having fun, and a part of that routine is the rivalry between them and the kooks, and the endless flirt with JJ.

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y/n is a person that if youd ask one of her friends to describe her to you, theyd say shes creative, confident but mostly, friendly.

when shes talking about her friendship with the people around her, you can just understand that she values it more than her own life.

although kildare is a small island, with beautiful sights and a beach about ten feet away from you at all times, whenever she gets the chance to sit on a rooftop and enjoy life from far away, she seizes it. whether it means spending her time on there with her dear friends, or alone.

its not rare for her friends and she to argue about what movie theyre going to watch on their free nights. while sarah is arguing with kie about whether theyre going to watch a romance-comedie or a national geographic documentary, she just hopes a tom cruise movie will pop up in the recommendations so she can watch her favourite genre -with her favourite actor- thrilling, adrenaline-rushing, adventure movies.

its often for people to want to get to know her better, befriending her, and so they throw compliments all over her. mostly about her looks, her style and her aesthetic but she never seems surprised. what touches her heart as a compliment is any compliment about her personality. and that goes for the people around her too of course, she would rather not say anything if its not about someones personality.

as y/n is from a small european country, which is the home of every pretty olympian god’s statue, she admires whenever she comes across one. she didnt always use to enjoy observing them, but after she went away, every little thing that reminds her if her origins and her home makes her nostalgic.

you can easily catch y/n listening to her favourite rock albums whatever shes doing. whether thats getting ready, taking a shower, studying or even moving from one room to another.

one day, the friendgroup was discussing, “if we were a mythical creature, anything, what would we be?” they had all agreed on kie being a mermaid, jj being an alien (from mars specifically), pope a mummy and y/n a vampire.

a lot of her previous friendships and relationships with people in general have suddenly stopped, the moment y/n started sensing that someone is being ignorant. shed always complain to her closest friends about how much she hates ignorant people, and the feeling that comes with that that makes her feel invisible.

whenever the weather in the obx is a little chilly and breezy, y/n would be at the patio, music being almost not noticed by anyone a foot away from her, but she would enjoy listening to her favourite song, “everybody’s chaning” by the keane and just sitting back and relaxing.

another deep conversation shes had with john b on a very late night, they agreed that if their lives were a book, y/n would be the villain. but not in the actual villain way, in the way that in the beginning the reader would have a gut feeling about her but in the end theyll end up loving her more than the hero itself.

lastly, the obx is where y/n belongs. if she were to be in another place, she’d grab her belongings and catch the first ferry to the obx and run to the château in an instant.

and that pretty much sums up y/n as a person and a friend.

an: okayyyy first time tumblring how do we feel? is that good? anything would be appreciated, from support to suggestions to hate. i want to know how to be better and hyyave some motivation doing something nice with my time (because im bored of just reading rafe aus when im a jj girly but i think ive read EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM!!!)

[z0n1x]

shitty soundpage commentary 2!

part 1:

https://www.tumblr.com/z0n1x/775758866285838336/ok-meowrther-fucker-where-doing-this-where-making

all the good stuff is under the cut!

IS HE FINALLY GONNA GET HIS BEC KILL??

why is bec blanc glowing yellow???

LMAOOOO THEY LOOK SO SCARED

its lalonde suicide time!!!!

huh i guess hope can do like anything so protecting the point with it isnt out of the question but then why didnt jake do something like this earlier

also you cant see it but jane is MASHING that button the laser goes like 5 different times

why does one of them have funko pop proportions??? did jade do that?

her goose is FULL ON CHARCOAL at this point

okay what the fuck?? maybe like with all the bodies she considered all of the dead soldiers one organism and “healed” all of them by fusing them together???? or maybe it’s just cool and im over thinking it

hmmm wouldn’t the dead trolls eyes turn white? maybe i heard this wrong but i thought dead troll bodies eyes turned white when they died and their ghost self reflected this

also THE LITTLE :3 FACED OLIVE TROLL EVEN IN DEATH LOLL

the true biggest loss….. his pizza also is he wearing cat paw slippers?

what if….. we were both D:, and we ran into the sunset together 0////0

after everything….. you can still see your mustache

how does the mustache…. you know what ill go with it

“riiiiiight here please you cant mess this up there is literally 0 chance you cant hit this unless jane has started building a death star”

awwww shit jasperose was right :/

how the hell did she get johns phone???

god the artstyle difference is crazy

also i just noticed (vriska) got a tavros style haircut

HELL YES THEY FINALLY GET TO LEAVE

lmao

I CANT CONVEY HOW COOL THIS MOMENT IS GO WATCH IS YOURSELF!

blue (vriska) shading (light) compared to earliers purple (rose) shading on roses face

just a cool detail

HOLY FUCKING SHIT

hmmmm im stuck between thinking this is just like extra godtier vriska or ult!vriska…

let me say though that the way that she stole rose’s knowledge of what was going to happen away from her is very thief of light-y

and of course stealing the spotlight…

bec blanc is way bigger than i thought if theres someone in there piloting it when their that small

AHHHH WITH KARKAT BEHEADING IT AND THE BLOOD RED COLOR ALREADY BEING ALL OVER BEC BLANC ITS JUST SO COOL

hmmmm new fire motif? im into it but it feels sort of out of left field for vriska

this new design is so cool yall

ohh lol i get it sun over the moon

but also with the increase in red in the design and her trying to message terezi i wonder if shes going to talk about terezi more since a big accent color for terezi was red and they had matching red shoes and stuff

i do like what they did with the eight to infinity thing and im glad theyre using it more in this new era of vriska if youll pardon my bs

also: more fire

AW SHIT SHES GOING FOR THE BIG GOAL

AAAAAAND

SHE SCORES!! (????????)

WILL IT BE JUST! WILL IT BE HEROIC (probably not) FIND OUT NEXT TIME LIKE IN A MONTH!

lol if you read all of this thanks for listening to me quote memes and badly theorize for a bit!

and if future me is reading this to see what i thought was going to happen: did i get anything right? ;3

part one: https://www.tumblr.com/z0n1x/775758866285838336/ok-meowrther-fucker-where-doing-this-where-making

byyyyyye!

[sixflame438]

Sunshine Season

Synopsis - Valentines day with your girlfriend in a field of her favorite flowers

Pairing - Danielle x Reader

Tags - Established relationship, VERY late valentines post, a few kisses, went to a sunflower field like 3 weeks ago now and thought of Modani straight away, horribly proofread its almost 3am im tired

Wordcount - 3756

Red as a colour was overrated. Its not that you didnt like the colour you just thought there were better ones out there. Like yellow for instance.

It was bright, it was happy and it was also her favourite colour, in fact if you were to describe her with only one word you’d pick yellow. Danielle was the epitome of Yellow.

You couldn’t say you were a big fan of the colour to begin with but in your defence it was everywhere, falling was inevitable.

Yellow was in the sky when you woke up in the morning, it was in the stars you saw at night. Yellow was the colour of the road markings you’d follow on your way to school, it was the colour of the bananas you’d eat at lunch and the minion themed lunchbox you stored them in, the print on the lid long since faded. Yellow was also the colour of her school bag, the same one shes had since you both started and somehow the colours were still as bright as day one, just like her.

Danis presence was easygoing and carefree, easily lighting up every room she walked into, just like the sun. You would always see her around with her small group of friends, each one reflecting the confidence and optimism that Dani carried herself with. It was infectious, really.

The more the colour lingered, the more you noticed it and the more you grew to appreciate it.

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“Are we there yet?”

“Not yet”

The gentle hum of the engine contrasted the rubble being deflected as the tires rolled over top, you’d occasionally dip and bounce in your seat as you ran over pot holes in the road.

“Are we there yet?”

“Baby you just asked that a minute ago, and the minute before that. AND the minute before that”

“Im sorryyy” Dani says with an adorable pout, one you caught in the corner of your eyes, before continuing with the same enthusiastic tone she had when you told her you were taking her somewhere shed love. “But im just so excited!! You know I LOVE surprises and I just have this feeling that this year will be the best valentines date we have EVER had!”

A short chuckle escapes your lips as you shake your head back and forth in disbelief. “Dani you say that every year though”

“And im right everytime” She replies with a huff, turning her head out the passenger seat window.

Gasp “Look!! Its so yellowy over there in the distance!! I wonder what that is…”

You bite the side of your cheek to hold down the smirk threatening to show, keeping the facade of innocence as if you didnt already know what that was. After a few more minutes of driving it dawns on your girlfriend that that was exactly where you were headed.

“OH MY GOD ARE WE GOING TO THE YELLOW?? YAYYYYYYY”

The loud squeal scares you for a second, so much that you almost swerved into the ditch on the side of the road.

Sometimes you forgot just how loud Danielle could be especially when she was excited. Rookie mistake.

Not long after your near miss you turned off the main road and followed a sign with arrows, clearly written in bold black paint leading you down a dirt path with tire marks along it. You drove past a few rustic, run down farmhouses and barns before you reached the “carpark” section of the property, right beside the giant patch of yellow and greens. Now that you were closer it was evident what you had just drove to, a sunflower field.

“N/N IS THAT A SUNFLOWER FIELD?!?! I LOVE SUNFLOWERS THEYRE SO PRETTY!!” Dani squeals once again before leaning over towards the drivers seat to place a kiss on your cheek, the area turning a light shade of pink that slowly spread to the other.

It doesnt take much before youre both out of the car and walking towards the wooden archway with an entrance sign nailed to the top. An older lady greets the two of you with a light head nod and a smile so bright it could match the one on your girlfriends face right now. “Good afternoon ladies welcome to the sunflower farm!”

The lady proceeds to give you both a quick rundown of the rules and you pay the small entrance fee, happily treading towards the flowers you adored, hand in hand with your girlfriend who you also adored more than anything.

Glancing over the sea of green and yellow, youre amazed by the sight. The flowers of different heights, the petals that have fallen off due to the wind or even how the plant is starting to droop and shrink into itself. All the details you could see from being there in person was nothing like the pictures you saw online.

Even on the drive here you could tell that there were way too many sunflowers to count but seeing them up close in the fields that spanned god knows how long you couldnt help but be in awe. The weather you were in was also a big help in amplifying the scenery.

The sun shining from above making everything brighter and clearer, the bright blue skies and the fluffy white white clouds, all adding to the backdrop. You felt like you were in a fantasy movie where the protagonist was discovering a new world of colour, one much more enticing than the last.

Peeking over to Dani you can tell she’s mesmerised too by the wide eyed expression she has on her face and how she hasnt spoken a word since you walked inside of the field.

Following her line of sight you notice theres a bee crawling around and over the plants head. Its a fat little bumblebee with wings as skinny as its legs, you question how its even able to fly.

Slowly and carefully you notice Danielle reach into her pockets and pull out her phone but before she could even open the camera app the subject of the photo flew away.

“Awww bye bye bee…” Dani says as she pouts beside you, arms dropping down to her sides in defeat.

Tugging at her hand you lead her away, going deeper into the fields.

“Wow we should really take more photos, this place is so post worthy”

“YOU are already post worthy enough cutie” You say cheekily sending her an air kiss

“If you wanted a kiss just say so baby” And true to her words Danielle turns and places one on your lips. She runs off straight after that leaving you smiling like an idiot.

Danielle had always had that effect on you, never able to have a bad moment last long since she was always radiating joy and warmth. When exposed to something long enough you begin to build tolerance for it but nope, if anything you grew weaker for Dani everyday. Her smile, her confidence, everything. Youd follow her blindly no matter where she went.

Contrary to the statement though you couldnt do that if you had lost sight of your girlfriend, Dani had long since hidden in between the climbing stalks of the sunflowers, her curly hair no where to be seen.

And you would totally go find her but your attention is taken when you spot a small gazebo not that far away.

Sunflower bouquets here

Absolutely brilliant you were so going to get Dani one for the occasion (you wouldve gotten a bunch even if it wasnt valentines)

Plus red aint that good a colour anyway and roses on valentines were a bit boring to you. Theres a reason you took her here instead of going to the many establishments decorated in red.

It was also more meaningful too. If you had the chance why wouldn’t you buy your partner a bouquet of their favorite flowers? Youd already come this far for a field of them it would be dumb to not take some home.

Upon reaching the tent youre greeted by an older man wearing muddy gumboots, a clear sign of a farmer.

“Hey there were you looking to get some flowers?” He had a gruff tone of voice but you could feel the undercurrent of tenderness behind it.

“Uhm yea i was hoping to get one for my girlfriend if thats alright”

“Of course all you need to do is take these cutters and find the flowers you want. Take them back here and ill wrap them up for you. Hot tip the ones in the section over here are the best” says the farmer pointing towards the nearest the field.

“I see thank you very much” you reply, grabbing a pair of cutters from the table.

Strolling through the field you find plenty of beautiful sunflowers, some not so much. Ensuring you pick out only the best for Dani you closely examine each one before carefully snipping it from its stem.

As youre doing this you wonder where said girlfriend ended up. Its not like its been horribly long since you last saw each other but its just a little weird you havent heard anything from her yet. Usually even if nothings happening thered be a text waiting.

Back at the tent, flowers in hand you pass the them over to the old farmer who then placed the flowers on a stack of coloured paper.

“White and pink flowers to go with the yellow?” He asks as he signals to the bucket beside him, different types of flowers in multitudes of shades inside.

“Yes please whatever works the best”

And with a nod the man gets to work, diligently creating a bouquet for you.

“Not going to get any roses for your girlfriend? Its valentines after all”

A short chuckle accompanies your answer “Nah not really a fan of giving roses to be honest, i think theyre a bit boring. Everyone gives them, why should i have to follow that? There are better flowers out there and even better colours. Plus the sunflower is actually her favorite flower.” A smile gracing your features as you remember all the times Dani mentioned how much she loved them.

The old man stops to laugh, a bellowing roar loud enough to scare a person. Shaking his head in disbelief he continues to craft up the bouquet.

“You sound a lot like me you know, im not a fan of red much either i like green a lot more and i didnt give many roses to my girlfriend on valentines. Each year would be a different kind, orchids, tulips, gardenias. You name it i probably gave her them.” The old man says chuckling at the thought, fondness evident in his voice.

“And then i found out she loved sunflowers the most so thats all id get her on valentines. Its crazy how much she loves those flowers.”

You couldnt help but ask “What happened to the girlfriend?” Hesitation making your voice waver.

“Shes not my girlfriend anymore but she will always be my valentine” replies the man wiping away a faux tear from his eyes.

Curiosity churns in your head as you put the pieces together. “So the lady at the entrance…”

“Mhm” nodding along to confirm your thoughts “and then we got this place, you can tell just how much she loves them alone by the fact weve had this place for so many years now, decades even”

“Oh wow. Thats-“ A ringing phone in your pocket interrupts your thoughts.

Sunshine ☀️💕

You quickly excuse yourself from the man who just gives you a knowing smile.

“Hey baby whered you go?”

Theres a short blurt of silence before you get an answer, danis voice quiet with embarrassment. “N/n i got lost…” You can just imagine the adorable pout on her face as she speaks.

Your unoccupied hand automatically goes up to your face, rubbing your temples as if you were shocked but deep down you shouldn’t have been surprised at all.

“How did you even do that? Do i even want to know?”

“…..So you remember how i couldnt get a photo of the bee? After i ran off i waited for you to catch up but then saw a bee and followed it around.”

“And then…?”

“And then i got lost”

You mentally slap yourself for expecting otherwise. “Do you know where you are? “Did you end up getting the photo of the bee?”

“I just told you im lost i dont know where i am” you hear your girlfriend whine from the otherside.

“Theres just really tall sunfowers everywhere its like a maze or something i cant see past them. And no i didnt get the bee, it flew away”

You couldnt decide whether you should be laughing or pitying her, the situation quite amusing to you. “Alright ill try find you, sit tight dont panic okay?”

“Okie thanks y/n. I love you”

“Love you too”

With a sigh and a huff you return your attention to the man with your flowers, eagerly waiting for you to finish your call.

“All goods?”

“She got lost in the sunflower maze” you report, still a little incredulous to the fact.

The farmer acknowledges with an understanding nod clearly not the first time hes seen someone get stuck.

“Well here are your flowers miss, good luck finding her. Stick to the left, youll get out eventually”

Handing over a bit of cash you gratefully thank the farmer for the bouquet and go off on your merry way towards the flower maze, hope in your heart that youd find your girlfriend quick.

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“Oh my knight in shining light how ive missed you” exaggerated Dani floundering around like a lady in distress before hugging you tight.

“Sunflowers for my sunshine” you say in a chirpy tone as you hand over the bouquet of flowers you picked out yourself (with the farmers help to arrange ofc but she didnt need to know that) “Happy valentines day baby”

“Aww youre so sweet n/n” your girlfriend replies cheerfully, pinching your cheeks before placing a kiss on them. The pain from the pinch dissipating immediately.

“These are absolutely beautiful thank you baby”

“Anything for you my lady”

“We should take some photos of-“

Without hesitation you pull out your phone and get to work, taking multiple photos of your girlfriend in different angles.

Danielle is quick to adapt, not minding it at all as she begins to pose with the flower bouquet and the ones surrounding you, always trying to create different moves everytime.

After finishing your photoshoot with the flowers (of which would be the first to many more) you take a scroll through the pictures you had taken, Danielles head resting on your shoulder as she peeked her head over in curiosity.

“The natural lighting really does your beauty justice babe these photos were a brilliant idea.”

“You know I meant take more photos of the flowers but this works too” Marsh corrected with a giggle as embarrassment floods your face. Giving it a poke has her fingertips heating up too.

“Come on n/n lets go see what else this place has” your girlfriend cheerfully says as she pulls you by the hand, your legs following her request before your mind could even register it.

The two of you explored all the field had to offer, making sure to stop at each new thing you found. And it wouldn’t be a day out with Dani if there weren’t even more photos taken. Sneakily stolen photos every time Danielle got distracted by a bee or butterfly, smiley selfies taken casually as you looped an arm around you girlfriends neck and placed a kiss on her cheek, all moments that youd happily look back on.

A very cool thing the sunflower field had were these random features that you could interact and take photos with.

A random wooden door? Hell yea.

A shiny red tractor? The colour could be better but what was a farm without one?

A giant painting frame to take aesthetic photos? Absolutely brilliant. A giant wood cut out where you could stick your face behind some flowers? More entertaining for kids but they make for funny photos.

There was also a large metal sunflower in the middle of the field, the paint chipping off and the material rusting as you took the photos. You swear you could see a piece midfall in the background of the photos you took.

Each new sculpture was a new set of pictures. Dani posing with the sunflower bouquet or Dani doing random poses or just Dani serving her face card as if its the most normal thing in the world. Your phone now with the added abundance of your girlfriend, you really needed to get more storage soon.

And of course youd take part in the photo taking too. Except since you couldnt beat your girlfriend in terms of beauty you compensated by being silly. You didnt need to look pretty to have fun.

Like for example instead of being in the photo frame you thought…..outside of the box, choosing to climb onto the frame and droop like a sloth, stomach down on a branch.

And with the random door in the middle of no where you (somehow) manage to climb up and hang upside down from your legs. Safe to say that shoot didnt last long as Dani kept telling you to get down, fearing you would fall.

Sitting IN the tractor? Boring. How about STANDING and ON the tractor? Your stroke of genius led you to clamber on to the roof of the tractor, standing high and proud with your arms in a Y shape like you had just conquered the world.

The only thing missing was your girl beside you but someone had to take the photos and the sunflower field wasnt all that busy. Not that you were complaining of course, it meant more peace and quiet for you and your girlfriend, allowing you to fully enjoy the atmosphere.

This cycle of stunts continued at each station. Each goofy antic never failing to make Dani laugh a lil more than the last, albeit it would also make her slightly more worried too but that’s not the point.

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“Quick quick theres a bee there too” you whisper shout trying to catch her attention without scaring the bee off

Danielles quick to react with a loud squeal as she spots the aforementioned insect but like earlier it flies off before dani could catch it.

Modani ever the determined girl had been trying to get a photo of a bee ever since she got to the field. Yet as you walked around the place she just couldnt capture the bee.

It had been about 2 hours since you both arrived and not once had you successfully got a bee photo. At the rate you were going, youd never be able to get one. But you pushed on, defeated and tired but you would always support your girlfriend in her endeavours.

“Man its so hot today im starting to burn” you complain ruffling your shirt in an attempt to cool yourself down. An ice cream would be good around about now.

“You silly goose thats why you should’ve worn a hat. You even told me multiple times to bring one and yet you didnt bring one yourself”

“I just left it on the table on accident” came the quiet grumble from you, clearly a little annoyed by your actions.

“Hey theres a bench in the shade over there, lets go take a rest”

The aforementioned bench was perched on a small hill, not so steep youd rather stay at the bottom but still tall enough for you have high ground. From up there you could see the sunflower field in its entirety the details still evident despite you being further away now. To the left was the tractor and over there was the maze you had rescued Danielle out of, the path to escape looking much easily then it felt escaping.

Sitting in the loveseat and overlooking the fields, the warmth from the sun making you feel full of optimism and hope as you cling onto her tighter, her head resting on your shoulder both arms wrapped around the sunflower bouquet you got her.

Scanning the fields once more, you grow even more appreciative that something like this existed not far from the city. It was a nice break from your normal life, always busy and loud but here in the beauty of nature and the the peaceful chill of the wind you felt free. It really was refreshing being here and you couldn’t have come at a better time with a better person.

Out of no where you hear what you thought was a buzzing sound of a bee, tensing up on the spot, eyes flickering from side to side trying to find the insect but still staying still so that you didnt make Danielle uncomfortable. Its when you took a look down at your girlfriend that your realised she was the one producing the sound as she had started sleeping. Seems the day had worn her out just as much as it did to you.

Wow she really is the prettiest girl

You loved Dani more than you could ever express. You weren’t as bright and cheerful like she was and you definitely couldnt be the beacon of hope your sun was, gracing everything with its optimism and energy. But you didnt need to be, there can only be one large star in the sky. You were happy being the sunflower, loyally following and facing the sun at all times, admiring its presence like its all you were capable of doing.

After Danielle woke up youd finish your date, maybe get some ice cream as well while you were at it. You weren’t sure how much youd enjoy the second half of your day. But if it went anything like the first you were sure it would be an amazing day with your bae. You were glad youd come here and something inside was telling you to to come back again next year, maybe even follow the footsteps of the old couple and have a sunflower farm.

It was a mere idea for the future, one that shone as bright as your girlfriend, sleeping soundly in the sunlight.

[nogenderbee]

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ 𝕄𝕦𝕥𝕦𝕒𝕝 𝕓𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤 ₊˚ˑ༄

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ daily anon request: I finally get to request ddic MY TIMES BOUT A SHINE !! !! !! !

OKAY, OKAY, how about the ddlc girls and reader (gender neutral) in which reader has been pining the girls for 2 years? But reader didnt know that girls has been pining reader too!

(pining basically means infatuated or deeply inlove where you think its not possible to be together🤓🤭)

Just angst then comfort at the end, like they snaps and confesses to reader when theyre both arguing and readers like "damn, you feel the same way?"

SEPARATE ‼️🙏🏻

Also, what would be your fave char in ddlc? Mine would be monika! She's the sweetest💕💕

-daily! Anon

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ OMG LET'S GOOO DDLC!!

Also- ARE WE TWINSIES OR SOMETHING?! Monika is my favorite too!! At the beginning I was like "oooh Monika is the one I want ^^" AND I FELT SO BETRAYED WHEN I COULDN'T WRITE A POEM FOR HER ToT

It's alright tho, she got her ending <3

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ fluff

✧ Sayori isn't the most obvious at letting someone know she has a crush on them... she's usually pretty secret with it even if she tries to be obvious

✧ and apparently, your signs are too small for her as well because she doesn't see anything that could boost her confidence and get her to confess to you!

✧ so when one day you have a fight about whayever, as long as it's serious one, she feels it's harder to keep her emotions in with every passing second

"I'm trying my best, okey? It feels like you're completely blind to my work!"

"I'm not blind! Listen, I get you may need attention but you can't blame me for not noticing the tiniest details!"

"Except it's not details! You think why I'm always rushing towards wending machine when you say you're thirst or hungry? Or why I smile so brightly when I see you?!"

"Huh? Well.... wait.. are you.."

"Yes..! Maybe I did feel for you but-"

"Wait, you too-?"

✧ during your fight the girl probably began to get a bit emotional and the only thing that stopped her from changing into crying mess was your sudden confession

✧ it's pretty obvious she was a bit shocked at your blunt answer, both shocked that you didn't noticed her hints and that you actually felt the same when she tried noticing something for past 2 YEARS if not more!

✧ in the end tho, she's truly happy you two can finally be together like she always dreamed about~

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@hayillaaaaaaa - come get your hungry sleepyhead!

✧ Yuri's hints are actually very easy to miss, even if she's trying her best to make you notice them

✧ she's quite shy so even if you give her obvious clue, she'll wait for you to notice hers first... unless lots of time passes, then she'll try to confess...

✧ but before that, she's just gonna quietly admire you from afar... and you seem to be blind because how do you not notice her little acts of service she does only for you?

✧ so when the two of you have small fight, she tried replying calmly but her tone and way with words was still harsh and firm

"I didn't do anything. Someone else must've done it. I admit, I used spare keys to your locker, but only to give you somethign sweet..."

"Sweet? There wasn't anything like that! Why would you even want to give me that without ocassion?!"

"Well I... just wanted to see you happy and... to notice..."

"Notice what, huh?"

"N-Notice that I like.. you..."

✧ she probably accidentally mumbled it out to avoid you getting too mad at her... she prefered to admit to her feelings than let you hate her for something she didn't do, mean or want

✧ under bangs, she's definitely blushing like crazy after what she just did

✧ but hearing your reassurance and how you feel, quickly makes her smile softly, but also adds to the blush.. just a little bit~

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@hayillaaaaaaa - come get your shy bookworm~

✧ Natsuki knows her hints are easy to miss... but even then, she had no plans on changing the way they are

✧ she's not gonna be lovey dovey! Even if you give her quite obvious hints, she's not gonna confess... she might make her hints w tad bit more obvious tho...

✧ like giving you a special treatment that no one else gets, hoping you'll notice how she feels

✧ but when you don't, even she can get annoyed! Especially when she doesn't notices a single of your clues!

"You're just so blind!! Why even are you getting someone flowers?!"

"Well to confess of course! I think it's nice addition..."

"Then why didn't you just said you're not interested?! I've been giving you special treatment just to discover you don't feel the same!?"

"But the flowers were for you-"

"Exactly! You- wait, what...?"

✧ you got her shocked and emberassed she had to admit to her feelings in literal argument...

✧ but hey, at least she's calm down because she doesn't have to deal with your bluntness and worrying about her crush!

✧ so it all ends well if you ask her~ tho she probably won't admit to that so easily

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@hayillaaaaaaa - come get your tsundere!

✧ Monika thinks she's quite obvious with her hints, she's so flirty, yet she gets how you'd miss them since she limits them to not make anyone uncomfortable by accident

✧ but she's not giving up! She's patient, so she's ready to wait as long as you're not running to anyone else

✧ but poor girl is so in love, she thinks your hints aren't really thinks and it's just her crush acting up!

✧ and oh how surprised was she when you two ended up in calm yet slightly heated argument

"Why did you even do that?!"

"I didn't mean anything bad by doing it! I simply wanted to make your day easier..."

"Well it obviously didn't work!"

"I'm sorry I just... I wanted to do something nice for the one I love..."

"You didn-! 'The one you love'...?"

✧ in the end she had no choice but to admit to it if she didn't wanted to loose the most important person in her life... so she was willing to just admit to it

✧ and you bet she felt so happy when you returned her feelings and the argument turned out to be just a big misunderstanding

✧ plus, she can finally be with you! So she's proudly admitting all you both went to was worth the ending~

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@hayillaaaaaaa - come get your perfect pianist~

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

WIBTA for breaking things off with a long distance FWB before their visit? (nsfwish)

i (x,27) have been chatting on and off with an online friend for maybe five or six months with M (x,23). we met in an nsfw online community so our relationship was pretty flirty right from the jump and quickly became sexual, though because of the sizeable distance between us, it was always restricted to online. when things first started we talked a lot more frequently, sometimes in a flirty way and sometimes in just a casual friend way, but over time our relationship cooled. i started seeing someone irl (they know about M and vice versa ofc) but around that same time that we sorta made things official, M started talking about coming to visit, which made me wonder if they werent as okay with this new relationship as they said. we'd discussed very loosely the idea of seeing one another irl before, but suddenly those plans started becoming very real and i started to worry. i didnt and honestly dont know how i feel about it anymore. the idea of meeting them in person is still kinda exciting, as theyre a friend and i would like to get to hang out with them, but i wonder now if theyve noticed the dynamic between us has changed a lot since we first started talking, moreso since i have a partner i devote a greater share of my time to, and i worry theyre expecting something from me that im not sure i can give them anymore. i want to talk to them about it but im uncertain for a number of reasons. first, when we started making plans they immediately pitched the idea of a week long visit, which i thought was too long for a first irl meeting and negotiated them down a little. they seemed to understand but also seemed disappointed which sort of fanned the flames of my anxieties about our interests being out of sync. second, due to me living in a small apartment with a roommate, theyd probably be sharing a bed with me, something ive done with friends before and am generally fine with but again, several days, possible mismatched perceptions of our relationship, idk. if we do have this talk, i think i might have to kill our plans altogether.

i do still want to be friends if possible. we run in similar circles, including a shared discord server, and id hate to make things awkward in the group, but it seems to me like, things being how they are right now, this meet up may end in heartbreak, which would then also lead to them being stuck far from home with the person who shot them down :/ how can i give them the "lets just be friends" talk before our meet up (currently planned to be sometime in a few months, so theres at least some time) without being a total asshole?

[kwaanie]

"the taste of a kiss"

bff!yang jungwon x fem!bff!reader

wc: 900, fluff & tiny tiny angst, just idiots inlove but theyre too much of an idiot to realize, not proofread

your friendship with jungwon has crossed several lines over the years. i mean youve been friends since you both were in diapers — it was bound to happen, right?

many people have told you before that this wasnt normal ; friends dont pay so much attention to the other ones laugh, friends dont ditch their dates in favor of hanging out with one another, friends dont get jealous of the other hanging out with someone else

and friends especially dont ask to kiss their friends on the lips

"im sorry, what?"

the stunned face jungwon wore brought heat to your cheeks, making you not want to repeat the words youve suddenly uttered. ".. can you kiss me?"

you didnt think it was an unusual request! — after all you had a totally valid reason

"its just so i dont embarrass myself with my future significant other, thats all!" right, totally a valid and very true reason

it isnt like youre trying to find an excuse to kiss your best friend.. totally not

"mhm, yeah no." he concluded, going back to phone while successfully hiding the way his cheeks were turning cherry red

with a small huff, you sat by his side at the couch — practically melting into his side as you clung to his arm like a koala. "wonnie-ah, please? with a cherry on top?"

"you dont need to know how to kiss because you wont be with anyone anytime soon" he replied half-heartedly, trying to cover up the shakiness of his voice

jungwon has practiced the art of deceiving with how its become second nature for him to lie over his true intentions ; like he doesnt want to kiss you, be with you

"okay, rude! didnt need to call me out like that" the banter brought a small chuckle from jungwons lips — slightly easing the tension that has built since the beginning of this conversation

"just indulge me for today, will you? pretty please?" you gave your best puppy eyes. jungwon scoffed as he shook his head lightheartedly, "when have i never indulged you?"

you rolled your eyes with a small smile. "alright you got me! whats adding another favor to the list"

the room went quiet as you watched jungwon ponder over your request — youve never seen him this serious before. sweat was slowly building up at your nape, the hands clutching the sleeves of his sweatshirt suddenly becoming too clammy for your liking.

"i-if you really dont wa-"

"fine, ill do it."

honestly, you really werent expecting him to agree to this at all. "uhh- are you sure? won-ah i was just joking around! .. kind of! you dont have to-"

"but i want to" he replied without a thought. jungwon seemed to realize how eager he mustve sounded and his confidence disappeared in a snap — immediately reverting back to his previous nervous demeanor

too busy keeping his composure, jungwon failed to notice the way the four simple words affected you — your lips have parted from surprise and your heart suddenly skipped a beat

you were brought out of your daze when jungwon held his finger in front of you. "you owe me for this, by the way" the furrow of his brow pulled a small laugh from you as you nodded your head. he seemed satisfied with your response

"so how do we go about thi- oh!" jungwons hands found purchase around your waist as he pulled you even closer to him than before, your hands landing on his shoulders — seeking for something to hold onto

from this view — you could see every little imperfections of his that you adored ; the subtle glow of his skin, and the tinted lips of his youve always daydreamed about — whether or not it was as plump and soft as it looked

today — youll finally find out

jungwon caught your wandering gaze unbeknownst to you. feeling encouraged, one of his hands cupped your cheek as he brought you impossibly closer — tilting your head up to meet his eyes

suddenly, everything felt like it was on slow notion. jungwons hand slowly slid to the back of you head as he leaned further into your space. you can feel his breath lightly grazing your skin — your noses barely an inch away

jungwons hooded eyes were drawn to the plush of your lips, his tongue poking out to wet his own. the simple act was all it took for you to move first to connect yourself together

the feeling of his lips on your own felt surreal. it felt like two puzzle pieces finally becoming one. it was slow, soft, and utterly perfect. like your lips were moulded for one another

it felt like hours before you pulled away. a giggle erupted from you when jungwon followed, already missing your touch — like a moth drawn to a flame. both of you were cherry red after the realization actually hit

youve just kissed your best friend. on the lips. for real

uncertainty filled the room at the question of what now? how will this affect your friendship?

you cleared your throat and uttered the words that broke jungwons heart. he thought maybe he had a chance now — you seemed to have both liked the kiss so maybe- just maybe he ...

"this is just practice? right won-ah? it wont change anything between us"

maybe he didnt have a chance afterall

© kwaanie — reposting/editing/copying is strictly prohibited !

[sharksandjays]

Alright here we go, another ramble. (I'm gonna be known for these by now aksdj)

This time it's about the OG four. So as I was thinking about them today I really thought about how much of a connection they have compared to their connection with Lloyd, Nya, etc.

(Now look, this ramble has no hate towards them, in fact, I think that Lloyd, Nya, and Pixal have their own little mini family dynamic going on that I absolutely adore!)

But as I was thinking about It I realized it was because its true. They do have more of a connection, because they have more of a history. Especially with the OG 3, they had known eachother for a while (the timing is debated but I personally think years) before Kai and his sister were introduced, and whenever they were, Kai was accepted almost immediately. Those four were raised together in a confined space, trained together, and went on missions together. Of course they'd be tight knit! Nya was with them, yes, but in the show they hardly interacted (evident with the fact they didnt notice she was the samurai) and she had her own room while they all slept in one. She would also usually hang back on missions, usually alongside lloyd whenever he finally joined the group.

Those four definitely have a real connection, and I think in a way it could be power based. You see, the element of Creation used to be encompassed in a single person, Master Wu. I'm not necessarily sure how, but I perosnally believe that Wu seperated his power as a teen and hid it within 4 individuals, similar to what he did to the golden weapons. (this is why we rarely see him use his powers now, and when we do theyre very small scale.) But because of this, these four people would naturally be drawn together! Their elements crave connection, creation. We see this with the fact the tornado of creation can exist, its literally the connection of their elements.

They are soulmates, all four of them. This isnt polyninja agenda (or is it) its just facts. Lloyd is their baby brother, Nya is their little sister/soulmate, Pixal is a welcome part of the family, etc. But these four are what started the show, what made the ninja ninja. That's why i appreciated Hunted so much. We saw them just being them four again, their relationship and interactions with just eachother, something we rarely see nowadays with ninjago's obsession with them and girls.

I dont like to phrase it as a "boy club" that Nya phrases it as in skybound. I just think its what happens when you stick four little kids together in a confined space and raise them like that. They just tend to connect on a deeper level than those around them.

Anyways. OG Four Soulmates Agenda.

[aristia-pjoheadcanons]

How do you think Percy and Jason would be with a gf who has really small boobs and also doesn’t like bjs?

Idk I get insecure

PERCY AND JASON X READER SMALL BOOBS + DISLIKES BJS

pairings: jason grace x percy jackson x female!reader

warnings: nsfw

Percy and Jason are the types of guys that doesnt really notice the physical much when they have a gf.

e.x. Percy and Rachel/Calypso. He loves both because of how natural they were. They didnt try hard to impress, unlike Venus/Aphrodite. Its the fact that you just blend into your own skin and take the spotlight that is given to you - without demanding any attention in an annoying way.

Jason would like you, being you. He doesnt like people that try to act like someone theyre not, because he has done that his whole entire life and it can get shitty.

So being upfront about your dislikes and likes is a huge plus.

We see in HOO that both guys are a bit dense to romantic things at times, unless you vocally tell them. So, if the reader expressed dislike if they hug her too close (because then they might feel her chest being small), they are quick to notice and take it seriously.

But just because Jason and Percy are dense, its because theyre busy with quests and other demigod matters. But they are known to read situations well. Percy has shows great observation skills and understand people without them bringing things up. Jason has learned how to read people from a young age - its how he survived.

Because of this, they would notice immedietly. Jason would give you a knowing look in the corner of his eye. Percy would blink at you and understand but wouldnt bring it up if you dont approach him first.

Blowjobs, sex, making-out - they can leave things like that out of the relationship completely. They dont mind at all. They are well mature and smart enough to understand that, "hey, not everybody like this!". They would never force you to do anything.

Lupa and Sally taught gave them different teachings. Lupa only taught Jason how to analyze, he needed to learn everything else. Sally might not have time to actually sit and talk about romantic and sexual affairs, but Percy has been the type of character to show fool-proof understanding even with the awkward education he got.

Most likely, they would never ever even imply they want a blow jobs ever. They wouldnt even put you near their genitals, it fear it might trigger you.

Percy and Jason realizes this, and share that they dont like licking peoples genitals either, and that its just a preference.

Maybe they would even ask, most likely initiated by Jason/but could go either way, if you like having your chest touched. This might sound weird, but some people dont like it if someone if close to their chest, and might protect it especially if theyre insecure - so they might ask what the optimal distance is. And if they should be careful about hugs.

[linksqueerawakening]

something i didnt realize until (relatively) recently is that the yiga in BOTW steal peoples faces. once i met a yiga and chuckled bc his face was so small for his head, and it stuck in my head. then a few irl days later i was wandering around and came across a merchant on the road and froze bc. it was the exact same guy! but this one had a name, not just unlabeled as "traveler" or something the way yiga are when you talk to them. and he was just a normal friendly npc

after that i started paying attention and realized that pretty much all of the disguised yiga along the roads in botw are using actual NPCs you can meet as their disguise. usually traveling merchants

ive been thinking about the implications for like a month now. like. can they not make their own original hylian designs? is the spell limited to only copying someone else? is the same thing going on in TOTK, or am i just not noticing it happening bc there are so many more NPCs wandering around so its harder to remember them all? if they arent copying people in TOTK, is it bc they only learned how to make new faces in the interim between the two games, or is it just that theyre copying people that link cant run into? we know there are more people in hyrule than the ones we see; several gerudo in BOTW mention their husbands who live in some other locations outside of gerudo town, presumably in homesteads outside of any town? but close enough that the married vai can reasonably send their money home and ya know. spend time with the guy they spent so much time hunting down. are some of those unseen husbands being impersonated by the yiga clan? are there more prisoners like the ones forced to make clothes in TOTK that are being kept for their faces? or have they just improved the spell? or am i just unobservant and they ARE copying NPCs we meet, and my memory is just bad? do any of the BOTW merchants know they were being impersonated? if they saw a yiga disguised as them, would they even know it IS a magical face-stealing assassin, or would they come to the far more plausible explanation that they have a coincidental look-alike or long-lost twin?

the one question i dont have is "why mainly traveling merchants?" bc quite frankly that just makes sense. someone that goes to and from settlements and stables, a face thats familiar enough to let in, to not question why theyre on the road, but not so familiar as to notice any out of character behaviors. it might just be the smartest bit of critical thinking ive seen on the yigas part, though i suppose theres always a chance they didnt think that hard about it. they could very well have just gone with the people they see a lot in their own travels between settlements and targets