#they make most of their clothes on their own due to sensory issues :)

[dont-hug-me-its-yuri]

Sketchbook would be so into knitting and crochet, they would actually make most of their own clothes, they all look like this

[silence-falls]

do you have any headcanons that you feel are important in any way (this can be taken however you'd like, but for example: headcanons that explain plot holes/confusion, headcanons that you hold close to your heart, headcanons that are so ingrained in your perception that you often forget they're not canon, etc.). alternatively, do you have any headcanons that you'd just...like to talk about?

Oh boy oh boy I have so so so many of these! I will specifically be discussing the book versions of the characters as they are the definitive characters for me.

I’m going to start with two and then possibly repost with more later.

Francis Dolarhyde

He is selectively mute. Partially because of his speech impediment- he’s constantly hyperaware of his pronunciations- and partially due to his trauma.

Francis has mild sensory issues, purposely finding softer clothing to wear on the daily.

He has a fixation on biting and chewing. Partially due to The Dragon’s influence, partially because he enjoys the sensation.

Francis smells very unique. Antique furniture, dust, darkroom chemicals, and old books. He sometimes wears cologne, something sandalwoodish.

He reads classic literature. The time he spends out of work, not lifting weights, and not plotting, he’s reading. He also likely has many of William Blake’s poems memorized. The Tyger reminds him of Reba. I’ll likely make a post about that eventually.

He watches people for quite a while before approaching them, if he does at all. Not always out of malicious intent, mainly out of sheer curiosity.

Francis doesn’t know how to accept gifts very well, as no one has ever given him anything real, let alone sentimental.

I could go on and on with these for obvious personal reasons, but alas, I have more to get to.

Will Graham

He drinks the most disgusting black instant coffee every morning. He would eat coffee beans if he really had to, it isn’t for flavor, just the boost.

To add to the first one, he’s beyond tired. He’s exhausted to the bone. His empathy is a consistent burden in his life. It gnaws at his mind. Eats away at it.

He wears that “atrocious aftershave” purposely every time he sees Hannibal, just to spite him.

Will loves the ‘ugly’ dogs that he takes care of. He finds comfort in them. The pretty ones get sold, the ugly ones get left alone to find their own way. It reminds him of himself.

He cannot take compliments well, especially relating to his profession. It makes him more uncomfortable than anything. His empathy isn’t a gift, it’s a curse.

Will wears the same clothes for years. Decades, even. He doesn’t change with fashion trends. He wears what is functional until it’s quite literally falling apart.

He bottles up his emotions until they explode in his face, and in the faces of others. He never wants to hurt anyone, but the idea of opening up to others absolutely terrifies him, especially since the person he last truly opened up to was Hannibal.

[st4rryyynight]

★Rise!Donatello x Scene!Style!Reader Headcanons★

— |✷| REQUEST ??: yes (on wattpad).

— |✷| ROMANTIC OR PLATONIC: can be seen as both.

— |✷| TROPES: canon x reader.

— |✷| CONTENT WARNING: reader x canon, may be out character, repetitive words, scene style, scene themes, styling, wigs★not proof read, not proof read, not proof read★

(I don't like the word 'aesthetic' that much for some reason, I just don't know what other synonyms to use help, he—)

☆ — Vibrant, maximised and over the top. Those could be the words that Donatello would describe your aesthetic and numerous accessories pairing your outfits. It could be a bit too overwhelming for him to look at, his eyes could be flickering around taking in the little details of your choice of clothing, but boy.. does he love it. It may be too much for others, maybe even for himself, but it's also so cool.

☆ — He would like, erm, love to help plan out your outfits, as he is the most fashionable turtle in the family after all-  So I can imagine him planning out quite a few outfits for you based on the '2010's style' and such .. Also, expect him to end up pulling all nighters after hours of researching stuff regarding the fashion of someone with a scene-aesthetic. So he might accidentally gain a new hyperfixation to do research on thanks to you and your highlighted choice of fashion. /pos

☆ — In case you need / want to dye your hair and run out of hair-dye then, don't fret dear (reader) — as Donnie would make — ..well, try— to create hair dye specifically for you !! Ranging from the colour that you wish to dye your hair in, to if the chemicals that used will react positively to your skin and roots once applied to your scalp. Man's got it covered for ya. Though don't expect him to dye your hair for you, due to sensory issues and all. Or maybe even, if you have sensory issues with hair-dye yourself, he would try to make his own wigs for you, based on your length, colour and mass preferences !! Though, he may fail to do so, as it will most likely be time consuming and complicated. As determined as he may be to make a wig for you, I can see him settling with ordering or hoarding wigs from local shops.. and then modifying them so they fit your exact proportions and likes.

☆ — If you guys hold hands, Donnie may fiddle with one of the many bracelets that you're wearing, admiring the bright colours and pretty, or messy patterns of the beads and such. He may ask, or well- plead for you to make him one. Or maybe, he would even try to make a few of his own. Both for himself and for you. Yes, they are going to be different shades of purple. And speaking of bracelets and such- he would more than gladly create most of your accessories, being a bit shy to do so at first, but after the first couple of times of you receiving his gifts, he would get a bit bolder and would start giving them to you more often. Or whenever you need them. Bro will honestly feel honoured if he sees you wearing the accessories that he made for you and maybe even gey a bit flustered at first, but he would be mostly humbled.

☆ — The music that you are listening to ?? The one that is considered emo ?? It's going straight to his jammy-jam playlist. If I'm being honest, he would enjoy it quite a bit. Okay, he would enjoy it a lot. Especially the electric-pop side of the scene-music-genre, as he already does listen to techno so I suppose it may appeal to him a bit more than deathcore or punk. But who's to say that he won't blast the other types of music that are considered scene ?? Honestly, I can easily see him working and whirring some tech of his while his hearing is just flooded with 'LET THE BODIES HIT THE FLOORRRRRR ‼️.' It may also make him feel like a badass, like his 'emotionally unavailable bad boy image' is being boosted to the max by listening to such hardcore music, or something, something. Also, he'd always think of you whenever listening to scene music and such.

☆ — Oh and, safe to say that he would grow inspired by your fashion choices, so much so that he'll start wearing clothes that match the scene style after doing some extensive, and impulse, research on the it as to not wear anything that may not pass as scene. He'll also may ditch the 'old lady' disguise and use a more 'edgy-2010 teen' look for whenever he goes out in public. Or he may combine them. Imagine seeing a mutant teen dressed up as a scene grandma, it'll be like, so cool. He'd also flip the bird, and maybe even nuke whoever is making fun of your, and his, gorgeously highlighted and vibrant fashion choices.

— |✷| EXTRA NOTES: werggg, first time writing for a reader with a specific style, hopefully I didn't miss or get anything wrong erh. yeh, hope y'all enjoyed. scene is cool, scene is great /gen !!

[nobodybutsoul]

₊˚⊹⋆ Things and rules I included in my FALLOUT script:

PS. Although I'm shifting to New Vegas specifically, the "rules" are meant for any Fallout reality.

DR self:

You can make yourself immune to pain, however I scripted that I do feel pain but it's very minor - like a cat's scratch.

Same thing with radiation - you can make yourself immune, but personally I'm not (at least not fully). I'll get some temporary radiation sickness (like minor stomachache, paleness and fatigue) but only if I really get A LOT of radiation in my body - so drinking Nuka Cola won't harm me, jumping into nuclear reactor pool will (but only a little so there are SOME consequences to my actions.)

I also scripted that I (and my companions or possible S/O) can't be injured in any deadly or severe way. So no lost limbs, organs, major changes to appearance - no to burns or broken teeth, but yes to bruises and cuts - you can change the rules however you want though!

I don't remember Fallout's plot nor my backstory (as Courier, no need to include this as a different protagonist/person), but I do remember that I'm also my-CR-self, and that CR-self knows this world as a game. I won't confuse my realities due to not knowing my backstory as Courier 6. + I will learn more and more of my backstory as I journey through the wasteland.

Also, I will always know what to do, where to go, I will never feel lost or confused. I won't be overwhelmed by the completely different, harsh world.

The time difference I scripted is 1 hour in CR = 1 week in DR, so 8h of sleep = 8 weeks (1 month 26 days)

The food/drinks I or others prepare, even the most unusual ones (teriyaki deathclaw steak and rice anyone?), are always at least decent in taste (and never deadly, poisonous or radioactive.) That also includes food at diners, canteens etc. The better the place, the better the food. Oh and you can script that you won't accidentally eat human long pig meat in Ultra Luxe - I forgot but I HAVE TO SCRIPT IT LOL

My period is 1-3 days, I don't feel any menstrual pain, only few seconds of discomfort in my stomach so I won't be surprised by it. There are always available pads/tampons.

Death and violence isn't permanently traumatic to me. No matter how bad the kill or fight is, it's never gorey (it's better if you don't traumatize yourself.)

My Pipboy can't never be stolen, even if I leave it somewhere. I always know where my Pipboy is.

I have the LifaApp in my Pipboy (if you use Lifa ofc). I can stop time with the LifaApp, and I can still control the Pipboy (just like in game). I can return to my CR by choosing an option in my LifaApp in Pipboy. LifaApp is Pipboy/terminal themed.

My underwear is always clean. Don't judge me, it's the apocalypse 😭

I don't have sensory issues, all of my clothes and armor (power armor too) are comfortable.

I can lose/spend all my caps but I will always find a way to gain even more (you can script them to be never ending, can't be stolen...)

I can skip time whenever I want and I know how to do it.

It's good to script that your teeth are healthy, straight and white (if you want to), you never stink and that you have your own personal toothbrush and toothpaste (and it never ends/you will always get another one somehow.) Same thing with deodorant/antiperspirant.

Changes to game lore:

Bigger settlements have running water (some might not have hot water but at least they have ANY water) and (most) people actually take care of their hygiene.

There are more animals than in game. For example, in my DR there are normal and mutated horses, same with cats, dogs and other pets. There are also (same as before, normal and mutated) fish in some bodies of water.

Most settlements should have access to brahmin milk, some kind of eggs (chicken, gecko, whatever), razorgrain flour from - obviously - razorgrain fields.

Gastronomy workers wash their hands and won't spit in my food lmao.

There's possibility that I encounter characters from other Fallout games but they will be aged (up/down) accordingly with the timeline.

Same thing with factions; there can even be new ones - but that's guaranteed in my DR.

Most toilets and bed should be clean, bugs free, and (toilets) be equipped with toilet paper and soap.

Predator animals won't attack me first. They will warn me (growl, hiss etc) first, if I don't back off, they might attack me. Again, it won't be painful, just a cat's scratch.

(Only Fallout New Vegas, although it can be changed to your base of choice) When I reach Lucky 38, there will be Mr/Ms Handy that will clean and cook, there will be a lot of clothes to choose from (elegant and practical), there's always some kind of food, water and alcohol (I have a bar there). And you can just add anything; mine has electricity, running water, bathtub and shower, swimming pool, much more rooms than in game, air conditioning, music room, cinema etc...

There are movies and songs that are, obviously, in Fallout games, some from my world that fit the theme (for example, there's Lana Del Rey but even more retro lol), and "fictional" ones that only exist in my DR.

I also scripted that I enjoy the taste of Nuka Cola and Sunset Sarsaparilla because I (CRself) don't like sodas, especially cola, but I really want to try these and not be disappointed lol

Skills to include:

Most importantly, I'd say, is to prepare your SPECIAL. I "cheated" on mine because I have much more points than there are available in game - my SPECIAL IS: 6/8/7/8/8/6/6 but you can make it all 10s if that's what you want.

Survival:

First aid and medicine knowledge

Fire and shelter building

Foraging, hunting and fishing knowledge and skill

I'm able to read weather and danger signs (examples: there are grey clouds so it will rain/thunder, there's vultures flying so there's a dead body around etc)

Fighting:

Melee and unarmed combat

Firearms and energy weapons expertise

Explosives expertise

Sharpshooter

Self-defense

Other:

Gun maintenance

Lockpicking

Hacking

Understanding of the wasteland and its creatures

Speech

Barter

And any in-game perks you want.

And that's everything I have prepared for now. I hope I helped someone with their script! 🩵 Remember, shifting is a part of you. You CAN do it.

[talkshowboyluvr]

lil treech rant bc i'm ANNOYING

the perception of treech has changed so drastically from the fandoms understanding of him when the book first came out to the movie. before the movie, the main agreement on treech's character was that he was a circus performer (still gen one of my fav he's, i love the idea of him being a performer im some way, though i usually make his parents past circus performers instead of himself) he had some clear trauma with touch (i personally make him autistic because of this, imagining sensory issues to be the main reason, though there are older theories abt past sa happening to him) and - one of my favourite ideas - was him being a foil to lucy gray.

both book treech and lucy gray were fairly passive until the ending of the games, both of them preferring not to engage in confrontation and instead kill in more sneaky ways (when someone wasn't looking, with poison and both seemed to be popular in the capitol.

i almost think the movie gives more proof of this with treech having the highest sponsor count after lucy gray and being the only other tribute we see struggle with guilt and morality during the games. both clearly cared about their district partners, both had a hand in their partners death. both seem to charm the capitol.

so, the majority of my own depictions of treech come to down to making him a sort of twisted version of lucy gray. his life is slightly harder than hers - i usually write him to be looking after his two sisters, struggling with a job in the lumberyard and being incredibly poor (more on that in a minute) - so he's naturally lost some of his spark.

he enjoys preforming, but sees it as a chore more often than not due to how tired he is these days, he's no longer truly happy in life.

i believe he's poor simply due to his outfit in the movie. everyone seems to be wearing something intricate, something that clearly has work and money put into it, while he's in his work clothes. i also imagine this would make him weak and much like katniss, i think he'd be underfed in his attempts to provide for his sisters and put them above himself.

a lot of the time, i see people act as though him joining the pack in the movie didn't make any sense when compared to the book, and though i agree it does change the plot, i don't think it at all changes his character. he's a coward in both book and movie, he avoids confrontation in the book, only steals from the already weakened and hides the entire games. in the movie he leaves lamina despite wishing to stay with her as he's more concerned with his safety that with being courageous.

personally, i think book treech may have also joined the pack if given the chance. i do think his survival would always come above morality for him, no matter how clear it is that the guilt tears his up about it.

treech's death, however, is the most impactful for me in both the book and movie. in the book you see a boy so desperate for comfort that he latches onto lucy gray's embrace, or you could instead see a boy so fearful of touch that he freezes in her arms. either way, he's clearly filled with rage when the snake bites, because book treech knew he was going home. he could have beaten lucy gray and reaper had rabies - treech had practically already been basking in his victory.

then a snake latched onto him and in his final moments he bashed the snake to death in revenge as he couldn't reach lucy gray.

movie treech, however, was in agony. he didn't digest the poison as dill did, meaning it instead would have had to enter his bloodstream, which would have been more painful and slower. you can see him covering his face, shaking, retching and practically sobbing before he dies, all while he's ignored and left to lay there forgotten.

movie treech is also never placed in the morgue and book treech's body is dragged around by lucy gray, so even after death he's the only tribute never left to rest :)

[astralspen]

Not normally where I post my art but I finished a rough design for Atsushi in my Love Can End Even This Pain fanfic, an AU both lovingly and very uncreatively dubbed the Mentor!Chuuya AU where Chuuya finds and takes Atsushi in instead of Dazai

Below the cut is my re-written design notes and some other thoughts I have on him in this!

Design Notes:

-Atsushis black streaks are way more obvious in this AU than they are in canon

-His hair in general is also both fluffier and longer because he’s a tiger why wouldn’t he be blessed with the floof and I also just like drawing the floof

-Atsushis color palette leans into more colors while also still being pretty muted. In future plans he will have an outfit with his classic black and white combo, but that’s a spoiler so gotta wait for that one ^^

-Chuuya stitched a little tiger decoration on his sleeve for shits and giggles when he noticed how much Atsushi wore that shirt specifically (note; this builds on my hc for Chuuya that he knows how to sew from his time in Suribachi with the Sheep; I’ll expand on that when I draw Chuuya design!)

-I hc Atsushi having some sensory issues, so his clothes as a whole are pretty baggy so they don’t rub against his skin. I also hc Atsushi as being someone who likes to have himself pretty covered when given the choice, so he gets a shirt underneath his short sleeve one

-Probably me projecting my own love of boots onto him, but Atsushi almost always wears a pair of military style boots. In my defense, they’re pretty practical for his fighting style

-He keeps pocket watch on him! This is due to his past at the orphanage and a little something I’m excited to write in the fic that happens later on

Gen Thoughts on him:

-In this, Atsushi is more skilled in fighting than in canon because of Chuuya training him. So, he’s also more muscular too

-In one of the chapters I touch on Atsushi having binge eating disorder, and this was one of my major hcs of his. His past really builds up on this, as well as his larger than life appetite. As Atsushi recovers from it, I imagine he would be more of a snacker. Just always eating something small while still having his regular meals. If I’m being honest, I don’t intend for him to fully recover from his general food anxiety since a part of the hc is him not understanding when he actually is hungry, so he is muscular but also skinnier than normal

-I’m also going to be making him a lot less naive. His environment would shift his morals pretty drastically imo, with them becoming more similar to Chuuya in a ‘I won’t fight unless you pick one with me, but start it and I won’t hesitate’ way. I will, however, be keeping his no killing moral code in place for the most part. In general, Atsushi condones violence more than he does in canon though

-Very tiny and another general hc of mine but he loves music. Almost always listening to it and has heard some of every genre. Several pairs of earbuds and headphones no doubt

-In case you haven’t read the fic yet (please do ik I’m slow to update but I do hold a lot of love for it), Chuuya gives Atsushi a white tiger plush named Shiro. Atsushi likes to hug him every night because the plush reminds him he’s not alone. Atsushi will also sometimes stare at Shiro while talking to Byakko in his head. Byakko does not appreciate being visualized as a toy, but Atsushi figures out how to brush him off pretty quickly.

[dragonfelling]

First 3 paragraphs tag game

Tagged by @bloodmoodtrash (see hers) to post the first 3 paragraphs of my work in progress, so the first three paragraphs of Amara's doc is:

Amara was born a bastard; She was the second child to Skalono Aeraki, the Crown of Anemoi. She was a product of his affairs with Alexandria Cane, the sister of his own wife, Saria Cane.

She was born a couple years after her brother, and heir apparent, Mavros Aeraki.  It was decided that Amara would be cared for as if she were the Crown wife's own and her status as a bastard would not be public knowledge for quite some time.

Most of the attention in her childhood ended up going towards Mav, not only due to his planned ascension but because he was just generally more needy. He had sensory issues, needing his wardrobe and food to be catered to his preference. It was very clear to his caretakers that he was going to be very stubborn about it too. He’d try to destroy his clothes or refuse to eat entirely until he was given more comforting foods. Skalono however, also being a very stubborn man, thought this was spoiling him and not just accommodating his needs. He became very angry at any “special treatment” of Mav in front of him. 

This was all a show though.  In private Skalono wasn't a terrible father, it was just that he had an ego the size of the ocean and not knowing how to express that love publically to a young boy drove him to a strained relationship. His love for Mavros ran as deeply as his love for Amara but with one caveat: it’s so much easier to publicly love a daughter than a son. To him, son of Dikaiosyn, a daughter's only real expectation is that she be kind, maybe educated and someday make a good wife. She may one day have to lead and may choose that path 

but that pressure is not placed upon her at birth. That's what his father believed in and that's what ideals he inherited. Perhaps that was the first seed of Midonian belief taking root in Anemoian culture.

As his father toted, A daughter may lead, but only through the failing of her brother.

But a son must be strong in order to someday be a leader. He must show no weakness, lest someone take advantage of it. Love is a weakness. And… what would come to be Amaras future failings, that idea stuck to her and wouldn't let go. It may have been meant for Mavros, but those words resonated in his daughter instead.

Love is a weakness.

[oddballcobblebot]

GOTHAM NYGMOBBLEPOT HEADCANONS!! ☂️❔

hiii !!!!! i luvv telling people my headcanons so here are some of mine!!

☂️ STARTING WITH OSWALD!! 🐧

he's autistic and has bpd!!

he struggles with textures related to his suits so he tries to get them all in a favorable texture, he loves silk and satin, cant stand velvet

left handed

he struggles with impulsive suicidal/self harm ideation due to bpd, when triggered by things he can spiral easily and become overwhelmed which causes the impulsive ideation

he likes most foods but finds some absolutely unbearable and refuses to eat them.

he has anger issues from his autism!! he gets overwhelmed which turns into rage (like me)

he lovess food, he loves trying food and is willing to eat anything ed makes about 98% of the time

if his clothes feel too restricting he will wear ed's because theyre bigger on him, but only around the house, never anywhere else

he's always been chubby even from childhood!! and was fat moreso season 5 and onward, especially after finale!

he struggles with gender identity but chooses not to label himself much, but if it were put into a term, mainly genderfluid. he uses both she/her and he/him interchangeably. lesbian freak. she is also uniromantic and is only in love with ed!!!

he has a very low self esteem and has a hard time looking in mirrors sometimes, especially after hurting his eye

he gets headaches very often but they aren't very debilitating. they are usually triggered by potent scents and lights

(secret headcanon i have he has POTS shhh)

he sometimes smokes weed when the pain in his leg is too much to handle and pain medication isn't helping

he wont ever say it, but he loves being cared for

❔ EDWARD NYGMA TIME!!! 🦉

he has npd, autism, and osdd!! he is a narc but not in the eww narcissists way, in the actual personality disorder way!!

severe sensory issues, especially towards lights and textures

hates the texture of grass

right handed

needs a near constant stream of npd supply, even if its in small ways like praising his riddles, ideas, calling him smart, etc

oswald listening to him intently is like a form of supply for him, feeling listened to is like supply

he uses she/her and he/him interchangeably like oswald, and discovered her gender identity in arkham (the last time she went for a decade...sad face), transgender lesbian!!

very very selective and picky with foods

loves to take care of oswald and cook, cooking makes it easier to cater to both of their texture needs, but they do occasionally eat out

loves infodumping to oswald about riddles and whatever is interesting him

nerm swana (turkish + arab specifically) !!

if oswald is smoking for leg pain u best bet ed is joining in!!!!!

loves to listen to oswald talk alot

he loves loves loves cats and pets the strays around gotham

he didnt ACTUALLY hate that oswald named his dog after him and found it quite endearing

🐧☂️ TOGETHER!!!!!1! NYGMARBLEPOT ❔🦉

they both love having meals together and talking about future endeavors

oswald runs the iceberg lounge after the finale, edward is also a co owner

they spend a lot of time together

oswald sleeps on the left side of the bed, edward on the right

edward helps oswald a lot when hes having problems with anger, he tries to be more logical rather than just trying to tell him to "calm down." trying to give him a solution and talking it through helps oswald more

oswald keeps candles and dim lights around the manor to help with ed's sensory problems related to lights, as well as to prevent headaches for himself too

edward helps oswald with his leg a lot, like reminding him to take medications or use his cane when needed. he is always there to remind oswald its okay to need help with things time to time

they both love listening to eachother

oswald likes drinking more than ed does, he loves gin and tonic, frozen margaritas, and martinis. ed prefers not to drink, but doesnt mind a martini either. ed doesnt drink on his own, only with oswald really

oswald became an occaisonal smoker after blackgate, using it to calm any anxiety he gets. ed doesnt like it that much and hates the smell, but he bears with it for oswalds sake. doesnt mean he doesnt try to get him to stop, though

edward loves oswalds size and constantly compliments him, he loves oswald no matter what weight he is and never comments on his body negatively ever

they both have tons of bodily scars

they are both very physically affectionate with eachother but dont really like being touched by other people at all, both are very touch avoidant when it comes to anyone but eachother

both use fem terms on eachother and refer to eachother with she/her a lot!! they both love being fem in private

ed's special interest is riddles and oswald's is penguins!!! eds always loved riddles and puzzles, while oswald learned more about them after the title was bestowed upon him. he also loves sharks!!!

THEY R IN LOVE!!!!! !!!!

thats all. bye bye!!

[ptolomeia]

Who wants to hear my thoughts on how my disability, fatness and grief all intersect?

If the answer is not you, please press j to continue to the next post!

So, we're coming up on a year now since our disability meant we had to come to terms with the fact that we would never be able to work and had to drop out of school for our dream job and become a housebound/bedbound lump person. Now my dream job was in construction, it was unionized and extremely well paid and I was three months short of graduating when reality became undeniable. I was never going to be able to do this.

I may have been the only person in my class who had to double check the weight capacity of my harness and shock absorber, but I was fucking good at the work. One of my teachers had me tutoring classmates before the brain fog made that impossible. And while it was hard to find clothes that fit me, mens clothes typically came in larger sizes, which worked for me.

And then came MECFS, slowly robbing my life of, well, most things really. Including, but very much not limited to, my sense of identity and my dream job.

Being a poor student, I didn't really have many clothes that didn't fit with that life. And being very fat, i couldnt exactly go to a mall and buy fast fashion that suited me better for cheap. So, I find myself almost a year down the line with still not many clothes that make me feel good or happy or non additional grief.

Which brings me to my next set of issues. Due to sensory and temperature regulation issues, I can only wear natural breathable fibers (another thing that cuts me off from fast fashion). Between the exhaustion from my ME/CFS and my sensory issues, shopping is hard on me.

But HAHA! I think. I've been sewing on and off for near two decades now (ow my brain). I can just sew myself a new wardrobe! Besides, the non construction worker styles I like (vintage 40s-50s) is even harder to find plus sized, well fitting anyway. If I can't do my dream job, at least I can enjoy some expertly sewn (eh, close enough), perfectly (that could probably use some quotes) fitting clothes in a style I've long loved but thought impractical!

Except, here's the thing. Sewing requires energy. Laying out and cutting out fabric requires energy. It requires precision and focus and when I only have a few good hours a day and have to take care of myself and my home on top of my sewing ambitions...

Last summer I made a pair of shorts (two front pieces, two back pieces, a fly, a waist band, belt loops, 4 pockets and facings) in three days at the start of my decline, and that was on top of doing some basic renovations at my parents house. Last month, an extremely simple t-shirt (front, back, two sleeves and a neckband) took me... a week? More? And there's so much more I want to make working through my stash. Pj's that aren't falling apart. A new raincoat and a new fall coat. A simple 1950s style dress in a wonderfully loud plaid that would just be so much fun.

But this morning I was trying to get my jersey to lie flat and nearly ended up crying (knits are the devil fabric. Curse them and their comfort and stretch). There are days where it feels like there is nothing this disease won't take from me.

But at the same time... even if a year ago I could have trimmed assembled and cut out a pattern in one day, at least today I got to trim the papers? And even if cutting out that jersey took more fabric that it strictly needed to, at least I'm one step closer to having some new, hole free pjs.

So, even as i grieve the many many things I lost, I try to hold to what I still can do. And also rail against the world for making things harder for fat people than they need to be. Because seriously, I'm having to learn to make my own patterns (and yes, they will fit better but that is not the point) because most patterns (and definitely none of the big commercial ones) come in anything close to my measurements. This makes me extremely annoyed.

But yeah, to sum up, disability, fatness, grief, and hope all make a very complex ball. And I wish it could be easier

[soongtypemutant]

A myriad of headcanons regarding Mr. Thawne, if you please. I think about him a lot- he fucking sucks, I love him. Under the cut btw.

-Comic book mental health representation is historically awful, but as someone who is autistic, I find some of these traits reflective of my own; a lot of Eobard’s behaviour can make a lot of sense if you choose to read him as someone on the spectrum that never received the acknowledgement or accommodations that he needs.

-Eobard falls on the Autism spectrum but due to the lack of prioritization regarding mental health in the 25th century, this is never something that gets properly revealed to him. He mostly struggles with tone/expression, social cues, emotional empathy, and a flat affect. He becomes quickly overstimulated in crowded environments and struggles with heavy socializing. He is very prone to hyperfixation. His special interest is obviously The Flash, but also extends to history in general, with a focus on the 21st century.

-Eobard is very taken with 21st century technology and is frequently enthralled by it when he visits that time period. It doesn’t really matter what object it is, though he is rather fond of a walkman he found once. Film is something he also finds quite amusing and he enjoys seeing the progression of technology in media.

-In continuation, Thawne, like any historian, is prone to making mistakes once in a while. Sometimes he gets confused when addressing 21st century objects and technology. He frequently mistakes modern appliances for one another- and once referred to a toaster as “some sort of primitive communication device”.

-Eobard is interested in arts and humanities and general, and has experience in museum curation of all kinds, not just historical artifacts. He is well versed in art as well but again, due to his century’s priorities, hasn’t had the resources to do much with that interest. He can draw quite well though when he actually bothers to. He has a sketchbook filled with renderings of various artifacts he’s favoured from all over the timeline. The ones he is most proud of are referenced in person- in their respective times. Of course, he also has quite a few sketches of various “””historical figures””””” he is fond of.

-Continuing from the last point, Eobard has made a hobby of traveling to various time periods to witness historical events first hand. He rarely meddles with them unless it benefits him, but rather just observes as a historian.

-Eobard found out the hard way that average 25th century clothing is quite clocky in other time periods, and as such has spent quite a long time studying the fashion of other points in history. In the 21st century, he favours comfortable yet modest and professional clothing. He wears a lot of turtlenecks. He does not like scratchy interior tags that are common in the late 20th and 21st century and usually rips them off. (Sensory issues are not pleasant)

-Eobard’s voice is ironically nice to listen to outside of the context of who is speaking. He struggles to convey tone but he’s quite soft spoken. He rarely raises his voice- and only does such if he knows that doing so can garner a reaction.

-And finally, Eobard smells slightly metallic and sterile. Almost like a hospital in a way, it’s a bit unnerving. To indulge myself, I will say that he would possibly favour sweeter citrusy scents, though logically I would assume that he just wouldn’t bother with colognes unless a situation calls for it. (I have gotten myself into a rather deep cologne/perfume rabbithole and it is surprisingly quite interesting- I have a whole list attributing scents to the Rogues if that’s interesting enough to share despite it being a ridiculously minor thing to think about)

Anyways byebye

[psych0t1c-bread]

I’m making a board for each of the Epic Sanses starting with Delta! Could you imagine Delta wearing any of these Outfits? Or any other fun accessories?

OOO YES!! I can absolutely see that!!!

I can also imagine him possibly wearing a hanging chain on his pants or maybe some jewelry, such as a small necklace or maybe a black ring (to symbolize him being aspec, bc that's my favorite headcanon I have of his lol). Though he'd stick to his main color pallet.

Also, this next part is based off of someone else's headcanon (I think it was Toffee's?) that the Epic Sanses would have friendship bracelets, and Delta would 100% wear one if the others participated.

But on the topic of his clothing. I have SO many different headcanons for his clothing.

First of all, I think Delta values comfort over anything else in his clothes. So if he needs to go out and buy new ones, the first thing he looks for is if it feels right (because I also hold the headcanon that he has ADHD, and mild sensory issues due to said ADHD).

I think the second thing he values most in clothing is style and color. As long as it fits what he's interested in, including colors, he'll buy it. However, he is willing to buy different colored items - just means he probably won't wear them as often.

Along with that, due to how many fights he gets in on the daily, his clothing always has rips and tears in them - especially if he has to make a quick makeshift bandage for himself when he eventually runs out. So he's always buying new clothes to make sure he's prepared.

However, that is not to say he doesn't try to fix his clothing first. If the rip or tear is mendable by either sewing or patches, he'll do that first. Only if he needs to create a makeshift bandage will he immediately give up on trying to save whatever article of clothing he just destroyed.

I also think that he goes through shoes ABNORMALLY fast. He's always active, running, noving around quickly. And in fights, that fucker KICKS. And because of this, he goes through shoes very very quickly. He'll wear them until he physically cannot use them anymore.

And due to this, I believe that he would heavily invest in good boots, since shoes are too quickly worn out. Which is why I FIRMLY believe that he would own at least ONE pair of Doc Martens (that, and it also fits his vibe perfectly). I'd also imagine he'd change out the black laces for orange ones.

That's all the headcanons for clothing I have for now I think!! But if I remember any more, I'll add them on.

[autismnation]

ok so since the whiplash fandom has about 2 people active i have decided to share my andrew neiman headcanons that i have cherished in my notes app for a few months now. most of these are autism headcanons. anyway enjoy !

1. he’s autistic & was diagnosed around the age of twelve, however only he and his dad know, he hasn’t told anyone and neither has his dad

2. he also has generalised anxiety

3. he masks a lot in public but is happily unmasked in private & around his dad (his dad is super supportive and listens to andrew whenever he asks for help/tells him something about autism)

4. andrew’s resting face is really blank, like full on no thoughts behind those eyes

5. andrew’s fave colour is brown because it’s a mix of all colours and he likes how it reflects how unique everything in the world is, but he tells people his fave colour is light blue so they don’t think he’s boring

6. andrew has super bad sensitive issues and andrew wears lots of neutral coloured, baggy clothes due to this

7. andrew is bisexual, nonbinary, they/he pronouns and gets lots of gender euphoria when people call him ‘pretty’ or ‘cute’

8. he’s very sensitive to light so he’s almost always squinting & he wears sunglasses indoors when nobody can see him (but not with people bc he doesn’t want to be judged)

9. they’re quite insecure and self conscious & he is almost always policing his body language to make sure he isn’t ‘weird’ (the effects of ableist bullying)

10. he barely gets any sleep because he spends most of his time at night overthinking

11. they also feel like the world is going too fast for them so he spends time at night processing the day’s events

12. his fave way to stim is to blink a lot really fast in a short amount of time. he loves to do it in time to his fave songs too (if anyone asks him what he’s doing he just says some bs about how there’s something in his eyes)

13. their most common stim is tapping any surface (usually his hands, legs or a table) to the beat of a song. it can be a song playing or a song stuck in their head

14. he really, really hates change and it makes him get anxiety attacks whenever there’s sudden change

15. that’s why he hated school sm,, as soon as he got used to his new timetable, new teachers, new seating plans etc. it became a new year and it changed again

16. andrew rlly wants to get his ears pierced but hates the idea of some random stranger touching him (haha surprise he’s touch adverse) so instead he wears clip on piercings. but again, only at home bc he’s too insecure to wear them in public in case he gets made fun of

17. adding onto the touch adverse thing, they can’t handle being touched in more than one place at the same time & u have to ask before you touch them or it freaks him out a little.

18. he sleeps with a weighted blanket bc he loves the pressure, it helps with his anxiety

19. andrew’s a very plain and picky eater (sensory issues),, but sometimes he eats spicy food whenever he’s sensory seeking

20. he has a bunch of teddies from when he was a kid but he hides them under his bed. whenever he feels particularly sad or he can’t sleep after trying for hours, he gets his fave plushie and cuddles it

21. his fave plushie is a caterpillar with the drums (no, it’s not playing the drums, it’s just drums connected to the caterpillar LMAO)

22. andrew gets their dad to cut their hair bc again, he hates strangers touching him & he can’t cut his own hair

23. he’s almost always listening to music bc 1) it’s his special interest and 2) he’d rather have one stimuli he can control instead of a bunch of others he can’t bc yep, you guessed it!! he has sensory issues!

24. he has a rlly bad time understanding tone. for example, he can’t understand sarcasm (like, he can be sarcastic himself but he can’t understand if someone else is being sarcastic)

25. also, he used to be bullied a lot as a kid & people would pretend to be his friend (y’know those type of popular people 😒) and he would believe them, even though it was clear to everyone else they were making fun of him. and bc of that, he now assumes the worst of new people :(

26. their comfort item is their drumsticks. they brings them everywhere with them, even if he isn’t planning to play the drums, and he can calm himself down just by holding them

27. he bites his nails and the skin on the tips of his fingers (due to both stimming & an anxious habit)

28. he’s almost always has plasters covering some parts of his hand, usually his fingers, and he doodles smiley faces and stars on them

29. they barely have any friends & so they talk to themself a lot and sometimes when he feels particularly lonely he pretends he’s talking to an imaginary friend he made up or his favourite musicians

30. he’s so blunt and brutally honest all the time (technically this is canon but idc) & cannot control his tone at all

31. he usually drums late into the night until hes too exhausted to move so he falls straight asleep without overthinking

32. they have very bad impulse control and they lash out a lot (snapping at people and punching things usually) but after the whole fletcher thing, they got help for it so its a little better but he still has scarred knuckles and such

33. he hates all festivities bc its practically hell for his sensory issues but if he had to pick his favourite it would be xmas bc he likes seeing people smile when they open their gifts (he’d also love to dress up as santa and give kids gifts but he hasn’t found a costume that’s sensory safe for him yet)

34. he has to sleep with a blanket on his face e.g on his cheek or covering his mouth otherwise he literally can’t sleep

35. he has really bad emotional regulation and he has the worst case of alexthymia ever bro he doesn’t know what he’s feeling 95% of the time his go to phrase is literally “i’m ok i think how are you?” & he has no sense of identity

36. andrew literally has NO sense of self care like this dude over works himself so hard and has frequent shutdowns & meltdowns like their dad literally has to intervene its so bad their dad forced him to see someone because of it

37. speaking of, shutdowns happen more often than meltdowns for him and he goes nonverbal often

38. the only touch he likes is when people play with his hair but hes kinda picky about it he likes people running their fingers through his hair but if u try plait it or put it into a bobble or do anything to their scalp andrew immediately will recoil

[proudfreakmetarusonikku]

just wrote like a billion paragraphs on how I write c!tommy’s mentol illnesses whoops

Autism: While chaotic, Tommy does best in structured environments to a degree, needing some sort of routine to function. He's easily attached to comfort items and requires them for his day-to-day life. He struggles with social skills, primarily indicated by his inability to tell when he should stop joking around- he’s learnt surprising emotional intelligence to get around that. In general, he struggles to function on his own despite being fairly intelligent and very vocal, and as such latches into others for support. He’s also got extreme sensory issues, to the point he can only wear clothes he sews himself.

ADHD: Tommy has extremely severe ADHD, to the point it’s debilitating in everyday life. He struggles to stick to one train of thought, and often completely forgets what he’s doing, leading to him often neglecting his own needs (though he also has… other reasons for that). He requires constant stimulation, and boredom is physically painful to him. He’s always moving around and doing something, and he struggles to wait even for a few minutes. His struggles to stay organised are another reason he tends to rely on being a follower to others.

OCD: Tommy struggles with moral scrupulousity of a very religious type, and deeply fears he is a sinner. He spends a lot of his free time in prayer to the Primes he loves, and obsessively honours them in every way he can. He gets intrusive thoughts about sin- especially those he was forced to commit- and he believes these thoughts are the reason his afterlife was so hellish, and has many compulsions he feels he needs to honour to punish himself for being so sinful.

BPD: Tommy has very wild changes in mood frequently, something he struggles to control and which leads to him making rash decisions. He quickly feels abandoned, and stews in the self loathing it causes. He’s desperate for any sort of affection and attention, even if it's warped and abusive. He tends to view people either as wonderful or as monsters, and struggles with grey areas.

Psychosis: Tommy struggles with hallucinations and delusions on a day to day basis. Generally, he mostly grapples with delusions- mostly assigning meaning to objects and people in a very literal sense- and delusions of persecution, and the hallucinations mostly affect him when he’s dealing with extreme stress. He struggles to verbalise and understand his thoughts, and often lashes out.

PTSD: Tommy is hyper vigilant due to trauma and struggles to feel relaxed. Even on a good day, he's always checking the walls and making sure he has a knife in reaching distance. The smallest thing can trigger a flashback, even things he once loved, and as such he's frequently withdrawn and sullen despite usually being outgoing and adventurous. He has severe insomnia, and often doesn’t sleep until his body physically cannot stand it anymore.

Depression: Tommy has severe suicidal ideation and frequently wishes he could die- only his knowledge of the nothingness after death and more importantly the fact he'll inevitably be revived keep him from ending his own life most days. He very frequently self harms, usually by simply letting the elements get to him. He also goes days at a time without eating, both to punish himself and as a method of self harm. He believes himself to be a burden on everyone he loves and that the world would be a better place if he never existed.

Anxiety: Tommy has frequent panic attacks, often so severe he's incoherent (these cause him deep embarrassment). He worries about every action he takes, and most of those he doesn’t. His most frequently worry is about his future- while this is influenced by being threatened with multiple horrific fates, this is something he’s always done. He’s also incredibly anxious his friends don’t love him anymore whenever they’re not as obsessively clingy as him- times like this tend to draw him back into self-destrucive behaviour.

[bitstitchbitch]

OP is absolutely right. While minimizing plastic use is a very good goal, there are a lot of materials, many of which medical, for which we have to use synthetic materials. Don’t blame disabled people - work on finding viable natural alternatives and in the meantime stop blaming disabled people. We should also recognize that because of the usefulness of plastic, we are a long way from getting rid of it completely

beyond that, most natural fiber clothing produced today is actually really shitty compared to historically produced clothing. Even if you make your own clothing (a privilege in itself due to high time costs), the natural fiber quality is very low in most accessible stores. I have fibromyalgia which comes with nerve pain, and finding wool sweaters that are comfortable enough to not irritate my skin is difficult (sweaters are my go-to for managing cold sensitivity issues)

The high quality natural fiber clothing / materials to make said clothing is not only hard to find, it is very expensive when you do find it. And while yes, a lot of times those items are an investment that will last much longer than cheap clothing, it’s a privilege to be able to afford the up front costs. And people with sensory issues are more likely to have extra medical costs / lower income, making these options less accessible

and to reiterate, sometimes there is no alternative. We are nowhere near a point where we can maintain our current standards of medical care AND get rid of plastic. We should cut back in every way we can and work on developing viable alternatives to plastic where feasible. But not at the expense of someone’s medical needs

On one hand plastic fiber is bad for the environment and its production should be regulated imo but also like the way most of the posts talking about the issue are framed is really tiring and doen't sit super well with me bc theyre all "these fabrics are horrible and feel bad and we should only ever use natural fibers and nothing else and in a better society polyester wouldn't exist."

but like. I'm autistic and my main sensory issues are with touch and texture. I can't wear like 98% of clothes sold in stores bc the styles and fabrics set off my sensory issues and make me feel like I have to rip my skin off and break my skull against a wall. And a solid 75-90% of what I'm actually able to wear is polyester bc of how it stretches (for reference, polyester clothing is about 50-60% of the market). Pretty much everything I can wear that's not a generic cotton t shirt is largely polyester, and I have not found any natural fibers that are wearable for me without also incorporating polyester. Like I can honestly make an argument that access to polyester clothing is an accessibility issue for me. And there's no way I'm the only person this applies to.

So like. the framing of "and it's such a shitty bad-feeling fabric" as a reason to limit its use is just. literally not true for a lot of people (even those who don't have sensory issues. If no one thought it was comfortable, it wouldn't sell, my man). and also completely irrelevant to the actually important environmental issues.

also like. With addressing the environmental issues of polyester and other synthetic fibers, it should also come with consideration of like, either finding an environmentally friendly alternative that's *actually* a valid alternative in terms of texture, stretch/behavior, and utility. or, in the absence of an alternative, finding a way to reduce the production of and reliance on polyester without making it impossible for those who can't tolerate other options to find clothing that works for them and doesn't make them feel like they're physically combusting

And "polyester bad shitty fabric and I hate it i love you linen uwu" does neither of those things (also I fucking hate you linen). like. If I could wear 100% natural fiber pants, I would. But I literally can't do that without having a meltdown. So until that issue is addressed, the "just wear natural fibers"/"we need to only use natural fibers" type of clothing sustainability campaigning unfortunately isn't accessible to me and others with similar issues

[that-darn-clown]

so. thought about the Fnaf kiddos and Neurodivergence. and i looked it up. there's. technically three types of ADHD. which i didn't know, so that's interesting. so you now get My Rambles.

before we even start: everyone's somewhere on the spectrum. not elaborating.

Charlie:

hyperverbal (in that he has a large vocabulary for someone his age, can talk about special interests at length (even if no one's interested anymore), and struggles with social cues to some extent).

got her father's interest in animatronics and mechanics. among things like dogs, ghosts, and Fucked Up Shit From The Victorian Era, apparently.

yes, he and Susie bonded by talking about dogs.

Charlie also has, as it is described, "combined presentation" ADHD (aka has a pretty equal mix of Inattentive ADHD and Hyperactive-Impulsive ADHD).

this means that Charlie was just. in hell at school. still made good grades somehow. by some miracle.

Charlie can handle loud noises...Up To A Point.

she struggles with having wet clothes on (sensory hell), touching wet food on dishes (due to this, Charlie cannot do the dishes as a chore), and Can't do itchy sweaters. can, however, have stickers stuck all over his face.

moral OCD, but we've already been over this.

Henry, who took his kids to Fallfest: Uh...you alright, hun?

Charlie, who stood next to a loud game for Slightly too long and is visibly Vibrating™: hhhhhhh

Sammy:

nonverbal, for the most part (Can talk, but not for long. because it gets more difficult for him the longer he does it)

also can't deal with wet clothes, but Can surprisingly deal with touching wet food on plates.

doesn't know how Charlie deals with stickers on her skin.

he's got Charlie's sound sensitivity problems, but turn that up to a twelve. Henry, generally, keeps some spare earplugs (used for when he needs ear protection while working) for the twins to use. Charlie, usually, doesn't use them (even though they'd probably help), but Sammy uses them whenever he's somewhere that's gonna be loud.

Severe Anxiety. no one's sure what caused it. they don't know if he was born with it or not. after Charlie died, it worsened into paranoia.

around 1985-86, anger issues got added to The List.

Michael:

just not good with social cues and situations. like, there's a reason he only hangs out with a small group of friends, Charlie & Sammy, and his own family.

foxes as a special interest. and art. also The Immortal and the Restless-

Dissociative Amnesia (< like. one of the main plot points of the rewrite)

struggled with sleep after Cassidy died.

can mask...relatively well. the autism, not Anything Else.

Liz:

hyperverbal

hyperactive-impulsive ADHD

got rabbits and jesters as a special interest. probably also Sanrio, Care Bears, and Strawberry Shortcake. dunno, she just gives those vibes.

if you think MIKE is bad with social cues and situations, for Liz, it's her personal hell. but also her favorite thing. she's very outgoing.

she's got her Daddy's eyes and smile 😊 (< both of them have this wide-eyed hare-like look to them, but while Liz is able to make it look cute, in an OwO/OuO way...it just makes Will look like he's staring into your soul)

she used to Hate getting her hair wet when she was younger. made trying to give her a bath a Nightmare.

most of her sensory issues come from food and clothes. only soft clothes, and only foods that don't have Dramatic Texture Changes in the middle of eating them.

Cassidy:

semiverbal, but in a way that makes it difficult to distinguish with selective mutism (but trust me, there Is a difference).

struggles a lot with noise and texture. doesn't get tone or sarcasm too well. or non-literal phrases.

AFRID. not gonna elaborate.

Hyper-Empathy.

personifies/anthropomorphisizes plushies. i think this could be viewed as canon, but We're Not Making A Post On That Right Now.

very shy; doesn't usually like talking to people.

struggled with sleep after the MCI (specifically witnessing David's death); was the original Haver Of The Nightmares.

Fredbear Plushie was a comfort item, and i take no criticism with this

beloved <3

Susie:

hyper-empathy

personifies animals and video game characters that don't really Have any personality (like the Fruity Maze character) (this is actually somewhat implied by Samantha in "Do You Believe In Ghosts?" fun fact!!)

has dogs as a special interest. obviously.

struggles with non-literal phrases, or things with nuance where the nuance wasn't brought up (ex. Susie understands Stranger Danger, but not that Someone In A Costume Who Claims To Be A Fictional Character You Know would count as a Stranger. guess why this is important).

is usually described as "having her head in the clouds."

Fritz Jr.:

has Inattentive ADHD. yeah they. kinda struggled in school.

has scavenger animals (ex. Vultures and Coyotes), foxes, and pirates as special interests.

Foxy's his comfort character.

they don't spend a lot of time at home because his stepdad's Loud (drunkenly yelling either at Fritz or David. or in general)

cannot get sarcasm for the life of them.

Gabi:

Hyperactive-Impulsive ADHD

can taste the difference between sodas from different places. Yes, Some Places Have Worse Soda Than Others.

does Not have a great attention span, and is impulsive.

not a great sense of volume control.

doesn't wear shoes often 'cause she doesn't like how they feel (kinda like Cassidy).

kinda hyperverbal? but like with emphasis on HYPER. (< will talk at length about random topics regardless of if you are interested or not)

has a special interest in horror movies. well, as much as a five year old would be able to, anyway.

really, really does not get why people would find her "annoying" or "too much." just thinks people are being rude.

Gabi: So they use corn syrup for the blood you see in horror movies, which I'm not sure why they don't use real blood because then it'd be realistic, but Jeremy's not told me why that is yet, so-

Some random kid at Freddy's that just sat next to her and nodded when she asked if they wanted to hear "something cool": ಠ_ಠ

Mimi:

very very quiet. that's just how their voice is.

very bad at small talk, or initiating it. it's why they like talking to Gabi. she does most of the talking for them, and initiates the conversations for them.

has space as a special interest; their dad's a teacher, and would bring them to his class (which had a projector) and show them lil movies and stuff about space (including the moon landing). they just think it's neat :]

is...hyperverbal, but not in the way you'd think (has a large vocabulary for their age, and is at a higher reading level than kids at their age would normally be (hyperlexia)).

due to all of this, and the fact that Mimi's bad at regulating their tone, Mimi sometimes comes off as pretentious or kinda like a smartass.

also had mild anger issues before dying, but no one's sure why. um...after death, though, their anger's more understandable (< literally got fucking murdered alongside their best friend on said best friend's birthday).

generally just really shy and cautious, and struggles with loud sounds due to sensory issues.

David:

ALSO has Inattentive ADHD. must run in the family or something

struggles with regulating their tone; can sound like they're pissed when they're really not.

struggles with stuff like empathy; doesn't feel empathy for a lot of people, and it makes them come across as uncaring sometimes

special interests include: Fucked Up Short Stories From Like The Mid-1900s (The Most Dangerous Game, The Lottery, Lamb to the Slaughter, etc.), Christianity in a sense (literally just everything from the book of Matthew onwards), cryptids, and the paranormal.

doesn't like the taste or texture of school food; usually asks Mike, Charlie, or Sammy to bring some for them.

my beloveds <3

(somewhat related: Harvey by Alex G is a Michael and Cassidy song to me)

Charlie and gabi are so mecore (low noise tolerance, low impulse control, inability to tell when people are annoyed)

This is a big win for fritz and david enjoyers <- guy who says that every time you bring up fritz or david

[tinyowlet]

my hobbit self-insert character !! 🌰

rant under the cut↓

ok so in this version of the story my selfinsert basically takes Bilbo's role (sorry bilbo) and is the burglar for the dwarves!

Basic info abt him 🍂

he's a young hobbit named Reuven (Ruby) Button

he wears shoes because he doesn't like the feeling of walking around barefoot (sensory issues+autistic)

he lived alone in the shire as his father left for an adventure many years ago and never came back

he a bit childish and inexperienced to most things after having to take care of himself, he truly believed his dad would come back as promised but after being convinced by gandalf to join the company he realised the truth

he doesn't own a coat nor a cloak so he wears an old dress over his clothes instead and to keep warm

he has a moose stuffie named Moose 🫎 they're his favourite animal

he age regresses to a toddler age, but after the battle of the five armies he regresses to an infant/baby due to trauma

the company is a big found family but he ended up really clinging to Bofur, Bifur, and Bombur!

Bofur is his favourite (don't tell the others) and he sees him as a father figure, and Bofur is happy to fulfill that role

Bifur is a toy maker which imediadly caught Ruby attention, Bifur ended up making plenty of wooden toys and small mechanical ones for him

The fingerless gloves were a gift from Ori!

okkk that's it for now, I'll write some Bofur focused headcanons tomorrow I think!