#they make me ill i love them dearly
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i just know game night at the noble-temple-doctor’s is intense. there’s still feuds over uno matches played weeks ago. sylvia is one draw four away from slapping 14 again, donna is staring daggers at wilf who just skipped her for the 3rd time in a row, rose looks like she’s losing but her hand is full of +2’s and she’s about to rain hellfire upon shaun who is simply happy his family is having game night
#they make me ill i love them dearly#forever sobbing over them#doctor who#dr who#dw#the doctor#14th doctor#fourteenth doctor#donna noble#rose noble#wilfred mott#sylvia noble#shaun temple
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*stumbles out of my drawing app covered in dirt and blood* Heyyyy um. Um. This.
CLICK FOR QUALITY!!!
#aria draws#digital art#digital drawing#fanart#adventure time fanart#adventure time#fionna and cake#fionna and cake fanart#petrigrof#simon petrikov#betty grof#magic betty#golbetty#she’s there in spirit anyway#simon x betty#tw eyestrain#maybe?#they make me fucking ILL I’m SICK OF THEM (I love them dearly)#this took a while btw
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gay bugs!!!!! :]] with a maskless quirrel
we have: void kissy, poke, soup tasting, Soft Bug Arm, and whisker/feeler pokes :] appreciating one another as creatures <33
#hollow knight#quirrel#the hollow knight#quirrelhollow#i love drawing hollow Poking and Prodding and Examining#they are So curious ...#and they are So in love#they make me so ill ....... horrid creatures i love them so so so dearly#no chapter this week due to Taking It Easy#so i had to at least draw them!! goodness#queruloustea
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*Major Book 6 Spoilers
*i loved this chapter and therefore had to create a tragic animatic for my favorite sibling duo in twst
*specifying again that this is NOT shroudcest or romantic in any way shape or form ‼️‼️‼️ shroudcest freaks dni
*favorite frames and stuff underneath the cut :3
*shroud brothers ilysm please seek therapy and find happiness
*some of the best idia ive ever drawn btw
#they make me violently ill#i love them so much#im gonna scream and cry and roll on the floor about these gwo#its actually worrying how dearly i hold them to me#crazy i had to specify its not shroudcest tho tee bee ayche#twisted wonderland#twst#twst book 6#idia shroud#ortho shroud#shroud brothers#twst fanart
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Ichika Hoshino appreciation post!!
can we just acknowledge that she was the one who was always there for Saki? how she was the only one (apart from Saki's family) who visited her in the hospital? the one who bought her flowers and even learnt the meanings of them?
despite how down she was herself due to drifting away from Honami and Shiho, Ichika did her absolute best to keep it hidden from Saki, likely not wanting to cause her any more stress. she tried to shield Saki from the truth of the state of their friend group as best she could, until Saki inevitably had to find out. when Saki returned to school, it was her happiness that Ichika was fretting over. yes, she missed Honami and Shiho terribly herself, but Ichika wanted the band back for Saki's sake.
Ichika always put Saki's happiness first. from being the only one who could be bothered to make the journey to the hospital, to her fear of upsetting Saki by telling her the truth, to offering they start up their band again, even if it would be just the two of them.
i love Ichika. her care for her friends, particularly Saki, is absolutely beautiful <3
#NOT bashing Honami and Shiho i love them both dearly too#LEO/NEED MAKES ME ILL. I LOVE THESE GIRLS#ace's random thoughts :)#project sekai#pjsk#ichika hoshino#saki tenma#ichisaki
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horrordust save me
#blood#blood tw#horrordust#they make me ill#murder sans#dust sans#horror sans#sanscest#sans au#sid art#urgh#i love them so very dearly
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For the ask game: AU where during Tim's search for Bruce, Ra's agrees to help him on one condition: Tim will sleep with him. (It's probably some kind of scheme on Ra's part.) How their dynamic would change with more overt sexual undertone underlying their interactions...
for the ask game!
UGH i love this type of thing so much. in my heart, this is canon. to me. Ra'sTim my fucked up beloveds you two are so terrible for each other.
so what i think is fun and often misunderstood in fanon is that Tim didn't go to Ra's, Ra's went to Tim. so it's even more fun if Ra's goes to Tim, and has that condition he holds over Tim's head. offering all of Ra's' resources, full access to his computers, someone just genuinely believing Tim and working with him. i think, a lot of it would be a mind game for Ra's. sure he wants to fuck Tim, but more than that, he wants to see Tim's reaction. he expects an immediate no, in the way Tim is so hesitant to work with Ra's in the first place. he's pushing Tim's buttons and basically treating Tim like a rat in a maze. so when Tim says yes, and doesn't seem to hesitate too much. *that's* intriguing. because in a perfect world for Ra's, Tim says yes because of a genuine returned attraction. but Ra's isn't quite sure if that's the reason. it could just be because of Tim's search for Bruce. so Ra's would really push it, see how far he could take the sex. it's simple sex first, but Ra's gets more and more interesting each time. slowly working in kinks just to see where Tim draws the line in the sand, and if Ra's can convince Tim to cross that line.
on Tim's side, i think it's fun if you play with Tim being so deep in the closet he doesn't even realize he's bisexual, yet. so to him, sex with Ra's doesn't *really* count as sex. he knows Ra's is weirdly obsessed with him, and Tim wants to play that to his advantage. he likes the power that obsession gives him, within the League. so, if it takes some sex to satiate Ra's, Tim mentally views it as like, a training session. no worse than those unpleasant endurance trainings Bruce used to make them all do. and i like the accidental catch-22 of it. where at first, the sex does very little for Tim. but the more Ra's gets creative and kinky about it, the more Tim *actually* starts to enjoy it. Tim's bisexual crisis except it's over a centuries-old man showing him the joys of sadomasochism in an agreement that was supposed to be totally normal for Tim bc he just gets himself into these situations.
i think one of the biggest changes would be Tim's sheer amount of power and immunity in the League would be even higher. *everyone* can tell Ra's is fucking Tim, he's not really trying to hide it with the way he looks at Tim and touches him in front of everyone. Tim tries to stay clinical and professional, but you can only look so respected working when Ra's is basically stroking your chest as you work. there are whispers, people keep tellin Ra's not to trust this random son of the Bat, but no one will say it to Tim's face. it'd give Tim more power over Ra's' operation outside of the Bruce search. sure, Tim can't change the nature of the League of Assassins, but he can. tip the scales a bit. pull Ra's back from being lethal in certain situations, convince Ra's not to engage in other places. Tim is careful not to overextend this power so he doesn't lose it, but everyone else sees just how much power Tim has. he even start working on taking people out from under Ra's, when Tim goes nuclear and leaves. like how Tim basically steals Prudence, he steals some other younger Assassins he thinks he can convince to come to his side. because he's with Ra's, he starts to command a level of respect so it's not a difficult thing to do. sure, Tim's just the kid keeping Ra's' bed warm. but also, he's the kid *Ra's* deemed worthy enough to be involved with, so it's a double-edged sword of both disgust and respect held for Tim.
it's so funny to me if Tim starts to catch feelings. Ra's of course has feelings, but Tim has never noticed his feelings for a man before so he's fucking panicking internally. and worse, he's not doing a good job of hiding it. Ra's is perceptive and has centuries of experience on Tim. so he can tell. he sees the look on Tim's face when Ra's does a genuine romantic gesture with no strings attached. and that's when Ra's really leans into it. the sex is one thing, but now it's courting. gifts, pet names, kisses, praise, the whole nine yards. and Tim doesn't outwardly deny any of it because he just... doesn't know what to do with it. he could handle stupidly good sex. but this?? this is new territory. he's constantly reminding himself Ra's isn't a good person. which isn't hard to do but still, Tim's just a little torn internally. also. i think Ra's would at least try to kill Captain Boomerang, if not outright succeed, as a courting present for Tim. and Tim is *horrified*, but then again, in canon, he almost personally killed Boomerang. so maybe. there's something nice about having Boomerang dead, while escaping culpability. Ra's thinks his corruption crusade is working on Tim and is absolutely gloating about it. they even go on a proper date.
but, in the end, Tim still backstab Ra's. i think Ra's would still try to go for control of WI, but would be convinced Tim would be totally okay with it and offers to share control with Tim. that's how Tim betrays him, he's allowed to handle so much of the paperwork, Ra's has no idea until it all goes through that he actually has no control. it's The betrayal. because Tim will always betray his love for what he thinks is the right thing to do. the infamous scene, where Ra's kicks Tim out of a window would go a lot differently. instead of a dramatic fight, it's deeply wounded betrayal. in canon Ra's always knew Tim was never in his pocket, but in this AU, he was naive enough to fall for it. and he's angry. he's angry at Tim, angry at himself. i think he'd straight up try to kidnap Tim. less "kick Tim out a window" and more "intimately hold a knife to Tim's throat" vibes. they part ways, but there's still. something lingering. the bridge isn't fully burned and Ra's is still going to seek out Tim when he needs help, and Tim will seek out Ra's. they'll never trust each other again. but they also can't seem to stop loving each other. Tim hides it from the Batfamily and Ra's never gives Tim that level of control in the League again but. the "i didn't know who else to got to." moments are inevitable and there are whispers in the villain community about how you better be careful around Red Robin because if you're not, you'll piss off the Demon Head. unspoken, deadly protection while still sort of trying to kill each other.
#necrotic festerings#ask game#rastim#ra'stim#ra's al ghul x tim drake#nsft#nonnie i'm so sorry i took a day to get to this#i got wiped the fuck out by life kjhgjhkj#i was purposefully vague with how kinky the kinky sex gets for the sake of it still being appealing to everyone#but if it were me writing it i *would* get into some really weird niche kinks.#go balls to the walls with it#also i need everyone to know that rolling in the deep by adele is THE rastim song to me.#like that song is just. exactly the red robin (2009) arc. the way tim betrays ra's and ra's' anger.#“you're gonna wish you never had met me” come on now#it makes me ill#if i wrote this fic the title WOULD be a lyric from the song idc if it's cringe#it just makes me feral aaaa#love these two so dearly i need to write a real fic for them#i've got some stuff knocking around the drafts but nothing with bite.#and this idea could be the thing with bite#i just have SO many things to work on send fucking help
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Kise Ryouta, Oikawa Tooru, and Mikage Reo are all the same character in different fonts and in this essay I will…
#or more accurately if u combine oikawa and reo u get kise#they all make me ill#i love them very dearly#kise ryouta#ryouta kise#mikage reo#reo mikage#oikawa tooru#tooru oikawa#bllk#blue lock#haikyu#haikyuu!!#haikyuu#knb#kuroko no basket#kuroko's basketball#generation of miracles#aki yaps
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byler makes me fucking sick i hate them so much (affectionate)
#im joking i could never#but like#fuck i hate them#they make me ill#i love them so dearly#byler come home i miss you#mike wheeler#will byers#byler
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list of aus i think fit soapghost perfectly and want to read but am too lazy/busy/whatever to write
parent ghost x teacher soap. ghost leaves the military after his nephew ends up orphaned, and ends up falling in love with his teacher, who is very dramatic and very lovely and oh god hes so cute
another alternative is where they are BOTH parents. ghost who took in his nephew, and soap who ended up with a kid one way or another. their kids end up loving eachother, so they have to keep interacting - a bit of forced proximity where they end up falling for one another
tattoo artist soap x flower shop owner ghost. soap who works across the street and works every day to see this highly tattooed and gruff man work in the flower shop. he goes in at least once a week to buy flowers (and talk to simon, of course, it's just an excuse). simon who thinks soap is annoying to begin with but begins to fall in love with him, but also WHY is he buying so many flowers?? hello??
alternatively, tattoo artist soap x piercer ghost. no i will not be elaborating (ghost with piercings is so real to me)
au where the 141 has to disband for various reasons and each member goes their own way. they try to keep in contact but life ends up getting in the way. price brings in the 141 to reunite after so many years apart, and both simon and johnny have to cope with their feelings reigniting - are they ready to let each other go after so long? probably not!
physical therapist ghost x injured soap after las almas. price has insisted he sees a physical therapist for his arm. soap initially complains until he meets the man - and now he's head over heels. when his injury begins to heal, he has to find a way to work up the courage to ask simon out (and possibly fake still being injured in order to work that courage up, hehe)
firefighter ghost x an extremely unlucky soap. a soap whos a civilian that always ends up accidentally in danger - car crash? yep. house fire? yep. it's all worthwhile when he finds the firefighter extremely handsome, even underneath that facemask... maybe he brings cookies over to the fire station, a snack to show his gratitude, and things blossom from there
medic soap x soldier ghost. soap who's there to - physically - help simon heal through his injuries several times throughout his life, after roba, then after various missions, etc. both of them end up falling in love with one another after a long amount of time... a good mixture of fluff and angst
bartender ghost x military soap. ghost who works in a bar most frequented by the military bc of its close proximity to base, and soap, who should be an annoyance, but he really does enjoy his presence the more they get to know one another.
famous soap x bodyguard ghost. im sure this has been done but oh what a good trope. fans keep theorizing over the mysterious skull man whos always at soaps side, who soap keeps smiling all fondly over. ghost whos gruff abt this dramatic man to begin with but ends up falling head over heels in love with him.
nextdoor neighbour au where soap and ghost, you guessed it, live next to eachother. maybe ghost is agoraphobic, he struggles with leaving the house - maybe he's a writer, so he never really has to - and soap moves in, runs into him a few times, and is determined to get to know him. fluff - and some angst - ensues
chance first meeting au where soap has a dog who's normally very good, but for some reason today is insisting on running up to the cute jogger he normally sees run through the park. it's love at first sight when the jogger - ghost - crouches down and offers him a treat, because apparently he keeps a whole pocket of treats just in case he sees any animals who want them. they end up running into eachother near enough every day, and begin to fall for eachother.
#i have more#but this list is getting long LOL#if people enjoy this#ill write more#but also#if you have any fics similar to these#please rec them to me!!#if you want to self promo them#ill make sure to reblog ur stuff!!#so hit me with ur fics#ure also welcome to write any of these if u want#just send them to me bc i wanna read it so bad#ill also rb ur stuff#i just love soapghost dearly#and have too many ideas for my ability to write pfft#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#call of duty
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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Every time I go to a party I'm reminded that it's not that I can't interact with people, it's just not a desire I have :(
#i always feel so guilty when ppl i just met are like wow u seem so cool! because im really not!#im good at masking and making people feel comfortable! its got nothing to do with my personality unfortunately#no version of me is as true as who i am by myself and idk i feel like a fraud for being nice?#ive had many people be disappointed when i just. dont want to hang out#im not a 1 on 1 person i hate being alone with someone#even with people i dearly cherish i just cant find myself comfortable when others are around#and its not about them either i think im just not compatible with social interactions#im not really looking for advice btw like this is just something im coming to terms with#i love people i truly do i just cannot exist properly around them#anyways fat bear supper was really nice :')#the mashed potatoes??? they were so fuckjng good like bro you dont understand#and shoutout to the ppl who made a salmon lasagna that was so good as well#friends played a beautiful beautiful song they made (if they end up putting it on spotify ill share it here its about a cow named Margot)#anyways i guess soft reminder you never know what people are struggling with regardless of how functioning they appear#(mashed potatoes recipe is as follow: unpeeled potatoes#+whole milk+butter+rosemary+thyme thats it thank u)
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do u have any jjk blog recs!
i know i’m forgetting many but these are the blogs off the top of my head with absolutely godly jjk content!! please make sure to read their rules before interacting
@utahimeow @ushiwhacka @strawberrystepmom @princess-okkotsu @saetoru @mrs-kurooo @p00pdev1l @nagumoan @teetoru @bizarrebankai @suget @kiirschtein @kenruu @kirbyskisses @dearestgojo @yuujispinkhair
#[ ai—mail ]#i love them dearly#they all make me super happy but also very ill and abnormal about my faves
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working on another fleece tied blanket and boy. i suddenly remember why i havent done this since the ones i sent out to apollo and al for christmas. cats are fucking MENACES when you try to deny them access to a new and fun little tent , and will use any methods possible to jump over your hand while youre cutting the fabric
#because im pretty sure that was the christmas before we got the Girls. which is crazy to think about#anyways. black ouigi board print over desaturated purpleish blue with shining eyes#this is the first and likely only one ill make for myself#i had one made for me when i was a baby. green bug print on plain yellow. i treasure it dearly#im not good at showing friendship or affection or anything#but. hand tied blankets i can do.#its only a hope of mine that when people ive made blankets for use them then they feel all that effort and love
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putting To Be an Undertaker on blast by looping the episode end bit for 1 hour manually
#i know theres an official cleaner cover but nothing matches the episode song#you can hear his nervous wreck improvised cords in the singing and playing and that makes it even nicer to listen to somehow#when he goes 'TIIMMEEE' and the mandolin speeds up?? art#not equipped for rambling#rudyard funn#wooden overcoats#oh and how can i forgot georgie showing absolute indignation at rudyard being laughed at and starting an entire brawl#i love her#its so abundantly clear he put it together in 2 minutes with just as many hours of sleep and i love him dearly for it#THE 'im surrounndeedd by corpses' is actually kinda melodic and serene sounding im lowkey obssessed#the way my face lit up when i realised he was going to SING#this podcast is incredible at making me beam and giggle like an idiot#THAT BIT WHERE GEORGIE PULLED THEM OUT OF THE SWAMP?? OUAHAUGGGG#rudyard is such a soggy guy i love him#this podcast enamoured me so. quickly.#ive binged 2 seasons in the span of 3 days#ALSO RUDYARD FAFFING WITH THE CORDS BEFORE HE STARTS SINGING AHRBEHTJSHTNS#the song is so oddly fitting for the whole podcast too? like i just know ill hear it in years time and be filled with a fond aching nostalgi#IM GETTING EMOTIONS HERE#the silence as he sings kinda serenely for a bit does it for me#it feels like an ending theme for the podcast#sobs so loudly#idc if it was just a comedic bit it was both funny and so so endearing i love this podcast#ALSO THE FACT THAT THATS PLAN B
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grgrhgahahh i wanna read more pokespe but i cant do it on my phone and im not unpacking my stuff until the morning
#this is not a real issue i am plenty entertained rn and also am going to be going#to bed soon anyways. i just am rlly in pksp mood#im in a pkmn mood in general lol ive been reading reguri fics as previously stated#but also i got back into legends arceus earlier today which i havent played in TWO YEARS. which is crazy#and man i fucking loveee playing pkmn i rlly hope they make the next#mainline game not half baked. i didnt get scarlet and violet bcuz of that :(#i had a playthrough of it in the bg but. its not the same#it makes me sad that im not up to date like i dont know any of the new#pokemon i dont know anything about SV's region or characters or story#i want to though. maybe ill get around to actually sitting down and watching a playthrough at some point#i also want to get caught up with pokespe in my reread so my first#experience w SV might be thru spe. which is weird to think about#thats never been the case for me with a pkmn game before#i mean. in terms of just being familiar w the game not playing it myself#i have not played every mainline pkmn game lol#my first one was pokemon pearl. which i never beat. but after that i#got alpha sapphire which i was CRAZYYYY obsessed with. i played that game to the bone til there was#literally nothing left to do other than grind to lvl 100 for the hell of it#pokemon moon is INCREDIBLY special to me for a number of reasons#mainly that it was my first pkmn game that i ANTICIPATED. i remember watching the trailers#over and over. every time they dropped new info i was eating it up. i remember when the starters final evos#were finally revealed i was so excited. and ofc the INSANITY that was the red and blue reveal. good times#but yes i similarly played the shit out of moon til there was nothing left to do. and it was the first one#where i was INCREDIBLY invested in the story. i cared and still care about the alola casrt#soooooo much they were literallyyy my friends. i drew them sooo much. and ofc lillie was one of my#most specialest little blorbos ever. i was in LOVE with her as a kid. it was serious#anyways and then i played pokemon sword which i also love dearly. i beat the main game but i#actually still havent finished the dlc.... but i also care very deeply about the galar cast and drew them a lot as well#and thats all not mentioning from my years long obsession with pokespe lol. but anyways yes#serena.txt
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