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Last Line Tag
i was tagged by @yoonia! thank you, love, what a great opportunity to share some pending 2024 pieces :P
Rules: Share the last line you wrote and tag the same number of people as the words in the line.
like dia, i'll be sharing a few i've been working on. entertainer, cmi, c&f and the fifth summer are on top of my list, but i've also been looking into a couple others, like you're okay and moonglade <3 enjoy if you do end up reading the snips <3
entertainer | jjk
Your answer takes a seat on his ego and weighs it down. Harsh, sudden, perhaps not unexpected but definitely breaking a string of patience within him. But consent is consent; he understands. He’s grown now.
colour me in: palette | jjk
“Do you know why I wanted you to sleep down here?” “I think I do… I think I figured it out.” Because you’ve fallen out of bed one too many times. Because some days, you weren’t nestled in his embrace, overworked and stressed; and that was when you rolled off the bed once or twice. Tolerating his laughter when he realised; but despite the amusement, he’s still too worried to take the risk.
candles & flames: downpour | jjk
She says, “He’s always such a gentleman. So nice. I do enjoy his company a lot,” and you act as though the praise doesn’t drag yet another knife through your heart. You suppress your tears.
the fifth summer | jjk
You feel like you can breathe again. All because of him. All despite him.
-> personally, i'm the most excited for this bc i feel like it'll become somewhat of a taegularities magnum opus hahah
you're okay | myg
That’s him. He’s always worried. Maybe that’s what you’ve been struggling with so much lately. The fact that you pull him down whenever the weight on your shoulders and brain becomes too heavy.
moonglade | kth
You see the light shining through the window; and a second later, it dies. You leave with a falling heart, and not once tonight can you seem to understand why it’s aching like that.
do u have any thots :]
tagging @btsmosphere @jeonstudios @shadowkoo and anyone else who wants to do this <3
#ta-daaa#things have been super rough with tumblr this yr.. so unless i decide to archive my blog or smth#these will hit hard i think <3#tag game
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag#writeblr#it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal#fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy#im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind#and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes#2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh#im sure there are people who have this experience normally#but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists#when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful#once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large#but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes#but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes#people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism#but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY#and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in#i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change#was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL
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i think they should meet
#wanda childa#fig faeth#zayn darkshadow#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#truly just an excuse to draw alt clothing#yes wanda childa is just fig but she is also So Much More Than That#she's my ebony darkness dementia raven way#do u think they listen to uh. whats the fh equivalent of ptv#also if i remember correctly zayn is goth right#OGUUGHSH TRADGOTH ZAYN u will be in my thoughts#on a tangent wanda childa is actually insane to me#she is an agent of psychological warfare truly#maybe zayn should meet ruben actually. do u think theyd hit it off#hello to the 3 zayn darkshadow likers btw. i know its hard out there#my art
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comic about v2 and the goal they'll never fully reach alongside a dissatisfying conclusion. intimate rivalry and all (alternative ending comic. V1 dies instead of V2 during 4-4. V2 is narrating. V1 is dead.)
#high of victory drops to an overwhelming crushing feeling of what comes next now that youre done#if it wasnt clear v2 is trying very hard to put v1 back together after it kills them. very very poorly. weight of your actions hits#v2#v1#ultrakill#v4v#heavy implied at the very least. see as you will#i realize now that the writing is very disconnected and so are the drawings but bear with me here. do you see my vision#theres something going on between these two that is beautiful but also extremely codependent#at least on v2s end#tried to do those two descriptive pages in a way where it went like. 2 - 3 small details about v1. and then something very specific. some-#-thing theyd only know if they paid close attention to how the other acted or looked#took me a few days to put together and im pretty happy with it i think#feel free to dub or do whatever as long as you gimme credit where credits due#there are many ways to interpret v2 and this is one of them#gen art
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have we ever thought abt the fact that zuko is literally azula's older brother. like she's his little sister. that's his little sister. throughout a big, big part of atla plot, he was actively running away, scared of his little sister killing him because he KNEW she would/could. can you imagine that? your little sibling, wanting more your father's approval than your companionship to the point of death? every time they fought, zuko was fighting his baby sister. azula was fighting her big brother. this is making me so sick. they were 16 and 14 years old.
#avatar the last airbender#atla#atla zuko#atla azula#zuko#azula#hey look i posted a thing#the absolute maddening grief of it all. like what do u mean??? thats his lil baby sister!!! what the fuck!!!#when she was a bby he was probably so protective and they were so small n they must have loved each other then#before the responsibilities ozai put on them. before all that. they were siblings. they loved each other.#until they were taught that did not matter. zuko learned that it did again#despite all the pain of it#azula actively ran away from learning it from feeling that pain#because she would rather be hated and feared and powerful than to ever be weak ever#this is so heartbreaking#i think this hits especially hard cuz me n my sis are like 2/3 years apart in age. like. i could not imagine having to fight her to the dea#i just couldnt. i rly rly couldnt
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You know, I would love it if we get to see shadows medical failure guilt expanded on, it makes sense he would have a lot , he has a lot of deadly, raging guilt inside of him, survivors guilt, creation guilt, the guilt of past mistakes that almost destroyed entire planets ect, and the guilt of failing someone you were medically responsible for. I want too see that guilt of failure expanded on, Shadow is the ultimate cure, he sees himself as a tool, a weapon, a twisted distortion of a miracle for someone else, a creation to surpass all else for no one but his friend, pushing himself through endless tests, doing anything he was told to do for the sake of his only friend, his best friend, the only true friend he’d know for a long time. The weight of pressure and anxiety crushing him out of fear of failing Maria , not being able to save her from the conditions she faced, not being able to cure her, not living up to the only worth he was created to have. I want to see that expanded on , I want to see how absolutely crushing that guilt of failure is, during their time on the Ark, and the awful , doubled up guilt of the aftermath , the guilt of it all rooted in his most familiar failure. its a important part of his story, and I for one would love to see it expanded on .
#yes I am still thinking about that dark beginnings clip#yes I am crazy why do you ask#i’m just spitballing here#idk if you e ever experienced that kind of guilt but man it hits hard#it’s one of the things I relate to the most about him#anyways leaving this#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#shadow and maria#project shadow#sth#sonic movie 3#sonic scu#maria#maria robotnik#writting things#sonic games#sonic x shadow generations#dark beginnings#shadow the ultimate lifeform#writting#writting stuff#character things#i personally would love for this part of his character played with#idk just rambling#glitch speaker
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#FAIRY GALAAAAAAAA i drew in in the FG fit TWICE. bc he's worth it. the second time he's teeny tiny tho so appreciate it here#ougghgh the ballroom is so unbelievably pretty. the gold trim the lightimng the MIRROR im SICK#all i care abt thru this series actually is showing everyone my love letter to backgrounds. i love backgrounds i love them i LOVE THEM#the twst bgs can go hard if only u let them <3#also preorders update!!! we're almost at 50 books sold!!!! explosion gif!!!!!#i'll add a sticker of some type assuming we get to 50. if we hit 100 . stares into the distance. maybe i should think of a stretch goal ite#unlikely to get that high but a girl can dream. ive officially broken even atp so its doable#orders will close end of september so keep it in mind!!! mwah mwah mwah#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#jack howl#vil schoenheit#ace trappola#yea theyre in the reflection they count#suntails
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At the start of this project all I wanted was to 'learn how to draw' using comics as a medium and the MDZS audio drama as inspiration.
I've come *very* far from making simple, 3 panel black and white comics, and I truly do intend to go even further. Thank you to everyone who cheered me on throughout 2023, it has been an incredible year in so many ways I never could have imagined. I look forwards to drawing throughout 2024 B*)
#poorly drawn mdzs#art summary#It's so interesting looking back at how my style and technique changed throughout the year!#I used PD-wwx as the consistent factor (October is an exception) and you can see so many processes going on.#My little petri dish amoeba (with a little red bow to tell him apart from the other amoeba) <3#Whether it's getting new markers or trying out a new shading style - it's cool seeing a snapshot of my journey like this B*)#There's certainly been a slower curve to my overt improvement *but* I have become so much faster!#My life outside of drawing has been hectic and at several points extremely stressful this year. For all the work this blog has been-#-It has truly been a life saving anchor when the darkest of times have hit.#Love is hard work. Change is even harder work. Sticking to a goal I set out for myself and striving to keep going was worth it.#And I love drawing. I think there has always been something in me that longed for this. And it is finally tangible! I can draw!!!#I wanted to make a more elaborate year reflection where I looked back at my favourite comics and jokes.#but I'll leave that to the one year anniversary.#I have also been collecting a ton of statistics throughout the year and I am desperate to share them. I'm that kind of nerd B*)#I can never say it enough: Thank you all for the kindness and support. I wish everyone a lovely 2024!!!
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HYUNJIN | MAMA 2020 ENDING
#hwang hyunjin#stray kids#hyunjin#bystay#createskz#staysource#malegroupsnet#a9gifs#flashing tw#*gif#*ccarly#*hyunjin#*carly:hyunjin#i was bored but didn't know what to gif so#i was just looking thru my ts files and remembered this. and was like i think that was kinda hard to color let me try#i did this for me because this is top 3 hyunjins of all time for me but also this is for new stays that haven't seen him#the way they had him do this to promote kingdom and then he wasn't even on it lollllll#this was also taking forever to upload i opened a post to complain about it and it uploaded LMAO works every time!#*hits
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A PRIDE CONCEPT
Aromantic Eloise Bridgerton From: BRIDGERTON
#tvedit#bridgertonedit#lgbtedit#perioddramaedit#eloisebridgertonedit#eloise bridgerton#i adore lesbian eloise but these lines in season 3 hit me very hard in my aro heart and i haven't been able to stop thinking about it#emgifs#dailyeloise#usershreyu#userhann#useralien#useralison#usercait#userroza#usertina#userjessica#userleahrose#usersalty#uservivaldi#underbetelgeuse#userelio#usershale#userfaiths#dailybridgerton#bridgertonblr#bridgertonladies#bridgerton spoilers#*
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Marzipan <3
I was immediately drawn to Marz I’m my first exocolonist playthrough mostly cause of her being the biggest kid and I loved that she was still considered pretty. Her whole thing with her augment kind of explaining some of why how she was how she was is so interesting to me.
(she also was kind of the worst as a child but what I adore about her is how much she can grow, also she actually likes it when you aren’t a yes man.)
I have an urge to do fun typography with exocolonist illustrations but my Adobe fonts weren’t loading on procreate and it’d probably be better just to use illustrator instead but I just kinda fave up for now.
#cal was the second one I was drawn to because he also had a connection to sols parents#so he related to their grief#and the dad stuff particularly hit hard cause the dad literally looks my dad AND my dad irl was a farmer for many years#fairmerthefarmer art#i was a teenage exocolonist fanart#I struggled with this side profile for so long with face proportions and I think it still may be off#but we are just calling it good here.#i was a teenage exocolonist#iwatex#artists on tumblr#my art <3#character art#marzipan#digital illustration#procreate#fanart#gaming#cozy gaming
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The more time I sink into andromeda, the more I suspect the biggest reason it ultimately failed commercially was because of the massive tonal shift I've already mentioned, and how there was probably a pretty big chunk of original trilogy players who simply no longer fit as a demographic, while the game failed to reach the people who might’ve enjoyed it.
The original trilogy, much as I love it, feels a little bit like a wishfulfillment power fantasy for a very obvious demographic. Almost all women are overtly sexy in design and the f/f relationship in the first game seems to be written along the guidelines of 'what would a straight man find hot'; you play as someone cool and confident and powerful, the most specialest human ever, and maybe you aren’t always respected but YOU and the NARRATIVE always know you're right and you get to be rude to and sometimes punch/murder people who disagree with you so it’s fine. The game then salvages all this by means of genuinely well-written characters and arcs, really cool sci-fi tech and lore, a fantastic story, and meaningful and hard-hitting choices and consequences (which also allow and often encourage you to steer away from that exact macho ideal).
Enter andromeda. Instead of being a super powerful supersoldier from the start, you're the kid of one. You barely know what you're doing. Everyone doubts you, including yourself. You don’t get the assuredness of knowing you are Right and Cool that you have as Shepard. You don’t demand that same respect. And I'm sure there are a lot of people who hated that.
#mass effect#mass effect andromeda#to be clear: i don't think this is an actual flaw of the game but i do think it played a part in why it wasn't a hit like ME 1-3#andromeda has plenty of flaws#some similar to the original trilogy and some all of it's own#the biggest being that it fails to take the same big swings and risks as the trilogy#and therefore feels a lot less hard hitting and rewarding#had it succeeded in that emotional core the way the trilogy did i actually think that original demographic would've enjoyed it too#in a similar way to how i adore the trilogy despite not being the intended target audience. it has enough substance to carry past its flaws#nella talks
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i love being right (been accusing Imogen of comphet lesbianism since s1)
#if there is one thing i can do its sniffing out sapphics#the cowboy talks#imogen heaney#heartstopper#heartstopper season 3#that scene of her and nick talking and her admitting she doesn’t think she ever liked boys hit way to hard#alice have you by chance been stalking me or something
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if ykyk
#the bad batch#star wars#star wars the bad batch#sw tbb#the bad batch season 3#the bad batch spoilers#star wars tbb#sw the bad batch#omega tbb#crosshair tbb#I think about this. a lot.#I can’t watch e5 without laughing when Crosshair says this bc it comes back to hit him so hard
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I like to think Benny got that gun from House when they all came to the strip and that House tried to make a big deal of it and what it meant with all its engravings and symbolism. But Benny being a wasteland we just saw if as another weapon.
He never really mentions it in canon, no attachments or acknowledgements to how good it is as a weapon. He just uses it because it’s the brand, a part of his image. Maria, despite carrying the visage of the women who carried/birthed the prophet, is merely used by a man to kill what can be considered the Mojave’s messiah.
#the opening scene of fallout is like just Easter and the courier is Jesus#Benny could be Judas but is interesting that Benny rarely has a really good thing to say about whatever house has given him#without something else negative behind it#also he is a melee build using a pistol I like to think he’s a sorta bad aim cause he’d rather just beat you with the gun or pistol whip#someone cause like of all things it’s rather hard to retrain a defense mechanism so if he’s used to hand to hand combat he has to like#not think to shoot first and rather hit or charge cause he’s rather offensive in combat#fallout#fallout new vegas#benny gecko#benny fnv#thinking of this because of a mooties post <3
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*crawls out of the psd file covered in blood* AUGH
#first time in awhile ive been happy with a transient group shot#my art#i feel so bad bc all of the art ive been making for it is like YAAAY hooray happy space friends !! :3#but narratively this is my hard-hitting depression series and i put in. things.#ive been thinking about making some mini comics or scenes of the darker stuff thats more true to the story but im worried its cringe edgy#even though it is based on my real ass life#like one reason sulu wears that hat bc in his 20s his depression was so bad that he slept for 18 hrs a day#and being in bed so long rubbed a bald spot in the back of his head#which is a real thing#you can do#speaking from#experience
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