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mcrololo · 1 year ago

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What are some bugs that you love?

First and foremost butterflies. Always. Moths are up there too, which has been a fairly recent appreciation despite me loving butterflies since my teens. (.. honestly, I've had weird encounters with butterflies as a kid, too, nvm) I'm pretty sure I just love winged creatures.

Speaking of which, when I was a kid we ALWAYS had a ladybug infestation around the same time of year in our bathroom. And since my bedroom was adjacent to it, these little buggers would come crawling into the corners of my bedroom as well 🐞 I didn't mind, I thought it was hilarious and a but of a wonder even though it was a yearly occurrence. My mother, on the other hand, was less amused... lmao

I've also always been fascinated by grasshoppers and their anatomy. How high they jump, the shape of their faces, the sounds they make. As a kid I somehow became one of the boys because I'd hunt them with the boys for a fisher at a camping site in return for free ice cream. It felt like a rite of passage when the boy turned to me and said "I'll teach you how to catch them, you're more like a guy anyway." Suddenly I felt Seen. At one point we befriended another girl there who joined us, but she thought it was a little cruel and wanted to keep them as pets (she already kept stickbugs as pets, so she wasn't your typical girl either). And so we stopped catching them for the Cruel Exchange of Nature (fish bait > ice cream for our own tummies) and only caught a few for her to keep and nurture. It's interesting, because both grasshoppers & ladybugs are associated with abundance and luck iirc.

#i recently had a dream about ladybugs. red and green colored. which is weird. the ones in our home were red and yellow #there are probably more i just cant think of em!#oh!! there were blue beetles in the forest near my aunts house #they later reminded me of heracross but i've always loved coming across them during walks there #especially because they were such a rich deep blue #answered #roseqrtzrabbit #i love your questions thank you

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moeblob · 14 days ago

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"Him? Oh, you know, he's kind of a loser." - probably everyone except for his younger brother.

Germaine is based on the layer of hell (Dante's Inferno) for material wealth before self, others, and god. So basically very materialistic and possessive of his belongings. Unfortunately, his younger brother qualifies as a belonging in his mind. So he does his absolute best to keep his brother safe and sound and scratch free - which is a bit tough in a post apocalyptic setting but he mostly manages.

Also a fact I just like to mention: he is incapable of lying.

#my characters #germaine wellington #welp guess who watched an anime recently (its not complete) and the dad of the mc made em think of a loserman big brother oc #its me! correct! the dad just reminded me a bit of germaine and i blame appearances mostly but also the dad was kind of a loser (i love him #and germaine does practically raise tremaine which further messes up their absolutely awful codependency #like yeah both brothers would kill for many reasons (survival and resources mainly) but !#if tremaine lost germaine hed probably cry and become incapable of moving on and eventually just dying w no reason to live #but if germaine lost tremaine hed go insane cause no no no thats HIS brother and hed start blaming everyone #and lose all rationale and logic while hes actually one of the most logic based in the group #hes a loser but dont let him lose things or he loses it more #but when hes really mad at tremaine for whatever reason his best friend is like uh huh what are you gonna do about it #and germaine is like........... we both know i will sigh and accept it and probably pat him on the head next i see him #which is incredibly honest and exactly what he does because yeah hes mad but even mad he cannot say #im gonna slap some sense into him because thats a lie he wouldn't hurt his brother #everyone in their group knows he cant lie so when he gets hesitant after being asked something they just know #hes trying to plot the best way to skirt the answer bc its apparently Not Good #he looks angry and annoyed often but its just resting bitch face #he lights up when he sees tremaine and he lightens up a little with his best friend #like lil smiles for his bestie and brother but when talking ABOUT his brother? he lights up and beams because hes so proud #of the coolest and smartest thing in his life (his brother)

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poisonousquinzel · 11 months ago

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ngl real missed opportunity by DC to let Harley and Mr. Freeze become friends during her primary villain arc (btas or other) cause tbh I can't imagine he'd enjoy sitting in his cell listening to Joker brag about all the ways he's cruel, abusive and uncaring towards Harley, a woman who loves him, while Victor's entire goal is to save his wife who he loves dearly ya know ???? and it's not like all of them haven't been locked up together, the other rogues Know. Joker's not like most abusers who try to keep it behind closed doors, he's very public with his abuse.

And just that feeling of like "I am doing everything I can to save my wife, I have become a criminal and have done awful things in the name of love and I just want nothing more than to have her back and You Have Someone Who Loves You That Much, That Much To Become A Criminal As Well And You Repay That Love By ABUSING HER."

#i know next to nothing about mr freeze so i may be wrong but i like to think im right #the temptations to include more of the rogues gallery in my ''Ivy Finds Out About The Ending Of Mad Love'' fic rewrite #((((((which i have not forgot about skdnksks i am Slow with things but like the og is a little over 4k #and ive got about a smidge into contents of the og chapter 2 and its already almost 7k so hopefully it'll be worth it #the wait that is #skdndkksksks #/// but like that quote joker says in the assault on arkham movie #''haha women amirite officer? cant live with em cant kick em out of a moving car''#like he probably absolutely just says shit like that cause he thinks no one is going to stand up to him #(well he probably would reframe if Ivy was also around but ya know if not)#harley quinn #harleen quinzel #dc comics #victor freeze #mr freeze #tw abuse mention #tw clown boy #mentioned at least

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dailykugisaki · 4 months ago

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Day 278 | id in alt

At least one of the students is a horrid menace to both curses and curse users. I was beginning to lose hope.

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #i imagine she straight up sometimes seeks out random curse users to throw hands with #she's probably still pissed about letting her guard down that one time #now its everyones issue that Kugisaki is ticked the fuck off #cant point fingers if you just think a curse got to em because of how horrifying one user can mutilate sumn #Kugisaki Nobara im fucking looking at you girl #yeah theres also mahito so it just kinda y'know but all curses have the capability to make something look heinous #people really dont like remember that normal ass people can die easily to random curses #they'd rather yap about yaoi and or gojo and its honestly irritating now #ALSO like special grade idiot with the curse let out an entire stampede of curses from kenjaku's corpse out so like THANKS #theres other shit happening other than the damn fight and im actually low-key tired of people not noticing it like #what happened with the soldiers #the even more rampant curses uhhh #the fact theres like a large handful of civiliants or whatever yknow whatever whatever #gege show me the shit you bumbling fool

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theblackdog552 · 2 days ago

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“I date to marry. Or to manipulate. Depends on my mood.”

#tom riddle #chloe valentine #incorrect quotes #i couldnt decide which character this fits better so i just tagged both #and there’s probably more i just cant think of em rn lol

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just-spacetrash · 2 months ago

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#GUYS #i watched the second to last ep of sentinel and it was alright yeayea #BUT! im running out of the product right? so im panicking im reading the wiki im reading about the producers #im reading old archive links on blogposts about dvd cover art releases. you know the drill #and so i start thinking about getting those dvd sets again right?#so i figure out its visual entertainment incorporated (VEI) who like produced the dvds and stuff #and i go to their website and yeah of course they dont have em anymore the shows a relic!#so i go to wayback machine to see if they happened to have it before #AND. THEY HAD IT #FOR FIFTEEN UNITED STATES DOLLARS #IN FUCKING. TWENTY TWENTY TWO #TWO YEARS AGO #I CPULD HAVE GOTTEN THEM FOR 15 BUCKS??????#inanse. i have nobody to talk about this to #and like sure probably they dont even deliver to finland and i guess they couldve been sold out even back then #(probably not tho since why wouldnt the wayback machine show that?? also that 15$ was an on-sale-price already)#but i cant believe it.... two years ago... i couldve just gone and bought it.....#my post #hey guys im losing my mind a bit #also did you know apparently the dvds dont have a ton of extra material (although apparently the full set was released in 2015?#so maybe that release had more) but theres three episdoe commentaries by the producers?#i dont think ill listen to them but who knows how desperate i get!#now i just gotta gather courage to watch the finale #and then i can start the show again #ouaaaaaaghhhhhh aaaoooooouuuooaaaaaaa

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beautifel · 1 year ago

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seems like my heart does nothing but break lately

#oh my god dont read the tags. it breaks for everyone :( but on a more personal level #for my gf whos sinking deeper into something n i cant even help bc im a wreck myself but i am so so scared to lose her #still havent even been able to book a psych appointment n i rlly dont know where to go with all these ..em*tions #Guys i rlly dont understand one thing. how come one random freak whos in ur life at some point can derail a whole person like eons later #jeopardise their whole future just by crossing some lines for funz i really dont understand this #not fair not fair at all this is evil #and becasue u got unlucky someone wanted to be disgusting u have to carry the consequences #i rly still cant even say it i still cant even write it #i dont even know how . irl the only perosn i told in some capacity #is dealing with her own trauma and i hate that jsut being understanding is not enoughlike #Wow Lmao Its just Funny How it Shapes You. & U Can Never bury it forever becuz it will always catch up to you😂😂😂😂😂😂#AND THE PAST CAN NEVER BE ERASED 😃😃😁😁😂😂😂🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔪🔪#at least my gf has been taking steps to deal with it for.3 yrs and i just never even #LOL i feel like such a coward but the sh*me and the g**lt associated with the Thing..r so overwhelming i cant even admit it #what would i even do at the psych appointment like straight up what am i gonna say Lol #hai iam here to process something i dont actually remember probably becasue i was a child but imnot sure. n id rather #kms than tell u how i know 😂. So thats also why my heart breaks. for that little girl who was a ball of shame i guess and no matter #how much i cognitively.like rationally know its not my fault the ball of shame n guilt is still there #n it swallows me every time i vaguely start 2 think about acknowledging the Th*ng #or whatever. And thats just my end of the deal but my gf has it worse genuinely bc she remembers everything n still has to see the freak #n it went on for yrs n her family doesnt know n heres the worst thing hes a beloved family member a sweet boy with struggles of his own #well i hope he walks into traffic for doing what he did to her

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dockaspbrak · 7 months ago

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A big thank you to my mutuals who like my nervous breakdown 2-4am posts. You're the backbone of my blog

#its like im not completely alone #idk #what losing a cat does to a woman i guess but #lets be real i was like this before #im just a sad person who laments more than takes action and #i think ill be sad forever probably #in that way some people are #i feel like im one reality over from where im supposed to be yakno?#i used to have this image id hold onto of leaves in the sunlight when i was a kid and i kept waiting for someone to talk to me who #would take me wherever that was #maybe thats the nature of never fitting in u get too in your head and then #reality doesnt feel like home #yeah ive heard people say shit like that sbout books #sorry im not wearing my glasses #lately days blend together and i feel like i cant hold into time #and people talking to me (when they do) sounds miles away #takes ages to get to me if it does at all #oops! sounds like im dissociating hahahahaah oh fuck #when u write it all out. stares at ya right in the face #if im not doing something it feels like my anxiety will latch onto anything #like. rn i feel like im gonna throw up bc of like 5 different things about my car #car insurance. registration. trying to find a job #then it spirals into what ifs. and how thatd suck #constantly this shit. constantly! the only reprieve is going to hang w my grandmother who is 90 and talking about death a lot #😵‍💫#but shes my best friend so ???! fuck!#man idk. im so sad. idek what to do abt this. work out #maybe get a new actor to have a crush on #what makes people happy? idk #em yaps

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lesbiangiratina · 2 years ago

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Id like to thank autism and sunk cost fallacy for getting me through this and also most things in life 55 cards down 30 something to go whenever the packages get here. Im free from the png mines until then

Now imagine this but im biting trading cards

#i will be getting some i-no robo-ky and bridget cards sooo i believe the only characters unaccounted for will be. slayer and zappa? sorry.#ive got em in a google drive… will share when i finish those next 30 #but idk if anybody wants a peek at them i can send you the link.#i just wanna get More in there and also maybe fix these up a bit before going crazy…#i boosted the saturation but i might do some more adjustments #maybe clean up some edges. idk they dont need to be perfect also some of them cant be cuz this is. 20 yr old paper objects #theres some sloppy bits… but i like to think its charming… tell me its charming before i lose it #but yeah. most imperfections arent my fault. probably.#im rambling now. but thats okay too. i rambled a bit on call with my partner in yuri crime. i love rambling. im bad at it but its fun. yay #the kat goes meow #gg

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britneyshakespeare · 1 year ago

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i might seem like just a mentally ill eccentric. but deep down i care about the children

#im talking about my job #tales from diana #i probably dont seem eccentric at all to the ppl i work w just socially anxious (which is very obvious irl & always has been w me)#i dont know how to explain my conflict about working at my high school lately other than. it's not just my trauma #with that particular building. i mean yes it's very much awoken w me when im in there #but everything that was wrong w the *culture* of my school. the way teenagers in that district acted.#it's like. exactly the way i left it seven years ago #and i think a lot of it has to do with the incompetence of the administration and i hate to say it but. individual teachers to some extent #i mean ppl just have no expectations for these children to be respectful and apply themselves #when you treat students with dignity and present their work with dignity they will feel dignified and care more.#there are lots of systemic issues that affect teenagers too that cause them to be disengaged as well #and you never know what's just going on in their individual lives that's interfering w their school success.#in many ways it's like the way they fare is so out of our hands that i get why teachers are so burnt out and cant be assed #im very much bright-eyed and bushytailed in some ways. even tho i do not see this as a glamorous job #i am very young and haven't been doing this long enough to have EVERY ideal beaten out of me. just most of em.#yeah. the culture of that high school is just awful.#in general i have very high opinions of teenagers. and low opinions of high schoolers.#it's not who they are that is wrong. it's the building they inhabit and the ways they move around it.#it's the potential of them that is being ill-served that frustrates me so much.#they deserve better and so do we as the adults working there #that's that on that

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bmpmp3 · 1 year ago

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doodling some old ocs and i swear to god these are four different people (green guys are twins and the white hair ones are a dead pop star (right) and a celebrity impersonator of said dead pop star (left)

#art #traditional art #watercolour #oc art #ocs #oc group: unsorted #oc: unnamed #i think i started naming them but i probably wasnt feeling their names cause i dont remember them so if i ever use em again i'll rename the #ive always got such a problem with naming ocs. i dont know how to name ocs anything like a normal human name #and all my strange names (lia's friend sci (pronounced sai) short for science fiction) are like #i cant just do it on demand. i dont think of those names they just happen #i need to figure out a more effecient way of naming ocs #ANYWAY these ocs were like some kinda psychological horror thing about a trio boyband who's leader (white hair guy no1) dies tragically lik #a decade ago and the surviving members (the twins) cope poorly in their own ways #(shitty beard twin falls into a nihilistic depression and the beardless one kind of just becomes quietly obsessed with the deceased)#and they dont really talk anymore (shittybeard wants to be left alone) but for the bands upcoming anniversary their old manager wants them #to do like a reunion tour and specifically he brings in an impersonator who looks uncomfortably like their dead leader frozen in time #to take his place for the reunion. the shitty beard twin wants nothing to do with any of this but the freaky impersonator kind of like #draws him in so he sticks around for a bit. if just to figure out whats the deal with this guy #someday itd be fun to play with these ocs again maybe

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nomairuins · 3 months ago

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i do need 2 work on rewiring my brain so that my immediate very first thought whenever i dont do a small task (like brushing ny teeth taking a shower picking up my room etc) isnt 'We Should Kill Connor ." this would be pretty good for me to do. putting this on the list