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past while has been a lot of me crying really hard over something like eating the good persimmon when im too full and not enjoying it, passing out asleep at 8:30pm, spending my day wfh sitting on the pc waiting to get something to do and constantly planning some doctor appointment

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using a credit card to use the cashback without accruing debt is like being a little jester dangling your money over a fire and the overlords are like haha! a coin for you for the entertainment this month

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9w5d. i ate fish and cleaned the house. I CAN STAND UP WITHOUT RETCHING LETS GOOOOOOO

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im fine now btw. i can eat relatively normally, just light foods no meat. and anyway i saw the sweet little thing wiggling their arms and legs at the ultrasound. couldn't stop laughing about it all day

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Dior 1999

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Mike Malam

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still hate food and constantly hungry but with ibs from the few foods i can eat which are all junk. still retching. i can work sitting up straight now though i dont have to lay on my ass all day.

i got used to scrolling all day because i had no energy or desire to do anything better for this whole month and coupled with the darkness now, uhhhh i can't bring myself to exercise, do any hobbies, upkeep the home.

working from home among mess is probably not helping me. i got so demotivated that even if i had a good day id probably waste it on what i got used to

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warm winter tones

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reading about effects of air pollution on pregnancy just want to cry i hate living here

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Ralph Steadman, Human Identity in the Urban Environment, 1972.

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