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this week is boiling rage at injustice week. being called out at work as too nonchalant after busting my ass til 10pm really ruined yesterday, and today it's my husband getting a fine from the cops for leaving garbage next to a full garbage bin with no space around it to get to the other one. uh huh technically we're not happy we can't get to the other bin to throw the garbage, are we supposed to also throw everyone else's in the right place? under these conditions they'll collect plenty of money just camping out for the evening. man was late to kickbox class and everything

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нисам знала да си трудна!! честитам, желим ти да све буде у реду! срна је стварно преслатко име 💖

фала за добрите желби :) ❤️

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me having a weird time: man this weird time sucks! i don't feel like myself! i wish i was having a normal time!

me having a normal time: well the weird time did have a certain je ne sais quoi...

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went to work from office today. got shaky hungry at 10 and noone else was free to eat so i went to buy something from the store and i fell on my ass. i love snow and going outside #pregnant

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ive started to feel my baby kicking pretty convincingly now, it's no longer just a tickle. i look a month more pregnant than i am somehow. we're especially keen on giving her the name which means "doe" in macedonian. it's short and sweet and makes me think of the kindest and gentlest little girl. im ready for more light in the day again..

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I want to say I'm enjoying pregnancy because it gives me actual joy anytime I remember there's a real person with so much potential on the way for us to raise, but between my lack of physical movement (typical for a smoggy winter but harder to fix when I feel like eating non stop and things hurt when I move them) and feeling socially isolated because I just cannot hang out in the places our friends go (my husband still hangs out now I just don't :() and not being able to handle late nights (I got sick from staying up til 2 this new year's and that's an early night for a party for everyone we know) I feel like I'm not really making the most of this time :(. I felt like it wouldn't be fair to force my husband to come home early so we decided he'd bring me home to sleep and he could go to his friend group's party for the night. Well I thought I was okay with this but I came home and felt so utterly lonely and I even dreamt he cheated on me while I'm pregnant, whole world fell apart in the dream (I've never had a fear of this, but I guess somehow I felt betrayed to go to bed alone on new years) anyways not coping psychologically speaking :(

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Markets of Assam by Imdad Barbhuyan

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second trimester feels exactly like normal except something is poking or itching me all the time and i want to eat more often (not necessarily more quantity, just feel queasy on an empty stomach). mixed reviews on whether the itchy uterus is the baby or not.. personally i think it is

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“Each soul must meet the morning sun, the new sweet earth and the Great Silence alone.”

Light Up Deer art by powerjah @powerjahrt

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Lilac breasted roller, a bit disheveled before morning coffee.

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everyone has dreams about being lost at school, late to work, cant find bathroom etc but whats yalls most common Uncommon stress dream. ill always have dreams about having various problems with my fish tank

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yaaay i get to work on a brand new project at work where i can make things nice and neat instead of fixing "bugs" that are actually brand new feature requests that make no sense with extremely limited buggy project from 2021. im glad they didn't use me being pregnant as an excuse to leave me on bug support for legacy i won't let you down my overlords

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i dreamed i gave birth in the span of an afternoon, 9 days before term and the baby latched immediately at home... i was trying hard but couldn't remember anything about the labour, if it was difficult if it hurt anything, and i couldn't remember the baby's gender either, but i didn't want to unswaddle and disturb them

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living above a successful kebab establishment has transformed my opinions on kebabs from "sometimes okay" to "if it rains outside and i open the window and instead of rain i smell kebabs one more fucckingn time i will lose it and chuck a boulder at their store" i have to also go through the stench of kebabs anytime i want to go to my parents' (they live inside the kebab building and the only ones that suffer more than us from the kebab plague)