they havent gotten divorced yet but im kinda concerned abt my mom bc my father has never let her get a job for longer than a year and hes basically the bread maker of the fam bc of that idk whatll happen w her she is gonna manage it ik that but umm idk i dont want to be seperated frm her till she is getting her life together yk i might hv 2 live w my grandparents and all ugh i dont knwi whats happenjng
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mostly i feel like garbage bc owning my own house is good and i Should feel happy but im just back to feeling trapped and now i Know theres no way out. im stuck w my parents until they (or i) die and then if theyre out before me idk whatll happen to me bc god knows if ill ever be able to go finish college n get a job that pays a living wage. like ik in the meantime i can probably find a way arnd bullshit bc ive survived at least this long w hardly anyone helping me/stepping in on my behalf/rly giving a shit abt me at all but Man when that mental crisis hits it hits Hard
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lady gaga was so good!! she was super close to us :0 also i saw SO many cute boys dvndjvnf i am so fucking gay. the thought of coming out is rlly stressing me out bc im not entirely sure what im going to tell my mom abt my name and such? i just dont wanna fuck anything up u know. not sure i could handle tht. im doing alright, and im rlly hoping u have more good days than bad and u get to talk to ur fp tons!!! ily 💘 -ev
(sorry this is so late i was gonna reply earlier but the school production Happened rhjfnf) ah im glad!! honestly concerts are the best places to see/meet cute gays lmao,, and ik what you mean im still v much closeted to my parents n i dont wanna mess anything up? but ig as long as its not hurting you too much then do whatll keep you safe n comfortable 💜💜 and tysm!! trvhd ily im glad youre doing alright
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