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one positive about this hellscape that we’ve found ourselves in is that it makes elain’s right to choose for herself in the next book that much more impactful and profound 🫶
#trying to find some positives here#there are admittedly very few#elriel#pro elriel#elain x azriel#elriel endgame#pro elain
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License to Kitty.
#dungeon meshi#izutsumi#marcille donato#chilchuk tims#I still stand by my tags on the Izutsumi character study piece I did in January - but I will repeat myself on a few lines here:#I *really* love this character. I love that all of the dungeon meshi crew are complicated and have difficult to love components.#But Izutsumi is a particular kind of hard to love. I foresee a lot of people being turned off by her abrasiveness and lack of teamwork.#She is very self-centered and openly goes against what the party agrees on.#She's a picky eater in a story that is 50% about eating good and healthy food!#It is in part about her growth but admittedly even *then* she remains rather true to her self-centeredness.#Even though she isn't as nice or funny or compassionate as the others...Izutsumi is still someone worth loving.#Even the more difficult people are someone worth loving.#And those people in turn are people who have something and someone they love.#She may be a girlcat but she is the most human of them all.#I hope that if you are an anime only watcher and are feeling put off by her at the moment; you'll give her a chance.#By the way: *yes* I worked very hard to draw that skateboard pose. It was worth it.#EDIT: HAPPY 500th POST OF POORLY-DRAW-MDZS!!! What a comic to commemorate the milestone with!
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[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post
#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#dick grayson#talia al ghul#batfamily#dc robin#nightwing#anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther#like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it#they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc#but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself#anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did#it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios#also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul#you will always be famous to me#son of the demon origin...bwahhh#anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic#but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up#so go look at that as well#anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy#i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself#it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on#I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue#i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups#so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat#mine
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#I'm being very normal about the new Vampire Survivors trailer#admittedly a few days late b/c i was travelling#very excited though#thank you poncle#so stoked to see Simon 2d animated for the first time in years#the swell of music as he comes into frame in the mirror!#the strength behind his blows with the whip!#and that's just simon#not to mention how mesmerizing the entire cast is#the still portrait at the end! trevor looks so wonderful ah#such a wonderful homage#kudos to the animation studio behind this trailer#i see you and i appreciate you very very very much#i also love how Antonio has the same color palette as Haunted Castle Simon#i have to wonder if it was intentional#i'm absolutely delighted
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You know something I’ve been thinking about? We’ve seen sticks get deleted (in the technical sense with the Cg) and unsaved (victim) but like,,
You know how you can replace files and such on a computer with a file of the same name? Do you think it’s possible to do something like that with a stick figure? Just completely replace them with a new version of themselves?
Would the new version of that stick figure inherit not just their name, but other aspects of the old stick (personality, memories, etc.)? Or would it be an entirely different person? Or would it just depend on how they were made?
And what about the old stick? Would they just seize to be, like would it be the same as being deleted or unsaved? If they were alive afterwards, do you think they’d like,, lose their identity? Like their name and memories and all that? Cause their name would technically be taken and given away to someone else? So would everything be passed down to that new version or would the two just be entirely different people? And if the old stick does just kinda lose everything, would they just kinda. Wander around without a purpose?
Idk I’m tired and needed a break from drawing lmao
#this is very much AVA/M oc related btw#I’m brainstorming some stuff tho admittedly I’m stumped on a few things#animator vs animation#bean rambles#alan becker#animation vs minecraft
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Hello hello!!! Guess what. Yokai art dump below the cut!! So cool and shiny wow
Its true, I do >u<
I'll try and section these and give the usual explanations below! Image ID for more drawing specific inksplanation.
Click for full image! Since a lotta these are weirdly shaped they were cut off....augh...
McKraken and Maddiman related doodlesssss they're some of my faves <3 i will always love them even if they're not my focus characters atm (well. McKraken kinda is rn but also Babblong so YAY)
Misc. Yokai and ocs! The frog is Kerosque, the guy w the swirly pompadour thing is Swiss, and the monkey is Romono (although he's a Regretevator OC from FOREVER ago, he's still my son <33)
SWISS STUFF RAUGHHHH ! inconsistent style will be APPARENT here try not to notice shuhhhhhgh
Height for main yokai in my AU/on Casp's team! (In the anime it's just primary summons then wwwww)
Some yokai practice/design hcs bc my friend asked!! I was so happy to share 🤭 LOVE YOU CHERCHERRRR
Some of my little guys once more! Rawry' prob one of my faves yokai to draw, easy and fun to do show-accurate or stylized.
OCSSSSSS. AND BADDINYAN. MY EVIL CAT <3333 the guy next to the frog in the middle is an oc idea but idk for what yet =▽=
AUGH. THERES AN IMAGE LIMIT? Well in case you're wondering it's 30....post the rest after I get tomorrow's doodles. See you then and thank you for looking at and reading about my arts!
#Also this is me just rambling now but like where would I be without commas and parenthesis? I love using them#...as I'm sure you've noticed. But that jusy proves my point!!!#I've been so insane about drawing recently like I will sit down and fill a page or so withing like 30 minutes bc I get bored#(Idk how much that I'd in retrospect but per my usual rate that's a Lot!!)#I've been using Swiss bc I wanna decide what to do with him in the AU after Event...#I also project onto him a lot bc some of his personality really reflects my younger self#Although very traditional my mother raised me rather androgynous in terms of typical child stuff. I got to hang with boy and girl stuff so#Swiss has a few aspects of when i hadent (and admittedly still havent) really gotten past my pride or fear in favor of#Oh i don't know#Making friends??? Not being unintentionally or intentionally a jerk?#Fun little fact; it's not really that Swiss is a picky eater#But rather he has some Problems.....#Like that he's really puntable/j#Caspian has tried to have him answer. Anything without lying but unfortunately he just Does That Sometimes#Sometimes it's not even on purpose. Odd but it happens!#Anyways. I could go on and on but it's almost midnight over here....I really am.like Babblong jajaja ○u○#□ yolo watch 2!#yokai watch#●posts from yomakai#yo kai watch#I'll just tag those with at least 3 appearances methinks#Aswell as ocs bc I flatter myself!!#Caspian ykw#Swiss ykw#Kerosque#Fuwhirl#McKraken#Dr Maddiman#Baddinyan#Casanuva
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things nobody asked for: Comet vs standard V2 Miki comparison
#admittedly im not very consistent myself but#generally comet has more pinks and blues than standard miki#tho sometimes i color her hair more orange! mileage will vary becos again im not consistent lol#(also sometimes i just wanna play around w/ different color palettes heh)#comet's eye highlights are yellow-orange (to match Cloud the Piko's)#and ofc the hair is styled differently!!#honestly i made this as a personal reference-to help me be more consistent w/ my design#hopefully this works lmao!#also for those of you that dont know Comet (and Cloud) are my N!SOTF ocs (if u can even call them ocs? idk)#i have a few others but these are my guys of all time yknow#sf a2 miki#vocaloid
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day 2. i call this one: "shapes."
#johnkat#homestuck#karkat vantas#john egbert#i'm sorry if i posted this a few hours early#just to let you know i actually made this a few days ago but...#i liked it. alot.#so i posted it here as well. you can find the art originally posted on my normal twitter (wussreal) if you wanna give it some love!#i think#i never remember if i post things or not i'm sorry#i have the next day up and ready in a draft as well so i don't gotta worry about that#admittedly it's very similar to this one though. but if you like this then great you'll love what i'll post next too (maybe)#lets hope this saves as a sched post cuz i don't know how to make those things. bye bye for now and i'll see this post in a few hours#hopefully
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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vsynth has long since been trending towards the uncanny valley of singing but i feel like its been especially pronounced the past few years now that a higher proportion of banks sound nigh indistinguishable from human people. you can only really tell if youre already deeply familiar with each bank's respective engine
#its stunning the amount of progress vsynth tech has made within the past few years#and its been really interesting too seeing like adachi rei rise in popularity almost as a counter to ai vsynth#its admittedly kind of saddening that the industry preference overwhelmingly pushes realistic vocals over mechanical robot vocals#and i mean i know they do come equipped with parameters you can edit to make them sound robotic again but its genuinely not the same#when you have the concatenation ai built into the software and the phoneme transitions are automatically smoothed over#this isnt to say that ai vsynth has like completely overtaken or threatening the Future of Vocalsynth though#there is a significant portion of people who largely prefer the clunky/mechanical/robotic sound of early vocalsynth#which is why i think rei has gotten as popular as she has#and the cryptonloids in particular are forever stuck in the piapro ether so the most we'll ever see of a miku ai#is just ppl messing with the rvc ai voice cloner LOL#i think if ai truly was causing Creative Bankruptcy or whatever then utau would not remain as wildly popular as it is#and part of the reason why utau still remains so popular is because [teto image] FREE SOFT its free!! anyone can use it & develop their own#vb on it too. so like yes you have the matter of industry pushing out these hyperrealistic voicebanks at an overwhelming pace#but individual fans will remain using/developing their own voicebanks (aggressively points to adachi rei again) so long as public interest#stays. hence why i dont think ''big ai'' in vocalsynth is a real threat or anything#referring to them as ai banks in the first place anyway is such a misnomer bc its not the same as generative ai#i do think that the relative simplicity at which realistic vocals are synthesized now does somewhat obscure the monumental amount of skill#it takes to tune older voicebank because that shit is HARD!!!!!!!!!#like with how synthv works it obscures the technical tuning feats of older engines and how massively massively massively impressive it is#to get anything to sound good let alone Realistic on smth like vocaloid2#synthv got popular because its ui made tuning a genuinely intuitive process rather than something that makes you want to throw#bricks at your head so its easy to forget tuning (albeit Still hard) was Much much harder#but at the same time.... ai doesnt automatically make tuning better either#actual plain vanilla ai voicebanks often sound very flat and lifeless if no actual tuning is applied i.e. vibrato pitch change tension etc#its such a beautiful complicated lovely artform#anyways my original thoughts. you unfortunately cant get that mechanical/clunky/robotic sound with. any commercial voice synth#released within the past 3 years#i hope more overtly artificial in nature banks along the same genre as rei catch on in popularity
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work in progress work in progress
#classic doom#doom#level design#retro fps#admittedly mildly afraid of this project ; there are quite a few mappers in here i would consider well above my skill level#so the anxiety of not delivering up to par is very strong for me and i dont know what to do with it except try my best#which im already very much doing#sorry for the slight rant i just kinda need to get that out because it is gnawing on me
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the way i wanna experience mlm gay love so bad like as a nonbinary person i've been in straight relationships i've been in lesbian relationships but i have not been in mlm gay relationships because i don't look manly enough for gay men to even look at me but like. on the inside i Know part of me is a gay man, just like part of me is a lesbian
#and before you go all technical on me like oh well if you're nonbinary and bi you've technically been in gay relationships either way#no#none of my (admittedly very few) relationships felt mlm#the men i've been with very much saw me as a girl#it's about the vibes you know#actually a couple of my 'lesbian' relationships felt more mlm than my relationships with cis men#and that's because the 'girls' i was with later turned out to be either nb or trans men#anyway gender is weird af#rain.stuff
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i think the most connection between the luxon and predathos i'd want(and think, at least in terms of themes, is just legit, but potentially in a more direct way) is that they're just opposite forces that embody creation vs. destruction
#critical role#this is once again me stressing how much i hate the idea that the luxon is ✨️ oooooo scary secretly evil ooooo ✨️#its one of the few decisions i can fully admit Will genuinely make me upset in a way i cannot describe dhfjsnd#which! if thats the way they want to go! whatever! but its something i hate and will disagree with on a fundamental level#this is admittedly an extension of me feeling like the luxon is way more in line with non-christian religions than what people project on it#i have very strong opinions on the luxon sorry
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Hi! do you have recommendations of angsty leo fanfics? specifically 2012 leo.
Hmm... I suppose it would depend on what you're looking for. For angsty fics, I mainly just read one-shots that have to do with severe mental health issues/struggles. So if mental stuff may be triggering or if you want more of a long-form fic recommendation I'm not sure I have any
#Admittedly I don't have the best attention span#So the stuff I read is typically pretty short and very catered towards specific topics#I'm actually... very surprised I don't have a better answer for this given that I have 376 fics saved on my phone#I may have a few longer ones I could dig up‚ but I'd have to re-read them because it's been a minute#➼ Inbox#➼ Blue turtle inner workings
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Strongly considering breaking my 3 year (3 and a half year?) tumblr hiatus
#it's honestly been SO GREAT relearning how to just enjoy shit without feeling the beed to report back about it#which is admittedly very silly because there was obviously never any requirement that I report to tumblr dot com#about every single thing I happen to be enjoying#but like it's nice to just step back and enjoy things without feeling like your enjoying them for an imaginary audience#but I do miss having a place to dump my thoughts about things#I also watch very little tv these days#I've done more reading in the past few years than I think I did in the entirety of my 20s#but that lends itself less well to tumblr posting#mostly my current enthusiasm for amc interview with the vampire brought me vack here lol#who nows if I'll stick around after the seasons over idk
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Mad Doctor of Blood Island (Tomb of the Living Dead, 1969)
"You are quite mad."
"Then you should be very careful, doctor. Both of you. Mad people can be quite unpredictable."
#mad doctor of blood island#tomb of the living dead#horror imagery#filipino cinema#video nasty#1969#eddie romero#gerardo de leon#reuben canoy#john ashley#angelique pettyjohn#ronald remy#alicia alonzo#ronaldo valdez#tita muñoz#tony edmunds#alfonso carvajal#bruno punzalan#edward murphy#tito arevalo#unarguably a pretty bad film but not without its own unlikely charm‚ as John Ashley's beautifully sculpted hair and sharp suits help him#investigate a bad case of Monstrous Green Man running riot on a beautiful island in the Philippines. performances are wooden‚ fx are as#ropey as expected‚ and the script is mostly dreadful (excepting a few isolated scenes which transcend into a kind of wonderful weirdness‚#particularly any scenes between Alicia Alonzo and Ronald Remy‚ where they dispassionately discuss the nature of love‚ madness and death#or trade threats in utter calmness). for a late 60s film the levels of gore‚ sex and nudity are surprisingly high tho tempered by the#director's irritating habit of rapidly zooming in and out during any moment of grue. oh and a very real tw that this contains some needless#and horrible animal cruelty (presumably what got this on the DPP list) altho it's brief and easily excised so maybe there exist cuts of the#film without those scenes. altho this is admittedly a little dull beneath the grotesquerie and a fairly badly made bit of cheapo indie#schlock so probably not really worth chasing down that imaginary cruelty free cut (unless you're a freak trying to watch every video nasty)#(i am that freak)
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