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By the way, if I usually interact with your posts but sometimes I don’t, it’s probably because it had swearing in it and if I see it in context it’ll get stuck in my brain and start triggering me constantly.
Or maybe it just made me uncomfy, idk.
#i don’t actually owe you an explanation of my triggers#but swearing is one of them#fortunately i can skim over it if there’s no context#(i.e. if it’s the filtered word of a post)#then it doesn’t get stuck in my head#but if it gets stuck#i’m not having a good time#cb writing stuff
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Me: Stop being sad.
Also me: Spends today thinking about Link and Mipha’s love and the fact he can’t properly grieve it because he cannot remember all of the memories of their relationship.
It makes me sad.
I’ve been coping with thinking about how post-AOC Sidon travels home. It’s after BOTW, and Sidon went missing for a few months along with other champions (and Tulin lmao) With his return, Link is emotional as he reunites with Sidon. Link was beyond stressed and worried over his missing lover. He hasn’t left Zora’s Domain in weeks since he got word of his disappearance. Once emotions settle during the reunion, Sidon gets to tell Link about how he went back in time and saved Mipha and all of Hyrule. He saved Link. Even if that Link wasn’t his Link, it made his heart happy to save his love from the grief he went through before.
And Sidon is so melancholic. He got to see first hand Link’s love for his sister. Her giving Link the armor after he saved all of Hyrule. The two sharing a kiss. A future between them that gets to finally exist. Something he knew from her diaries and from older Zora’s stories, but something that he deeply understood now.
As Sidon recaps this, Link is looking up to Sidon emotionally. Sidon too seems upset. But more so guilty, Sidon witnessed first hand what had to be lost for he and Link to love one another. That maybe what the two are doing isn’t right.
But Link shushes Sidon. Finally getting a word in for the first time after Sidon’s retelling started. That Link is beyond proud of Sidon for saving Hyrule. For saving Mipha. Saving him. Link can’t help but cry after this point. He thanks Sidon for giving Link a happy life. In both of his lives. Who Link was then isn’t who he is now, but he’s so happy to know that both past and present him get to love who they love surrounded by friends and a family they found. That it extends beyond him, too. So he’s incredibly thankful for Sidon. And that he loves him, and he won’t stop loving him.
Sidon can’t help but to kiss his Hylian lover. One he’s desperately missed during his travels. One he felt guilt over, but that washed away with Link’s affirmation. Now, Sidon just feels happy. Overwhelmed, but happy. He knows Mipha is happy, and he can’t wait to tell the domain what transpired.
#I’m coping I’m sorry.#I imagined his earlier and it’s been stuck in my head#I like to imagine Mipha’s point was made after Sidon’s return from AOC.#I know TOTK makes no mention of AOC#but I see the events of it giving Sidon a closure to his mourning#that and he wanted to give Mipha a more beautiful resting spot. At a spot he saw she and Link share happy moments at when in AOC.#and then there’s Link who doesn’t remember everything from his past#but he can’t help to cry at the happiness he feels knowing that there’s a him who gets to live happily how he would have#and that current Link also gets to live so happily in the present too#but Link still hates Zelda’s dad#and Sidon came clean about losing a fight to Revali#And that Mipha said she was happy for Sidon and Link’s love#cause let’s be real Sidon spilled that tea he is terrible at not saying his love for link.
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I want to get into legend of Zelda so bad but I'm not sure where to start😭😭 I bought the first part of the Ocarina of time manga since there's two but other than that I'm so lost,,, do you have any tips :')? should I watch some gameplay or 😭
oh man
ok, sooo Ocarina is a good start ! Thats like, the most known besides BOTW I think. HOWEVER !! The mangas are typically different and/or have different endings, but they’re still fun to read, tho I don’t think I have read the Ocarina one. (The Four Swords and Minish Cap mangas are good !!) (all of them are available online, but quality varies)
I do recommend watching gameplay too—whether with commentary or not, up to you. Each Zelda game is pretty different from one another, so if you don’t vibe with one, you can try another ! If you want something cute, something dark, funny, etc, there’s one for each tbh
My favourite Zelda game is Twilight Princess, it was my introduction to the series as a little kid, but I like most of the games.
So…. I’d start with Ocarina, to get the true vibes of the series, and if you enjoy that, you can watch/read the sequel: Majoras Mask. if you like the strange gothic themes like that, then you might also like Twilight Princess, which is next in the timeline/connected..
Other games I recommend—whether reading or watching preferably both—Wind Waker (sequel: Phantom Hourglass, but I haven’t played), Breath of the Wild, its sequel Tears of the Kingdom, Skyward Sword, Minish Cap, and Echoes of Wisdom !!
#Ask#I don’t recommend game grumps for loz playthroughs#I think PointCrow is better bc he’s more passionate abt the content#BUT he can get stuck. If you want JUST game then like.. any 100% HD walkthroughs …. I have watched 12 hour videos ….#note: PointCrow doesn’t like ocarina but he did play majora I think 😭 he’s mainly botw/totk#all of this off the top of my head
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You wanna know something I headcanon about Dazai so aggressively that I have never seen anyone else talk about?
I bet you that he talks to himself. I bet you that spending most of his days in his teen years alone, socially and physically without anyone has probably affected him in some way. I bet that he’d spend all day in that shipping container and he’d talk to himself. He’d narrate what he’s doing, sing little songs, probably fuck up the lyrics or just trail off and come up with his own thing, he came ip with his double suicide song doing this.
I bet he still does this when he’s alone.
#I’m writing a fic where Dazai gets a cat#and in throwing this headcanon in there#I do this#I never really had friends growing up#and would spend most of my time by myself#so I just kinda talk to myself#sing whatever’s been stuck in my head#narrate whatever I’m doing#it helps make the thoughts work when you say them out loud#Dazai is highly skilled in the rubber ducky maneuver#working thhngs out by explaingbthem out loud#he doesn’t do it around others tho#he’s way too like aware of himself for that#dazai#bsd dazai#dazai bsd#dazai osamu#bsd#bsd headcanons#bsd shitpost
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ns has the burnt part of his wings plucked or cut off every time he falls. ends up with less and less wing.
you people come up with such evil ideas i think
#but you know what i like it. everytime his memory gets wiped they also clip his wings so he doesn’t really start Questioning stuff again#i.e. why his wings are burnt exactly#and then it grows back and the cycle repeats over and over#ouehghh ……. sep with such small wings …#i’ve been thinking about how Things might happen in this au ….. hmmmmh#scratches me head#AHHHHH I CUT MY FINGER ACCIDENTALLY FUCKKK#anwyays. okay well yeahi just think that for some time sep is stuck in this cycle#and i think wayback keeps trying to convince him heaven bad but then sep doesnt remember and wayback is like dude what the fuuuck is wrong#with you ^_^ you shoudl leave heaven and go live on earth with me . and sep is like ……………………….. maybe#i imagine they do exactly that for a while idk how many years but sep is like yayy earth ^_^ and then heaven is like heyyy sep when are you#going to come back to heaven. and uhm#…#walks away#cramswering#myart#oc: needless separation
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Completely unrelated thought but I've always loved just how ironic Wicked's opening is. "No one mourns the wicked" SAYS THE WOMAN WHO HAS BEEN MOURNING HER DEATH EVER SINCE
Like just the complete irony of the song where Glinda keeps trying to emphasize to the people that no one cares about the wicked witch of the west while simultaneously being the sole person to continue to tell her best friend's story, not only to the world of oz but also to herself because she realizes she is the only one who is mourning this loss. She is the only one who knows most of the truth beneath the various amount of lies people have made for Elphaba for years and years. But alas, she must play this part to the very end and live a lie, unlike Elphaba who embraced and accepted herself a long time ago
#and now it's stuck in my head again rip#obviously Elphie has to play a role too but I think it’s different from Glinda#Elphie gets to be authentic and be free from the status quo that oppressed her meanwhile Glinda benefits from said status quo#so ofc she will continue to benefit from it and keep her reputation but that doesn’t encompass all her feelings#just like how being the wicked witch of the west doesn’t encompass all of Elphie’s feelings#it’s just the way their witch counterparts are a manifestation of how they’ve been treated in society#Elphie was an outcast so she naturally rebelled while Glinda was privileged so she continued benefiting off of that reputation#“evil” being rebellious and “good” being conformity#this got rambly but yeah#my posts
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In regards to the post I just reblogged (the flag pin) I decided to open the app on my phone to see what ads I’d get and I see this
This is so fucking funny like???? Have they seen the movie Seven????? Brad Pitt puts his whole pussy into portraying the agony and grief in that scene and they try to use it to sell mountain biking equipment??? 😭😭
Like I get it’s lazy advertising and some underpaid intern wrote this (feels too coherent for AI) but still holy shit
#and before people are like wELL iT mAdE yOu TaLk AbOuT tHeM#recall that advertising on tumblr doesn’t work because we’re all too autistic and immune to that shit#I doubt the 10 people that see this post will think oh great I needed a sketchy store to get shit for my actual mountain biker friend!#spoilers I guess but his wife’s head is in the box and also she was pregnant and he didn’t know it yet#it’s part of the killers grand scheme to turn Brad pitts character into the last sin (wrath) by making him so enraged he kills him#also people always reference this line and omit the second in which he says WHATS IN THE FUCKIN BOOOOXX#seven#se7en#tried to post this last night and it got stuck sending. thought it was lost forever#opened tumblr this morning and there was my draft still open
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So are you puppeting calypso from the Theraprism? Or did you escape through her?
BE THANKFUL SCALES IS STILL USEFUL.
#buy gold#bill cipher#gravity falls#billypso#the siren#I’ve been thinking and#a diagram would be useful but anyway.#so usually he’s in the nightmare realm yes? and then can drift into the mindscape to find a head or project as a matterless shadow into#reality which can then slide into a person#in this case he instead hopped right into head through a digital deal so he might have passed through via the internet or something IDK#anyway it’s a like a shortcut. And the deal’s holding him down in Calypso’s head otherwise it’ll possible he might slingshot right back int#theraprism or get stuck in the internet if it doesn’t travel correctly#OR he could just pop out as a shadow into reality but hmmm#Think he might slingshot. Which is why the portal and not having the Pines in his way#are priorities rn. If he rewrites Cal’s genetic code to be able to survive on land he won’t be able to hide away in the water if they’re#trouble. Which impedes getting to the portal. (From which he’d figure something out.)#Idk#these are my thoughts and not finalized but yeah#theraprism
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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog
Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️
Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D
#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still can’t believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because I’ve been obsessed with that show for a#while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (I’m sorry people being good with#and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like#him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing#is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear it’s speeding lmao#she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i haven’t#emotionally recovered yet) and yeah that’s how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao#oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about#max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too#especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao 😂)#I’ve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff it’s so annoying actually#not to mention Twitter but I don’t go there and probably never will 😂#I personally don’t enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do#you do you as long as it doesn’t negatively affect anyone#but yeah I’d much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions#everywhere else like I’m not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some#degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what I’ve seen here of course there are gonna be#annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me#whoops this post got away from me again oh dear#I’ve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you don’t love me at my *swearing on team radio#giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you don’t deserve me at my *precious#interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving#beautifully in the rain* it’s a package deal you can’t just pick and choose and personally I don’t even get why people complain about some#of the other stuff I appreciate someone who’s passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters 🤷🏻♀️#I think I’ve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him#god forbid women have hobbies for real (can’t believe I’ve yapped so much I can’t put more tags 💀)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)
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akechi’s corpseisms are so enthralling to me
#he was already so corpsey. living entirely for the sake of a goal he didn’t intend to survive#and then BOOM third semester#buddyyyyyyyyy. my mannnnnnnnnn. girlieeeeeeee.#whether he’s literally or essentially or figuratively dead he’s soooooo corpsey. get buried already girl#such a fucking death-seeking corpseeeeeeeee.#this is what i like most abt akechi n akira’s relationship in my head#what i find really fun to explore with them#akira’s in like a half-constant state of grieving a guy standing right next to him#and he’s like ‘hey can you stop dying. for a minute. please. stop reminding me you’re dead. please stop saying you can’t be saved’#and akechi’s like ‘no fuck off’#i think it’s fun when neither of them particularly want to be in this situation#akira doesn’t want to care. cause itd be easier. but cause he does care he doesn’t want akechi to die#and akechi doesn’t want to be cared about. cause it makes dying harder#and so they’re stuck feeling like shit forever <3#rambles#suicide ment#suicide mention#in the tags but yk#ough ive missed thinking about them#it’s been far too long for me to know if this is even glancingly in character but it’s at least interesting isn’t it?
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if you’ve ever been mean to the sweet little girl that is paimon i will kill you. i pray for public interest that this is common knowledge.
#she’s just a sweet thing! i don’t understand the unnecessary hate. and then you ask why all joy & wonder has been sucked from this world.#it’s you !! motherfucker.#it’s because you keep hating !! it’s because you’re a fucking hater that’s what you are !! sword to the chest. & you’re on fire.#I’ve had that phrase stuck in my head for so long now. sword to the chest. & you’re on fire.#but anyway yeah she’s just a curious little thing. would you prefer deafening silence?#I bet if it was some tall attractive man doing this EXACT same shit you’d all be in love.#would you prefer a companion who doesn’t trust you enough to be vulnerable?#is curiosity not vulnerability?#is her dependency on you for food & mora not vulnerability?#she is like a child to me & I will protect her with my life.#she is like my little daughter. who is on trial for FALSE ALLEGATIONS OF BEING A FUCKING MENACING WAR CRIMINAL?#ARE YOU ALL OUT OF YOUR MINDS.#LOOK AT HER.#NOT A THOUGHT BEHIND THOSE EYES.#‘ITS JUST A THEORY’ KILL YOURSE#sorry.#heart emoji.#she has literally no-one!! fuck you! !!! everyone who sees her just makes fun of her.#she is like my weird fucked up daughter who keeps getting bullied at school and i don’t really know what to do about it except like. kill#✧.*🌹
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Going through a straight up comical amount of irritating situations to get the stupid 4* guaranteed ticket from the welcome to sekai campaign. It Will Be Mine.
#I’m resuming this tomorrow it’s been hours now I’m just mad#I’m home because my parents are moving to a different state and I needed to pack whatever was left#and for some reason we just keep old devices when we’re done with them#so I borrow an adapter to allow me to connect my ancient unworking iPad mini to my laptop#factory reset it. i have to reset an old email to access the old Apple id to fully reset it.#it won’t connect to the wifi so I have to reset the settings. i find out it’s too old to run pjsk.#i find an old phone that should work. i reset it as well. I’m able to download pjsk & it takes 20 minutes.#pjsk crashes everytime I try to open it. i attempt to run bluestacks on my computer. bluestacks doesn’t have 64 bit for mac yet.#i get a free trial of parallels and download windows onto my laptop. this takes 40 minutes.#i try to download and run bluestacks on that. m1 macs apparently can’t run bluestacks 64 bit through parallels.#i go find the final old phone that I had forgotten about. it takes forever to charge because the charging port is fucked up. i reset it as#well. it can’t connect to wifi. i try a hotspot on my current phone. service is too awful. i try to do wifi sharing from my laptop.#you have to be connected to the router via a cable for that to work.#at this point it has been like 3 hours. I’m giving up because I’ve been down this route before#when I attempted to run 32 bit steam games on m1 mac#(wine64 doesn’t exist for m1 macs yet -> attempt to run boot camp -> boot camp isn’t a thing anymore on Apple silicon -> attempt to run#several different programs that allow me to run windows on a mac. none of them work. ->#look into linux & give up. -> attempt to implement the unfinished/unbottled wine64 code thru terminal. ->#fuck up and delete some important file & have to fix that (misery inducing) -> keep trying. i think I downloaded a Mac coding program at#some point? i realize I have zero coding knowledge and this is a mistake. -> give up and purchase crossover. game doesn’t even work. ->#3 months later update to the latest OS so I can have enough storage to play psychonauts 2. find out the $60 crossover#purchase was a bad idea because ‘heehee crossover doesn’t work on that buy the new version’ (fuck crossover).#my toxic trait is my belief that I can figure out anything via google and sheer stubbornness. usually this is true. occasionally there are#exceptions to this rule. most of them are because owning Apple products is a mistake.#i think if I reset the router tomorrow I can solve this problem but I can also just go elsewhere with better service or wait until I’m home#now it’s a matter of pride. and also free 4*/I have nothing better to do because I’m stuck here until Tuesday.#<- this is all normal behavior by the way. who doesn’t spend 8 hours ramming their head against a problem every once and a while. enrichment#mine#oh I forgot. i also looked into cloning the app but that would cost money for something that might not even work.#‘just log out and make an alt’ and risk losing my account? I’m stupid enough to overwrite it on accident.
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✮ I love you, Eureka ✮
#i have never made a gif before LEAVE ME ALONE#and it doesn’t look like there’s many natori fans on tumblr anyway#i just love this part in the MV#sometimes visuals get stuck in my head the same way songs do#also i know ‘i love you eureka’ is a line in the song but i can just say that as a sentence because FUUUUUCK i love this song#natori#eureka#mine
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We had spaghetti with long-term memory sauce
Alright
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#listen this song was stuck in my head at the time I’m writing this [jan. 23] so I had to get this out of my system#I know Polly technically doesn’t have amnesia#but he has memory problems so it made more sense to include him#stuff i made#sparklecare#sparklecare hospital#polly amry klepsky#polaris amry klepsky
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Did sleeping help
No </3
#vent#tsk. isn’t it like. if you hate everything then eat#if you think everyone hates you then sleep#if you hate yourself take a shower?#sooooooooo. uhhhhhhh. didnt. work?#hng. artfight... I was so excited I have so many ideas#but it’s like. everything is triggering me or making me upset or freaked out or sick. idk what to do#I go ‘oh lemme see what my friends have done so far’ and then I see an oc from someone not my friend anymore and I’m like. ougghhh#I feel like such a baby for caring. stupid for being upset still. it’s like it only mattered to me and no one else had to deal with such#crippling anxiety and stress because of it#everyone is getting so much done so fast and I STILL can’t submit the second thing I did. I’m going to lose my head or cry or both or die or#SOMETHING uhhhhhhggggggg and it’s like all my anxieties are circling back around cus it was this time last year shit hit the fan#I have college!! I have no clue what my plans are!! all I’m good for is making fake people and drawing said people!!#I’m such a fucking. stupid.. I wasn’t even supposed to take this last semester off. we just didn’t know what other classes to take or what#to focus on... I’ve been literally free all day every day since December and it’s like I’m STILL not doing anything worthwhile#mmm I’m so alone in this I can’t DEAL well I guess I’ve been ‘dealing’ but I don’t believe thinking about bad situations literally every day#since they’ve happened can be considered as ‘dealing’ with it. I doubt anyone else is thinking about it that hard but I can’t help it#I can’t do a complete cut off from the internet. my only friends are here! what then? then I’m just. some sad sack who doesn’t talk to#anyone? mmm this isn’t a good way to start the day but I can’t NOT think. it’s all I do. my brain is one of the things that makes be I can’t#self labotomize myself into being a chiller person without killing everything that makes me with it#ugh. I’m going to be stuck in this headspace forever. even with apologies and make ups or agreements to stay apart#I’ll still be the one dealing with the negatives and fallout from shitty situations. funny seeing as I still don’t understand how things#even escalated so fast. but whatever. I’m the bad wolf forever. can’t change that
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ooooh my god I called this dr’s office and the prerecorded message was like send us an email DONT leave a voicemail so I proceeded to send the email started with good morning and continued doing my little tasks while talking and singing to myself only to realize 15 minutes later that I never hung up . and I’ve been singing….. for her by fiona apple this entire time
#every time I type good morning i get the song stuck in my head pleaseeeeee don’t let me get firedddddd#prayer circle that dr#the work comp dept at that drs office just deletes voicemails with listening to them oh god. OH GOD.#prayer circle so that helena suispiria doesn’t get fired twice in a year
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