#the world actually hates me 😭😭😭
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UEUDJWNR I WAS STARTING TO WRITE THE LEELUKE GET TOGETHER PRE-TLT FOR TA LEE AND MY LAPTOP CRASHED 😭😭😭😭
This is TA Luke btw, but instead of Ao3 it's a picture of Lee 😔
#chasms ta lee au#the world actually hates me 😭😭😭#i just got motivation#and i was finishing an ask#HDUSKRJFN GONNA SCREAM
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It’s so funny to think about but because Shanks is who he is. He probably threw a party for Mihawk the first time they met up after Mihawk was finally tall enough to wear Yoru straight down his back.
Bonus if Shanks had already had his growth spurt and Mihawk was getting genuinely worried he had hit his final height and would never complete his aesthetic. (Also Shanks already lords over the one inch he could not have handled a several inches height difference it would have actually killed him if he didn’t kill himself first)
Also of course he pulls up with the Long coat and the hat already in checks who do you think this is?
#if we are going by regular human growth men generally stop growing at like 21 meaning Mihawk’s 19 year old ass was cutting it close#which means if shanks had his growth spurt really fast#there is a world where Mihawk pulls up and he has to look up at Shanks#and he claims to hate it but really looking up with his beautiful gold eyes through his Lucious black eyelashes is his best flirting move#actually it’s the only flirting move he has that’s not being a hater#this just turned into me rambling 😭😭😭#but I just love the idea of Shanks using any excuse to throw a party for his loved ones and Mihawk just suffering through it quietly pleased#throwing thoughts to the void#dracule mihawk#op#one piece#hawkeye mihawk#mishanks#akagami no shanks#shanks#akataka#red haired shanks#red haired pirates#mihawk x shanks#one piece funny
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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James corden coming back now this have we not suffered enough 😞
#I could say something about the entitlement usamericans feel to being able to move abroad anywhere in the world and be welcome but hey#from first hand experience I know they give near zero effort to actually understand local cultures either#anyway. I have multiple friends currently in the UK bc of this so I can’t be too hateful#but I also know a lot of extremely ignorant and obnoxious Americans here and I can only imagine it’ll get worse 🤣#<- anyway the uk is cooked anyway so hardly the most productive move#but usamericans looooove moving here bc it’s ‘easy’ Europe (no pesky foreign languages hey)#but very typical usamerican ethnocentrist exceptionalism mindset to be like. ah yes our election result has ramifications that’ll negtively#impact the whole world#let’s go move somewhere else where we’ll feel that negative repercussion the least#also whole world shows their asses and gives usamericans visas too easy it’s embarasing 😭😭😭#like I have friends in the Us who just don’t get it and keep trying to get me to move there and I’m like it’s not that easy ??#even if I wanted to ????#no concept at all that getting a visa can be hard 😭😭
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poncho
Killua hums happily and mutters sleepily,
“Gon…? Did you know?”
Gon tilts his head and looks at Killua’s cute, sleepy face.
“Just rest, Killua; I’ll protect you, ‘kay?”
Killua doesn’t respond, snuggling closer, and Gon’s chest fills with warmth.
“Gon…thank…you…”
#;windy’s stuff#gonkillu#gon x killua#Gon#Killua#hxh#Hunter x Hunter#I I JUST LOVE THEMMMMMM#KI THINKING SOMEONE JUST TAKING CARE OF HIM AND WANTING MORE AND THINKING IT IS SELFISH HURTS AHHHHHHHH#PUNCHES A WALL#H-He just wants to be treated like a princess 😭😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧🤧#DW KI YOU ARE GONS PRINCESS#KI DESERVES THE WHOLE WORLD#MY HEART#GON WILL PICK UP AND CARRY HIS PRINCESS EVEN IF HE ISNT ACTUALLY HURT#RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHJHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#G-Gonki 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧😭#KIS JUST SO CUTE I CANNOT AHHHHHHHHH#YOU COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE THEM#KIS SMALL FINGERS#WHHHHAUSISISOWOAKWOSKAKAOWOAOSOSOM#GON PICKING KI UP AND PLACING HIM DOWN CAREFULLY RAHHHH 🤧🤧🤧😭😭😭😭#ROLLS DOWN MOUNTAIN AHHHH#KIS SO CUTE I CANNNNNNOT EVEN SOBS#AHHHHHHHHH#M-My heart when he asks so shyly I#Rolls off cliff#I JUST#WEEEEEHEHDUEJSIWOSKSOSKSOOS AHHHHH#SNAPS BUILDING IN HALF
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i'm kind of amazed how most of the stardew marriage candidates just want you to be their manic pixie dream whatever by agreeing with everything they like and plying them with compliments or praise or whatever (which is fine but a bit. Much) but for shane his romance is just you being there for him while he figures his own shit out... dunno why i never wanted to romance him before he's so good
#i'm usually a sebastian kinda guy but i do think it's silly you have to say you like scifi to gain friendship points w him like cmon man#i will say though that. my bestie's baby daddy being named shane kinda does make it hard to like him 😭 unfortunate but not his fault#ik a lot of ppl are weird abt his recovery and his messy ass room bc they play stardew to make things look pretty or whatever#but i'm actually kind of glad he's a realistic depiction of addiction... the problem is his dependence on indulging in alcohol when he's#depressed not the fact that he drinks period... i think that a lot of ppl are unrealistic abt alcoholism (including me abt my dad's)#but concernedape did really good w him imo. anyways all this to say that i'm really glad shane never expects someone to be a certain way#i know most of the candidates are like. archetypes or whatever and i think that's fine they are very sweet and cute regardless but#i think maybe i didnt romance him before bc i related to him so badly that it hurt seeing myself reflected LMAO dead end life and being#suicidal about it like. i've never had a drug dependence but i'm not really in a position where i can ever make my own decisions anyways#but regardless. there is smth to someone who slowly warms up to you when they can't ignore your kindness any longer and have no reason to#act like an abused dog anymore which. does make me sad just to say but that is how he acts beforehand#idkkkkk idk i think people are always too caught up with his addiction and his messy room to actually see him without realizing that#getting better is a lot harder than it appears and that having a dirty room doesn't mean you aren't trying to be better. sigh#besides it's not like. the end of the world that he has a beer sometimes. have you tried going thru life completely sober? it sucks#ok im done LMAO but yeah i've found myself gravitating towards him this time around when i've romanced sebastian literally every playthru#til now. hmm!#ACTUALLY ONE MORE THING. i like how he's basically a twist on the classic useless husband trope in media where they love sports and drinking#but he's not a bad person and the only reason he's mean to you at first is because he hates himself and his own life and he makes an effort#the more you get close to him instead of the opposite. i like that a lot. ok now i'm done
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Chappel Roan saying she’s sad she’s demisexual and then there’s me being aroace as a whole like don’t you think I’m even more sad 😭
#not saying she’s not allowed to feel sad at all#just makes me think about myself LOL#I hate being aroace it’s like everyone’s part of a secret club I will never be a part of#and that people don’t tend to understand and if they do they never uphold that fact#like I actually have thrown up before from the concept of being in a relationship because it’s horrifying#and disgusting to me in a practical sense#like I don’t want to throw up every time I start thinking about those things I just want to be normal#and not panic like a relationship sounds like even worse than a death sentence#ppl think aroace is cute and problem free but it’s literally so uncomfortable and inconvenient when you’re in a world which a) doesn’t#understand wth aroace is b) doesn’t respect it at all c) has shit povs on what friendship is and how it can be more fulfilling than somethin#and d) how badly it impacts some ;-; like ik it sounds easy but try telling yourself omg I want to have a forever bestie#but then said forever bestie will never end up truly putting you first because they’d have a partner who will be their number one#and as usual you won’t even be second place you will be last like always#because I’ve noticed that the moment ppl get a partner suddenly they become their forever bestie role and then I can’t have that cause it#freaks me out and disgusts me all at once so I’m literally just cursed with forever feeling lonely and not meaning anywhere near as much to#someone who you wish could even look your way the way you do to them …#honestly by the day these reminders make me feel more and more aplatonic but it’ll simultaneously always feel like a hole in my heart#because apparently being aroace is like being some weird person and some freak#and not in the 𝒻𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓀𝓎 type of connotation LMAO I mean just plain freak#and then that loneliness will always accumulate and accumulate and accumulate until I physically cannot handle it anymore or I take matters#into my own hands and just off with her head to myself LMAO#dora daily#and that is why despite aroace being cool to me it’s just not placed in an environement which makes it cool#as those assholes tend to say oh meh meh meh you never struggled girl … we’re in the 21st century every person in the lgbt community is#living the life dating who they want and being with who they want#but allegedly it is but a crime I can’t like anyone and that nobody fucking listens to me when I say I have an attraction deficit#and that they take it upon their hands to define what I’m attracted to or head canon me as whatever they are#I swear I’m not even fucking worth that shit just leave me alone 😭#I promise like if I was with somebody they will regret the day they were born by being with me LOL I am not all that in fact me being aroace#is saving them from torture ☠️ anyways ! rant over :3
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NEVER a proshipper or toxic fan but
being an erehisu fan in 2023?!?!?!?
embarrassinggggg…… 👀
brother pls get off of reddit
for my final aot rewatch before the last episode, i just finished season two and, if most men in the fandom are erehisu stans, then it’s safe to say men really don’t understand romance because WTF IS YUMIHISU TO YALL?!?!?!?!?!??!
i get it, you have internalized homophobia ever since your seventh grade robotics teacher told you to “stop being so close with your boy best friend, it’s weird”, but DAMN.
fuck you mean “I will always be your ally”?!?!??? not to mention, “i will always wrap your scarf around you”??!?!?!?!? yes, i’m dragging eremika into this too, cuz HUH????
reddit is the number one public enemy in the state (on oatmealmika’s blog)
#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#eremika#yumihisu#anti erehisu#fuck erehisu all my homies hate erehisu#not meant to be a logical post on why erehisu sucks so pls don’t treat it as one#cuz I KNOW some 30yo man will go on reddit and be all like “erm actually erehisu is perfect and eren doesn’t care about mikasa even—“…#“… tho he literally sacrificed the whole world for her and their friends while she also was the core of all eren’s memories”#all mad cuz of what some teen girl said on her tumblr page at 3am 😭#need me an eren tho#not alpha male sigma fanon ending erehisu reddit eren#i mean whiny pathetic doubtful of himself friendly talkative passionate wants to protect his bbg instead of her protecting him eren#aka best eren#literally molding myself into mikasa to attract an eren like that 💀#wasn’t very hard since i am similar to her to begin with in both looks and personality#so hmu if you want a mikasa to your eren 🤷♀️
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i think ppl need to stop calling others insane for liking a season they don't like because summer is not the same in every country and neither is winter just talk about which season you like the most and go 😭
#the summer over here is ok compared to other places where its absolutely terrible that doesn't make me insane i just live#in a place where summer isnt horrible 😭 i hate winter because uk winter is one of the worst things in the world#like im actually tired of it the debates are so unnecessary i get alot of us are haters but its acc getting annoying#like we get it summer is atrocious in some places.... and so is winter just pack it up!!!!
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🫥!
#tw 3d#WILL I EVER BE FREE FROM I HATE MY BODY JAIL!#i was recently thinking about how like. me saying that i dislike my body is very. entitled#bc in the grand scheme of things that could potentially be Wrong with my body it is actually very healthy and i’m incredibly lucky#but all of a sudden i find out through stupid circumstances that i’ve very recently gained 10 lbs#and well!!! disordered brain is reactivated#thank you mom for making me weigh myself on christmas it’s just what i needed#idk. it’s truly so embarassing that i am still Here and that i Refuse to no longer care obsessively about my appearance#like i don’t see a world in which i ever recover fully. especially the mindset#it genuinely makes me feel Problematic yknow#i’ve seen ppl say that lesbians with eating disorders/body image issues related should feel ashamed#and like yeah i do! i don’t know how to stop caring 😭#ugh anyways. i’m gonna delete this
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when aot was just abt to end, there were leaks ofc as there always are lol abt eren not really achieving any of his plans. and so much of the aot fandom, who have never lived through war, were genuinely upset over this. eren literally commits global genocide, he and his plan doesn’t deserve to achieve anything. especially not anything that would benefit him.
eren wasn’t one of my favorites until season 4 because of how utterly fucked up he is. he was a tragic MC who started off as a hero and as the story progressed, became a monster. even though we know what leads to his corruption, genocide is still wrong actually and having a characters worst fear come to life due to their own actions is the sort of tragic irony isayama loves. we’ve already seen isayama do this with reiner, zeke and grisha. it’s satisfying yet devastating at the same time how harsh the story is on them.
and the story should’ve been a lot more harsher to eren instead of the positive reaffirmation he got in 139 and from most of the fandom. eren claims the rumbling was for paradis, like thst shit didn’t kill off most of paradis’ population, and than he claims that it was for his friends (like pieck, who he has never even had a conversation with) but than he admits it was for himself - and it wasn’t satisfying at all because isayama wanted us to feel bad for eren and it worked. never mind the fact that eren killed his own mom, that he manipulated his own father for taking the FT for his own gain, that he annihilated 80% of the world - he did it for his friends 😊 so it’s okay! friendship >>>> genocide 😝
aot taking a very strong stance against eren’s actions and plan, denouncing them as wrong (bc they are) and showing them that nothing good comes out of them is wayyyyyy better the woobification and the mini redemption arc we got from him in the last chapter.
this is why i hate it when aot fans talk abt aot like it’s the greatest anti-war anime ever made. i think majority of aot fans are westerners or come from developed countries. it’s easier to understand war when ur watching cartoons of it instead of actually living through it. a huge part of the fandom justifies eren’s genocide, even with characters explicitly condemning him. do you really think it’s clear with its anti-war message when all we got was a few sad faces and a huge thank you from the main cast? one of the main themes in aot is the moral grayness of the world. the warriors did what they did because they were child soldiers trying to protect their families, EMA would’ve done the same. the scouts raided liberio (and were heavily against it). and masses of innocent people died in the name of other groups interests. there were literally no winners in this at all.
but why have characters that should’ve narratively and thematically been against eren suddenly forgive and praise him?
why break all the characterization, break all those different point of views, for the warriors specifically, if not for the final woobification of eren?
eren could’ve had one of the most extraordinary corruption arcs in all of anime just for that to be ruined and i will forever be mad abt it
#ending defenders dni#we are not gonna argue abt this if you see this just look away 😭#if you haven’t actually lived through war#if you haven’t actually had to see people dying due to war#if you haven’t had to go through the humiliation of being a refugee#than you have no reason to defend this atrocious piece of anti war media#anti-war media made by those from countries of imperial power are always really bad#idk i just hate when westerners talk abt war#over the past few weeks#my homeland has been routinely bombed and attacked#and while i try to ignore this deep seated feeling of anguish inside of me#i go onto tumblr#and i see bitches woobifying a fictional white man for the genocide he commits#and seeing pple praise aot as an anti-war piece of media is what prompted this post#being a refugee in this country is so funny lol#also my homeland is one of the countries that has the most child soldiers in the world#which is why i think i relate more to the warriors than anything#aot could’ve been so great if it was written by me#attack on titan critical#attack on titan meta#eren jaeger critical#eren critical#eren jeager meta#eren x reader#eren jeager x reader#aot spoilers#aot isn’t a good anti-war analysis because isayama isn’t a devoted anti imperialist#if ur naming characters after nazis and imperial japanese war ships#i don’t expect u to even be anti-war i expect u to be a bigot#i can’t believe people just swept isayama’s worrying obsession with ww2 under the ruh
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We are coming into the year of the dragon and this is wonderful for every single yugioh fan, except me, who is the only person in the entire world apparently who doesn't like dragons 🥲
#i just dont get it !!!#like they're just mid !!!#theyre like... alright at best ??#and i hate that i am the ONLY person to feel this way#i feel like i have to defend myself soo hard because it feels so controversial to ever admit#like i feel actual GUILT and SHAME over this#i fear people will unfollow me for this#even though it's literally just a preference for what animal i like or dont like#like if someone just isnt into horses you dont get a mob of people booing them and trying to tell them why theyre wrong#but i feel like ive had that with dragons ??#idk its like when someone says theyre lesbian and your family are like hey have you met Derek derek is amazing you've not met a derek before#people be like og you dont like dragons have you just tried X francise ? youll love it trust#like NO!! i just want to be respected for what is apparently the weirdest and least common thing in tue whole world to not fuck with#i feel very invalid if im honest#especially as a ygo fan where so mych of everything is dragons#i dont even like the duels im literally here for the characters#im not a monster girlie 😭#i have said ky oeace im sorry for the vent#happy year of the dragon to those who celebrate but i will be mourning the year of the rabbit for the next 11 years#whew vent over yall can hate me and unfollow me now 😔😥#im so sorry
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going to church from now on to pray that son transfers to a better club please 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#somi ༉‧₊˚.#been a tottenham fan since forever but like ...#watching them lose#to CRYSTAL PALACE 😭😭😭😭😭😭#and win against man city#like why do they do this to me#bipolar ahh club#what if i just cry#i hate tottenham ... but i love tottenham#omg speaking of#tell me why i saw a post abt son being rumored to transfer to GALATASARAY ..#what if i crash out#my entire 2025 will be ruined if son transfers to galatasaray . out of all the clubs in the world#i'm actually not that loyal to tottenham LOL#loyal to my goat SONNY DUHH :3
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#this is gonna sound so stupid#but vinnie and sunil share a bit of personality#not like the same personality but like they both have the same things going on but they just show it differently#and like that just makes me think they both have half of butters in them#like#vinnie's butters is like “yeah im sad. but at the same time im happy that something could make me feel that sad. it makes me feel alive”#and sunil's butters is like “you dont know how hard it is to be me! ... you think im uglyyy*hiccup*”#god i love butters😭 my 2nd favorite character ever#on the first quote i can just imagine goth sunil seeing vinnie crying like#“hey man wanna be sad forver only smoke and drink coffee and hate the world since we're both sad rn”#and vinnies like “thats actually gay behavior. i think ill just express that im sad for a while and then get over it”
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I fucking HATE how the fandom treats m.ine. it's so bad 😭
#ash rambles 💚#so many shitty takes... too much time on twitter ruins a man#i hear one more person call him a crazy obsessive yandere and i think I'm actually gonna lose it#he's either portrayed like that or as one half of a ship#his actual character is lost on so many people because oOoOOoOOooOoO mInE wAs GaY#i dont doubt that he likes men. it's just that I've seen so many people be weird about it-#also. it's not fucking sexy to wanna kill your partner. a bullet between the eyes isn't an act of love.#I saw a tweet today about how m.ine actually wanted to kill k.iryu because he thought d.aigo liked k.iryu romantically#and m.ine only wants d.aigo to himself. and THAT'S why m.ine wanted to kill k.iryu.#let that sink in. 😐.#i hate how the fandom treats him SO MUCH#i will sit in my corner here. and i will kiss m#m.ine. and we will kiss a lot. and things are good. we are happy. we are far away from all of that.#I'm not saying every fan of his is horrible. I've seen a lot of great stuff and content! but holy shit I've seen some horrible stuff too#and it's hard to not feel like I'm doing something wrong by shipping with him. by loving a guy who the world has always hated.#and ofc I'm not! but still! even whenever i rb content of him here I'm always so afraid ajdhajsj#like ah yes this is the day i finally get cancelled on tumblr dot com for (checks notes) ... shipping with y.oshitaka m.ine??#I'm honestly afraid to take him up to being an official f/o ajdhajsb i think he'll stay in crush jail a little while longer..#i hate how the fandom perceives him so much!!!!!!! i also just hate the y.akuza fandom in general lmao#i do also like k.iryu so.. I've seen shit 😐#I'll delete this later but oh boy i am in a mood#and i know this isnt the first time I've blogged about this#and for that i do apologize. but i really do love this guy and despite wanting to look for content of him i always end up finding the most#infuriating shit!#i know he's done fucked up things. he's not a great guy. but! our relationship is built on mutual trust and i will NEVER write any of that#creepy obsessive shit that the stupid fandom always portrays him as doing! he's not going to kill someone for getting too close to me-#I'm just... upset- get behind me honey! I'll shield you!#and by kissing him I'm not brushing over any of the shit he does in the game. yes he beheaded that guy. yeah he slapped that orphan.#but i adore him and omg i hit tag limit... oopsie daisy lol sorry guys 😭 I'm really sorry for always talking abt this#you were beautiful 💸
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The dreamer
#I FORGOT TO ADD TEARS 😭#that’s actually so sad#but it still slays#tarot cards#in case u couldn’t tell I love tarot cards and angelic things#this is inspired by the tarot cards the star#the world#and a different one I forgot#mphfpc#horace somnusson#art#stickers#I’m done putting them on#tell me if u want me to post the finished cover#we hate racism in this household 💪💪💪#lol that must sound so weird without context#watercolor art
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