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Remmick NSFW Alphabet
This is pretty self explanatory. I haven't really formatted this or proof read it, I'll do that tomorrow. Right now I'm tired and need to sleep lol but I wanna get this posted since it just came to me. Wrote this in my notes app bc I couldn't be bothered opening docs, thats how quick this came to me lol so theres not even spell check really.
I do personally prefer sub remmick but I've tried to have a mix in here of both because I think it's more realistic to him as a character. I might add some more stuff it tomorrow idk.
Warnings: nsfw content, mentions of drinking blood, one section with gore mention that you can skip, idk i can't remember tbh
A = Aftercare (what theyâre like after sex)
He doesn't like to clean you up after sex. Not because he doesn't care but because he likes how you look all dirty and messy. So cleanup is out of the question unless you're willing to wait 30 minutes for him to have his fill, by which point he's usually ready to again lol. He does like to cuddle though, he's quite a physical guy and keeping contact with you is important to him.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerâs)
He really likes your hands. I've made a post already about how he likes to have your fingers in his mouth and i stand by that. So i wont say too much about it again here.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
He's nasty guys. He like to cum on you. His favourite place is probably your stomach but he doesn't really care where as long as he can see it dripping down you. He cums a lot and because he's a vampire he can go again pretty quickly, probably after like 10 minutes, so by the end of the night you're covered. He also likes to spread it around with his fingers cause he's a weirdo.
He will absolutely eat his own cum. When he cums in your mouth make sure to kiss him afterwards because he loves it, it gets him hard so quick. Or you can just scoop it up with your fingers and push it into his mouth.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Ok I have two things for this. The first one isn't particularly scandalous but it is something I think he'd be embarrassed by. When he's alone and feeling himself he imagines you and him back in his home town from when he was alive, living a quiet life in his childhood home. He loves to imagine you in the dresses the pretty girls used to wear when he was young. Honestly he creates pretty vivid scenarios, bringing you flowers back after a day working on the farm, putting your children to bed after dinner, undressing you slowly, pressing soft kisses to your shoulders. Climbing into bed together and just making gentle love before falling asleep in each other's arms. He keeps this a secret because it goes against his whole philosophy that vampirism is a gift. You two can't have children, atleast not in that way, and he'll never be back in that little house on the farm.
Now for the actually dirty one. I'm not really sure how to explain this but I'm gonna try my best. Basically he likes being told to use parts of you. Like for example, being told he can only use your thighs or your hand to get off. There's something so degrading about it that just really gets him going. It's another one that he wouldn't be able to verbalise, but having to make himself cum while only being able to rut against the sole of your foot or the space between your thighs is humiliating in a hot way. He doesn't have specific body part fetishes, he's not into feet or anything specifically, it's just being told he can only touch that part of you i guess.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyâre doing?)
Very but also not. He's had a lot of sex and he's very good at it, but he doesn't have much experience being vulnerable and having that Intimacy he would have with you if you're in an actual relationship. Remmick is also not very experienced with being cared for by someone and wanted in a way that goes beyond the physical. So yes, he can give you the best night you've ever had, but hold his hand and promise to stay with him forever and he's a bit stumped.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
He likes to look at your face so you'll often find yourself in some variation of missionary. Tbh I don't know all the fancy names and neither does remmick, he just wants to look at your eyes. He's quite fond of prone bone though and anything that let's him look up at you.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
He definitely goes back and forth. I think simply through his nature or being a vampire, sex isn't always serious for him. He's very old and doesn't view sex in the same special way mortals might, especially in the 30s. But that doesn't mean it isn't special when he's with you. He always values your Intimacy together and often will be quite serious, especially if he's in a more melancholic mood. But he's a Goofy guy, he doesn't take things very seriously and he makes jokes in inappropriate situations that don't usually land. Obviously a lot of his silly guy persona was fake, but i think it's also clear from other interactions where he's trying to really connect with people that remmick is quite an odd guy and that does bleed through into sex. Sometimes he just does weird or random stuff. So yeah I think sex with remmick is a real mixed bag when it comes to seriousness.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He is not groomed at all. He is quite hairy and doesn't see a problem with that. He does trim every so often, but being from a time where shaving body hair just wasn't a thing, he doesn't often think about it. He has a lovely happy trail that leads right from his navel all the way down. He has thick dark curls down there that run wild. If it really bothered you, you could ask him to groom more but I don't think he would. He likes a hairy bush and doesn't get the modern fascination with hairless pussies and balls so he has no interest in it on himself. I just really isn't something he thinks about.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Sex with remmick is always very intimate. Even when it isn't serious, the Intimacy is always there. There's a few reasons for this really. The first is that sex with remmick using involves one of you bleeding, and the exchange of blood is something he sees as very meaningful. It's not only his food source, the thing he survives on, but he also still has many old world believes about humours and the transfer of energy through blood. The second reason is that sex is one of the few times remmick will be vulnerable. You can really break down those walls and see another side of him, especially if you've been at it for a while. And the last is that if you're also a vampire, you and remmick have a mental link that connects all of your feelings, sensations and thoughts. There's really nothing more intimate than that.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He does it a lot lol. Being in a relationship does nothing to slow him down. Whether you're away from each other, in another room or sat right in front of him, it doesn't matter, he loves to feel himself up. He actually is quite a voyeur and loves to Jack off while you watch, especially if you give him instructions on how to do it. He also loves to have your smell around him while feeling himself, whether it's by just straight up sniffing you or from something of yours he has with him. He always takes something of yours with him when he goes on trips away, usually underwear or a scarf since those have the strongest scent but he'll even take a handkerchief if you offer it.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Honestly, it's probably easier to list things he isn't into. But I'm gonna touch on one isn't haven't really seen or talked about before. Remmick is a masochist. He's also a sadist but there's plenty of fics about that. He loves being hurt. Honestly sometimes he goes too far with it, and he really needs a partner who cares about him enough to draw that line. He talks a big game but he has a lot of self hatred he refuses to acknowledge and pain is a good way for him to ignore that. So its good to put him in a control environment where you can make sure he doesn't go too far. Slap him, choke him, bite him, scratch him. He loves it all.
He also likes to be treated like a dog. I've mentioned this a few times on my blog now haha so hopefully I don't become that girl, but he is really into that. Make him crawl on his hands and knees, tell him to pick your hands, let him hump your leg, he loves it. He likes to lick your face a lot which can be a bit icky but indulge him. He like to be punished and rewarded, it's a good way to keep him in check. And he likes this dynamic outside of the bedroom as well. Send out on errands and call him a good boy when he does well. Give him head pats when hes good and smack him when he's bad. Ah I can't get carried away here.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Anywhere and everywhere. I've already talked about this but he will fuck you on the side of the road or in the middle of a bar he doesn't give a shit. He likes for people to watch and he likes to be dirty. But there is something special to him about a private bed, it's somewhat nostalgic and makes his old man brain feel good or something I guess.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Again, anything and everything. This man is so horny, he is ready to go 24/7. But simple things like the wind blowing through your hair, watching you walk barefoot through a field or the smell of you as you walk past, are often the ones that do it the most him. Oh and watching you perform, if you're some kind of artist. That really drives him wild.
N = No (something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
I don't thing he likes the thought of really degrading someone he's actually in love with much. Don't get me wrong, he can be a mean dom when he wants, but I don't think he would ever do something that would actually make you feel bad. His whole world revolves around his partner, they're his god in a weird, possessive way, and he wouldn't do something like brand you or insult your physical appearance. He would also never make you feel bad about your personality. While he might call you a slut or pathetic, things like insulting you for being needy he just wouldn't do. I think he also would be interested in others degrading you. So while he enjoys bringing others into your sex life, it's purely for them to service you. He'll never tolerate someone insulting you in anyway.
He also won't let any of the fresh vampires near you because he doesn't think it's a good idea. Even if you're also a vampire, they can be too rowdy and he doesn't like it so yeah there's a waiting time for anyone freshly turned.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
HES A MUNCH.
Cmon we all know that. This man loves eating pussy, day and night. If it was possible he would never stop. He loves the taste, the smell, the feeling of your legs squeezing his head. He just can't get enough. He eats like man starving, and he laps that shit up like a dog. He also moans so loud while eating you out. He honestly doesn't like 69 very much because he wants to focus on the task at hand lmao.
I also have to say, he loves sucking dick. He find it so relaxing, he could honestly fall asleep with a dick in his mouth. He loves to struggle on a big cock and he loves to take a small one fully into his mouth. The one thing I'm sad about is that I don't have a dick for this man to suck because it really is one of his favourite things.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Ah it really depends. His mood changes quite quickly and that influences how he fucks. A session can start out one way and change up half way through. There's not much consistency with Remmick.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Remmick loves a quickie. He'll ask for them all the time, at every opportunity. God forbid you have to be somewhere on time because he will stop you at some point to ask for a quick fuck. Most of the time he asks for a quickie though, it isn't so he can fuck you, it's so he can get a taste of your pussy.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Yes yes yes. He will give almost anything a try atleast once, although most things he's already done. He's also a massive voyeur as I said before so he doesn't care about getting caught. I mean he shares a hive mind so it doesn't really matter to him anyway.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
He's a vampire so his Stamina is very good but not impossibly so. He can if he wants to last a long time each round but remmick is not a patient man so he usually doesn't. You can tell him to hold out though and then he's happy to. But to him it doesn't matter because whether he's cum or not, your fussy is getting eaten. He can go for quite a lot of rounds honestly, probably 4 or 5 most days but stretching up to 7 if he pushes it. But he still needs time between and he doesn't like to over do things so most days it's gonna be more like 2 to 3.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
What toys did they have in the 1930s? I'm not sure i need to do some reading on that. But I think remmick quite likes involving toys both on himself and you, whatever they are. He especially likes bondage on you both although he keeps breaking all the pretty rope you get.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
This man is the king of teasing. Good luck if he gets in one of these moods because there is no escape. It will start at dusk as soon you're up, with light touches and coy looks and continue right up until dawn when he finally let's you cum after hours of fucking you.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Remmick is so loud jesus. If you have neighbours, they hate you. And if you're trying to stray hidden you'll have to gag him. Even then you can still hear his panting and muffled moans. He also talks none stop during sex, I mean really runs him mouth. The man does not know how to shut up.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Big gore warning here, i personally feel a bit sick reading stuff like this even though I wrote it so just warning you guys first.
He wants you to bite him. Ok yeah that's obvious. But not just a few times, he wants you to cover him all over in deep, bloody bites. He wants it to hurt. He wants people to look at him and think he's been attacked by some wild animal. Honestly he wants you to eat him. To tear chunks off and swallow them. To crack his bones and tear parts off him. Break open his ribs and pull out his heart and rip pieces out with your teeth. He finds the idea of being consumed deeply erotic and also very intimate. It makes him feel very safe, knowing pieces of him are inside of you.
X = X-ray (letâs see whatâs going on under those clothes)
Nice and thick. Probably a solid 6 to 6.5 inches with a good girth. He stretches you out just right. Uncut and a red tip. Heavy balls that hang low.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
All day everyday, ask and you shall receive. He really is hungry as a dog lol.
You know he's ready for it when he starts drooling. The drool really isn't something he can control, it just happens when his body decides its time to eat which often gets mixed up with being horny. So yeah, it's pretty common for you to look over and see him covered in drool, mouth open and shameless.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep)
Depends. Some days he's straight to sleep while others he gets kinda sad and wistful after sex and stays awake watching you. He also gets kinda stressed you're gonna disappear or leave if he closes his eyes sometimes so you might occasionally find him staring at you for a long time. But your presence is very comforting for him and he always sleeps better with you.
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Never lose me
kk Arnold x reader
summary: You and kk are teammates who are dating on the low. You both are going to the WNBA draft together, and after you accidentally make a TikTok and post it online for yâall fan base to see.
A/N: i havent wrote something in so long and i will get to work on that hazel fanfic i just been âŠ.. busy with smtg đ



april 11
You and the team had just won the natty and it's just been an amazing time. Especially since you had won it with your girlfriend kk, but only the team and some mutual family knew about it since u wanted to keep it casual.
You and kk are now on live before the draft since it was in two days. The livechat was roaring with excitement as everyone was happy about the win and the draft coming up since everyone knew about Pagie being the #1 pick.
âWhen is yall gonna make them tiktoks đâ
âoml they such a cute coupleâ
âi'm wlw and love them together but we need to leave these girls alone!â
âare yall going to the draft?â
kk had read all the comments, they were funny, to say the least. âYes girly pops we are going to the draft and we know yall can't wait to see our outfits.â kk was very giddy which didn't leave the fans eyes. ïżŒ
lanihopps: âwhy is kk so giddy?â
mayrađŠ: @lanihopps âbecause she got that good pussy from Y/n after the win.â
The comment got taken down very fast but everyone in chat definitely show it, including you and kk. You look to your left and saw kk holding back a laugh as you both made eye contact you both burst out laughing.
The whole chat was eating this up as the commets were going by so fast to the point where you guys couldnât even comprehend what was being said. So you ended the live not even trying to deny the comments shipping yall.
It was now later and the clip had blow up on tiktok which isnât a shock so as anyone would do when anyone is waiting for them to address the comments and shipping, yall stay silent. But who doesnât stay silent is the team gc.
payless page: âdid yall see the live these two dumbasses had.â
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nonchalant alpha sarah: âjust dumbass doing dumb shit.â
influencer era morg: âHELP??? did nobody notice what the comment sais?â
thirst trap aubrey: âi think thats the whole reason for the video morgâŠâ
kk read the groupchat as your head laid softly on her lap. She knew that you both mutually agreed to keep the relationship on the low since the media was very batcrazy about the relationships at Uconn. But sometimes she wanted to show you off to the world.
You had woke up as you looked up at kk staring at you which was romantic but in this case she was looking a little out of it. âbaby whats wrong, youâre staring at me like i killed ur dog.â
âi just wanna post you without having to stress about if the post sends the wrong message.â kk had started stroking your hair looking at you with the most authentic expression.
You wanted to say something but no words would come out or maybe the right ones wont come out. So you stayed silent which kk took as an answer. She took your hands out of your hair and stood up walking away from the bed, or you. The emptyness filling you as you got up to follow her.
âkk come back.â Was all that could leave your mouth not wanting to say something too much or too little. You followed kk to the bathroom as she laid on the sink hiding her head.
crazy to think that something that started as a funny life led to something so serious. Kk turned her head to the side you were as she just stared for a good minute. âDo you not want to post me publicly because you're scared of being known as gay?â
The question had thrown you off guard, but you knew you had to answer the question so you contemplated what to say so you said the right thing. âKk I'm never concerned about being known as gay, I just believe it's the right time for things to happen.â
You stepped behind her pulling her into a backward hug. This calmed her nerves a little as she melted into the hug. âTrust I would love to post you but it's just not the time.â You said as you started to wrap your hands around her waist.
April 14
It was now the day of the draft and you and Kk were in the car taking pictures, and feeling yourselves in your outfits. As you scrolled on tiktok after posting a photo of you and Kk on your instagram story you heard the ânever wanna lose me audio.â
âHe dont never wanna lose me.â
âHe dont never wanna âwait .â
âPussy so good make him do what i sayâ
The Tiktok was a girl hard launching her and her man's relationship which was cute and an amazing song so you saved the audio in your favorites.
As you scrolled on a couple of more tiktoks and made a singular one with kk you finally made it to the draft. As you and kk left the car the photographer and interviewers were eating it up. Everyone knew you guys were going together even if they were convinced it was two friends.
The draft itself was amazing with the photographers, some interviewers, pagie being the number one draft, kaitlyn being unknowingly drafted, and aubrey getting drafted. It was truly a night of success and drinks, a lot of drinks.
As you and kk left the afterparty from the draft you and kk wouldn't stop giggling as your driver drove home. âKk letâs make this tiktok I I saw.â This lead to âNever lose meâ by flo milli to start playing as you started lip syncing the lyrics as kk smiled drunkenly in the back.
âShe dont never wanna lose me.â
âShe dont never wanna âwait .â
âPussy so good make her do what i sayâ
At the last lyric, you focus the camera on Kkâs face as she stumbled the last words out trying to hear the phone. âMake her do what I sayâ As the TikTok ended kk looked over at you as you looked at it smiling without knowing what you were about to accidentally do.
âAre you⊠posting that?â kk voice snapped you out of your glaze. âuh no just wanted to uh capture the moment.â You smiled as kk noticed how perfected you looked under the new york city lighting as the windows were down blowing your hair all over your face making you look majestic.
kk pulled you into a kiss as your hand accidentally pressed post instead of draft. Your phone was dropped on the car phone as kk pulled you onto her lap. Your dress rolling up as kkâs hands were gripping onto your ass, your legs straddling kkâs lap.
The intimate moment getting heated before kkâs phone in her bra blowing up. You broke the kiss looking at kk before she nodded and you took her phone entering her password and look at her Groupchat.
âAre you two hard launchingđ„čđđŸâ
âwtf are you guys drunkđ€šâ
âYall finna lose ALL them intershipsđâ
You were confused as your eyebrow raised kk looked at you with an expression that had âWhat was going onâ written all over it. âYour friends are talking about a video we posted, we didn't post anything..â
As you opened TikTok you saw the video you accidentally posted with 80k likes and 8k comments in only ten minutes. Your eyes widened as you put kkâs phone down and grabbed yours. âBae, tell me what happened?â You tried to reply but you were to stressed trying to take the video down as your notifications were blowing up.
âi p-posted the video, im sorry i just always talk about when would should hard launch but i just posted that a-.â kk cut you off with a kiss, a warm and gentle lip to lip connection that brought your frown to a smile.
âits fine just take down the video of us drunk, and we will announce it tomorrow.â kk voice sounding comforting as it made u smile. You toke down the video as you laid on her lap while the city nightlife was all around.
guess kk could never wanna lose you.
A/n: soo this was shorter and worse then i intended for so sorry if its bad!! and this was something to start off, also kk is 19 and u have to be 21 to drink so⊠i believe it was underage drinking⊠whoops..
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alright itâs rant time bc i saw a post that made me wanna rip my goddamn hair out so yall have to put up with the rage it gave me so buckle up fuckers:
âit doesnât make narrative sense for them to kiss right now itâd be rushedâ my fucking brother in christ itâs been seven fucking years are yall stupid?
like not even respectfully at this point
i keep seeing people say âi want a slow burnâ WHAT DO YOU THINK THIS HAS BEEN????
like i see some takes i disagree with but like sometimes iâll just see a blog make the absolute most dumbfuck post about what they want and talk about how âit wouldnât make narrative sense for x to happen bc itâs unrealisticâ
Itâs fiction???? itâs not meant to be realistic???? since when has anyone in this fandom wanted realism??? didnât everyone JUST crash out over ârealismâ two weeks ago??????
itâs absolutely baffling to me how people who have only been here like a year or two can sit back and be so daft enough to say âthe slowburn hasnât been long enoughâ or âthis is actually paced so wellâ when theyâre not the ones who have neen waiting for this for SEVEN. YEARS.
like there are certain opinions that you can agree or disagree with in this fandom, but we are absolutely fucking beyond the time for âmajor hintsâ and shit like that. there either needs to be a BLATANTLY clear in-text confirmation that they have feelings for each other, or there needs to be a kiss.
also- to all of you out there who seem to think this- a kiss does not equal them getting together
they can absolutely kiss or have an almost kiss and then ignore it bc theyâre idiots which would stir up angst without leaving plausible deniability for the show to backtrack again
yall are putting way too much trust and faith in these writers just because you want a ârealistic canon arcâ (mind you, buckâs canonical bi arc took approximately five minutes and no one batted a fucking eye bc it was a- about fuckin time and b- setup by subtext for SEASONS beforehand)
this show does not need to spoonfeed us development, this is not the time for baby steps- this has been building for well over half a decade now and stalling it sny longe just increases chances of the show getting cancelled before they actually go canon, people quit watching bc theyâre tired of them dragging their feet/tired of the repetitiveness of the will they wont they that theyâve been setting up again for SEVEN YEARS whether intentional or not, or the writers (cough cough Tim Minear cough cough) just give up entirely and chsnge their mind snd we get a redo of s6 where theyâre thrown w two shitty chemistyless LIâs.
the show is not fanfiction. thereâs no guarantee that itâs going to end up exactly how we want it to end. it canât drag the story out over 60 chapters and 100,000 words at this point. we already have eight seasons of canon to work with. the show is finite, and will end eventually, and unfortunately itâs becoming increasingly unheard of for procedurals that arenât greyâs to make it past a s10 so if we do that will already be a miracle.
some of us actually would like to see payoff from the years of waiting. idk about yall but i havenât sat here for 7 years just for them to go canon in the series finale bc someone who only started in s7 thinks that the slow burn wasnât long enough.
anyway, rant over- i just genuinely do not understand how peopleâs brains work when they say they âdonât want a kiss in the finaleâ bc what are you even talking about right now?
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My firewind headcanons đ
-when wind archer realised he have feeling for fs, he buried that feeing deep inside just so that he wont get distracted with his mission and he probably thought it wont work out since both have their own things to protect.
-Fire spirit is def touch starved. He is literally the guardian of fire, I doubt that he can even touch cookies without burning them. Plus if you listen to his old dialogue (korean ver) he often offer a hug
-Fire spirit always careful whenever he touch wind archer. Like if he almost put his hand on wind archer's shoulder, he quickly pull it away and act like nothing happened. He just dont want to accidentally hurt him đ
-Fire spirit and Wind archer have fought side by side b4 that they know each others fighting style and synchronise when battle
- Wind archer always calms Fire spirit down whenever he got angry
-Whenever they want to meet up, it's always somewhere that is not in the forest (to avoid fs from accidentally burning the forest) But if they do meet up in the forest, Fire spirit would cover his fiery hair with his cape and tied it up like those grandma headscarf.
-Fire spirit always try to make wind archer rest because of how overworked he is. Wind archer agreed at first but then went back to work 5 minutes later.
-Both Fire spirit and Wind archer looks like the type of person that's afraid to be vulnerable.Since Fire spirit hate to be seen as weak and wind archer have to be on guard 24/7 (not to mention selfless too) so they both have trouble communicating with their feelings to each other.
The list goes on brah but Imma write it until here đ„
More headcanons đ„ł what a great day
Yes. Just yes. Both Wind Archer and Fire Spirit hides their emotions but like for completely different reasons. Wind Archer wants to focus on his job and canât let something like love get in his way and Fire Spirit just hates the thought of being seen vulnerable because he is THE Fire Spirit, the guardian of flames, the guy who got the favor of the Legendary Greenish Red Dragon, so even tho he doesnât suck as much to show his emotions like Wind Archer, he is still so oblivious and such a loser. Like yeah, he will go around flirting with Windy and following him around, but he doesnât need him, he just likes the company of someone as great as him, and he definitely does NOT want to touch Wind Archer like at ALL, so if you saw Fire Spirit reaching to touch WA and just looking like he was holding himself from physically combusting because he canât even touch Wind Archerâs hand without burning him⊠no you didnât.
But seriously, imagine when Fire Spirit finally finds a way to touch Wind Archer, being it a potion or just some gloves of some sort (and when they finally accept that itâs okay to have feelings like a normal person), that guy is going to be attached to Windy by the hip. (Also I did not know about the Korean translations thing, thatâs super fun and sad as well, poor guy he just wants a hug)
Also, even if they donât say it a lot with words that they care for each other, their actions speak volumes. Fire Spirit will be up on Wind Archer all day for him to finally get a break and rest because holy shit does that guy ever stops?? And while Wind Archer doesnât need to tell Fire Spirit to rest because⊠well, he doesnât really need a reminder, whenever they fight together (which happens a lot, to the point both they can easily go to battle together because it just works so well, and itâs not like they need help to fight, but itâs just more fun to have the other near) Wind Archer will patch Fireâs wounds and scold him whenever he makes a move that was too dangerous for himself or whenever FS is just about to burn everything because of stress Wind Archer will just⊠be there and calm him down. They both hate being told what to do, but they feel really cared for and loved whenever the other does something like that for them.
I loved the idea of Fire Spirit just protecting his hair with his cape whenever he goes to the forest.,WA almost loses his shit every time because itâs so funny to see Fire Spirit looking like a grandma but at the same time starts loving him even more every time because the only reason he is doing this is to protect the forest. Bonus point if the forest has some sort of magic that Millennial Tree made to protect it from fire because he noticed that Fire Spirit started visiting more and wanted to make sure that nothing bad would happen (so basically he is using that cape for nothing). Bonus point again if Wind Archer knows about this spell and is just letting Fire Spirit humiliate himself because itâs hilarious.
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câMON dick
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Riz has counted four casseroles this week alone. Five, if one goes by the method of cooking, but Yelen's scary when she's crossed, and calling her burek by its proper name is important to her, so Riz does her the courtesy and doesn't include it in his mental tally.
He holds the tupperware over his head to keep it out if the way as he takes careful steps over the piles of notes in his path. The dockman case just closed, relevant documentations handed over to relevant personnels, evidences dealt with as needed; all he has lying around now is just record of the process and traces of himself thinking through it. Unsurprisingly they still haven't invented a surface more convenient for people under five feet who like to pace to put pieces of paper on than the ground.
Actual records go into the case folder with the other documents. Anything else with at least one side still blank is going to the school kids in the block - they chew through an astounding amount of paper just learning arithmetic. The rest is for the recycling basket.
Later. It's his mandated lunch break right now.
Riz sits down in front of the corner file cabinet. In an office often overrun with papers and strings and sometimes even thumbtacks, he's never really managed to clutter up this exact square of surface like every other ones. Ever since the bottom drawer rattled for no discernible reason a day long past, his eyes have always just kinda decided to slide across the space without acknowledging it.
It's years out, now. Riz doesn't know why he thought it such a big deal anymore, back then. He wasn't scared, he doesn't think. Not anymore. Maybe just uncomfortable with the idea that certain things persist despite all efforts to change.
He opens the tupperware. Dame Carabelle's experiment greets him with enough spice in the aroma alone to knock out a small mammal. When he chopped the vegetables for this casserole he couldn't really imagine the eventual heft of it, evident even through just these few ladles' worth, maybe weighing heavier for being still warm. His folk eat more through the smell and the textures and the aftertastes than the taste itself. His folk's meal is really the cooking rather than the eating. The eating is the meal's end.
"Hey," he tells the file cabinet's bottom drawer. "Um."
It's the anniversary. Riz doesn't know the exact date of his dad's death; nobody currently alive does. He and Mom both use the date of the funeral, though as he moved out to Bastion and then got more directly involved with Interplanar he hasn't really been going to Dad's grave as much. Doesn't seem like very efficient use of his time, catching a train or borrowing a car or spending a whole spell slot on going somewhere he knows Dad isn't at. They're sorta coworkers now. They talk on and off every other week between missions. When he goes now, it's just to clean up the place, keeping the landmark tidy and respectable.
Without that work to mark the date he doesn't really know what it serves anymore. But he still remembers it. Still takes note, absently or not, when it comes around.
There's not really a good way to tell the drawer that. Riz looks for another way to start the... conversation, hopefully. The question at play, he'd guess, is why he's doing this. He's been pretty content ignoring all the rattlings and the knocks from inside and the times it sits slightly ajar without him ever opening it himself; hell, he still uses the three drawers on top of it. Space is fucking precious in Bastion.
Precious enough to finally fix this damn drawer so he gets his turn to use it? Riz asks himself. Is that what we're getting to? Then he dismisses the thought - he didn't manage to fix it the times he actually tried, let alone-- now. When he doesn't really care that much to.
That's probably a good place to start. "'s fine if you keep being in there, turns out," Riz says.
The lunch hours are quiet in the block, sleepy and bright with the brief window of sunlight that manages to break through roof overhangs and extended balconies and laundry lines and climbing vines. Riz's work isn't loud here (the loud parts happen away from his office, if everything goes right), but the fragment of early summer heat reflected in the steady warmth his meal still carries compels him to lower his voice even more. It makes the words feel intimate, in a way he's never been familiar with - if he says something he just says it. He doesn't whisper. If he gives his friends something, he gives it open-palm. He's found out, along the way, that people usually don't think of rituals and courtesies the way he does.
Small voice for a diminished monster. "You know why I think so?" Riz asks. "Because almost two decades ago you kidnapped me and almost killed me, and now you rattle a drawer in my office."
It doesn't sound as much like a taunt as Riz wanted it to; the drawer has made a lot of noises again this morning when he checked the calendar, and he was definitely annoyed at it. Now, though, facing it like this after cooking the whole morning with more grandparents and peers from the block than he can count on both hands to cater for a tenant union meeting, he thinks the annoyance has morphed. Changed shape.
It has the shades of something like pity. Riz is not prone to pity, and especially not at these kinda matters. It's slightly maddening that he coheres perfectly outside of this one spot. That he commands his spaces, except for a drawer.
He puts the tupperware onto the floor between himself and the cabinet. "I know we're aware it's the anniversary," he says at the drawer. "You do this every year. You make a ruckus every time I decide to go do my job instead of mooching off my friends' aircon, and every time I get an invitation to some stupid social thing I want to turn down, and every time one of the old people tries to introduce me to a child or a nibling, because being a bachelor over thirty is weird," he pinches the bridge of his nose. "I have three fucking jobs. I love doing my fucking jobs. I'm forcing funds into infrastructures. You're never leaving, are you."
The drawer vibrates lightly. It's a very, very mild acknowledgement, considering the history of reactions Riz has gotten from this thing. Riz thinks it's emanating joyous agreement, or satisfaction.
It only sharpens the pity. Riz doesn't like that, but it's how it is. That's, ultimately, the lesson he's been taught over and over and over again, just by existing as himself, turned every which way by space after space that don't see him eye-to-eye: it's not like he'd quit living over any of it. It's not like any of it can sand off these fundamental pieces of him.
He's outgrown a lot of things, he's found out. Again, and again, and again. A childhood home, a yearly trip, a monster.
"'s probably scary for you, huh?" He asks. "Because I left."
He thinks he hears joints creak that sound like you did. Probably the way a scorned lover would say it, in a movie or a yellowback. He has no more connection to the idea than he did as a kid. Less, because it doesn't even scare him.
"That's what it is, right? That it's the anniversary, and I'll never be like Dad." He raises a knee from the floor, pulls it back closer to him. Slings an arm over it. "You love to remind me. The thing is, Dad also left. He loved Mom and he loved me, and none of us wanted it to happen, but it still did. Because love does fuckall to make anyone stay on its own."
He's long past being bitter about it. It's just the facts. Once upon a time he looked into the future and the specter of his friends' happily-ever-after casted lightless, fathomless shadow over him. Love, marriage, that kind of devotion, to a fifteen-year-old with more solved cases than friends seemed so eternal. Final.
But you can only watch your friends build up apps' worth of jilted lovers for so long before getting over it.
"You know what I learned?" Riz tells the drawer. "Love doesn't make anyone stay. Project management does."
He stands up, and picks up the tupperware of Dame Carabelle's casserole, that he helped make, that he helped share with a block's worth of neighbors and members of a community he's at home with, and goes sit at his desk to eat. "Last chance to get any," he drops an offer over his shoulder as he walks away.
He doesn't eat all of his share in one go. What he's spared he leaves on the desk when going outside for a smoke break. Baron looks the exact same as when he saw them last, when he catches a glimpse; they haven't grown at all. They aren't there when he comes back inside, but the leftover has gone days-old cold, like someone's sucked the future out of it.
#dimension 20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies#this is set a Long time into the future. riz is like 32 in this one#''I will go to sleep'' so turns out that was a fucking lie#lmao I just needed to finally externalize this idea into Some kind of more final form#initially I aimed for a comic with this but ooughgoughhh I am. indisposed. unable to do that rn#and also I feel like there would just be too fucking much Riz Saying Words in that format for it to work. and I always go if theres so much#words in ur comic might as well make it a fic. and well. heeding my own advice perhaps#just been sitting on this sentiment of like. perceiving romantic relationships as uniquely permanent or conclusive#when the vast majority of people I know would hugely benefit from a divorce lmao#since watching fhjy at least. I think in a sense this is kind of my personal answer for that sticky note style comic I did way back thens#how much of that fear of being deprioritized comes from not being taken care of by the community you're in#I think that's the prettiest answer I can give for riz's deal. not one singular Special Person no matter the kind of flavour#but spaces that he's integrated in. that he has a hand in building even#okay NOW I sleep. everyone be quiet ok small voice for good sleep. it wont be a lie this time I prommy
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thinking about robby/langdon hate sex ngl
robby punishing langdon for his drug use, for not coming to him for help, for letting him write a letter of recommendation and potentially putting his career in question when heâs stealing from the er⊠fucking langdon with cruel, vicious thrusts while langdon just takes it in the hopes itâll be enough to make up for everything and robby wonât report himâŠ
#robby using langdon to fuck out all his frustration and pain from that shitshow of a shift#langdon letting it happen in the hopes of robby not reporting him; of proving that he needs him#that he can do anything and be anything robby needs him to be bc hes such a good doctor#damn i kinda hope someone writes this#ive got a huge langdon meta coming and part of it is about how he constantly looks to robby for assurance thats hes right and better than#whoever hes working with at the moment#theyve clearly got some kind of mentor/mentee relationship going on even if its at the end of its life cycle#he expacts eobby to back him no matter what which means theres a history of robby actually doing that#langdon trying to use sex so robby wont report him? i dont think hes above that#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#welcome to the pitt#the pitt#frank langdon#dr langdon#micheal robinavitch#dr robby#robby/langdon#robby x langdon#langdon x robby#langdon/robby
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bosses r basically trying to get me to take on at least 12 maybe more like 20 more hours of work per week (not including another 5 hours of commute time per week) by adding one extra 8 hour day . this is crazy and not sustainable without my actual engagement in my job and the products i put out becoming much worse but i need this extra day to happen or im never gonna be able to quit working at the grocery store . lol.
#and i dont know if theyll give me this 5th day if i say i can only take Some of the new work they want to give me#some of its my fault i work too much i need to overprepare to feel ready for the work i do and that takes time#but it Also makes the results really good.#and this would just be. so much work.#kora.txt#i dont know what to do lol ^_^ lmao ^_^ i think if i agree to think ill burn myself out horrendously in a few months. but maybe i wont i#mean. ive operated at this level of exhausted for years
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He wonders who this is.
#forsaken#john doe#jane doe#homicidal porkchops#ghrrggrgrgrgr#my headcanon is that yes john still has little to no memory of jane#but somehow hes still able to faintly instinctually recognize this person in front of him as someone positively significant to him.#he doesnt know why though and it kind of aches at him so just#cue a bunch of moments of john displaying so much curiosity and attempts to not appear threatening toward this person as he follows her.#also yes i headcanon john as very much feral/animalistic and incapable of normal speech when hes in his âcorrupted stateâ.#a state where he regains his senses does exist in my headcanons just currently not sure how or when or why or for how long it happens.#jane meanwhile i like to think#shes a little distrusting of john. she knows its him but she also knows that he isnt himself anymore and can snap any moment.#painfully aware of the fact that whatevers happening isnt his fault but also aware that either way hes been harming people in this realm.#she notices how gentle john is with his curiosity but she isnt going to let her guard down that easily.#i like to think she had once made attempts to help john regain his memories after realizing his passiveness. and it has worked before.#but the corruption and the spectres influence would kick in every time and hed end up lashing out even more violently than he usually did.#even getting aggressive toward jane as if she were just like any other survivor.#john would go back eventually to being calmer with jane after but then hed also go back to not remembering anything about her too.#jane also tries to take advantage of johns passiveness toward her to help other survivors.#if shes around when john is hunting down anyone else shell try to intervene and johns usually able to calm down.#survivors know janes shop has a chance of john lurking but they also know he wont attack or get aggressive if shes there.#i feel like some survivors have made a remark on john being janes guard dog now. jane shut them up quickly though.#she understands the others need to do what it takes to survive but that doesnt mean they can disrespect her husband.
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Does anyone know why the Kazumi Magica artist went AWOL like you said to dreamerwitches?
Thatâs the fascinating thing, right? I canât seem to find anything about them deciding to. I feel like someone would have likely noticed if the artist had put out a âIâm deleting everything.â or any sort of similar vibe before it happened.Â
The Cuddly Despairs event ran in October, 2021. The artist did the CG art as well as art for the newly unlocked *5 stars + new Kazumi. Sometime between that event and potentially July/August ish of 2024 ( since there was no âgoodbyeâ art piece made featuring Kazumi characters when Magia Record EOS when everyone Else did one) is when the artist seemingly deleted their online presence.Â
Now, the rest is under a read more just because I find this situation fascinating, but is really just pure speculation on my end.
Kazumi Magica is such an interesting existence in the catalog of madoka spin-offs, precisely because it seems as if both the creators ( writer and artist) of the manga arenât very interested in involving themselves further in the Madoka Magica series as a whole than the story they made. I canât tell if itâs because thereâs two people who worked on it vs the other spin-offs, where the artist And writer were the same person, thatâs created this sort of vibe where Kazumi keeps getting excluded from the cool magical girl club. Tart also was a two party team with Masugitsune & Kawazuku (under Golden Pe Done), but Masu alone was plenty active in helping with designing new characters and doing multiple Tart events.
I had a whole thing here getting into it the thick of it, but very much every spin-off artist that had their story shown off in the Exedra trailer (GAN, Masugitsune, Kuroe Mura) have all given some form of contribution to Magia Record during the gameâs run, if not still doing artwork for the main series, like the MagiReco anime end cards and other miscellaneous works.Â
Iâm not expecting Masaki Hiramatsu( Kazumi Writer, still around) to have picked up a tablet pen and done something in place of no longer having an artist for his series. He seems to be plenty busy writing for the Bleach anime right now by the looks of things. I want to make it clear : I do not think he does not care for Kazumi. He clearly does with how he didnât like how the first Magia Record Kazumi event was written, and then seemingly assisted with it on the second go. I feel as if the same would likely happen for Exedra too to ensure the story is properly retold.Â
anywhos!
Simply put, I believe the artist of Kazumi Magica, for one reason or another, retired from being an artist or does not want their art to be available online.Â
This is slightly unrelated, but to give you an idea where Iâm going with this, I occasionally buy adopts and customs from other artists, and if I had a nickel for every artist Iâve worked with that has scrapped their existence from the Internet entirely due to AI concerns, I would have eight nickels. Again, I cannot confirm nor deny that is why the Kazumi artist decided to scrub everything, as we do not have an official confirmation. However, it would not surprise me if that was the case.
Even if unlikely at this point, the artist could always make a comeback to work on Exedra! I feel like they might leave Kazumi as the last spin-off they'll add, just to sorta see if they could maybe Find said artist. Iâm justâŠnot holding my breath for it as of now.
Which comes to another question: When Kazumi inevitably gets added to Exedra, who is going to do the art? I know thereâs someone on the f4 team that can do a good impression of Ume Aokiâs art style, but Iâm not sure if they can do the same with KazumiâŠ? I feel like there are many artists around and involved in the series now that thereâd be someone who wouldnât mind picking up the taskâŠ
#aura speaks#the nature of the spin-off are interesting to me. A weird grey area of it being someoneâs OC but also apart of the companyâs property#Since I assume a lot of these cases are potential freelance (?) work w/contract#When an artist is asked to make a design for a gacha when they are not the âmainâ artist#so ofc the company is allowed to use kazumi manga art as promo material since it was made For the madoka magica project#and if the writer also decides to not help#then f4 will likely just work with their own writers.#do kazumi story and maybe nothing ânewâ besides maybe adapting cuddly despairs.since that was kinda a canon sequel in the writerâs eyes? id#alt scenario is that the artist gave a vague blessing to do whatever but wont be involved further#This is also not to say anyone who works with madoka has to do that forever#Creative projects are something anyone can finish and not feel the need#to expand further if its unnecessary.#The dichotomy between the spin offs is still a little funny tho.#oriko artist had a whole q&a talking about some of the characters from the manga and drawing new fullbodies#kazumi showing up in the opening is the most weâve seen since magireco#also to answer the last question#if i could say maybe one artist who would be good for kazumi#it would be the artist behind the azalea sister trio. Yuugen.#That is my own bias tho i just like how shiny their art is.#Tldr: someone would have to make a contract with kyuubey#To try and find and drag someone back to do work when they have made it difficult to reach out to them in any way#you can kill ur twitter but killing ur personal site is another level beyond#If nothing else i just hope theyâre alright and having a nice time#do i dare put this in the tags#Yeah sure#kazumi magica#magia exedra#pmmm
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We'll be alright.
#micas art#twst#twisted wonderland#book 7 spoilers#twst spoilers#lilia vanrouge#silver vanrouge#twst silver#it's been so long since i shared some art my gods. hi#this piece is inspired by my need for some comfort after all the agony that silver has been through#when lilia eventually wakes up from his dream i hope he'll comfort silver and tell him just how brave he's been facing everything#theyll obviously need to talk some things out later. things wont be okay immediately but theres nothing they cant work through together#i just feel like silver could use some serious reassurance rn and i want lilia to give it to him oTL#they make me so weak#i love them
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"Jacob Fatu is what WWE always wanted Solo Sikoa to be." The same 5 songs. The same 5 songs. Wrestling fans, they play the same 5 fucking songs. Anyway, this is my incredibly long-winded rant about wrestling fans and Solo Sikoa's character.
To me, I think if Solo Sikoa was presented just like Jacob Fatu is now it would make zero fucking sense to his character. Even, or especially, to the parts they haven't really touched on much yet. Jacob is immediately presented to us as cold, emotionless (except like. anger.), a monster incapable of morals. He tears apart whatever stands before him without thought, just destruction in its purest form. As though this is just who he is and how he always has been. Solo wasn't always completely cold and merciless, not in NXT and not when he first joined The Bloodline. He was very closed off, but he was still human. There was still warmth to him. He still gave respect to his peers who he felt earned it, laughed and joked, he made friends or at least allies he was willing to trust enough to team up with. Solo wasn't a lost soul. He slowly became more "emotionless" in time after joining The Bloodline. The more he was left alone around Roman. And big notable moment of shift in his demeanor is when Sami left. Even when Jey at the time HATED Sami and Roman was still demanding him to prove his trust, Solo took to this weird little guy anyway. They became an odd couple pair. If Solo was always presented like Jacob, his progression into becoming so frustrated at Roman that he started to raise his voice and yell at him would have been nothing worth noting. Solo was quiet, Solo was calm. Solo operated like a machine; he took orders with seeming no regard to his own feelings on the matter and thus no expected pushback. Jacob is so like a ticking timebomb with everyone always on edge when he will explode. So chaotic and dangerous that even when he displays undying loyalty people expect him to pushback at any order at any given moment. Unhinged and unable to be leashed. Jacob is reactive. Solo was not. As Roman's enforcer, if Solo ever did seem to have his own opinion on something, he would look thoughtful and considering but kept it to himself. He has started off more vocal in the beginning, carrying into when he joined The Bloodline, but over time he retreated into a shell. He said nothing more than what was needed to be said. Despite being a family outcast Solo was brought to the main roster by the Elders orders, then acknowledged Roman without hesitation. Even when he propped himself as Tribal Chief he stated he would acknowledge Roman as the rightful Chief if he were to take the Ula Fala back, as if Roman had to earn it. Though where Solo's loyalty lies is always unclear, a loyalty no one can return in kind to him, he still seems to have his own idea of being loyal and earned respect. A system he believes. And Solo still has a vulnerability to him, one he even weaponizes. For Jacob's very debut Solo fell to the ground, pleading, eyes wide and doe-like enough to create pause before breaking into a maniacal laughter. Even talking about how the streets hardened him in his early NXT promos he had a vulnerability. A "hurt people hurt people" type who still seemed stung at being left behind and going forward is trying to prove his worth, that he does have value, to the very people who discarded him. He can bring gold to the family, he can keep them at the top no matter the sacrifice. What's best for the family above self. Jacob is unpredictable because no one knows what will set him off. Solo is unpredictable because no one knows which face is sincere. Solo and Jacob are not interchangeable.
#hello i am solo sikoa's defense attorney#i wanted to say a lot more but tumblr keeps refusing to save my drafts so i think its telling me to shut up lmao#and my brain always becomes too cluttered and disorganized with all my stray thoughts and im too lazy to detangle them and give up#so this will do for now ill just make gifsets of moments and do my tags that read like an essay lmao#i started this in january and had to erase some parts i half typed and forgot where i was going do you see how i am#and even if the company regards solo like hes fucking interchangeable with jacob hes still not#jokes on you ive been watching jacob (and zilla) matches way before jacob joined wwe and guess what i still prefer solo more#so make him some new merch shirts you bums#also wwe maybe if you didnt bring him up to the roster just to have him stand and be quiet for so damn long#and that time people were kinda sick of roman bc 'whats the point of him with the belt if hes never here' and then he went awol#and it was just solo and jimmy and they kept doing the same schtick every night so all that heat went to them#and then jimmy was out and it was just solo#and he alone became the sponge for all that mess#he deserves his praise for that alone what a shit situation that heaped onto him there#i need to shut up im in chatterbox mode and i wont stop#@ wwe you dont give a shit about his character hire me to write#i have always come up with multiple direction you could take him down i could give you bums so many options to work with
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Pet store clerk gives Charles a bag of free treats for his ""dog"" all while Charles can feel Erik Looming in the BG
the real mortifying day is after months of getting small bags of dog treats one day the bag of dog treats has like. perfectly normal human candies/pastries or something inside
Of Course charles is confused and impulsively asks what it is/how it's different from the usual only for the clerk to reply theyre Whatever Erik's Favorite Treat Is and its that day forward erik is adamant they just do their shopping online
#snap chats#clerk fully provides this information straight faced. by the way. and still pointing out those are for âââââThe Dogââââââââ#inviting all of you to assume the three of them became Vaguely Acquainted while charles and erik were fran shopping#like you know how you just happen to do small talk while at the store. at least five months of accidental small talk has led to this moment#'oh yeah i know these are his favorite- [Insert Food Here] right' and charles doesnt have to turn around or probe eriks mind#to know he's itching to leave the store but he cant just do that lest he validate this clerks suspicions#charles absolutely wants to try to laugh it off and tell the clerk he cant give these to his dog but the clerk Just Stares#they dont gotta say anything else ... charles dont gotta read their mind ... he wont argue he'll just swallow his shame and take the goods#anyways ... if anyone needs me ... im gonna succumd to the 3PM nap#i almost made it to 4 but alas ... i am sleepy ... then im gonna work SO im done answering asks for the evening#maybe ill answer some more tonight but i really have to focus. after my nap BYYYYEEEE#im gonna giggle about this new scenario tho ... Cherik Pet Shenanigans Somehow Getting Goofier Than Previously Thought#will have to do more thinkings of that down the line .... for now nap time đŽ cause i repeat i am five years old đŽ
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now im learning. phoneme editing for english is fun as FUCK in sv2
#i am also discovering brand new bugs <3 mostly with inputting numbers into sliders/dials like the vocal modes and vibrato mod#if i input a number and click away without pressing enter first and i dont click perfectly on the right spot (notes panel)#the input wont be recorded. also if i input a number in a dial and click to a different note group without pressing enter first#the number will go to the second note group's dial but not the first#i need to do more tests. im beta testing your software kanru. whether you like it or not. im going to break ur software by the seams <3#anyway im having a lot of fun on a mo xu trial cover im working on thats in english#and its so much easier to play with vowels and consonant length and all that now with the phoneme panel#ive mentioned before i personally have very vowelly vowels and i drag out my consonants kinda long#so its neat being able to more easily match that pronunciation!#i will say a tip - if a vowel doesnt seem strong enough -> put a duplicate of it right next to it#like if you have the word bee. and its pronouncing it kinda like beehh like too lax#turn the phonemes from 'b iy' to b iy iy' and mess around with the durations of the two iy's until it sounds right#i have some kinda fucked up raised by 70s rural ontarian immigrants who learned english through tv sort of accent#and i WILL turn everything into a diphthong#i will turn your diphthongs into. triphthongs? quadriphthongs? i will do it#also helps with some consonants like ending r sounds in like for there etc#just put a second r? for some reason sounds better than making the one r's duration longer?#i am still having trouble with phoneme editing in japanese tho. doesnt seem to work as well? maybe i just need to play around more
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Guess who now has a savings account AND actual money in their savings account instead of the same singular checking account I've had since high school. It's like I'm an actual adult with financial responsibility or something.......
#i also got approved for a credit card so i will hopefully build some credit#eventually someday i want to be able to buy a used car in my name that will work for the rest of my school career/clinicals#im currently driving my grandpas pick up truck which is great but is 2wd (so not ideal for the snow/ice in the winter) and uses so much gas#and isnt in my name. i want a car that belongs to me.#but thats super far off#i need to save up enough for a down payment and i dont want to take out a huge loan#and i need to figure out what kind of car meets my needs AND is reliable and wont cost 1 william dollars in repairs#i loved my subaru but the head gasket repair would have been more than the car was bought for#im thinking something toyota but idk yet....#im only just now able to save any money from my paycheck at all so itll be a while until i can start planning this seriously
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ive talked to a lot of ppl who have taken vyvanse now and i think ik a bit more on how i need to live on it
#1) dopamine drops on lower dosages or high dosage but in the evenings feel like hell and it wont ever stop you have to just breathe#you will stop breathing well and you wont notice it so you have to remember to breathe deeply. this helps immensely for some reason#2) you will stop processing the existence of food as a consumable thing and not just an object like Table or Cardboard. you will not want to#eat anything. you have to buy meal replacement shakes. sweetness is one of the only pleasant flavours. eat protein. eat as much protein as#you can. down those meal replacament shakes. get enough for a day. try not to into calorie deficits on vyvanse.#3) your mind will be searching for cognitively complex tasks and everything else dwarfs in comparison. dont lay down. do something.#4) you have to exercise. fully exercise at the gym not a home 20 min work out. you need to push your body right now so that you can be ok#5) nothing will be as intense and vivid and beautiful and there will be a layer of seperation between you snd reality even on a lower dosage#this is fine. this is the primary price. sunlight helps and so does doing complex tasks but you cant avoid this. remind yourself that this#is a self-induced thing and its temporary and itll fade.#6) youve been ship of theseus'd into a new person and this effect only increases later into the day. any conclusion you reach about yourself#is most likely not applicable to your non-vyvanse self.#7) carry chapstick around. keep drinking water. dry mouth starts 5 minutes after taking it#8) some of your friends have a reduced range of emotion and this makes them more stable but less capable of experiencing intense joys#and sadnesses. look at them. listen to their perspective. live like them when youre on the medication.#9) music is still gorgeous#10) you will feel very hot very fast. wear layers you can take off.#11) pick up a bow and shoot. keep shooting. keep going. shoot at least 50 arrows if you can. feel the pain in your arms and your shoulders#and then keep shooting.
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