#the sadness hit hard today!!!!
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in other news. good day to call off work and just cry in bed w my kiddo
#the sadness hit hard today!!!!#but this is a good opportunity to talk about emotions#sometimes you have to take some time and take care of yourself
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Vault of Knowledge got me really sad while seeing spirit’s memories but these two in particular just made me so so sad.
And others in that place, I really loved their backstories and how they all became friends even after losing important people.
They found light within each other and I think it’s so beautiful.
Found family trope never disappoints
#artists on tumblr#fanart#sky children of the light#sky cotl#vault of knowledge#illustration#these spirits made me so sad#also it hits home so hard#since I’m a war refugee#and seeing them losing loved ones#and finding new friends… man#I can’t do this today#art
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something happened to my warm up sketch
alts under cut
#sad•leonart#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt donnie#rise donnie#rottmnt donatello#rise donatello#my day started at like 11 am and now its 3am and i have no clue what happened today alsdjfalsjdflj#the depression be hitting hard again with brain fog at its side :pensive:
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thinking about… newborn scrunch BUT on ghoul kits.
What if phantom wasn’t summoned but was born in the abbey and raised to eventually join the band.
Newborn kit phantom would be so fucking cute. Scrunchy little baby ghoul.
#phantom ghoul#nameless ghoul#the band ghost#shitghosting#lars writes#Sorry the maternal instincts really be hitting me hard today#And I’m feeling really sad about losing all the plans I had for my future
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I know there's a lot of talk about how childfree people are more free to discuss their wants and lives and lifestyles but there is also a lot of talk from parents (specifically mothers) who feel abandoned by society and let down and as someone who is uninterested in kids yet feels deeply for and wants to improve the material conditions of parents in this country..................... it still feels stupidly and frustratingly selfish and hard to watch a friendship deteriorate because of someone's journey into parenthood and the only societally-acceptable message I'm allowed to take from and communicate about it is "it's so hard for parents and we need to give them grace"
#which is true but it's also like cool I've basically lost a friend#and it's just hard 😔 I wish she had everything she needed to be a more fully realized person and out of survival mode#but there is literally nothing I can offer to help her. she has a husband and doesn't want me cleaning the house or doing anything useful#and also I don't want my friendship with her to just be servicing her house#I dunno. our hangout today was hard. I came over and set uo her christmas tree for her and then she talked about the baby and held the baby#and that's great but like. it's all about the baby. where is our friendship. I get so sad when things change#ah well.#being left behind when your peers hit all their life milestones is really hard
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Is it missing III hours for anyone else? Jic it is, here's some photos of him wearing nifty honeycomb socks.
#sleep token#iii sleep token#iii#photography#idk why its hitting me super hard right now#the germany rituals are over#wembley is in 2 days#but my brain right now is like#“you know what i'm gonna be sad about today? iii.”#thanks brain#also i'm still working on asks and dms i promise#the presale for red rocks really messed me up lol#again i have no clue why#i have tickets why am i sad
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#the seasonal Sadness is hitting hard today#there's nothing particularly wrong or bothering me just a general sense of Dread#it's honestly more annoying than anything#especially since I have plenty of things that I'm delighted about but then there's the yawning maw of emptiness whispering#that everything is meaningless and nobody cares about me#like shut the fuck up sad brain you're not getting enough sunlight is all stop being so dramatic#hoping that screaming into the void helps with the exorcism of Bad Vibes thoughts and prayers appreciated 😂#seiya talks
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I both love and hate talking about myself, so I'm gonna step out of my comfort zone a bit and share a lil update about why I've been less active lately 🩷
tl;dr - Am feeling sad. I'm still writing because it makes me happy, but it'll stay slow until things start turning around.
So last year was a heck of a time for me - pretty much the entire year had something going on that was stressful. (Slight tmi: This was the first time that normal health cycles went all wonky from the stress, which only added to the feelings.)
I was on a new team (after 5 years with my prev team), there were restructures and layoffs, I no longer work with two of my favorite managers who were such pillars of support and work friends, my partner and I had to have a few tough conversations, and my dog had to have multiple surgeries for broken legs over the course of 6 months.
On top of that, I didn't prioritize time for myself, or time away from work, well. I didn't take more than a few days off at a time until earlier this month.
I realized that I was starting to feel burnt out and things were not getting better. My self esteem was dropping and not bouncing back.
I took off a full week earlier this month, which helped. I also started therapy.
This past weekend I got together with family, which we haven't done in-person in more than 10 years. It was nice and full of bonding, but we also unpacked a lot of unhappy memories from childhood. I think that chipped away at some of the healing that I hoped to get from the time off.
ALL THIS TO SAY, I'm feeling a little funky, emotionally. A lil sad, ya know? A little broken. I want to do things that make me happy, but it's hard. And the happiness seems to only last as long as I'm doing the thing.
But it is getting better. Even if it gets worse, that's part of the process sometimes. I don't like it, but it's gotta happen. So don't mind me if I'm quiet, if I say "I'm good!" or if post other things more often than stories.
I'm still here, still writing, and I'm always so happy to see yall pop up in my notifications and show up on my dash. 🩷🩷🩷
#the sadness hit a little too hard yesterday and today which made it feel more real#makes me uncomfortable to acknowledge how i feel or open up like this but sometimes it's good to do#anyways thx for reading ilyyy 🩷🩷🩷#get to know hey-august
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kinda sad kinda empty kinda numb kinda heartbroken i don’t get to watch my guys chase after a piece of vulcanised rubber in about an hour hbu
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Gratitude time
#today im doing it because it's easy and im overflowing with thankful things#very often i do it because it's hard#probably good to remember it CAN be easy#anyway#thankful for my team im gonna be travelling with and the enciuragement they are#its good to remember i am not on this ceazy ride alone#thankful for a genuinely good rich fulfilling day of class/prep#and the stories of God’s amazing provision from an incredible middle eastern guy who shared with us#and for the moroccan lady i met who now somehow is cooking us lunch tomorrow so now i get to try moroccan food#and her hospitality#and for a good comfy bed and the gift of a private room this qeek#and wifi cuz hey that's a bonus (not to be taken for granted this next month)#and a remarkable number of solutions for dumb lil problems#and for the fact that my goodby with The Boy tonight (the big goodbye. for 8 months)#which both of us were dreading because yknow the Big Sad#didnt actually hit either of us emotionally while we were together#which was such a gift. we got to spend 3 hours together just being peaceful and present and having good conversations#and thinking about how to do dating well this year#and praying together#and it was just. so good#and i am so so glad i get to date him this year and share this crazy thing with him even though itvis gonna be really really hard sometimes#and he made me a bracelet to take with me 🥺
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being the houston mutual means every couple years i just log on like 'hey whats up just experiencing a natural disaster down here. im fine tho'
#honestly this one probably hit me the hardest bc the lack of ac has been hard to deal with#and the lack of sleep and lack of proper diet has left me super brainfogged#plus my phone is broken#work has been overstimulating and tiring#and we have had to throw out massive massive amounts of food which is just sad#i was outside today in the heat and the rain getting melted ice cream on my pants#and a wasp flew in my room#bc the other night i was in a daze and left w my window open to crash out on my friends floor#bc i literally didnt think i could survive another night trying to sleep in the heat#its like almost 90 degrees in my apartment when the ac is off#i had such a bad migraine from caffeine withdrawal too#i woke up trying to drive anywhere to get something to eat#feeling like i was gonna puke for hours and hours#i got a coffee and some fries and pulled through (embarrassing....) kjhjdfgklfhdfgl#me: yeah ive been miserable and in massive amounts of distress and pain and everyone around me is miserable too. but im fine
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if anyone’s wondering, it is in fact the “his boots are just too big for me, avar” line from elzar’s message that broke me in half
#i haven’t really talked about his message bc it fucked me up#like… i was crying the second that man sat down to record his message#and first they hit me with 'it's my fault stellan's gone'#and THEN the line about not being able to fill stellan’s boots……………. 😭😭😭#still can’t think about it too hard or I’ll collapse#like george mann WHY WOULD U WRITE THAT#god...... anyway...... the sad firebrands feelings continue today it seems#elzar mann#stellan gios#elzar x stellan#stellzar#firebrands#a constellation of three#eye of darkness#thr spoilers#the high republic#mik reads the high republic
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oh no it's theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
unexpected urge to cry!
#im fine im just uhhh processing shit#listened to rothko by dessa one too many times and an emotion slipped out!!!#(im good tho i made the right choice in leaving the house today i feel so much better in so many ways)#(but oh boy grief just hits you whenever it wants to huh!)#well i think maybe the sad is a good thing. cause i was kinda numb for a while#and now im experiencing like the full range of human emotions and it's catching me off guard#and well it's hard but id rather occasionally break down crying in my beautiful little bedroom that i love so much#than ever go back to how i was living before#i didnt even realize how bad it was at the time. like i thought i was doing fine. ha#doth oversharing hour
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Gonna have to make a kinda emergency coms post soon lol!!! This storm really fucked me overrr!!!
#and it’s my birthday tomorrow. sad!#I’m safe now I drove to my parents house since they weren’t hit nearly as hard#at least I still have a house I’m very grateful for that#but haven’t had any power since yesterday#no internet access even w my phone service when I’m home#I couldn’t go to work today#and I need money to cover my move in a few days#I’m so stressed outttt#god if just a storm like this knocked out Houston I’m honestly really scared for what hurricane season is gonna bring
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AAAAAAAAAAAAA
#breakup sadness is hitting me hard today#the mom i work for gave me a 50$ gift card and said congratulations on getting rid of him tho
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do any of my mooties wanna meet me in the blanket fort and sit with me while I stare off in the distance
#today's depression episode has hit me HARD#i cant write#im so sad AND FOR WHAT#FUCK#*slicks back hair like hades jn hercules*#im fine
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