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an-unanonymous-messenger · 6 months ago

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babybells123 · 3 months ago

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I’m obsessed with them already

#sram #sramhr #SKAM Croatia #dare I say most attractive noorhelm yet #nora klaric selem #roko maric #Nora x Roko #Now I must explain the song choice #first of all thinking bout you is my favourite song EVER #but I always thought that particular verse was no noorhelm coded #they’re technically not each other’s first times because they both have had experience #as far as I know sram will have that remain the same #unless they change it ?#but I always thought the concept of a first time extends beyond physical intimacy #rather - the first time you’re in love #so in that sense I see this as first *true* love #not infatuation #but pure genuine and deep love #a new feel!!#because it’s literally right out of their respective comfort zones #no cause let’s talk about how they have a mutual fear of love and vulnerability #for different though similar reasons (lack of familial love)#which results in them being quite reserved / introverted people #but their independence/self preservational personalities become a sort of security blanket #because they’re so used to moving through life depending on themselves #until they learn to open their hearts and let love in #and it’s diffcult and messy at times #but it’s worth it #god they really are so poetic when you sit and ponder on it

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milo-the-professional-yapper · 1 year ago

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It genuinely made me so happy when Rosie made the reference to Alastor being Ace. Like it’s one thing to hear it outside of the show itself, it’s a whole other thing when it’s actually pointed out IN THE SHOW.

I’m aroace myself so I absolutely love seeing someone like me in my favorite show- and he’s just like me fr

#Hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers #alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #vivziepop #she said ace in the hole and I SCREAMED #HES SO ME #asexual #aroace #I love him so much I can’t wait for next season #I wanna see his GROWTH #god I love seeing ace people in shows #just fills my heart with pure joy

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3416 · 2 months ago

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re: your Mitch mustache point, yes 100% agree - weird thing to fixate on and just keep commenting on. I also feel like this about Auston’s hair and the ‘balding’ jokes; like, bro, what a thing to comment on about someone else’s appearance.

i get both sides of it to SOME degree in a jokey fandomy space but sometimes it feels like that's all anyone has to say for like days at a time or. i guess bc i make gifs/posts sometimes that's all the tags or comments are. and then i'll post a vid or pics on twt and THAT'S all anyone has to say to try to make an unfunny joke that's been made 4932842 times beforre. and i'm like. damn is anyone actually funny or insightful or is that all there is these days, like lmfao. i already really make it a habit with myself to not negatively comment on appearances irl or online bc i just think it seeps into the way you think about and treat people whether you mean it or not. and i get that these guys are untouchable millionaires and aren't gonna read all these "jokes" but they end up feeling so vapid and tasteless and shallow. i just have bigger beef with the general trends in society and the hyperfixation on pure aesthetics, no substance, and so to see it reflected even in mild forms in fandom spaces just over n over n over like. odd and dull.

#easks #and it doesnt even look bad like lol.#i keep seeing ppl refer to it as a tboy stache and then continue to joke and while its like #i get it esp if that is smth u urself relate to and want to poke fun at but also LIKE #WHAT ABT THE PPL WHO ACTUALLY ARE TRYING OR ARE INSECURE OR WHATEVER-- idk. its not me specifically but it feels bad lol #and anyway ppl have been balding forever n auston will look hot when hes bald so #every joke abt how he went to germany to fix his hairline or what the fuck ever is like. ok and.#the same criticism isnt hurled evenly so it gets annoying but it just feels like such shallow shit to constantly focus on man it gets tirin #to read #i recently saw a twt go viral for saying how unrealistic when harry met sally was bc meg ryan is too hot for billy crystal and its like #god damn do u guys let anything that isnt Pure Looks into your fucking heart like jesus christ

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rosenfey · 1 month ago

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this is how it feels to be writing without an outline btw

#ambie.txt #in other words I just spent an hour writing detailed notes about 4 lines of dialogue I wrote weeks ago #trying to figure out how it will fit with the story I have now chronologically #writing without an outline is like. the story is out of your hands. you just need to connect the dots #sometimes you think you connected them and you didn't #sometimes you do connect them and feel like a god #and sometimes they connect on their own without you knowing you just don't see it yet #it's pure chaos. it feels like youre being chased by your own story. but it somehow feels more natural in a way #like it comes straight from the heart. idk man. writing is something that happens to me its not something I do

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floorpancakes · 4 months ago

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smth kinda fucked up about watching doumeki go from whole assedly making life or death decisions for watanuki as a desperate but firm love language every other tuesday to fucking sitting in quiet anguish with a pained look on his face with his eyebrows fucking tweaking out, still able to make life or death protective decisions sometimes but being fucking paralysed with indecision most times that don't involve immediate physical actions to the point it's clearly ripping his head and heart in two even if he still retains that refusal to give up

#seeing love grant him the strength to make drastic actions but also to freeze him in a stasis that actively hurts every bone in his body is #iDKKKK IDK IDK IDK #my complicated thoughts abt rou strike again #i rly like the intricacies to which stuff stays the same and stuff plunges into tragic monotony and hurt #although some things about the ending/continuation are pure ass and clamp being dumb for no reason #the real complicated part is that i mostly love how well characterised and visceral the hurt of the angst is #but that i wish there was an inproving end point because of the love for the characters and moral of 70 percent of the story #you want these characters to go through it and then to come to happier places or reconvene somehow but #well #ive explained this conundrum 500 times before #but this is one of those specific cases where i have to say that the expression work in holic is so fucking singular #that even when they dont or barely speak you can fucking read everyones eyes like a book #its why i hesitate to call douwata subtext #it doesnt rly make sense cause the feelings involved are so obvious as they are with everything else in the series #the expression work is both rly good for understanding the story in a way that doesn't just focus on good art or speech bubbles #but also it means you can actively see a characters heart shatter into tiny sharp abrasive pieces in real time #it's beautiful and horrific and aaaa #when shit goes quiet and doumeki leaves the room and just breaks tf down and we basically see him all but fucking crying #god.

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coldlikethestars · 3 months ago

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#yesterday i had this moment where i cried so much and so hard in a way i haven't cried in so long #it was a moment of pure soul crushing grief. it was like i had lost my dog already. i felt like i was never gonna see her again #(she's still here. tired and sick and currently sleeping. being very loved. still here.)#i was talking to my mom and sister a couple of hours ago and they said they had a moment like that too yesterday #and i think for me that was an extremely difficult but necessary moment of acceptance #in that crying i let go of my fear and denial and fully accepted that there is no getting better this time. she will be gone soon.#and god animals are so very sensitive aren't they? because it's like my other two dogs know too.#it's like thay had that moment of acceptance as well. they were so quiet yesterday. they didn't eat all day.#it's unbearably painful. i'm extremely sad and my heart is shattered. but i'm glad that i'm at peace #no dog has ever been as happy and as loved as she has been her entire life. i'm sure of it. and me and my family are going to be okay.

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insurged · 3 months ago

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do you have a peeve?

the current one i have is the amount of pure garbage i see in character tags, in particular, the "villains" or what i like to prefer calling the antagonists. i just want to see content of my fav in peace but no, i have see weird ass fanart/fics/headcanons about my favorite character being a r*pist, p*edo, or inc*st stuff because people in the fandom tag it in the character name. i don't mind hate, everyone's entitled to their opinion but goodness, i just want to NOT see weird stuff about my favorites for once but it just comes with the territory i guess *le sigh*

#i will only answer with one peeve or this will turn into an essay #and there are dynamics and relationships i treasure from a series #but no the fandom turns it weird #i love mentor/guardian/parental old farts adopting stray orphans and kiddos #but no they turn that weird too #i love sibling/twin dynamics but no they turn that weird #they turn everything weird ._.#i wouldn't be so peeved if they didn't TAG it so everyone can see it because why would you want to share that fucked up idea???#but whatever i just block and move on #maybe it's because i enjoy writing old men but god damn #the fandom just can't help tainting pure relationships #antagonist characters get this particularly often i've seen....#and it ticks me off ⸨◺_◿⸩#leave my evil boys ALONE #* ⟢ 𝐎𝐎𝐂 ━ ( clench your asshole super tight & scream it from your heart )

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slutdge · 1 year ago

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Not to get deep here or anything but i really think i dont want to have a relationship with my sister anymore and ive been reflecting on that a lot. like sure she didnt abuse me or really do anything to directly traumatize me, but she voted against me having human rights because im queer, as well as voting for a party that wants to harm first nations people despite both of us being first nations i just.... i dont think i can forgive her for that. weve had laughs and good times together but i find myself unable to forgive her for her politics. i wouldn't tolerate bigotry from anyone else, i shouldnt tolerate it from someone just cause theyre family.

#can anyone provide me guidance on this? ill bring it up with my therapist but i dont see her for another week #anyways im making myself cry late at night whats new lol ive been processing a lot this week #ok eta: and theyll always make you feel bad for this!!!!!#theyll be like ''ok so everyone has to bend to your commie regime to have a relationship with you 🙄''#like yeah actually you do #if you really loved me like you claim to you wouldnt be FUCKING VOTING FOR THE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO TAKE MY RIGHTS AWAY #yes you do have to respect my rights if you want to have a relationship with me that is completely reasonable #whats ACTUALLY unreasonable is you asking me to ''just get over'' the fact that yall support people who think i shouldnt have human rights #right wingers will try to gaslight you into believing basic human decency is an unattainable and torturous request #then when you get upset theyll be like ''god the left is so emotional 🙄''#like yeah. i am. and you should be emotional too about human rights violations. the fact that youre not is pure evil.#anyways ill go cry myself to sleep like a faggot now #it just breaks my heart that i dont have any immediate family members who dont blatantly hate me for being queer/first nations

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bigy-bigley · 1 year ago

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after finishing P5 Tactica, I have some thoughts™, especially about the um... ending

First things first, I really appreciate that Atlus seems to have completely dodged all of the usual Persona Spinoff Bullshit™ they do with this entry.

The characters actually remember what happened after the story ends? Fucking insane how that works I'm so used to it not being that way (barring Strikers anyway but that's in the furthest point in the timeline so we haven't seen the effects of that)

Toshiro. Erina. Eri. Oh my god. I loved Erina since her reveal but the twist with her in the Third Kingdom nearly killed me i think- and that's not even mentioning the emotional rollercoaster that went on leading up to that!

I'm just so glad that there's a happy ending for these two. I figured it would end up like PQ, but I'm so so SO happy I was wrong!!! Also, you can't convince me there wasn't some kind of budding romance there. One of them definitely had a crush on the other...

...Is what I would say if I wasn't PAYING ATTENTION ARE YOU KIDDING ME YOUR HONOR THEY'RE IN LOVE!?????? THE WAY THEY MEET UP AT THE END AND TOSHIRO IS LITERALLY SPEECHLESS? LIKE HELLO HI YOU TWO NEED TO GO ON A DATE AND JUST LIKE CATCH UP FOR A FEW HOURS I THINK

*ahem*

anyway i'm ordering soft eritoshi fanfiction content where they slowly reconnect and fall back in love until their next appearance in god knows when

maybe he can even find a way to tell her that there's literally a perfect copy of her inside of him idk

#persona #p5 #p5t #eritoshi #p5t spoilers #i actually jumped up from my chair when the characters remembered what just happened when they got back to leblanc #absolute pure joy #seeing eri walking up with a cane... broke my heart #i had already cried twice leading up to that but god that just. got me.#it says so much by just being there #persona 5

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gingerbreadmonsters · 15 days ago

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its so important to me that you know how much ive already cried over this wip and its literally only been two days

#if this ever gets finished it will be a blasted miracle #god i just. it is just so much to me #its right in that sweet spot where it fits exactly with the image of the character in my head #AND its pressing on the bruise of an enormous hangup for me in my real life as well #i say this very genuinely: i think if u are not used to the creative process of things like making art/writing/music/dance/drama etc #its difficult to really get into how emotionally significant and worldview-changing those processes can be #obviously they dont HAVE to be. u can sing a song just for the sake of singing it and it doesn't need to mean anything at all if u want #but when u are actually CREATING it. like from nothing. boy that can really get u (in a good way and a not-good way)#and i dont say this to make the creative process sound all superior and grandiose just to make myself feel better - i really do think #that there is smth profoundly transformative and tender inside it that it is so important to feel #i mean. essentially its the feeling that the high school theatre kids are addicted to lmao #but they r totally right to be because it IS addictive and it DOES feel really good #when it comes to writing fic for me it can be such a powerful emotional experience #i only used to get that from dance (and that didn't start to happen until at LEAST 11 or 12 years after i started)#its not always SO intense. but when it is then it Really Is #and i think you can kind of tell when you read it #sometimes its emotional bc its the satisfying execution of a singular vision - its motion capture/out of my head/resist and elongate #and sometimes its bc the feeling is so intensely and overwhelmingly personal - return to me/blood sugar baby!/reeling/sea change/#in my mind i think you can really see it in my human nature series - the one with warden and vega #i dont know if thats purely bc that series means so much to me - its been my baby for almost 2 years now #or if its also bc much of it has happened during a very emotionally intense part of my life #in any case when i say that these things are very personal i don't mean in a literal sense necessarily #im not ACTUALLY out here building stalker museums or cannibalising prison guards or splitting the fabric of time #bc whats important is how it FEELS - at the heart of those fantastical things are emotions that aren't magical or supernatural at all #feelings and fears and desires that i have in my life - translated into something much bigger and grander and easier to talk about #do not worry because this is not going to be read by anyone. but if i were your english teacher i would tell you #to go and have a skim of one of the fics i mentioned just now #and i wonder what you think i was thinking about when i wrote it #what i was afraid of or what i was wanting or what i didn't know how to deal with #i dont have to ask because i already know. but i think you could guess if you really really wanted to

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secondpersonpoetry · 1 month ago

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hi!!!!! haven’t been able to get any coherent thoughts down yet but i just wanted to let you know i Have been rotating your post in my mind…….was thinking about it in the back of multiple ubers today…..rain pattering against the window…………like, oh my goodness! YOUR MIND!!!!!!!!!!!! wishing you well. hope you have a safe, healthy, and happy new year!! 💗

"enough music", dorianne laux

#have been trying for SO long to find you the rain on the windows poem i wanted. needless to say i did not succeed.#but! dorianne laux does evoke the kind of emotion the backseat in the rain conveyed to me #and it is very much a poem about not having the things to say so. fitting.#liv in the replies #happy new year to you too!!!!! thank you <3 #also on a side note. for my brain.#maybe it's what we don't say that saves us #UNHINGED line thank you. i don't have the narratives presently but my god they're there.#thinking about journeymen and long road trips and that one chris driedger article about driving up and down all the time #and YES OK FINE I WILL TAG IT #the caterpillar and the chrysalis #the chrysalis and the caterpillar #maybe one of these days i should figure out which tag is the proper one and condense it but today is not that day.#it is purely i think for the sake of the 'we stopped once or twice' (trades) the journey metaphorical but you were always on the same road #the same path/end together. seeing the same lines out the window. a long drive (love) talked enough listened enough enough music #(unrelatedly to that but to the view where did i put all my roadkill poems because also: the blur out the window.)#enough music who's the fuckass locker room dj two old men with their audiobooks lmao (enough! maybe one listening by force & not by choice)#and the enough repetition makes me think of the other poem that goes enough seen enough had enough kiss the dumb animal ->#ltir retirement 'the cry of the body—and you always want to give it what it wants. but i must say no—enough / with more tenderness'#how you know when to quit. the cry of the body/heart never to stop with a) when you can no longer make a fist but b) the one i had #about pain & motion & only finding out when you stop re: fibulas i think & dance. the ache of no motion the heart against its own best time

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maretriarch · 1 month ago

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All women become like their mothers. That is their tragedy. No man does, and that is his. -Oscar Wilde that crazy son of a bitch

#ahhh quote of the hour ah you can be nothing less than what you are.....so easy to envy the unattainable different self LITERALLY purely bcs #its unattainable and different #heart wants what it cant have haha #so easy to envy all the millions of other types of beautiful souls bodies artists and artworks etc etc but thank god someone else is #actually putting the effort into doing it and you get to witness it for even a single fleeting second #get so jealous of people with x amount of crazy skill because i want it i hunger for that oeorr lol i want to hold it in my hands like a #firefly but then you go to their account or whatever you see ofc theyve been training diligently in whatever the fuck it is Competitive #Paper Folding for 20 years and that actually sounds like a REAL DRAG and if i got my wish i would find that suffocating toooooo #power******

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afairerplace · 1 year ago

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My impression of how strongly Taylor felt about Harry Styles is VASTLY different after hearing the vault tracks

#i wonder if some of that isn't production #ngl it DID throw me a bit that the vault tracks are obviously produced by jack and the originals obviously are not #but for whatever reason #the original album always gave me the impression of the image she cultivated during the era:#shiny cool confident ny girl about town with her girlfriends #knowing that harry isn't ever going to pan out but jumping in anyways for the fun and excitement while it lasts #hoping for more but (if you'll excuse me) shaking it off when things inevitably finally fall apart #but the vault tracks peel back her confident exterior more and show just how BADLY she hoped for more #calling her mom for comfort?#pretending not to notice he's texting other girls but being utterly crushed?#reading into his new hair and aching to talk to him about it?#in most of the original tracks she sands away a lot of these vulnerable details #like she doesn't want him or us to see just HOW badly and HOW specifically he hurt her #but listening to the vault tracks my reaction was oh shit he really did break her heart #God bless i always thought harry styles was Not It #(as a bf #i do enjoy his music quite a bit though purely for the vibes)#but boy this guy is NOT IT #taylor swift #1989 (taylor's version)

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andaniellight · 5 months ago

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Episode 2 my beloved

#Black Out #Snow White Must Die #백설공주에게 죽음을 #god. how do i even begin this... everything is just so raw here. can you imagine being sangcheol in this situation???#he's still an outsider but he recognizes jungwoo. the first prick he met upon his arrival in mucheon + the one who saved him for no reason #and he sees that jungwoo is looking like he's been wounded. even if it seems more of a mental state but he looks injured nonetheless.#then sangcheol's subordinate (the one who said the victim is his friend's mom) dropped the bomb. and sangcheol /knows/ who jungwoo is.#and even if sangcheol isn't the type of person with the most tender heart or would always choose to do pure kindness every given chance #doesn't mean his heart doesn't crack when jungwoo finally voices out his pain because his mom has been wronged like that #i need someone to sedate me. or lock me away methinks.

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clownprince · 2 years ago

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Mfw I have my heart set on addressing Joker's aspd in this fic but the entire field of psychology is so horrifically ableist against cluster b personality disorders there are next to no resources on what aspd recovery looks like because the general consensus is that it isn't possible

#girl help #ofc I had to choose aspd and cptsd. one disorder that's so ridiculously stigmatized and another that's so new it isnt recognized in the dsm #am I partially motivated to write this purely to spite the idea that aspd is untreatable? perhaps #but also bc I want to see joker get better but in a way that doesn't force him into neurotypicality #throwing cptsd at him purely for selfish reasons (i <3 projecting on fictional characters)#the entire premise of this fic is so self indulgent NDHJFJFJ #it's literally just an excuse to combine my two biggest hyperfixations 😭#but hey! I have a very specific Vision for what recovery could look like for joker and bats #and I haven't found a fic that caters to that niche (understandably$#so I am being forced to take matters into my own hands. be the change you want to see in the world god bless #also cptsd recovery is like notoriously brutal and I want to put joker through that <3 #I want to see him crying his little heart out on the bathroom floor #he has bpd too btw. if you even care

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