rosenfey

[rosenfey]

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@thanekrios﹒@lavampira﹒@euryalex﹒@starforger﹒@thefrostyshepard

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@dekarios﹒@feykiller﹒@zahra-hydris﹒@noughtomaton﹒@corvus-rose

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@shaweetiehs﹒@corffiser﹒@thedeadthree﹒@quendiviner﹒@pinkfey

@azatas﹒@theviridianbunny﹒@heartfluttered

[rosenfey]

it went well!!!!! and now I'm getting the rest of today off to treat myself.

good night I have a big big thing tomorrow please hold me in your thoughts 🙏

[rosenfey]

"how you see yourself" meme

⊱ tagged by the dear @dekarios, thank you so much fray!

character: it's faerene, my oc, made in here. she's a self-insert, she looks like me. i gave her all the things i disliked about myself and now i love myself the way i am thanks to her.

style: a mix of cottagecore / dark academia / vintage / victorian fashion. we need to bring this shit back asap (though that won't stop me dressing like that either)

object: mushrooms but its more complex than that. i love the duality of life and death they represent!! springing up from something dead, death being a gate to something new!!! much like how we preserve the memories of our loved ones and people who lived in the past!!! we are never truly dead!!!! you cant kill a memory in a way that matters!!! just like fungus!!!

place: i was torn between a forest and a graveyard so this is an abandoned forest graveyard in my country!! forests / graveyards are truly the only two places other than inside where i truly feel sane. because they are quiet, there are no (alive) people around, and if they are, they don't tend to perceive me as much!!! and i love nature and how calm it is and graveyards often are surrounded by greenery and trees and its just!!! its a thing ive been doing ever since i was a child. i live both next to a forest AND a cemetery so thats where i always ran to when everything felt like too much.

animal: i was torn between this bunny and another bunny holding a scythe because lbr i am both a dainty pink lady AND can have a sharp weapon to walk around to assert dominance. :3c

song: eughhhh im a florence + the machine girl because her entire vibes and songs are just. running in my veins ever since i was 15. anyway. if i had to name specific songs it would be mainly from this album and it would be these: blinding, i'm not calling you a liar, my boy builds coffins, drumming song, rabbit heart (raise it up). i cant choose from those they are all equally me thats the end of the sentence.

job: i want to be a weird (very important) and off-putting (equally important) but also cute (super important) fey of the woods that can talk to the dead and plants and grows mushrooms in her weird af little garden. so i hope i am at least projecting some of those vibes irl.

food: baked potatoes. im a slav and you can pry those from my cold dead hands

colour: very specific shade of pink. like dusty pink. old pink. mushroom pink. pink you can see in the nature. earthy pink. but i also love love love autumn colours like toned down red, brown, and white.

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@thanekrios﹒@lavampira﹒@euryalex﹒@starforger﹒@thefrostyshepard

@florbelles﹒@aldwirs﹒@pawnguild﹒@archonfurina﹒@ladyinthebluebox

@inafieldofdaisies﹒@feykiller﹒@zahra-hydris﹒@noughtomaton﹒@corvus-rose

@ferwynter﹒@melancholicrainstorm﹒@sylvthara﹒@katsigian﹒@rindemption

@vilnan﹒@eldensrings﹒@claudiawolf﹒@therapyvibes﹒@sibeal

@epheyang﹒@lotusfaebell﹒@anoramactir﹒@gallusneve﹒@lutebard

@brightaxe﹒@spectordameron﹒@merdruid﹒@lurakha﹒@lord-woolsley

@shaweetiehs﹒@corffiser﹒@thedeadthree﹒@quendiviner﹒@pinkfey

@azatas﹒@theviridianbunny﹒@heartfluttered

[rosenfey]

reporting that i hath written. last night and then had to go to sleep because my body was telling me its late and im learning to listen to it. i still think it was ass but it is there. so. thats already an improvement

anyway I feel better now because I realised that exploring the same themes and character dynamics as what has already been done before is actually okay because it's just a different flavour of the same thing and even though I can't write it like others do nobody can also write it like I would so.

[rosenfey]

mourn watch!faerene doodle save me. save me mourn watch!faerene doodle. mourn watch!faerene doodle save me.

[rosenfey]

good night I have a big big thing tomorrow please hold me in your thoughts 🙏

[rosenfey]

she's infodumping about her life issues to bonejamin the skull

mourn watch!faerene doodle save me. save me mourn watch!faerene doodle. mourn watch!faerene doodle save me.

[rosenfey]

mourn watch!faerene doodle save me. save me mourn watch!faerene doodle. mourn watch!faerene doodle save me.

[rosenfey]

anyway I feel better now because I realised that exploring the same themes and character dynamics as what has already been done before is actually okay because it's just a different flavour of the same thing and even though I can't write it like others do nobody can also write it like I would so.

[rosenfey]

you ever just have an idea you want to write but someone has literally done the same thing before so you are just here like. guess I'll die then

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Always look your best! 💜💚🖤

[rosenfey]

🌸🌷 ok got my spoopy mansion in ts4. now I proceed to spam pink flowers everywhere 🌷🌸

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🫖🍄 holy shit I just remembered the life and death ts4 expac is out alreadyy 🍄🫖

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veilguard's plot and gameplay is so good y'all

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🫖🍄 also yeah apologies for the sudden unfiltered ambie on main recently but I kept all of my special interest around death to an absolute minimum for YEARS of my life but now I feel like it's okay to be into this stuff and talk about it so I'm going to do that. also exposure therapy. 🤷‍♀️ 🍄🫖

[rosenfey]

🌿💀 say what you will but veilguard gave me emmrich and manfred and they made me feel like I'm not weird for the person I am so that's a clear win to me 💀🌿

[rosenfey]

🫖🍄 reading upon different career paths viable for autistic people and death industry being one of them and I'm here like "oh so that's why my dream job was a graveyard keeper ever since I was 13. got it" 🍄🫖