#the important thing rn is to take care

[epsilonchi]

This is probably very immature and illiterate from my part because some of my twitter friends / oomfies were / are part of the dropout boycott thing and I do get their frustrations with dropout but after the shitshow that was that fuckass man's reelection there's a part of me that is frustrated that people will just direct all their energy towards pushing a company with progressive tendancies to condemn the zionists they "platformed" when a literal fascist was about to take power once again and pretty much threatening the whole world.

Like let me be clear. Israel's fucking evil and committing a genocide for nearly 80 years now. Palestine and Palestinians should and will be free. There's no denying that. And those who deny it are the scum of the earth. I'm really appreciative of everyone helping Palestinians in any way they could, and i'm still giving to godfundmes and campaigns whenever I can. And on the other hand, Zionists (in all shapes and forms) are the scum of the earth and should not be respected.

But my thing is : when you're staring in the face of straight up neonazism, with the misogyny, transphobia, LGBTQphobia, racism that comes with it... it feels extremely pointless and a bit absurd to direct all your attention and energy to boycott a company who, for all their flaws (and they do have a lot), are juggling with both the essence of being a company and their drive to support marginalized people in all shape and forms, just because some of their collaborators, regular or not, have said some shitty Zionist things. Part of me does get it, the frustration and the breaking point, especially from POCs, but after the elections... was it really the bigger fish guys ? Was it all worth the effort and anger to in the end get a milquetoast statement saying what we already knew but in a watered-down PR language ? And then barely 48h after the most dangerous man in the world gets back into power again ?

Like... I don't know. It might be because i've been slowly falling into a depressive episode and ultimately my anger is quite meaningless too because it's just fandom shit but with hindsight, that dropout boycott just felt like fans guiltripping one another while ignoring the obvious immediate danger. Once again, I know those fans have already done a lot for Palestinians and marginalized people overall, because I follow a lot of them firsthand, and I really don't want to diminish their efforts, but as someone who is not USAmerican but has seen some IRL friends directly suffer from Trump's disgusting foreign and internal policies... You guys focused on the wrong thing this time. I get why you did but also I hope you understand it wasn't really worth it.

Anyways, @ all USAmericans who follow me : please take care, because I'm fully aware this is a scary situation <3 Peace and love guys

[littlefankingdom]

How it feels when people argue that someone isn't a batkid, while Batman/Bruce takes one look at a child and calls them "son"/"young lady":

DC fans: Every bitch can't be your son!

Bruce: ...

DC fans: Batman... I didn't mean...

Bruce: How could you say that to Bruce Wayne?

DC fans: Batman...

[sirazaroff]

How do you think velvet is handleing everything in vacco right now

She’s having a great time 🥰

[rapidhighway]

K I've been thinking about this for like a week now. Ignoring any immortal headcanons if you have them. Knuckles knows he's not going to be able to guard the Master Emerald forever and that probably troubles him, but, if he was dying do you think he'd ask Sonic to guard it? He's the person with a unique connection to Chaos and the Chaos Emeralds and he's basically chosen one the most specialest guy, and one of the few people Knuckles could trust with that duty.

Of course I think Sonic would say no. I think he'd never be able to do that and he wouldn't want to.

[lilgayducky]

I'm struggling with a lot right now

But I don't really know how

To explain when my bright grin

Hides what I'm feeling within

But the smiles not fake

It's not a mistake

When I'm actually happy

It's just that maybe

Well sometimes at night

(Like every night)

I shed a tear or two (or a few)

But this feeling ain't new

It's like this a lot

Honestly I've kinda forgot

What it's like to not feel this way

There's a lot I could say

But I don't know how to explain

What it's like in my brain

And today's a brand new day maybe

I'll remember to drink water

And I won't forget to eat lunch again

And I'll brush my teeth twice

Yeah that would be nice

If I went to sleep before midnight

And woke up at 8, went for a run

It could even be fun

And I'd journal every evening

But not write much cause

I wouldn't have so many feelings

And I'd wear pretty skirts out every day

(Although I do that anyway)

I'd get compliments at every street

From every kind person I meet

And I'd feel comfortable and confident

And wouldn't care what people think

But now all I do is think

And it feels like I might sink

And drown beneath my thoughts

I'm spiralling again (and again and again and again and-)

What am I supposed to do?

Why do I feel so fucking blue

And purple and yellow and red too

Am I going crazy?

Cause it sure does feel that way

Will this poem have an end?

Cause as much as I pretend

To be talented I can't seem to finish

Anything I start

Not a story not a poem not a fight (wait what?)

It doesn't even rhyme don't make sense it's silly

I should just give up

Go home

Go to bed and cry

I shouldn't even try

Uncreative, unoriginal, unworthy

The title of my story

Not that anyone will read it so what's the point?

When I always seem to disappoint

Yeah I'm struggling with a lot right now

And I don't really know how

To explain.

[fountainpenchess]

To find a friend is to find someone like myself, someone who is very similar, yet a bit different somehow. It is to see a soul that is almost like a mirror of my own, a soul who can see things in almost the same way that I see it. This is one reason why friendships are so vital. Friends help validate our perspective about life and the world we live in. They help us see the meaning we seek. They help us find the truth we’re looking for. And that is why all the other qualities that other people say about friends depend only on this very foundation. They say that friendship is trust. But how do you trust someone who cannot share the core of who you believe you are? They say that friendship is camaraderie. But how could anyone be a good company to you when they cannot look into your soul? Friends understand one another’s soul, that’s the full meaning of it.

— the ultimate guide when a friend breaks your heart by jocelyne soriano

[deadandwalking]

SCREAMS AND CRIES AND PUKES AND MOANS AND CONVULSES

[guckies]

Been seeing all the discussion about Tubbo being Em’s parents and…. 😬

It’s like we get a girl egg with all moms and it’s now feels like people are saying “she needs a dad!!” because a male is treating her like family…

I’m all for Tubbo being family to Empanada but being her dad?? It feels a lot like there are some misogynistic undertones there. Like family is not just parents it can be literally anything, same way Pepito has Foolish being grandma. Tubbo can have the same and be family in some way to Em.

But it’s like we have an all girl family but because the egg is interacting with others, people are inserting the males into it(the parent dynamic). Which just reads wrong when a majority of the island is male relationships and prominent male families where the girls are mainly just aunts to the children.

Have your headcannons but don’t try to insert them into the canon with your posts especially when a majority of the server relationships are male prominent.

[bunnyboy-juice]

;~; (tags vent)

[blockmenobsessedperson]

Random reminder to just, y’know, take a chill pill on yourself. Take a lil break and just rest your silly little anxiety-filled brain for a bit. Like, yeah, you’ve got imperfections but don’t drive yourself delulu over it.

You might be cringy but that’s okay!! You might suck at something or people might not like what you do but that’s also okay!! You might be a little bigger or a little smaller than others, but that’s okay!! You're cool!!

Now go get some water and maybe a snack and go take care of yourself!!!

[loumauve]

I snapped today at work, and by snapped I mean I politely commented on a help desk ticket by summing up an mess of an (type of) issue that's come up for at least the fourth time in the 2+ months I've been managing user accounts, and asked the person responsible to fix it (himself for once) because last time I fixed his mess-up it took me two whole days to work out the details with at least four other colleagues from different departments and I really don't want to do it again. there's other shit that needs doing, I've been working 10+ hour days for most of this week already, so I need to cut down not add on more.

(good thing tho - at least we managed to fix the issue where the dataset of a newer employee got mixed up with another one of the same name and therefore wasn't able to apply for any of the access/accounts she needed. technically not entirely my area but it does impact us not being allowed to create an account for her so I figured I might as well track that issue down. took three days and at least three other people, but hey - it should all work out now. yay for that)

[child-of-the-cosmos]

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!

[t-u-i-t-c]

sometimes i forget that most people don't take notes while they watch things. i only really do it for toku, but it's really helpful for my lore recognition and just figuring out the types of sets i want to make :)

[hexados-on-a-string]

spectragus dont get enough credit for being a sun and moon ship but like. destructive sun and moon ship. sun and moon ship but they're the forces of nature the sun and moon actually are. the sun is harsh and relentless and unpredictable in its evil but also it's kindness, the moon is sharp and cold and cruel, a harsh light that doesn't allow you peace, but can also guide you, a light in the darkness. even on nights with a new moon, with no light in the sky, the moon is always reflecting the sun, and it'll be that way until they come to their end.

[eeunwoo]

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[denzartriste]

Can't believe that im A) scientifically and mathematicaly planning out conditions for what i need to do before i get my self-care day and that B) my plans for that self-care day is researching peekaboo galaxy and getting an official word doc for all the info i get to be more accessible for when i want to talk to people about it. Yes this includes researching the myth of Heracles, specificly the 12 labors in regards to the hydra. This also is probably going to include general more understanding of galaxies and the specific star that moved out the way to reveal peekaboo galaxy.