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OK SO I wrote most of this starting at 2 am and stopping at like 3 also 4 am after listening to numbers by temporex for the fifth time (I was inspired by the overall vibe of the song link to the song if you wanna check it out) and originally it was going to be small bummer fic written only for myself where Guillermo did get turned by Derek and he goes back but nothing changes around him but I got a little too carried away so now it’s about (roughly) that and Nandor wishing for Guillermo to return after he left and didn’t return after becoming a vampire.
disclaimer: I'm currently clinging onto a free grammarly account for dear life and I tried my best to edit the nonsense I wrote instead of sleeping so if at any point this sounds weird I apologize!
and with all of that out of the way I now give you Just Alright:
Guillermo sat in the same old bed he’s been sleeping in for over a decade. He thought when Derek turned him things would change but no not much changed when it came to the way he was treated. Things did change overall sure he was gone for weeks before returning to the mansion but in a way they haven’t. What it all boiled down to was the fact that nobody really noticed the change. Normally Guillermo chalked it up to them being assholes but the reason they didn’t care or notice this time around was due to the fact that they had gotten themselves busy while he was gone.
Laszlo tried to go back to his old ways but after the loss of baby Colin he found himself going over to sean’s place to distance himself from the energy vampire he help raise. Whenever anyone asks him about it he brushes him off. Due to him being away from the house most of the time, he didn’t even know Guillermo was back let alone now a vampire for a while.
Colin Robinson still doesn’t remember being a freak child at all and so he went back into looking into energy vampires just now without the help of Laszlo. He tried to get Laszlo’s help at first but after a couple of fuck offs he gave up. He still treated Guillermo the way he did before mainly to annoy him.
Nadja had a lot on her plate. At first, it was having to deal with what to do now that the nightclub dream was basically dead then it was getting to the council building back to the way it was before to trying to get Laszlo to stop hiding away in the neighbor's house and actually getting him to sit down and talk about how he was feeling. With all of that, she didn’t seem to care he was a vampire now. I mean it was understandable she was doing a lot but she still treated him like a familiar. He wasn’t even her familiar to begin with yet he was still left to do all the hard labor for her. After some protesting and reminding her that he’s an equal now for the tenth time she got a familiar to do her bidding instead.
The only one who cared at all about the change was his ex-master Nandor. As for why well that’s a really long story. Let’s just say he’s the reason why he ended up back there.
Guillermo thought about going back at first. It was his original plan but he couldn’t bring himself to do it. He knew he would have to eventually to get his stuff back but he wanted to fend for himself. He knew he could go out on his own he didn’t need any big strong vampires to fight for him he was Guillermo: by blood a vampire killer, an ex-familiar, an ex-bodyguard, and now a vampire. He knew how to kill he could live alone and they wouldn’t care if he was gone. If they did someone would have found him by now and begged him to come back.
But in the blink of an eye after a couple of weeks of trying to live on is own only to crash at Derek’s place half of the time to just living with Derek (Derek needed a friend anyway), he found himself face to face with the entrance of the place he wasted over a decade of his life in. He doesn’t remember walking back just suddenly being at the door.
“What the fuck why am I back here?” he asked himself. He tried to turn back but he couldn’t. No like he physically couldn’t turn back. Despite not wanting to be there he knocked the door.
“Come in the door is open.” He heard a voice he really didn’t want to hear say. He could also hear a few footsteps on the other side along with a few small sniffles thanks to vampire hearing. He opened the door and got a few steps in before getting tackled into a hug by Nandor. Guillermo was not only surprised but still had no idea what on earth was happening.
“What the fuck is going on?” Guillermo says extremely confused. He looked around over the vampire’s shoulder as Nandor cried into his. As he was searching he found the Djinn standing there with his notebook and pen not too far from them. Well, that explains it. Guillermo didn’t have time to be upset yet since he has to deal with the sobbing vampire hugging him.
Wait Nandor was hugging him willingly? Guillermo tried his best to pinch himself. “Ow.” well he wasn’t dreaming so yeah he WAS hugging him and he was hugging him REALLY tightly. If he was still human this would have most likely killed him either due to suffocation or Nandor accidentally breaking something really important.
“Oh, Guillermo where have you been? I was so worried about you I- I missed you so much.” as he talked he cried harder and harder. Guillermo was honestly surprised to see him in such a state. He can’t recall seeing him express his emotions or saying how he felt ever let alone see him cry this hard. He was HUGGING HIM for fuck’s sake.
“Master I like this and all but this is starting to hurt a lot” he knew he didn’t need to call him that but he still did out of habit. Plus he didn’t know if calling him Nandor would piss him off so it was better to be safe for now.
“I just missed you so much and if I hug you tight enough you won’t be able to leave again.”
Guillermo would be lying if he said that didn’t make him feel at least a little bit like shit. But in his defense, he thought Nandor would be too busy reading his books or whatever to notice his absence. Sure he wouldn’t be gone forever since he has all eternity to go back to the house to say hi or to bump into Nandor while out hunting and small talk about his times as his familiar. He didn’t expect Nandor to actually be hurt by this. He knew he should have known better but he did what he did anyway without taking Nandor actually noticing into consideration.
“You didn’t even leave a note. I thought you were out on one of your silly human errands, but when you didn’t return I thought you were hurt or dead.”
“Well, I’m here now.”
“And that’s all that matters.” Nandor slowly let go of the hug.
Guillermo wanted to say his goodbyes and get out as fast as he can but he knew he would feel like shit if he left knowing it would hurt Nandor this much he made his way inside.
After Nandor calmed down a bit they ended up walking to Nandor’s room to talk. Looking around his room and the house overall while thankfully repaired the house was still a mess. Bodies were all over the place, candles melted all the way down leaving puddles of wax, and every other surface was dusty. It reminded him of when he first returned to the house after trying to leave this life behind for the first time.
When he entered Nandor’s room it was messier than the rest of the house but considering the state he was in when he entered Guillermo could make an educated guess as to why so he knew he couldn’t judge.
“Sorry for the mess. When I noticed you were gone for longer than usual at first I tried to ignore it but I just couldn’t. I tore this room apart trying to see if you hid a letter or anything that would tell me where you went. It was honestly stupid of me to think you would hide something like that since you didn’t hide the letter you left behind last time.”
“I really should have told you why I left before…” should he tell the truth?
“Before what?” he looked at him confused then he saw his fangs. “Oh…”
“I paid Derek to turn me.”
Silence so thick you could feel it fill the room. It was Nandor who broke it with tears slowly running down his face again as he spoke.
“Why?”
“Look I know you view vampirism as a curse and I knew you didn’t want to turn me because of that and I know you’re not the biggest fan of change so by turning this way you wouldn’t have to-”
“Why did you not come back?”
Nandor’s words felt like a stake to the heart. Guillermo didn’t know how to respond so he froze. Any word he could think of saying vanished like he did weeks before abruptly and without saying goodbye. If he didn’t feel like shit before he felt like the worst person on planet earth now.
“Master I-”
“DON’T YOU DARE CALL ME THAT!”
“LOOK I’M SORRY OK!?”
“You think that’s going to make up for you abandoning me!?”
“I didn’t plan to stay away I was going to come back.”
“When Guillermo fucking when?”
Silence flooded the room again. This time It was Guillermo who ended it.
“Nandor look I’m so fucking sorry I didn’t intend to leave permanently I was going to come back and change everything for the better but couldn’t bring myself to go back I… I’m so sorry. If I knew I would be out for as long as I have I would have said goodbye.” In the middle of his sentence, Guillermo caught Nandor’s tears and began to cry too. “If I were you I wouldn’t forgive me.”
Nandor went up to him and cupped his right cheek with his hand wiping away a tear. “Oh my sweet sweet Guillermo I knew you wanted it so bad but I didn’t turn you not because being a vampire is a curse. I didn’t turn you cause then you would have left. I know once you were one you would have no purpose here anymore. it was selfish sure but fuck I just couldn’t stand the thought of you leaving and I thought if I kept you busy you wouldn’t leave. Making excuses to keep you as a human, promoting you to bodyguard when your life was at risk, making turning you into a long trip all of it was to keep you by my side for as long as I can. When you were shipped off to England by Laszlo and I ended up traveling alone I was left to think about why I did this. Why I wanted you to stay for so long and when I realized why I didn’t want to think about it. So when we all came back as I was helping you out after you fell into the water filled basement I used finding someone to marry to cover up what I found out” it clicked in Guillermo’s head what he was getting at but he let him continue. “I was hoping every day that you would stop me from going through with the wedding, I made every task hard in hopes it would stop you and, when everyone was objecting I was hoping you would be in that line. I wanted you to stop me causes…I love you Guillermo so so much. I just couldn’t bring myself to fully accept it until you left.”
Guillermo nuzzled into Nandor’s hand as he began to cry harder “I love you too.”
Nandor pulled him into a kiss.
They could get angry at each other for what they had done another time. For now, all they wanted to do was hug and be glad that they could express how they feel for hopefully not the last time.
And it wasn’t time flew by and they slowly vented out their feelings to each other. They had their scheduled yelling match about what they had both done to each other once all the tears were fully over a few days later. But what had started as them fighting with their tongues figuratively turned into fighting with their tongues literally. Needless to say, they forgave each other quickly after that. As for what they were now they settled on boyfriends. it felt weird at first to say but after a while, the word felt great coming out of their mouths.
Not much has changed really looking back as he sat on his old bed. Laszlo was still horny, Colin was still annoying and Nadja would kill him if he boiled her down into one word even if it was just in his head. But as he sees Nandor take a box of his stuff up to their new room he's glad he at least made one change. Considering he has all eternity to help the others for now he’ll take this as a win.
“Guillermo, what are you doing?”
“Oh just thinking that’s all.”
“You know I was doing some thinking too and I was thinking maybe I can give you my last wish.”
“How thought full.” he gave him a peck on the cheek. “You know I think I already know what I’m going to wish for.”
“May I ask what that wish might be?”
“A coffin big and wide enough for the two of us,” Guillermo said with the biggest grin on his face.
#oh the lovely art of writing a fic instead of sleeping at a reasonable time but fuck you past me I woke up feeling like SHIT cause of you#can't believe I'm posting this but eh fuck it you know#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#guillermo de la cruz#nandor the relentless#nandermo#what we do in the shadows fanfic#hurt/comfort#A LOT of crying#gather around and lend me your time#the first fic I've ever completed#speaking of fics I'm gonna go back to writing the serial killer guillermo fic in a bit just taking a little break from it for now#I was putting a LOT of time into it and if I put TOO much time into something (especially if it involves a lot of writing)#after a bit I get really sick of it and I don't wanna burn myself out so yeaaaaaaaah
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it was a day like any other (16535 words)
[ One-shot | Joukai/Puppyshipping | 克也 '25 birthday fic ]
Summary: A cup of coffee, a white shirt, a barista, and a disgruntled CEO crossed paths, literally. And how that confluence of chance precipitated a day unlike any other. Note: Happy birthday to the bestest boy who deserves nothing but happiness! (Even though I keep writing him otherwise...) Also this may have been totes created from a terrible pun of kissaten ha ha ha I'm hilarious
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It was a day like any other.
Seto brisk walking down the length of the Central Business District, wearing his signature accessory of what might as well be a patented scowl, billowing trench coat a physical shield, never slowing – why would he need to accede to these plebeians? – passers-by, who knew better, parting like waves bowing back into the ocean at his urgency (or perhaps it was fury, even he couldn’t really tell).
It was a day like any other.
Katsuya ambling down the length of the Central Business District, a cuppa clutched in his cold hands – his daily treat he deemed more necessary than indulgent after a full shift at some pretentious bistro that was born out of a bored high-society wife’s capricious whims – steps light, relaxing into the hours that were finally his.
Turned out the universe had other ideas. (Universe here meaning Katsuya’s preoccupation with his drink and Seto’s obstinate refusal to step aside for anyone.)
“Oh, fuck—“
A clack of shoulders; a clop of stumbling heels; a clatter of a cup; a single click of the tongue.
A single very displeased click of Seto’s tongue.
(Read the rest of the fic here!)
#joukai#kaijou#puppyshipping#katsuya jounouchi#seto kaiba#yugioh#violetshipping#ygo#yugioh fanfiction#ygo fanfiction#joey wheeler#my writings#happy birthday jounouchi katsuya!#this is more joukai than kaijou for once hohoho#also I FINISHED THIS IN TIME WOOOO#think this is the first birthday fic I've ever committed to and completed#the number of scrapped wips I never bothered to pick up again tells you all you need to know about my track record lol#finally some happy stuff between all the angst to start off the year (or to round off the dragon year)#yeah I told myself this would be 3k at most and it quintupled. yay.#is this an excuse to write about my love of these boys or coffee#why not both#also I'm gonna KO now it's been a 9-9 day and I ate 1 meal so I'm off to bed
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The impassive features that had been seared on his memory all those months ago twisted into something less than nonchalant for the first time, looking down at him with mildly furrowed eyebrows. “What are you doing?”
If he was right about this, there was no point in softening himself. “Anything you want,” he spat back. “I’ll do anything.”
Lane frowned, but he hadn’t looked away yet. “Get up.”
Ethan forced his knees another inch apart, miring himself further in the lush carpet. “No.”
Things go awry after that night at the opera. Ethan makes it work.
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my part of an art/fic trade with @safehousebooze! (here's her half, look at it, isn't it amazing?)
#mission impossible#glass box boyfriends#fic#renegadecreations#this is. the first chapter fic i've ever completed i think? wild
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thinking about super physically affectionate clingy yet quiet link and him leaning into revali when he's tired, or curling up in revali's lap with his face in revali's neck to take a nap, without a single word.
it startles revali a lot at first when link just at random just starts grabbing his hand only to intertwine their fingers, link tracing the feathers and then pulling revali's hand up to his face to press a kiss to the back of it, his eyes shut. or link pushing him down into the cushions only to seat himself within revali's folded lap, head against revali's chest as he fidgets and fiddles with revali's scarf. or link coming up from behind to wrap his arms around revali's midsection, pressing soft kisses down revali's spine.
"you hylians are so touchy," revali mumbles one night, when they're lying together in their shared hammock. link is wrapped around him, intertwining his legs with revali's, and he drags his pointer finger through revali's feathers, drawing shapes into his chest. link only hums at him in response, and shifts so that he's more comfortable against revali. his legs tighten around revali's, as though he plans to keep the rito shackled to him forever. revail only wraps a wing around him and brushes his beak through the top of link's hair.
"you're not pushing me away though," link says. link's voice is soft and drowsy, but revali can feel it humming under his skin.
"like i could if i tried," revali responds in similar volume. "you've wrapped yourself so closely to me, we'll merge into one being at this point." but link is right; if he truly didn't enjoy this, he'd have thrown link into lake totori now.
"wish we could," link murmurs. revali hums in question, prompting link to continue. "wanna be so close to you i'm practically under your skin."
"that won't be necessary. you already get under my skin plenty." link snorts and shifts against him again, revali shifting in response to accommodate link's new position. they're quiet again for a couple more moments before link speaks.
"do you really not like it?" his songbird whispers, hushed and timid. revali frowns. he doesn't like it when link doubts him, or this bond between them. he wraps his other wing around link and the little hylian snuggles deeper into him automatically, sighing quietly.
"i'd have figured you more astute than this," revali says. "this... manner of affection you favor is not something i'm accustomed to, but it doesn't mean it's unpleasant. it's... nice, to be honest."
"so it's okay? you're okay with this?" link murmurs.
"i'm more than fine with it," revali replies. "what made you think i wasn't?"
he feels link shift to hide his face in revali's chest. "dunno," link mumbles. "i always do it without saying anything. thought you were just putting up with me..."
revali's feathers prickle and rise, and his frown deepens. in a swift fluid movement, he grabs his mate by his hips and pulls him up. link yelps, grabbing onto revali's arms. "w-wait, revali, the hammock—"
"the hammock is strong enough to hold the both of us," revali says, and seats link atop him so that his mate is straddling his lap, and his hands settle on link's waist. "so don't doubt it, like you're doubting me right now." link flushes and his ears droop, just slightly. cute.
"i wasn't doubting you—" link starts, but revali cuts him off with a slight shake of his head.
"you were," revali asserts and his voice leaves no room for argument, because it's true. link stares down at him, guilty and insecure. revali hates it. "i can't control what goes on in that stubborn head of yours, but don't doubt me. don't doubt this, what we have. i chose you, all of you, what you are, what you do, what you offer. i'll gladly receive it all, because it's you."
link's breath catches. "revali..."
but revali shakes his head and pulls lightly on link's waist. "that's enough thinking for you tonight," he says. "come back to me and continue with your touchy inclinations. i'm rather fond of it now."
so link with that ever so familiar wide, blue-eyed gaze tentatively leans back down and wraps himself around revali's body again, as they were before, his face buried in the space between revali's neck and head and his breath beginning to even out. revali envelops his clingy songbird in his wings, nuzzling the side of link's face with his eyes shut, beginning to drift to sleep himself, but he needs to make himself clear before either of them drift too far.
"i love you," revali murmurs against link's skin. "goddesses know why you ever doubted it, but i do and i always will. if you wish to possess me, my body is yours to command as you please. if you wish to woo me, my heart has already been infatuated with you for far longer than you've realized you desired me too. my very soul and my entire being belong to you now, for as long as you will it to be."
link doesn't say anything more, but revali can feel his little jewel hug him tighter. "i chose you," revali whispers. "please remember that. i chose to be with you, for the rest of my life. i'm not letting go of you so soon, so please don't let go of me either."
they both grow quiet after that, and revali thinks link has already fallen asleep when—
"i won't," link whispers back. "i won't let you go. i'm all yours too, revali, i love you too."
revali coos lowly in response, holding link a little tighter in his arms. "good. if it's my skin you wish to be in, then it's yours to live under. i wouldn't have it any other way. now, go to sleep. your mind runs circles around itself like a hylian retriever if left without the careful hand of a trainer, like myself."
"whatever," link snorts, but he shifts and squirms and nestles himself under revali's chin until he's comfortable again, until his breathing evens out. only then does revali relax, wings still wrapped firmly around his sweet little songbird, and lets sleep claim him too.
#revalink#loz#botw#loz botw#legend of zelda#link x revali#revali x link#amihan's revalinkverse#i can't write anything without revali being extremely soft for link#amihan don't write revali being completely whipped for link challenge: failed#i lowkey went off topic with this one but it's ok because the final product slaps#i channel my inner bridgerton everytime i write revali being sappy with link#(i've never watched bridgerton)#me watching the post-windblight battle cutscene for the first time in 2019: do you think link and revali ever explored each other's bodies#link was literally exploring revali's body in this post#the day i write a fic where revali explores link's body...#another one for the “revali lets link do whatever he wants to him” revalink agenda#the bts reference in this post today is when link says he wants to be under revali's skin#which also is the lyric in my blog header#referencing bts rm's 'closer' on his solo album indigo#i recommend it it's a very good song whether or not you like bts#if this post had a song you should listen to it with it would be closer by rm#link wants to ratatouille revali by being under his skin
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ALSO I have been tagged... last week (I'm so sorry) by @kazamajun for wip wednesday and I finally have smth I'm comfortable sharing so. there we go.
Also I would like to tag... idk who currently has wips. @eldragon-x I think you do. @kazooyah you too (if you want to ofc). Anyone else tell me so I can tag you and also you are tagged anyway.
OK LET'S GO
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The fight was as fast as it was intense.
The King of Hell made the first move, absolute in might as ever, doubtless eager to finish it quickly, but his powerful strike never came into contact with the goddess' body: her palm met his fist halfway and she used his momentum against him, redirecting the blow and gracefully dodging out of the way, before grabbing his arm, dealing him a swift chop to his neck, bringing him to his knee with a well-placed kick, and slamming her elbow to the back of his head. Unrelenting, she then concluded the throw by tossing him overhead.
But as expected, it did nothing to keep Kazuya down for more than a second. A kick to get her away, and he got back up with a dangerous red gleam in his eyes.
She mainly focused on evasion and redirection, turning his strength back on him all while doing her best to avoid his attacks, as it was evident that he had immense destructive power on his side, and knew how to utilize it at his very core.
She could not espace every of his moves however, and the punch that followed an axe-kick of his hurt her more than from anything she ever faced before. It unfortunately wouldn't be the last blow that would breach her defenses.
The first electrically charged attack that hit her thorax had her stopped breathing momentarily, and at one point he got back at her by grabbing her leg and slamming the goddess to the ground.
She did not spend the whole fight evading or trying to, however, her fighting techniques were as refined as his were perfected. To hit her, he would need to reach her first, but she would hit her mark almost everytime, forcing him to block her blows.
He found no luck falling back on his other abilities either: pure white bird-shaped energy crashed into and nullified flying purple laser-shooting crystals more than once. Her light was on par with his demonic electricity, and she had him panting as much as he did her.
It was clear still that neither of them has ever faced such an fierce opponent before.
She knocked him out of his devil form eventually. A single contact of her light was usually all it took to purge all demonic energy of those from below; he, on the other hand, endured the full force of it fifteen times before a light-infused fist send him flying and purple scales dissipated from the King of Hell to reveal a humanoid form much more similar to her own.
That did not made him any weaker, or any less determined.
Eventually, they each dealt each other a killing blow.
True purifying light from her hand obliterated his demonic insides from behind his chest, while highly concentrated infernal electricity fired at point blank from his remaining third eye tore right through her stomach. Neither knew who delivered which first.
Both fell to the ground the same, in opposite directions, across of each other.
Both also knew that they would be dead soon. Well, as temporary as being dead was to a god.
The physical part of the fight ended, but the battle still wasn't over: the winner of this encounter would be decided by which of the two would see the other die first.
Everything was silent in the clearing save for the two gods' ragged breathing.
Already the woods were giving back to She who made them: small orbs of light emerging out of the spring, the trees, the plants and the grass, were making their way over to her, envelopping Jun's wounds in a warm embrace.
She forced her eyes to stay open to see the god on the other side, being reclaimed by the depths of the earth, tendrils of blood creeping up and dragging him down. With his last bout of strength he was clawing at the ground toward her, still glaring at her.
But was he? Jun looked deeper at the red eyes fixated on her before realizing they were in fact looking past her, pleading past her.
Not yet, not yet, not yet. Not again.
She was no longer the enemy he was fighting.
Without knowing why, on pure instinct perhaps, her hand extanded with the intent to reach him: in her exausted state, maybe her eyes no longer saw an adversary to defeat, but someone in need of help.
Her eyes closed on their own before they could meet his lifeless ones.
#this is the very very very first fight scene I've ever wrote so this was. an experience.#I did went back to it multiple time and it did get easier when I first started to play the actual game#also this whole fic thing is pissing me off: its so advanced that I *think* I can finish it. like its sitting at a solid 80% completion.#but everytime i read it im like “oh god theres so many things missing and theres so much to do im never gonna actually finish it”#its the longest thing ive wrote AND ITS NOT EVEN THAT LONG. its also like the third thing I wrote#AND ive started two other things since I've started it... months ago GODDAMMIT#tagging later
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i feel like your roman candle; misty/nat, 8k, explicit
written in response to a series of tumblr erotic prompts (since i ended up getting many more than i was expecting, i have combined the ones that fit!).
prompts used: caught masturbating, torn lace, against the wall, fingers (@igotreallyreallytiredofmyoldurl), “do that again”, hair, panting, love bites, taste, restrained, desperate, tease, on the edge, and in public (if you squint)
read here on ao3
#mistynat#misty x nat#nat x misty#otp: you should be thanking me#otp#yellowjackets fic#mine#wordles#~~#this was supposed to be a short break fic! like 2k! CLASSIC me honestly#me writing mistynat: and unstoppable force (two of the most complex characters i've ever loved)#meet an immovable object (my complete inability to write established relationship fic)#(also classic me is choosing to make my first published nat pov fic when she's in her WEIRDEST SOFTEST headspace. i sure love a challenge!)#fyi i do intend to write more prompts since i still have a good handful of mistynat ones i'm inspired by#but i'll pick at them when i need another break from this long fic#ALSO ALSO gotta scream about how happy this title makes me. tfw you're looking at the band you KNOW you wanna use#(angelfish is like. PERFECT. for softer s2 nat amiright)#and you find a line that works on two levels SO PERFECTLY like. god that's the STUFF
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56k into college baseball au, only 2 scenes left to go, we can do this!!
#this fic will need some heavy editing before i can post it#but i want to at least get the first full draft complete before i go to the us on a work trip/holiday next weekend#and we're almost there!!#this is already the longest thing i've ever written#and it has FELT IT i can tell you
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Not feeling great abt some of my creative endeavors rn
#ramblings#neg#specifically abt project: new moon#i can feel myself actively losing interest in continuing to write for it#like the main story is already out there and that's fine#but even tho i have ideas for oneshots and stuff to introduce more characters (like those redesigns for rouge and shadow i did a while ago)#it just. doesn't feel worth continuing. idk why#i guess it might be the lack of interest for my writing in general#or maybe project: new moon just. isn't that great#which is fine the point of the project was to do it for fun not to make something objectively good#but ig i'm just. not feeling it anymore? i don't feel satisfied with it like i did when i finished writing it#i still love my ocs and the redesigns i did of canon characters for it#and i'm glad i got the story i've had in my head since i was like 12 out there. even if it's very different from how i first envisioned it#but. i really just wanna put it to rest#i really don't feel like i can promise any more writing for it. not like anybody cared abt it anyway besides like 3-4 ppl + myself#idk man i wanna move on from it. i have other stuff i wanna write that i feel guilty for not doing#bc i'd said i'd write more for project: new moon and still haven't#i think i'd be happier if i let the fanfic go and just draw my ocs and my redesigns when i feel like it#without worrying abt the fic anymore#bc frankly ever since writing the epilogue my heart just didn't feel like it was in it#thinking abt it felt like a chore more than anything. so maybe it'd be for the best to just leave it as it is#that comic i said i'd write is still happening tho i still really wanna do it#but that's different from writing fanfic so#anyway. might turn the project: new moon blog into a general writing blog#if i finish the corrupted au fic i'm currently working on. idk yet we'll see#but yeah. i know i shouldn't trust how i feel past 9 pm but I've been feeling this for a while now so whatever#i think i should've seen this coming in retrospect. pretty much everything i do that isn't just art never gets much traction anyway#can't say i'm really giving up on it considering it's TECHNICALLY complete#but the way things are going feels almost exactly like the rp and ask blogs i've tried to run in the past#idk man. i gotta stop thinking abt this before the vague feelings of inadequacy spiral into something worse. goodnight
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I finally posted the seventh and final chapter of my xo kitty fic, catching feelings! it's done! finished!! huzzah!
#xo kitty#kitty x minho#mintty#i never have to think about this fic again LETS GO#first ever chapter fic I've completed
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ddao currently being at 40k words makes it the longest thing i've ever written im kinda in awe
#im sorry im so mind boggled rn FORTYK!?#keep in mind i literally could not write more than 1k words until like a year ago#if i manage to finish this fic it's going to be the first thing i've ever written to completion woahhh#mt
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any of y'all into blind item gossip? basically, it's celeb gossip that is published without any names (hence the 'blind' part)
i've been dabbling with a fic idea centered around the prophet running blinds about Draco (Mr. Irrelevant) and Harry (Our Hero). just wanted to share a sampling:
This A-List War Hero that’s remained in the spotlight in thanks only to the recognizability of his name was caught canoodling with someone other than his C-List Quidditch Player Wife this week. Yes, it would seem Our Hero has dabbled in something much darker than his reputation would have you believe. Who was our Hero spotted with? Some may call him Prince of Darkness, others might call him Heir to Nothing, but we’ll call him… Completely Irrelevant. And yes, you read that correctly. Our Hero has taken to back alley rendezvous with another man. That would hardly be noteworthy in this day and age were it not for the continued existence of his Wife. Our Hero and Mr. Irrelevant have been spotted together on numerous occasions over the past several months, but only this week were they caught in an undeniably inappropriate act outside the Soho nightclub Vamp. What will his wife have to say about that? We wouldn’t know, she’s not been in the country for months. If anyone finds themselves in the States, we welcome them to find out and report back any juicy details.
i've just been listening to the Beyond the Blinds podcast so much that all of my thoughts are structured in the format of blind items. blinds basically exist to insist that all celebs are secretly gay lmao
#i just feel like draco belongs in a ted casablanca blind item. like. thats the life he's destined for in my mind.#is this the first time i'm posting my writing to this sideblog? is this proof i actually have made attempts?#this blind is literally the only thing i've written for this fic idea though lmao#all my energy is currently focused on my sirius/draco fic that will likely only be shared in it's completion (if that ever happens)#mbjkfghjkbjsgfob not going to put this in the tags bc im scared
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For some reason I am very amused by the chapter titles of this fic, specifically the way they look in my to do list:
#what started as a little 6-chapter first foray into non-one shot fic writing#has turned into an 11-chapter endeavor that I am attempting to complete in time for Caffrey-Burke Day next week#did I mention this is my first time writing anything longer than a one shot?#and one of my first fics for this fandom#yeah this is quite an interesting experience#to be clear it's technically a collection of 11 loosely related one shots#but it's still a lot more words than I've ever written before#girlblogging#girlwriting#wc.ct
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Let's Try This Again: 79,560
A Hunter is a Hunter, Even in a Dream: 24
Difference of 79,536 hits from most viewed to least viewed.
As you can see, I only ever write fics that are universally loved and are never self indulgent 😌
Fic writers, put in the tags what the difference in hits is between your most and least viewed fics. Mine is 7,720 (7,779-59).
#To be slightly more fair Hunter is a Hunter is MUCH newer than LTTA#and LTTA hit a major fandom approved and beloved trope right as it was becoming very popular#HiaH hits 0 popular tropes in it's fandom which is also a smaller fandom AND is much more grim dark and gore filled than the source materia#so like this difference makes 100% sense lol#the bottom three fics for hits have the lowest two both part of the bloodborne AU and then there's switching things up#which is a Kyle & Catra friendship fic so no surprises there either (that one has 82 hits for comparison)#I think I won't ever write something as popular and beloved as LTTA again tbh- every time I look at the stats it's fucking WILD#there is a 50k difference in hits between it and my next most viewed fic Declarations which was ALSO a wild success in star wars!#10k drop from there to Padme says no#and another 6k drop from there to the first SPOP fic It's All Fun and Games Until#Road Trip is my lowest hit SW fic and it blasts double digits worth of SPOP out of the water just because of fandom size differences#Time Travel Ficlets is the lowest hits completed fic and it's more of a collection than cohesive beating out views on some of the#most beloved SPOP fics I've written#anyhow my long tag ramble point is: hits are fun to look at but don't mean much on their own so don't feel bad if you don't have high hits#it literally just depends
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Christmassy [12 days of Winter Year #8]
(Tagged as: Wintertime 3)
Main Masterlist
Prompt List
By Days:
Santa Baby (Eric X Reader)
Christmas Decorations (Sangyeon X Reader)
Warm (Sunwoo X Fem! Reader)
Missing You (Kevin X Reader)
Snow Flurries on the Racetrack (Hyunjae X Reader) [Suggestive]
Xmas Movies (Changmin X Reader)
Baking Cookies (Sunwoo X Reader)
First Snowman Together (Younghoon X Reader)
Blizzards (Changmin X Reader)
Matching Pajamas (Sangyeon X Reader)
Christmassy?→ (Changmin X Reader)
A Good Difference (Eric X Reader)
Dancing & Laughter (Younghoon X Reader)
A Christmas Delight (Hyunjae X Reader)
A Creepmas Party (Changmin X Reader)
By Prompts:
Santa Baby (Eric X Reader)
A Christmas Delight (Hyunjae X Reader)
First Snowman Together (Younghoon X Reader)
Christmas Decorations (Sangyeon X Reader)
Christmassy?→ (Changmin X Reader)
Xmas Movies (Changmin X Reader)
Snow Flurries on the Racetrack (Hyunjae X Reader) [Suggestive]
Missing You (Kevin X Reader)
A Creepmas Party (Changmin X Reader)
Baking Cookies (Sunwoo X Reader)
Blizzards (Changmin X Reader)
Warm (Sunwoo X Fem! Reader)
Bonus Fics:
Matching Pajamas (Sangyeon X Reader)
A Good Difference (Eric X Reader)
Dancing & Laughter (Younghoon X Reader)
#12 days of christmas#12 days of winter#wintertime 3#12 days of christmas year 8#12 days of winter year 8#christmassy masterlist#12 days of winter year 8 masterlist#kpop#kpop masterlist#the boyz#the boyz christmas masterlist#christmas masterlist#wintertime 3 masterlist#masterlist#if you had a favorite this year/or see this tag by chance pls let me know your fav fic 🥹💖 i loved xmas movies & christmassy?→ the most tbh#originally it was just supposed to be 12 fics but it turned into 15 fics~#anyways i'm ngl this was better than previous years of writing it- even better than last years which was completed on time before each#day came to a close- unlike the previous year- i had all of them queued the night before to be posted at the latest#and this year- was a red-letter year bc all prompts were requested (except 1 i requested myself)- and not only were they all requested...#this is the first year i've ever closed prompt requests the first week of decemeber- usually i pick at least half of them... and this year#was so different- i bawled sm- it was just- yeah- idk i'm vv much rambling but i already loved tbz sm- but deobis?! yeah they made me love#writing for them even more- anyways a vv special thank you to everyone who requested! I hope you all enjoy the fics that came out this year
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It's been over a year, but I'm still utterly baffled by the fact I not only found a fanfic I had been longing to see again for 20 years only to find only the first chapter/part saved on The Wayback Machine but that it also seems to have left fanfic/.net later than I had thought it did.
#alex speaks#like i'm fine with just the first chapter being available to me since i don't think it was ever completed anyway#but??????? what do you mean if left sometime after 2003???????????#it's also just really funny to me the author wrote several other fics i fondly remembered and is also an artist i've followed for years
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Chapters: 4/4 Fandom: Marvel Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Stephen Strange, Bucky Barnes/Doctor Strange Characters: Bucky Barnes, Stephen Strange Additional Tags: Rare Pairings, Not Canon Compliant, Magic, Sex Magic, also i'm not taking it too seriously so i'll actually write the damn thing, Bondage, i guess kinda, PWP, Getting Together
Summary:
The man comes over– he was pretty tall even from down there– and inspects the bonds, which unfortunately leaves crotch to face height as he does so. Though, while Bucky’s eye level with wizard dick, he’s starting to feel a pang of discomfort in his stomach. The kind of discomfort that would lead to a much bigger discomfort in his pants if it kept up. Except unfortunately, he didn’t have any pants to hide it.
Even if he would say this new guy was attractive, he didn’t think he was immediate erection attractive.
aka Bucky gets a face full of unwanted sex magic before being saved to get a face full of wanted sex magic
#bucky barnes x doctor strange#bucky barnes/stephen strange#marvel rairpare#completed fic#god i fucking. forgot what i had put the summary as until now#this is the first time i've completed a fic ever#also idk what the ship would be to tag it#but eh#not like more than 2 people would be interested tbh
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