#the back of my head is so COLD
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#cus i got my hair cut#went to a new hairdresser and she gave me a fade#the back of my head is so COLD#this is queued i'll be on a plane when this goes up#i'll be in london for the weekend wahoo#soooo excited to see my family i haven't seen them since last june#my dads coming with me and we're going to a punk festival all day today#and i'm going to my fav vinyl shop#the owner has a one-eyed pomeranian called bob that just sits on the countertop#i'm gonna buy him a treat before i go in#been feeling really drained lately#this trip'll rejuvenate me#bye for now <3
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for @cherryys who (rightfully!) hcs lategame megumi as having a bunch of scars befitting his status as resident punching bag
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#guess who hasnt slept its meeeeee#finding refs fr this took forEVER#mostly bc all the pinterest boys are too gd beefy to use as megu ref#but even once i found good refs i am so used 2 drawing beef!!! so used 2 shirtless torsos tht look like yuuji's!!!!#had to keep Undefining my lines n slimming him down#n then he didnt look toned enough!!!!!!!!#constant too hot/too cold . endless suffering .#bangs head on desk all i know to draw is BEEF and this boy is 100% sinew........#but we got there . th render helped a LOT#but then right back 2 suffering bc i asked sam fr Scar Recs n they had th idea 2 give him a lightning scar from when he was taming nue#and i was like omg ya!!!! (voice of some1 who did Not know what lightning scars look like)#so to say i looked them up and uh . new least favourite thing 2 draw just dropped :)#th more accurate i tried to be the more it looked like a weird artsy tattoo#n that scar wasnt even part of what cherryys mentioned they envisioned !!! optional hurdle !!!!!!! i torture myself but fr naught!!!!#th scars tht they mentioned are the glass eye/eye scar from th sukuna/gojo fight + burns up the jaw + abdomen stab wound a la toji#everything else is just visual flavour#sighs at least i got some good shameless torso practice out of this#once i got 2 painting i took my sweet time with him and i am happy now . sleep deprived but happy <3#one of my megumi mutuals(tm) says jump i say how high
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regret
#literally excuse the shitty anatomy and cell shading i was thinking abt chuuyas reaction to what he'd done and i decided to make it skk#bc skk copium :')#the way i've hated dazai so fucking much but i still cried like a bitch when he died#he's not dead the bsd fandom has this phase like the elevator chapter where we're like ''dazai's not gonna make it he's done for!!''#and then he comes back next chapter like surprise bitches yall thought i was dead lmao#this chapter fucking HURT for skk shippers tho like we rly lost this time around huh#deluding myself into thinking that chuuya used gravity manipulation to slow the bullet#bc we didn't see a bullet hole behind dazais head like when chuuya shot his shoulder even though the bullet to his skull was fired at close#the reason theres a wound is bc the compressed air that was still fired was enough to wound him#and the shock wave that followed caused him to pass out bc of the sudden tension to his head intermingled with the blood loss and poison#we also know dazai can control his heart rate at will so maybe he can drop his pulse to zero for like thirty secs#enough to make fyodor believe he's dead#in the event that all of this is untrue and dazai rly does die the way my entire being will go numb and cold and dead#knowing that fyodor will most likely use dazai's death as a weapon against chuuya effectively chaining him to his side#like bffr chuuya may dislike dazai but that's his partner his reflection the boy that makes him desperately want to be human#dazai is the embodiment of chuuyas humanity and once chuuya loses that tether to his human side he will snap and the facade will shatter#and we will truly see chuuya unhinged with nothing more keeping him bound to his mortal shell#this wasn't the skk reunion we wanted asigiri what the fuck :(#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#skk#soukoku#lotus draws
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first snow
#star wars fanart#dooku#count dooku#more vampire au#lord of the valley. protector of the people. deathless creature of the night#old tired man who hates cold feet so he's gonna head back to his castle now and get drunk on mulled wine#we had a bit of snow this weekend#i'm so excited for winter#soft snow and snuggly coats ahhh yes#my art#prahacat draws#the cycle
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I'm so obsessed with the color symbolism in this teaser--
The color contrasts are representative of their personalities. Warm tones; orange for Till's energetic and rebellious spirit, the intense atmosphere serves to make Till appear anxious and tense, but Luka looks perfectly relaxed.. Cool tones; purple for Luka's mysterious and pompous nature.
I wonder if this means there will be changes in tone during their duet to represent their personalities, I think round 7 will be a sort of character study for them. and Till specifically.
Last round, Till was dressed in something neat, but since he's seemingly back in his funk--and I'm glad he's breaking the black and white motif for a more reclaiming, personal style, red and green (those two colors being matched together is like a traffic light, a warning...coughs). I believe Till got his bite back, he was never "tamed" to begin with, beaten down? yes. It's shown even here that he's on edge, and this is the most emotionally expressive he's been for a while.
(and something tells me he'll be handling an instrument again, just because of the headpiece. then he can smash it on Luka)
Another thing is his collar, it's reminiscent of the attachable ones he used to wear, like in round 1, something about him needing his leash again,,,
Because of this, I'm wondering if the Orange lighting is also symbolic of his danger to others, what is he like right now after round 6? (mentally, he's fucked I'm sure.) What if it's dangerous because Till will remind Luka of HyunA. (And if he does what HyunA couldn't...)
The quote "Never come back again" could have many different meanings when applied to Till, I think about the times he survived his rounds despite the odds almost being against him and being high risk; it's really concerning if he would be able to bounce back again this time.
And it's more of a personal thing when you think about the fact that after this, Till can only get worse if there is no intervention and he survives again, he'll never be the man he was before after he's lost everything and everyone.
I would die seeing Till's themes of regret in round 7 after losing all the family he's known and ultimately being alone
#alien stage#alnst#alnst till#alien stage till#20 minute yap session about absolutely nothing wait come back#till makes me a yapper again i woke up out of a cold sweat for this#i dont wanna see till in pain but *sigh* here we are#FUCK#FsUCK#there is so much that could go down in round 7 but i think this is the most emotional we'll see Till be#what else does he have to lose when even his dignity is dangled above his head#the stages...#Till's hair looks like it keeps getting longer#wish i could card my hand through it and comfort him#or something.#i miss him
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now that natlan is out it's tsaritsa yearning hours again because i am one nation closer to either being horribly disappointed or foaming at the mouth!
creator!reader w a little side of conflicted tsaritsa is such good food I can't not yap about it. a woman who has dedicated so much of her life to severing herself from "love" of all kinds and succeeding and. just being so confident that when she meets you she's bitter and angry and mean. because she can't stand you. she isn't supposed to love yet you worm your way into her heart anyway and you don't even know it.
especially in smth like an imposter au. she tells herself your just a tool for her to use but your treated like the Divine you really are, pampered and spoiled every step. tells herself it means nothing when she indulges you – let's you hold her hand in private, eventually let's you move aside the veil, just a little.
and she hates it. hates how easy it is to let you break down the ice she's built up for years.
all you do is smile and she feels like she can't breathe. because despite how violently she rejects love in all aspects, it always bleeds through eventually. she despises it but the way you brush your thumbs over her cheeks makes her bitter and warm and it infuriates her to no end.
she hates you and she loves you and she can't stand you and if you were ever taken from her she'd destroy every inch of teyvat if she had to go get you back.
and ironically enough I think she'd also be the one to initiate any first kiss. maybe she's still trying to convince herself it's just a fluke and itll make her realize it meant nothing, it means nothing. desperate to fix whatever you've done to her and instead it just makes it worse.
a horrible mess of a woman who gave up on love just to be confronted with it when she finally accepted it's absence.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#tsaritsa#new nation releases. i can only think abt the tsaritsa. checks out.#yearning so bad i cracked my phone screen but im still using it 2 make it everyone elses problem lol#this is kind of similar 2 another yapping session i wrote s while back but ehe#snezhnaya will ruin me istg#constantly torn between manipulative tsaritsa and tsaritsa who is nothing but tender because she is love. even if dhe rejects it#she is both and its horrible 2 try snd write like. okay.#soft tsaritsa is so tasty though....kissing your wrist in mock reverence before the archons#letting you snd you alone see her face beneath the veil. smug and horribly arrogant but so madly incomprehensibly in love it consumes u both#but also possessive tsaritsa is so 🤤#reverts to her old ways immediately. frigid ice cube until further notice. she won't confront them in front of you but lord#she is sending them to dottore STAT#shivering at the cold stare of the tsaritsa on your back knowing shes .7 seconds away from making teyvat enter an ice age#i hc her senses like taste/touch/smell r severely dulled. not related just a small hc :]#a fun fact if u will#soft tsaritsa is good but dhehjssjsjs tsaritsa being overprotective and possessive hits different rn.....#i need her to sling me over her shoulder and lock me away just let me bring my cat and heating pad im set#head empty tsaritsa scaring off any other wannabe suitors while acting innocent (no ones buying it bc her glare is MURDEROUS)#that and the floor is starting to ice over.#n e way 💤💤💤
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snow, day 6 of @radiantemperorweek
flesh of ice and bones of jade and a grief so deep it's unfathomable. a scene from @thestoriesthatweweave's fic 'a tapestry, unraveling'
#radiantemperorweek2024#rew2024#the radiant emperor#general ouyang#my art#i love this fic so so much and this scene lives in my head and i pay it rent#this is the first prompt i did! back in february when it was still cold and i had just reread the fic
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.There are men of almost forty who've never yet kissed a girl.
#geoffrey mccullum#jonathan reid#vampyr#mcreid#vampyr game#vampyr 2018#mccreid#geoffrey x jonathan#jonathan x geoffrey#sketch#.at this point im being silly but i like it 👌.#.in 1919 where nudity was a big no no - what if Geoff?? shirt open?? 🥴.#.jonathan having his shirt open tho is so much more sluutty than geoff rn tho lmaoooo.#.I’m listening to the Dubliners this is what those words mean AHHHHHHHH.#.you can pry Geoffrey -did Irish dancing as a lad and now subconsciously keeps his arms at his side- McCullum from my cold dead hands.#. I have an idea in my head and I keep forgetting to draw it ughuhhuhhugghghu SOON.#.I just realised bc of the crop u cannot see Geoffrey tilting back on his chair and Jonny boy on a table :|.
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“We belong together
Lying here forever
In the cold, cold, cold”
You’ll never believe which gays Bo’s drawing again
Song inspo if anyone wants it (aka uh-oh I gotta add another song to their playlist)
#apparently a tell now for if it’s above 90° where Bo lives is that he’ll start drawing snow#it’s my way of pretending it’s cooler /hj#idk if it’s confirmed or not that Lys is from Snowbelle but in my head it is#it makes his fit make sm more sense#like I remember seeing it and going ‘bro no way is it cold enough in Lumiose to be wearing that’#wanted to draw like an actual happy(?) moment between the two#just imagine Lys took Gus there to show him his estate#and like Lys actually got playful and threw snow at Gus and such until they both fell in the snow#but can’t have em too happy#so yknow Lys goes back into existential crisis mode while they’re laying there and listening to Gus laugh or something#yeah just slightly inspired by that one Effiesketch Snowbelle drawing that I have on my wall and makes me so normal everyday /pos#idk if I should tag or link that drawing but like u guys should absolutely buy it has made my life sm better /gen#I’ve accepted that these gay French goobers will just forever be in my head now#lysandre pokemon#professor sycamore#perfectworldshipping#rainbowpufflez art tag#Spotify
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GUESS who got sick and GUESS who’s angrily taking care of him till he gets better
#churro art#doodles#one piece#vinsmoke sanji#roronoa zoro#zosan#IM BACK ON MY ZOSAN ARC WEEEEEEEEEEHEHEHEHEEEEEEE#goes crazy sorry. I love them so much. constantly rotating them in my head.#anyways zoro gets a cold and sanji goes like are u srs I can’t believe this this is ludicrous.#and then proceeds to make him various soups and broths throughout the day#and like continuously checks up on him#and it’s this whole THING#chopper does that one dumb SpongeBob face and says ‘oh. u care about zoro don’t you sanji’#and sanjis like NO!?#anyways I just wanted to draw expressions LOL#I WILL continue to push the married couple zosan agenda mark my words.
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Day 5 of @quezify’s Eggtober; wanted to try freeform crochet to make an egg!
#my art#eggtober2023#eggtober#textile art#ive got a pretty bad head cold so ive been staying off screens if possible#but will probably be back to pixel art tomorrow (hopefully)
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peach pit
[ID : a chubby skywing dragon named Pyrite, who has yellowish-orange scales with a lighter yellow underbelly and dark freckles across her scales, resembling the inside of a peach. she has a crest of dark spines along the back of her neck and on the tip of her tail, antler-like horns, her body is dappled with scars, and she wears a cord around her neck like a choker. she is sitting down, facing towards the left, with her wings held open and an uncertain expression on her face. the background is a teal rectangle with white peach blossoms overlayed on top of it. END ID]
#thinking a lawttt about how pyrite was described to be the same color as a peach a lot#the freckles as described in the id are supposed to make her look like the inside of a peach#she has scars all over her body bc she was enchanted to be really clumsy so i would imagine she would be constantly getting hurt by acciden#her feet [and other skywing feet] have a fifth toe on the back kinda like raptor claws that they use for balance and grabbing things#in winter turning the original pyrite[?] was described to have black eyes so i gave her really big pupils -#- that would probably make her eyes look black head-on#she has lil bear ears btw !! i think skywings and icewings have bear ears bc theyre smaller and wont get cold as easily . also theyre cute#i just thought the crest of spines would look cute but then i realized the resemblance to icewing spikes so i added them to the tail too#the antler horns looking like icewing reindeer horns also wasnt intentional i just wanted them to look unique -#- instead of the generic straight horns or curved i usually give skywings#i think she has quite a bit of icewing remnants left over despite the spell actually#like i would imagine her fire is weaker than the other skywings and would be a lot less hotter#she also instinctively isnt used to skywing proportions hence why shes sitting the way she is with her legs all weird and wings not closed#other than that shes rather boring and isnt very flamboyant bc i think scarlet would think she doesnt deserve it#i dont really have any other design notes everything was added last second or by complete accident gafksndkxk#I JUST REALIZED THE THUMB ON HER WING IS BACKWARDS . I WAS WONDEIRN WHY IT LOOKED WEIRD CKJFMCJXNX#whatever im not fixing it. suffer with me#🖌#wings of fire skywing#wings of fire#wings of fire pyrite#og my GODDD tumblr eated the wuality on this one real bad wtfff
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i love haircuts. i cant stop petting the back of my skull
#ITS SO FUZZY!!!!#ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE BUZZED THE BACK!!!#im so smooth and streamlined... like a Seal...#Yes my head is cold. oh but i feel so so free#and! AND! it will make wearing hairnets so much easier & more comfortable#it was very funny tho#the stylist gave me the rundown on what she did#and added that she kept it kinda soft looking to give it a more Feminine feel while still being a masc haircut#as i stood there. in my pin-covered vest. Not Giving A Shit lmaooo#like thank you??? i am going to make it look masc as fuck anyway#i Do appreciate her attention to detail tho! she was very thorough!#it should grow out nicely until i trim it again#absolutely unprompted#tho i miss my lil' sideburns... i let her buzz the sides/back a bit too short...#when will they return from the war...#man i love getting my hair cut tho#i usually Hate it when anyone is in my space bubble but... sigh. its nice#i can just sit and space out while my hair gets cleaned up <3#its odd. i dont like being touched Except for when its my hair - which i am extremely particular about. i contain multitudes#SIDE NOTE TONIGHT I HAVE HEARD MY FIRST FROG SYMPHONY#opened the back door and!!! Frogs!!! whoa! there's Creatures out there!
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so mad that im being this unwell about the malevolent cowboy au
#im gonna have to read it again today it's consuming my brain#was playing the funny video game and had to go full like. head in hands thinking about malevolent cowboy au#i am not being normal about it#i posted about it yesterday but i don't remember under which blog so im just doing it here because sure that can go on main#i need to go pace around with my arms behind my back like a detective with a cold case or something#every time i think about it i am putting my face in my hands i am not being normal#giggling twirling my hair et cetera. you understand#im having a normal time about the malevolent cowboy au. i am being very normal about repressed gay men with catholic guilt#i havent reblogged it because i am not even articulate about it i am just. SDFGHJK#just going to start making tv static noises about it. that should be enough#not tagging this as malevolent people don't need to see this#i called it the ananxiousgenz one yesterday i shouldve said the ananxiousgenz and percymawce-arts one because it's co-written but i forgot
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doctober day 23: nostalgia
fact: doc has a saxophone in his garage in both 1955 and 1985, with seemingly no ties to his scientific pursuits. hypothesis: theres some sentimental reason, maybe he played (plays?) it as a hobby since and/or prior to 1955...? conclusion: they def had at least one jam session
[[ proof of my claims >:0 ]]
#back to the future#bttf#marty mcfly#einstein brown#doc brown#emmett brown#doctober#doctober 2023#christopher lloyd#michael j fox#my arts#my sketchy wip arts#i had like half a ficlet typed up for this instead of a drawing but then i realized itd be very out of place for my content so far#so i had to start over. hence lateness even tho this is very simple overall >_<;#maybe if i ever do a proper fic ill just put that scene in lol. i kinda dont want it to go to waste ehh :P#anyway i know they bonded about an interest in music. pry it from my cold dead heads#tbf doc has a jukebox and obvs the amp in 85 which could be more evidence but also u could argue those were put in specifically for marty#HOWEVER there is no debate abt the sax. WHY would 55 doc have (and keep??) that for 30 years unless he had some sort of attachment to it !!#ive connected the dots !!! (you havent connected sht) IVE CONNECTED THEM !!!!!#i personally think he got it in his pre jules verne era. ie before he got into science and was just kinda figuring out what he wanted to do#bby doc like 'uh idk music??' n his mom like 'ok sweetie which one do u want' and obvs he has to pick the quirkiest one in the store. king#so hence why i categorize this under the 'nostalgia' prompt. its like a childhood hobby that he revisits thanks to his musical teenager <3#but thats all just my theory so uhh yeah ;w;#also every time i listen to 'back in time' this image manifests in my head. it literally has guitar and sax so like. its them. TO ME#also also i hate drawing instruments BYEEE. like youd think after being in 2 other music heavy fandoms id know how but. u would be wrong
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Obsessed with the fact that while Hoody does wield a gun at a point in the series, his actual main weapons are a fuckin’ lead pipe and his fists. He may operate behind the scenes through most of the series but the second he doesn’t have Masky/Tim to fight for him, he’s not hesitating to beat the shit out of someone.
He full on WACKS Alex with no hesitation and drops him like a stone in Entry 67. He beats the shit out of Alex in the tunnel in Entry 76. He throws some punches at Tim during their fight in Entry 83.
Hoody seems so cold and calculating for most of his TTA Videos and appearances, but put him in any situation where he’s forced to make split decisions and he does not take long to choose violence.
#marble hornets#back to remind you that my Brian Brainrot never quite ends#I just need to get inside his head. what’s going on there#there’s so many sides to him. he’s ruthless. he’s protective. he’s cold. there’s something sad and lonely about him#one of my favorite Hoody entries is what I think is Entry 68?#Where it shows where he lives in the woods. and it’s so fucking sad.#you live like this??#it’s not even cleaned up a little. even if it’s just one of many places he lives in it’s like#you still spend time there. and if you’re willing to live like that for weeks and months and years on end without making an effort to clean#it can speak to your mental state#I dunno maybe I’m projecting but there’s a difference between an organized clutter and just a disastrous one#you feel?#I’m rambling#SB Speaks
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