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my best mechanism to stay safe from discord scams is that
1) i dont use discord even though i have it
2) i force ppl to get telegram instead
3) if ppl tell me to download some random file i ask them to send it to me in tg and suddenly they go quiet untill like in two days i get new msgs, apologies saying they were hacked and proof that they're back on their account
the moral of the story kids is stay unpredictable and if something is odd ask for proof or confirmation of stuff
#discord#online scams#hacked account#ive had two hacked friends msg me with random bullshit like oh i reported you or hey beta test this game#in the past month#thats way too frequent
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catch me looking up nightingale symbolisms for tales of the passerine. if danny's using the name of a songbird for a hero name, regardless of familial connections, i will utilize the symbolism tied to the bird. Anyways general gist of the nightingale symbolism i've seen, other than what wikipedia told me, is that nightingales were frequently symbolisms of spring renewal, loss/death, love, etc. catch me about to incorporate music into Danny's character
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#tales of the passerine au#musician danny ftw. as someone who loves music i am more than happy to make this boy a frequent singer. this au is still baby#i can squeeze singer/musician danny in pr easily.#some favorite lines i saw while looking for symbolisms is that nightingales in roman culture were associated with venus and were also said#to provide comfort in the hours of darkness. eh eh? i saw a summary that in chinese folklore they were seen as symbols of hope#it didn't specify which dynasty but it did say it was a famous tale. cite also mentioned that in John Keats' āOde to a Nightingaleā#the birdās enchanting song transports the poet to a world of transcendent beauty providing a temporary escape from the suffering and imperm#anyways looks like nightingales in gist symbolize comfort in dark times among other things#while robins in gist symbolize renewal. celebration of life. good luck. rebirth.#nightingale's color scheme in my mind is very much a dark purple-blue and black. maybe some gray too.#he'll probably try and ditch the black and white just out of paranoia. argh i need to come up with a suit design nooooo. superhero suit#design is my weakkkest design skill. have to balance between practical and a unique silhouette thats in line with their character.#esp since danny's not using his ghost half to be nightingale -- way too risky. also not using his powers/using them very little.#maybe i can work in an ocarina batman reference lmaoo. i can lean into comic/cartoon realism and have fun with that. as a treat
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hi doc!!!! im the anon that asked about the sleeping thing, ty for the answer, i was kinda worried abt suddenly getting so much sleep lol. anyways, keep doing what you're doing!! have a good one<3
im glad to hear it was helpful, or at least put your mind at ease!
#there are a decent of handful of things that that applies too by the way!#a rare occurrence of too much sleep#or maybe someone woke up sore because they slept in a strange position#maybe someone eats too much and/or a certain kind of food and gets a stomach ache#etc etc etc#things like this that are rare occurances and do not last very long or happen very often are generally no cause for concern#its only if they are occuring frequently/causing immense pain or distress/getting worse#etc#that you would want to be concerned about#and thats true for quite a few different things#just be mindful and dont work yourself i to a panic over something thats normal or will go away on its own thats all ^^#the doc is in
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Drinking water the way that I do is like orz... Why'd I have to get used to drinking water like this, water just went down my shirt AUGH
#aria rants#it was for a joke. years ago. basically i was in junior high and i saw how some ppl in tvs drink water in a bottle by tilting it upward#without it touching their lips and i was like: oh! that looks fun! id love to try doing that! and so here i am...#thats just how i drink water now. its actually fun in a way cuz i dont need to clean my bottle too frequently but its also so tough#to do when my bottle is full is cuz i cant estimate how tilted i need it to be for it to not spill on me and i always fail it everytime#i always end up water going down my shirt cuz of it. i didnt wanna make too frequent refill trips so i filled my bottle to the brim#which was such a bad idea orz... one of these days id learn the proper way of estimation and master this wretched water drinking#practice ive subjected myself into. i rarely ever use a glass or cup honestly and each time i would id forget it was a glass#and drink the way i normally would and itd just be: ''oh shit i forgot--'' water on my shirt once again
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Willow calls Hunter honeybird it's important to me that you consider this
#willow calls him so many things. i have a list of my favourites#if hes gonna have the audacity to be named Hunter hes getting called Hun regularly#and that evolves into honey#and then honeybird#she likes to use honeysuckle too#she calls him after a bunch of flowers#''my rose'' is her fave flower themed nickname tho#also ''mushroom <3'' because it is so dumb#some more she likes are babe#prettyboy#hottie#hottstuff#brown eyes#gorgeous#lovebug#princess <333#the reason she uses them so frequently?? he likes them. so she goes a little overboard#hunter doesnt really have as many names for her at all. but listen to me. its the WAY he says it#he says the name Willow with the same tone of voice of somebody using a cutesy nickname#she LOVES it#he calls her captain sometimes when hes flirting with her#the ONLY actual petname he has for her is ''my love''#just cuz i think it sounds SO old fashioned and traditional. he picked it up from an old romance movie and he was like#''thats it. thats the one.''#its honest. its to the point. it makes his feelings perfectly clear. he likes it#oh i forgot. Willow also calls him O'Bailey sometimes. he goes crazy for that#huntlow
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love watching weather science videos but like. why am i 1000x more interested in tornadoes over hurricanes. they're both spinning air
#we wanted to be a stormchaser when we were younger#nowadays we have to worry about our health too much to have such a risky high-stress high reaction time job#been watching nothing but tornado history videos for days it's one of our intermittent special interests#stemming from the weather science workbook we OBSESSED over as a kid#would read that thing cover to cover multiple times a week. i was the kind of autistic who would read the Encyclopedia for fun#i actually had a fave encyclopedia entry as a kid and now i cannot fucking remember it š#i also learned what sex was through the encyclopedia šššš was legit my first exposure to the concept#but like even though we watch A TON of weather videos including tons of stuff about thunderstorms and blizzards#(thunderstorms my fucking beloved. favourite weather pattern ever. cumulonimbus my bestest friend <3)#most of the videos we watch are mostly tornado videos. and hurricane videos feel boring to us#even though hurricanes are wayyy more powerful#tornadoes are still fucking powerful it's just more. concentrated#tornadoes to me feel Targeted like. that's weather that says Fuck YOU in particular actually#especially multivortex tornadoes where you can literally have two houses both in the middle of the storm at once#and still only one of them gets destroyed#or like pictures you can see of demolished houses with their mailbox in the yard simply untouched#i like to watch tornado videos bc they help me. prepare. just in case#our state gets hit with tornadoes pretty frequently though not as much as tornado alley#and i like to know all the information for sheltering and what to do in the event of a collapsed building and such#i have a little survival kit in the bathroom just in case with like basic first aid and a radio and bottled water#bc thats probably the safest room for me to be in since it's not near any external walls and also hiding in the tub is usually good#also in the event you're caught on the road during a tornado#DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE shelter under a bridge or overpass#those work basically like straws where as the air gets pushed through it goes MUCH faster and gets dangerous way easier#as far as im aware the best place to be is in a ditch or hole if you absolutely cannot find a shelter in time#if you do not have a car with roll protection then being in your car will probably be worse#NOT AN EXPERT THO pls verify this information on your own if you think it is relevant or necessary i have poor memory and can be stupid#i just know that overpasses are dangerous as hell
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Sirius gets a bunch of various lethal presents from his family post-Prank, and each one is a message of ājust do the killing yourself.ā Bella sent a cursed set of knives that cause agony to whoever theyāre used on, Narcissa sent along a bunch of poisons, Andromeda sent along some kind of enchanted communication method so she can alibi him out as well as more enchanted knives but these always hit the target, Regulus handed him a hand of glory after class one day and Sirius really wants to know why Regulus even had this thing (he stares at his brother for a couple seconds before just shrugging and thanking Regulus, and telling Regulus that heāll let the Slytherin team win the Quidditch game this weekend as a thank you and Regulus very nearly beats his brother with that Hand of Glory because Slytherin doesnāt need victories just handed to them and they win on their own; Sirius raises an eyebrow and hums under his breath, and Regulus has to leave before he commits fratricide), and even their parents get in on the murder presents, sending on a bunch of Dark books that may not be banned but thatās more likely because nobody remembered they existed than anything else. The Marauders are sitting at the breakfast table, looking at these murder gifts Sirius just received with his mail, and none of them have a clue what to say, thereās no rule book for āyour best friendās bizarre and homicidal family just sent him a bunch of murder methods, right in front of your breakfast.ā Itās totally silent at that part of the Gryffindor table, all of them staring at the gifts (aside from Sirius, whoās focusing on Narcissaās letter that details the different poisons she sent)
sksksks imagining sirius dealing with the disappointment of not just his friends (which like, only really means remus lbr) but also his family.
the only difference (and quite a big one too) is that the former is because he tried to kill someone and the latter is because he didnt do it properly. which is obviously the bigger problem here. the blacks have got their priorities straight.
so, sirius is stuck in the middle juggling to diametrically opposing judgements. no wonder poor guy was so tortured. literally being pulled in two directions.
#yes yes im answering old asks :p#a round of applause for pen everyone#lets see how long the brain allows it to happen this time#bc i embark on this mission so frequently#and almost always fail too hehehe#i also think theres something so funny ab him receiving all this in front of others#turns out thats what thaws remus#who comes around to the whole thing#and realises snape dead wouldve actually been a net plus#and then he's disappointed in sirius for the same thing#s is just half horrified at this unintentional collusion#wonder if r would be more scarred to know hes agreeing with the devil (the blacks) or the other way around#james wants to tell them both to find out the answer#should i tag this as crack#its probably become that at this point lol#penās asks#the BFCU
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was gonna say smth else but this turned into a vent sorry everyone just ignore. typical weekend post on this blog u know how it is here we goš
#wild ik so many ppl getting married meanwhile im over here struggling to convince myself my friends even care abt me or want me around#pathetic to admit but i cant even fantasise abt someone loving me bc im too insecure n emotionally unstable#my mind just shoots the idea down like whoa. unrealistic. ur incapable of expressing or receiving affection in any way that matters#no matter how badly u want to... and even if someone did well u wouldnt believe them most of the time#gotta get out of the fucking labyrinth first i couldnt inflict this shit on anyone i cared abt#but it makes me so desperately sad sometimes i dont know how im ever going to get out of this ive been trying for years and years#and im a little better at it snd i dont feel like this all of the time i know it just comes around and itll pass again#but im tired of being in so much emotional pain so frequently. and shouldering it so alone. theres such a disconnect between myself and#others and i dont know how to bridge that i don't know how to stop feeling so isolated and unwanted !!!!!! im trying so hard#it doesnt even bother me w relative strangers in my life like i dont get insecure at all around them i like meeting new ppl#bc theres like. no expectations i guess. like ik they dont care abt me personally and idk them well enough to do that either#and its fun but it doesnt satisfy needs that i have like i need to feel close + connected to ppl i need to care abt them + feel cared for#but as soon as i do start to care abt ppl it gets all tangled and i end up getting rly badly hurt over and over. thru no fault but my own#bc im constantly alienating myself and bc i struggle so much w shit like physical affection which is frustratingly rly critical for me!!!!#it wouldnt fucking matter if i didnt like or want affection ik some ppl are fine without i wish it worked like that for me#but nope instead i have to be constantly messed up over my complete fucking inability to express myself in any form#and ik it makes everyone around me so uncomfortable so it just becomes self reinforcing and eventually they drift and leave me behind#and i just do that over and over and over and every time ill tell myself ill do better ill try harder and itll get easier and someone will#and it happens again and right now im at the stage where the abandonment fear is starting to kick in which is awful n paralysing#and usually a precursor to actually being abandoned ehich is always my own fault bc i start behaving so erratically out of fear or defense#its self fulfilling and im trying. im trying so hard not to let it overwhelm me again and not to start acting out and freaking ppl out#and im coping with it okay i think but just hurts me a lot its all internal my rejection sensitivity is gradually ticking up and up#and argh!!!!!!!!! and some days im okay and some days its like this and i dont know what todo when its like this im so tired and in pain#its not even that bad today tbf. once im done typing this to get it out ill be able to do smth else and distract mysrlf for a bit#and then calling friends later too so exposure therapy innit. but itll be fun and i love them but i will probably also feel very bad after#or even possibly during but thats okay ill still manage fine im not going to let it interfere i dont want it controlling my fucking life#i am going to have a nice time and be okay despite it all. even if i do have to fucking battle this every day forever#and even if it stops me living my life to the extent i want and feeling as ok as i want i just have to come to terms with and be ok w it#and im not going to be!!! a fucking asshole abt it!!! i dont want to hurt anyone else thats the most important thing no matter how i feel#thr rest is all secondary and ik i cant help a few little bumps here and there but trying hardest to keep it separate its not negotiable
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WHO keeps liking shit on here but has me blocked bc i keep getting notifications that turn out to be nothing and thats my only explanation for it
#text#cuz like. if i had YOU blocked you wouldn't be able to see my posts in the first place#but ik that if you block OTHER PPL and they dont block you#you can still interact with their posts but they cant see ur account#so like. thats the only way i could be getting these phantom notifications#and its been happening for weeks now on and off#one time i got like 20 notifications in my activity bar within like an hour or something and it turned out to be absolutely nothing#like it just didnt show that anybody new had been interacting w my posts#and this shit happens frequent enough for me to think its not ur average tumblr glitch#it might be! but idk! it literally only happens with this side blog specifically too#so whoever tf you are either reveal urself or quit being a pussy and block me fr
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i haven't posted art with proper lineart in like a month i just clean up my sketches until it looks like lineart and honestly it's more fun AND looks better imo. girl im never lining anything again after i finish the comms im working on now!
#liazrad talks#genuinely i like how the cleaned up sketches look. it adds more varied line weight to my art#and sure it might be a bit messier in some places but i think that's charming#over time ive become less and less of a perfectionist with my art and its become more fun as a result#have any of yall noticed i post more frequently than i used to? thats a good byproduct of all that too!#also it takes less layers doing things the fucked up way which is good for my computer teehee#when i was in like...middle and highschool i had always yearned for a perfect clean super detailed anime art style.#but these days? im enjoying leaning into crazier messier stuff! i wanna continue to mix that with the clean anime style to create MY style
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its been literally like two years since i saw that video and i unsubscribed as soon as i saw it. it was one of the most jarring things ive seen a youtuber double down on. usually people at least PRETEND to give a shit about dv/ipv vics. like he took it to twitter and shit too like just absolutely refusing to back down on it and literally mocking people trying to explain or argue the point. like thank you for making it known that all the "wrong" victims are just as bad as their abusers, to you. glad you could at least show yourself the door
#any time i see him pop up even when its about other stuff i remember that video and am just blinded with rage#because i know i talk a LOT about sa on here because theres so much constant discussion on simulated csem here#like its a much more frequent topic#but dv is a topic thats actually incredibly incredibly close to my heart in particular because it was completely inescapable as a child#i think one day if i ever had the money or became like Relevant in any way id like to start a nfp to support survivors#its a topic i am far too familiar with and one of the few things i can actually empathize with others on.#like thats one of the few things that if i can tell youre hurting about it i might actually struggle to keep my composure#txt#dv#domestic violence#ipv#intimate partner violence
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there's guys in my head who like mint and guys who don't and we're fighting to the death for control of the oral stimming
#text#happens . way too frequently#one time i(someone else) got a life saver put it in my mouth and ranboo from my brain took over for like 5 seconds to spit it out#''i(someone else)'' god it is so hard to be me (us) thats a phrase that makes no sense
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its hard being a belle fan š
#its hard and no one understands#i get it. i do. why she is not very welliked especially compared to the other idw ocs#but like. QwQ thats not her fault#and i care about her in the same intensity i have for the rest of the cast#so š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ#people shit on her way too much imo and this isnt anyone specific either#it just happens so frequently and i understand!! but my feelings and my logic are two Very Separate Things
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iām back āhomeā for the holidays so iām almost certainly about to go through a horrific depressive episode! great! thatāll either mean that iām on tumblr way way more, or way way less, idk yet lol.
#wren speaks#family is justā¦ idk. lāenfer cāest les autresā¦ but more like lāenfer cāest la famille.#i struggle with being around people at all. but especially my parents. i mean honestly iām that way BECAUSE of my parents#i watched mommie dearest on the plane and i was like āyeah thats normalā so make of that what you will#i was doing better for like a week or two and then it all came crashing down as this trip āhomeā approached.#suicidal ideation is normal for me but it went from passive ideation to passive AND active and also more frequent#i mean iām fine. iām always fine. i always manage it and i do it alone.#but my point being. coming āhomeā after the freedom and peace of living alone always hits me hard.#and i guess my meds and therapy are working cause iām able to FEEL things (when iām usually too dissociated from my emotions to feel at all)#but feeling things means feeling sadness and anger and the emotions built up from the trauma.#and even feeling happy is so bittersweet though i canāt find the right words to explain whyā¦#um. anyway.#this isnāt relevant idk why iām rambling on. guess iāve been told to try journaling so maybe this is a little like that ha.#well iām okay and iāll eventually settle in itās just hard at first. and i have therapy in a few days so itās all good.
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i just need everyone to know once in a while of meikerio okay dress up games i know people love them! and theres website right there! have fun!
#i forget how. much detail u can put into these but#i know u can just keep adding things#and u can update ur game if u add new items (as i frequently... forget to update mine. im so sorry.)#i have like... 2 others i was doing of my ocs of fusionfall#i did try thinking of like. making an entire fusionfall creator on there bUT UH... OHO... oh#thats an ambition maybe one day#i cant exactly add more than one body type without SO MUCH... LAYERS...#and complications with that#i have asked if there was a way with their program.. u can get creative with that#but id have to redraw every item just accommidate#an ambition too big. for now.#i may have like put my item reference guide on hold but know. I know now how to access that#i think i was almost done getting everything#altho id have to go into academy or something probably#i think they had other items not in the future server but i could be wrong about that one#*proceeds to go on a rambling of fusionfall fashion and items that she had a catalogue of just because theres WAS LITERALLY no references*#like unless it was a popular item/ beginnger thing#good LUCK but dont worry! i have it all#aside retro. i could ask someone to help with that. expand my reference guide#i think there was a few original ones they added in retro?? they added nanos i assume so#i seem to recall that a few got in#i think they were just gonna do away with gendered items in general i think???#theres a few sets where there IS difference like in the battle ready armor#(when there shouldnt have been)#anyway! i have too much fusionfall knowledge about things
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if i say tierra sounds like keke palmer nobody better show her my stuff šŖ
#i know i said lovie simone originally but tbh she has a soft tone thats too close to the way victoria monet speaks#thats just my opinion tho#i watch a youtuber called toonrifictariq frequently and in a recent video he talked about hiring voice acting for his pilot#and how its important for characters to not sound similar#and evennn though this is just a sims story i cant help but feel the same
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