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actually i sorta cant stop thinking about the wild shit that my bio-family(can i even call them family?) has done or said
Some memorable examples include
that time when my mother threw the only plushie i owned at the time out the window in front of horrified 14-year old me
when my father genuinely asked the psychiatrist “so she’s going to be the next jeffrey dahmer?” When he told us that I probably had aspd
when my parents snuck in the middle of the fucking night(i know, i heard them, we were wide awake when it happened) to my room to. To take my phone(the phone that I had bought) and deleted all my data and LIED about my age to be able to monitor and control what i was doing. I. I was 18 btw. i had literally turned 18 that day. Ig that was our birthday gift
“Oh, everyone feels at least a bit of attraction towards women, no matter the gender, we just have to resist the temptation!” (Our mother, 2024, being so deep in the closet that she was practically in Narnia)
Last year, when i tried explaining to my mother that biology was in fact very complex, she took the advanced biology book i was holding and hit me with it repeatedly while praying to god to make me “pure” again. Yeah. Yeah
the whole conversion camp shit that happened solely bc i said that maybe we should give gay people and everyone in general at least basic respect. Apparently according to my parents, me saying that was a sign that I was gay.
when our uncle found out about our systemhood(our own stupid fault bc we. We told him.) he. He started to find ways to trigger us and tried to get us to split so that he could mold that alter to be his. Nevermind. No. Not going to say it. Fuck no.
all those times when my mother would constantly remind me that i would be the reason she goes to hell. When she would tearfully ask me why was i like this, that i should own my life to her, since she almost died having me. Of course. She. She doesn’t remember any of this. Bc of course.
#reflections of a bug#demonstraightfromhell#tw homophobia#tw transphobia#…idk how to tag the uncle thing#.#tw ramcoa#Well not technically religious idk#tw tokophobia#glory dont look#tw abuse#tw ableism#that. That is a lot of tags ngl#Also starting to realize that what our parents did was a crime#What the fuck#At least i hope it was a crime#Bc that shouldnt be legal at all
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Zelda goes mushroom girl
#tloz#a link to the past#zelda#link#my art#I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea#I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd#if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though#anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends#like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder#they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it#in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth#and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh
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Merry christmas everyone <- 3AM, December 26th
#xmen#xmen tas#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#ok fine ill tag the others theyre like Significant to this comic rodnkw#scott summers#jean gray#remy lebeau#snap sketches#im not looking over this if something is scuffed so be it my EYES are HEAVY#THIS was the stupid shit i wanted to draw back in october. btw riEPDJSK#I HOPED to get this done WHILE it was christmas but alas… 3AM december 26th will have to do#i initially planned for this to be a lot sappier ngl but the unfunny funny bone in me always wins out the electoral vote yk how it works#anyway i have to take the train in like five hours. gotta go to the DOCTOR#and then my dad is taking me out for EMPANADAS. very epic …#esp cause im getting bloodwork done which means no breakfast for me . which. usuallt not a problem… lowkey…#anyways. good night everyone i hope yall had a lovely christmas !!#or a lovely wednesday if you dont celebrate 😩
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Putting the Gravity Falls characters into the Trolls universe just because I can
#I have NO IDEA what kind of Troll to make Stan and Ford ngl#I do think it would be funny if the only reason Stan doesn’t sing is because he just has a bad singing voice#I’m still juggling with Bill’s concept tho because everything sounds so interesting for him#he could be a Bergen or a Mount Radeon or something else entirely- maybe even just some regular ass troll#anywho- this was mostly for the funsies and the fucksies so there is no lore whatsoever#my art#gravity falls#gravity falls au#crossover#dreamworks trolls#trolls fanart#trolls movie#trolls au#trolls#JEEZ that’s a lot of tags#stanley pines#stan pines#stanford pines#ford pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#bill cipher#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#you can witness my art getting progressively lazier
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can't believe fnaf brought me out of art hibernation man what a turn of events
#my art#clou's art summary#dca fandom#fnaf security breach#art summary 2024#ayo rant in the tags#like everyone else on this planet my 2024 was tough haha#but it was really good artwise#ngl going back to drawing and being unapologetic about it irl was liberating#fr i met some real irl grinches since going to uni#the kind that make you feel bad about liking stuff other than work#i sorta felt ashamed at first and toned it down to focus solely on work#the fnaf dca worms were too strong though lmao#ngl this fandom is awesome#like#last time i checked what was going on in the arcane fandom and this place is a straight up warzone#also it turns out people work a lot better when they're happy how bizarre#no but really this fandom gave me a good deal of confidence in general :D#like YEA i love robots they're so cool how could anyone not like them#YEA i watch arcane every weekend even though i have mixed feelings about s2 it's a literal work of art#though some irl peps used to make me feel bad about enjoying stuff now whenever i meet one i feel sorry for them instead#especially when you ask them about THEIR hobbies instead and they answer 'idk tiktok?' like bruh#hey you#yeah you#if you're reading this don't feel ashamed of your interests#it's not worth it fr#go crazy have fun#draw that character you like#make a playlist for them#draft that fic you were thinking about
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elliott save me. save me elliott. elliott.
#zack’s silly gay art tag#my art#stardew valley#stardew valley 1.6#sdv elliott#sdv elliot x farmer#elliott x farmer#sdv fanart#can u tell how over time i went from sebastian -> shane -> elliott#i still love shane a lot btw but elliott is my wife rn#he reminds me of my ocs..... im ngl that's why he's number one rn
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WOW this has been ROUGH in the Life Events category of things, but. slowly crawling out of that. hopefully
this was the opening scene for a something I started writing after watching the Manben inverview with Nishi Keiko and thinking back to all the classic shoujo manga I stayed up reading back in the day, like damn that's so true Urasawa Naoki
it's partially a love letter to all the greats of the genre that I read, and also to the late night teleseryses that captivated me over the years lmao. it'd be nice to find the time to tackle it properly as a comic, but I'm having fun working on it recreationally :)
✨but since it's recreational, some character info✨
the first character seen is lawrence 'law' valenciano (late 30s), the one with the glasses is cris volante (mid-later 20s). law works at a karinderya, cris is an extremely broke university student.
⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / insta / tip jar!
#komiks tag#original tag#there's a bit about how shoujo manga pays a lot of attention to hair and ngl its SO true and such a huge influence on my own art#did not realize it until then but when it came to things like hair i did turn more frequently to CLAMP and etc over any big name shonen#artist. and ofc. im a lifelong CLAMP fan. it was just interesting to listen to in discussion! genres are a language and each conveys#what they need to. ofc you get things like genre convention defying things like x1999 which just kind of. melt your brain a bit#ANYWAY i actually started re reading marmalade boy after this interview which was. idk why that one came to mind first#but you can probably guess where that impacted this story idea lmaoo. i am trying to track down a bunch of gender blender josei#manga i read in highschool. god. remember paradise kiss. damn those visuals were killer
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Don’t be so formal! We’re all paly-wals here. I mean, look at us. We even hold court in your own tongue and form!
#my art#fanart#npmd spoilers#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#npmd fanart#starkid#the lords in black#pokey#nibbly#wiggly#blinky#tinky#i am not tagging their full government names#i am so simple. i see some silly guys in silly neon costumes i go OOOOOO#wiggly is my favorite in case ur wondering. i am a wiggly enjoyer ngl#also the summoning is the best song in the whole show i have been listening on repeat#i need the soundtrack on spotify NEOW#you may notice ive been drawing a lot lately. well you see im going insane and this is the only thing keeping me from turning to goo
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Never drew these guys before so here's some variety >:3 They turned out so vibrant omg
Swad and Swan belong to SONG_A
#mmelart#undertale au#utmv#swapdream#swapdream dream#swapdream nightmare#swad sd#swan sd#idk how else to tag them anyway yeahhh#Swad was a pain to draw ngl complicated designs confuse me#Honestly not that knowledgable on their lore but I like Swan a lot he's cool awww
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Small collection of my Morrotober pieces so far!! 👻
These are in order: Water (Day 2), Memory (Day 12) and Crimes (Day 13)
While I can’t keep up with posting for each of the prompts, It’s been nice to select a few to still join in!
#ngl i like the crimes one a lot#morrotober#morrotober 2024#skrimbloz sketchbloz#ninjago#morro wu#day 2#day 12#day 13#water#memory#crimes#hope this is tagged right
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Okay but the thing about veilguard reviews is I don’t care what the gaming review sites think. I especially don’t care what some random ytuber who’s probably just grifting right wing nutjobs for easy money and has never actually played the games before thinks. I don’t even care what an unrelated but accomplished rpg dev thinks
The only opinions I want to hear are from 7 trustworthy sickos (affectionate) who had their brain chemistry permanently altered over a decade ago by critically hated yet loved by me specifically video game Dragon Age 2, and only after I hear those opinions will I decide if I’m buying it or not
#I do have. a prediction#but I don’t know if people really care to hear that right now#so I’m hiding it here in the tags: I think it will be good from a game perspective#but it will lack the secret sauce that makes a good DA experience#so it’ll be commercially successful but kind of a let down to long time fans#and I could be completely wrong I have no fucking idea and haven’t seen most pre release stuff lmao#but idk the choices thing… that still bugs me a lot ngl#idk how it can feel like DA like that#guess we’ll see soon enough though#text#dragon age#shut up nerd#veilguard
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sensei morro ref (is it really an au if it's part of your personal canon)
#alek art#lego ninjago#ninjago#morro wu#lloyd garmadon#kodokuna yang#(featured)#sensei morro#(making that a tag)#2024#hopefully my handwriting is readable. honesty DotD didnt make the most sense to me anddd a lot of this stuff here isnt canon compliant#ik theres only one master of the house. not anymore. will draw sensei morro fucking with the ninja more. trust#previously i gave him really bright greens but i prefer the duller ones ngl ... also it goes with the clothes he wore as a child#i like cream colors a lottt#and silvers#avg z4ne fan things#he still has the wings as even if you lose your elemental powers... you still keep the traits yknow#like r4y being hotheaded even after they had k4i . censoring names bc i realized stuff shows up in the tags .. oopsie !!#every ninjago season has the stupid henchman duo. pretend thats them but without the stupid or the henchman. they have hijinks tho.#as much as two ghosts can have while confined in a temple. morro is 'freed' eventually so he can say hi to euphr4sia or smthn#wow
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#so… hi#i think…. i might start making some stuff here soon#i’ve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk it’s just been a rough month#but i’m starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. i’m going nuts. i’ve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#i’ve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesn’t involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like i’m betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so that’s what i’m trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc i’m starting at uni next month#& i just know i’m gonna have shit for free time then#i’m taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#i’m trying to be excited about it but mostly it’s just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully i’ll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks i’ve gotten since i’ve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month ago… pls just act like that’s not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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im sorry i always forget to post on tumblr i promise i still love you heres a buff woman + some funger girl doodles
#tumblr whyd u crop abella like that#also i like tumblr a lot more than twt idk why i never post here#if u wanna see actual consistent posts from me my twt is prcyyyy_#fear and hunger#fear and hunger termina#f&h termina#fear and hunger fanart#funger#karin sauer#karin f&h#f&h abella#fear and hunger abella#henryk klimkov#fear and hunger henryk#henrybella#oh they dont even have a ship tag huh.. sigh#ngl theyve grown on me as a ship a little#percy art :]
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Slay The Royal 🔪🔪🔪 (self insert au featuring my system!!)
Or should I say this royal slayyys— *dies*
#stp spoilers#stp au#slay the princess#the shifting mound#the long quiet#slay the princess au#str au#idk what to tag this since a lot’s going on ngl fppfpf#self insert#self ship#lq#monster#system posting
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Robin Hood and Little John walkin' through the forest--
alright! so! early robin hood ballads and narratives don't have an origin story for little john, but a later ballad (robin hood and little john) does. they fight on a bridge in it, but I like looking at illustrations, so I've swapped out the bridge for that tree peaking out of the panel in the first panel bc I enjoy louis rhead's illustrations a lot.
this is some kind of introduction scene after they fight and climb out of the river!
Robin Hood & Little John (edited by Stephen Knight & Thomas Ohlgren)
#read something that compared robin hood and little john to gilgamesh and enkidu and oh my god. christ. fuck!!! okay then#robin hood#little john#outlaws in the woods tag#komiks tag#some other text was like 'ah yes robin hood was young and blond' i am choosing to ignore that. he's young and filipino and has dark hair#its my comic and nothing i do will be as objectively terrible as that fucking 2018 movie#or honestly a lot of the movies that decide they want to have an opinion on the crusade#'katabay why did you draw little john like cassius' tbqh i forgot how i was previously drawing john's hair#it'll happen again 😔 but maybe not. i want to draw robin hood more ngl.
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