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moments like this I wish I had a therapist cause I have some mad family drama to spill
#none of my friends or the little bit of family im on speaking terms with know everything cause im an untrusting mf#that never says anything to anyone#while also a bit of a secret keeper in the sense people in my family are like 'look#dont tell anyone but#etc etc#rn im smack dam in the middle of QUITE a lot of drama#and i DESPERATELY need to tell someone#but like i said#no one in the fam knows the full story cause everyone lying to everyone#so i cant tell any of them#and i havent told any of my friends the full sordid story of my family mainly cause its so dysfunctional#im too embarrassed to tell them#but also im waiting to tell them until i can fully cut contact with a few memebers im currently financically dependent on#basically i wanna snitch but only after i wash my hands off of them#and this will take a few years#i feel like a fucking diplomat#this is not okay bruv#help#dysfunctional family#rant#my post#parents#childhood truama#shitty family#mental health#therapy#kind of a shit post
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just another night in gotham
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#''jason try not to blow up anything for at least 24 hrs challenge''#gothamites should be considered prominent characters in the dc verse look at the shit they gotta put up with#u never know if ur gonna wake up at 2 am to find the city chemically gassed and highly toxic#or if you're gonna hear a bat crashing through your (newly repaired) windows just cuz ur room was a shortcut to catch some goon#the bats prob give BALLER food place recs tho so ig it balances out#every gothamite ever: this city sucks#literally anyone else: yeah its the worst#every single gothamite collectively uniting as one single front: the FUCK did you say?? NO one insults this city except US#jason todd#red hood#dick grayson#nightwing#damian wayne#robin#tim drake#red robin#duke thomas#signal#bruce wayne#batman#stephanie brown#spoiler#batfam#social media au#batfamily#batkids#incorrect quotes#dc comics#texts#fanatical posting
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The dog days are over.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#The childhood flashback is one of my favourite scenes in MDZS and yes I am disapointing myself in how little I am covering it.#If it is any consolation...I'll be bringing JYL's piggyback scene into another comic later on.#There truly is something so specific and yet resonant in the way our bonds as children feel so deep.#But the world doesn't stay as small as it does when you are a kid. The problems you argue about get bigger and more serious.#You still hold so much love for this person despite how much you want to throw hands with them.#To have such a complicated history with someone and then fall apart...You always think you have time to heal the wound.#Why wouldn't you! You've never had anything but time with this person. A brother not in blood but in true and genuine bond.#And then the fucker dies! It's horrible and sudden and the last words you exchanged were cold and awful!#What do you do with those dead end feelings? What do you do but grieve bitterly and angrily?#There is no resolution for all the love you wanted back. There will never be an opportunity to bridge the gap between you.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. Because you thought you had more time.#If anyone dares say Jiang Cheng didn't love WWX I'll be the first to fire up the powerpoint presentation on why he absolutely does.
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Yes, trans men and mascs have historically been subjected to less public violence and ridicule than trans women and fems. Is having privilege really the only reason you can think of for that? Have you considered that they had less ability to be publicly visible in the first place? Please remember that the lack of autonomy women have historically been granted also applies to transmascs. They would have been considered the property of men. Spousal rape wasn't illegal everywhere in my country until 1993. How easy do you think it would be for forcibly impregnated transmascs to transition? For abused transmascs in general? Do you think they were all even allowed out of the house often without a man? There are so many stories of transmascs being forcibly institutionalized for being trans. Is that situation and otherwise being quietly abused and erased really so much better than hypervisibility?
#I guarantee you there are so so so many trans men and mascs throughout history that died being known as women.#it doesn't mean they weren't dying & going through other horrible shit just because we haven't heard about all of it#notice how now that women have more rights in society and are allowed to be more visible transmascs are getting more negative attention#I mean don't get me wrong most of that attention is still misogyny but now that we have greater ability to transition it looks different#transandrophobia#transmasc#transfeminism#intracommunity issues tag#SA tw#abuse tw#forced pregnancy tw#queue#mine#before anyone says anything this is NOT saying transfems have gendered privilege over transmascs or they've never been treated like propert#it's just different being treated like your main purpose is to make men happy and have their babies since the day you're born
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I love the college of winterhold. everyone there is casually deranged and there's like an alarming number of students and staff who threaten you immediately when they meet you. it's always one of the first questlines I do. which makes it even funnier when you get made the arch-mage of the college. I'm level 12 and got through this questline knowing exactly 3 spells. what do you mean you want me to lead the college. this school CANNOT be an accredited institution
#i ask if anyone wants this job and everyone starts whistling and checking their phones#their magic phones. theyre scrolls#mia.txt#tes#skyrim#oh no wait i forgot j'zargo wants the position & actively tries to kill you (these are separate events but still probably not unrelated)#and nirya's gunning for it too. you know what maybe its a good thing im the archmage because im never there and don't do anything#i drop in every few weeks for 10 minutes then leave. the place pretty much runs itself right#reddit says âthey have a bullying problemâ yeah i know i married him#and he's the new boss' special little princess and he can do whatever he wants forever. call the police about it#dont bring your piddly ass problems to the archmage shes busy girlbossing (committing widescale atrocities)#(yes i know this is just how tamrielic mage guilds are but i just think its funny bc everyone fucking hates them specifically#like the rest of the town despises them and allegedly the nords have a special disdain for magic so its kind of funny that they make no#attempt to like. be more normal to gain the locals' trust#and you know what? good for them. fuck them nords)#ulothir#<- mentioned in the tags lmfao
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ID: three drawings showing a sequence of sokka and zuko from avatar the last air bender. Aged up rather soon after war. sokka is leaning over zuko, you see them mainly on the left side waist up. The background is kept plain withe. On the left side the artist signature "chiptrillino . 2023" on the right side isthe request to "please don't repost"
The first drawing shows sokka looking down with slightly zoned out expression. zukos hands are reaching up.
The second image shows sokkas surprised face held between zukos hands, who raised up his face inches away from sokkas.
The third images shows sokka leaning into zuko. Both of them kissing. zuko holds on to sokkas shoulder and neck. Both look happy. End ID
Small shoutout to that person that tagged, once upon a time (last year), the sketch with "mermaid zukka". And would you look at that! Its meremay! And this is not really mermaid themed, but... it remained me to finish it! -sweats-
oh shoot! also happy zukka week! i guess whops...
---- if you want to deal with all my reblogs may I direct your attention to my side only my artworks blog?
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#chip!art#atla#zukka#sokka#zuko#before anyone says something... they always had pants on!#also fuck shading... like proper shading#i kdin of needed this...#like... yeha...#can you belive it that this is sort of my first drawing officially posted here this year that is not an ask or anything else?#me neither#gosh how the time flies#also the finger was always there and never missing!!!#oh yeha it was always. ment to be a sequence
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Me: hm, I want something to put on the TV as background noise... Huh. Looks like YouTube is recommending something called The Last Unicorn. That's perfect, it's probably some old shitty animation that has aged poorly! I can watch it ironically!
Me, 2 hours later as the credits roll: *crying, cheering, buying the book, composing the songs*
Me, 2 weeks later: So I have compiled all of the quotes from the book that I think could make good tattoos, and also, HOW HAVE I NEVER LEARNED ABOUT HOW THE LAST UNICORN FUCKING SLAPS??? This gay-ass little fairytale fed my soul! Watered my crops! Transed my gender! Can't believe I heard of this story from youtube recommendations, of all places!!
#original#the last unicorn#tlu#peter s beagle#molly gru#schmendrick#schmendrick the magician#two of my favorite characters in anything right there in the center of the story! and I'm glad I saw the film first!#my reading ability has diminished due to trauma disability etc. but it seems like having a visual reference actually really helped!#no wonder i only ever want to read fan fic! turns out reading is not actually Superior to other types of Storytelling. it's just different.#to say otherwise is snobbishness I have been eminently guilty of in my life!#but like it is easier for me to consume tv and movies and that is fine actually. also that's why I'm doing a graphic novel lol#because i wanted to make something i would actually be able to read if i found it at a library. altho the audio book IS gonna be bomb#the audiobook is for visually impaired readers and anyone who wants or needs it! accessible stories for everyone! yeah!!#my gender was already transed but now I've gained an ADDITIONAL gender! which one? I'll never tell đ#i am so powerful i have so much fuckin gender. my wife has no gender. and she is equally as powerful.#and also she has STUDIED THE BLADE#mostly zoro's blades from One Piece#normally YouTube recommends me shit movies like idiocracy or smth this is like if every day ur cat brought you a piece of rotten food and#then one day it brings you a BEAUTIFULLY ANIMATED TALE FEATURING MY BELOVED TWINK FUCK-UP WIZARD FRIEND AND MY ALL-TIME HOMEGIRL MOLLY GRU#and also it's soft and beautiful and funny and fucking weird!! i wrote melodies to the songs in the books on my ukulele
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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:
i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???
#ramble#sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well#if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD#he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE#like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one#holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do#and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that#idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything#also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore#so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks#also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently#also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this#again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable#if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time
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the worsties ever
#laurance is only dressed like that cus in my brain this took place during season 2??? I was being bitter abt how Laur wasnt in LLP#and then made this for some reason#i also just think hed definitely post pictures shirtless for literally no reason#like if someone suggested taking a picture he'd take it off#Uhm anyway ignore the squipples it was a moment of weakness#not ship but do whatever you want#beverly says stuff#aphmau#mystreet#aphmau mystreet#laurance mystreet#zane mystreet#laurance zvahl#zane ro'meave#bev draws#im still fucking around with Laurance's colours btw i NEVER oclour anything so altho the way i draw him is pretty set-#idk abt colours for anyone yet#+overlay#so if they change thats whyyyy#aphverse#aphblr
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S: "I was promised a makeout with tongue if we won, Kimi, so give me some!" K: "Bwoah!"
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Well I'm super tired, but I can now put this poll behind me! Thank you to everyone who voted Simi đŞ We got into it never really intending to win, but rather to shove Simi all over your faces... but we ended up with the best prize: Simi ressurgence and a bunch of new shippers!
#simi#f1 fanart#I think if I ever come across either of them irl I might not even be able to look them in the eye#this is probably full of mistakes but I really am about to pass out so please turn a blind eye to them#but see? this electoral promise was fufilled! Simi does deliver!#never doing this again - if anyone asks lets smugly say we wanted to give other pairings a chance#won once; don't have anything else to prove
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âWhen toxic behavior is portrayed as romantic, itâs problematic. When problematic behavior is portrayed as a character flaw for a character to work through, itâs good storytelling.â
Katsuki Bakugou, my friends.
His behavior was problematic but never once portrayed as romantic at the same time. Katsuki said and did awful abusive things, and he also chose to be better when he was given the chance. If youâre still hung up on chapter 1 Katsuki now then I donât think youâve been reading the same story I have.
I canât speak for everyone, but Iâm not shipping Izuku with an irredeemable abuser. Iâm shipping him with his most important person. His narrative foil. His childhood friend who made awful mistakes and then made it right when he saw he was wrong. The person Izuku looks up to and strives to emulate, despite their past struggles.
Bakudeku is so good because of how flawed these boys are, and how hard theyâve worked to get over it, and how much they matter to each other after it all
#perfect stories about perfect people who never do anything wrong are usually boring#stories about growth and mistakes and redemption and forgiveness and progress are lit#bkdk#bakudeku#the quote is from cinema therapy on YouTube btw#love them so much#they look at media and talk about what is and isnât good from a real life human perspective#and boy did this quote slap me in the face#anyway this is my thought literally any time anyone says something about shipping Izuku with his abuser#if he was still being abused then I get it#but heâs not#and saying he needs protection from Katsuki is honestly doing his character dirty#and this is not to say that every situation with an abuser and a victim should turn out romantic#obviously not#the world is not black and white and neither are people#sometimes you have to get yourself out and never look back and that is valid and healthy#but sometimes youâre talking about two boys in a manga who literally cannot stop thinking about how good and incredible the other is#bro I get it#surface level chapter/episode 1 Katsuki is literally the worst#but his glow up has been literally meteoric
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experimenting with wing patterns
#BEFORE ANYONE SAYS ANYTHING HE INTENTIONALLY ONLY HAS 3 FINGERS#anyway drawing this reminded me of why i dont like doing cleanish linework and wings together#i art#fanart#hermitcraft#grian#grian fanart#this is a very general design based off him in general hc#no specific season#is the purple from the watchers or is it bcz i wanted another darker/colder color in the design???#well never know its a mystery#wings
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collection of old drabbles
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#id later#can i call it that. i know its not term accurate but sometimes i just have an idea of a comic but its more#driven emotionally as opposed to anything concrete to make into a full comic... these are exactly that#many of these are old as stated . especially the 1st and 3rd one those were from like.. march probably??#they make me a little nostalgic bc NOT to say im no longer insane over vw but these were the core times i think...#it was like everyday i just kept thinking about them obsessively lmfao they would not let me REST!!!#as always i enjoy their inbetween moments and gathering the passing thoughts they might have when next to someone so important#dear and precious moments they'd never experience with anyone else it's like hrggjh...#theyve both loved others but never quite like this. no matter under romantic or platonic pretenses i really think what they had#with each other was just special#ruporas art
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oooooo white people in my replies really saying âI can excuse racism but I draw the line at homophobiaâ
Not surprised since this is the site that only talks about racism and thinks itâs a big deal when they see it demonstrated in the cartoons and comics they like *coughs* dungeonmeshi *coughs* (for example at least. I havenât seen THIS many white ppl talk as in depth about racism on here as much as these fandom nerds, man. I stg. Like âOhhhh, so you all DO acknowledge that racism is real? Just not in real life even if you could feel it slapping you in the face at high speed. Gotcha.â Itâs crazy.
Tumblr is like, 90% white and is extremely centered around them. Thatâs why you barely see stuff thatâs important to black and brown people ever trending here or being talked about. It has to be something incredibly huge to the point where even white people canât ignore it like they usually do, to talk about it here.
They only talked about George Floyd here because the topic of his death became world news. Even people in other countries were talking about it. Before him, it was probably Ferguson and Trayvon Martin⌠most of them are still trying their best to ignore the genocides because itâs a âtouchy subject.â What do you expect from white people who live in their own bubbles of comfort and refuse to pop it with a needle??? They find comfort in their privilege and faux ignorance (they love playing stupid to avoid conversations about important things outside of fandoms like, are these mfs born with half a brain dedicated to fandom or what.) Thatâs literally all these mfs make a big deal out of, especially on this annoying ass platform. The ao3 mfs will go to war for the site that allows racist ff and cp like itâs no big deal. I wonder how many people here even donated to the site while actively scrolling past dono posts from folks who really do need help. They act like theyâre doing a civil service by defending this site that makes over the amount of itâs intended dono goal in minutes.
Then you already know as soon as you even bring up racism in the stuff they like, they start ganging up and harassing black bloggers especially, calling them TERFs and the whole nine. Anything to make that person look bad for being concerned about the racism that they have such an intense aversion to. God, itâs absolutely exhausting knowing that these people would have no problem choosing a cartoon character over your entire existence if they COULD. Isnât that fucking sad, man?
#:(#itâs like what can you do#as a black person I get why sm black bloggers here have âdonât follow me if youâre whiteâ in their bios#theyâll call it racist or whatever (itâs fucking not you guys just treat black ppl like shit here and most of us feel unsafe to interact#with yâall. you guys always turn on us at the drop of a hat)#i remember commenting on a HS post funny enough years ago#because the punchline of the post was literally the white mfs saying nigga#and I was so annoyed that I told them off and one of my white mutuals unfollowed meanjsjsjsl#like right after that#and another unfollowed me because I talk about racism and the like a lot like this is a really well known artist too so I was like đ§đžââď¸?#because I talk about racism a lot??? itâs weird lol#like theyâll tolerate you for a while then when they feel offended they start to act weird and act like youâre not supposed to talk about#the stuff that effects you#tkf replies#karmelarts#they donât give a shit about anything if it doesnât personally Involve them#they act like they canât relate to anyone or anything it they arenât marginalized themselves (being gay or trans which they treat as a#personality trait)#notice how you never see movies/ shows about black and brown ppl trending here? itâs always white centered shit no#matter how hot and popular that show might be#youâll never see something like the wire snowfall or power trending here#all of the black ppl are on twitter anyway so#sm black ppl got ran off of here by annoying white ppl
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actually i think lucy grayâs ambiguous ending is even better if she did survive. if she did escape somewhere north, knowing she gets her freedom and outlives snow. both literally and metaphorically.
#âshe dies and the covey never let anyone else know about lucy grayâ NO!#she lives and outlives snow and SHE GETS THE LAST LAUGH.#tbosas#the hunger games#thg#lucy gray baird#iâm not saying that the covey protecting that image of her isnât a good ending or anything i just think she should get the last laugh#i would tag this as spoilers but iâm mostly referring to the book#âŚ..mostly
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expanding on my previous post actually every single oiar employee (including lena) is autistic they all just have different and clashing presentations. that "weird interview" celia and sam were discussing in episode 6? yeah that was just lena attempting to give a poorly-disguised diagnostic test.
#the magnus protocol#only gwen alice and colin have been officially diagnosed#lena's old enough to be from the generation where they thought autism was âjust a boy thingâ#sam's parents thought he couldn't have it since he âdoes so well in school!â (famous last words)#and if celia was diagnosed Before. well. she doesn't exactly remember it#gwen's fucked up family treated it like an embarrassment tho#so she never tells anyone for fear of being taken less seriously#alice is extremely open about it I think#which is another thing that drives gwen nuts about her bc she's always like âoh Fuck. does she Know. can she Tellâ#(alice has her suspicions. but she's not saying anything because even she has red lines)#colin has a âplease be patient I have autismâ comic sans hat that alice bought him#as a divorce party gag gift one year#tmagp#pigeon.txt#actually autistic#<- Credentials#magpod#alice dyer#gwen bouchard#gwendolyn bouchard#samama khalid#celia ripley#lena kelley#colin becher#the oiar
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