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It's been a while since I've gone on a long ramble or posted a writing snippet. I'll just mosey on over to my tumblr and see what sort of asks I've got waiting for me in my inbox and...
Wait.
I...
Wait, wait, hold on, wait... I need a minute here.
Seriously though, I'm amazed and humbled to have reached reached this milestone of 1000 followers.
I always thought that if I got to this point I'd make a big pretty picture to celebrate or do a raffle or something, but between being unable to draw due to health reasons (don't worry, it's nothing serious), focusing on the Phantom of Sunny Day Jack project, and already owing a story from my poll results... I suppose a bunch of cat gifs and older art of my avatar reflecting how I feel is the best I can do with the spoons I have right now. That and a bit of a ramble.
Thank you, all of you, for following me. Thank you for liking, reblogging, and especially commenting on my work. For as much as I have a tendency to ramble, I find myself lacking the words to convey just how much your positive feedback means to me. It means the world to me that so many of you enjoy what I create so much that you want to keep up to date with what I'm up to, even if it's just reblogging cat memes or silly shitposts.
Thank you, every single one of you. Thank you for sticking around and listening to me. I hope you all continue to enjoy following this silly little writer with her rambling headcanons and stories. I love you all.
#My Art#I hope this silly edit conveys even a fraction of my feelings#you're all just so sweet#thanks for spending time with me#I love and appreciate you all
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I know those eyes.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen qing#wen ning#Sibling similarity but you only see it when you realize they have the same soggy eyes.#These two always struck me as a bit of a play on Jiang Cheng and Jiang Yanli for 'siblings who contrast each other.#But after spending a lot more time marinating on Wen Ning I actually think they are way more similar that is initially apparent.#Sure their surface level personality traits are pretty contrastive. But they both are so willing to risk their lives for what's right#Who raised them? In a story so full of examples of how parents shape their children - why are these two lacking in parents?#I imagine that Wen Qing is the older sibling and so her morals of 'help those who need it no matter who they are' got passed a long.#But how did *she* arrive there? Was that instilled within her or was it a reaction against bearing witness to callousness and cruelty?#We'll never know..the only thing I can say for certain is Wen Qing is *so* soggy in the audio drama.#She's like the ant with the bindle. It's a hell of a way to bring a previously sharp tongued character back into the narritive.#Side note: Thank you all for being so patient and kind while I took my break!#It's been a very chaotic few weeks and I didn't realize how bad my burnout was getting. I'm back and ready to keep drawing again!
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cute little requests!!
#didnt spend a lot of time on these but i had so much fun they make me wanna scream#thank u guys for entertaining me#prompts were: hugging/sonic->shadow belly rub (losing my shit at how fucking cute that mental image is)#sonadow#my art#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#doodles#feel free to go wild in my inbox (as much as tumblr allows-)
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hey pooks wheres pt7 its been a week š¢š¢
I am a just one woman with a job and limited free time š„° I promise Iām more eager to share it than anyone else ššš
This is the schedule of release of the next parts for those wondering:
#answers#schedule for next parts of radioapple nanny au#genuinely said with love#I appreciate the enthusiasm#but in the competition of who wants me to post the parts asap MORE???#I win by a long shot#I mean I AM the one spending the most time on it#sincerely thank u for your interest engagement and patience!
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while teen while goblin while aroace while injured while doing your best
#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#sklonda gukgak#dimension 20#this. mmmmhhh this is so. I did Not know how to draw this really.#I am very normal about riz (<- lying)#it's a brennan-dm d20 campaign the bad guy is always capitalism (I am saying this with clenched teeth)#riz out of all of them being aroace fucks with me SO bad. bc its also established that elmsville specifically and probably the#majority of solace is not. made for goblins. and that becomes sklonda being worked to the bone and pok dying on the job#and riz spending all his time trying to keep his friends together. maybe to the point of it being injurous#like. do u get what I mean. its an economy of time it takes your time it eats up your time#not just the gukgaks but everyone you have to spend time to get to live and you don't have a lot of time left in a day#and you have to spend it carefully. you have to prioritize#you're somewhere without an established community and companionship is bought with your time spent working#this place doesn't take care of you. at the end of the day who do you have who'd prioritize you. do you understand me#the evolved aroace loathing where if your friends and family are granted more time nobody would have to choose. we live in a society#holds ur hand we live in a society. idk if Im making any sense#anyway . uhhh riz is my favourite that's my statement thank you for listening. au revoir
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"little miss prairie faerie" is a cute name actually... (but I won't use it if she doesn't like it)
#neopets#illusen#aquanutart#thank you faerie festival for letting me support my childhood fave#even though i stumbled into the festival five days in and was randomly assigned a team because i was too late to choose#i was like yesss i can get rid of all my junk from the plot--wait i can get a faerie doll??#nevermind. i have to do this RIGHT#okay! time to rediscover my addiction to cheat!#...okay! time to restrain myself from spending all my free time on cheat!#i used to sit there obsessively playing cheat! on dial-up back in the day#also due to the festival i won at cheeseroller for the first time in my entire life. then i was too happy with my honey cheese to donate it#as a kid i didn't know how to play cheeseroller because i didn't know what cheese name to enter#i just sat there staring at the empty input box trying to think of a name of a cheese out of my head. it was very frustrating#i kept playing cheeseroller after i won because i was so happy i finally figured out how to play but i haven't won again since then#my one honey cheese remains my treasured prize. no i did not donate it#anyway my determination to farm 8-point items ended after one day when i realized how much time it takes to play cheat!#and i switched to 6-point but then missed a day and wound up with not enough points to get the staff#but i had actually been agonizing anyway over how i wouldn't end up with enough points to get the staff AND the faerie doll#simple choice now. i can have faerie dolls guilt-free
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raj's gloomy lil digs are well under wayš
SAD BABY :(
i keep forgetting abt his bedroom... but here's a layout for funsies!! his favorite color rolled to be pink š„ŗš
#did i choose to spend my whole morning doing this YES but am i now going to do my work YES I AMMMM#thank you all for goofin off with me on this weird lil tagless blog of mine#i'll be more official and simblr-y when i have the time to play and post more regularly but for now#building sets for the lil movie in my head dkfjhdkj
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Iāve grown to appreciate the aus where Shen Yuan enters the story as āShen Yuanā - same name, probably similar face, generally able to interact with PIDW as himself and change the story through his added presence. I like the sense of āif only youād been here, things might have been better the first time aroundā of it all.
And I was thinking, itās a funny coincidence in that scenario that someone named Shen Yuan gets put intoā¦ another Shen Yuan. What are the chances? What a weird twist of fate that Airplane would pick out the name that his most dedicated critic could slip into seamlessly.
What about a version where itās not coincidence at all?
Airplane goes to school with a kid named Shen Yuan. Heās prickly and hard to approach and a little intense, but Airplane is persistent. In fairness, Airplane is relentless - and maybe itās a good thing that they end up being friends, because theyāre a little too much for anyone else to handle. They balance each other out. Theyāre the āweird kidsā in class and theyāre okay with that, because even when they donāt have any words for it, they know theyāre not like their classmates, not really. Thatās okay; they donāt want to be.
Recesses and breaks are consumed with the elaborate stories that Airplane wants to tell, and all the holes Shen Yuan pokes into them. Itās not mean-spirited, though, even though Shen Yuan isnāt the kind to temper his words. Itās passionate. He cares about those stories the way Airplane cares about them, and it canāt be mistaken for anything else when they lean together conspiratorially across the lunchroom table. Theyāve both got notebooks filled with details and characters and monsters. Shen Yuanās practically got a whole bestiary sketched out in wobbly childhood attempts at art, entries fervently scrawled beside them. Airplane prattles out plots nonstop, always with the promise of shining eyes and being asked āwhat happens next?ā
They come up with a whole world together. Airplaneās going to write about it someday. Shen Yuan is going to read every word.
Shen Yuan misses school. Shen Yuan starts missing school a lot.
Airplane goes to the hospital room instead. He doesnāt think to worry, because Shen Yuan is okay - thatās what he says. He looks okay, and heās a kid, and it doesnāt feel real that anything bad should happen to a kid. He doesnāt think to worry. He doesnāt think to say goodbye.
Itās one of the older Shen brothers who catches him on the way up to the room one day, in the hallway just outside - snaps at him to go the fuck home, and when Airplane hesitates, pushes him into the elevator and tells him not to come back. āTellsā is a generous way to describe the way the words come out - a growl, a hiss, the sound an animal would make when a hand got too close to a wound.
(Itās not fair to name a villain after him, even if the name never really comes up in the story. He wasnāt trying to be mean. Heād lost a brother minutes before, and he was getting his brotherās friend out of the way so he didnāt have toā¦ see. It isnāt fair, but then, none of it is fair.)
Death feels very real after that.
The notebooks get shoved into a closet, and itās not until Airplaneās moving out and one falls on him from a high shelf that he thinks about it again. Heās written things, lots of things, but nothing as ambitious as this - nothing as important. It could be good, he considers. Heād promised. Shen Yuan wanted to read it.
The problem was that no one else does, not for a long time, not until Airplane has whittled himself and his art into a corner and into such an unfamiliar shape that he has to wonder how itās still his own face he sees in the mirror. He has to eat. He has to pay rent. Shen Yuan would yell at him, but Shen Yuan isnāt there to yell at him, and who cares. Who cares if it could have been better? The people who actually are here love it, and itās paying his bills, and sometimes stories donāt go the way theyāre supposed to and the world is fucking unfair. It doesnāt matter.
(It does. But he shoves that thought away along with styrofoam cups and soda bottles to the bottom of a garbage bag.)
Authors are not gods and their power is limited, but Airplane exercises just a sliver of what heās been granted and gifts an inconsequential sort of immortality. He thinks about making him a rogue cultivator, maybe the kind that goes around documenting beasts and compiling his findings. He thinks about making him someone too powerful for death to touch, or too important to threaten, but when Airplane looks at the world he crafted and everything thatās become of it, it feels like the kindest thing he can do for Shen Yuan is a childhood where heās loved, and a death thatās peaceful. What does it say about that world, that heād kill off his best friend too early again instead of making him live there?
(The best writing he ever does is the only, shining moment of humanity that his scum villain ever displays: a lament about death that comes too early, about a brother gone too soon. The commenters praise him. The commenters flatter over how real the emotions feel. The commenters donāt get any response from Airplane on that chapter.)
Death is incredibly real when it comes for him too early, too, still hovering over his keyboard with the story technically finished and incredibly incomplete. Airplane could tell himself thatās because the written version can never be the version in the writerās head, always shifting and with every possibility still on the table, but he knows better than that. The System knows better than that, with its condescending message about āimprovingā his writing and āclosing plot holesā and āachieving his original visionā...
ā¦and heās a child again. Heās a child in his own story, heās Shang Qinghua now without the benefit yet of a peak or cultivation or anything, and maybe heās a little bitter, and a little scared, andā¦
And Shen Yuan - with longer hair, with robes, with a couple of older kids watching him from across the street, but undeniably the prickly little boy who used to sit down imperiously across from him and tell him everything that was wrong with the chuck of writing that had been handed to him last period, but with that smile that said he was only invested because he knew it could be better and they were going to make it better - marches up to him with a fire in his eyes and a frown that warns of a coming tirade.
āYou told it wrong,ā is the first thing he says.
Shang Qinghua wants to ask how him how heās here, how this is possible, or maybe laugh because, yeah - yeah, Shen Yuan has no goddamn idea how wrong he got absolutely everything.
(Shang Qinghua wants to say āI missed youā and āwhy did you leave so soonā but heās here now. Heās right here.)
āI know,ā he says instead. āIām sorry. It all kind ofā¦ spiraled out of control.ā
Shen Yuan frowns, but then it dissipates the way it always does, and his eyes shine with ideas the way they always used to. āThatās okay,ā he relents, grabbing for his hand. āWeāll fix it. Weāll make it what it was supposed to be.ā
#scum villain self saving system#svsss#shang qinghua#shen yuan#airplane shooting towards the sky#this got more into the feelings than i thought it would#surprising no one#anyway just! childhood friends au! as a reason for a shen yuan insert!#obviously he is not going to die as a child in this version#shang qinghua would not have that nope not again#also pls consider poor shen jiu who looks at this child that shen yuan has picked out for a best friend like '...really? that one??'#(it's up to you if he's shen yuan's actual brother from his first life)#(put there's a part of me that likes the idea that shen jiu also gets a second chance to spend more time with his brother)#a second chance for them to grow up together!#THAT SAID#RIP TO SHANG QINGHUA#WHEN SHEN YUAN IS OLD ENOUGH TO LEARN ABOUT ALL THE PAPAPA#the LOOKS shang qinghua is going to get#anyway here have a thing because I CANNOT add another au to my drafts thank you and goodbyyyyye
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If you've ever said a kind word to me I appreciate it.
#hard night#gonna try and sleep though. thank you#there's some people here who regularly just. respond to me and show me kindness. i don't#think i deserve it. but it means a lot to my that you spend time to talk to me or be nice.#goodnight
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š£ļøš£ļøš£ļøš£ļø outgrown clothes try on video going up on loyalfans tonight
#i know my vague claims that i'm going to do something don't always pan out but i am going to make more than one post next month š¬š#the rescue & the general dire kitten situation is taking up a lot of of my time#but i wouldn't be able to spend so much time and effort volunteering without u guys supporting me š„ŗ#so really really really thank you ššššššš«š«š«š«
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have a nice day!!
((i'm sending congratulations in advance, because when I have your birthday, I will sleep soundly))
AWEAWEAWE ALL OF MY LIL GOOBERSSSSSSS ;;;;;
#AWEAWE SO CUUUUUTE#all my lil smellis ;;;;;;#THIS IS REALLY CUTE MY GUY THANK YOU FOR THIS!!#You guys are so cool I love you all;;#So many ebic gamers who have told me happy birbday;;;;;;;;;;;#SO HAPPY;;;;;;;;;;#Oh man if Robbie existed and he knew it was my birthday he'd swing me around like a rag doll and break my back--#I love ya Robbie but I ain't as resilient and sturdy as you are JDDHDBBD#Mari would spend more than half of the time staring at the round foil balloons (or the partially inflated rubber ones)#She gets a reward for participation šš„š„#Also stone and Harvey just talk about their divorce at my party LMAAOAAOOOO
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i've been stuck in prison but will escape for my bday
#work school and life have become so much I havent been able to actively post#I just do not have any time to draw#but i have adjusted my schedule since then and have gone through a few obstacles to get to this point where I do have time for myself#and i wanna try and spend time finishing up some doodles i've left behind so I can buy a new drawing program#im not sure if it will delete my other wip files but I will post them because why not just in case they get lost forever#but not yet#soon#thank you all for stickin around <3#SOON#ignore me#myart#doodle
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Your Nightmo has such pretty eyes (*^ā½^*) heās very cool!
ya managed to catch his attention, op!
#thank ya! i do love drawing his eyes tooā¦they be very fun#prismo#nightmo#fionna and cake#adventure time#inky doods#inky answers#asks box#soā¦i MAY have gone overboardā¦with this#i mean one moment it was SUPPOSE to be a sketch but then ya start lining and then youāre cleaning it up#the next thing u know youāre spending 3 hours trying to make this#GAHļæ½ļæ½ļæ½!#thinking how the time room dims down when nightmo is present#bro doesnt like overly brightly lit places (like me) ksskdkdkd
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an assortment of my temeraireverse fic-dragons!
[cygnet and honorƩ are from fifteenth-century britain and france, aquilillus, flavia magna, and bƔn are from second-century britain, and cipachcoatzin is from sixteenth-century mesoamerica]
#em draws stuff#em is posting about temeraire#temeraire#temeraire worldbuilding collection#the eagle of the ninth#slightly belated summer of sutcliff#henry v 1989#our scene must to the battle fly#<- so many organizational tags on these. and something in the neighborhood of ten hours of drawing too (ouch my whole body)#real tags be upon you. on account of I've spent one million years on this.#another dispatch from the Em Refuses To Do Lineart Today collection. I was not spending Any more time on these.#actual notes of relevance: bƔn's relationship to people is Heavily borrowed from luzula's fic 'the flight of dragons' on ao3#(go read it go read it go read it it inspired a lot of what I try to do with the temverse worldbuilding / historical stuff)#aquilillus' name subject to change as I cannot seem to spell it the same twice [neon sign floats over me that says Sucks At Latin]#also. I'm holding cipacton in my arms like a ferret and saying He Is Not Incan over and over. because he isn't. By the way.#last point: an immense thanks to bestie jon's dad's Cheese playlist which I have been looping for this entire drawing time.#The Creation Of This Image was Sponsored By A Concerning Amount of Kenny Loggins and Other Such Silly Sounds.
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curious abt your bird headcannons for Ron and DesirĆ©e DeLite ššš i feel like having Ron be one of those little birds that make a huge fuss to scare predators away and DesirĆ©e being a bird of prey would work well for their whole dynamic lol
keeping you guys on ur toes !!! ,, i reversed the roles :PPP (though i def see where u guys are coming from and respect the ideas too!!! o7777),,, i think ron fits as a bird of prey that isnt taken too seriously, and i think des it so sweet sheās gotta be harmless,, plus i think a common swift fits her lifestyle (spending habits could be seen as always quickly moving onto the next thing) (ALSO !! swifts are so rare to see up close since they're always flying,, she's a real catch) (honorable mentions later)
i like the hummingbird idea :DD,, i admittedly donāt know much about hummingbirds,, but one think i do know is theyāre very territorial and aggressive LMAO,, SOO this choice is based of vibes (and their speed)ā¼ļøā¼ļø cutesy, fluttery, pretty, and high energy !!!! i also think itās neat to give a circus circus performer a bird with very good aerial control ! a bit unfortunate that regina doesnāt get the super bright colors of the male hummingbirds,, but rufous females are still pretty colorful :3 (is mtf regina a hc??? that would be coolā¦.)
ok honorable mentions ! for ron,, i started my search with little birds that make a big fuss like you suggested !! ,, which thereās a bunch of,, eventually i started heading in the direction of ābirds that camouflage themselves as predatorsā (which, btw, the pygmy owl has a set of large false eyes on the back of its head in a similar vein ):33),, before eventually deciding on simply a small owl that people would probably look at and think āawww, cuteā
for desiree: the merlin !! (and a kestrel tbh) these are both small birds and members of the falco family
(tagging those who requested X3 @modpoppy @rosy-cozy-radio @transmascvash )
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#silly side note but swifts have really interesting feet (mort moment)#the lack a toe facing backwards so they canāt perch like other birds#they canāt really stand so they just kindaā¦ lean forward <333 lovely guys its very cute#part of the reason they spend so much time in the air ^^#anyways thanks for the asks and the ideas !!#ace attorney#aa#fanart#ron delite#desiree delite#regina berry#ace avian#okart#you can tell when a bird fits bc of vibe/social significance versus specific behaviors bc i write SO MUCH when it's the latter HEHEH#i hope you enjoy these >:D#yet another essay :pensive: somebody stop me :pensive::pensive::pensive:#wings#wings au
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Smash your competition, baby
Open for higher resolution Credit to @neon-garbage-angel for the idea Close-ups, explanation, design, and extras below the break
So there I was, innocently scrolling Tumblr on a Monday when someone reblogs a post of mine. I go to look and find tags on my Judas piece that immediately katapult me into this piece and, as is tradition for me, listening to the song that inspired this piece on repeat until I was done. Due to stuff, that took three whole days. I want to extend a formal thanks and a formal please I will never get this song out of my head, thank you for that but I also hate you a little bit /j to @neon-garbage-angel for introducing me to Gladiator by Jann. This is canon to me now.
And because I couldn't decide while I was drawing, I did a version where Viktor still has his long hair. However, when I was doing the design sheet and really thought hard about my decisions, the short-haired version makes more sense so that one got the top spot. But have the other version anyway!
Here are some promised close-ups because this thing got intricate. I should've known. I was surprised anyway.
And then last but certainly not least: Me being back on my bullshit! Here, have an extremely cramped design sheet! (I apologise to anyone using a screen reader in advance, I'll try my best with the ALT YuY)
#i had so much fun with this you have no idea#the absolute best#havent had this much fun drawing in a long time#thank you neon for giving me the most lovely prompt#your brain is a gift#so i can confidently say that im very happy with this piece as it stands rn#i think this might be the best piece ive ever done#there are flaws id rather forget forever but oh well when are there not#the amount of time i got to spend rendering hair was GLORIOUS and im so happy#i would like to thank viktor for canonically having long hair#best decision in all of anime truly#reblog#yuri on ice#yuri on ice fanart#fanart#art#arom antix art#arom antix#viktor nikiforov
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