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Olivia's actual franchise debut was this cameo btw she was just too short to appear in the frame
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Indie ttrpg designers
We seem to be back in the “dnd sucks why don’t you just play Other Games (yours)” and I have a single question for you in return
Do I get to roll a d20?
Because I like the d20
That shape pleases me
I do not wish to roll a random amount of d6s or d8s or any of them other fuckers
I wish to roll the d20 because icosahedrons please me
I will also accept d12 but the other shapes all have less mouthfeel so if that’s what your game’s based on, it is not for me
I’d also prefer more than four stats but I’m not gonna lie it is the shape of the math rocks so like
Rec your d20 based indie ttrpgs friends cuz every single one I’ve opened is them little cube fuckers or the double pyramid and I Require Round
#ttrpg#dnd#so many people so close to super good points about the problems with dnd#and then they go ‘and as an indie designer you should just play Other Games (mine)’#and like. it’s a good point. it also very clearly underlines that you’re marketing via negativity and i’d actually really rather just hear#how good your game is? complaining is not an access point to my wallet#for real tho rec list this shit#indie ttrpg#i have Math Rock Requirements and also i hate d10s for no discernable reason#i don’t like the rest as much but d10s man. i just. i hate em#they are Bad Shape#skinny tutu bitches#not even good for caltrops#xoxo fuck you d10s#i get the math for probability and shit is easier on smaller dice but have you considered:#d20 shape good#and also d20 easily maths into 100 for percent calculations#which is why it’s weird i hate d10s they’re the only other dice that don’t Fucking Suck to calculate percents from#i know a 13 on a d20 is 65% bad#the fuck is a 5 on a d8#(it’s 62.5 but that’s my point fuck decimals)
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An AWS comic
#My art#For the record I am not a medical professional and as far as I know AWS isn't even something you can be diagnosed with???#It's so hard to describe what the two sensory hallucinations really *FEEL* like#Like the time one... You know how a dramatic slow motion scene looks like in an anime?#It's like that but if you made it a 60 fps interpolated version of it#It is an absolutely bizarre feeling#Meanwhile the hyper awareness and everything feeling intense feels like how a fisheye lens shot in an anime feels#No I could not be bothered to try to figure out how to draw that for this comic#For the record I haven't actually had those visual hallucinations since I was a small small child#Hell I don't even think I had any hallucinations in my teens at all like#The sensory ones just kinda started happening again in the past 7 years or so?#Also the swelling sensation I've only had once so far. Usually I get the hyper awareness sensation#(Also sometimes I get this intense feeling of swaying when I go to bed but that might not be an AWS thing??)#(Like there's other things that could make you feel like you're rocking on a boat when laying down so I didn't include that)#No I have never talked to anyone about these hallucinations because for the longest time I didn't know what they were#And they are like. Harmless. Like I'm 100% aware they're just strange sensations but not real at all#They last max 15 minutes if even that long and they happen like super rarely#Only once have I had the hyper awareness be SO INTENSE it made me feel distressed#So like. It doesn't really affect my life at all? So why bother with it?#Also IDK if I could even go to a doctor and ask about AWS and have them know what that even is#And even if I could as far as I know there is no treatment for it so like. Whatever#As long as I don't start having distressing hallucinations or visual hallucination's I'll be fiiiiiine
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I hate that so many biographers try to paint Paul as an over the top Disney villain when he's clearly a David Chase style villain
#please don't get mad at me if you don't actually know who David Chase is lol#he created the sopranos and 100% of his characters are villains#they're also deeply compelling and relatable#Paul is a total asshole like all the Beatles but he's not cartoonish or predictable he's actually a super interesting character#the weird tendency to cartoonify and vilify him is so childish and stupid#but so is the equally simplistic backlash trying to make him out to be a great guy#real life isn't written by Disney it's not heroes and villains#real life is written by David Chase and we're all a mix of villain and victim and neither can negate the other#if you're a fan of the beatles and you're still trying to figure out who the good guy is then no hate but I could not be less interested#op#the beatles#paul mccartney
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hands you guys a grimm
#grimm is one of those characters that i draw scowly more often than not and i'm like. gotta draw you smiling once in a while#love love love its stupid extra teeth. pats myself on the back for that one. 100% catering to my interests#really funny when i draw their teeth tho bc i have a coyote skull on my shelf and i sit there staring at the teeth like#okay how would it feel if i had some of those growing out of my gums in addition to my normal teeth#holds her. in my hands#this week's been busy so i'm just like. rotating it and yarrow in my brain without having super concise thoughts#actually. i have been trying to figure out yarrow's friends a lil#bc like. they're social and good at talking to people and charming in their way so ofc they make friends in the five years between p2 and p#so i imagine he has a little group he hangs with. also an ex i'm trying to figure out hdklfghd#no real names yet but i have nebulous personalities#art#honeybee#grimm
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okay my mom did read to me growing up but it was never kids books like harry potter bcuz she already read those to my sister. she would EXCLUSIVELY read me adult fiction books that she was already reading herself that were about really adult/political topics and i cant even be mad bcuz admittedly they were really good books. but i was like 10 why were u reading me a book thats about indian political activism in the 70s...... and second of all why was i definitely into it
#this explains sooo much about who i am today i fear#books i remember her reading to me as a kid include:#the time traveler's wife#a book from the perspective of a mom. her teenage daughter got into an extremely graphic car accident and her friends died#her daughter was disabled and in a coma for a bit i think#book about a pregnant woman and her husband driving across the southern states of america. dont remember what happened#book about a disabled indian man in the 70s and some sort of political activism he was involved with#weird book about a group of friends who got sucked into a board game situation and then one of them died ??#<- i dont actually know if this was a real book or a fucked up dream i had as a kid but it was super interesting#it was NOT jumanji or any media related to that im 100% sure. they were teenagers and it was multiple books#told from multiple perspectives#The worst part is for sure i would read multiple of these today just by myself...... if i could read#txt
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I finally saw the mean girls musical (the movie one) I have so many fucking thoughts oh my god
#thoughts#oni talks#mean girls 2024#I think I may be the only person to kind of like it? like don’t get me wrong it is kinda ROUGH but it has so much potential and there’s bits#and pieces that I actually really enjoy or wish they had more of or just aahh#I’ve been nonstop thinking about the ideal version in my head like there’s so much potential obviously I’m biased by like a lot#since for one I know I tend to like stuff other people hate or don’t like but for two this sequel was weirdly way more relatable so maybe#I’m just projecting from my own personal experiences but Idc the POTENTIAL THERES SO MUCH ID WANNA DO INSTEAD#like there’s so many little details and characterizations that I wish was expanded on or fleshed out and it’s just like it feels like either#half baked or that it’s gone through too many edits it’s like it’s scared to exist?? like there’s some differences I love and wish they lol#leaned into but it’s like it was terrified to be too different? or like they were rushing the end especially#like in my ideal form it’s a tv show coz I think they honestly have enough that could be genuinely expanded in a way more interesting way#via that format probably not like a super extended series like you COULD but you’d definitely need more expansion but I could see the potent#but like idk one SOLID musical season with expanded character story and not like one of those rush cram shows like a good solid one#like Regina’s characterization is so fascinating but also feels like slightly off and like they could’ve leaned way more into things?#like I think keeping Regina as a closeted lesbian gives the greatest potential and interest for an expanded story#like I loved maybe the first half of the movie the most like that one song she sang to manipulate Aaron would work so much more perfectly if#she’s singing it about/to Cady? I also think in my ideal brain an cool flashback episode for Janis and Regina would be so cool coz there’s#so much you could flesh out in a flashback than you could in a retelling which while I do like the retelling since it lets you imagine thing#I just! potential! I also want more of them interacting and I do think changing Janis to be a lesbian works if they leaned more into it?#I also think in my ideal form janis would have more comeuppance or acknowledgement of her shit? I also think an arc of Regina coming out#like one thing they missed from the original is Regina playing soccer at the end & I think they could hint more towards that and maybe lean#more into her at home life in an expanded story way coz her mom is clearly like… yikes. granted maybe some of my views on the movie are too#biased by personal experience but like the way she snaps at her mom usually in my experience isn’t out of nowhere? like parents behind#closed doors. or frustrations with what her mom has clearly been putting on her the way she tells her mom not to talk about her body is very#like idk a lot of the characters in this version feel more real to me bc they act really similar to people I know irl so the expanded story#could be cool. another one that in my ideal brain would have more is Gretchen and especially her relationships with Regina as well as with#that one guy and her parents I wanna see more of how that works and her arc to feel more meaningful when she dumps him & mentions family#also as much as I didn’t care much for the straight plot stuff there’s 100% missed potential there that I could see in the differences like#iirc in the original it’s regular algebra not AP calc which I think could’ve been used as an interesting characterization opportunity for
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12400 words
its... its done.
as tempted as i am to post it today, i know the last scene could use another edit and i have to go to this wedding so it will be up!!! tomorrow!!!
i figure i've already made people wait two months, whats another day to make sure this chapter is really REALLY polished?
#god i LOVED editing the first 2/3 of this chapter#its SUPER good. in my opinion#the 'fight' scene i ended up expanding on quite a bit today. there are parts of it that may still be a bit rough#i KNOW it will be better if i leave it and look with fresh eyes tomorrow#but LISTEN. i got so excited to POSTTTT#i even have the ao3 new chapter page open and SET UPPPPPP with the html for the references and EVERYTHING#aejfladl;kfjal;sdjf#THE PATH TO PARADISE CHAPTER 15!!!! BITCH!!!#but. for real. its happening 100% tomorrow. its done. like. its ACTUALLY done meaning i'm happy with it#its ok. that means the rest of today i can actually like... respond to the comments from last chapter lol#this chapter has MOST of the remaining mystery reveals. i'm still saving a few for the last chapter a la classic detective story summary#felt like it was a perfect way to close things out. considering its an atsushi chapter#asdjfaldjf;lasdklf;jasdl;kjfl;aksjdf
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not negating that chris eccleston had a bad time on dw and rightfully wouldn't want to work with that team again for his own sake (minus billie i assume), but i have reservations about people in fandom jumping on the "yeah rtd is a dick who's incredibly hated in television actually, it's just a big secret," train when i have never heard anything to that effect outside of this working relationship that ended poorly and that as far as im aware rtd has never spoken about, so it's still a relatively private affair (of which we know a scant few details/that rtd didn't stick up for eccleston when he needed that support). i mean, he might be the worst guy ever, i've never worked with him, but i don't think the people saying this have either, and i think it's way too easy for people to assume the worst and go looking for confirmation bias, because it can justify their own dislike of rtd as a showrunner or his return as pure "nostalgia baiting" (that's another post). but yeah, if i see one more person go "oh i just have a feeling he's probably an asshole actually and the fact that we know that eccleston doesn't like him (as if that's new news) confirms that" as a roundabout way of going actually his era of the show wasn't that good or that him coming back to the show is a mistake, im simply not taking that seriously. just say you don't like the writing or whatever, don't make up a guy to personally dislike. there'll be another showrunner after him.
#honestly i think -- i hope -- that rtd wont stay on the show for too long and that itll be passed on to someone else#because i think it's time for a new generation to take over generally i think it's been in the hands of people who#grew up watching classic!who for about long enough#im not thrilled about the disney stuff (which idk if that had anything to do with him anyway but i hope it gets challenged)#but ive never heard a mutter or a rumour that he actually sucks and is terrible to the people he works with#but hey show me a mutter or a rumour id be interested#doctor who#dw#rtd#russell t davies#i often see people going *the whole martha thing* and im like... you mean freema agyeman? martha isn't real#did freema agyeman say something? i think that would be relevant if she did 100%#but when you say martha i assume you mean the writing of martha was flawed and yeah at times it really really was#at times it was pretty good especially from a character development perspective#and mainly the fandom was super racist and awful to freema#if that was reflected onset id be curious to know more
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I NEED to get back into oc f/os. I just remembered my old casino themed anthro shark guy. He never got a solid enough ref sheet (or lore, really) for me to feel comfortable making him one of my f/os but maybe I should remedy that at some point. Big Jack.........
#his name is Jasper Roulette but everyone calls him Big Jack#he's a ''professional'' underground gambler and great white 'card shark'#insists he's an ex crime boss but won't tell anyone what that entailed#well... he WILL. but it's a different story every time. always a lie and often over the top#nobody knows for sure if any of it's true or not. but pretty much everyone either 100% believes it or is too scared to contest it#bc his persona around other casino goers is this rough and tough type guy and he has the looks and talk to back it up#really though even IF it's true he's pretty harmless now. his whole thing is ''yeah I used to do that but I'm turning my life around''#which others are skeptical about but is mostly true. he's kinda just chilling#he's a cheat and a showoff and an asshole but he's more intimidating than he is dangerous#and he has way more money than he cares to do anything with (where he got it who's to say) so he doesn't mind just handing it out#he was the first character I made for a little game / visual novel I wanted to make at one point but ended up giving up on#it was just about sharks in an underground casino#the idea was you could play little mini games and have conversations with them#and if you made the conversation go in the ''right'' direction there'd be little collectibles that opened new paths#but it never went anywhere other than some ideas and a very rough drawing of Big Jack (which actually came first lol)#unfortunately I designed him IMMEDIATELY before I got super into Sparker as one of my f/os so he got swept under the rug real bad#sorry sharky 😔#roz posts
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In my constant brain rotations of “why are people in the west so hard on mecha aside from the fandom can be a bit unfriendly” I think one thing I realized as much as I hate to say is how mecha is sometimes treated remind me of the constant hatred superhero stuff gets.
It’s such a weird comparison because with mecha I do not know what the root of it was-and I’d love to know why but I feel there’s either no clear answer or there is one and it’s stupid-where as for superheroes in the west while there’s still a dedicated community the mainstream audiences have become tired of them due to over-saturation, which I understand, but it’s caused such a massive dismal to the entire genre of it much like mecha.
People think superhero stories can’t have any substance because it’s all about fighting and not about the characters- yet forget the SIGNIFICANT impact they had to so much pop culture. How superhero stories were rooted within comic popularity, how superheroes inspired countless of stories, even so far as reaching japan since so much early anime was taken off of western media which birthed its own genre of superheroes. It’s no different to how mecha help started up the anime industry making it one of the most important genres to japans history, yet most people don’t know it and belittle it.
Yet in superhero story cases it’s even WORSE when people are against it yet then go to see one superhero movie because it’s animated and put it on a pedestal and don’t bother to try other superhero content even though they consumed is no different from the norm. It’s the exact same shit when people watch eva and then think all other mechas don’t compare to it, when the genre always had darker, mature and emotional elements, just only a select few decide to canter to a audience who doesn’t even accept what genre it’s from which makes it all the more frustrating to deal with.
I’m someone who’s hardly into superhero stuff even if some of it catches my eye but it sucks to see that the situation is pretty identical to how mecha is seen, that I can’t help to feel sympathetic whenever I see some comic book fans upset at the mainstream audience even if they too can be a little hostile.
#meg text#to clarify I do agree 100% live action superhero movies especially the MCU got really stale#but that doesn’t mean those movies being stale should single out all superhero content when the stuff before is still GOOD#I was in a server that wasn’t mecha but someone was like “I hate superheroes” yet the discussion was just about a old Justice league cartoo#again- what’s so wrong about the animated ones? when they were from a time pre-saturation and people praise shit like spider verse?#I seriously cant tell if this is also a factor of the ever growing issue of people don’t wanna check out old things despite their importanc#*me awaiting the day someone unironically saids the boys/invincible/spider verse is a deconstruction so I can sigh in pain with actual fans#I hope to god that doesn’t happen but it feels like it’s close to why people already say superhero movies don’t have characters#and maybe that’s true bc I haven’t watched a marvel movie in ages but also I think you more so mean “characters being expanded upon”#because… every story has characters… just some can lack dimension and depth… but their still characters…#oh and it’s funny how it’s always these two that get singled out for focusing on action but shonen gets a pass 😑#action doesn’t equate to less characters!! How do people not realize this?#it’s fine if not your preference but fights can LITERALLY be CHARACTER DRIVEN#a lot of them are in fact because there’s always a purpose to these fights! Even if the meaning is sometimes barebone#also I know there’s gonna be a mecha fan who hates superhero who finds this post#and hate to break it to you but I’m pretty sure the super in super robot came from superhero and just not super powered#especially when a lot of the stuff Nagai made/worked on was him clearly tackling a superhero story from another angle#of course mecha isn’t entirely a superhero genre since we have “reals” but the 70s robots? Oh yeah meant to be superhero’s#and what I said above I think the comparison is warranted because the downplaying is unreal sometimes#will say between the two superhero’s probably have it worse because mecha honestly is more so “im curious but idk more then 5 shows”#because my god I can’t have some conversations irl where this shit doenst get unnecessary heated#had a whole English teacher who wouldn’t stop complaining about superhero movies last semester in college 💀 it’s that bad#that said mecha still suffers from people liking one show and shooting down the other it’s just not as prevalent bc mecha content is low#it’s not dead like others say but it’s mainly been gundam and people now just think gundam is every robot (which is PAINFUL but whatever)#moral of the story is don’t judge a book by it’s cover especially when that book is actually really important to fucking pop culture
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so i use my "https-chaos" username (or some variation) all over the place, youtube patreon etc and it's my gaming tag on everything. which is all fun and games until i have to give it to an irl for something. then i'm just painfully aware of how easy it'd be for them to find my tumblr if they wanted to... i mean most of them probably don't want to but oh my god.
if you know me irl:
- hi
- i can explain
- i told you you didn't want to follow me
- what did you think you would find here?
- kindly block me immediately pls 🖤
#logic: weed makes you paranoid sometimes#me: nah actually your friends & family stalk you maliciously for fun. 100% real not clickbait#i feel like i've seen a super similar post from... maybe were--ralph?
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I actually survived 100 days in my Minecraft world and didn't die once lmao
#yeah at this point pirated video games are one of the only things keeping me sane#and minecraft can be a real comfort bc I've been playing it since... fourth grade. I think?#so that's 2015-2016#despite all that time I've never gotten too good at it#spent most of my days in creative building statues to cartoon characters in a super flat world#but I'm actually trying to play it properly now#and what I've achieved. 100 days in survival with no deaths. albeit on easy mode#is actually a huge milestone for me#and I'm rather proud of myself#I haven't done much. house farm and croptopia orchard#tamed a wolf and two parrots and am currently in the process of building animal sheds#haven't even breathed in the direction of the nether or end yet#but still#and I'm actually having fun doing something for once#I know. me. having fun? who am I and what have I done with nia?#but running around in this silly little block game does let me take my mind off a lot of things#and that's gotta count for something right#minecraft
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still thinking abt the tumblrinx i encountered a while back whose pinned post said they were transmasc… and also demanded that men dni
like—i’m not confused by the convoluted not-like-the-other-boys doublethink that gets you there, i can follow the chain of illogic just fine, but i sure am deeply wearily depressed by it!
#i know plenty of good men—good cis men even! gasp!#and i just think like. if we can’t move away from‚ like‚ cold gender war how the fuck do we move forward#fundamentally like. 100% block people who have behaved towards you in ways you didn't like.#but like. this whole thing where ~afabs~ preemptively self-victimize by conjuring up the creepiest cishet man they can imagine#and self-harm by worrying abt that imaginary guy jacking off to them#is just like. i understand how it happens but it’s like. you’re actively doing negative visualization#and‚ like‚ preemptively self-victimizing#ime it feels a lot better to move through the world unworried‚ in the knowledge that if someone says sth gross to you: you can block them!#anyway ultimately i’m pretty clearly making this post bc i'm overdue to unfollow the tirfiest blogger i’m currently following#like. yeah loads of cishet men are shitheads but ~misandry~ is so last decade#and frankly i don’t have a lot more time for the cishet women who have bought into the same system—like i have some sympathy but.#these people all get warped by the system into complementary fucked-up cogs whose teeth bite into one another#and i’m just not interested in biting back—i want to leave all the biting behind in the dust of the junkyard that birthed it#and like. i don’t want to dismiss the oppression that births this sort of rhetoric. it's super real and it's toxic and it fucks people up.#but it’s like. when people have bad dads and then are like Dads R Always Bad!!!#and i’m just over here like. i don’t know how to say this without sounding like i’m invalidating you but my dad was a fucking saint tbh#not perfect dgmw but like. a sweet gentle encouraging man who got ground down by my mother’s toxic heel along with the rest of us#so like. actually not only are you closing yr eyes to a better future‚ yr closing yr eyes to other ppl’s lived realities#like i personally managed to have a totally life-ruining mother without deciding Mothers Are Ontologically Evil Actually!#idk. obviously women remain *enormously* systemically oppressed! but surely we can acknowledge and decry that without#implicitly rhetorically closing off any possibility of a gentler queerer gender dynamic?#anyway none of this is revolutionary i’m just like. i KNOW the fascists want to cut off my toes and force me into the glass slipper#of viciously constrained femininity#that in turn makes itself feel better by sneering at men‚ critiquing other women who Do It Wrong‚ and exerting control over children#so i have strong personal cause to care about misogyny even if i didn’t care about it in the abstract#but i just think like. acting like traditional gender roles and dynamics are a fixed truth we can only bruise ourselves on#instead of a human construction that we can undermine and work to topple#is not actually the path to a healed world in the long run!#anyway. beta edition post (thumbtyped & not reread): may contain bugs.
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was looking around at some stuff on skycrypt... WHY WAS I GOOFING OFF DOING THE CAMPFIRE CHALLENGE ON RESISTANCE DAY 😭
#''shut up dante im busy i think i can tank this 100 damage''#god i know i was in uhhhhh maybe strong armor at the time with just my aotd to my name#but was i THAT weak during the resistance??? 😭#it didnt matter for that event in particular but it just puts into perspective that i was BASICALLY new lmao#despite having played since 2 weeks after launch-#my progression in this game is a flat line followed by a 90 degree turn upwards. and another flat line up top jfhgk#no midgame we go straight to lv300 👍#(im still midgame in terms of skill but ignore that just ignore that part-)#chat#sb#i actually vividly remember this one specific moment#i was using techno's perks to do things i sucked at before#i was using the high mana from the rising sun gear (LMAO) to do the race in the park#and i was using the boosted stats to do the campfire challenge#someone walked up to me in the rising sun gear and said ''nice armor'' kjfhg#im assuming they were being sarcastic but. jokes on you man i STILL wear that set around just for fun#when im super mega rich (after i get the pendant and start doing glacite for profit) i will have g7p7 rising sun <333#one day it will be real trust me
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universe of constant spinning, every end a new beginning
“So, do you have an umbrella? That was like, your thing, right? At Claw?”
Ah—not again! He can’t keep zoning out while talking to people—especially his boss.
But… why was Reigen still here? It was late and he always got to work early. It wasn’t his job to stay and coddle his employees. “I—uh—no,” he stuttered, fingers twisting anxiously. “Mine was, uh, "is” broken, sir.”
‘Broken’ was a mild way to put it. More like it got destroyed.
[or, reigen gives serizawa an umbrella]
☔️2,651 words | serirei☔️
#corey writes:)#HOLY TRASH#no guys last year i challenged myself to write and post one fic a month so that i made sure i was still taking time to do what i enjoy#and not lose myself to school work right? aND I DID IT!!! so i challenged myself AGAIN this year and none of the stuff i've been working on#is fully done and i had time so i started this last night and worked on this on my down time during student teaching and when i got home!#this prolly isn't Great but it's short and something i've been thinking about since the minute i finished s2 sooooooo#and the brainrot has been SO real and actually tbh i'm pretty surprised that the fic i wrote isn't r.itsu centric lol but this idea would#NOT leave my head and i knew it wouldn't get super long like all of my r.itsu and kiddo ideas ijuhbgfvbhyuio#mp100#mob psycho 100#serirei#serizawa katsuya#reigen arataka#mp100 fanfic#serirei fanfic#guys it's about the m.lb umbrella scene okay#idk maybe this has been done before but also i. do not care because Feelings and i diD IT even tho its at the last minute lol#oops i need to shower i'm teaching all day tomorrow and my supervisor is coming to observe me ahhhhh send good thoughts pls jiuhygtfghuijoiu#okayyyyy i'll stop now i ramble when i am sleepy or nervous and i am Both i just don't want this fic to be bad but ig i panic a bit before#posting any fic haha gonna go shower now MWAH love y'all <333
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