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jacks-wack-attack · 2 years ago

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I don’t have words right now. The Winchesters finale just gave me so much joy and comfort and I am overflowing with emotions right now.

When Dean came on screen (looking gorgeous may I just say) I stopped breathing. Not even five minutes in, and I was a goner. Then they showed Bobby and I screamed loud enough to wake my neighbor. But then, Baby was brought back - I saw her show up on screen and I teared up, I was so happy. AND THEN MY BABY BOY JACK CAME BACK TOO and I screamed again and cried and dissolved into a puddle onto the floor because they’re my babies and seeing them all again made my entire year. No matter what else happens this year, this is the highlight and will bring me life.

Even if that is the last time we see Dean (here’s to praying we get renewed for a second season), that left me with a satisfaction I never received from the Supernatural finale. (I feel content? Is this allowed?)

I’m just in a world of joy and nostalgia right now.

(But also Jensen got Zeppelin to play? Which I thought was near impossible? We stan an absolute legend.)

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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I don't want to regret the way I lived

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #gojo satoru #nobara kugisaki #nanami kento #choso kamo #junpei yoshino #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES #'did you sleep hina' no #ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD #i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew #also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To #he is implied through th dialogue #side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way #pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me #not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap

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tea-cat-arts · 7 months ago

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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

#svsss #scum villian self saving system #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #the fact that people think scum villain #-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me #especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater #heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series #he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters #(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters #like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx #I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes #side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me #i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation #but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years #like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain #the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too #+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu #as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people #another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does #also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be #he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students #and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing #+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this #but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy

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scattered-under-moonlight · 1 year ago

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I'm replaying the first Outlast and Its DLC and I live for the boys notes, Also the difference in their personalities is so funny to me

Miles: I'm a professional but I'm also stuck in hell so go fuck yourself

Waylon: I miss my wife and this might suck but that wont stop me from being articulate

#Outlast #miles upshur #waylon park #whistleblower #ignore the shit quality I was taking pictures of my computer screen as I played #Miles is me here #The fuck fuck fuck fuck one made me have to pause cause I was laughing so hard #I feel him on a emotional level #Waylon was just trying his best #going through hell but taking the time to write his little things #the “the shortest distance between any two points separates violence and ruined lust” one really got me #like babe ur looking at strung up people stop writing poetry #I love this game so much #its forever a piece of me #OT

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moeblob · 1 month ago

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Huevember 22

Brent, the most expressive bard to ever bard.

#my characters #oops i fell in love #i love brentholomew the bard #brent just deadpanning his support is wonderful and karen appreciates it a lot #because hey man brents hilarious esp due to the dryness and she really loves chatting with him #so having him as her support for bardic inspiration so she can murder just brings her so much joy #right and karen probably hype him up in game as a petty rivalry to paul and his npc hot bardtender #like yeah you might have your npc of your crush but WE have the better bard look hes wonderful #hes practically glowing look at him paul do you see the superior bard #and brent is just staring at paul and paul is staring back and they both dont know what to say in the situation #bc what is there to say? i prefer the npc? or maybe point out that the four are literally in a party together?#like sure hb is an npc but paul is actively running around in game with brent and like.... what do you say #brent doesnt actually want to point out theyre in the same group bc then karen and right will stop antagonizing paul #and honestly nothing against paul but its fun to watch him get quiet and confused #chris is off to the side begging them all to focus on the actual campaign - they can hype brent up later please just focus #which is a nice contrast to right having to play responsible adult at the police station #now chris has to wrangle the other adults and also keep them focused good luck!#i love brent a lot im totally biased bc hes my depression as an oc C:#so he means a lot to me and his lack of socialness and his childhood emotional neglect is a la my experiences #like brents my depression and rights my anxiety #smoosh them together and theyre soul mates haha how very ace of me as ive said before #but also i main bard in ffxiv when i play which is also possibly the bias for brent to be a bard in the dnd au #gang im so tired

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basilsimp43 · 25 days ago

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#I legit had to stop playing when Harribel brought up Starrk like...#You can't just play with my emotions like this game :')#I love the hc that Shunsui still feels guilt over having to kill Starrk #Anyway I better see Starrk in the Hell arc to heal my soul somewhat...and have him interact with Shunsui!#bleach #coyote starrk #shunsui kyoraku #tier harribel #tier halibel #grimmjow jaegerjaquez #bleach brave souls #kyostarrk #shunstarrk

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thepastneverforgets · 1 month ago

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the "following evans pace" line from tommy was a deleted scene from the medal ceremony

the tommy bubbling buck scene was obviously unused footage of tommy texting buck that was repurposed for the bubbling scene

and new lou interview mentioned a cut car scene that happens after the cemetery that was deleted from the episode and never released

just how much deleted footage is there? hand it over to me rn and nobody get hurts

#911 fandom #bucktommy #tommy kinard #stop playing with my emotions.#we got six months summed up in like a total of fifteen minutes over two seasons #HOW MUCH ARE YOU HOLDING ON TO

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xxplastic-cubexx · 19 days ago

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Do you think Charles flirts with people in front of Erik in hopes of jealous se- *shot*

Ow ow ow. Okay anyway, it’s really subtle flirting too, and like maybe Erik is the only one to realize it is flirting and that makes it all the worse so when he finally blows if you get my meaning- *Shot in the head*

anons been shot TWICE in my inbox and yet is still determined to get their message sent out to the world .... i would be a criminal not to share ....

#nsft #snap chats #jvEALKVJAKLJA OK BUUUUUUUUUTTT thinking .....#because in my heart i feel like charles wouldnt want to play with eriks feelings like that..#...but anooootttherrr part of me likes charles being a menace ...... a battle of morals i tell you ....#i do think a Middle Ground notion would be charles just being friendly with people and erik getting edgy about it #Attack Dog Boyfriend and the like he cant help it ...#is charles flirting is he just genuinely being nice The Biases Are Biasing....#lke im just reminded of that bit in krakoa where after charles is resurrected forge gives him a kiss #and its written that erik doesnt greet him openly warmly- i mean he gives him the cerebro sword but still ...#i know how erik is he likes to shut off his emotions from others. most charles-sounding-ass tag i ever typed fuck off #im right tho... if somethings bothering him he might not be forthcoming about it... which LEADS to the subtle jealous se--//maimed//#'snap how is it subtle' beCAUUUUSSSSSEE eriks being a little more rough and grabby than usual ....... ok ill stop there i promise ...#forgive me we know how this brain of mine gets 😔

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doodlejoltik · 4 months ago

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my favourite writing device is having an un-Rei-liable narrator

#rei #volo #cheren #// tikposting #// character meta #the crowd booes me off the stage #forgive the pun XDDD his name is too easy to pun on #the way i write it it's not a conscious choice. it's just how the pov character (rei) experiences and contextualises the world #revealing backstory and personality and mindset through narration !!!!#not necessarily out of malice it's just. how he views things #interpreting new and foreign experiences through the lens of what came before...#conversations which read differently to different people.#in the context of rei that's stuff like unease around authority figures #always choosing his words carefully to project an image of competence (he has to be needed)#distrust and not taking things at face value but also paradoxically a fragile and nurtured sense of almost blind optimism #when it comes to friendships. like volo. (everyone turned on me when the sky turned red but it all resolved itself in the end didn't it?)#(what makes this different? / a lot of things. / i choose to believe)#volo [directly]: “i won't be stopped from my goal” rei thoughts: we can work with this!!!!#and everything with Arceus too and his divine blessings and a plan that will work out in the end #if Rei can just... figure out what part he's meant to play. interpreting events as a narrative hurtling towards some unknown conclusion #i am talking about rei here specifically but this writing device is so good in general #would be fun to try get inside volo's head. there's so much going on there i don't understand yet #quite fond of that one analysis post about how volo lacks emotional intelligence and sees relationships as transactions #not necessarily out of malice it's just how he views things. whether because of past experience or brain chemistry #also need to give a shout to cheren my guy who is an outsider pov who projects his own experiences onto new things so that he Understands #(an outsider to Hilbert and N's clash of truth and ideals. life changing experience and knowledge but felt just a little off to the left)#(the narrative repeated again with new heroes. all he can do is help them but it falls on their shoulders in the end)#(no wonder he tries to insert himself into Situations)#anyway tag ramble over feel free to also ramble to me about your takes XD #rei pokemon

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wikitpowers · 7 months ago

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genuinely i am fucking speechless after seeing that art and cassie confirming it as a scene from tlkof like

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lavenoon · 2 years ago

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Into a new day, together

@naffeclipse I cannot begin to tell you how emotional I am over the CS ending - their happiness and chance at healing mean so much to me ;v;

And a small, very rough bonus that I see happening between the first two panels - someone giving Nessie that last little push to accept the affection she feels too guilty to indulge in <3

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echidnana · 1 year ago

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who gave project sekai the right to be impact me so much. to get me so emotionally invested in these characters.

#this is abt dear me as i was back then + new akito event #literally WHAT.#im so invested in them #i guess the main stories should have been a hint at how... serious all the characters were?#but the story is so good. it really feels like ive been walking with them all this way #minoris solo show had ME tearing up #and finding out nagi had passed away? made my heart stop.#the emotional weight of prsk is wild bc it comes across as a light hearted game #but theres so much emtional depth i guess #like no seek no find!!! actually started crying during sakis monologue #confluence.txt #we play project sekai

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thedrotter · 7 months ago

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I have a gift for y'all today !!! 😊 Ever wanted to find a line in Re:Kinder in a single place for the sake of reference?? How about multiple chunks of lines. how about all the little variations that arise in the text with it's many endings, item descriptions, text that comes from interacting with the enviroment, and character info from the menu without having to boot up the game and go through it at long minutes!!???

well i sure did😊 Since I do a lot of fanart and think up my own silly theories and thoughts that need me to reference the game lines a lot, i have made a transcript for it for convenience's sake. A weirdly thorough transcript handwritten and proofread by me including all character lines available in-game. And I'm sharing it with you all today for anyone that wants it !!! :3 To use as a reference for creative fanworks or a quick search for a line in-game, whatever you wish to use it for!!

It uses the english translation of the game by vgperson. So naturally all credit for the game lines available in here is to her and Parun who made the game.

I did my best to organize it in a way easy to digest. Do note that I'm still human, and there's still the chance for mistake in it no matter how much I've proofread it, since I'm not even an english native speaker ^^. But I hope it serves you well nonetheless if you wish to use it.

That's my gift for today!!! Not the usual art, but still a project I'm proud of. Enjoy!!! 😊

#re:kinder #rekinder #not art #now goofy commentary for those who read my tags #i may have spent at the very minimum around 35 hours on it 😁 because thats what my pomodoro timer got to count in sum #but then again i spent more time without timing it as well so. we'll never know how many hours in total I've put into this #no regrets it was fun because shocking fact of all i enjoy this game🫣 (/s)#you could say but michael there are long playthroughs available on YouTube #couldnt you reference that instead of making a transcript #to that i say... they don't play the game like i do im picky as hell they dont show me every nook and cranny possible #and also i dont like scrubbing through those i thought just pressing ctrlF on a script would be easier. AND IT IS JAJSJSJSJSJS #but thats personal preference all in all #and im used to using transcripts for fanworks coming from earthbound. like there's one for the main game dialogue online and i love it a lot #for this game to not have any felt like some sort of crime considering how cool the story and the lines it has are #its also plenty useful for a game you're writing the spanish wiki for #yes i am doing that apparently my hobby became community work since i got into this game #gotta put that free time before turning 18 and getting a job onto something why not make resources just because i can #anyway fun fact while proofreading i noticed that everytime yuuichi was on scene there was a typo because i got too excited or emotional #either i was laughing because of how evil he is or i was getting unreasonably angry at the treatment he recieved in the past #in section 9 which is true end confrontation i was doing mistakes left and right until the fabled princess line scene #there i was bawling like a baby but THE ERRORS STOPPED ABRUPTLY LIKE I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE ALL UNTIL THE SCENE ENDED #THEN THERE WERE A BUTLOAD OF MISTAKES ITS INCREDIBLY FUNNY😭 i was fighting for my life holding in all those typos because i couldnt see #so this transcript was made with a lot of emotion laugh and tears and now you know #now i can get bagk to drawing this is the thing i mentioned i was doing fot a while #content feeding schedule crazy rn

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longagoitwastuesday · 4 months ago

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I have learnt things about Geto that I wish I could unlearn

#I think I'm getting about the same amount of spoilers as a few weeks ago except now I understand them #But like. I expected so much of him #Seeing gifs of that one scene in which Gojo gets distracted because of Geto almost made me watch this a year ago #Geto was actually my favourite character in that one JJK fanfic I read that I mention so often even if he had literally one scene #I know so much of the emotional turmoil and conflict in JJK and Gojo in particular depends on him #And you're telling me he's Thanos?#I learnt a few days ago that everything pretty much happens in one year. That there's one year between Geto's death and Gojo's #I thought it would be like ten years. Ten years of the act haunting him #But no? So it's not a broken teenager who has these ideas and is killed by another teenager to stop him?#It's a what? ~30yo man saying Light levels of stupidity? Even worse perhaps?#Goodness I hope this is not so. I hope this is better written than what I am seeing #Because goddammit I can't do it. It would kinda ruin every emotional scene from then on?#That one scene I was so looking forwards about patting Gojo's back or whatever. The one in which Gojo gets distracted. It just. I don't know #I won't be able to be moved if Geto doesn't work xD #I was fearing I wasn't going to like him a lot because my expectations were big but oh my god please not like this #This is way worse than I expected. Someone tell me he actually makes sense. What's the point of this whole political play #in which no one is fully wrong and no one is totally right otherwise? What is the point of the haunting. This feels just idiotic xD #And I don't care about the traumas and all that. That works for the teen not the ~30yo man #It would have worked if Gojo would have killed him like 1-2 years after everything not like a few months ago. Last winter #After like ten years a 30yo man should have realised this plan sucks.#Even if it's utilitarian. Who is going to make clothes? Buildings? Streets and railways? Bread??? Go have a talk with Nanami please #We have been told there are not a lot of jujutsu sorcerers. How are you going to fulfill all those needs out of nothing?#And even if it were little by little so the needs could be getting fulfilled little by little too #If you decimate humans won't that cause more curses? I guess he's thinking on the long run but still this plan seems like a mess #I hope it makes more sense than it's looking it will make because of my god this would truly be the last nail on the coffin xD #I am being more and more tempted to get to Utahime and then just drop this. This is breaking my heart xD #It could be soooo good and it always almost is #And then. AND THEN. Abfksbfndbfkan #Jen pick me up. Come solve this. I am scared xD #I talk too much

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cuteniaarts · 3 months ago

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Part 2 of my set of presents for my dear @katkastrofa’s birthday, combined with a small belated commemoration of LaF’s tenth anniversary :)

I know I’ve said it countless times yesterday, but once again, happy birthday, Kat!! I hope this year brings you many, many good things, everything you deserve and so much more. Thank you for being my friend <3

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness #Lost and Found #the red lotus #P’Li #original character #LaF Lien-Hua #I find it’s better viewed with the screen brightness lowered a little :)#my first time trying for a background this detailed and I’m quite happy with the result #the house in the bg isn’t theirs #just a random one I put there to fill the space #I’m not sure what the context here is. maybe they’re walking home after playing outside all day and Lien insisted they watch the sunset #in my head this takes place.. maybe a few months Before. so it’s rather bittersweet when you think about it #but I don’t wanna focus on that for now #originally I just redrew my RL week young P’Li piece for fun. it wasn’t gonna be a gift #but then I realised I didn’t have the spoons the complete my original gift idea #so I decided to add in lien-hua and in the process of colouring decided there should be a background #and I’m very very happy with how it turned out #so I hope you like this too <3 #I don’t have time to rant in the tags much longer bc I have to get to grandma’s #but I’m getting rather emotional over little P’Li #over Lien too but I’m always emotional over her. she’s always a small child in my mind #P’Li is usually an adult. or at least 15 like in LaF #here’s she’s what. 11? a baby. she doesn’t know what fate has in store for her yet #so for now.. she’ll play outside and watch the sunset with her sister. completely none the wiser to what awaits #and maybe in another world… it could have stayed this way forever #okay I’m gonna stop before I start crying #a gutpunch for a hornykick. a fair trade off. no? 😁

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moeblob · 8 months ago

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I unfortunately picked up Bravely Default 2 again (I bought it back when it released) and then started over since I last played it in June 2021. And. You know what. I like these silly beans. And then I saw concept art for Dag's expressions and I am not the same. Why did they decide to give him huge fangs in it.

(also I'm trying so hard to avoid spoilers less for plot but more for characters so if you know anything that happens to characters shhhhh. also the expression concept is below the read more so you can see what I mean.)

#bravely default 2 #dag rampage #selene noetic #i only just recently reached ch2 in the game and i may have a problem #someone was like wait how have you not gotten farther in 25 hours #and im like im sorry its a problem i have an obsession you dont understand #and then he found out i had three of the four party members with two jobs capped at 12 #and then the fourth only had one capped but a bunch high up #and then i told him i was trying to get the gambler asterisk and that meant i had to play a childrens card game #and then i had to do side quests when they popped up #and he was like wait at that point you probably dont need jobs at 12 omg #and im like i know its a problem i cant stop it #so anyway chapter 1 took me forever because i committed to the grind too much #the emotions i feel for silly lil side characters ................ its too real #like even the fact that you beat these two up in the prologue im like teehee funny lil blonde guy #then you dont interact with them in a ch1 quest but they show up again at the same time doing the same quest #and guys i am FEELING EMOTIONS theyre just funny lil mercenaries doin funny lil mercenary things #also please do not tell me anything about the game past ch1 because i want to continue to enjoy experiencing it #which is why i have my ask box closed bc its a game from 2021 and i know im really behind the times #but i managed to not know anything until now and i wanna keep it that way #also i dont really know how to properly draw noses especially when i doodle #but his nose is important and i already struggle with his big jaw so i had to include it somehow #and in the concept art it looks like he has a lil stubble but in game i dont see it so im like ... squinting at he

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