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sergeant-angels-trashcan · 11 months ago

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Those things you use to play golf. The golf sticks. The cues. The pool cues but for golf. The golf mallets. Golf sticks. The thing. The cue. The putter? Not all of them are putters. Golf mallet. Putting cue. You know.

#late nyte hospital lyfe #real thoughts in my actual head #its going in a fic #still cant remember what theyre called #golf cue

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honeybard · 4 days ago

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adhd advice will be like people with adhd struggle to get their thoughts organised. also to get diagnosed you need to get your thoughts on why you have adhd organised in advance in order to convince the doctor you have it

#sorry for the vent incoming but #both my sister (who is diagnosed with adhd and autism) and my mother have been saying they think i might be adhd for like a year now #and like thatd be cool bc adhd can be medicated right? so maybe i can get help with my disaster life after all #except the problem is every time i think about the task of calling the doctor i get overwhelmed and cant #unfortunately asking my family for a list of why they think i'm adhd is not helpful bc theyre always like #“idk just whenever we talk about [sister]'s adhd i think how it sounds like we're describing you” & then none of them can give me an exampl #all ive come up with myself if when i was a kid i remember i was either quiet or so chatty that i forget the other person needs to speak #or like i'd try to join in a conversation and many times people would say like 'thats not really related to what we're talking about'#i no longer and super chatty bc i learned fo shut the fuck up pretty quick or you get made fun of but yeah.#i also forget things but i'm also very good at writing them down bc i know i'll forget and make people annoyed if i dont #so like idk if that counts like i feel like in my life ive been forced to learn how to cope and fit in so its like #is it adhd and i'm masking or is it not #like this is always the problem when i seek professional help they find out i can do hard stuff and they say you seem like you're okay #but like. hard stuff i can do is still hard. is everything supposed to feel this hard then? i hope not #vent #anyway other points are my thoughts keep me awake at night (its like loud jumbled thoughts of tv quotes and music and conversations ive had #and also obviously i struggle to make appointments. and i get distracted when i'm doing something boring even if i remove distractions #from my sight bc if i have no distractions i just start daydreaming. is this anything #this post itself is distracting me from work #i also connot make connections with 99% of people i meet socialising is so hard for me #maybe i should just send this tumblr vent to my doctor and see if it gets me a referral would that work

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kavennnn · 8 months ago

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coil ch

edit: tumblr stole half of my tags so i put a bad version of the second half of what i was trying to say in my notes :( sorry

#magic and mystery #m&m coil #this one was actually sweet tho #kinda mad that lockhart's getting any credit at all but what can ya do #i think i would be more destroyed if blaise actually killed him #hhow tf did he actually find the chamber tho???#like what could make you guess there???#i hope that gets answered #cant remember how he found out in the hp books either #think he followed them????? maybe???#but he took too long to have followed them in coil i think.. so idk #but it was an incredibly sweet ending #and i like that we got to see ginny's love for chaos form #if allegory writes another year then that year will be insane #especially w/ percy and pansy now in the gang too ??!!#man the gang is going #and again i predicted since early coil that by the end of coil pansy would join the gang #i believed in her #dad snape is back again and thank god too #obviously the pm is gonna mess w/ their relationship #but yk #him getting his name cleared and not being able to do anything abt it im happy but worried abt him going home #how are they even gonna end the year off??? will snape pomfrey and mcgonagall rlly let him go home #theyre gonna have too right??#also the diary is still in play and im concerned #but for now we have a ch ending on a nice note #ALSO I FINALLY GOT MY BLAISE POV ID BEEN CALLING FOR AWHILE NOW #surprised it took this long and that it didnt address things i thought it would #it was good and it made since for him to be thinking like that in the moment #but i rlly want him to atleast address pansy's arm getting broken eventually

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bryverros · 3 months ago

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the curse of being bilingual is reentering a media that you used to love as a child and some guys have. different names. and the fandom is talking about some character. and im blanking because who the FUCK is that. i dont know that guy.

im talking about the gravity falls pig. no clue how bros called im not even gonna try but it was not That in my dub. also im pretty sure my dub had lyrics to the opening music like i REMEMBER the lyrics okay where are the lyrics what do you even mean

#also i did look up the episodes in the dub i watched in and there were no lyrics so ???? did i what???? make that up????? i cant write #lyrics so aint believint that for a second #they can try and gaslight me that there were no lyrics but its a lie i remember them okay #ac talks #i found this in my drafts and i think its funny i did memorise that the pig is called waddles #yay 🙏🙏🙏#still no update on the lyrics its like theyre nowhere to be found in a version i remember

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jackass-jones · 6 months ago

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Night shift or short attention span for the wip thing?

I’ll choose night shift basically Akihiko has this nightmare based on a real memory where he and Shinji got into a very heated fight that dissolved into like, chaos and angry beatings on Akihiko’s part and his nightmare is a warped version where he just keeps punching Shinji in a blind rage until there’s nothing left of him. He wakes up terrified and unsure of what’s happening and Shinji isn’t there BUT ITS OKAY HES FINE he’s just at work I think sadly unfortunately my man has to work a shitty convenience store job to make some money while trying to figure life out and he’s temporarily working night shifts so that’s why he’s gone and Aki does call him at work in the middle of the night for reassurance and asks if that incident really went down the way he remembers it (it didn’t). It’s kinda dark but has a nice ending at least

#ask #idk if ill ever like. finish and post that one hm #but what triggered this idea was like. the pain of a loved one crying and screaming over you but all you can do is sit there unfeeling #akihiko was mad at how removed shinji has become and how he just doesnt seem to care about anything anymore and its very upsetting #and aki gets really emotional and theyre fighting and hes crying and shaking but shinji isnt fighting back hes just letting it happen #hes just lying there and seeing his friend on top of him sobbing doesnt seem to affect him in any way cuz hes so emotionless #and akihiko just gets more mad at that and thats what causes him to freak out cuz why isnt shinji fighting back anymore #and then you know in the nightmare its warped with guilt and fear and ends with aki being so caught up in his reactions #that he doesnt notice how hes hurt shinji and its too late and hes killed him #cuz id say once everything settles down post canon theres a lot of lingering anxiety about everything #aki fears that he pushed too hard and drove shinji away and didnt notice his pain until it was too late #but when he calls shinji to get the real story it obviously isnt how aki remembers cuz he first off didnt kill shinji #what really happened was akihiko was sobbing and kinda just swinging haphazardly everywhere and landed some hits on shinji but not enough to #really fuck him up and it ends with him giving up and laying on top of shinji crying #shinji kinda awkwardly embraces him cuz what else can he do when he still cant feel anything but hates to see his friend upset #so the actual incident wasnt very pretty or happy but they made it out alive and are working things out now #very bittersweet very angsty shinji is so goddamn emotionally repressed i mean they both are actually #also on a lighter note shinji was just like on the phone with his bf during his shift and aki is like wait are you slacking off #and shinji is like bitch you literally called me??? and who cares id like to see these bitches try and fire me 😤#hes behind the register in a stupid uniform while horrible music plays theres like one customer there #theyre making direct eye contact the entire phone call

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monsterbisexual · 11 months ago

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feeling like im being driven to my execution (its a drs appointment)

#p #also thats a little dramatic but i do hate them so much #i was feelin like well ill be uncomfortable n miserable but its not the end of the world #buuuut then i remembered (TMI AHEAD U HAVE BEEN WARNED)#that last month ish when i was here for an actual concern (n agreed to this physical bleh)#i was told im overdue for another pap smear n like they cant force me into it ofc but i know its smart to do it #cuz i already have lots of anxieties abt what if i secretly have some disease or condition n im gonna die blah blah blahh #but last time it was so awful n i was like crying thru it cuz of the pain which. isnt normal #googling it afterwards i found ppl saying stuff like 'it might be weird n uncomfortable but not too bad'#so i was like well ok thats just me then i guess :/#n anyway i def think i have that condition called w/e cuz ive never been able to do any kind of like. anything in there #not like day to day its a huge deal but for this its not too fortunate :/#so long story short i remembered ill have to decide if ill let them do it again at this appt #n i was reading abt the process again n then uh oh crying -_-#omw now n idk what ill do tbh. def wanna say no but also idk i shld be responsible or smth #dies instead.#n anyway even if its just the super basic physical theyre gonna do ill still wanna become an incorporeal entity thing #hate it hereeeee (body)#its a PA im seeing who i remember being nice some other time i saw her so theres that at least #theyre gonna wanna weigh me tho i forgot that too jeez #i said no last time but idk. kms

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themyscirah · 10 months ago

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Started thinking about the Amanda Waller + Ben Turner relationship again.... fuck, I'm gonna need a minute

#I JUST- SHDIAUDJSHDSHEYEYRYRYRY guys. guys #i know none of you see my vision and thats okay. i will make you see my vision. i will force you to see my vision. i will-#like jesus fucking christ oh my god. its so interesting and gives me so many emotions and just!!!#i know im not making sense bc none of my moots are sui sq fans and also like half of the content fucking me up specifically here is in my #head because i cant stop thinking about my absolute power fix it au but like!!!!!!!#also the fact i have a fix it for a comic that isnt out yet is so funny to me. its literally fucking real though. god knows we need it #may my own content carry me through the dark times (extreme villain waller arc)#anyways this fucks me up so bad you dont even know. someday ill actually explain it #dc hire me to write a suicide squad ongoing PLEASE. i could do it so good it would be so fucking good dc PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭#also like this isnt me shipping them btw. like 110% not that. just to clarify.#i wouldnt even call it a friendship bc like. theyre not friends really. he has the most equal dynamic with her i would say but it still isnt #equal. shes v much his boss even though they have an understanding and respect there #like she believes and trusts in him much more than anybody really even himself. like she sees the good man and the leader even when he #doesnt. but she isnt nice about it. and there is a lot of conflict between them when there needs to be #like as much as ben is “wallers man”--the team leader she wanted from the beginning before rick flagg pushed his way in #ben i would say is still a very moral person even when lost and unsure of himself and his goodness (which is like one of his main things)#like i feel like while amanda can lean very into a “the ends justify the means” mindset in her worse moments and do bad things to get #herself out of a corner ben has like a deep and meaningful understanding of how the choices of your methods and how you act can weigh on you #like even though he was brainwashed and whatnot (thats still the story right? i cant remember) he holds a lot of guilt and baggage over his #actions and i think is able to temper amanda's worse tendencies in terms of that by calling her out when he recognizes that behavior #idk. i just really think that amanda waller and the suicide squad as a whole has lost its way without a more moral authority presence there.#like someone who can call her out and keep them more on track. which i really thing ben is and could be #i just very much am interested in their dynamic and how that would look like as equals and how i think they could help each other.#which ofc is what my wip is about and revolves around #blah #sui sq

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dirt-str1der · 2 years ago

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Ever since i read this one fma fic about an alchemical natural phenomenon / disaster that happens once every few decades its been on my mind

#Listen to my problems #like every alchemist (person able to conduct alchemy) will start to act strange for a few weeks #then they all start to have strange thoughts and impulses. edward came up with the rubberband trick in order to snap himself out of those #trances. it worked for a while but the slight pain from snapping a rubber band against your wrist cant keep workinf #so mustang turns to straight up snorting cocaine which seems to keep the voices at bay but like i mean ed doesnt approve but if it works it #works ... eventually they all start to gather in an open field .. alchemists from all over the place forming a circle ..#edward handcuffs himself to mustang in an effort to keep him from walking off (at this point his wrist is a mess of red inflamed skin and #blood from using the rubberband so much) he fights mustang (walking steadily but mindlessly) so hard that it dislocates his shoulder and i #cant stop thinking of that description ... the joint of his shoulder sliding out of place with the consistent force .....#he keeps pulling and eventually ed is dragged along (he fights the whole time but the call is too strong ...)#they find the other alchemists all waiting for their missing leader (its mustang!!!!) theyre lined up in concentric circles and mustang #walks right into the middle of all those circles. edward pulls at his arm theyre still lovked together .. ed is trying to get to his place #but he doesnt make it in time before the ritual starts with mustang right at the centre of it all ...#i dont actually remember the purpose of the ritual but it might have been to channel excess alchemical energy (yeah i realise that that cant #be it) back to the. earth. and after the event ends everyone wakes up without any memory of what happened #mustang being the conduit for all that power comes away from it with periodic fits of epilepsy ... and to him hes always been like this #... nobody remembers what happened ... even the last time this happened all ed was able to find was ancient newspaper articles talking #about their alchemists acting strange .... nobody remembers ......... ....................

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alwayssunnyinhawkins · 3 months ago

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Idek what to say at this point

#me talking #sexuality stuff #college :)#<- but also not really anymore but im just gonna count it because this is where i talk about my friends #so. i REALLY want to see cam as soon as. like if he asked to see me this week id find a way to fit it in.#BUT i cant just invite him along to spuds plans when theyre not MY plans because of the ''drama'' of it all.#and i dont even remember his schedule for this month— i might see if he can come to the 29th thingy but idk if hes free #we'll see.#MAYBE if i play my cards right hell invite me to something for his birthday but i doubt it and thats okay #either way (and the point of this update): were gonna be meeting uo beginning of next month just us two #-> which will be the first interacting irl since mid september!#we wanna go and see the.sub.stance so im hoping its still in cinema and well be exchanging birthday presents! so. yeah!#i am extremely anxious about it lmao #but i really wanna start talking to him more. i think ill ask him tonight/tomorrow for his number and then #that’ll lead to talking more and calling and then ill be more at ease for meeting up and seeing where it goes from there‼️#im hoping to be dating by the end of november tbh #i hadnt consciously had that thought before but yeah thats where im at #i just think thats a good amount of time (i mean.its a month and a half away) if we talk as much as i want to start officially considering—#us as at least more than friends.#also it just doesnt feel fair to me to hang on for too long if it feels like nothing is going anywhere.#but yeah! still cant tell if this is a foolish one situation or mastermind situation yet but! we'll see!#so tired of hearin' all your boy problems #what if i told you none of it was accidental

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a-sleepy-ginger · 7 months ago

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21/6/24

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Had alot of fun drawing

Yuru camp

#happiness diary #happiness diary: june 2024 #was real tired for the past few days cus i ran out of my antihistamines so i had to use the shop bought ones #and they always make me a zombie #still kinda getting over the tired cus the ones i use make me tired when i first start taking them but im more uh aware i guess now #also guess who got bad results from her biopsy and needs to get another one :)#third time my skin has tried to kill me and third time ive caught it before it can do anything #so its not as bad as it could have been #but still not great to hear yeah your skin was trying to kill you and we need to chop your arm again #also never fun to have the doctor say well talk more in the cancer appointment (cant remember what its actually called)#dunno why theyre calling it a cancer appointment thing when its precancer #like we stopped it so its not a cancer appointment #maybe i just dont like it #it was funny though cus the doctor on the phone was like have you had any other moles change #and i just was like its been only a couple weeks since you last saw me i dint think so #oh also they didn't bither trying to phone my mobile tgey went straight to the house phone #i mean i was waiting for the phonecall since the day after my appointment and i was hyper aware of every sound that could have been made #by my phone #but when the house phone rang i was just like oh thats for me #but then my parents didn't call me through or anything so i just sat in my room like ...?#then later it rang again and again i was like its for me and sure enough my mother call d me through #it always sucks whn you just know #last time i saw the postman outside delivering letters to other people and my heart just sank and I knew he had the letter with bad news #it is funny though cus my dad thought the phone call was spam and thats why they didn't tell me #he was like look at the number its probably a mobile its spam and ignored it #which is what i did cus the nhs number looks like a spam number whuch is why i have it saved in my phone now #so yeah #im not happy about it but im glad i caught it early enough again #wonder if it wouldve been in situ if the doctor i saw a year ago decided to take it off then #wonder how close it was to stage one... guess ill find out

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alchemiclee · 11 months ago

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seeing people debate if sparkle is good or bad for even existing as an evil character in star rail reminds me of the time someone on here was throwing a fit and policing people over enjoying evil characters or tragic fictional stories, either writing them or consuming them. they insisted anyone who writes or enjoys evil characters or tragic events is living their evil fantasies vicariously through fiction since they can't legally be evil irl. they think any fiction that isn't all happy rainbows and sunshine is morally and ethically wrong and bad for existing, and you're a horrible person if you make or enjoy it. it's so goofy silly (in the bad way) and the sparkle discourse reminds me of that bad take when people try to shame others for enjoying her lmao I bet that one person would literally pass out if they saw someone say they like sparkle.

I hate discourse and try to ignore it, but sometimes I accidentally read it and it's so hilarious. I also I want to try to figure out the psychology behind the things people say. like how did your brain even do those gymnastics! you should enter the brain Olympics! you have a good chance at gold.

anyway, I enjoy sparkle as an evil character that breaks up the monotonous goody two shoes, barely morally grey, or slightly grumpy hoyo characters that are still generally likable/loved. it's a fun change of pace. even if she's unbearable and makes me want to punt her ass into the penacony dream sea lmao

(note: this post isn't made to invite discourse. it's just me talking to myself. do Not discourse at me. I do not consent to it. thanks)

#lee text #contrary to some people's belief enjoying an evil or bad character and what they bring to a story doesnt make YOU evil lmao #sampo also drives me insane and i want to bury him in the snow and leave him there but i appreciate what he brings to the story #i wonder how that person is doing. did they ever realize how goofy they are calling all fiction enjoyers evil basically lmao #probably not. they were so high on their horse and trampled everyone thinking theyre the fiction police #i cant even remember what it was about like what fandom or if it was just one person or if it was more people #but its still so funny to me when i remember it. like. the audacity. thinking youre so morally and ethicslly abobe everyone #being unable to enjoy fictional stories because of it. you must be so bored and depressed with life and want others to be too #its like theyre a social justice warrior gone completely wrong lmao

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jacklesraised · 1 year ago

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me, someone who writes/roleplays/etc w.illiam a.fton: I love insulting willy after it's my favorite passtime

#m/atthew did SUCH A good job tho and im still reeling bc my fc for him from the games has been D/avid T/ennant SINCE the first book #i dont even remember if they said he was british in the book i dont think they did #i just had finished watching david playing a bunch of serial killers and went yep willy #and david got cast as kilgrave so i was even more like oh willy #and he's been my image for years #so matthew doing SUCH a good job just displaced my brain bc im like... theres two now #but also like before the whole uhhh #i keep forgetting what its called #the essence of life bullshit he extracts from ppl was in play #i was kinda like 'hes still alive after being squished by springlocks and keeps coming back who says he cant possess another body'#esp when lizzie fucking takes over michaels body in sl then he just fuCKING CAME BACK AFTERWARDS #LIKE WHEN WE HAD NO CONTEXT FOR THAT I WAS JUST LIKE #OH THEYRE FUCKING SOME KINDA MAGICAL CREATURE BITCHES BC EVEN IF WILLY HAD ACCESS TO SOME SCIENCE BULLSHIT HIS KIDS DIDNT #i rememebr seeing that scene and just 'WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPEND'#anyways idk if any f.naf friensd also read the blea.ch manga but like how szayelap.orro ripped himself out of hell to be #even more annoying later on in life. willy. right there #only willy did it entirely in a fu.rsuit he decided to be rude to fur.ries too

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mx-paint · 2 years ago

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#so like i dug deeper bc i remembered this one post from like. a couple pf years ago before i had seen the work it was on #and i finally found it #and these people had said that the actual translation to this one thing #would be this guy calling these two martial brothers childhood sweethearts #and like. they were saying that this was the proof that they didnt count themselves as family in any way #and saying how everyone in the original language must sew it this way #and that were not reading into it enough and calling them actual brothers isnt right #when like. the Actual author has said that specifically for this work people just dont read into it the right way #like this guy that literally kills this guys lover and is the reason he cant see and winds up killing himself #is one of the most popular ships (according to this one person)#and she has made a comment that people took as her saying its weird to ship gay people (when hee novel is gay ....)#when in actuality shes saying that they put their shipping goggles on for every little thing #like. shes even said she doesnt want these two shipped together #(and keep in mind the actual translation may be someone calling them 'sweethearts'#but if you look further its 1 never mentioned again by any party #2 its used for a straight pairing. the speaker isnt saying theyre actually sweethearts.#hes saying theyre acting like schoolgirls in how they dont want to fight each other)#like. they use the fact its a big ship (though its below the actual couple and a fanon couple for the other guy)#....when Literally higher than that (still according to this one person) an actual adopted sibling pair are shipped together #(even translated to their language theyre still called adopted siblings. they know what theyre referencing)#like. idk. its also the fact they use a mistranslated character for one of their names #when the Actual translation is 'chant' they said it was 'moaning'#.they also self identify as a problematic rpf stan so idk whats going on There #its also noted that this isnt actually translated to it in the official translation #like. im not saying those people cant lie. but mame a note if something isnt understandable or in place #which. they dont do #its just the fact its mentioned by one guy in such a way while the actual siblings call each other siblings #and are canonically disgusted by people saying theyll be together #one even offers one his belt and he instantly said he didnt want it even if he couldnt have his li ribbon #this is all over the place ik but the actual work is about how one is purposefully lied about by everyone. taking a strangers word is. yea

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81folklore · 4 months ago

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robin - LECLERC

pairings charles leclerc x fem!singer!reader (fc: gigi hadid + pinterest)

summary fans get a look at charles’ family

warnings a baby + pregnancy (the baby is the entire plot point and one pregnancy mention) poorly translated french, some taylor swift songs are used as readers songs. HUGE TIMESKIPS (sorry lol)

notes we are BACK!! for the time being at least,, sorry for being gone again😣 also im using gigi again because i had this one specific photo in mind of her pregnant!!

notes 2 kind of short but i want to try and gain some more motivation buuuut in my absence from writing ive created a rec blog so i can show you all my favorite works by all the incredible writers on here! @81folklore-library

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yourusername • may 2020

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(im)patiently waiting to meet you tiger 🐯🩵

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charles_leclerc you are glowing mama🌟

yourusername charlie🥹

lewishamilton cant wait to meet the little one, you’re doing amazing yn!

yourusername thank you lewis💜

user44 you are gorgeous omg

user23 i can’t believe charles is going to be a dad soon

user2 it feels like its flown by

user17 i love that they call their baby tiger☹️

user6 me too!! i hope it sticks as a nickname

arthur_leclerc lunch again soon?

yourusername of course art! let me know when🤍

yourusername • january 2021

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our little tiger blessed our lives a few months ago and we couldnt feel more overjoyed to have her. we want to thank those around us for their continued support during our first months of parenthood

tiger, we cant wait you grow into a beautiful young girl and we are already so proud of you🐯🩵

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charles_leclerc so happy i get to be a dad with you🩵

charles_leclerc i love you so much im so proud of you

yourusername i love you charlie, thank you for everything

lorenzotl toi et charlie êtes de merveilleux parents 🩷🩷 (translation you and charlie are wonderful parents)

yourusername merci! revenez bientôt, vous êtes toujours le bienvenu! (translation thank you! come back soon, you are always welcome!

user55 theyre parents🥹🥹

user80 oh im sobbing this is so lovely😭😭

user17 they still call her tiger☹️☹️

user49 im confused is that the babies name?

user17 no they just call her tiger in public, we dont know her name! they started calling her tiger when they found out they were going to be parents and it seems to have stuck!!

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user32 i was listening to never grow up when i saw this post🥹🥹

user47 congratulations guys!!

yourusername • september 2024

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happy birthday little tiger, it has been a joy to watch you grow into the wonderful girl that you are (please stop mama cant handle you getting bigger🥹)

you are so incredibly loved and i hope you feel that every day, i hope you have a wonderful day today and everyday baby!

happy birthday love mama and papa🐯🩵

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charles_leclerc happy birthday angel, we love you🐯

olliebearman happy birthday tiger!!

yourusername see you soon darling🩷

lewishamilton i can’t believe she is already four🥹💜

yourusername time really flies by🥹

user67 SHES SO BIG NOW😭

user5 right?! i remember when yn posted her on charles back☹️

user52 these pictures are so cute oh my god😭😭☹️☹️

user60 actually my favorite family ever🥹

user21 i feel so emotional knowing ive watched this family grow

user19 is anyone else sad charles hasnt posted the annual story?

user37 theres no way he just stops,, she has so many more songs☹️

user66 wait im new what are we talking about?

user37 because charles and yn write the birthday captions together, charles started posting a picture of tiger with a song yn has written about children or babies etc (example: last year it was never grow up!) and she has so many more songs that would fit but he hasnt made one this year :(

yourusername & charles_leclerc • september 2024

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tiger its your birthday surprise; Robin out now🐯

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yourusername📌 ps robin is not tigers name🩵

charles_leclerc thank you for letting me on a song🫶

yourusername always baby

charles_leclerc we love you tiger🐯

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[song used: Robin by yn text: way to go tiger🐯🩵]

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#f1 x reader #f1 instagram au #f1 smau #f1 social media au #social media au #formula 1 insta au #formula 1 social media au #formula one x reader #formula 1 x reader #f1 x you #formula 1 imagine #f1 imagine #charles leclerc insta au #charles leclerc x reader #charles leclerc #charles leclerc social media au #f1 insta au #charles leclerc smau

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ivysprophecy · 1 month ago

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please please please

word count; 1644

summary; turning off your phone and shutting out the world isnt the best way to handle your problems but its what you do. and jjs had enough of it.

warnings; i dont think there is any? mentions of anxiety attacks? tagging @murdockcastleslut @kimoralov3 @arkofblake

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"well hey there stranger"

i turn from my book to look behind me, seeing the boy id been actively avoiding for the past two days. carrying his surf board.

i shouldve remembered he'd come here to surf. i just wouldn't have guessed this early in the morning.

"hey jayj."

"oh thats all i get? 'hey'? no 'i miss you so much'?" he sets his board in the sand taking a seat next to me on my blanket.

guess im not finishing my book today. "oh my god jj! youre here! ive been dyingggg to talk to you! i cant believe youre really in here in the flesh! there. better?"

"oh dont be like that- cmon mama whatd i do?" i feel bad with the genuine concern on his face.

okay was ghosting him out of nowhere awful of me? probably. i just didnt know what else to do.

after that night at the bonfire i realized that with my feelings for him growing it wasnt a good idea for us to continue our casual... something. it played with both our emotions. it isnt fair to either of us.

especially after his 'i love you'. that really did it in for me.

"you didnt do anything jj. trust. i just... ive been in a funk. needed some me time thats all."

"well... do you still need your 'me time'?" he looked so hopeful. how could i say yes? where jj maybank is concerned ill easily fold every time. "cause you havent answered my texts so i couldn't ask you to surf with me this morning."

"... i dont have my board. but i suppose i can hang out with you for a little while."

"im honored," he smiles laying back on his elbows, "but really. are you good? i like to think i know you pretty well and this whole MIA thing was not normal."

turning to face him more, i sigh, what the fuck am i supposed to say? 'yea im just so in love with you i cant be around you' yea that would go over really well.

"i dont know. just gotta lot of stuff goin on. you dont have to worry though. im good."

"well do ya wanna talk about it?"

"trust me jay you dont wanna hear about my problems. theyre trivial at best."

"what are friends for if not for listening?" he nudges me with his shoulder urging me to talk. i really dont think i can do this. i was not prepared.

"youre not a very good listener," i point out, to which he immediately takes faux offense. jaw dropped and everything.

"oh thats just not true! i can listen!"

i run a hand through my tangled hair in frustration. this cannot be how i tell him. it just cant. i came here to get away from thinking about this and now hes right here in front of me acting so unserious while im spiraling.

"jj i really appreciate how eager you are to help me but its really not necessary. i didnt really prepare myself and its just too much-"

"prepare yourself? mama what the fuck are you talking about? does this have to do with that night after the bonfire? i mean obviously it does who am i kidding you havent talked to me since then. did i do something wrong? was- was it bad?" he leans in closer, lowering his voice thats laced with worry and guilt.

oh my god that is the absolute last thing i expected him to say. shit i really fucked this up. and honestly just not true.

"what? no! no jj you didnt do anything wrong and it was perfect. promise," i try to reassure him but i know deep down hes gonna over think this whole thing if i dont tell him straight up

i may love him but i never said he was the brightest in the bunch.

"okay so whats the problem?"

"the problem is that it was perfect," i cant help but let out a sigh before hiding my face in my hands as the words leave my mouth.

god my heart is racing, im not ready for this conversation. maybe if i pass out i wont have to. yea if he has to call an ambulance then we can avoid this all together. but an ambulance is also like five grand so...

shit.

"... youre mad at me because you had a good time?" his face contorted in a weird fixture of confusion.

"no! no- god youre so dense sometimes!"

"mama i dont have a fucking clue what youre saying! how does that make me stupid??"

i hide my face in my hands again trying to compose myself because what the fuck kind of confession is this?

"jj im avoiding you because ive been developing feelings for you and i cannot in good conscience keep being so casual with you and sleeping with you knowing this and i know that you do not want anything serious so i figured id just make it easier for the both of us and just take myself out of the situation entirely so that nothing bad happens and i cannot stop fucking talking so please for the love of god say something or do something because i feel like my heart is about to beat out of my chest and-"

oh my god im getting my book moment. he just kissed me to make me stop talking!!! oh my god hes kissing me.

is this where i kiss him back?

of course i kiss him back!! what the fuck!!? and oh my lord does it feel nice, so so so nice.

the way his tongue presses against mine, the way he cups my jaw and pulls me close to him. it was slow and confident and loving and everything he knows i like. his hands find my hips like muscle memory, pulling our bodies together, eventually having me on his lap. where he takes my hands and places them on his chest so i can feel his chest rise and fall with deep breaths.

“… mama you need to learn to breathe.”

“that’s not funny right now jj. im actively having an anxiety attack, horrible thing to say really."

"what're you so anxious about? i think we're havin' a pretty calm conversation, dont you?"

"i mean yea- but thats not-" he interrupts me while shaking his head with a shrug.

"listen, i get why youre a little nervous to say that, all things considered. but i thought it was pretty obvious i was into you, i just didnt wanna push you because you made your boundaries clear so i just took what i could get."

my eyes bug out of my head in shock. am i the dense one? i mean yea hes a really good kisser and i can feel he cares deeply about me when we do stuff and makes me feel safe and supported but that doesnt mean-

yea im stupid. he all but outright said it. actually he has. thats what started this panic.

"... okay yea- maybe. but you agreed they were a good idea so i figured that meant you wanted them there too. and i dont know- it just kind of got overwhelming and i didnt wanna be one of those girls who expects something huge after sex so... you know what i mean? and truthfully youre not what i expected for me."

"what does that mean?" his face showed a little offense.

"i just mean- ya know. for one i didnt expect to love my best friend. and then on top of that i didnt think id love a guy who was a treasure hunting, or- adrenaline junkie i should say."

he leans back putting some space between us, "is that supposed to be a bad thing?

"no! no jay im not saying this right- i-... youre a fighter and youre adventurous- a lot of things im not. if that makes sense. all im sayin is a few years ago i wouldnt have expected to be here. but i like it here. love it here even," i smile at him teasingly trying to ease his worries. the last thing i need is to say the wrong thing right now.

"so what youre saying is that you love me?"

"youre such an idiot."

'but do ya? because i think you do mama."

i roll my eyes chuckling, "yea. yea i do maybank," i press a small kiss to his cheek leaning back into him.

"does this mean youll let me make you a maybank mama?" his eyebrow was quirked up as he teases his question.

"lets not get ahead of ourselves. how about we take this slow?"

he looks down at my button up shirt i was wearing over my bikini to shield me from the ocean breeze, and i could tell he was debating taking it off of me. giving me that same look he always does.

"slow? mama i dont think we're gonna be too good at that."

"all 'm sayin is we dont have to jump the gun, we both admitted it, doesnt mean we gotta change the way we act or announce it or nothing. we can just enjoy this ourselves ya know?"

"you embarrassed of me mama?"

"not at all baby, just want you all to myself. is that too much to ask for?"

he shakes his head leaning up against me, our faces inches apart, "nah i dont think so. i like the sound of that."

i meet him the rest of the way pressing his lips to mine, smiling into it. pulling him as close as humanly possible. i need him under mind skin, in my blood, you know?

"i do too, so we agree? we'll keep this between us for now?"

"whatever you want mama. yes maam."

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mellohd · 5 months ago

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EMH Marble Hornets AU!!

ok i know im not creative when it comes to aus but i thought itd be interesting to tell the story of MH through EMH’s story? IF YOU GUYS HAVE THOUGHTS OR QUESTIONS PLS LEAVE SOME IN MY INBOX!!! :-]( or even questions for the MH!EMH characters heh)1

Basically its just marble hornets told through EMH, for example instead of “tapes i found” story telling theyd open a youtube channel for tips and tricks on making your own movie while they make their own called Marble Hornets! EMH/MLA spoilersish up ahead

Heres the character correspondences:

Alex-> Jeff

Jay-> Vinnie

Tim-> Evan

Brian-> Michael!MLA

Jess-> Alex!EMH

Amy ->Jeffs GF(so sorry i forgot her name 😭)

“Masky”->Habit(which makes sense depending on the theories you go with for either series)

“Hoody”->Patrick (same as the last one)

Characters in cant figure out an association with:

Steph, Jess(Evans bestfriend) Shaun So they might just not have a place in this story idk

Since Mlanderson and EMH are in the same universe i thought id make Brian the Michael/Patrick of this story, except more involved. Instead of their being a shaun i think id like Brian to just go to MH crew, if ykwim. I did this cause the only other character i thought could fit Brian was Alex!EMH and I didnt like that.

My take on Masky is that hes just a more aware Tim, not a separate being (tho i do like to think of it that way for fun sometimes ha ha). Masky in my mind was in a battle against the operators control and was ultimately trying to help Jay. I think Masky would br Habit in this series cause of the theory that Habit is one of the first few iterations of Evan, thats why theyre similar and so compatible etc if you know the theory you know. That does mean that Tim isnt gonna act all ha ity, just more erratic i think, i havent gone tooooooo far into a characterization(or even a name) for Emh!MH Habit yet

“Hoody” I see as just brian and he was just disguising himself. in this au “Hoody” would be patrick. Let me explain,

Frim what i gathetef through my second watch of EMH and, my first of MLA , patrick is just Michael but remembers every single iteration, hes a similar being to Habit, thats why he has powers ig? Look i havent gotten too far into theories fir MLA the fandom is so dead i never see any 😭😭. I dont want to get to far into theories on other series anyways cause rhis is about my AU so ANYYYYWAYS i think brian would fit that its just brians story doesnt fit entirely with Michael, actually Tim would probably fit more now that i think about it. Oh god now im thinking of switching them again uhm wtv

I think the rest of the correspondences make sense if you think about it a bit. Jay as Vinnie makes sense to me because of boths compulsive need for answers even though its destructive to those around them. Jay wouldnt be as much as a villain in this like vinnie is (or maybe i havent decided muahaha). I also thought they fit cause they both do that weird thing where they constatly have to document everything.

I thought tim eould fit Evan just cause of the whole habit arc.

Alex as Jeff was more of a fill a role thing that eventually made sense to me. I did think of making him Evan and Tim Jeff, and im still thinking of doing this, but i thought the whole finding the gf arc would fit alex more. Alex would still be one of the villains i think. Like i said this would be marble hornets told through EMH lol. I might even switch it up and assign a habit type role to Alex instead and there be two patrick characters who knows!

As you can tell im still thinking this through so maybe mext post i make about this will be more solid. if youre interested to talk about this kore with me(obv my inbox) or i have a slenderverse discord i made with my friend heh tik tok smug emoji. come join if youre looking for more slenderverse friends(and if youre interested in darkharvest and mla especially cause i need more people to talk about that to 😭😭)

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