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wereyouthere · 4 months

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this drawing of gamin without make up or wig and with comfy clothes (thats literally how i dress on my daily life) that i made to decorate my custom tumblr theme

bitch get ur ass outta there (it will look better when i have a proper pfp and i can make my stuff more aesthetic)

#monsieur.png #dont be weird about the outfit he is 15 #those little dots are smallpox scars #human oc #original character #looking for art mutuals #art moots #we can. make our ocs friends.#also this is from ms paint i took out the background on pixilart dot com #ms paint #ah he is very menhera coded #very jirai kei but #in a literal way #like in no fashion way #landmine boy #he is also fashion jeirai kei #but in a #not replicating the black and pink aesthetic.... he dresses in white and pink #in fact he wears black only when he is too much lazy to try and get his shit together #also he is also a landmine girl #he is everything on this world #princess #i kinda hate how jirai kei is now some kind of trend when it should be about expressing mental illnesses #specially bpd #so based #rambling on tags as usual #can i tag #him as #mentally ill oc #hehe

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godlessyaoi · 3 months

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they could never make me hate u obsessive dirk

#dirk strider #jake english #dirkjake #toxic yaoi #homestuck #bpd dirk #god forbid a boy has a special interest #godlessyaoi #1k

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accidentalslayer · 1 year

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#its always october in my brain #actually mentally ill #actually adhd #actually bpd #actually borderline #special interest

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touchlikethesun · 3 months

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i do think there is something wrong with me because i am realising that my reactions to some of the things that luo binghe did because of his love for shen qingqiu seem to be relatively muted compared to others’. like don’t get me wrong, luo binghe definitely did that like he for sure went there but like at the same time i think he’s so fucking valid and maybe if people just stopped judging the kid for being the teensiest bit obsessed and took the time to understand his hangups then they’d see that too

#literally did not bat an eye when we learned he slept with sqq’s corpse for 5 years #baby boy never did anything to it but take care of it and try to bring his shizun back (and maybe use it as a security blanket)#come to find out people think he’s fucked up for that like okay so you hate traumatised people #let him live he’s just trying to make it to the next day okay #<<<this is almost entirely tongue in cheek #i am kinda making fun of myself too bc i am aware i also do not have a healthy attachment style #but also i’m not joking bc i understood binghe perfectly all of svsss i was right there with him #i should go back to therapy lol #luo binghe #svsss #bingqiu #they just don’t understand his bpd swag #some of you have clearly never had a special person before

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autopsyfreak · 3 months

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this may not make sense, however, i love my current special interests so much i genuinely feel like tearing myself apart because i am incapable of expressing my obsession with these things enough to get the feeling out.

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mr-payjay · 1 month

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im actually going insane how are there so many people INSISTING pda does not have npd. pda has like the Most textbook npd i have ever seen on a character It's Okay for someone to have npd guys it doesn't make you Evil and Fucked Up

#juice.txt #osc #tpot #pda tpot #pda is really interesting because their npd is comical but not as exaggerated as someone like silver spoon ii #its surprisingly more grounded than a usual representation of npd and is very realistic to the actual experience #i ignore whether they have bpd or something else or not but no matter what they CLEARLY 100% have npd #and its driving me bonkers that some people refuse to admit this!!!#bpd isn't 'better' or more 'forgivable' than npd #it annoys me to see it used as a Nicer more Tolerable replacement #that is Ableism #anyway. guy with a special interest in psychology and hyperfixation on npd

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cluster-b-culture-is · 8 days

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cluster b culture is feeling absolutely directionless and unmotivated without your special person

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#cluster b culture is #cluster b #anonymous #mod orange #bpd #npd #aspd #hpd #special person

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honeypleasejustkillme · 2 years

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baby i can overthink things you’ve never even thought of in your life

#it’s my special talent :)#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #actually borderline #bpd problems #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #bpd mood #bpd favorite person #bpd vent

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funstyle · 1 year

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the truth about being really mentally ill is that generally you dont want people to know unless it's 1. truly neccessary 2. funny 3. internet (doesnt count)

#i can post Bpd Princess Moments on here bc it's my special diary but god forbid i tell someone in real life that im struggling #is anyone else getting recommended a bunch of horrible shit under this. wtf

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yuri-for-businesswomen · 6 months

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im not autistic but i believe in their beliefs (because i share like 80 % of symptoms typical for autistic women with yall)

#overstimulation? check #bursts of anger? check #overwhelmed in social situations and needing a lot of downtime in my safe space? having comfort people? check #seeming ‚weird‘ to other people? check #always feeling like i dont fit in with the girls? check #overly excited over small things? check #sensory issues? check #never knowing when its my turn to talk in conversation? check #people reacting weirdly when i interject in conversations? check #monologueing about my special interests? check #special talent? semi check because i dont think im that good at drawing but i used to get in trouble in school for drawing too much #often say inappropriate/inappropriately frank and honest things unintentionally? check #extremely analytical thinking especially regarding social relationships but unable to make me less weird? check #having been the odd one in my family and school and at work all my life? check #having specific rules how everything has to be done? needing rituals and structure and a controlled environment? check #social anxiety as a result? CHECK #the list goes on…#its the adhd/bpd mix i think #personal

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bpd-culture-is · 8 months

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bpd culture is blocking anybody who says anything bad about your fp, NO MATTER WHAT IT IS

"they seem cool, but personally I don't-" blocked.

"wow, (hinting at something negative)" blocked.

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#id go so far as to say also with things i particularly like #if me and my fp watched a show and you talk bad about it ill block you #because its special. fp special.#bpd #cluster b #bpd culture is #borderline pd #borderline #actually borderline

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mobblespsycho100 · 3 months

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kabru as a pwnpd headcanon is genuinely so iconic that man rlly is odysseus' hubristic tendencies made manifest tbh . . .

#/silly #i love projecting my own npd to him but like he was born cluster beautiful personality disorder #the way he kind of has an ''off'' switch when he can just #turn off both rationality and like gets driven only by pure instinct as a survival response #it's genuinely fascinating #sash talks #dunmeshi #kabru of utaya #genuinely . npd and dp/dr and ocd coding with him is strong.#like everyone knows hes gotta be autistic #but like his whole flavor of ptsd and childhood trauma specifically #makes him so complex . in terms of personality disorderism.#like ppl talk abt how he ' metagames ' social interaction sm because he thinks if he can do it in that lense #it'd be easier for him #genuinely anthropology / sociology special interest #the stims / gesturing #but he also reminds me a lot of like. reigen arataka who def has autism + adhd + npd #where he like . puts ppl on a certain standard / criteria that he judges #the way he's so prideful of his ability to judge other ppl.#and the way he crashes and goes back and forth when he learns he's wrong #the way his disappointment drives him to compromise #the way he's like. that #he's so npd coded it drives me crazy that only a couple ppl mention it #even though it serves as like a great point of comparison #to laios' sometimes self-centered yet low self-esteem !#and to mithrun with his npd and his current lack of drive due to the (redacted) 3 #like !! this man ( kabru ) is genuinely so full of . neuroses #npd + autism + ocd + gemini (lol) + osdd possibly (dissociative disorders in general) + bpd #he could even have aspd or hpd swag but i can't say much on that #unless i get peer reviewed by the fellow cluster b with aspd or hpd ahaha

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ametistapp · 6 months

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Want to be part of a group blog on how to write neurodivergent characters?

[Large text: "Want to be part of a group blog on how to write neurodivergent characters?"]

I've found Tumblr blogs on writing physically disabled and POC characters, but nothing specifically for neurodivergence.

Maybe there is something I just haven't found yet, but even if so, I think the most resources the better.

So, hi! I'm Amethyst — amateur writer and neurodivergent, and now looking for people to help me out with this project.

I could try this on my own, but I would rather have other neurodivergents with me (especially with different conditions from mine)

Does anyone want to help me make a change?

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eclaire-went-bam · 6 months

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something really funny to me about my mom really thinking i wanted to become a therapist because i'm taking psychology & have like 2-3 psych books

i would genuinely be The Worst therapist i simply wouldn't be able to care about any of my patients . i would believe i am better than my patients . it would be a circus .

#cluster b #npd #bpd #i just have a special interest in psychiatry. sociology mostly. i'm Only in this class for the sociology #even then i disagree with a lot of things in psychiatry #have been dealing with mental health systems since i was 9 and all it has done is make me absolutely despise it all #i get the feeling she thinks i'm a “i'm so inspired by the treatment i've recieved that i'm gonna pursue this career path!!” on the contrary #i feel like if i became a therapist it'd be a moral failing on my end because of how much i've hated this system #if i became a therapist i would hate every minute of it for numerous different reasons #it's saying a lot to say ive never once considered becoming a therapist when i consider everything else from animation to archaeology #also when i say i have “low empathy” i don't mean “oh i can feel empathy in multiple situations it's just a very minor amount” i mean #that it's rare for me to have empathy. i cannot even reliably experience empathy with my ep or fp and when i do it's usually very minor #i'd be better suited as a brain surgeon before being in charge of somebody's mental health 💀💀💀

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jewel-tism · 4 months

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For my birthday, I asked for a Plushie Dreadful, and I'm SO excited!! The prompt I gave was "whatever feels the most supportive" because they all look wonderful to me and considering my many, MANY disabilities I think it would be really cool to see what others think is most prevalent for me. I'm kinda hoping it's the autism one because I really struggle with handling my autism lately, but tbh any of them would be AMAZING!!

Edit: Yes, I will be updating on my birthday with pictures of which one it is. If they actually got me one, because it is the one and only thing I asked for this year🐰

#plushie #plushie dreadfuls #actually audhd #actually autistic #actually adhd #actually disabled #actually bpd #actually bipolar #insomniac #special interest

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dixondean · 2 years

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*watches new show* oh...guess this is all I will be talking about for the next ten years

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