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hey, how are you? you said you got sick again, hope you're feeling better!
I‘m well now, thank you for asking, anon 🫂
I just don’t feel like participating in fandom stuff too much lately like I keep up with news but don’t expect me to be around tomorrow, I also deleted tiktok, logged out of twitter etc. I can’t be bothered like I’m already stressed out and depressed enough on top of everything lol
#I’ve been watching anime and discussing those on discord#it’s not too bad when the shows are very niche#like the fandoms are very chill#which I’m glad#I also binged 38 (very long) chapters of a manga in one day and it was the most unproductive but joyous thing I’ve done in a while sksjsk#sounds sad but whatever#I had fun#also everything surrounding this man lately has been not worth my energy#especially if the announcement is what it is rumored to be#very unserious
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okay the whole vase is great but something about Helen sitting on Aphrodite's lap as she wraps one arm around her shoulder and brushes her leg with her hand, staring into her eyes like that... as she is persuading Helen to go with Paris (while Peitho aka persuasion stands behind them) is so incredibly iconic.
and gay. toxic yuri, if you will.
#helen of sparta#aphrodite#greek mythology#greek vase#not pictured is nemesis pointing at them in outrage#(which is the only time so far i've found helen + nemesis together on a vase... I think about that all the time ToT its all so SAD)#anyway. I consider aphrodite labelling helen as 'the most beautiful woman in the world' to be her opinion. of course she's-#- the goddess of beauty/love so that's sounds obvious but. also consider... it's *her* opinion. aka her choice who she finds hot.#aka sapphic gay lesbian yuri whatever you want to call it helen x aphrodite is real and alive and there's nothing you can do to stop it#none of this 'they were really good friends' helen's sitting in a goddess' lap ffs. have you even read the iliad book 3?? read it again.#it's actually called the yuriliad. bet you didn't know that huh /j#i'll stop rambling (for now)#edit: im looking at these tags a day later and wow i really went for it huh. anyway i'm keeping them it's all true 🧡🤍🩷
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i can feel the sound of your breath
#kazukaoru#kiryu kazuma#kaoru sayama#yakuza#like a dragon#my art#i made myself sad but ouuughhh whatever#sound of breath is such a good song fuckhh
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CAHster sugar
[Video transcript:
Phil: (American accent) 110 grams of caster sugar!
Dan: (overemphasized Southern English accent) Cah-ster sugar.
Phil: (thick Northern English accent) It's pure cane caster sugar!
Dan: (Southern English) It's pronounced cah-ster sugar.
/End of transcript.]
#baby seasons change or fuckin whatever#dan and phil#dnp#dan and phil baking#phan#phan parallels#myclips#im obsessed w how dan sounds exactly the same#dan and phil games#how to make christmas cookies#halloween baking slime and sadness cinnamon rolls#amazingphil#daniel howell#danisnotonfire
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Wuh oh (Patreon)
Bonus:
The novel experience of being crushed by a giant rock, a visual metaphor
#Doodles#ISaT#Siffrin#Loop#Yaaaay suffering <3 <3 <3#Lol#Starting with a cute practice Sif to get used to drawing them a bit more they're so cute what the heck#He's so shaped I love that for him and about him#Crisp design very nice#Sif really is the embodiment of ''Ignorance is bliss'' and being so maladjusted about it :'D#His memory issues make the me a sad#Ironically I try not to think about it too hard or else I'll get Really sad lol#Memory is the foundation of individual personhood! It's such a tragedy weh#Him brushing things off by falling back into his issues is just so agh Sif no you deserve better!#Some sillies lol I never know if I should give content warnings for these kinds of jokes - I don't make them often!#Loop's line in the Jello streams is So good I couldn't not lol#Happy Wednesday fr btw lol yes I did do that on purpose#The last one agh the red and like - can we talk about Sif (and Loop's and Odile's) specific portraits where their hands do the spark thing??#I always forget how art can be Whatever and that overlapping/removing lineart to imply shapes and movement and just jfdslafd#It's so cool I love it so much it's very inspiring#The bonus is mostly a joke lol - again while watching the Jello streams Lenti was talking about how much she relates to Sif#And I was privately like ''Haha thank goodness I don't relate to him! Couldn't be me!'' And Then#It's fine lol I'm aware of my overlapping issues - I fall more on the Isa side of ''Sounds fake but okay'' but yeah.....yeahhhh lol#As long as I don't get trapped in a time loop about it! Poor Sif haha
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i would really like to see people appreciate beau's growth and character arc more without trying to convince newcomers that "she'll get better eventually just you wait" implying she was such an unbearable character you have to make yourself sit through her scenes. i assure you, she wasn't
#you may like or dislike any character for whatever reason mind you! i'm not arguing with that!#but her flaws are so blown out of proportion in fandom while other characters' flaws aren't treated this way at all#and i'm yet to see someone saying that caleb gets better later on. or that veth does. maybe this is also a thing i don't know#but it surely doesn't happen under all relatively popular content centered around them#also beau surely wasn't the only one guilty of being rude and picking fights at the beginning of the campaign. this is just. not true.#the way she's usually referred to as the least cooperative member of m9#and she wasn't the one who got threatened with a sword for putting the whole party's lives in danger for her own interests. is interesting#this just. makes me sad. i really don't get why people who like her adopt that misconception invented by people who openly disliked her#and sound like they feel guilty for enjoying her character and have to beg other people to give her a chance#i got into m9 with little to none exposure to fandom opinions and honestly. it was really surprising to find out she upsets people that muc#critical role#beauregard lionett#the mighty nein
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“You've changed.”
ARCANE S02E03 & STAR WARS: EPISODE III - REVENGE OF THE SITH
#maybe these last ones only makes sense in my head but whatever#both padme and vi had already seen the bad side of their lovers and glimpses of what they were capable of but ignored it#they reach for them one last time in theses scenes. both still not wanting to see the truth and with hope that things can still work out#and then they finally have the sad realization and it's over.#they make me sick#all of them!#how cait was freaking out and even crying (i think)#how insane anakin looks and sounds#how shocked vi was like she don't know the woman in front of her#how padme looks so sad that you can see in her eyes the broken heart#and none of that was enough#and i wonder if a little part of vi didn't want to just beg cait to run away with her like padme did it even tho both knew the answer#...#caitlyn kiramman#anakin skywalker#vi#padme amidala#caitvi#anidala#star wars#revenge of the sith#rots#arcane#season 2#parallels#arcane x star wars
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I wish people understood this thing called hiding your feelings. Like holy shit
You hate proshippers? Censorship is dangerous, bud.
You are a proshipper? Write your weird shit in your diary, not ao3
You're a radfem? Harassing trans people online isn't going to make women any more equal, girl. Go vote or something
Youre an ed blog? Sounds like it sucks. Maybe it can suck privately. The only reason people read your posts are to trigger themselves
You have a sh blog? Cool, don't post about it! Same as before. The only reason people like your content is because they're triggering themselves
Youre a drug addict? Go to rehab, not to tumblr.
You have weird kinks? Cool. I think the only person who needs to know that is the person you're fucking though
I wish ppl online could just fuck off and bottle up their issues and opinions like everyone else, but since that's impossible, I won't do it, either.
Stop being weird online. Do it in your diary. Or, better yet, therapy.
#I'm being a hater sorry#You actually don't have to listen to me#Literally do whatever you want#I'm just a bitch#Like does this piss me off? Yeah#Deeply#But also like#I'm not a cop#I thought that was obvious#I really didn't think I'd have to add a disclaimer of “hey sorry I'm just a bitch you dont have to listen to me” on a post about hiding you#Emotions and being repressed and sad forever but#I guess my tone made it sound like I'll personally hit anyone who does this with a baseball bat#Anyways
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Guys what if Soap's skull mask is red because he wants the enemies to focus their fire on him?
Like he's a Sergeant, he has people under his command, under his protection, we've seen him focus on saving people in that first mission, I think he's very protective.
I also think he's not very careful with his own well being, unconsciously thinks of himself as less important than everyone around him.
So what if he spray paints that mask bright red to make sure that if anyone there is spotted and shot it will be him? And if he's hurt, or dead, but everyone else is fine, then he's happy with that.
I dunno, I think unearthed trauma suits him. And I think it's funny that Soap's way of dealing with it is by being self-sacrificial, and Ghost way of dealing with it is the exact opposite, unconsciously leaving people behind if there's the slightest chance of them being dead because he can't stop or he's gonna die too (and he can't be back in a coffin and fire's a no go also so he just can't die period), and then being so deeply overwhelmed with guilt that it sends him in a spiral...
Makes for quite a funny couple dynamic... And honestly I don't even think Price would say much about it because you know he's just as fucked up and if he recognizes that they're fucked up then he has to acknowledge that he is too and he's barely hanging on as it is, but he can't break because what's gonna happen to his kids if he does?
I think in this case it's a job for Laswell, she's fucked up as well but has a very comforting wife and a therapist, so she's working on herself at least.
#cod mw2#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#captain john price#kate laswell#ghostsoap#soapghost#honestly if they go the way of the original games and kill someone just go all the way and kill them all#cause i don't think any of them can live without the others after their revenge is done#preferably no one dies - don't get me wrong i want them all safe and sound#welp that was sad lmao i dunno how that happened i was in the middle of watching the first ice age movie#is it because it's almost 6 am? does my brain just starts doing whatever it wants around 6 am?
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🍀 favorite song? 🥳 least favorite song?
evil..........
my favorite song from tgwdlm is let it out. look joey richter's version of confrontation did something to my brain. join us and die comes in second because of jaime's vocals
from black friday is feast or famine. consumerist mob song?? frank pricely??? curt's shopper?? pLEASE
from nmt1 is snoozle town. i also really like jane's a car, but snoozle town is just too funny to me
from nmt2 is virginity rocks! very predictable i'm aware. but did you know that the day that sally met her boy she told everyone? everyone, yeah. neither played shy or even coy, too. and, uh, they told everyone. they sat on the beach. it was real cute, man. then sally removed the sequined dress from on top of her suit. uh, the boy leaned in, but sally crooned "leave room!" did you know that? did you? crazy, right? well just you wait until i tell you about tayl
from npmd it's either the summoning or just for once. i'm so tired of people ranking just for once so low on their tier lists i know it was probably a tough choice but it's just for once!! do you not see the tragedy in a severely bullied high school girl with raging self image issues singing (on an empty stage, because she's too scared in front of other people) through the disguise of a character in a play about how she wants to live a good enough life to have a mid-life crisis??? i know it's a change in tone but we also do have the whiplash of as cool as i think i am (reprise) right after the summoning. why don't you care about her pouring her heart out as you do pete :( she's not even asking for that much. pete wants to be cool, but all she wants is to live
least favorite song.... uh.. young at heart probably. icky vibes
#definitely an ask#sorry for the ruth rant it will happen again if provoked#as with all my opinions youre free to not like her. i will think about her twice as much to make up for it#i think the summoning is self explanatory#snoozle town out of context sounds like sally lou who (or whatever her name was) singing from whoville and i think that's beautiful#ruth and richie are so sad to me. the one thing they want (to live) is taken from them#why is it that just because ruth doesn't say “i love being alive” out loud like richie shes cast to the side#just for once is entirely her going “i am living! i am alive! why doesn't it feel like that!”
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Honestly your tags are so fun to read every time, i'm almost more excited for them than the actual post (but not entirely because your art is SO GOOD!!!! i adore it). If you don't mind me asking, what are you studying?
i am studying psychology because i refuse to see a therapist so ill figure out whats wrong with me myself !!!!!!!
#snap chats#WITH. a minor in human resources ☝️ because im evil or something#and whatever character/s i decide to fixate on for the next three years i will also psychoanalyze them I Guess. //loud coughing//#tbh i only saw a therapist to get medicine but since bloodwork is expensive without insurance i dont even do that anymore. sad !#but yeah im a certified rambler if i dont share every thought i have so people understand me as much as i want them to ill die#which is why charles xavier if youre out there you have full rights to my brain .......... //gross wink sound//#why cant telepaths be real itd make my life so much easier. i woudnt have to talk a mile a minute anymore#because i do talk very fast because growing up my mom would cut me off a lot#so now i talk fast in fear of being cut off without all my thoughts being heard. anyways.#thank you for also enjoying my art :] a sideshow to the glory that is my tags i KNOWWW but im glad my efforts are not unnoticed 😌#back to My Major tho when i was in middle school i thought i wanted to go into comic books#but then i thought id lose my love for drawing if i did it professionally so now i do it. semi professionally#on my own terms babyyyy thats right. and if im lucky i get paid to draw my faves im living the dream babes#thats why my text posts take nine years for me to type im legitimately sitting here thinking if i said everything i wanted#and if i worded it right but even then after it's up im like 'but did i word it right tho' but its like 'bro just fucking POST IT'#'ITS NOT THAT DEEP' its as my favorite professor once told me 'youre very paranoid' and he's right !!!! im very paranoid 🥰#ok im done now. see thats why i say Ok Im Done Now its a sign im forcing myself to shut UP#wait not done Almost but not quite i was rewatching 97 to Try to get caps of charles in his combat uniform#and i fear i still cackle at erik telling charles to shut up like PLEAAASSE...... i need that bit CLIPPED#it makes me giggle ... someone remind me to clip all of erik's cameos in the squirrelgirl podcast btw#ive been meaning to do that for weeks but. oops <3 i need all my grandpa's moments CATALOGUED and AT THE READY..#ok i done fr now i have class with my you're-paranoid professor in like an hour and i wanna get some work done before then#BYYYYYEEEE. FOR LIKE TWENTY MINUTES PROBABLY IDK
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something that genuinely changed fic writing for good for me and made things so much easier was realizing that you can just write That One Scene. that one scene from something bigger you keep rotating in your head over and over? you can write that. you don't have all the plot and stuff around it worked out? you're not sure you'll ever figure out the full plot? or there isn't really any plot but it feels like there should be? doesn't matter, you can write just that one scene. add some subtle context if you feel like it to explain the story a little. or don't! make it a series of separate scenes within a story if you want to. that scene that lives rent-free in your head can be written (and posted!) just as it is, it doesn't need a big story around it if you don't feel like it
#jules rambles#writing#this might sound very obvious to some but realizing this genuinely changed everything for me 4-5 years ago when i was writing my first fics#i used to feel so sad i couldn't come up with big stories that had cool plots and all#and now i feel so much more free to write whatever i feel like writing#so many of my stories have more to them that didn't get written and that's fine!#i'm just happy i managed to write whatever was stuck in my head at the time instead of agonizing over trying to perfect a bigger story :D
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just saw the steam description . you now have my full attention
#this is about sonic x shadow generations btw. well i feel like thats obvious but whatever#I KNOW I KEEP SAYING THAT A SONIC GENERATIONS REMASTER IS POINTLESS. AND IT IS .#but im also really excited to see what the shadow levels are like and ive been wanting to see the black arms again for so long#if only the cool shadow content wasnt attached to a pointless remaster of a game i already have. sad !#well they had my attention the second dooms eye was shown in the trailer but i was just assuming hed only be there for a couple stages#but this makes it sound like theres going to be way more of him than i was expecting#also the part about painful memories..... is maria going to show up in a game for the first time in like a million years#actually maybe thats why some of the egg memos in sonic frontiers mentioned maria and the black arms and gun#because they knew they were going to release this a little while later#and they wanted to refresh the minds of people who arent as knowledgeable about sonic lore#also black doom being described as shadows old nemesis is kinda funny. thats his dad that he killed
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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there’s something so alluring about the idea of living in a perpetual horror movie to me. like a time loop. specifically a paranormal one where you could never make it out alive. in the same sense of “heaven is a place where nothing really happens” (from the talking heads song Heaven), being trapped in a story where there’s only one ending and you suffer through whatever horrors are laid out for you (but they are laid out exactly as they are and always will be, and they are laid out for YOU) sounds like. morbidly peaceful. no need to worry what happens next, you already know. and you’ve done it a hundred times. of course you’re in pain but it’s intimately familiar and maybe you don’t even register your suffering anymore. and you’re not preoccupied by your performance in this dance anymore either— it feels like whatever you do, the same events occur, but you’re an actor in a story and you never had free will to begin with. anyways. it just sounds kind of nice 👍
#^voice of a guy who would be fine if he was trapped in a time loop bc he puts so much value and emphasis into the mundane#cro talks#it’s late but i’ve been thinking about this for like a week now. am i insane or is this like. even mildly relatable#also to expand on that talking heads lyrics— it just makes me sad to think about. the idea of a perfect place being completely uneventful—#and just the same few experiences over and over again exactly the same? i mean like. true. tbh#sad not in the sense that i’d hate that if it happened to me but overcome with jealousy and desperation#this is where arguments of free will vs predetermination really get to me. i DO believe in free will. but is it so bad to wish for —#predetermination instead? take your hands off the wheel and do whatever you want. everything will happen as it always would have.#anyways#feeling normal about this. feeling regular#please let me know if this sounds crazy i’d like to know. not that i care i’m just curious#horror
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the mortifying ordeal of trying to talk to people and absolutely whiffing it
#it is not my best time socialising lately#the urge to become hermit is massive#and like not to be a sad sack on main but it sometimes feels easier to just let people be and not annoy them#at least if you're lonely then you're lonely for reasons you understand... but then yknow#even talking about this online can get random people claiming you're whining or being manipulative or whatever#so. not easy to talk about the very real consequences of mental illness and social difficulty frankly#without coming off like an arsehole#maybe someone else could manage it... but not me I think#doesn't mean I shouldn't talk about it though right?#okay I'm not a sad sack that's unfair on me but still. I think 'getting real' about this shit can be a bit of a downer but#I pride myself on being actually very open and honest about things#and what I go through#and if anyone around me goes through the same I am more than happy to be a sounding board for the shared difficulty#the purpose of suffering isn't to be a Bigger or Better Person for it#there's no inherent purpose to suffering itself#but. being able to use those experiences to help others is something I personally like to do
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