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hey, how are you? you said you got sick again, hope you're feeling better!
I‘m well now, thank you for asking, anon 🫂
I just don’t feel like participating in fandom stuff too much lately like I keep up with news but don’t expect me to be around tomorrow, I also deleted tiktok, logged out of twitter etc. I can’t be bothered like I’m already stressed out and depressed enough on top of everything lol
#I’ve been watching anime and discussing those on discord#it’s not too bad when the shows are very niche#like the fandoms are very chill#which I’m glad#I also binged 38 (very long) chapters of a manga in one day and it was the most unproductive but joyous thing I’ve done in a while sksjsk#sounds sad but whatever#I had fun#also everything surrounding this man lately has been not worth my energy#especially if the announcement is what it is rumored to be#very unserious
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okay the whole vase is great but something about Helen sitting on Aphrodite's lap as she wraps one arm around her shoulder and brushes her leg with her hand, staring into her eyes like that... as she is persuading Helen to go with Paris (while Peitho aka persuasion stands behind them) is so incredibly iconic.
and gay. toxic yuri, if you will.
#helen of sparta#aphrodite#greek mythology#greek vase#not pictured is nemesis pointing at them in outrage#(which is the only time so far i've found helen + nemesis together on a vase... I think about that all the time ToT its all so SAD)#anyway. I consider aphrodite labelling helen as 'the most beautiful woman in the world' to be her opinion. of course she's-#- the goddess of beauty/love so that's sounds obvious but. also consider... it's *her* opinion. aka her choice who she finds hot.#aka sapphic gay lesbian yuri whatever you want to call it helen x aphrodite is real and alive and there's nothing you can do to stop it#none of this 'they were really good friends' helen's sitting in a goddess' lap ffs. have you even read the iliad book 3?? read it again.#it's actually called the yuriliad. bet you didn't know that huh /j#i'll stop rambling (for now)#edit: im looking at these tags a day later and wow i really went for it huh. anyway i'm keeping them it's all true 🧡🤍🩷
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Q: You killed someone in high school — what do you remember about that day?
#yakuza#yakuza 0#rgg#nishitani homare#billiken#cw blood#art#nishi ask tag#its kinda crazy how he was just a guy. listen.#i think nishitanis mom or whatever parent was raising him offed themself and thats why hes familiar#with the way billikens eyes went all empty . and like. maybe if he kills the source of his sadness he will survive#just saying#idk if he ever thouht to himself that this was revenge for his sister… its complicated#i forgot to translate the sound effect on 2nd panel it says click
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Ok so I don’t know how to explain an AU in any way that is coherent but I will try my best
This was sort of inspired by another person’s au on here that was like a sort of role swap, but basically mine is just what if Heng decided to go to New Kunlun to make up with Yi before the launch, only to get there in time to watch him die to Eigong, and then promptly get forcibly escorted to the civilian housing area and stuck into a dreamscape, even though she’s not technically a citizen on New Kunlun. And the plot continues as normal for awhile till she wakes up again hundreds of light years away from her home and a little shell shocked from watching her brother die in front of her for a second time
Soo basically the screw Heng over AU because I miss her and want her to be around more, or as I have lovingly dubbed it, the stowaway AU :)
Yeah it’s very half baked.. don’t think about it too much
Oh yeah, did I forget to mention that Yi still gets revived by Fusang in this au?
Neither is aware that the other is still alive.. for a while anyway
But come on guys you KNOW I of all people have to have a sibling reunion in my AU.. I just can’t help myself
#Augh ok I hope that at least made a little sense#I’ve got a lot of ideas but I never know how to explain them in any kind of intelligent sounding way#whatever this is just an excuse for me to draw Heng more#and also have the siblings reunite because they make me sad..#also this is not a role swap au#as fun as those are Yi still fulfills his own role by hunting down the Sols#Heng is.. not much of a fighter#or a hacker..#yeah she has a hard time.#it’s more like a witness the horrors from her perspective AU I guess#nine Sols#art#my art#nine Sols AU#nine Sols stowaway au#stowaway au#nine Sols heng#nine Sols yi#yi#Heng
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Just woke up from a nap, and remembering the vivid dream that I was comparing MelJay and Jayvik to.......socks
Like..Mel and Jayce are like mismatched socks...they work together...may even look like a match sometimes but on closer inspection there's a difference..It feels different...it may feel comfortable, look good and alrighty even! but the fit is..off...While Jayce and Viktor are a matching pair of socks.. they're soulmates..they just fit...they are partners...in all possibilities, they'll find each other every other laundry day (lifetime). They are just meant to be. No matter how much they miss each other or if they lose the other.. they'll eventually wind up together :))
#sounds kinda lame but whatever :'))#zie rambles#it makes sense to me...somehow....#please don't shoot#is this sad?? kinda sounds sad#but also funny#haha#REMINDERS EVERYONE FOLD YOUR LAUNDRY#this lowkey makes me want to make sure all of my socks match#Jayvik#jayce x viktor#jayvik#jayce talis#arcane jayce#arcane viktor#my blorbos#arcane season 2#arcane netflix#Arcane#these are my boys#mel medarda#mel i want to wrap you up in a warm blanket and sing you lullabies#i want to CRY#why is my brain like this
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Axolotls infecting my brain rn ☹️
Au by @ivormybeloved !!
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm jack#jack mcsm#mcsm nurm#nurm mcsm#mcsm au#minecraft villager#clemont_ine#This is my emergency Jurm to deploy whenever things get too sad#WHOOOOO IS THIS CHATTERBOX#actually come to think of it. Can Nurm understand anything Jack is saying? Or is it all squeaks. (Or whatever sound he makes)#“NURMIE OMG ITS YOUUUUU I MISSED YOU SO MUCH NURM OH THANK THE TIDES YOU ARE HERE!!” and it's just axolotl noises ☹️#“[haha. This one's a chatty little thing. Isn't it ivor?]” “WHAT?? NO :( ITS MEEE”#Okay so now I'm making myself sad I need to leave before I do more damage. SO.LOMG!#Honestly forgot to post this oops-
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Wuh oh (Patreon)
Bonus:
The novel experience of being crushed by a giant rock, a visual metaphor
#Doodles#ISaT#Siffrin#Loop#Yaaaay suffering <3 <3 <3#Lol#Starting with a cute practice Sif to get used to drawing them a bit more they're so cute what the heck#He's so shaped I love that for him and about him#Crisp design very nice#Sif really is the embodiment of ''Ignorance is bliss'' and being so maladjusted about it :'D#His memory issues make the me a sad#Ironically I try not to think about it too hard or else I'll get Really sad lol#Memory is the foundation of individual personhood! It's such a tragedy weh#Him brushing things off by falling back into his issues is just so agh Sif no you deserve better!#Some sillies lol I never know if I should give content warnings for these kinds of jokes - I don't make them often!#Loop's line in the Jello streams is So good I couldn't not lol#Happy Wednesday fr btw lol yes I did do that on purpose#The last one agh the red and like - can we talk about Sif (and Loop's and Odile's) specific portraits where their hands do the spark thing??#I always forget how art can be Whatever and that overlapping/removing lineart to imply shapes and movement and just jfdslafd#It's so cool I love it so much it's very inspiring#The bonus is mostly a joke lol - again while watching the Jello streams Lenti was talking about how much she relates to Sif#And I was privately like ''Haha thank goodness I don't relate to him! Couldn't be me!'' And Then#It's fine lol I'm aware of my overlapping issues - I fall more on the Isa side of ''Sounds fake but okay'' but yeah.....yeahhhh lol#As long as I don't get trapped in a time loop about it! Poor Sif haha
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i would really like to see people appreciate beau's growth and character arc more without trying to convince newcomers that "she'll get better eventually just you wait" implying she was such an unbearable character you have to make yourself sit through her scenes. i assure you, she wasn't
#you may like or dislike any character for whatever reason mind you! i'm not arguing with that!#but her flaws are so blown out of proportion in fandom while other characters' flaws aren't treated this way at all#and i'm yet to see someone saying that caleb gets better later on. or that veth does. maybe this is also a thing i don't know#but it surely doesn't happen under all relatively popular content centered around them#also beau surely wasn't the only one guilty of being rude and picking fights at the beginning of the campaign. this is just. not true.#the way she's usually referred to as the least cooperative member of m9#and she wasn't the one who got threatened with a sword for putting the whole party's lives in danger for her own interests. is interesting#this just. makes me sad. i really don't get why people who like her adopt that misconception invented by people who openly disliked her#and sound like they feel guilty for enjoying her character and have to beg other people to give her a chance#i got into m9 with little to none exposure to fandom opinions and honestly. it was really surprising to find out she upsets people that muc#critical role#beauregard lionett#the mighty nein
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“You've changed.”
ARCANE S02E03 & STAR WARS: EPISODE III - REVENGE OF THE SITH
#maybe these last ones only makes sense in my head but whatever#both padme and vi had already seen the bad side of their lovers and glimpses of what they were capable of but ignored it#they reach for them one last time in theses scenes. both still not wanting to see the truth and with hope that things can still work out#and then they finally have the sad realization and it's over.#they make me sick#all of them!#how cait was freaking out and even crying (i think)#how insane anakin looks and sounds#how shocked vi was like she don't know the woman in front of her#how padme looks so sad that you can see in her eyes the broken heart#and none of that was enough#and i wonder if a little part of vi didn't want to just beg cait to run away with her like padme did it even tho both knew the answer#...#caitlyn kiramman#anakin skywalker#vi#padme amidala#caitvi#anidala#star wars#revenge of the sith#rots#arcane#season 2#parallels#arcane x star wars
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Guys what if Soap's skull mask is red because he wants the enemies to focus their fire on him?
Like he's a Sergeant, he has people under his command, under his protection, we've seen him focus on saving people in that first mission, I think he's very protective.
I also think he's not very careful with his own well being, unconsciously thinks of himself as less important than everyone around him.
So what if he spray paints that mask bright red to make sure that if anyone there is spotted and shot it will be him? And if he's hurt, or dead, but everyone else is fine, then he's happy with that.
I dunno, I think unearthed trauma suits him. And I think it's funny that Soap's way of dealing with it is by being self-sacrificial, and Ghost way of dealing with it is the exact opposite, unconsciously leaving people behind if there's the slightest chance of them being dead because he can't stop or he's gonna die too (and he can't be back in a coffin and fire's a no go also so he just can't die period), and then being so deeply overwhelmed with guilt that it sends him in a spiral...
Makes for quite a funny couple dynamic... And honestly I don't even think Price would say much about it because you know he's just as fucked up and if he recognizes that they're fucked up then he has to acknowledge that he is too and he's barely hanging on as it is, but he can't break because what's gonna happen to his kids if he does?
I think in this case it's a job for Laswell, she's fucked up as well but has a very comforting wife and a therapist, so she's working on herself at least.
#cod mw2#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#captain john price#kate laswell#ghostsoap#soapghost#honestly if they go the way of the original games and kill someone just go all the way and kill them all#cause i don't think any of them can live without the others after their revenge is done#preferably no one dies - don't get me wrong i want them all safe and sound#welp that was sad lmao i dunno how that happened i was in the middle of watching the first ice age movie#is it because it's almost 6 am? does my brain just starts doing whatever it wants around 6 am?
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i was gonna spend the rest of the night reading fanfic but ao3 is down for maintenance so i’ve instead been crying laying in a fetal position over my life choices and life plan and how i feel about them
#vent probably#i know this is the wrong time to bring up my hyperfixation but this.. episode has genuinely made me understand marvin so much more#like i really can’t be bothered and don’t want anything outside of the typical nuclear family#i’d marry a nice man have babies live with them in a nice suburban house like nice normal girls do#but i just can not fucking do that#i can’t live like that like even just typing out “have babies” made me fucking cringe im not doing it i swear#but then i feel like i should? i don’t want to miss out on all these normal opportunities i just don’t want to actually experience them..#eh whatever i don’t really know how to explain it. plus i know i just sound like a stupid angsty teen it’s sort of pathetic i’ll get over i#not to sound cliche as fuck but hey i have no real reason to be sad because this is no big deal and therefore don’t deserve this so stfu 💜
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🍀 favorite song? 🥳 least favorite song?
evil..........
my favorite song from tgwdlm is let it out. look joey richter's version of confrontation did something to my brain. join us and die comes in second because of jaime's vocals
from black friday is feast or famine. consumerist mob song?? frank pricely??? curt's shopper?? pLEASE
from nmt1 is snoozle town. i also really like jane's a car, but snoozle town is just too funny to me
from nmt2 is virginity rocks! very predictable i'm aware. but did you know that the day that sally met her boy she told everyone? everyone, yeah. neither played shy or even coy, too. and, uh, they told everyone. they sat on the beach. it was real cute, man. then sally removed the sequined dress from on top of her suit. uh, the boy leaned in, but sally crooned "leave room!" did you know that? did you? crazy, right? well just you wait until i tell you about tayl
from npmd it's either the summoning or just for once. i'm so tired of people ranking just for once so low on their tier lists i know it was probably a tough choice but it's just for once!! do you not see the tragedy in a severely bullied high school girl with raging self image issues singing (on an empty stage, because she's too scared in front of other people) through the disguise of a character in a play about how she wants to live a good enough life to have a mid-life crisis??? i know it's a change in tone but we also do have the whiplash of as cool as i think i am (reprise) right after the summoning. why don't you care about her pouring her heart out as you do pete :( she's not even asking for that much. pete wants to be cool, but all she wants is to live
least favorite song.... uh.. young at heart probably. icky vibes
#definitely an ask#sorry for the ruth rant it will happen again if provoked#as with all my opinions youre free to not like her. i will think about her twice as much to make up for it#i think the summoning is self explanatory#snoozle town out of context sounds like sally lou who (or whatever her name was) singing from whoville and i think that's beautiful#ruth and richie are so sad to me. the one thing they want (to live) is taken from them#why is it that just because ruth doesn't say “i love being alive” out loud like richie shes cast to the side#just for once is entirely her going “i am living! i am alive! why doesn't it feel like that!”
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i feel somewhat responsible for this, even if i’m not the one saying these things. I’m genuinely so sorry.
No need to apologize! It's not one singular person doing it and truth be told I don't think it's a large majority that thinks that (albeit the ones that do are quite vocal). I didn't mean to upset anyone or anything when complaining about it, I was just letting off some steam.
Having a yap session under the cut sorry I feel like rambling under your ask anon.
Admittedly, I do think there are reasonings for people thinking this way. A lot of the focus with Clash has been on the cogs, especially after the 1.3 update. Which I can't say I blame them! Managers were something new and exciting and (from what I can tell) really separated them from the other servers. I don't blame them for wanting to put focus on that because that was their thing. Alongside other things, but majorly when you hear Clash the managers are mentioned in someway shape or form. But as we all know, toons ended up taking the short stick from this. This isn't helped by the gameplay itself, being mainly a fetch-quest deal so you often only talk to npcs once or twice unless if they're repeated ones and the taskline wasn't entirely accessible on the wiki for a while (shoutout to the wiki maintainers. The taskline script is a savior). Which I'm quite excited to see if they deal with this issue with the rewrite. I imagine they will, but anyways. Social media posts would often contain more managers than toons, which I also believe they're starting to fix. And ontop of this, I believe most of the team in the early era of the sever is gone, so there's been some stuff lost in the change. So yeah, dialogue/writing has been kind of rocky. AGAIN- I am completely aware of the rewrite going on and I am not judging them harshly based off of their current state. I'm very appreciative of the fact that they took the time to listen and are focusing on trying to fix it up. And then there's also fandom mischaracterization- especially of the cogs. Forgive me for mentioning mischaracterization because normally I wouldn't really care (I've mischaracterized characters before..especially in my younger years. I think it's just a process of learning an having fun and I hate to limit anyone because of it). With that being said, there's a lot of baby-fying and coddling of the managers. Especially with those who have more 'sympathetic' stories (Misty, Chip, Winston specifically). Don't get me wrong, I like these characters and I can appreciate the story they're trying to tell, but I feel like so many people will hear their dialogue and then misplace their anger. People get mad at Bessie for trying to protect HER lighthouse or at the Elders for trying to keep YOTT safe (lets not forget Winston was there to brainwash toons). Yes, yes technically there would've been better ways to do it but consider this: The toons are scared. Their homes, stores, lives are being taken over by a big corporation that has more resources that they do. They don't have the privilege of waiting, seeing, and gathering. And then people forget that the company has such a huge role in both toons and cogs lives. If you're mad over the mistreatment of Misty or the fact that Winston is still in the dungeon, your anger should be directed at the company who doesn't care. I may be completely wrong in saying this, but I feel like the stories with almost all of the managers is a reflection of the company. The toons are only trying to protect themself and their environments and yet this seems to go forgotten when people start bashing them. And of course, I'd consider myself a toon guy so me saying all this and complaining may come off as "I HATE the cogs and everyone who posts only about them!" and for clarification that's not true. You all know how much I like that little brain thing. The cogs are interesting, their designs are fun, I don't blame people for liking them because I do too. I just wish that the thought process behind so many of these discussions wasn't so cog focused because I believe that this anger at the toons for, RIGHTFULLY, defending themselves helps push this mischaracterization of them as a whole. That they're mean, boring, unlikeable while the opposite is true. Yes there are some, what I'd consider, "filler" dialogue from the shopkeepers. This is just because of the gameplay. But there are some funny and cute moments with them if people would just listen and read.
Which also brings me into another point: people skip the dialogue. I've caught myself doing this before (on my first account. I have 4 accounts total, so I reread the dialogue on like 3 of them). But people will complain about lack of toon personalities while doing this. It's like reading through a comic book, only looking at the drawings, and then complaining because there "isn't a storyline". Luckily, there's been efforts to keep track of the dialogue on the wiki but I doubt a lot of people are going through and reading the entire script. It just feels very disingenuous to criticize the dialogue when you haven't even read it. Likewise, people don't seem to read the blogposts either. This is both from a dialogue aspect and from an update aspect (people continuously asking about hammerspace/mix-and-match under unrelated posts).
#clemask#clemramble#I think I hit some sort of word limit because it wont let me add anymore so im continuing in tags#It kind of feels like people want the toon resistance to be the perfect victim and then get mad when they act accordingly#Fear. Nervousness. Sadness. Helplessness. Anger. etc etc are all valid reactions to their situation#Not every toon needs to be heroic and whimsical. they're scared. their situation is scary if you think about it#they're at the risk of losing their environment and homes.#Obviously the cogs also have their own issues but I always see this brought up when talking about them but the same context#isnt given to the toons when thinking about their characters and communities as a whole#It's kind of weird to me because I feel like even pre-rewrite I know that I can still understand them and justify their actions#and yet people act like clashes (pre rewrite) writing is justifying the cogs when in reality its not#its just showing that cog society (reflection of workplace enviroment) has its own issues. i never saw it as a justification#even with misty. like I never once hated bessie? my opinion of her never changed even after mistys dialogue#bessie did what she had to do because she was scared and wanted to protect herself and others.#id do something similar if a cog (known for taking over towns) suddenly came up to me#PLUS bessie leaves misty alone afterwards. ppl act like she took a shotgun and shot misty dead and it makes me laugh#ANYWAYS SORRY ANON. NO NEED TO APOLOGIZE.#realistically if youre not saying it then i doubt youre contributing#I would say “i wasnt mad” or anything but to be completely transparent with you guys i was Not-Happy when writing that one post#but it's not directed at any single person but rather the idea itself. I'm sure after the rewrite people will chill out#ITS NEVER THIS SERIOUS im beefing over characters named pretty princess sparkles. im aware of how silly this all sounds ok#the clash fandom isnt the only instance of this. ive seen stuff like this in sw before so like. I know this isnt an uncommon thing either#normally id just keep this on a priv or between friends but something kinda snapped yesterday#i think its bc I just KEEP seeing posts like it with those “hot take” posts or whatever and ppl are always so mean about it#i also think some ppl just already dont like toons and look for every. little. thing. to go after them for#like the “youve been drafted line” i refuse to believe people took that line 100% seriously#or maybe this is all wrong and im just a huge toon fan. and in that case i will die on this hill#you will have to pry them out of my cold dead hands before you catch me genuinely bashing them#ok thats clems giant critques and complaints out of the way
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The NPD has been so bad lately sorry everyone . Usually i can kind of deal with it but i guess with everything else rn my brain cannot focus on Not making me narcassistic as fuck so the weird spirals start up from either me making shit up or the most inconsequential comments from someone .... shit sucks
#its a bit isolating i have to admit#i want to feel involved and special or whatever. amongst other things that i wont go into cause ill sound insane#but like whatever. npd will do that#it wont last forever ill juat feel terrible and sad and lonely for a while#NPD so bad it might end my les mis hyperfixation but whateverrr😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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weird early morning opinion because i’m feeling strongly about this today:
i think you should need a license to be able to buy and own most medium-large parrots
#idk im just thinking about how high the rehome rate is for birds and getting sad#they bond to people and get sad when seperated and they live FOREVER and theres so many parrots that get super neglected with like 0 toys#just treated like a decoration#the bigger ones have the intelligence of toddlers!!! dont do that to them!!!#maybe this sounds hypocritical coming from me because i own a cockatiel (arguably a medium parrot even tho on the smaller side of them)#but they’re so mistreated and people are so uninformed before they get one it just hurts#i spent an entire year doing whatever research i could to get my parakeets and I still try to research when i can to double check myself#and make sure they’re doing alright 😭#i dont understand how people can do any less#theyre like little babies. they need love :(
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guess who said he was gonna go to sleep three hours ago but has just been scrolling on tiktok this whole time
and had another mental breakdown 💪
#I'm gonna sound like a sad little gay boy#but#I really wanna see my qpp rn#like genuinely I just wanna a hug from him#everyone else can fuck off#but then at the same time my bpd says he will immediately leave me if he sees how shit my mental health is rn#we love attachment issues here#no but actually#I am like really not okay rn#may have attempted#I downed like two bottles of pills and then puked them up and then passed out for a sec#so that's fun#anyways no one is gonna see this post so I can say whatever#and if someone sees this post no you didn't#but no one sees my posts when I post at this time#can you tell I'm not stable rn#💊} vents
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