#sounds sad but whatever
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
hey, how are you? you said you got sick again, hope you're feeling better!
I‘m well now, thank you for asking, anon 🫂
I just don’t feel like participating in fandom stuff too much lately like I keep up with news but don’t expect me to be around tomorrow, I also deleted tiktok, logged out of twitter etc. I can’t be bothered like I’m already stressed out and depressed enough on top of everything lol
#I’ve been watching anime and discussing those on discord#it’s not too bad when the shows are very niche#like the fandoms are very chill#which I’m glad#I also binged 38 (very long) chapters of a manga in one day and it was the most unproductive but joyous thing I’ve done in a while sksjsk#sounds sad but whatever#I had fun#also everything surrounding this man lately has been not worth my energy#especially if the announcement is what it is rumored to be#very unserious
4 notes
·
View notes
Text

okay the whole vase is great but something about Helen sitting on Aphrodite's lap as she wraps one arm around her shoulder and brushes her leg with her hand, staring into her eyes like that... as she is persuading Helen to go with Paris (while Peitho aka persuasion stands behind them) is so incredibly iconic.
and gay. toxic yuri, if you will.
#helen of sparta#aphrodite#greek mythology#greek vase#not pictured is nemesis pointing at them in outrage#(which is the only time so far i've found helen + nemesis together on a vase... I think about that all the time ToT its all so SAD)#anyway. I consider aphrodite labelling helen as 'the most beautiful woman in the world' to be her opinion. of course she's-#- the goddess of beauty/love so that's sounds obvious but. also consider... it's *her* opinion. aka her choice who she finds hot.#aka sapphic gay lesbian yuri whatever you want to call it helen x aphrodite is real and alive and there's nothing you can do to stop it#none of this 'they were really good friends' helen's sitting in a goddess' lap ffs. have you even read the iliad book 3?? read it again.#it's actually called the yuriliad. bet you didn't know that huh /j#i'll stop rambling (for now)#edit: im looking at these tags a day later and wow i really went for it huh. anyway i'm keeping them it's all true 🧡🤍🩷
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
Q: You killed someone in high school — what do you remember about that day?
#yakuza#yakuza 0#rgg#nishitani homare#billiken#cw blood#art#nishi ask tag#its kinda crazy how he was just a guy. listen.#i think nishitanis mom or whatever parent was raising him offed themself and thats why hes familiar#with the way billikens eyes went all empty . and like. maybe if he kills the source of his sadness he will survive#just saying#idk if he ever thouht to himself that this was revenge for his sister… its complicated#i forgot to translate the sound effect on 2nd panel it says click
245 notes
·
View notes
Text
Ok so I don’t know how to explain an AU in any way that is coherent but I will try my best
This was sort of inspired by another person’s au on here that was like a sort of role swap, but basically mine is just what if Heng decided to go to New Kunlun to make up with Yi before the launch, only to get there in time to watch him die to Eigong, and then promptly get forcibly escorted to the civilian housing area and stuck into a dreamscape, even though she’s not technically a citizen on New Kunlun. And the plot continues as normal for awhile till she wakes up again hundreds of light years away from her home and a little shell shocked from watching her brother die in front of her for a second time
Soo basically the screw Heng over AU because I miss her and want her to be around more, or as I have lovingly dubbed it, the stowaway AU :)
Yeah it’s very half baked.. don’t think about it too much
Oh yeah, did I forget to mention that Yi still gets revived by Fusang in this au?
Neither is aware that the other is still alive.. for a while anyway
But come on guys you KNOW I of all people have to have a sibling reunion in my AU.. I just can’t help myself
#Augh ok I hope that at least made a little sense#I’ve got a lot of ideas but I never know how to explain them in any kind of intelligent sounding way#whatever this is just an excuse for me to draw Heng more#and also have the siblings reunite because they make me sad..#also this is not a role swap au#as fun as those are Yi still fulfills his own role by hunting down the Sols#Heng is.. not much of a fighter#or a hacker..#yeah she has a hard time.#it’s more like a witness the horrors from her perspective AU I guess#nine Sols#art#my art#nine Sols AU#nine Sols stowaway au#stowaway au#nine Sols heng#nine Sols yi#yi#Heng
192 notes
·
View notes
Text
Just woke up from a nap, and remembering the vivid dream that I was comparing MelJay and Jayvik to.......socks
Like..Mel and Jayce are like mismatched socks...they work together...may even look like a match sometimes but on closer inspection there's a difference..It feels different...it may feel comfortable, look good and alrighty even! but the fit is..off...While Jayce and Viktor are a matching pair of socks.. they're soulmates..they just fit...they are partners...in all possibilities, they'll find each other every other laundry day (lifetime). They are just meant to be. No matter how much they miss each other or if they lose the other.. they'll eventually wind up together :))
#sounds kinda lame but whatever :'))#zie rambles#it makes sense to me...somehow....#please don't shoot#is this sad?? kinda sounds sad#but also funny#haha#REMINDERS EVERYONE FOLD YOUR LAUNDRY#this lowkey makes me want to make sure all of my socks match#Jayvik#jayce x viktor#jayvik#jayce talis#arcane jayce#arcane viktor#my blorbos#arcane season 2#arcane netflix#Arcane#these are my boys#mel medarda#mel i want to wrap you up in a warm blanket and sing you lullabies#i want to CRY#why is my brain like this
108 notes
·
View notes
Text

Axolotls infecting my brain rn ☹️
Au by @ivormybeloved !!
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm jack#jack mcsm#mcsm nurm#nurm mcsm#mcsm au#minecraft villager#clemont_ine#This is my emergency Jurm to deploy whenever things get too sad#WHOOOOO IS THIS CHATTERBOX#actually come to think of it. Can Nurm understand anything Jack is saying? Or is it all squeaks. (Or whatever sound he makes)#“NURMIE OMG ITS YOUUUUU I MISSED YOU SO MUCH NURM OH THANK THE TIDES YOU ARE HERE!!” and it's just axolotl noises ☹️#“[haha. This one's a chatty little thing. Isn't it ivor?]” “WHAT?? NO :( ITS MEEE”#Okay so now I'm making myself sad I need to leave before I do more damage. SO.LOMG!#Honestly forgot to post this oops-
62 notes
·
View notes
Photo
Wuh oh (Patreon)
Bonus:
The novel experience of being crushed by a giant rock, a visual metaphor
#Doodles#ISaT#Siffrin#Loop#Yaaaay suffering <3 <3 <3#Lol#Starting with a cute practice Sif to get used to drawing them a bit more they're so cute what the heck#He's so shaped I love that for him and about him#Crisp design very nice#Sif really is the embodiment of ''Ignorance is bliss'' and being so maladjusted about it :'D#His memory issues make the me a sad#Ironically I try not to think about it too hard or else I'll get Really sad lol#Memory is the foundation of individual personhood! It's such a tragedy weh#Him brushing things off by falling back into his issues is just so agh Sif no you deserve better!#Some sillies lol I never know if I should give content warnings for these kinds of jokes - I don't make them often!#Loop's line in the Jello streams is So good I couldn't not lol#Happy Wednesday fr btw lol yes I did do that on purpose#The last one agh the red and like - can we talk about Sif (and Loop's and Odile's) specific portraits where their hands do the spark thing??#I always forget how art can be Whatever and that overlapping/removing lineart to imply shapes and movement and just jfdslafd#It's so cool I love it so much it's very inspiring#The bonus is mostly a joke lol - again while watching the Jello streams Lenti was talking about how much she relates to Sif#And I was privately like ''Haha thank goodness I don't relate to him! Couldn't be me!'' And Then#It's fine lol I'm aware of my overlapping issues - I fall more on the Isa side of ''Sounds fake but okay'' but yeah.....yeahhhh lol#As long as I don't get trapped in a time loop about it! Poor Sif haha
113 notes
·
View notes
Text
i would really like to see people appreciate beau's growth and character arc more without trying to convince newcomers that "she'll get better eventually just you wait" implying she was such an unbearable character you have to make yourself sit through her scenes. i assure you, she wasn't
#you may like or dislike any character for whatever reason mind you! i'm not arguing with that!#but her flaws are so blown out of proportion in fandom while other characters' flaws aren't treated this way at all#and i'm yet to see someone saying that caleb gets better later on. or that veth does. maybe this is also a thing i don't know#but it surely doesn't happen under all relatively popular content centered around them#also beau surely wasn't the only one guilty of being rude and picking fights at the beginning of the campaign. this is just. not true.#the way she's usually referred to as the least cooperative member of m9#and she wasn't the one who got threatened with a sword for putting the whole party's lives in danger for her own interests. is interesting#this just. makes me sad. i really don't get why people who like her adopt that misconception invented by people who openly disliked her#and sound like they feel guilty for enjoying her character and have to beg other people to give her a chance#i got into m9 with little to none exposure to fandom opinions and honestly. it was really surprising to find out she upsets people that muc#critical role#beauregard lionett#the mighty nein
136 notes
·
View notes
Text

Lyric so insane it catapults me into binging entire 4 seasons and counting more
#amazarashi#ao no exorcist#blue exorcist#random saying#sasuga amazarashi#when i first listened to this with no real knowledge of aoex#the song sounds even more mellow and sadder than usual#i feel like whatever anime amazarashi sings for#whether as a whole or for an arc only#itd be some deep philosopical story#suffice to say the YT comments say the Blue Night saga is sad#yea no surprise#what with the “this journey ends with tragedy” in the trailer#so of course I end up watching the anime lol#for the sake of PERCEIVING the weight of the song#AND RIN IS SO PRETTY IN THIS ARTWORK OMFG#like I know he is actually really pretty but HOLY COW#i want to put this cd art on my wall
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
finally watched the latest Severance episode
what the fuck
#severance#severance spoilers#catch me going insane over the numbers thing#like ok. 4 tempers 4 baskets 4 refiners. but also the first number helly thinks is scary way back in season 1#she says “oh god! a 4!” and goddammit it might be important somehow#also. the fucking thing with the colors is driving me insane. should've known the red in the tent was bc helena#but also I was hesitant to outright claim that when we watched that scene because also red when mark. who. yknow how last episode ended#also HOW did irv come to the conclusion that she's an eagan. where did that come from irv#also woe reminds me of ms huang and Im having a Time about that too#also also. as per the theory refinement going on in this house. since the numbers are the people#do we think that mayhaps they're being refined into making the tempers real people?#like because ms huang being woe.. Id assume ms casey is frolic maybe? idk. I dont feel that she's dread and def not malice...#Alternatively the fact the refiners all fit so well as the tempers. irv is woe dylan is frolic helly is malice and mark is dread#like so so neatly all 4 of them fit in these boxes. dylan is goal oriented and a bit childish and overall loyal#irv is sad and odd and ill and was basically the focus of the episode named after woe and had her in a dream and. all that#helly is fire and anger and destruction and helena is even worse#and mark is. a mess. he truly is the most pasta a blorbo can be. spaghetti thrown at a wall levels of fucked up#but at the same time as that. all 4 of them exemplify all 4 tempers. mark is rebellion and anxiousness and loving and grief#helly is want and compassion and vengeance and uncertainty. dylan is perks and suspicion and drive and worry#and irv is curiosity and care and distrust and skittishness#(in order: m.s: m-d-f-w. h.r: w-f-m-d. d.g: f-d-m-w. i.b: w-f-m-d)#((which. makes it sound like helly and irving are really similar? hmm. find ur 4 tempers order personality test sounding bs))#(((mine would be f-d-m-w I feel. confidence-catastrophizing-righteousness-exhaustion seems like a solid combo)))#(((idk. tag urself or whatever)))
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
i was gonna spend the rest of the night reading fanfic but ao3 is down for maintenance so i’ve instead been crying laying in a fetal position over my life choices and life plan and how i feel about them
#vent probably#i know this is the wrong time to bring up my hyperfixation but this.. episode has genuinely made me understand marvin so much more#like i really can’t be bothered and don’t want anything outside of the typical nuclear family#i’d marry a nice man have babies live with them in a nice suburban house like nice normal girls do#but i just can not fucking do that#i can’t live like that like even just typing out “have babies” made me fucking cringe im not doing it i swear#but then i feel like i should? i don’t want to miss out on all these normal opportunities i just don’t want to actually experience them..#eh whatever i don’t really know how to explain it. plus i know i just sound like a stupid angsty teen it’s sort of pathetic i’ll get over i#not to sound cliche as fuck but hey i have no real reason to be sad because this is no big deal and therefore don’t deserve this so stfu 💜
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
i love having bpd bc ill feel rejected for the dumbest most nonsensical shit in the universe and know that if i open my mouth to ask for reassurance i'll sound like a disgusting clingy hysteric and have to just sit there biting off my own tongue and swallowing it. because my brain is broken and makes me think people hate me and tries to get me mad at them over shit like the punctuation in their texts or whatever. and also society believes i am biologically evil because of this
#im not upset over punctuation but whats been bothering me IS literally too stupid to voice without sounding entitled at best#so im just smiling beatifically and trying to overcome my apparent essentialized evil or whatever#being cluster b is so fucking awesomeeeee (sarcasm)#the most frustrating part is like if i was sane i would be able to just ask for reassurance but im not <3#so im categorically not allowed to do so no matter how upset i am bc its never enough when you have beautiful princess disorder#so like i actually have to be disallowed from comfort normal people get to function without being a problem for others#and i feel bad for feeling deprived in the first place!! how Entitled of you to feel sad#when whenever you feel insecure you have to go into solitary lest you become an annoying bitch
7 notes
·
View notes
Note
🍀🥳
🍀 favorite song? 🥳 least favorite song?
evil..........
my favorite song from tgwdlm is let it out. look joey richter's version of confrontation did something to my brain. join us and die comes in second because of jaime's vocals
from black friday is feast or famine. consumerist mob song?? frank pricely??? curt's shopper?? pLEASE
from nmt1 is snoozle town. i also really like jane's a car, but snoozle town is just too funny to me
from nmt2 is virginity rocks! very predictable i'm aware. but did you know that the day that sally met her boy she told everyone? everyone, yeah. neither played shy or even coy, too. and, uh, they told everyone. they sat on the beach. it was real cute, man. then sally removed the sequined dress from on top of her suit. uh, the boy leaned in, but sally crooned "leave room!" did you know that? did you? crazy, right? well just you wait until i tell you about tayl
from npmd it's either the summoning or just for once. i'm so tired of people ranking just for once so low on their tier lists i know it was probably a tough choice but it's just for once!! do you not see the tragedy in a severely bullied high school girl with raging self image issues singing (on an empty stage, because she's too scared in front of other people) through the disguise of a character in a play about how she wants to live a good enough life to have a mid-life crisis??? i know it's a change in tone but we also do have the whiplash of as cool as i think i am (reprise) right after the summoning. why don't you care about her pouring her heart out as you do pete :( she's not even asking for that much. pete wants to be cool, but all she wants is to live
least favorite song.... uh.. young at heart probably. icky vibes
#definitely an ask#sorry for the ruth rant it will happen again if provoked#as with all my opinions youre free to not like her. i will think about her twice as much to make up for it#i think the summoning is self explanatory#snoozle town out of context sounds like sally lou who (or whatever her name was) singing from whoville and i think that's beautiful#ruth and richie are so sad to me. the one thing they want (to live) is taken from them#why is it that just because ruth doesn't say “i love being alive” out loud like richie shes cast to the side#just for once is entirely her going “i am living! i am alive! why doesn't it feel like that!”
44 notes
·
View notes
Text
the "must serenade wife" video from tiktok is how skydancers are to me
#i heart skydancers as yappers#but also ohhgghgih it would make ayato to sad :(#not only hes the only one who can Serenade Husband#(gaolers at least to me are capable of whatever sounds moose/elk make and dog sounds. also they huff and sigh like a tired dog)#he cant even do that. because of Fucked Up throat. if he can barely speak he for sure cant sing#flight rising#flightrising#fr skydancer
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
‘Why are you Side B? Why do you hate yourself so much? Just be Side A and stop hurting yourself; God wouldn’t want this for you.’ <- you sound like my bigoted uncle talking about trans people.
#tower of babble#christianity#catholic#lgbt#side b#side a#tbqh I lean more to side a but the idea that I’m sad/miserable/self loathing for being side b is….#wrong. and none of your fucking business. it’s between me and God.#I’m not ‘prioritizing purity over love’ I’m channeling my love into Yes chastity but also other avenues and forms of love#besides romance and sex. again it between me and God! I’m not fucking suffering! I’m not some piteous sad thing!#fuck you sound like my mother bemoaning and literally crying when I told her I was gay bc she was like that must be sooooo hard for you :(#like girl!!! we all have crosses!!! I carry mine with joy and love and enthusiasm!!! stop being sad on my behalf and weep for yourself#if you think Any Non-Marrital attraction is So Heavy a Burden!#but like side a ppl also sound like this when they talk about how I’m wallowing in self loathing or whatever like. buddy.#I’m gonna be real w You chief. Don’t fucking assume you know shit abt my spiritual and mental well being bc I have a different relationship#w my sexuality than you have with your own.#sorry I saw A Post and it just came off as so fuckin condescending and irritating I had a real office camera moment
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#personal#not to sound like an edgy sack of shit but like#there is a certain amount of peace in accepting that no one’s ever going to love you the way you want to be loved#it’s sad but at least there’s no anger in it. like yeah. there’s something fundamentally wrong with me.#no clue what it is. people like me when I’m around them. but there’s just something…wrong. and i’d change it if i knew what it was.#but i don’t. so there’s no use being actively upset about it.#I’m upset about enough things already. At least all that isn’t another thing on the list of things I’m angry about.#like i’ve basically accepted that everyone leaves eventually and that i’ll probably die alone. it’s kind of whatever atp.#i didn’t even think i’d make it past 18 so really…who cares? i’ve already been here longer than i feel I’m ‘allowed’ to be.#so what does it matter?#me: yeah I’m a super chill guy#the chillness: comes from an inability to be fucking bothered#like. I’m tired man. idk.#the only things I’m excited about are tfs and st5.#anyway.
7 notes
·
View notes