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Katya / Goncharov
#yeah ik ive posted them before sorry but i REALLY like how these look together#martin scorsese#goncharov#artists on tumblr#illustration#unreality#<— posters for a ‘movie’ that doesn’t actually exist but is a tumblr meme in which everyone pretends it does&makes content for it#fascinating how we’re immediately personable w katya by knowing her first name while only knowing goncharov’s surname keeps us at a distanc#combined with him being the only major character to go by a moniker it emphasizes just how much he's been consumed by the role he plays#who is goncharov? does he know and keep it secret? or has he too lost his sense of identity?#it's reflected in these posters as we SEE katya but goncharov remains elusive - yet clearly time is running out for them both#lakjdklf ok im done now i never post meta on here so im having fun with the fictional movie#btw I updated both of the illustrations compared to the original posts but will leave those as they were#woudl be cool if my post showed up. u can do it tumblr
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Anyways XO Kitty love interests summarized
Dae
Min Ho
Yuri
#I finished it guys I have thoughts#pleasantly…. surprised I actually enjoyed it a lot?#like don’t get me wrong it was very cringe fail at times but in like an affectionate way in like an aw high school affectionate#bet y’all can’t tell by this post which my favorite LI was I bet y’all can’t guess take a guess#ranking wise Yuri>Min Ho>Dae#I am so sorry Dae is so aksjskw boringgg and like not even because he is a nice guy I love nice guys#he just didn’t have any personality whatsoever apart from chasing Kitty around and saying I can explain#they could have swelled more into him being a family guy but they just kinda didn’t and it was very meh overall#like min ho was an ass but kinda funny at times and had a whole character arc#yuri had a whole development too going full circle and growing as she faced different situations in the series#dae I feel like he started the same way he finished and I guess that makes sense for the plot showing Kitty needs something else but defo#makes him the weakest li. no criticism taken btw#SHUT ME UP ITS 4 AM AND I AM PSYCHOANALYSING A KIDS SHOW AKSJWKKW therapeutic#xo kitty#I hope this doesn’t offend anyone lol all /lh#dae#min ho#yuri
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get good gene'd idiot
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#my art#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#comic#donnie#donatello#raph#btw brain n brawn is my fav if u cant tell#i might make prt 2 if i remember lol#should i call this good gene or bad gene#fuck it bad gene sound so awesome#bad gene comic#also sorry if the dialogue or some panel doesn’t make sense#thats just how my brain works#iam a very incomprehensible creature#pretedn the sacr is in the right placehd guy#HEKlp!!#this is post-kraang attack all of them are all near their bday
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I'm interested to know more of the context behind the drawings with Bailey and his plushie! What happened to him and his family?
Bailey and his family were involved in an accident on- a mode of public transportation, shall we say
Bailey had been given the plushie a short time before the incident, and he’d been carrying it with him during the crash
He was badly injured and rushed to hospital, which resulted in the loss of his eye, among other things
Bailey was one of the sole survivors of the incident, he’d unfortunately lost his parents through the whole ordeal
And he was adopted into a new family not long after
His memories surrounding the accident, and even before, are incredibly foggy for him and he doesn’t particularly remember much at all
But he remembers the plushie!
He remembers that it was a gift from his parents and he absolutely treasures it
During his stay in the hospital while he was recovering some of the staff removed one of the buttons on the plushie’s face so Bailey wouldn’t be so scared upon learning he’d lost one of his
It was a huge comfort for him through the whole thing, and he still goes back to using it for comfort as an adult, it’s one thing he’ll never toss away if he can help it
He just knows it’s important to him
#art tag#oc tag#oc: bailey#I hope this makes sense!!#I’m keeping The Mode Of Transport his family was using vague on purpose I’m sorry JGSJFKSH#mostly because researching this shit is!!! difficult!!!#was it a bus a tram a train a boat? fuck knows it was one of em#Bailey DOES have ptsd from the crash btw which is why specifically his memory is rough#so like. he knows the facts of the ordeal. but he doesn’t remember it usually#asks#constellarcreator#I hope ANY of this made sense migraines are kicking me in the ass again#they haven’t been this frequent in a WHILE#child injury tw#death tw#ask to tag
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guys what if i wrote a cody theme
#i need to go to bed#but as far as i’m aware he doesn’t have a theme (like a musical theme sorry if that’s obvious) so he deserves one#like there’s a clone one (very cool i like it) but i don’t think he has an individual one so#one of the things i wanted to do this year was practice composition soo#commander cody#ally natters#<- may have started something in musescore btw#someone may have also done a cody theme which is very cool but i also don’t want to listen to it (if it exists) before i do my own take on#it bc i don’t want to even unintentionally copy it extensively bc i have thoughts and ideas of my own id like to explore first#if that makes sense#however if anyone knows a cody theme in some form i’d love to save it for later#(i return to my first tag. i need to go to bed)
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another thing i keep thinking about in regards to my theory of the dragons losing their powers is the recurring dream jaeha mentions in ch 140
[ID: panel from chapter 140 of “yona of the dawn” showing jaeha kneeling amidst blank space with his back facing the reader; one of his legs is missing. his internal monologue reads: “i dream that my leg’s taken from me. i can hear her crying, but…i can no longer leap to her side.”. end ID.]
like i think this dream is mostly a reflection of jaeha’s anxieties, especially considering it occurs while he’s imprisoned, which is definitely bringing up past trauma for him no matter how unbothered he pretends to be. and i honestly don’t think his dreams are prophetic exactly, not in the way yona’s are (on that note, i’d say that her dreams just show a potential future, like. since she’s repeatedly bringing about change it wouldn’t really make sense for her dreams to be set in stone, right?) BUT zeno can clearly manipulate dreams to some extent (ch 245. arguably ch 254 as well) and something that’s always struck me as a curiously unexplained yet far too deliberate of a writing choice is that both zeno and jaeha can see ghosts (ch 107) which, like dreams, are liminal in a sense, so i wouldn’t be surprised if jaeha’s dreams (or at least this one) have some kind of prophetic quality to them.
#i’m looking at this more as an explanation within the narrative itself btw#bc like yeah it’s easy to point to this dream and say that it’s foreshadowing for a theory i wholeheartedly believe#but paired with the ghost thing……. 👁️👁️#it always comes back to the ghost thing for me doesn’t it lmao#i was mostly pondering this in the context of my silly little fic#but since i apparently have a need to remind everyone of my theory before a new chapter comes out. here u go :)#also sorry if this makes no sense i have. Cramps and A Migraine 💔#akayona
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I think when talking about how a queer ship is “basically canon” you have to take a step back and look at the bigger picture. Go beyond the in-universe explanations of “gay marriage isn’t legal here” etc, and consider the reasons a piece of media is giving you these excuses.
Think about it logically: if a story is choosing not to depict any form of real life homophobia other than “we can’t get married”, then there should be no reason not to have these characters explicitly say they are dating. And you can’t ignore the actually practiced alternatives to marriage like the partnership certification system available in more and more parts of Japan (it’s still a long way from equal rights, but it is not meaningless!).
All of this is to say, this is just another example of using pausible deniability in depictions of queerness in order to keep mass appeal. And let’s not forget, Ensemble Stars is a franchise mainly targeted at women, and Anzu / the producer is an audience insert character meant to let readers imagine having a relationship of their own with these characters if they so desire.
#somthing something the point of marriage equality is the equal rights#and queer relationships shouldn’t have to conform to heteronormative standards#anyways i hope this makes some sense. go vote rinniki btw. theyre basically canon if not for the genre restrictions#enstars#my country also doesn’t have marriage equality so the argument of ‘this means we can’t be together’ is baffling to me#like. homosexuality isn’t criminalized so what are you talking about#idk idk i’m trying to get my thoughts out this is not against anyone other than h ele#and similar media in general lol#sorry if i get some terms wrong idk english
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In another universe Gavin king got to play Orpheus on broadway and had the time of his fucking life
#Orpheus come back….#PLEASE DC HEAR ME#I think he could be great commentary on the futility of respectability politics#smth smth he literally fuckin died and got forgotten to make white girl sad for two seconds#but also I just wanna see him#he and Duke would have the funniest dynamic#DUKE RADICALIZES HIM!#btw i think while it was touched upon in dance in his story#in modern day i think he’d be a big advocate for the breaking of gender roles for young black boys specifically#and In my mind Duke helps him with the self hatred and trauma that causes him to so heavily scrutinize his community and Gavin helps Duke#with his sensitivity and emotional connection to himself and others#I think it could be a great story on black generational trauma and how we react so differently to racial stress and communal violence#and how even when we have disagreements on how things should play out at its core it’s love for eachother that makes progress#for example different stances on the war on drugs; they both know it’s government sanctioned but Gavin gives off slight pull yourself up by#the bootstraps vibes that duke doesn’t fuck with and they talk about it!#I don’t think any writer rn could handle that without doing some shit like involving Jason tho sorry#like yeah it makes sense kind of but I don’t want to see it bc white fans have proven again and again they can’t be trusted with a good#complex nonwhite storyline#uhm anyways Gavin and Duke paining their nails together#Gavin telling Duke he can wear whatever he wants but he himself is a little too old and Duke immediately taking him on a shipping spree#shopping#whatever
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The urge to write an entire essay on Shinobu being a lesbian….
#she is one of three characters that I LITERALLY cannot interpret any other way#and it’s such and intrinsic part of her character to mean that I can’t understand her without that lens#(the other two are maki and nami btw)#and like I know it’s not canon but obvi she doesn’t have a canon sexuality and just… the only version of shinobu that makes sense is the one#where she is a lesbian sorry not sorry#kaz rambles
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The dolly trans women are honestly gonna have to get comfortable with the fact that some trans women are just Some Guy
#i don’t mean trans women are guys btw. I mean like. sometimes a trans woman is like. I’m just some guy (but they’re still a woman)#this probably only makes sense to people it makes sense to. idk how else to word it.#this was spurred on by something that made me ANGY. truscum/transmed people not liking when a trans woman doesn’t ‘pass’ basically#and they don’t want them to be visible as trans women so they invalidate them. and act like THOSE people aren’t real trans women WE are#like we should be appealing to cis people and their ideas of gender and fit into their binary like it’ll make them hate us any less UG#people can be silly with gender. again. gender is a concept made up to oppress us. we don’t have to play by its rules.#SORRY UGH I just. I’m angry. sorry if this is upsetting. I’m just going insane going feralllll
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I hc Outer that Jupiter is his favorite planet
Reason to this? Fell. Since his eyelights are red and he himself is just giant, Outer gets reminded of his favorite planet in a /pos way around him. Enjoying his time and just being patient with Fell. Even if Fell can be a prick
#suddenly I ship them#giving out more ship ideas#lol#outer x fell#fell x outer#i am tired btw sorry if this doesn’t makee too much sense
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oh my god i look up this grotesque, satirical novel here on the hellsite while i wait for honkai star rail and you know what i see???? fucking “lana del ray core” like did any of you read the book.
#🍵 . more sugar for you? ´ — holly’s musings#these ppl are actually insane#you actually think that any of this makes sense#even aesthetically it doesn’t fit?!?!?#the book cover is black and blue it does not match with your pink girly girl aesthetic#sorry i’m angry abt this#its about lapvona btw
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okokok storytime
so like I was talking to my friend and this girl was like “what’s your time” like 4 times or smth, and I’m like uhh and my friend said my name. and the girl is like “hi” and I’m like “hi?” then she stated making these weird noises or smth and I’m over here like “wtf do I do. uhhhh” and my friend is like “you need to go” and I’m like “yea I do” then I got off the bus and she shouted “HIII, BYE” something something I don’t remember and I legitimately ran as fast I could till I got home.
#and her friends were giggling I think#I don’t remember#brooo#that was a hell of a ride#AND BTW#this was on the bus TODAY#idk if she did that as a joke bc when she started talking to me#I was legitimately like “’omg what the hell do I do omg’#anyway that was what happened today#also sorry if this doesn’t make sense or smth#I wanted to type this before I forget what the hell happened
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Hi! This may be a bit of a rant but there is something I really wanna share with someone so I hope you don't mind.
I have a friend who I knew 'cause we were in the same club at uni. He's very eloquent and smart, so I really respect him (but mostly from afar 'cause I was shy lol). And then I saw him post about ST season 4, and about Will in particular so I mustered up my courage and messaged him "hey have u seen the parallels between Will and Vecna?". And we started talking about other ST-related stuff. We even ranted a lot about vol 2 after watching that lol. We also talked about books and TV shows and overall, I was glad ST helped me make more friends.
When the free Palestine movement became popular last year, I was not surprised when I saw him post about Gaza or Rafah 'cause well... he's just like a typical queer, chronically online, twitter user lol (both complimentary and derogatory, sometimes I find his humor funny, sometimes I just wanna roll my eyes). We have never talked about this topic and honestly I really don't feel like. I just simply carry on sharing posts and stories about discrimination against Jewish and Israeli people and anti-Hamas stuff.
And then recently I saw him posting overtly anti-Israel things, like "u think this is hot now, wait til you go to hell for supporting Israel". Not gonna lie, I chuckled when I saw that 'cause first of all, I am an atheist so whatever man I don't believe in hell anyway. Second, I don't know what other non-Jewish people who support Israel (as in 'its existence is legitimate and the people there deserve peace', not the government itself) may feel about hell, but as far as I'm concerned, Jewish people don't seem to put that much weight on the concept of hell and heaven, right?. So like "bro you should have choose something else more menacing than that lol"
Now I can scroll through that post but what irks me the most is what he chose to share today.
https://x.com/redstreamnet/status/1841561550378651724
I find it so freaking ironic how after everything that has happened in Iran recently (and how many Iranians have spoken out against the Islamic republic), this is the first Iran-related thing he posted about. Like I'm so close to just forward to him a video of Iranians celebrating the death of Nasrallah or comments/posts of Iranians thanking Israel for it, or overall just people between these two countries wishing each other peace and freedom. I'm not sure if I can call what I'm feeling "anger" 'cause it's not exactly strong as when I see people deny October 7. But there is surely a sense of resignation.
I don't see those pro-pal people as bad or evil. I actually believe that most of them have good intentions, but to me, they are too caught up in their self-righteousness and black-and-white views to acknowledge the grey area of this whole mess.
I saw you own up to your own hypocrisy a few days ago and ngl I admire you for that lol. I only think of humans as "paradoxical by nature" so a person saying conflicting stuff is normal to me. But it's annoying as hell when someone doesn't think they are capable of hypocrisy or double standards.
Anyways, have a great day. Thank you for reading all this. Sorry it's kinda long. Being concise is not my strong suit lol.
hey anon, let’s hug. if you want?
i rly don’t have much to offer bc my brain is currently mush, you probably just wanted to vent and that’s ok. i just didn’t want to leave you on read. 💚
look, i’m using jquinn even though he annoys me atm but i just couldn’t resist, lmao. like yeah, #me.
#beth answers#i hear you and everything#also your friend. ask yourself if you’re happy with him. whatever that means. it sounds like you’re willing to agree to disagree but#he may not?? like some people just can’t compromise on some issues and that’s ok. but tbh the whole geopolitics in the middle east is#complex and has a very long history. it’s not as clear cut as saying israel is a product of western imperalism or white supremacy#nor is every arab country having similar values/democracies. even islamic terror orgs don’t always align#like consider the situation with that woman who was kidnapped by the isis and she was being held in gaza even though isis and hamas aren’t#exactly allies. and people suggest gaza is some sort of criminal outpost in the middle east#which could be true to an extent but it’s important to recognise it’s not fair on the civilians. even if they share hamas’ values bc of#their upbringing. but we gotta be careful bc we can’t steer towards racism of low expectations bc arabs are very capable and intelligent#like it’s obvious to me hamas are seen as noble savages but referred to as freedom fighters. i just think it’s important to be balanced#people can say israel is a safe haven for paedos and sex offenders which is bullshit and based in antisemitism (thanks jeffery epistein)#in every community there are bad people and they shouldn’t be held as the standard. which should be applied to ~bad orgs/states too#it’s just not easy! even geopolitics experts struggle. otherwise we’d have world peace but lmao#hey looks like i managed to say something after all#umm tldr you know your friend but you know yourself too and it’s important to have boundaries#but not to let something get in the way especially if it doesn’t concern either of you personally in the grand scheme of things#if that makes sense. like i’m not gonna ditch a friend if they think the moon landing is fake#unless they make it their whole personality and it gets in the way of our relationship#so you know. go with your gut. look at the big picture but details are important too#which i recognise is a privileged position to have and possibly ignorant#but i have to consider myself and the people i love. then my community and the place i live. then the country#then everything else. even though i want to help with things out of my control but i also feel like i shouldn’t have to feel like this?#like i’m not someone who signed up for this. ppl who have should be able to do so to the best of their abilities. i’m just not that person#ok i’ll shut now lmao mwah#sorry this is late btw
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What also annoys me is that those same people will ALWAYS completely miss the entire point on why Denji is fixated on having sex and getting a girlfriend in the first place…
Sex is literally one of the only forms of deep-intimacy or love that Denji doesn’t have trauma or pain from. Having sex with someone else is a form of love and a desire that he can fulfill without any painful memories attached to it.
Sooo many other forms of affection or relationships in the past have been used to hurt him, or are painful for him to remember. Not even just romantic love, platonic and familial love as well, like with Power & Aki’s deaths — or/and also with his birth-father and the abusive upbringing that Denji experienced from him as a little kid, before he died as well. Consensual sex (I can’t stress this enough) with someone that Denji cares about AND who also cares about him hasn’t been used as a weapon against him or used to hurt him. It’s a form of love that he can experience without being in pain.
Basically the reason why Denji wants to have a girlfriend, too. It’s a deep, intimate relationship — based on mutual trust and respect for each other — and a form of love and affection. Denji hasn’t had a relationship this close with really anyone yet, meaning he doesn’t have a traumatic memories of having a girlfriend or a S/O in general.
He doesn’t want to be taken advantage of or in pain at the hands of other people he cares about anymore.
"Bruh the Denji who just wants to touch boobs is back" WHAT? *turns the table* GUY HE NEVER LEFT
You're not going to tell me that in one chapter Denji comforts someone while drawing a parallel with his own traumas is the SAME as the first chapter in which he only had a demonic dog as a companion?
The fact that Denji is horny and wants to experiment doesn't negate anything, except showing sincerity
Wanting sex with fifteen girlfriends is literally Denji's way of announcing that he would move forward, it's literally the conclusion of part 1, what he says as he comes out of mourning and before facing Makima
Denji not only believes this sincerely but shares it with Asa because accepting and claiming this dream has effectively allowed him to break free, to claim his own identity as Chainsaw Man by raising his standards
The only difference is that he tries not to do anything more for this goal and even if this goal is not up to Chainsaw Man
It is for a 17 year old boy
#sorry if this makes no fujking sense in a grammar or language-writing sense#i am illiterate#ironic considering im complaining about people who are lmaoo 😭😭#in my defense I am very tired but I still feel like I got my point across#soo..#if it turns out this doesn’t sound right I’ll read and & edit it in the morning :;(∩´﹏`∩);:#I think auto correct got some of the errors already tho :’j#anyways I love denji sm I will defend him until i die xo#this basically was my excuse to info-dump on this aspect of him#autism#But fr It really does kinda piss me off when people completely miss the point abt him and his character motivation & actions#not talking abt the people who genuinely just haven’t thought about it or connected it until someone pointed it out btw—#but those fans and people who just read the manga at a literal surface level lens and don’t bother to understand the deeper meaning of it#even if they know it’s there & exists they just don’t bother 2 findout ???#is this mean ?? I genuinely dkk I just get vry into this stuff and when ppl do this I get annoyed & confused (/ _ ; )#im sorry nsjjsjsjsjs :’’]#ALSO unrelated but I might actually start posting art soon#finally got out of art blockm#since october… & over the past 50 hrs I’ve drawn like 6 different paintings 😭#they’re bad but whatverrr#they’re all either hypmic CSM or persona 4/5 too lol#anyways onto the actual post tags hooray🎉🎉#csm#chainsaw man#chainsawman#denji#denji csm#csm denji#denji hayakawa#csm 126
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Just so you guys know I don’t “ship” Cory and Shawn. They have one of my favorite relationships in all of media ever but I don’t care for it romantically.
#corpanga sucks btw#like they’re romantic chemistry peaked in boy meets girl sorry!!!#also I had to ask myself why I don’t care for shory even tho I acknowledge that the ship makes total sense#uhh maybe because#growing up n watching them they were my ideal friendship growing up#I remember thinking man I really want a Shawn to my cory#this is how friendship should be#the love and care they have for each other is just so genuine and real#while watching them grow up with each other and interact they feel like people you know#they do feel like really good close friends#I don’t know what I was getting at tho the next ep (one of THEE Cory and Shawn episodes) is gonna make me bawl my outs#Shawn telling Cory that it’s okay that he’s a geek that he doesn’t need to change#that he’s still his best friend anyway and prioritizing him over anyone else#OH FUCK MAN#I want to be that special to somebody#shoot me in the head#my posts#boy meets world
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