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Hiii I was scrolling through your profile and saw the post about your oc. I wondered if I could use it for mine too but with credits of course!! Feel free to ignore this is you want and have a great day/night
P.s: your renders are amazing!!!!!!!
kskdjkjsb sorry which post? I assume you're talking about this one, if it is then go ahead!
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Betrayal 100.
They were playing Town of Salem 2 btw (also inspired by a Pipetron video WHEEZE)
Can confirm that at least half of the dead players are screaming at Color to shoot him already meanwhile Killer is BEGGING (despite having killed nearly the entire town in one night). Gonna keep this as a doodle since it's just a silly idea I wanted to spit out
#mizu art#or doodles#eh same thing#after watching that video i was giggling sm and rambled about it to one of my friends who just woke up 💀😭#(sorry pinky)#should i tag the characters?#hmmm#killer sans#sans au
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I don't believe liking immoral and downright evil characters says anything about you as a person, but I think acting like this definitely does.
"The HH fanbase will defend Valentinoto the moon and back" this and "Val is praised by a majority of the fandom" that, except said majority of the fandom fucking HATES that moth and fans have been harassed, had their art scribbled on to "fix" it, repeatedly called "rapist apologists" and "abuse romanticisers", get questioned or accused about condoning him irl, received graphic death/rape threats and are in general mistreated by the fandom. A Val cosplayer was mistreated and had a gun pulled on them IN REAL LIFE not even a year ago. Even the VA got repeatedly asked or assumed to be like the character he plays because "why else would he want to voice a rapist??" and told they deserve for choosing that role (fucking WILD btw). People that like Valentino as a character are the minority of the fandom, and even there NO ONE defends him. We all realise he's a disgusting individual whose actions shouldn't be defended in any capacity. What kinda bullshit lie is that?
I'm also in the Mouthwashing fandom, and it too has a bunch of issues. Infantilising Curly and minimising his actions, making Swansea to be better than he actually is and ignoring that he knew of the SA, people still debating or not realising that Jimmy raped Anya in the first place, shipping Jimmy and Curly (which isn't even a bad thing or a real problem but this person would see it that way), ect. But sure, conveniently don't bring that up. Anything for the Hazbin Hotel hate, right 💀
These next comments especially piss me off (nevermind how they're talking about an abuse survivor which is gross already). This might be a hot take and I don't care if that's the case, but I think people refusing to call Jimmy by name and excluding him from the cast is not show of a "good" fandom, actually. Jimmy has a lot more to him besides being a rapist. Rape culture, toxic masculinity, capitalistic exploitation, misogyny, male dominance-- there's sooo much more to explore and discuss about his character besides him being a rapist. And he's an incredibly disturbing character in a fucking horror game. If you can only refer to him by some stupid nickname (which takes away the seriousness of his character imo), ignore the significance of his role and themes in the story and the rest of his character and reduce him to a single trait that's BAD. That's not a good thing, and in fact, probably makes you worse than the people that do like his character because they can at least separate fiction and reality and not scrap well written disturbing characters for the sake of "comfort" or moral standing (again, in a horror game of all things). People shouldn't feel bad for liking Jimmy because he's a very good character, and ignoring that completely and acting like there aren't people who could like him... kinda sucks?
Moving over, Valentino is not and has NEVER been portrayed in a positive light in the show. I can't wrap my head around people that genuinely think that. Whenever I hear people say that the arguments I always see are "he shouldn't be attractive" and "he's just a cartoon villain" and "he acts silly and quirky even tho he's a rapist" among other things, and I don't think these people realise they're spouting eugenics bullshit and demonstrating that they don't know anything about his character simultaneously. No, Valentino isn't a "positive" portrayal of a rapist because he's attractive (way to tie morality to appearance btw). No, Valentino isn't a positive portrayal of a rapist because he acts goofy and funny and silly. Those traits are intentional and important to his character. Val is the Overlord of lust and depravity, hell's most famous pimp. His beauty is how he lures in unsuspecting sinners, and his personality is how he gains their trust and gets them to sell their souls for him to exploit (notice how Angel signed his soul away willingly). He's supposed to be appealing. He's supposed to be charming. He's entire persona is meant to be disarming. If he were like Jimmy or just a one-note unlikeable guy, his position in the show and his relationships with the characters wouldn't make sense, so he isn't. That doesn't make him a more positive portrayal or anything, it just means he's more fleshed out and written more complex than you want him to be. He's a very real depiction of an abuser, of their two-faced nature and how being attractive and charming to others doesn't make you less of an abusive monster to someone else. For context, I have been abused by someone extremely similar to Val, so his depiction feels very real to me and it's extremely tiring seeing a bunch of assholes who have probably not even seen the show or have been abused act like he's "romanticised" or "unrealistic" or "bad" simply because he was written by Vivziepop (who's ALSO an SA survivor like what is wrong with you 💀).
This is a broader point and not entirely related to this specific case, but we don't give people shit like this over people liking murderers and serial killers-- acting like all a sudden liking a rapist character says something negative about their writing or about the people that like them is INCREDIBLY stupid. People don't talk like this about Alastor and Vox-- who are both VERY despicable people. Both of them are also abusers among other horrible things, but they're not (or at least Alastor isn't) rapists so they're "not as bad". This is a sentiment I see all the time in both the fandom and hatedom whenever Valentino discourse comes back up, and this line of logic that rapists are a unique evil that can't be liked as characters in fiction but murderers and cannibals and serial killers are totally Ok is so dangerous and backwards. Liking evil characters says nothing about you as a person aside from the fact that you're a freak in the fun way. Liking evil characters but then going after others who do as well because you consider their character "too evil" and watering down the crimes of yours to justify liking them says a lot about you tho. Saying that the characters you like says something negative you in general does too.
We seriously need to stop bringing morality into fiction and saying that "normal" people wouldn't like certain immoral characters. We need to stop ostracising people for their "problematic" ships, proudly brag about ostracising them and justify it by calling them "weirdos". We need to stop saying villains are "badly written" because they're not written how YOU want them to be written, regardless of whether or not that opinion is valid (which in this case it isn't). We need to stop putting fandoms in some weird competition with each other about how characters are written and spit on people who actually enjoy them, are comforted by them or felt seen by them (gestures at the whole Angel dust situation barely a week ago). And honestly we need to stop giving attention to people like this, who spread a false narrative and kick others down for being fans of a media they don't like or know squat about for whatever reason. Who spread lies about the media or fandom in question in way that's blatantly in bad faith.
This crappy post is sitting a 17k while I'm typing this. The way people can just say ANYTHING about Hazbin Hotel and its fandom-- doesn't matter if it's valid or true or if they watched the show or know anything about the fandom at all, it just has to be negative-- and others will eat it up no questions asked needs to be studied at this point. We saw that in the months the show first aired. We saw that with the Angel Dust video. We're seeing this again here. I don't think we should be harassing anybody over fiction and in general (and needless to say don't harass any of these people) but calling out bad actors who pull shit like this more often and making it uncool to shittalk Hazbin Hotel and its fandom (and any fandom from unapologetically dark media where the people deal with enough bullshit already) for no reason and in bad faith is a change I'd be down with. Like, wash your mouth of its name and disappear into the shadow realm, goddamnit.
#hazbin hotel#mouthwashing#hazbin hotel valentino#jimmy mouthwashing#hazbin hotel angel dust#fandom discourse#fandom discussion#head in my fucking hands#on that note this is the straw that breaks the camel's back for me i'm going private and then on a blocking spree again#i'm so sick of seeing these people whenever their posts blow up like go away and stay gone#“hh fans defend val” “angel dust is bad rep” “the rape is just a fetish” shut the FUCK up oh my god just shut up all of you 💀#i'm so sick and tired of seeing that all the time if you can't fucking read for shit then say so stop making stuff up#i'm sorry for being so harsh kinda but i've seen 1000 too many people repeating that stupid drivel#what upsets me even more is that almost every val fan i've encountered is an abuse survivor themselves and they already treated so horribly#so seeing people who aren't even in the fandom lie that they “defend” his actions and making it easier to be shitty to them is... uggggghhh#ugh it's so gross and i hate how people just agree with them because it's hazbin hotel specifically like uugghh#i woke up to this my page and my tired ass felt petty enough to write this down as a response cuz actually fuck that noise#especially seeing the comments on that post like god i know i should love my neighbour but said neighbours are making it so difficult#does any of this even make sense i wrote this on the fly without planning it beforehand#whatever i'm really tired so pardon any grammar mistake i'll get them later maybe#momento rambles
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My first day back to school and I was there for almost ten hours 💀
#I’ve aged three decades in a day I’m so tired#sorry I’m not gonna post lotr today legit to tired to do anything rn 😭 just want to sleep#having waking up at 5:40 was peak of my day#nah im lying I FRICKING woke at 3:47 LIKE BRO WHAT MY BODY SABATAGING ME#I’ll post tmr cuz I only have two classes#it’s the first day I already had over half my courses 💀
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I have to take two more lots of penicillin today I'm gonna fucking SCREAM (vent in the tags)
#vent tw#vomit tw#i thought tablets would be better than the liquid i had earlier in the year#bc i had to have these massive capsule antibiotcs recently and i was able to have those easy despite usually being terrible with pills#and my mom had some capsule penicillin recently so i thought id have the same thing#nope!#im having phenoxymethylpenicillin#and its the most disgusting thing in the fucking world!!!!!!#and its so bitter and big it triggers my gag reflex so i have to fight to get these two massive pills down my painful ass throat#had to try and fall asleep earlier after taking them bc they made me feel so much fucking worse#might have to call up the doctors and ask if theres anything else i can have because oh my god i hate this shit#id even have liquid over this because despite the taste lingering at least i havent been throwing it back up#i have like 24 more of these fucking tablets or smth like that#it was meant to be more but i lost two earlier to throwing up for the first time in my life!!!! 💀#if i ever have tonsilittis again istfg its the most miserable experience ever bc its like every illness combined plus disgusting ass tablets#also if ive misepelled anything im so sorry like i said i had to sleep after my last lot so i just woke up#about to take my third technically fourth lot of the day wish me luck :(
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dawg i closed my eyes at 6:42 and opened tvem at 7:10
CLOSE THEM AGAIN 🤬🤬
#i accidently took a nap a couple days ago (im not allowed to nap while grounded lol) and istg i didnt even realize i had fallen asleep 😭#like when i woke up i felt like i had just come out of a coma 💀#anyways sorry for talking abt my experiences again i just thought it was funny 😔
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the delusional urge to just start writing narratives about my dreams is so strong lately
#like fanfic style type of writing END ME NOW#when i tell u guys i keep having dreams about random people i’ve never met before#that all have some sort of ‘fluffy romance’ type of vibe to it#is insane#and i know for sure that i do not know these ppl irl#but the dreams just keep getting more detailed each dream#like in the latest one i had the guy in it had a name that i remembered once i woke up#and all the dreams have so many details that make sense irl#i’m either going insane or#💀#(sorry just needed to rant LOL)
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just wondering if you're into bruabba...also what's your second favorite jjba part?
hello! i'm not, i'm sorry if that's a disappointment 😭 i have to admit that part 5 is my least favorite (i haven't read part 8 or 9 yet, though) and the only characters i took a strong liking to were fugo and mista.
BUT my favorite part other than sbr is probably part 4?? it was my favorite before i read sbr and in the rare moments where i feel like rewatching jojo, i usually go for part 4. i enjoyed most of the characters a lot, kira is one of my favorite villains in the entire series, and part 4 jotaro is my favorite version of him. but ALSO i really enjoy part 1 a lot! i guess that seems to be an unpopular opinion but part 1 dio is Everything to me, he's always worth a rewatch LMAO
#thank you for asking!!#tbh my interest in any of this pales so heavily in comparison to sbr.. calling myself a jojo fan is kinda a lie#bc i'm really just a sbr fan HFKJDSHGJSDK OOPS.. but jjba is still very special to me#edit: idk why i put part 6 jotaro and not part 4 jotaro at first 💀💀 FIXED IT LMAO sorry i just woke up
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FELLOW TOM ENJOYER! I have a lot of Tom headcanons, my main one, though, is Tom should be a Blue Lantern. Empowers and restores Green Lantern, the mechanic to their pilot, the storyteller, the one who has to keep believing when all hope seems lost, the one makes the dream which Will brings to life.
I LOVE TOM i think about him and hal a lot and they rotate in my mind like rotisserie chicken whenever i recall all the stuft i read during vol 2. hal is collecting all the blue lanterns at this rate but honestly yes i agree tom would 100% be a blue ringbearer. personally my only 'headcanon' is that i think tom should be partially avian like having avian related traits (ear wings, harpy legs the sorts) just because hal turned him into a bird once and i like that too much
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love when people are like why are there so many scenes of (name of character who’s literally in the movie title) why isn’t there more of (side characters literally meant to be side characters) we have been lied to (marketing of the movie focused on that one character for its whole promotional run)
#applies to every single fandom#actually it isn’t even for characters in the movie title#when marketing for a specific movie pushes a certain character forward WHY. would you walk into the cinema expecting anything different 💀#had to get this out sorry lads I woke up Real early to be a HATER!#I just think some of you gotta start using your brain cells soon like
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OH NO I DREAMT OF FEDAL (was such a good dream) BUT I WOKE UP EARLY😭😭
#NO YALL DONT UNDERSTAND IT WAS GOOD.#i woke up when its like in the middle of like a slide show/vidoe or basically rafa and roger i think it was rogs birthday or smn#BUT LIKE I CANT DESRIBE IT IT WAS SO GOOD#so random but yea#fedal#lord theres so much typos there im lazy to fix it. sorry guys i just woke up💀
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your favorite artists name starts with w and ends with ater
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#you are one of two#the other starts with a b and ends with a y but its up to her to see this post im not gonna day it's here#sorry gor typos i just woke ip 💀#em answers#water my beloved
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i just stumbled upon your 7th overall player primer lmao, and the co-dependent relationship bo byram and dylan cozens have? please expand????
HELLO ANON!!! Of course ☺️ sorry it took so long
Anyways I found out these two lived together in buffalo and this sent me on a deep drive and there’s this amazing primer by three-headed-monster that I recommend reading!! 🥰
But I’m going to go through my favourite moments/moments that stick out to me;
1. 2021 world juniors: 2021 wjc was insane for multiple reasons but we’re just going to focus on bo and dylan. For starters they were supposed to be “A”(‘s) but then kirby dach the captain, sadly, got injured. So they had to co-captained the team. And after getting to the gold medal game and losing to team USA they still had to stand in a line while the accolades were being handed out. And this clip breaks my heart; it’s bo byram crying (people will say he’s “fighting back tears” but that man is crying and that’s okay) hiding his face in Dylan’s shoulder because even though bo just received player of the game he just lost the gold medal, it’s like psychological torture at that point, making him stand there.
2. 2024, the season of reunion: for all stars break they vacationed in cancún mexico together. And then byram got traded to buffalo and I just… this article at the beginning reads like a fanfiction it’s crazy 💀 but it’s a good article covers the bases. And this is just a personal favourite quote from the article 👇
To add more bo and dylan live together and in this video, it’s bo chirping himself practically saying, “I don’t think he wants to live with me much longer”
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just asking for future reference so i don't spoil anything on accident- how far are you into GT? the last thing you posted was about the tail end of the Baby arc
I'm rewatching the whole thing for the 2nd time in 4 months and we're on to my favourite 4 episode stretch in the shadow dragon arc lol
also also there's a character who only shows up in 1 episode that i LOVE but again. it's shadow dragon spoilers and honestly it's something I'd rather not spoil bc of how genuinely good the arc is
I'm a little ways into the shadow dragon arch (like, 5 balls in). I think it sucks. <- waiting for Goten to come back.
I think I only have like 10 episodes left which is so fucked up becasue Vegeta hasnt gone SSJ4 yet ... they wait until the very end to show the main gimmick ... IT OKKK becasue I domt care about SSJ4 at all. But I DO care that Vegeta retains his shiny pants when in that form. Just put some pearls on him and he'd be "LoveCop" by Royal Republic (<- They do powerdisco now.)
I wouldnt worry about spoilers becasue I've been trying to watch GT for two goddamn years and if I cant get theough 64 episodes in two goddamn years then that's on me. Cant expect the world to wait forever 💖
#ive always said that if i ever get really sick i would just sit down and watch GT all day#but i never get sick. Except for literally right now right this second. And i strongly considered it yesterday. but#i have ... homework :( 💀 <- Not intereated in it & doesnt want to do it .#i have a drawing class and we have a linear persepcrive thing anz it's taking me hours and hours to draw a few lines#no room anywhere to comfortably put the drawing pad + have out the protractors and rulers + just not having the zeal =#slow progress.#it's from photograph tho so i was able to tranfer the aspect ratio amd determine a multiplier for optimal preciseness but also#Thats why it's taking so long ... Man can i get to the part where i get to draw my cat in there man.#anyway. Sorry i just woke up i havs no filter#dballz posting#dballz asks
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imagine like simon goes into some sort of surgery and has to be put under anesthesia, and when he gets out hes like still high asf on it 💀 and hes being a lil silly goose
okay this is such a cute idea omg, this is 100% based off that tiktok audio where it's like "my wife wouldn't like you touching me like that" "i AM your wife."
thank you so much for the request nonnie, a forehead kiss for you MWAH MWAH
simon 'ghost' riley x reader
wc: 563
warnings: none really, lots and lots of that good ol fluff, mentions of surgery, goofy simon, maybe a little ooc simon (he's high so it's fine)
a/n: i hope this is okay, i'm feeling a bit rusty with my writing but i've finally got back some motivation and energy to do so after the past two months of low energy and bad mental health. if you guys want to know a bit more about it and my mental health (i don't see why anyone would but lmao) let me know, i don't mind making a post about it if you guys want an explanation of some sort or whatever. anywho, sorry this is so short but i hope you still like it!! <3
a/n 2.0: i recently applied for a part time job at a bookstore so y'all pray for me that i get this job because i want it so bad. i am just gonna decide that i WILL get this job, because why wouldn't i?
simon had been out of surgery for just over an hour now, being a soldier you 'd think perhaps he was going under surgery for some kind of wound he had inflicted upon him on the battlefield but no, he was just getting his tonsils removed after a bad bout of tonsillitis ended up with him developing really bad tonsil stones.
so here you were, waiting by his bedside for him to wake up. the doctor and nurses reminded you just as he had gotten out that he may still be a little, well loopy, off of the meds depending on how quickly he woke up. you waited in a chair at his bedside, reading a book when you heard the blankets of the bed rustling just a little.
looking up from your book you see simon starting to wake up and you reach out to grasp his hand, only for him to rip it away from you when his eyes were fully opened.
"uh, si? you okay, hon?" you ask gently, maybe he just wasn't feeling too well after waking up, or perhaps he wasn't wanting physical touch, that happened quite often and you always respected that space he may want when he wanted it.
"don't call me that." simon said, voice hoarse and scratchy from the surgery, he sounded a little angry.
"what?" you questioned, this wasn't like simon, you couldn't understand why he wouldn't want you speaking like this to him.
"i'm taken."
"i know." you replied with a short laugh.
"you should be touching me like that then."
it hit you then, he was woozy from the meds and didn't recognize you. the realization made you laugh a little more. you decided to have a bit of fun with this high version of your boyfriend.
"sorry about that simon. wanna tell me about your partner?"
"oh, (name)? they're amazing, you know they're so pretty. and they're funny too. they always know how to make me feel better, i miss them." simon replies, ranting and raving on and on to you about his partner, about you.
"you love them a lot, don't you?" you ask him with a smile, it felt so nice to hear all these lovely things about yourself, your boyfriend clearly unfiltered by the effects of the anesthesia he was under.
sure he definitely said sweet things to your face, but something about hearing it when he was basically high as shit made your heart pound a little more.
"i love them with my whole heart." simon replies, a goofy little smile on his face.
you can't help but reach out to gently caress his face at those words, body filling up with some much adoration for the soldier in front of you.
"hey! what did i say about touching me. i have a partner!" simon scolds, trying to dodge your touch.
"simon, love... i am your partner. it's me, (name)." you reply with a laugh.
simon takes a good long look at you when you tell him this, he stares at you, looks you up and down before letting out a soft and quiet "oh."
you begin to hear the beeping of his heart rate monitor speed up, his cheeks turning slightly pink as he stares up at you.
you couldn't help but laugh a little more at this. what a sweet idiot. your sweet idiot.
#ghostedéabha#éabha writes#éabha's 💌#ghostedéabha: ghost#ghostedéabha: simon riley#simon ghost riley fluff#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley x reader#ghost x reader#ghost x reader fluff#ghost riley x reader#awnie's amazing nonnies💞
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I LOVE SUMMER I LOVE CRAFTS
#so sad I got up and went to pick up my younger brother and go get bagels at the best bagel place in the world#and he waited until AFTER I ORDER to tell me he’s actually not eating I felt like I was in a saw trap#but it was still good I was sad they didn’t have my favorite peanut butter cookie but I can make some with my brother just like them#and I asked Andy why he didn’t eat and he’s like I just woke up and he did I literally made him get out of bed to go with me#but also he said he didn’t want to buy it and I would’ve bought it for him if that was the actual reason so I was sad#and then I went to my beloved fye to visit my beloved guy there but he wasn’t there :-(#I saw the other workers and I said where’s my buddy :-(#and they were like oh it you he’s not here sorry but I look at when he’s in next#and I was like wait no I don’t want to be creepy it’s okay and he was like no it’s you you’re fine LOL#so glad I’m harmless and nonthreatening and silly ig#I wanted to tell him about the wtm concert tomorrow but actually I probably won’t be able to go so it’s fine#so then I left and went to toher stores and got mad at chain belt prices and I went to hobby lobby#and I just bought all the supplies to make my own 💀#the rain one is so fucking cool I love it I’m mad my star one was off but maybe I can fix it when I’m not sleepy#and there were no fucking problems today besides me being a professional fumbler#tell me why the hell my ***** called me honey and I instinctively called her buddy back I need reconditioning#🫡 fuck it we ball 😔#god I hope my dad can get tickets to wtm idc if I have to go by myself it’s literally 5 mins from my house#I hope my doctor is so proud of me she’s going to ask have you been journaling every day like I asked#and I’m going to say no but I love tumblr personal diary posting#okay bye#my posts
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