#sorry I just miss my brother
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I miss my baby brother
I miss my brother who looked at me with love and respect
I miss the brother who told me he missed me and asked what I was doing
I miss my brother from childhood who was the sweetest little boy
I miss my baby brother who I loved with everything in me
But my baby brothers gone down a road I can’t follow
He’s gone down a road that fills his heart with hate and his words with toxins
He looks at me with disgust now because of my gender
The same older sister who raised him with all the love inside them
Is now just another “female” that should be silent
And he’s just another man hating woman
And a part of me hates him
But late at night or in the early morning I still think of the baby boy I raised
I couldn’t save him
And my heart aches everyday for it
#sorry I just miss my brother#he’s a piece of shit now#and I can’t forgive him#but I miss who he was before#raise a glass to all those who have lost brothers to the incel pipeline#it breaks your heart every day#brothers#incel brothers#little brother#poem#it’s shit but oh well it’s my tumble#so suckkkk ittttt#poetry#sad
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old triguns. those drawings are like. ten millionyears old to me sorry
#sory for making another huge image post again i just wanted to get those out of my way theyve been in my drafts for ever#i just have so much old art ifeel bad for not posting even if i personally dont like them. ahh ahhh ahh#I DO MISS DRAWING TRIGUN...its been 100 years..im just so idealess. <- stampede disliker but maybe when s2 drops ill brainstorm#art tag#so much red and orange here. tone it down brother#trigun#trimax#vash the stampede#wolfwood d nicholas#elendira the crimsonnail#million knives#eyestrain#sorry eye removed some😑dislike all of those but those bothered me even more
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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those nightmares be hitting bruh
#wild kratts#littlecrittereli#wk reprogrammed au#reprogrammed au#kratt brothers#wild kratts fanart#wild kratts au#chris kratt#martin kratt#doodles#small ventish#been having a lot of nightmares recently and I am projecting so hard#hes just an eepy guy just an eeper...... just a eepy an eepy eep....e ppy.....#i miss writting reprogrammed... i cant wait to start on the next one...#oughh sorry for lack of content finals kicking my ass rn!!!!!
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hey what if I fuckin cried
#blitzø getting a little too relatable; blaming himself for a parent's death even if it wasn't entirely his fault#the fact that I've had nightmares like this with my mom before just makes it all the worse/hj#I mean I never really knew her so they weren't as clear as this scene but still#gahhdamn#also the fire starting fROM HIS HAND oml-#and the “Mom please I'm sorry!!” hit like a damn TRUCK to me#I miss my mom too Blitzø let's be trauma brothers#kk enough tag rambling lmao#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#helluva#helluva spoilers#hb#hb spoilers#blitzø buckzo#blitzø#tilla#tilla buckzo#blitzø helluva boss#tilla helluva boss#bty3 talks
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Honestly transformers one deserves a medal for being the first transformers. Thing. In like five years to make me actually like and want to see bumblebee
#God I was. Look okay the market. The transformers market. Is SO oversaturated with bumblebee#Stop making him the protagonist of things please I just want to see ONE new character just one just one new guy#Like he's familiar I get it. The audience knows him. Cute little guy#But also I do not care get him off of my SCREEN#It's not even that I DISLIKE bumblebee. As a character. I liked him in the 80s I liked him in Bumblebee 2018 I liked him in prime#I am just. SO tired of seeing him in EVERYTHING#Bumblebee oversaturation is real and it could happen to you#Anyways tf1 made him fun again. He's quirky. he's silly. He's not an audience surrogate or an inexperienced kid for the adults to teach he'#Literally just some guy. I missed when Bumblebee was just some guy#Also his crippling loneliness and isolation in the dumpster? Yeah man I get it#Also he was funny. Call me a middle schooler but he was FUNNY. I giggled#And even the jokes that didn't land I was never like Oh brother this guy STINKS. And I think that's because the jokes and bee himself never#Overstayed their welcome#So yeah good for them for making me actually like bumblebee again. I genuinely thought it couldn't be done#He's my friend and I like him :)#This is incomprehensible sorry I just really want to share my thoughts on tfone and I haven't had the energy to make any written analysis#And I don't have a car. So I can't watch it in theatres again#Watch in in theatres for me. Please#transformers one#Transformers#Also badassatron was funny I'll die on this hill#Sorry it WAS funny until it became my partner's vocal stim and now they must be SLAIN
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Complete word vomit but like what if viktor decides that whatever the 'arcane' is too dangerous or comes at too high a cost and starts The Glorious Evolution from there?
Maybe he feels responsible for whatever the weird magic orb thingys are and decides that all of this mess (not just with the hex core but also with zaun and piltover) was due to human error so now he thinks he has to help people by getting rid of their 'flaws' like they're ability to make the kinds of mistakes he made in s1.
We know he already doesn't want the hex core to be around anymore so why would he suddenly become infatuated with it?? Like sure maybe it has an influence over him, but I seriously doubt it would last all season
Plus viktors whole Thing is helping people why would he stick with the hex core and all it's bs if it means either vaporising people or shimmer? Viktor is smart that's like the first thing we know about him I feel like he'd find a way out of the hex core's thrall
Idk I just don't really want to watch hex core bs for like a quarter of next season, I'll still probably like it tho
#plus if they're rewriting the league lore then why tf would viktor just be a synthetic mage#like that is so BORING#i miss my wife tails#viktor#viktor arcane#arcane viktor#words#word vomit#arcane speculation#arcane thoughts#arcane theory#glorious evolution#arcane#im sorry if this doesnt make sense#im very tired#and excited#i need season 2#NOW#jk jk jk#obviously#jayce talis#arcane jayce#i need a scene where it calls back to that thing jayce said about him and viktor being brothers but like in a vander and silco kinda way#or maybe something like that part with the 'its viktor' kinda thing#idkk#i hope they get more screen time#like i love ekko but i do not give a shit about the rat with him#himerdinger should get kicked in the head like a football#ideally by viktor
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#sorry if i missed anything i had the urge to make this and it just happened fast i blacked out a little#anyway#jen being insane#my edit#music#taylor swift#eras tour#meme#music meme#maisie peters#lana del rey#all time low#boygenius#ed sheeran#niall horan#fall out boy#paramore#jonas brothers#miley cyrus#the national#gracie abrams#sabrina carpenter
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something to be said about how kristoph's only known mentee is a loud young man who dresses flashily, is particular about music and so passionate about the truth that he forgets to take people's feelings into account sometimes and follows the thread of logic even when it's disadvantageous to his case or people he cares about/admires. and who also does vocal training. like. just admit you miss your brother and go visit him. freak.
#to be clear this post is mostly a joke but i am serious about him being a freak and missing his brother.#sorry to all the pure evil kristoph enjoyers out there but i believe he loved his brother#kristoph gavin#klavier gavin#apollo justice#something so funny about the idea that kristoph looked at apollo & went 'omg... like klavier' in the same way that phoenix looked at ema#& went 'omg... just like maya fr' in rfta. the parallels are real to ME.#tangent but i feel like kristoph generally loves in the same way regardless of what type of love it is. i.e. buried beneath lots of self#justification about how it's not love and he's really tricking & using & manipulating them for his own means#17 y/o kristoph using his first pay check to buy klavier a guitar for christmas like 'yes... i will get him this instrument that is clearly#more COMMON & INFERIOR to my violin so he wont EMBARRASS me by being uncultured & not knowing anything about music... but he will ALWAYS#know he can't compare to me...'#vs 9 y/o klavier opening his present & being like 'wow! my older brother is so generous & cool <3 i love him so much <33#they're so funny to me actually
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What happens when your coworker kills your other coworker but both of you are in a relationship (kind of) with the same ethereal woman who had an admiration for said dead coworker.
+bonus Evandrey because it’s funny to me (I’m sorry Eva.)
#pathologic#pathologic 2#andrey stamatin#yulia lyuricheva#eva yan#evandrey#yulieva#evaandrey#Eva yahn#Andrei Stamatin#see I think that Eva is very okay with Eva being how she is- promiscuous and spreading her love (Maybe a little jealous but more rooted in#self loathing and insecurities)#and she’s like look I’m okay with this whole open relationship (technically we aren’t in a relationship even though I really want to be)#thing BUT why HIM. I have to work with him and he’s by far the worst man I’ve ever worked with (besides maybe his brother because at least#Andrey actually talks but really they’re a package deal anyways) I need to have meetings with him often and it’s horrendous every time#like spread your love it’s noble really.#I wouldn’t expect anything else from you#but maybe give him less he’s annoying as hell#I also think that she’d figure out pretty quickly that Andrey and Peter killed Farkhad#just bcuz like. yk she’s there. she’s seen the already shaky relationship crumble beyond repair. she’s seen them argue in meetings.#she knows the stamatwins are not above murder. especially for art. and she’s clever.#And andrey knows that so he doesn’t try to hide it. she doesn’t have recourse anyways-#the kains (who I think helped cover up the murder) employ her too#and andrey respects her to a degree- he assumes she’ll see reason.#and honesty. Yulia might be upset that Andrey killed one of the only other architects but also she does not miss him that much.#she’s like I don’t agree with this whole murder thing but you are kind of right he had to go he was getting on my nerves#the meetings will be 10x more tolerable now that the twins can’t argue with him about things that aren’t even real#it’s awful but it did drive Eva further into my arms so necessary evils.#my art#sorry for the essay in the tags.
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Ngl, really missing Tin Can Tuesgays right now
#tinlightenment#tin can bros#tin can brothers#tcb#tin can tuesgay#like idk they were fun#All the streams were#I miss the silly community made just from those chats#I wish I could’ve made it to more of the streams sadly I was busy right as they were going on normally#It’s been like what? A month since it ended?#Wow a whole damn month#SPY ANOTHER DAY IS THIS MONTH :0#I can’t wait for that idk#Yall know I’ll lose my mind when I get the digital ticket#I think that’s gonna be the only one I buy a digital ticket to#I’m gonna try and see tcbob live though so those are gonna be the ones I see#sorry i’m rambling#Whoops
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don't you D A RE think there's anything pastorpresent that i would put in front of You
#yeah i finished s8#and i could not care less about the angels lmao#is s9 a angel season because thats not it brother#i actually enjoyed s8 but i miss my horror show#and the angel stuff is boring im sorry#should i go on or should i just rewatch my kripke era brother fuckers#wincest
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just wanna say that it hurts me seeing these pictures of happy 1d bc i just know that it will take a while before we see them truly smile again. yes, they'll move forward, go on with their lives, perform, etc... but it truly won't be the same again. those boys lost a fucking brother, an anchor, a ride or die. and no matter what happens in their life after this (fuck, "after liam") there will always be taint whisper of sadness that liam won't be there to witness it all. all the big events, liam will no longer be there to witness it all.
fuck, liam won't be there to cheer them on as they all reach their dreams. fuck. that. this reality is jarring.
#im sorry#im sad all the time now#whenever im not its just because my mind's busy#but my heart is fucking broken#i love you#liam payne#i truly hope you're happier now#i miss you#liam#of#one direction#your brothers truly love you#im sure they're yearning for you#like we all are#zayn malik#louis tomlinson#harry styles#niall horan
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#at some point i just need to accept my brother has essentially taken my dog#and maybe if i accept it ill get over it#im clinging to that dog with my fingernails and as per usual i have to be the eldest daughter#and just let my things be taken#im just. this isn’t worded well. im just. very tired of this.#i do EVERYTHING for that dog—feed him take him to the vet groom him bathe him#and just.#sigh.#ignore me.#delete later#i just still remember the time my dad told me i shouldn’t allow him into my room#so he’d be encouraged to go into my brother’s room#bc my brother was really depressed and refusing to take his antidepressants (which he STILL doesn’t take#THIS MAN IS 33 FUCKING YEARS OLD)#and i wish i had just said something like ‘do you realize how unfair that is to me?’#but ofc he wouldn’t bc im the eldest daughter. and no matter how many times i point out how unfair that is to my parents#nothing changes. it just. im expected to just deal with it.#with shit like my dog—MY. FUCKING. DOG.—becoming my brother’s#as if my mental health doesn’t matter#and listen im on antidepressants and they make a helluva difference#but that dog is mine. my one thing. and now he’s not.#sorry im also probably gonna start my period any day now so im hella fucking emotional#i just miss my dog.
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Thinking about Chrissy who finally gets out of her parents' house and goes off to college but didn't realize how much she would miss her brother when she did.
He's the only other person who knows what it's like to be in that house and he's always been her ride or die. They played together when they were little and he stuck by her when she broke up with Jason and lost all of her "friends" and always wanted to hang out with her when nobody else would. He always looked up to her and made sure she knew she was worth it and loved and as he got bigger he'd stand up for her to anyone who gave her trouble.
She lets him come stay with her at school sometimes and she drives him around the city and they hang out like they used to because even though she's got good friends now he's still her baby brother and her best friend and she loves him
#oh and it goes without saying that her brother and eddie are pals too#sorry im having an older sister moment#ive been thinking about chrissy and her brother for a few days#but i just saw a video of a girl getting surprised by her younger brother with a dance at her wedding#(y'know like a father daughter dance but brother sister)#to a song that they used to sing as kids or whatever#and now im crying#chrissy cunningham#chrissy cunningham headcanon#chrissy cunningham headcanons#matthew cunningham#stranger things#stranger things headcanon#stranger things headcanons#just r's thoughts#i dont get to see my brother until october i miss him 😭
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Just talked to my brother on the phone for an HOUR. that's more than he ever talks to me in a week when we're home. Yay <3
#Sorry I'm back flipping with joy this is the brother who decided he suddenly hated me about five years ago and#he's only recently started to care about me again#It's probably the 2 year age gap for some reason that's like number 1 sibling rivalry age gap#I love all of my siblings so dearly but I'm especially happy when he wants to talk to me because he NEVER does#He'd never admit it but this is how I know he misses me#He also just casually offered to bring me along with him and his gf when they went somewhere I was like you NEVER invite me
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