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Here’s some lazy info cards about characters in my superhero!au
Shen Yuan
Professor in Cang Qiong University (sinse they only know about his clairvoyance he teaches young adults (no child will be put in danger here) how to actually use their dusty brain cells in a fight instead of punchin real hard)
Abilities: clairvoyance + appearance changing (this one is secret) + making any tissue-like object sharp (this one's secret too)
Yes, Luo Binghe was his student until he quit to become the sexy bad boy he’s trying to appear as (he’d convinsed almost everyone but his Shizun and us ofc as he knows that Binghe is nothing but a very good boy (with a bit of sass ngl)
All of Cang Qiong cool squad™ rely oh him very much as well as cares about him being very tiny sleepy smartpants who needs to be constantly checked on (they refuse to admit he really doesn’t)
Shang Qinghua is his not-having-flashy-ability-to-show-off best buddy (nerd squad)
Shen Yuan wants to believe that he’s like Bruce Wayne with his cool alter ego, but even he understands that he’s more of a brokeass Peter Parker.
Despite his clairvoyance, high intelligence and sharp mind he’s so oblivious like guys
Everyone thinks he’s cute when in reality he’s “Accccctually🤓”
Liu Qingge
№1 Strongest superhero by user2305980714 and about 70% of internet (popular boi)
Abilities: super strength + martial arts
Not a people person so his stans like him only for his looks (pretty boi)
Can actually be really dramatic
Good at punchin real hard
Juicy (yeah that’s all)
Sigma with the boys, shy with crush
Has a little like we would belive this bullshit crush on Shen Yuan
Luo Binghe is his rival till death
I would kiss him in the cheek (respectfully)
Luo Binghe
Beefy fluffy buffy curly curvy boy
Abilities: dreams controlling + demon aura
Those big doe eyes (for his Shizun only)
Not only his eyes are big 😏😳
Squishy muscles juicy ass
Then first got into the Cang Qiong University Luo Binghe thought his only ability is lame dream controlling, then found out he’s actually pretty badass he dropped out of university to master his povers among the bad dudes™
Has huge crush on Shen Yuan
After quitting university and becoming ✨evil✨ he’s still visiting his Shizun very fucking often as he’s worrying something might happen to him
Feels a great lot of jealousy towards all Cang Qiong head members (first place to Liu Qingge)
Pls god I want to have him as a bodypillow am I asking for too much???
Mobei-jun
Is in the bad dudes™
You want him to crush you and DON’T YOU DARE LIE TO ME i know what you are
Strong
Giant thigs
Then frowning add 10 to attractiveness (99% of the time)
Is an “ally” with Shang Qinghua
Said Shang Qinghua is so much his type
Is into sloppy nerds
Figths with bare hands (+ ice powers) wich is hot (haha hot)
Abilities: ice powers + portal opening
Grumpy and growly
Nobody has ever seen him smiling, he’s capable of it though... I think
Shang Qinghua
Imagine a really smart raccoon, that’s basically him
Ability: reality changing (sounds cool? well it’s not)
His ability is limited af (that’s why he uses his brain so much)
Sexy brain, okay everything else
Is short and chubby (coz he’s a raccoon)
Had been simping over Mobei from the beginning of times
Then he sees Mobei fighting, Shang Qinghua uses his ability to rip Mobeis clothes here and there a bit more, make his hair lay even sexier and soooo on
“Boobs are so fine- wait you were talking about girls?”
Mobei-jun is the man of his dream
He and Shen Yuan are playing mind games all the tim, trying to outsmart eachover
I would provide him with snacks and listen to him talking for hours (as well as Mobei would)
#svsss#scum super villain's self-saving sistem#superhero!au#soon to be powerless#ssvsss#fanfiction#moshang#bingqiu#liushen
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look at the way i ride ~
#lyss.vent#been feeling very much on the edge lately#of what? i’m not really sure#a classic Meltdown ™ maybe#i have a therapist i talk to weekly now and that’s been a huge help fs#but it’s still like#my boat has a hole#too many to count actually#i’m constantly dumping out the water but it doesn’t matter yk?#i’m still sinking#there are so many things i should be thankful for#friends and family that care about me#i have hobbies that i enjoy#a good consistent job that pays well#i’m working 40 hrs a week and making enough to save monthly#this is what it means to be successful right ?#i should be happy…i have everything i need…#yet i feel rundown and empty#i’ve also realized that there are horrible ugly things that still live deep inside my bones#why do i blame myself for them when i was just there? when i was the victim?#i’m the only one who can save myself from it all so why can’t i?#what’s even worse is that i have to watch from the sidelines while life single-handedly fucks up my loved ones too#i’m so powerless in all aspects of my life#everything’s out of my control#and it hurts so much :(((#tbh old me would’ve given up by now but that dumb bitch isn’t in the driver’s seat anymore#she’s just along for the ride now but she won’t give me the aux#tho new me is stubborn and has something to prove so i’ll keep driving :3 vroom vroommm#i’ll play my own music soon#i love queue ☆〜(ゝ。∂)
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Love a man covered in blood
#THERE ARE SO MANY#kaz brekker#six of crows#strong girl nam soon#ryu shi oh#supernatural#SO MANY#dean#cas#sam#aot#eren#levi ackerman#kai azer#cardan greenbriar#powerless#the cruel prince
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no stay i don't care what you've said or done, don't go away, not now when life has just begun. come back and be the woman who i knew, help me to believe in you...
what on earth am i to do?
nothing gold can stay
#fallout amazon#fallout#fallout series#cooper howard#barb howard#the ghoul#stills art#i scarlet pimpernel'd your man and made myself cry#and robert frost'd but lets be real i've been dying to do that since i watched the series#heres the quote from the book too:#“Had she but turned back then#and looked out once more on to the rose-lit garden#she would have seen that which would have made her own sufferings seem but light and easy to bear--a strong man#overwhelmed with his own passion and despair. Pride had given way at last#obstinacy was gone: the will was powerless. He was but a man madly#blindly#passionately in love and as soon as her light footstep had died away within the house#he knelt down upon the terrace steps#and in the very madness of his love he kissed one by one the places where her small foot had trodden#and the stone balustrade#where her tiny hand had rested last.”#― Baroness Orczy#The Scarlet Pimpernel
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babes I'm listening to the silmarillion narrated by Andy Serkis and it's so good. it is feeding my soul
#I'm in the trenches of the unbinding of melkor but soon we will get more on Maedhros my Beloved#and im thinking about a story#I want to write about the elven peoples who chose not to go to valinor#what was their culture like?#im thinking about yavanna as a Mary figure#as in a pathway to Illuvatar/salvation#I want some kind of thematic communion that involves blood#and i want to write a romance for maedhros to please my young self#and to examine the intersection of desire and love and sin#and our powerlessness to save someone who doesnt want to save themselves#but what good we can do when someone is willing to sacrifice to save themselves#im going to have to think about this for a long time first#silmarillion#tolkien
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oh i LOVE the scene where debbie throws the bottle at nolan
#the subtle animation of his eyes shaking#he doesn't know how to understand what he's feeling (hint hint its shame)#so he just. breaks. punches.#he didnt want this day to come so soon. he's been delaying and delaying it#and now that it's happening he HATES it. he feels trapped and powerless#very good character work in this scene#invincible#willow whispers
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I'm so fucking hungry and tired and thirsty and am I doing anything about it?? no!!
#cw// ed#i know i need to have something bc my babysitter will be here soon but shgarqgwywh!!!#its not even a weight motivated thing really. i mean it is but it isnt.#like i dont particularly want to lose weight i just am SO SCARED of gaining it.#but mostly its just a general AHHHH FOOD BAD I CANT DO IT I DONT NEED IT#oh and i picked out the ~protein source~ from my dumb lunch and then tossed the rest for similar reasons 🙃#wtf is happening and why do i feel powerless to stop it
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hm
#little bit uh. feeling like I don’t wanna be here anymore. not here as in tumblr but here as in. yknow.#anyway sorry I don’t wanna post it on here but I just need to vent it somewhere. I’ll prob delete it soon.#I’m just really tired of pretending anything’s ever gonna get better for me#I feel so genuinely powerless to change anything#I’m just very tired#mrow.org
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im so goddamn tired.
#fucking hate being barely able to make ends meet from check to check#fucking hate watching my loved ones struggle and gasp for air and being powerless to help them#fucking hate that im trying to convince myself to just suck it up and deal when all I want to do is sleep because I can’t miss work bc-#-I need my hours up#fucking. god#I’ll be fine. I’ve been fine. I’ve made it this far and have no intention of stopping anytime soon#i just need to scream or I’ll cry#might still cry lmao. whatever#it’s fine. im fine. i just need to keep moving so i dont fall and stay down. no walking or i wont be able to run this race nymore n all that#arty issues#delete later maybe
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EVERY DAY I WAKE UP AND MY LIBBY HOLD ISN'T OVER!!!!
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Moshang superhero!au
Shang Qinghua wasn't lucky by common standards. Well there was always the need to dig deeper then it comes to Shang Qinghua. At first he seems like someone who would be envied dy less fortunate: had a really really nice place in Cang Qiong, was gifted with power of changing reality, got to hand out with the coolest people possible. That was the first layer. The second is: a guy with ability that is hard to get the use of, tons of work, no personal life, even in close future. Then comes the third layer: a man of a grate wit, who successfully mastered seemingly lame ability and fully deserved his place among the strongest. Fourth: ah wait he's a nerd and forever alone. Fifth: he has a crush on WHO?
And the list can go on and on. Shang Qinghua was a mistery. Was he a traitor for allying with supervillain Mobei-jun? Was he really all this nerdy? Is he like gay or something?
And here we have Mobei-jun. People don't seem to have problems with reading him. Approximately you'll need about three seconds to understand all you need to know about him. He's dangerous, powerful, brutal, hot (in a cold way) and wouldn't even notice if he crushed you dead. That's basically how he is. But there's always room for more. Even to his own surprise. Mobei-jun is currently on his way of developing into a mature adult, rather than overpowered giant angsty teen. He's soon to find out that he can be caring, patient, thoughtful, protective and even weak.
But now all we have is Shang Qinghua, exhaustedly falling on his soft amazing bed. Or is he? The very moment he expected himself to be buried in his blanket he seemingly just feel right through his bed, blanket wrapping around him like a trash bag. His fall wasn't to long though. He only had time to group himself a little, before his back met the bouncy material. Shang Qinghua started wiggling himself free and after he did, he started with a great shock at Mobei-jun, who was staring back at him. His slightly raised brows were giving away how much he was took off guard. Mobei-jun seemed just to casually sit on his couch with an open laptop, home clothing – really fancy ones – on.
"I.." started Shang Qinghua. "I told you many times to not open portals in my apartment." He saw Mobei-jun furrowing and instantly lost all his attitude. "Am I needed, Dawang?"
Mobei-juns furrow deepened. "Yes." Was all he said, as he opened something on his laptop and gave it over to Shang Qinghua. In reality, he was very much surprised by his power's outburst. He didn't had this random portal opening situations since he was in middle school. Was he dripping so deep in his thoughts it came to thinking about Qinghua and actually summoning him?
"Ugh, I know this is no problem for you, Dawang" whined Shang Qinghua, wrapping himself up with his blanket. His fingers though started typing as he leaned over Mobei's laptop and started working. "I was so close to sleeping my hunger over." He muttered to himself as if didn't even noticing Mobei-jun was paying him all his attention.
It wasn't really late, especially for Shang Qinghua who would easily spend half of the night scrolling through his phone or writing something. The fact that he really was going to sleep meant that today he really wore himself off. Mobei-jun almost felt guilty for taking sleep Shang Qinghua was aiming for away by this embarrassing accident. Maybe he should've send him back. But he didn't want him to leave. The all reason why he mindlessly opened a portal to Shang Qinghuas apartment was because he wanted him to be here. Just to silently admire his presence. But it turned... Exactly like he wanted. Shang Qinghua was here, and Mobei-jun got to just feel good in his company. But Shang Qinghua was exhausted, tired and hungry, probably sleep deprived too.
That's definitely not how Mobei-jun want him to feel. He opened the delivery app on his phone and ordered some noodles Shang Qinghua liked. He then stood up from the couch and went into his bedroom to make a call. Mobei-jun called one of his minions for them to organise the fastest delivery possible, and after ten minutes a really terrified delivery worker was at his door.
Shang Qinghua haven't moved since he started working so, then Mobei-jun placed a plastic bowl of noodles on the table, his head tilted up and his eyes went wide and glowy.
"You should eat." Stated Mobei-jun sitting back on the couch near Shang Qinghua.
"Dawang!" Shouted Shang Qinghua while looking like all life was slowly returning back to him. "Thank you. This lowly one will never forget you kindness."
Mobei-jun let out a quiet grumpy growl wich made Shang Qinghua huff a laugh in amusement as took a mouthful of noodles. Mobei-jun had ordered himself some grilled meat with vegetables so Shang Qinghua wouldn't be embarrassed of being only one who eats. It was fine, Mobei-jun would gladly spend some extra time in the gym tomorrow.
They ate in comforting silence. Mobei-jun was dealing with some usual mess his subordinates would cause in this time of night by sending several messages to the most responsible ones. Shang Qinghua did pretty much the same but he somehow had the ability to get Mobei's men moving even faster. That was one of many reasons why Mobei-jun valued him as ally.
An hour and a half passed as they sat unmoving, to preoccupied with work. Shang Qinghua usually disliked doing something for long time without change, especially work. But he treated ruling mob as a really nice hobby. More of it, having fully concentrated Mobei-jun near him helped steadying Shang Qinghua's wild mind so he could work for that long without being distracted.
For Mobei-jun, who totally preferred actually being on the field than commanding over a bunch of idiots, he tolerated it many times better then Shang Qinghua was beside him. His pure interest in making Mobei's men doing things reminded Mobei-jun that controlling all of them is actually cool and not pain in the ass all the time. He found the feeling flattering. So he was pretty productive this evening until he noticed that something went strange. He lifted his eyes from his phone and noticed that Shang Qinghua seemingly had fallen asleep wrapped up in his blanket, open laptop in his hands.
Mobei-jun looked around himself as if searching for something to tell him what to do now. He helplessly clenched and unclenched his fists while looking at peacefully sleeping Shang Qinghua. He then took his phone and sent new message but in entirely different tone. And to new contact. To Luo Binghe.
'My hero fell asleep on my couch, what do I do?' he typed.
'OMG Mobei go send me a pic NOW' Luo Binghe was as easily hyped about anything that had a slightest connection to Shen Yuan.
'Why?'
'BECAUSE!! You want my advice or no?'
Mobei-jun hesitated for a couple moments before taking an awkward shaky photo of sleeping Shang Qinghua and send it to Luo Binghe feeling his face warming up in response of this act. He then deleted the photo from his phone, letting Luo Binghe do whatever he wanted.
'Awww he's cute. Not as cute as Shizun tho... Anyways look at Shizun!' And Luo Binghe send him about 30 photos of Shen Yuan lying here and there asleep. Mobei-jun rolled his eyes and let out an irritated growl.
'Okay. You seem to be experienced in such things, good, now tell me what to do.'
'Yeah right. So it's all simple, your little guy looks pretty little so just scoop him and tuck him in. Double check if he's comfortable enough and leave a glass of water beside the bed.' Okay that was cheesy.
Mobei-jun just throwed his phone away.
It never was so difficult in the past. When things like this happened to his exes he always was okay with just leaving them where they were. But this wasn't the same. This was Shang Qinghua. His back already was a mess, he complained about it hurting from his office chair all the time. Mobei-jun just couldn't let him sleep like this, so his limbs will be numb then he wake up. Shang Qinghua wasn't like him, he wasn't built for being in uncomfortable position for a long time. He almost was fragile. It was knowledge that get Mobei-jun to long to get, so he made sure he learned it well.
He realised he was staying unmoving, towering over Shang Qinghua, practically starting at him for too long to be appropriate.
Finally he pulled himself together and reached out to take sleeping Shang Qinghua in his hands. As he carefully lifted him up, he noticed a few things. Shang Qinghua was heavy. Well of course he was, Shang Qinghua was a bit overweight, and now sleeping he made a real dead weight of himself. It wasn't like Mobei-jun had a struggle with holding him. Pretty much opposite. Mobei-jun had lifted many thing way heavier, so that wasn't the case. It just felt right to hold him. Shang Qinghua was warm and soft to the touch and actually feeling him in his arms was strangely comforting.
Mobei-jun cut himself on the place and opened a portal in Shang Qinghua's apartment. He didn't tucked him in, but he did make sure a glass of water was standing near his bed.
#superhero!au#svsss#ssvsss#soon to be powerless#fanfiction#scum villain's self saving system#moshang#scum super villain's self saving sistem
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#some people really think tammi broke onto the doc set and told louis to involve the kid#agshdhdjjdj please#he could avoid the kid for years but as soon as he needs him for the documentary suddenly he is powerless??????
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save yourself i'll hold them back makes me feel emotions previously only known by shrimp
#YOU'RE THE BROKEN GLASS IN THE MORNING LIGHT#BE A BURNING STAR IF IT TAKES ALL NIGHT#listened to this at 2am last night while incredibly anxious and it hit differently than it ever has before.#and it was already my favorite song on the album#NOT A VICTIM OF A VICTIM'S LIFE#i view it like i'm both parts of the equation#the person that needs to be saved and the person doing the saving#because when i get in a depressive state i know exactly what the hell's happening but i'm powerless to stop it#or. it feels that way. and i know i can't make it go away entirely but i can make it better#or more comfortable for myself or shorter or just better in general. at least sometimes#so.#can you save yourself tonight?#YOU MOTHERFUCKER#i'm resisting the urge to type out more lines because pretty soon i'll have the entire song#but. i don't know. it just means a lot to me#can you save yourself tonight?????
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Can't do anything about it.
#this is a vent#okay so#yesterday at night i listen to my mom watching homophobic tiktoks and well yk i feel fucking awful and its like#i Can't Do Anything About It cuz otherwise id be done for so i gotta keep quiet im powerless#so my mother hates me and doesnt know . this sucks#i want a Job so i can have money and hopefully get out of here as soon as i can#cherrys evil art#original art#digital painting
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I now see what you meant by wanting to say more but it being spoilers for the sequel lol.
Hope you have a wonderful day/night dear. Take Care!
Hehe yeah!
This entire bit I wanted to do SO elaborately, but it would be way too close to the official sequel, so I had to stay vague! Eclipse is there, and I'd figure you guys can imagine some things about how it's gonna go down, but I want there to be some surprises! How they meet and why, how exactly that conversation will go, and how Sun and Moon will get involved again - that you'll have to wait for just a bit! Hehe <3
Evening's looking great so far (if a little jittery because as much as I look forward to my trip, my routine suffers LMAO), hope you're having a good time too, whatever time it is! <3
#answer let luce#anonymous#accidentally undercover#I *could* have just kept the ask under wraps until after so it wouldnt have been spoilers anymore#but I love talking to u guys so I tend to answer asks as soon as I can find some time!#and this was just so funny#HQ powerless against the Plot(tm)#this is why I made the server (partially)#I need a somewhat enclosed space to post spoilers where ppl scream at me (/pos) about it and I still keep some secrets for the rest#again the 'I love talking to you guys' bit HFDJSK
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every day I wish more and more that I held a higher position at my job
#it’s not like I’m powerless#but when I see issues in like. the housekeeping department#and I’m the front office manager#I just wish I could straighten some things out#boss says I’ll be AGM soon so we’ll see#work woes#snurtz talks
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