#powerless lauren roberts

[murasaki-cha]

This is literally Paedyn @ Kai in Reckless

[kaisdarling]

kai azer and cardan greenbriar probably

[murasaki-cha]

Ok this is actually hilarious in a very sad way. I'm laughing at my pain. Surprisingly healing

out of context fearless spoilers:

[starrynightsxo]

them: he can't hurt you

him: "I think I would fall on my sword if it meant you mourned me"

WHEN I CATCH YOU LAUREN ROBERTS-

[midiosaamor]

OH MT GOD GUYS THERES EVEN MORE FANART

i love this one thw most bro

[xoxochb]

how it feels to finish a book that permanently changed the trajectory of my life

[murasaki-cha]

I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD LAUGH OR CRY🤣😭🤣😭🤣😭🤣

On top of his sister's grave is insane tho..

[ladystardustofdarknessanddismay]

Kai "Touch her again, and I'll slit your throat. She's mine." Azer

[dollvre]

did I finish the book or did the book finished me?

yes I am talking about reckless by lauren roberts

[your-mommy-ems]

paedyn gray

i think i might be god cause who tf let me create like this (jk obviously im mommy not god... yet) PAEDYN GRAY IM IN LOVE W YOU FR

@arqbella, @midiosaamor, @xo-zozo, @maybxlle @sweetreveriee

@xoxotifia, @hxress23,

[kaipaedyn]

you don't know pain unless you've read this

[murasaki-cha]

🚨FEARLESS SPOILERS!!!!

I want to say I am deceased after chapter 54. My best friend was there when I read it and she experienced my entire crash-out. It was ugly, she had to hold me at some point while I sobbed. Please proceed with caution here.

CAN THE BOOK JUST END HERE GOD DAMN I HAVE WAITED FOR THIS MOMENT FOR SO LONG!!!!!! 3 FREAKING BOOKS DAMN IT!!!!! THIS MIGHT BE THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME!!! I WAITED AND I PREVAILED IN THE END!!!!!! THANK YOU LAUREN THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!

Live footage of me during my crash-out reading this:

[arqbella]

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[caramelmiacchiato]

YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE ARE POPPIES IN THE COVER HOW DID I NOT SEE THAT

[whousestypewriters]

friends till the end right? - k.a x reader

pairing: kai azer x reader

requested: yes / no

warnings: swearing

a/n: im living off of these crumbs until i get my hands on reckless fr. this'll be he last fic queued/posted until i get back lovelies. hope you enjoy mwah <33

taglist: @nqds, @lxvebelle, @reminiscentreader, @off-to-the-r4ces, @ecliphttlunar

@tornqdowarnings

kai azer was your friend.

your bestfriend.

you grew up together, he, just one week older than you basically being your guide into life. you both know he's full of shit and that he just likes to brag that he's older.

you've been by his side for all of it. the awful way edric treated him - which you still want to shove a dagger up edric's ass for by the way - to sneaking into the kitchen and eating lemon tarts with him.

you're his other half and he's yours.

he was by your side when your parents died, never once leaving you during those awful days. he pulled you out of your slump and brought you back to life.

so yeah....

you were close.

and although you were possibly the closets friends in ilya. you wanted more. you wanted to be the girl he looked at in every room the girl who he would recognise anywhere. you wanted to be his girl.

but that wasn't happening anytime soon. it was mere delusional thinking.

"hey, darling," kai's voice snaps you out of your thoughts. "you just gonna lie there all day?"

sighing you open your eyes and look up to kai. "it is rather comfy," you grumble at him. shutting your eyes and the image of kai and the colorful morning sky out.

"well its not my fault you tripped mid-spar."

"EXCUSE ME?" you practically fly up off the ground in anger. "I DID NOT TRIP YOU LITTLE SHIT-" you yell before kai cuts you off with a hand to your mouth.

"hush, you don't want to wake the entire kingdom with your loud ass mouth, you'd think you were a damn amplifier not tele."

you scoff and shove him back, causing him to stumble a little. "i'm going to murder you in your sleep."

"i get to look at your pretty face while dying? thats the greatest gift," kai smirks at you before shoving you back into a nearby tree, "and that was payback for shoving me."

"you deserved my shove. I didn't deserve yours," you huff leaning against the tree while kai looked at you from a few feet away. "what?" you ask. "do i have something on my face? if its dirt im blaming you, i've got lessons all morning after this."

he had an indecipherable look on his face. it only added to your confusion when he stepped closer, his body crowding yours the heat rolling off his skin and onto yours. still looking at you strangely he raises his hand slowly moving towards your face.

"what are you doing?" you meant it to sound questioning and stern but it just came out all breathy and high pitched.

his hand brushed you cheek as he raised it and pulled a twig from your hair. "you had something in your hair," his voice was soft and the moment crackled between the two of you.

there was no reason for you two to be standing that close. it was purely choice. and when kai's head dipped a little you almost gasped at how close you two were.

this was it, oh my god, you were getting your moment? that delusion was turning into a reality.

your breaths mingled together and you're ninety percent sure when kai's hand cupped your cheek and the other grabbed your waist you died a little inside - in the good way.

this was it.

"good morning guys!" a voice came from the other side of the training grounds as kitt strolled leisurely into the area.

kai stepped back from you quickly and headed over to chat with his brother but not before sending you a look that made you want to grin like a school girl.

maybe those delusions weren't so wrong after all.

[calming-chaos]