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How are you feeling about Accomplice? Could you avoid spoilers so far? And do you have an estimated date when you'll be able to read it? 👀

I have not read a single thing I'm staying as far away from spoilers as I can!😭😭

Honestly my internship and diploma have taken so much of my time I have not read a single thing from Apprentice since I started my reread nvm Accomplice. At this point I think the only time I'll be able to read it is when the physical book comes out here in my country, somewhere in september😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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You’re not depressed. You just need $250,000 in your bank account.

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I'm scared of people at the workplace noticing my webtoon drafts when I'm working on my diploma in the office and asking me who the characters are because how do I explain to them that this is my beautiful son Noah who is tired as shit, uses sarcasm as a defence mechanism and hasn't had a good day in his life. My superior walked by when I was editing something and he asked if I drew this and I almost said "No I'm holding him for a friend"

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Rosabelle and James interaction core

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Today I discovered that my best friends have pavloved me into entering the groupchat

As many INFPs might relate, I am someone who forgets to reply and lets messages pile up, so seeing 300+ notifications is normal to me. My besties are used to this, they both don't even notice it at this point (yay for friendship)

But for the past week or so, we have all been very busy (life, jobs, school and stuff) and I began to notice a significantly decrease of groupchat activity. Which felt weird.

And today there were no messages. For over 15 hours there was complete radio silence. So me, a good friend, started typing to check in on them. They replied, we talked, we shat on people, same old same old.

Until one of my besties asked "Hey so why did you write? Did you need smth?" And I was like "Nah just wanted to check on you. Make sure you were alive and stuff. It feels weird not to see 200+ notifs in my phone you know lmao."

And that's where it hit me! I had been texting way more these past couple of days and even being the first one to write more often than not. These hoes had somehow managed to train me to find the lessened notifications a stimulus for me to become more active in the groupchat!

The worst part? They had absolutely no idea that they were doing this, they just did it!!

Am I so easy to manipulate!?

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Hi! I just want to apologise for the spamming of reposting and liking your Assistant to the Villain posts! You see I just finished the first book yesterday and I am IN LOVE with Trystan and Evie! They are literally my new loves AHHHH! They give me cuteness aggression! Soooooo I was just wondering if, you would like to be friends? :3

Spam my posts. Spam them. For the love of god please continue spamming my posts I LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE NERD OUT WITH ME OVER MY INTERESTS!

I'm so glad you enjoyed the books they are really so much fun!

I'd love to be frends <3

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Me to my sister: Look the truth is I've just reached a point in my life where I don't care about anything anymore. I don't what to know any new news, stop telling me stuff I don't want to learn about it, just let me peacefully my lif- OH GOD DAMN IT I'VE BECOME CALE!!!!!

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Here are some of my favorite panels from the first ep of my webtoon i'm working on (I tried to find the ones with the least messy sketches)

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Once in a while this drawing resurfaces in my feed and I'm like

"Wow the stupid sketch I made at 9am on a school night because I didn't want to continue with my homework and almost sobbed from crackling super hard while drawing it is probably my legacy in this fandom."

And you know what, that tracks.

So like, Cale that one time you know

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HAPPY ACCOMPLICE TO THE VILLAIN DAY! I’m listening to the audiobook at work and actively trying not to scream with glee!!

*sobbing with tears in my eyes* I HaVesO mUCh WoRK i CaN'T ReAd iT nOW!!!!😭😭😭😭😭

I hope to read it on the weekend but I can't promise anything since I still haven't finished rereading Apprentice😭😭😭😭😭😭

I WANNA READ SO BAD MAN!!!! PLEASE NO SPOILERS I'M BARELY HOLDING ON!!!

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you're just mad because you're hungry and tired and your legs hurt and you head hurts and you're too hot and you have depression

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thinking david corenswet is hot is the most embarrassing reputation ruining annoying thing I could have done tbh like ohhh my god really? tall big muscles dark hair and blue eyes kind man is hot? god fucking really. are you fucking stupid I hate myself. oh you think superman is hot? fucking superman? groundbreaking type shit going on here oh my god he’s tall should we tell everyone he’s tall and his jaw is nice wow she thinks the attractive man is attractive. you and everyone else. is pizza your favorite food too. fuck you. everyone look at her she thinks SUPERMAN is hot boundaries are really being pushed over here should we get her a medal because she thinks Mr Smile is easy on the eyes. “hear me out” and it’s a fucking marching band. should we call people magazine. vanilla. I DISGUST myself. summer blockbuster. I should be killed

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I FINISHED THE DRAFT (aka the sketch) OF THE FIRST CHAPTER OF MY WEBTOON WHICH IS ALSO MY DIPLOMA PROJECT!!!

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Reading your posts about Kamran and I'm laughing my ass off if only Kenji would humble Adam this way then I would be able to get through his chapters in Shatter Me.

The way Hazan humbles Kamran is an art form in a sense. It requires not only natural talent but also years of practice. Miss Huda is already on her way to mastering it, Hazan is already impressed by her talent as a rookie. It's just not something everyone posesses and achieves.

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Are Alizeh and Cyrus endgame? Reading your post of them and it's making me ship them already lmao This is giving me Warnette feels I swear.

Look technically and legally we can't confirm if they are endgame until the fifth book.

But at this point, after everything I've read, if they aren't endgame then I don't even know why life would be worth living anymore. Like why? How? Again why?

They are like 99.9% confirmed and now all we need is to see their happily ever after to get that 0.1% confirmation. And I am willing to wait because THEY ARE SOULMATES AND NEED TO BE TOGETHER COME ON MAFI!!!!!

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Noah would be trees, nature and sunlight

Clara would be winter and snow

Emily is water and flower fields and bows

Charles is fire and swords

What motifs or themes are associated with your oc? Is it bc you associate those with them, or in story? Tell about it! Is there symbolism involved?

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I would say Clara has never been in love before Noah. Not even crushes or anything like that. And that's what made me realise that she is demiromantic.

She needs to really strongly connect with someone emotionally before even considering any romance with them and Noah is probably the only person she has ever connected that deeply with.

Which OC has never been in love?