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i dont have the right kind of mental illness for BBC merlin to actually make this but in my head there's an animatic of hamiltons "satisfied" involving merlin, arthur, and gwen that Haunts Me
#it haunt me#im thinking bout it again cause i got tunes on shuffle and satisfied came on#i love this fucking song#gwen is fucking. eliza.#the trouble is with merlin and arthur because like. it would make sense to have merlin be angeliica bc unrequited love but also not at all#it would be friends not sisters here but like like like#cause angelicas role better suits arthur for the song w/ being 1st born noble but likeeeeeeeeee. him n gwen aren't like.#the way hamilton talks 2 angelica is very merlin 2 arthur I think. could be other way but works best as merlin = hamilton kinda#the goal is fucking. argwen marriage merlin being depressed Just Like Canon Lads#i have like. parts of the song storyboarded in my head#the only thing i can think of is like. fucking. id be switching povs a bunch during the song to make it make sense#like uhh. arthur would be 1st and 2nd reasons. merlin would be 3rd reason.#it would start as merlin switch to arthur when they start talking then back to merlin for 3rd reason#which is WEIRD but thats the only way it would make sense I feel like????????????????????????????????????????/#with merlin its like. idk 1st and 2nd reasons don't work#ive considered doing fuckiing uhh#morgana as angelica and arthur as eliza and mmerlin as hamilton#that WOULD work best but also doesnt quite have vibes I want. i am more of a morgwen girlie idc about mergana#idk the ship names lmao#ALSO arthur would not mak e a good eliza. he is not all sweet and demure and whatever the fuck. so like#i cant win. i cant win but it haunts me sometimes it would be soooooooooooooooooooo#the love triangle drama. it lives in my head i had this idea like a fucking YEAR ago it Haunts Meeeeeeeeeee I can't escape animatic brainro#bbc merlin#i dont even usually post about my merlin bullshit thoughts#but im pullin an all nighter nad also ive lost my sanity I think#its like sinew sinewy sinewy. slipping. strerciing. ougghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i will now depart tumblr again for multiple weeks. mwah#lilac post
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eepy
With and without a filter lol
#ok here it is lol#dan vs#this is the new thing i been on for a few weeks lol#anyway i just liked my sketch so much that i had to color it and make it pretty#sleepy dan and mr mumbles#mr mumbles is just like purrin like an engine rn#also slight headcanons i guess#dan just gives off such strong transmasc vibes that i have to remind myself that its not canon lol#and even tho hes not drawn with scars i just know he'd be covered in them he gets hurt like so much yk#i actually forgot to give him a lip scar which i like to do with characters sometimes#anyway#i was gonna put a kinda blueish filter to make it look more like night but i didn't find one i liked so went with the dark edge one#me#my posts#my arts#dan mandel#dan vs mr mumbles#dan vs revival#i dont remember what else i was gonna say#i mean i could tag something else but#no i shan't#lol
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this entire Music Taste debate thing re:rap is getting annoying really fast. Im not USian enough for this.
#tho like. ''ohhhh i dont like it its too violent'' this argument is lame as shit. youre weak lmao. coming from a funk enjoyer#its just annoying as fuck how are always supposed to care about the us and everything about us culture all the time#i listen to rap. i dont listen to us rap however.#i literally spent an entire week last month going thru historical archives of brazilian rap n shit#which is MY culture i guess#n im not even trying to tote my metaphorical horn or anything. i like music history. and the story of br hiphop ties to br funk n SAMBA!#and its really cool! i like a bunch of them. i know the history of rap in my country and how THAT ties to racism and shit#but noooooo if i dont listen to List of 15 artists whether you want to or not youre racist#if youre going to make recommendations at least make them appealing? lmao. not guilt trippy!!!!#i dont listen to rap in english very often because i cant process english that fast. skill issue time. the vibes from the songs are cool!#but its just not my go to music!!!! if i want to listen to hiphop ill just grab my trusty Brazilian oldies#i know dj marlboro got me.#i listen to a lot of genres. from us country to caipira raiz to japanese grindcore. i enjoy a buncha indian songs even. the scales FUCK#idk#i know this is the American Racism website but can't i just enjoy my countries shit in peace. if i don't listen to yours in racist now????#i dont even got anything against it. in fact i like it. but why do i have to listen to (insert large unfiltered list here) of yours Or Else#i know you wont listen to mine if i recommend it???? like none of it.#a lot of it feels like virtue signaling lol listen to this or youre racist watch this or youre racist#and you do not want to be a bad person do you?????#sometimes just understanding why things are the way they are is enough. you dont need to enjoy everything. thats ok. if hiphop isnt for you#then thats fine#just like. stfu. stay on your lane when people who know more about it than you are talking about it#it isn't that hard#one just needs to acknowledge things. hiphop and jazz and blues are extremely important to modern music and culture#but not everybody likes it. and thats fine. the same way a lot of people dont like white girl breakup song number 469. thats also fine#and like. i listen to hiphop! not my go to but i like it. blues is also nice vibes sometimes. but idk the artists that deep.#as a foreigner thats fine ig#but a lot if those posts sound guilt trippy as fuck for the a lot of us arent from your country 👍
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Subtle shape language is always cool but i love when its pushed to stupidly obvious degrees. It looks GOOD its fun i love it
#floyd.txt#an artist here a while ago had a thing on it...tomatomato i think...? saved forever#it is weird though. i ultimately like playing eith shales but there is the part of like#square means this personality or triangle means this personality . i ultimately disregard that#its a little stupit...i just go with vibes..if it aligns with what people say sometimes then so be it.#i just like shapes... yayyyy#YAYYYY#EDIT. tomatatoro was the artist#i do like stephen silvers stuff too. the more i look the more i realize he may have influenced me a little.#i dont think about inspiration as much anymore it just Happens as it does.
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feeling very. Something
#(negative)#idk what it is but the vibe is just. it doesnt feel right tonight#multi revamp is in the works i wish i worked on it more today but i opted to try spend time w friends#but that was. i think a mistake and the wrong choice to make i think i need to. stop doing that#i don't know why things feel so hard for me i wish i wasnt this way#i don't like posting sad shit like this on here but its. i dont know it helps sometimes to just say it#its not as good as saying it out loud but i have no one to say things out loud to#i have more friends on here than i do irl and despite timezones y'all are more present in my life than the people in my city so#this is. im gonna delete this post in a bit i just unfortunately do not feel the process is complete if i dont actually hit post idk#on the new blog when its finished im gonna. try not to do this any of this#im gonna try to be mostly ic stuff w v little ooc bc i know it gets annoying and i hate when i look at my blog and its all ooc
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it sounds so obvious now, but im pretty sure my physical problems rn can all be traced back to the fact that my brain and body has been in a constant hypervigilance and cortisol overload for 3 months straight. the dizziness, the blackouts, the acne, the constant nausea, the giant eyebags and sudden crows feet ?? Like yeah, no shit thats what happens when ur every waking hour is the equivalent of that camille preaker crying gif
#i know the fact that i faint every couple of days and go a little blind sometimes should be priority here#but it REALLY pisses me off how much and how quickly this (?) stress is aging me#id still like to look good even if i feel like shit. sorry#the worst thing is that im doing everything in my power to do all the right things#but since i dont actually KNOW why having sex affected me in such a weird way. I cant really take the proper steps to get over it#like.. i can treat the symptoms best i can but as far as the root of it all. i have no idea whats actually wrong or how to fix it#in some senses it seems pretty cut and dry- i cant remember my childhood. i was neglected. i have a bunch of issues#i have sex for the first time. i stop functioning. i go into a depressive episode. i cant sleep.eat.be around people#i feel paralyzed by fear at the most random of times and have to hide in a small space to feel safe again. i cry so much i pop an eye vesse#like CLEARLY something is wrong. and just in an objective sense it sounds like something bad happened a long time ago associated with sex#however ! life is more complicated than that and i think its unhelpful to make assumptions (yes im aware i might also be in denial lol)#i already know i have trauma so its not weird for me to exhibit trauma responses. and maybe that was triggered bc i wasnt ready to have sex#it doesnt have to have a sinister explanation. it might just be as simple as me not vibing with the guy and regretting it later#idk. obviously my reaction to it is violently out of proportion. but i might just be a sensitive person !#does that sound silly or reasonable? reading it back i still kinda wonder if its just the denial speaking but idk!#i really really wish i just knew what was wrong so that i could actually start to move on#i know im bumming u guys out talking about it but i cant exactly talk to my family and im trying to not unload everything onto my friends :#bc as supportive and wonderful as they are i can tell they feel bad and have no idea what to say#which is fair enough bc its a really weird situation! so i dont want to burden them more than what i have to for my own sanity#tw#?#diary entries
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ppl who like making friends solely with one-note cardboard boxes who will hang out with them when it's convenient and never open up about who they are as people and what their lives are like dni
#the salt just caught up with me and now im pissed#hi welcome to what i like to call a friendly reminder that hanging out with someone just because its convenient is kind of shitty#and a less friendly reminder that talking about yourself to connect with people is an autistic trait#and an even less friendly reminder that not telling someone if theyve done you wrong and then proceeding to blow up on them is ALSO SHITTY#ESPECIALLY. WHEN. THEY THINK. YOU'RE ON GOOD TERMS. BECAUSE YOU ACTED LIKE IT AND THEY CAN'T READ YOU.#IM REALLY FUCKING MAD#I THINK I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE.#the people who actually somewhat knew me and hung out with me and were on good terms with me think the same#so like BLEH MYEH :PPPPPPPPP#like okay youre entitled to your opinions but sometimes you need to keep those to yourself#did u see me insulting u to ur face#nope i have not done even once#and thats on getting better communication skills instead of lashing out at someone for trying to fit in with your own vibes#like yeah oversharing is my deal. anybody who sees me here knows that#i bond by being open with people about who i am and what i like in the hopes that theyll do the same#if u think im just around for gaming and making silly jokes u would be wrong.#but of course nobody told me people weren't there to bond like that which in my opinion shouldnt be on me#and once again i am outcasted over something honestly kind of fucking stupid#some of the jokes i made were stupid yes but thats solely because i severely misjudged the vibes#and checks notes oh yeah nobody pulled me up for it even once.#okay so let me get this straight you barely know me and have been making assumptions about me since day one#pretty much let me believe you liked me for two whole weeks instead of asking me about things or cutting me off#and im the one who gets treated like im in the wrong? okay#this miscommunication was not my fault in the slightest and i KNOW that#if you hadve just talked to me things would be fine but theyre NOT.#if you hadve just looked at my gosh darn profile and seen im the queerest fucker around making gay and homophobic type jokes maybe you woul#have had half the mind to ask me if i could stop making those jokes!!!!!!!!!#i am not transphobic!!!!!!! I AM TRANS!! I WAS MAKING A MOCKERY OF SOME TRANSPHOBIC CULTURE I HATE!!!!#i mightve vented on main ONE TIME under the guise of a silly joke but oh my god guess what?? that was an attempt to see if anybody related.#you never liked me in the first place dont lie to yourself
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okay personal rant incoming i just need to get it off my chest, not expecting a reply or anything
one of my friends told me a couple of days ago that basically she feels like ive been sort of negative in the way i interact w her, and that she feels like i talk down to her. and ive thought about it so much and i feel like shit about it.
but ive also just realized that the both of us distanced a bit from each other and she did it bc of that and ive done it bc ive felt sort of the same from her? but i just sort of put it off as our vibes being different and that we just needed a bit of space from each other cause she was sort of hurting my feelings w things she said and i felt like i became the butt of every single joke?
so i think maybe we're both more sensitive than we've, like, understood each other as, and therefore the tone has become bad. and im definitely not taking away from my part of it im so sad that ive made her feel like that i hate that ive made her feel like that.
so idk if im gonna like try and talk to her again about it, cause she sort of sprung it on me and i just apologized like several times over cause ofc. but i always need like 72 hours to think about things to know what i feel and to understand, so now ik how i feel about it more i think, and understand maybe a bit why it has become like it has?
cause ik she brought it up to make it better and i feel like it won't be better if i don't speak my mind as well? but at the same time i don't want her to think im just trying to shed the blame and make her feel like im not taking responsibility for how she's felt.
it's also just so messy and awkward cause we live together and idk ive been depressed as shit lately so a part of what she said just felt like she was talking about me being negative in general as a person and it's just like, i understand but im also just doing my best and trying to put food in my body im sorry that there's been a negative vibe to me, the other stuff i feel bad about but just my energy like being low and not having it in me to joke around i feel like i shouldn't have to apologize for idk
#i hate that ive hurt her but she also brought up several examples that i would have never thought of as that serious#like one example was a couple of us tht live together watched kong x godzilla at home and i joined after like 15-20min and started joking a#bit about the movie (cause its a ridiculous fucking movie) and then the majority of us just continued joking throughout the movie like you#do w friends when youre just watching a movie for fun#and she felt it was disrespectful ig of me cause she was like excited to watch it#and i mean#i get that its in combination with other things and the general tone in our friendship#but also to me that is just so a non thing?#like i did not realize she was that sensitive#not that theres anything wrong w being sensitive#but its just been a miscommunication#and its also not like she hasnt joined when a couple of our friends and i have been watching movies that i really wanted to show them#and started commenting on like how the movie is made or things that dont make sense about it#and ive just pushed that aside cause sometimes the vibe just doesn't match and its just a movie#idk#and obviously ive not put everything shes said and everything ive felt and so on here in the post#but if anyone reads all this and had opinions/advice feel free to comment
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i tried so hard to be kind and sweet and all of these things that are supposed to be good? and valued? but im alone again and i dont think ill ever not be
#if you recently asked me how i am doing. sorry#i do remember and value that. its just very hard to trust that as something i could ever actually lean on#like even to say that feels like maybe i am overstepping. so. yeah thats where im at haha#ive just gotten burned way way too many times at this point#forged in fire??? burnt to ashes#i used to think phoenixes were relatable but not really anymore#the vibe has changed completely#and really im on my way out. not in like a super depressing way im not about to kill my body but when i say#im transitioning to a p zombie its . not a fucking joke im done here#my support group of all things went to shit yesterday too so i really have nowhere to stand im just breaking breaking. breaking. breaking .#dissolving. dying. and im like kind of hurt that nobody even cares enough to know these things about me#but how can i blame people for not knowing that asking me how im doing is not enough#or like how can i blame people for not caring#ppl got their own lives or whatever idk how this shit works.#man im just so so so done.#my friend told me about some future worries today and i was just sitting there like man. how do you even.#talk like you will have a future#like anything matters like any of this is real#because to me it's pretty clearly not#i didn't say that shit to him obviously#id like to keep a friend or two around just in case idk#someone to go on a walk with#sometimes he asks me what i think about stuff#i like listening to myself talk. so i benefit from that#anyway the point of this post was that while im done being a self im also very fucking done being selfless#acting like i think i can help people or something. i cant. i dont want to. i dont care.#i just dont fucking care anymore.
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#here's some of the classics on that list i have beef with btw:#i have tried to read A Confederacy of Dunces several times and it's funny but it's also so cringe and Ignatius is so obnoxious#that i find it too difficult to finish like i just feel depressed and bad for everybody around him too much#i tried reading Infinite Jest like a decade ago and i got like 200 pages in and i remember thinking it felt like#such a slog the entire time because he's just so gd wordy and also i stopped liking DFW after i heard the abuse allegations against him#frankenstein i didnt read that long ago but i just remember finding it so boring for some reason?? i feel i might need to read it again#dracula ngl i feel like im cheating a bit saying ive completely read it because i loved the beginning and then HATED so much of the rest#the characters were just so boring and melodramatic hahaha i just liked the part where jonathan was doing a travel diary#and trapped in the castle tbh and after that i skimmed quite a bit#i almost flipped my shit when i saw ender's game on there because I ALWAYS mix it up with ready player one by ernest cline#which i bought the audiobook of a while back and hated every minute of it i dont think its good at all#but it wasnt that so phew my faith in this list is somewhat restored#i read most of the first game of thrones book and was disappointed tbh maybe because id seen the show already#so i was like 'this feels almost exactly the same except worse?' because i'd been expecting it to give me more depth and insight#into the characters but instead it felt exactly the same and i still didnt love any of the characters enough to feel attached to them#also i am fully aware me not personally liking or vibing with a book doesnt mean it doesnt deserve to be considered great btw#but i think if youre gonna be like me and force yourself to go through a bunch of lists like this very seriously then you also need to just#let yourself be like 'yeah not for me' without feeling too bad about it sometimes too#often times i dont particularly love the classics or 'important books' but at the same time#i still feel like im getting more out of reading them than just grabbing the newest hyped up books that also dont do anything for me#maybe not in a 'wow i loved reading this' way but in like a#'i now have first-hand knowledge of this thing that is so influential / so frequently referenced'#or 'this challenged me and i feel like i did a mental/emotional workout or gave me some new food for thought'#or 'made me more aware of what gaps in my knowledge and reading skills and what my tastes are too'#sort of way...#it really just depends on what you're reading for and why and what you're hoping to get out of it a lot of the time maybe#it's like the homework i give myself to go through these lists that i also intersperse with the stuff i read more just for fun#p
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☹ ☾ ✑ — @the-hazbeens
If you want to interact with me and don’t, tell me why (X)
☹ I’m an anxious mess who’s too scared to approach people
✑ I’m a side blog and I’m worried you don’t know about my blog or don’t want to interact with a side blog
☾ I feel like I bother people
Hey, you sent me a message, thats half the battle!! and babes bothering peopl is the point of rping lol you find people you like writing with and you send them Thing after Thing and if they answer they answer and if they dont they dont! do you know how many asks i send to @burning-fcols and @nifftyandlcvely on All our rp blogs and how many they send to me? its to the point we forget we sent shit until the other posts it, and its because we Bother Each other whenever we get an idea. Send People Stuff, and if youre afraid, do it afraid. itll be okay dude swearsies <3
#sorry i uh#i kinda went off there fhsajk#it just makes me sad when people are too scared to approach eachother#worst thing that happens is you get blocked#and thats okay!#sometimes people dont vibe so you keep going until you find people who do#ive been here for like 10 years Trust Me lol#ooc#mun stuff#the-hazbeens
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Revealing myself as a 98 vashmeryl truther by how I write vash and meryl's interactions in itnl
#speculation nation#itnl shit#THEYRE JUST SO FUNNY and i love them 😭😭😭😭#so yes this is a trimax fic but i am just gonna. push my 98 agenda for their relationship hfkdhfj Just a little#idk their dynamic is just more Present in the anime than in the manga. and it works for the setup i have so There.#also yes this is a vashwood fic IM ALLOWED to enjoy other dynamics too#toeing the line a little bit on the slight undertones but nothing will come of it#i. plan to have an acknowledgement in this chapter. chapter 13#vash makes a joke that could be interpreted as flirty and she's basically like 'Dont Deflect. you dont see me like that anyways.'#vash realizing that Yeah there kind of is a dynamic there. but also hes so focused on wolfwood he wouldnt wanna lead her on#it's like. this is just kinda part of being an adult ykno lol like#sometimes you have feelings for your friends and you can acknowledge it even & if youre mature enough about it it's Fine#he'll let her believe he has 0 possible interest in her bc it's easier that way. for both of them.#he doesnt want her to get her hopes up. doesnt wanna lead her on.#and YEAH MAYBE IM A POLYGUN TRUTHER I THINK ALL 4 OF THEM WOULD BE GREAT TOGETHER#for the purposes of this fic im keeping it to just the vashwood#but i cant resist... a lil sprinkle here and there......#like them meeting with a goddamned meet cute & then vash subsequently being an Asshole by getting her hopes up & then dipping#thats like. the vibes. thats the thing. vash realizing he needs to nip this in the bud bc he Cant be what she wants him to be.#im just. man. i have some Thoughts about this all.#if you couldnt guess vash & meryl r having some relationship development this chapter. im excited !!!!#they Will be friends!!!!!!! soon.
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things that are true at the same time:
valentines day is Fun Heart Shaped Candy Day and that is cool
the corporate side of valentines day fucking sucks and your love for someone cannot be measured solely by how much money you spend on them
it is very hard to avoid vday if you arent a fan of it and that is very frustrating
love and romance are largely wonderful things that deserve to be celebrated
you can choose to celebrate any kind of love on vday, whether its platonic or romantic or self-love or love for living or your pets or hobbies
gay people deserve to celebrate love whenever the hell they want
romance-averse/repulsed/ect and loveless people deserve their own spaces separate from vday if they dont like it
aromanticism is a spectrum and individuals have their own preferences and comfort levels
your experiences are not universal and that is good actually
#posts#i dont like ppl aggressively complaining about vday but i equally hate the other side of things#i am literally just vibing over here. i like pink heart things any day of the year and i dont even have the like#mental capacity to even do anything fro myself this year#most of my Opinion posts boil down to your experiences are not universal lol#its the insistence that the Other Side is Wrong And Bad that causes problems. you are all just people. these are strangers#i literally like. get physically uncomfortable and anxious sometimes when i see romance irl. and thats just my own thing i deal with#not anyones fault. u know?? i just have stuff going on w my romantic orientation and my brain that makes me short circuit#in a bad way#i only like fictional romance because its fake and moldable. lol
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why do people always feel the need to stir the soup
#let me just vent here real quick#it's been some time since full release bg3 came out and the vibes were rlly great#but recently I've been seeing more and more drama#like ppl getting mad at other people's opinions and hcs#and while some posts are rlly nicely informative about stuff others are just plain rude and mean like#man it just rlly puts a damper on things u know#like guys it's a game#it's for enjoyment#the characters aren't real#the actors are real people though#it'd just be nice if ppl could stop being shitty and just enjoy a game normally#like normally as in just dont be a fuckin asshat#and like it's cool when people take things from the game and make something bigger out of it#like hey this little thing actually shows this big thing and a lot of thought went into this#but sometimes i feel like some of these are unraveled a little too far and the deal is being made too big#idk im bad with words#i just want everyone to be happy and hold hands#:(
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say it on main with your chest
no :thumbsup:
#asks#may be a cowards choice but idc really...#the thing is i have random ass haterisms towards many teams and things . and idk sometimes i see people hate on my teams#or like gloat when they lose or whatevs#and it's. upsetting is a strong word but i dont care for it! and i have seen similar sentiments elsewhere#and im a fairly popular blog w a pretty widespread array of followers so i dont want to like. make someone feel worse for no reason#because my haterism IS largely for no reason theres no activism in it its just 'i dislike the vibes. my bad thoughts be upon thee'#i mean some of my hater opinions are known lmao but i try not to be excessive we're here 2 have fun#if you want my true and honest hater opinions youll have to befriend me the old fashioned way. im afraid
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List five things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers ⭐️
1. playing games with friends or otherwise getting to spend time with them
2. having money to afford thing and not stress out about bills etc
3. the kids who come thru my lines and talk to me about stuff bc they wanna include me in their life! for whatever reason! they think I'm worth talking to! (and esp the ones that say I'm pretty!! WE KNOW KIDS DON'T LIE LIKE THAT!!! i love these kids who say that unprompted, may you find a dollar on the playground every day and never know the hurt and pain of being told you're ugly every day of your young life like i did. you do not deserve such evils)
4. pokemon / new content. and the fact that there's no new game this year!!! LIKE WE AS A FANDOM SHOULDN'T BE EXCITED BY THIS???? BUT I WAS SO SO HAPPY BY THIS. also colosseum/Orre region recognition. and legends was great too, i wish there was so much more content for it!!!
5. hot chocolate? sure. let's go with that. nice cozy drink with whipped cream or marshmallows or both(!)
bonus: MY CAT WHEN SHE'S BEING CUTE WHICH IS ALMOST ALL THE TIME I LOVE HER OOGA BOOGA BOOO I LOVE YOUUUU BELLAAAAAAA
#ive had thia sitting in here forever but i rly wanted to try and memorialize some good thoughts/vibes for once in my life#while i had some to spare#i usually don't like children and could not take care of one for any stretch of time (esp the young ones who can't fend for themselves!)#but working at a grocery store where random ones will just start talking to me about things#or comment (positively!) on something in my appearance are sweet#especially the random complimenters!!! you deserve to be protected from the rude world for as long as is safely possible!!#may u never experience the pain i did all throughout my childhood/k-12 life#and sometimes hear as an adult from bitter ass immature adults who dont know shit and want to be catered to but get mad i aint doing that#and decide to insult appearance as tho that would change things???#anyways may they never know the harm and doubt and hurt and utter self-betrayal that is my childhood's view on own appearance#you kids say these things out of nowhere and deserve the world and i just put my hand over my heart from the kindness#KIDS DONT LIE ABOUT UR APPEARANCE#NOT WHEN THEY SAY IT RANDOMLY LIKE THAT#ESP THE SMALLER THEY ARE#WE ALL KNOW THIS#AN ADULY MAY CALL ME UGLY BUT IT'LL TAKE 5 OF U TO BALANCE OUT THIS ONE RANDOM CHILD SAYING SOMETHING I NEVER HEARD OTHER HILDREN SAY BACK#BACK WHEN I WAS THEIR AGE
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