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Godsbound new chapter!

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Can't argue with you, Pinterest

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how gortash looks like to me in my elaborate moonrise towers scenarios where he's being consensually cucked

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Godsbound new chapter!

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"I got your fic recommended on reddit actually" excuse me what

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very sexy indeed

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WOOOLO ANGST LETS GOO

Can I request 2, 6, and 16?

I just know I’m gonna cry

2. What would break your OC beyond repair? Has it happened?

He's good at bouncing back from trauma, usually by bottling it up and making a joke or normality out of it. If people he cares for die, he doesn't feel anything for them anymore - but at this point in bg3, if the companions died in act3, it'd break him when he'd feel that hollowness again. After the memory loss, he's not used of it anymore, and therefore, the numbness would break him. Returning to Bhaal does the same thing, when he goes on autopilot just to complete daddy's goals and erase himself fully.

6. What would get your OC to make themselves disappear?

Nothing. Even if he doesn't want to be somewhere, he probably will be there and the center of attention. He can't be alone with his thoughts and himself and he never will be, he needs people around him and honestly he doesn't care if those people like him or not, they just need to be there. He'd never leave for good.

16 answered here!

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7 and 9 for the ask meme!

7. Does your OC have any weaknesses? Have these ever been exploited?

Post tadpols? His entire self is one giant weakness, he's fucked mentally, weak physically, without memories and scared of the Urges that he doesn't recognize. All of those keep getting exploited, but mostly by Astarion atm. Pre-tadpol, though? His biggest weakness was that he was constantly bored and waning in his devotion to Bhaal, which resulted in his relationship with Gort, which made him weak for a few moments when Orin pretended to be Gort and he didn't notice at first. Those few moments let Orin catch him off guard for once in their lives and that's how he got lobotomized.

9. What is the greatest sacrifice your OC could ever make? Under what circumstance would they make it?

He's really not... a guy who gets attached to things, there isn't much he can sacrifice. Biggest thing he could sacrifice would be maybe his future with Gortash when it comes to act 3? But depends on how Godsbound will end :3

He doesn't have much to sacrifice! He stops caring about things really quickly once they're gone so even if he would have something to sacrifice, it's not really a sacrifice if he stops caring about it soon, is it?

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14, 3, and 27 for the angsty thing on Strike!

3. What is your OC’s worst memory?

He doesn't truly remember it but it was the year he's spent at Kressa's. He was hurt, confused, with severe brain damage, and, worst of all, completely helpless. Most of the scars he has are from Kressa (minus those on his face and throat) and he still has pretty bad flashbacks that are only worse because he can't remember. He's never been at someone's mercy like that before and he never wants to be again.

14. Would your OC let themselves be forced into a loveless marriage?

He'd agree almost for the laughs of it, he doesn't care for romance, more if he'd find the other person interesting. If the other person would also be forced into the marriage, he'd find that entertaining, the more they disliked him the funnier. Once they'd become boring to him, he'd find a way to become a widower real quick though.

27. How does your OC deal with rejection?

Depends on what it was he wanted that he didn't get. If he gets rejected for sex or something like that, he shrugs and takes it well, if it's something where he actually did want something, or if he expected to get it, he can get very shitty real quick. Doesn't take that type of no for an answer and attempts to manipulate the person into giving him whatever it was he asked for. He's pretty good at convincing people his wants are their ideas.

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16 and 19 for Strike please!

16. Your OC has exactly 15 minutes to live. What is their last act?

If he's dying, it's probably self inflicted or the world is ending. But depending on the circumstances, he tries to take as many as possible with him - real 'going out in a blaze of gorey' type thing. No matter what is killing him, he's going out of this world the same way he got in it, violently and caked in someone else's blood.

19. What is your OC’s preferred method of death?

Defeated and killed in a fight he was able to go all out in. Killed by someone he considers an equal. Ideally he would want to try his hardest to win that fight and still lose because someone was actually better than him and he truly had no way out, and he'd go out laughing because at last that was fun.

In bg3 he wants that still but at the same time he's terrified of dying because his soul will go to Bhaal.

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This man has killed so many people ✊😔

Tried something a bit different with his hair and the artstyle, I had fun! This is him being happy and chill before shit goes down in act 2 :)

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Because Im approaching 100th drawing of Astarion (I'm at 82) I made this little gif

Im obsessed ? Nahh

Not at all

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i just got this comment over on twitter and honestly i think this is one of my favorite things that has ever been said to me about writing

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Some post sex/fight/both(?) face nuzzles

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Obligatory masquerade design

This was such a pain in the ass lmao but it turned out fine I think! Orin did Durge's hair, don't ask him where he got that dress from, and Gort has a little devil mask because he's coping with his childhood very well

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Ketheric's least favorite business partner and all the ways in which he can still perplex him

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angsty character asks

What would your OC’s last words be/what are they?

What would break your OC beyond repair? Has it happened?

What is your OC’s worst memory?

Does your OC have nightmares? What do they contain?

Your OC is facing their worst enemy. Who/what is it?

What would get your OC to make themselves disappear?

Does your OC have any weaknesses? Have these ever been exploited?

What is the closest your OC has come to death?

What is the greatest sacrifice your OC could ever make? Under what circumstance would they make it?

What is the worst loss your OC has suffered?

Your OC is forced to kill a member of their family or a friend. Who do they choose, and why?

To what extent would your OC go to survive?

Has your OC suffered trauma?

Would your OC let themselves be forced into a loveless marriage?

How far would you OC go to protect their loved ones?

Your OC has exactly 15 minutes to live. What is their last act?

What is your OC’s greatest failure?

What is the worst possible ending for your OC and why?

What is your OC’s preferred method of death?

How does your OC sleep at night?

What is the worst thing your OC has done?

What is your OC the most guilty about?

Would your OC be considered good or bad by an outsider?

Who does your OC hate most?

What does your OC love most, and what would they do to keep it?

Has your OC ever had unrequited feelings of any kind for someone?

How does your OC deal with rejection?

Would your OC ever reject someone?

Why does your OC have the flaws that they have?

Would your OC kill?

Would your OC torture?

Does your OC hate? To what extent?

How does your OC let out anger?