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so is it too much to ask for some new friends? being in your twenties can be overwhelmingly lonely when you don’t have a close friendship group or you don’t have someone you call your best friend
#.journal#never really had a best friend so don’t feel like i’ve missed out on much#but sometimes i just crave the comfort of a friendship you know#someone you can vent to / laugh with#just someone who’ll answer your text /call without feeling like you’re a burden to them
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one day, he left. he was in luffys house and then he wasn't anymore. nor on his house. nor on his friends house. trafalgar law just left one day and didnt come back. no one knew why. luffy didnt know why. everything was fine, their relationship slowly taking shape, the feelings becoming deep. and yet, one day he just disappeared.
The disappearance had a huge impact on Luffy, who also disappeared days later, only to return injured, with no memory of what happened and with an aggressive dog by his side.
years later, law is back in town. although it was a surprise, it shouldn't be shocking. The thing is, it's been 149 years. and law is still alive.
so is luffy
#lawlu#lulaw#?#inspired by rpg lol#shit its not going well for me there im so sad-#i dont know what its this okay im just sad and needed to vent ig#they are long lived something#dont ask about the dog the dog its here thats all#someone please make it make sense i dont know what its thiiiiiiis#someone take me out of my misery plz#im sad can you notice it#i want my rpg law back waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah#ahem anyways#one piece#one piece lulaw#vampire au maybe#or just a#supernatural au#that how i spell it? dunno#dont care im SAD#one piece lawlu#should i off myself yes or yes#yes yeah youre right i should#i will not post this on twitter my friends will laugh at me for being so sad about rpg
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It’s becoming abundantly clear that nobody cares about jewish people. You’ll get mad on our behalf when it’s convenient for you, and you’ll spit slurs at us when it isn’t.
But hey, I’m glad you’re willing to make excuses for blatant antisemitism when it’s used as a dunk against someone you don’t like. Maybe the next time Harry Potter discourse is in vogue, we’ll still be around to be convenient props for you.
#if you make this about i/p you will be blocked immediately#antisemitism#i am so tired#preformativity#the discourse#preformative activism#vent#before anyone says anything: i am not defending dream. fuck him.#but i will never be okay with my faith and heritage being used as an insult#it is fucking heartbreaking to see so many people just ignore that so they can have their quick laughs#the casual tolerance for antisemitism is absolutely sickening#i am not willing to be ‘cool’ and give someone a pass on antisemitism for any reason#nicholas cantu#dream#fuck dream#but also this is a part of a larger trend#discourse
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#(( ooc. ))#venting tw#negativity tw#okay can someone tell me of im overreacting bc i feel like im losing it#husband just scratched his ass then purposely touched my face#laughed it off when i got upset and somehow made it out to be my fault thay he did it???#am i overreacting?? tuats out of line right. im not in the wrong about grossed out and upset right???#sorry i know you guys arent relationship advice givers or fricking advice reddit or smth but like#i feel like im losing my mind and i need an oitside perspective. he does this shit all the time#and somehow im always the one whos the bad guy?? am i nuts???? i feel nuts
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Friendly reminder that proship isn't short for problematic fiction. It's simply just pro ship. Another term would be profiction. It isn't about liking certain uncomfortable topics. It's about not harassing people who write or create such fictional content. Don't Like, Don't Read. Ship And Let Ship. Read And Let Read. Write And Let Write. Proship/Profic is the default mindset. Most content creators are proship as it is the mature stance to have. Many proshippers are disgusted by certain topics in fiction; they are just not an ass about it. They ignore/block what they don't like and move on. Proshippers understand that someone's fictional work is not a mirror into their morals or who they are as a person. Proshippers know that someone can write a very disturbing disgusting piece of fiction and not condone any of it. Antis have attempted to hijack the term 'proship' to mean something else entirely in order to justify harassing content creators just for creating fiction they feel uncomfortable with. Antis are typically young, mostly teens with some in their 20s. Thankfully many antis grow out of this and become proship/profic as their understanding of the nuances of fiction and the real world develops.
Why don't you say this to me off anon if you're so sure about it. Coward.
#also! I'm not an anti and i also dont condone harrassment! wow!#yes this stuff can be depicted in fiction#but it crosses a line when it stops being portrayed as a bad thing.#if its vent art sure. but if it involves children in those kinds of situations it should not be posted online#anyway!! proshippers stop being fucking weirdos challenge! if you're that triggered by the 'proship dni' i have on my profile#then say it off anon. cuck#genuinely yall are fucking insane#maybe I'm just uncomfortable with people who are okay with children (fictional or otherwise) being shipped romantically with adults#because i was a kid in a situation like that irl!#you claim it means anti harrassment and then lose your fucking minds when someone says 'proship dni'#give me a motherfucking BREAK.#ask#anyway fuck you!#I'm laughing at you. you dumb bitch. whats so hard about NOT INTERACTING WITH ME. you must be in love with me! weirdo#professional yapper here
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not feeling a lot of "love" or "joy" right now if I'm being honest
#vent#feels like shit man. like. i dont even know what im supposed to do. what do you do when someone who has meant so much to you does something#so awful? it's hard to just. completely disavow him and move on because like. the good things he did the things he made or helped make that#made me smile and laugh and want to keep going even though life was hard. how can i just say that was nothing. what he did was awful. i know#but it's. it hurts. I just want it to have not happened. press rewind pretend i never knew#but i cant un-know. and now i have to look at pictures of myself where i tried to look like him because he was what i wanted to look like#and see him and see me and feel awful. i want to believe he's good but seeing what everyone is saying it's not possible. it feels like a#core part of me got ripped out and stomped on. like someone said hey you know that thing you love so much and hold so dearly? that thing#that gave you some of your best memories? it's bad. it hurt people#theres no good way to enjoy it anymore. you either side with an abuser or side with the victim and there's no middle ground. suffer in#silence because the other option is looking like an asshole.#dont reblog this#please#i dont want to think about this any more than i already have
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i fucking hate summer weather i’m sorry to the summer lovers but this shit sucks major ass 👎🏻
#my post.#i live where it’s basically summer for 3/4 of the year anyways.#vent?#it’s too hot outside. it feels sticky. also who the fuck said they like summer wind? that’s crazy.#also saw someone say that you can get frostbite in winter and ended it with ‘so who really wins?’ u corny bitch.#you know what else isn’t fun? heatstroke.#i feel like it’s so hot outside i wanna pass out.#even though we don’t really get fall here i need that season to hurry up.#i have a lot of feelings about this.#also i laugh bc the list of things they give u can do during the summer i can do 3/4 of the year since it’s always so fucking hot LOL
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I’ve had covid for the last week and I’ve gotta go back to work tomorrow. At the start I joked that I would get so much drawing done, and all I’ve done is this Jasper doing an incorrectly drawn navy salute
#baby’s first covid#the rest of these tags are just gonna be me venting#y’all would not believe how much of a fuck around it was to get my 5 days of isolation#I’ve said this a lot over the last 6 days but you’d think they wouldn’t want someone with covid cleaning an eating area. which is my job#and guess who covered half my shifts? the other worker who tested positive the same day I did#I have such an issue with my new supervisor and how my workplace is run. I’m 🤏 close to quitting (alas#the plan is to get top surgery and then dip)#but yeah. anyway. wish me luck and let’s hope I’m not still contagious (I always wear a mask and sanitise anyway)#if any of the customers or workers ask where I’ve been or why I’m working slow. I’ll be 100% honest and say I’m recovering from covid#‘’yeah I may still be infectious I don’t know‘’#I tried to get Monday/tuesday off on Saturday and was ignored for 27 hours and the answer was ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ill give you a call at 8#didn’t get the call so I called at 8:20 and was like ‘I’m not feeling great’ and the supervisor said she would cover my shift but didn’t#I never got told if I had Monday off. so I assumed I did. then today (Tuesday) got laughed at when I said if no one can cover I’ll go#so I got today off too. but I was asked if I could work Thursday which was the day after I tested positive.#I had Thursday off for my top surgery consultation. which had to get rescheduled. I didn’t even think I had covid 😭 I just wanted to be#responsible and test myself before an appointment. then I had a fever that afternoon. wild ride#anyways. I’m gonna try sleep.
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#i have no where else to vent im sorryyy#do you ever think so hard you feel like you'll destroy yourself#that's all i've done for years!#and i just want to move on but i'm stuck again#struggling so hard to become sober#and it literally wouldn't matter if i wasn't having this stupid medical problem#i'm starting to not be able to enjoy myself because my ears feel like shit all time!#and it's from my smoking but i'm too depressed to stop#i did it before but it was hell#my life feels so meaningless and i wish i could stop thinking about certain relationships#but i don't feel like i have any relationships anymore#i'm not close to anybody and i feel so much pressure when talking to people#to be someone i'm not and i wish i didn't#so it doesn't even feel worth it#and i wish i knew hat my problem was#i wish everything was easier#and i feel like i have to just laugh it off all the time#because no one truly cares#i'm all alone and i don't know how to fix anything i'm going through#because i don't think i can#i always knew i was doomed#and i keep thinking i'm probably going to die soon#because some people just die young.#i'm too broken and unlovable it feels like#and all my problems are going to get worse#and i feel embarassed of myself and all this shame that never goes away#vent
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apparently sometimes I will just fall asleep for 2 hours, have a dream that consists entirely of having a lovely conversation with someone I really want to talk to more, then wake up, realise the conversation never happened, also remember how much I struggle with starting conversations sometimes, then just end up getting frustrated and upset about it
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#dream posting#I'm trying to get myself to be better at approaching people I want to talk to#and I'm trying to internalise the whole ''if you want to do it but you're scared then do it scared'' thing#but I also am just better at starting a conversation if I have a specific thing I can send someone or ask about or whatever#trying to send completely normal stuff like ''hey! how's it going'' feels so painfully scripted we start panicking about it sounding weird#which I've just realised probably came from some specific experiences as a teenager... fuck 🙃#apparently sometimes you get to randomly make a fun little connection between struggling to start conversations now#and being bullied by family members for any part of your speech that sounded ''scripted''#despite being the ones that taught you to use those scripts to start conversations in the first place#''you should open conversations like this and ask these questions'' and then we'd do exactly that and get made fun of in front of everyone#I fucking hate this. oh yay we were bullied for saying things like ''how's it going?'' and ''how are you today?''#and ''what have you been up to lately?'' and pretty much any other basic conversation opener#and now we can't start a fucking conversation the normal way because we feel too stiff and awkward and like we'll be judged for it#because we'd ask how someone was doing and be laughed at in front of everyone for sounding ''scripted'' and ''fake''#awesome. now I need to process all of that bullshit too#I'm realising how much we got bullied for our speech patterns in general and oh my fucking god
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losing something you once had feels so much worse iv learned then realising youll never get something you never had
#this isnt true im just not in the middle of the second one anymore but its just. such a new sudden pain#what do you do when you lose a close connection with someone that used to tell you you made every day of their life better#and that theyd do anything to keep you in their life just a few months ago?#how you deal with the pain of the person youd go to to laugh with and cry to being gone?#i dont know. i dont other than to just. try to make sure im still here tomorrow and do the same the day after#its jsut so sudden. three years gone in less than a week i cant bear it. and i can still talk to them and i want it that way#and like. just just just i hope so deeply that one day we will be able to rebuild a relationship again#but thats dependant on them not on me. and i know if that day does come its at the several least months away#its not even their fault i know what theyre going through has to be awful too. i just dont know what it is and it feels so sudden for me#idk. what do you do when you lose the person you wanted to learn how to drive you could drive to meet them irl one day#before youve even started lessons? other than cry to olivia rodrigo ig but i was listening to olivia rodrgo without crying on friday#can i go back to that please? can i go back to before this fell apart becuase it did so quickly and i dont know how#vent#flappy rambles
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I hate that I have the most toxic little asshole living in my brain. They're cruel and rude and insecure and possessive and so so so goddamn unhelpful whenever something emotionally upsetting happens, and I HATE that I can't always shut them up or squish them down.
Maybe it's just my inner teen wanting so badly to be heard, to hurt people the way I'm hurting. That teen who was used and mocked and absolutely never someone's first option. The one that was sexualized but never desired, was demanded time from but never appreciated when they were there, who gave everything and was stabbed in the back for it. Maybe they're protecting the little girl child thing that was also ignored or overlooked.
Or maybe I just want to be someone's first pick?
Why do I have to always come second or third best? Never anyone's priority? Ask intimacy of me, ask understanding and patience and passion and attention and desire from me, but never commit to me, never look me in the eye and say you want me and only me.
Is it so wrong to want someone to just stand up and say they want me and only me? To not be just the backup, or the spare?
Why am I not good enough?!
#vent#ive had so many conflicting emotions lately#today literally isnt about me#and yet I'm feeling so goddamn bad#im just so tired#tired of just wanting someone to say#yes#there you are#you are my person#you're all i want#im so tired of being alone#im not difficult to get along with!#im patient and I try so hard to be kind#i enjoy jokes and laughing#im low matinence#i'm more than willing to perform in bed#i dont have many nasty habits#i work#i can cook#i enjoy fashion#I don't think I'm hidious#why#why am i not enough#why am i never enough#im so tired
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Ok now it’s 4 am and I just cried over nothing and everything so here’s your reminder to go to sleep before The Horrors set in. Don’t trust bad things after 10 pm regular nights and 12:30 on new years. By 4 am you’re just gonna get stuck in a ‘everyone I love dies and what will happen and also my tummy hurts’ loop which is not fun. It’s like a video game with each hour being a progressively harder, worse level but you’re the boss battle. It’s you. Beat it by going the fuck to sleep, waking up, and realizing all your 4 am problems were ridiculous/not a current issue and kind of funny to be that upset about in retrospect. It’s like watching a drunk girl in a bathroom cry about that time she killed a spider but you’re the drunk friend right now crying over that wolf spider in your basement from six years ago when you could have put it outside. Also sorry anyone seeing this at like 2 pm
#vent post but eh I’m fine#just bad sleepy#okay to rb if this speaks to you#but literally I cry over everything at 4 am#because my mom woke up and was nice to me so I cried because I love her#and I cried because my stomach hurt#and then I was ok but I got warm water accidentally and cried over that#and maybe I’m over sharing. I think I tend to but honestly like idk#I think humans have so many similar emotions#like 4 am sadness#and maybe someone else is 4 am sad right now too#and my lack of a filter. especially past 12. is comforting to them#hi we can be sad together and then go to sleep#GOOD NEWS IM NOT CRYING ANYMORE#I also cry laugh though and cry when I see my friends after a long time and I think I’m just a very cry-y person#I always feel better afterwards but I definitely joy cry a lot too#L’Oréal waterproof mascara. doesn’t come off but won’t budge either#you’ll probably take eyelashes off with it but hey you can sob your heart out in it#hope you have fancy efficient ass makeup remover though
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#i am not gonna lie. it is so hard seeing anything in society in general/especially online about weight loss--#that isn't literally just 1.) a scam or 2.) promoting an eating disorder#like i just wanna lose 15 lbs before a trip/the summer just because#(not that anyone should feel they have to or anything etc etc)#but everything i see is like 'wanna slim up?? pay me 140$ right now for magic protein powder!!' or 'eat nothing & manifest your thinness !!'#like i'm so. tired.#not that i want to blame people with an ed it is after all a disorder & i can sympathize struggling with disordered eating#but i don't wanna fall down that rabbit hole again you know?#sigh i dunno. i did find one yt channel where this guy broke down those 'eating 500 calories a day' tiktoks & promoted different healthy--#eating instead so at least that's something#but i don't wanna talk with anyone else about it because my family all just laughs it off when i say i wanna lose weight--#because even if i don't eat out for two weeks if someone else takes me out suddenly they start joking about how i'm not serious ://#wow this is getting way out of hand sorry--#tw vent#tw food#tw weight loss#rose.txt
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#HELLO IM VENTING AGAIN IM SO SORRY#i am sick of everything the usual but i just need some fucking therapy and my diagnosises are taking too long because the system is shit#over here and i feel like i am a literal walking disaster a hazard to myself are my meds even working anymore idk? someone needs to lock me#in a fucking wardrobe before i loose my shit and do something stupid as fuck at least im self aware ok were growing this is called growth#wow ok amazing spectacular#like tonight ive decided i hate everyone again i want to quit uni actually might do it this time i just applied for a random job for no#reason i have a job but if i have 2 then i can over work myself to the max so i dont have to go into uni#i have three weeks off so now im cutting everyone off who knows how long this episode is gonna last for#i am loosing my god damn mind i do not want to do anything everything is so hard why is everyone so pressuring#i stopped doing some of my stupid habbits but now im just going full circle again so im thriving rn live love laugh am i right guys or what#AND WHY CANT I JUST HAVE A THERPAIST WHO CONTACTS ME ITS BEEN SINCE OCTOBER U FUCKING BITCH GO FUCK URSELF#anyway im in huge amounts of pain too idk what i do in my sleep or something but my shoulders hurt so bad#i hate wet tags on clothes when they stick to you throws up actually#i had stale fucking garlic bread today and i want to move out but if i move out then things will get worse for me#why cant i maintain a normal friendship without loosing my mind and hating everyone i mean no one knows my friends are pretty good with me#they understand but i dont know#ive come to the conclusion that i am just a shit
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selling sunset is actually insane..... the most toxic workplace of LIFE oh my god..... two of them will have beef and the others will basically invite one to vent about it and then go relay everything they said to the other one so it all blows up again, it's insane!!
#needs must say things#watching the last episode of s6 and WHY would amanza tell heather that chelsea was feeling uncertain abt their relationship given#the whole bre thing!!!#that was SO unnecessary oh my god and just created this whole thing again#and bre is like well why can't you let it go blah blah meanwhile chelsea only discusses it when prompted to by others#so of course it's frequent bc that's how the show is structured#i just think heather is being. idk something.#not only are they all compelled to relay everything to everyone else always but they can never do it accurately lmao#SO stupid#like call me crazy but i think a certain amount of talking abt someone when they're not there is fine!!!#it's not automatically talking shit behind someone's back like sometimes you just need to vent or hash something out with someone else....#idk i just think you absolutely should shoot the messenger sometimes. sometimes the messenger is the problem actually#the real problem is this workplace bc FEW of these ppl are real friends and they should not speak as freely w each other#so much of this show is fabricated so usually i can just laugh at the ridiculouslessness but sometimes it is just too much lol#i can't tell what i think of this season anymore#maybe just one episode too long lol
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