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ur not gonna believe this but i finally finished it
Fell! Sans belongs to Fella/Vic
This is part of a UTMV Trading Card collab hosted by @hiro-doodlez !! everyone's work is super cool im SOBBING
here is a list im compiling of posted cards from the other artists !! please check them out they are SO SUPER DUPER cool
#underfell#fell sans#undertale au#sans au#sid art#sobbing its taken me like#more than. 2 or 3 weeks.#i got sick at the worstest time
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To anyone struggling with their mental health this holiday season: read Les miserables by Victor Hugo
it won't help, but at least then you'll know about the sewers
#SPOILERS IN THE TAGS#it will make it worse x#you'll wake up thinking about mother fuckers called Courfeyrac and Grantaire and other weird shit like that#his smile was not ended when the report sounded#he did not finish a second bullet from the same marksman stopped him short this time he fell face downward on the pavement and moved no more#this grand little soul had taken its flight#it strikes me that I know that girl#he might be your brother. he is#these verses murmured in a low tone in the dusk by Jehan Prouvaire who as we have said was a gentle poet#rivulets of blood flowed beneath him. his aged head - pale and sad - seemed to be gazing at the sky#they recognised the voice of Prouvaire. a flash passed a report rang out. silence fell again. “they have killed him” exclaimed combeferre#les miserables#les mis#victor hugo#les misposting#grantaire#enjolras#courfeyrac#enjoltaire#sobbing
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when you mentioned in your tags that there was hardly any laughingstock i didn't believe you at first, but holy shit ur right. YOU AND @krasytoonz MADE ME INTO A LAUGHINGSTOCK BELIEVER. I WILL PAY TRIBUTE TO THESE SKRUNGLY FUCKERS SOON, MARK MY WORDS *shakes fist into the void*
no yeah Seriously though its just us out here, fighting for our lives in the fucking Trenches. in ten years someone is gonna use the word 'laughingstock' casually in conversation and im gonna have War Flashbacks
#no please get out while you still can#once you let them in all the way They Will Not Fucking Leave they are There Forever#the inside of my brain is just me huddled in a corner while they make out in the middle of my skull#BUT YEAH THERES BARELY ANYTHING#trust me whenever krasytoonz posts them i am instantly there to ravenously devour the crumbs like a rabid pigeon#they are my only outside source of barnaby/howdy#them and the side plot in Stamps by Indigopoptart on ao3#oh the side plot my beloved.... im still starving but sometimes they trick me into feeling like im Feasting....#and that one tidbit in Beautiful Boy Its Only Love by ImaginatorOf Things - also on ao3 ofc#and thats IT thats ALL I HAVE. all We have#shoving my entire fist into my mouth and biting it off while sobbing. screaming. etc.#oh the pain and joy of rarepairs... its been a while since ive been so taken with one...#who knows? with the power of friendship and this gun i found maybe one day it wont just be viewed as a crackship by the masses#rambles from the bog#gotta be honest. krasytoonz also converted me all the way#like i was tenuous about it at first...#it was just a Thought yk yk#i was like 'oh thats cute but like. as a side thing. a background thing. they dont have much going for them'#i think that was because i had nothing to enjoy outside of my own brain#i liked the very rare very jokey crumbs from a couple of clownsuu's posts#but it wasnt enough to make me go Theyre Mine Now#then i stumbled upon krasytoonz and one scrolling session later! i was fully hooked! just like that!#laughingstock went from a nebulous interest to a Permanent Fixture In My Braincase!#but yeah uhhhhh glad i could contribute to passing on the Illness#if you ever get free i will envy you#and to future me: if youre free i envy you as well. but i also pity you bc theyre so so good theyre so cute whats wrong with you-#i hate them & i love them & theyre nothing & theyre everything & they wont leave & ive locked the door
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cobwebs in his skull btw
this pic taking over danotwt is so funny i keep scrolling and hes all i see
#does he know his pic is being taken??#hes looks so fucking stupid here its so fucked up#danocel#danonation#danonator#paul dano#gotta be like day 3 of this pic being spammed#👨#WAIT THIS EMOJI IS HIM HELP#👨👨👨👨👨👨#was sobbing before posting this and seeing his dumbass made me laugh so hard i stopped crying and the feeling of needing to cry stopped as w#ell
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havent seen this take in a while thankfully but it popped up in my head and i wanna post this anyways. i think everyone who talks about how siffrin “got off too easy” at the end of isat and his friends should have abandoned him should go read warrior cats if they want an example of a character using their trauma as their god-given jailbreak card to treat their family and peers (a good amount of whom who were completely innocent) like dogshit, and who faces zero consequences from the narrative for it (and in fact bends over to blame their peers). like read all the shit jayfeather does while the narrative sobs over how tragic but awesome and quirky he is and then look me in the eye and tell me siffrin’s ending was poorly written.
#or look at titania from reborn. what who said that#at least siffrin’s trauma is actually developed and taken deadly seriously by the narrative and clearly isnt being used to excuse his behav#behavior#siffrin does some shitty things in the story but theyre very obviously in a horrible state mentally and physically thats been breaking them#down little by little by little until theyve exploded and broken down. and his family still holds him accountable for what he did#but they stay with him anyways because they love and respect and care about him and are horrified to learn his situation#meanwhile ivypool goes through trauma yeah but shes not really written like a realistic trauma victim#and when she hurts her sister over and over and over and over and over again its always her sister who has to make it up at the end#and we all gotta sob and coo over ivy because shes the fan favoriteand if you criticize her then you hate trauma victims#(ignoring dovewing’s trauma from the situation as well i might add)#while ivy never gets to grow or acknowledge how her attitude is hurtful to herself and others#its just ‘’well dovewing had it better so she better shut the fuck up and deal with the constant emotional abuse ivy throws at her’’#imagine if isat ended with siffrin going ‘’actually im not sorry bc you all havent suffered as much as me’’#and the party didnt object to that at all and they were like ‘’yes we do have it better so youre justified in hurting us#and also you are the most tragic character ever so you cant face emotional consequences ever’’#(and before anyone goes ‘’well dovewing left the clan and ivypool feels bad about that’’ the story doesnt position it as a consequence of#her behavior to her sister. canonically shes leaving to be with her baby daddy and SHES framed as the one hurting her sister#and shes the one whos gotta mend that rift. while the narrative doesnt acknowledge that that situation was partly her sisters fault at all#)#ok sorry for wc on main jumpscare. i wouldve posted over on the blog but i dont think people over there have played isat#echoed voice#isat spoilers
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the way people talk about alzheimers and dementia on here as if it's some magical angsty whump trope is disgusting. unless you have watched it murder some of your closest loved ones and ravage your entire family then you have no right to be romanticizing it like that. you all make me SICK. I HATE YOU! I HATE ALZHEIMERS! IT IS TAKING MY GREAT AUNT JAN AWAY FROM ME, IT IS MURDERING HER, AND I JUST HAVE TO SIT BACK AND WATCH FANDOM BLOGGERS POST ABOUT HOW IT'S SO ANGSTY FOR THEIR STUPID SHIP TROPES. KEEP YOUR FILTH OUT OF THE TAGS THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO BE FOR AWARENESS. i pray you never have to suffer through the slow death of your family and friends. you are lucky to have the privilege to be talking about it like it's just a plot device. i wish i could be as naive as you are. i wish my family was still whole. i wish i could have aunt jan back. i wish i could take her place. it's just not fair. it has never, ever, EVER been fair.
#i said goodbye to her today. she was asleep the entire time. i petted her hair and said one of her favorite jokes.#i couldn't stop sobbing. alzheimers has taken everything from her. taken everything from my family.#she has a DNR and did not wish to be kept alive longer than necessary. she is on morphine for any pain until she is gone.#my mom and her family have been over there spending time with her. she always liked to be around people.#one of the last things she said to my mom before falling into a deep sleep was asking her to please stay by her side.#soon shes going to be gone and theres nothing we can do about it. she was taken from us. she's not here anymore.#shes breathing but shes not alive its horrible its horrible its HORRIBLE I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS#WHY DID THIS DISEASE HAVE TO MURDER HER?? WHY DID IT HAVE TO STEAL HER AWAY FROM US??#I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I JUST WANT TO GO WITH HER I DONT WANT HER TO BE GONE I DONT WANT THIS#WHY COULDNT IT BE ME INSTEAD OF HER. WHY????#evie.txt ♡
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YPU GUYS I JUST FOUND MY ART TRACED AND REPOSTED TO FUCKING PINTEREST IM GONNA CRYDHDN 😭😭😭
#IM GONNA SOBB#IM LIKE. YK MAYBE TTS VAT7K FANDOM WASNT ACTUALLY THAT BAD. MAYBE ITS JUST TUMBLR#AND THEN I GO TO ANOTHER APP TO LOOK AT TANGLED FANART AND WITHIN LIKE TEN MINUTES I FIND MY ART STOLEN AND TRACED GHFHFHGSGD#HELP MEEE GET ME OUT OF HERREEE HELP#THE WORST PART IS THAT THEY FIXED THE PARTS OF THE DRAWING THAT WERE BAD AMD BUGGED THE HELL OUT OF ME SOB 😭😭#IF YOURE GONNA TRACE MY ART AT LEAST BE WORSE THAN ME LMAO#classic tangled fandom moment tbh 🙏 wouldnt expect anything less or more from u bbg ❤❤#sigh u_u#anyway#i comented on the post and asked them to take it down#and then a couple friends did the same#and we provided a screenshot and links to the post.#hopefully i can get it taken down#wahhh 😔#wormtext#wait omg does thus mean i finally made it as an artist#i did it guys yayyy ❤❤❤❤❤
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watched some of the available scenes on youtube but honestly forgot how often people commented to ku.ro about how 'normal' mahi.ru was for an eve which, at the beginning is rather easy to relate to mahi.ru's simple outlook of life but also equivalates to how, before this, ku.ros life has always been alongside other supernatural beings.
#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜.#the main scenes on there that arent chara compilations are ku.ro and mahi.ru meeting when hes in human mode and#meeting lawl.ess and lich.t#and hearing lawle.ss say ' but your so normal ' as opposed to simple is so ....#damn the more you know everyone!! he really DID nail the nail in ku.ros coffin#deserved. i admit- man was already raging over the reminder of that day and now is forcibly reminded of the other person he left ... 5#stages of grief here.#but tbh early series kur.o is such an avoidant he just stays silent. and unresponsive and when the rage seeps out still looks dead inside#i forgot how powerful lich.t was tbh guys :(#me after seeing him slam ku.ro 5 times: yeah there was a REASON you got taken out early king you would have had them all crushed in no time#anyway happy wednesday i am fueling myself for the penultimate sv chapter that comes out this friday#( but will probs arrive for our records like next week )#the ending is. most likely going to be rushed but with this chapter being 40 pages and them getting that extra volume. i hope theyre able t#tell all they need.#if this is the end of the battle. im gonna sob ... if theyre all back with their loved ones ... im also gonna sob.#we will. ultimately see though!#were getting two more colour page spreads and an update TOMORROW on a drama cd#which might mean more canon voices for some of the cast????#EXCITED EXCITED.#i will probs finish up gaming and then message some people tonight#we've started hitting the xmas rush ( ppl want their teeth before christmas ... )#so its been busier and busier !
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joined a poetry class this week and so far 3/4 of the poems ive written have been gay as fuck
#i mean he's the same teacher i had for ap seminar and he saw me write a huge ass paper + presentation on queer rep and why we need it#so i doubt he's surprised#but stilll its embarrassing :sob:#whatever who gives a freak#i just miss my old cinema as art teacher..... mr. t.... why did u have to retire and move to nebraska :((#i shall always associate forrest gump and a river runs through it with u#like having a teacher who's genuinely so enthusiastic about ur thoughts and opinions and work is awesome#and he was so passionate about his job and what he was teaching#and we had so much freedom . basically all we had to do was write a full page of bullet point notes of things we noticed in the movie#music themes symbols colors literally anything#and we got to share them and it was so fucking cool#god. i miss the class :( best fucking class EVER.im rambling. what#i just wish i could a taken his poetry class </3
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aughhhh (clutches my cursed eye.)
#Sorry to vent on tumblr but i have nowhere else to talk right now:#i was doing so good in school but ive taken a steep decline and it feels like everything is Over and i'm failing. its literally just three#classes. all i can do all day is cry and stare at the wall and i dont feel like anything really at anything i do. i dont know what to do an#its killing me. Im gonna do something that lands me on national television. im in pain all day and have a migraine every day and when i don#im busy sobbing the rest of the time. i know its just because its that time of the year but that doesnt really help me at all. im trying my#hardest and it still isnt enough. Wat am i supposed to do. Theyre putting me down tomorrow.#i have not felt this bad in a while and its not Nice and I Dont Like it and I cant pull myself up. i cry as soon as i wake up. Who is#putting me through some matt murdock depressive episode simulator.#i need help but theres nothing anyone can help with and i dont want to be here*#*here meaning the state i live in.#i am so Alone here.#i feel little and stupid
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whats the point of me doing anything if all its going to get is people laughing at me
#gross ugly messy sobbing right now#i just want to be taken serously#i dunno. i want someone to genuinely like me#im gonna fucking die alone both literally and figuratively#luke.txt#drunkposting#im so stupid im so stupid#i wasnt supposed to drink today anyway#im such a stupid idiot failure who isnt good for anything#im getting so many job rejection emails#every day its a new one#im not good for anything#sorry
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when Taylor said his "wellllll" i almost cheered btw, thank u Taylor for finally being aware of things, a first for the Close family 🫶🫶
#the martial arts scene made me wanna sob#so did the entirety of taylors birth#glenns drug abuse finally being taken seriously and he himself finally seeing how its affecting the people in his life#aka nicky#i like to think glenn wont be able to stop thinking about the look on nickys face as he was attempting to get glenn off the floor in front#of taylor#the angst this episode is causing me so much emotional damage anthony and freddie owe me financial compensation for my next therapy session#the close family#taylor swift dndads#taylor swift (not that one)#glenn close (not that one)#glenn close dndads#nicky close foster#nicky close#nicky swift#nicky foster#dndads#dndads s2#🍁
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hi ^_^ what type of texter do you think Miguel is ?? like an older person who types like “Have a good day… The vegetable stall closes early today… Grab some bread from the market…” or something else
unironically i think by 2099 the social Norms vis-à-vis texting have changed to such a point that, like. miguel, for example, tends to specifically type whatever the hell he is thinking and/or trying to say exactly as it is in his brain when he thinks it, and he types/replies insanely fast. one of those ppl who doesn't need to look down at the keyboard no matter what they're typing on. kinda guy who types "lemme check" if u ask what time it is instead of just looking right at the clock first
#asks#millimeters-morales#spider-man 2099#spiderman 2099#miguel o'hara#i think it would be Fun if internet-speak was. like. a distinct dialect of its own in marvel 2099#like. similar to how it is Now but taken up another notch or four#where grammatical correctness takes second fiddle to using punctuation as a way to give smthn Tone and Rhythm#but probably less cursing. less need for filler words when you're typing as opposed 2 talking in real time in my experience#grabbing marvel by the lapels and shaking them sobbing to please tell me more abt mundane culture in earth-928
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im devastated. i got a microwaveable curry from costco and. its not good. Why
#I JUST WANT FLAVOR. PLEASE. THE LACK OF SPICES IN MY LIFE RN-#i didnt see that the label said 'mango'#and its unexpectedly peppery#two flavors i Do Not Like!#which is deeply unfortunate bc i can taste how good it is Under those two prevailing flavors!#i wasted rice on this....#i thought i was about to have a decadent as fuck breakfast...#now im just sad! i miss having access to so many different places for the occasional takeout...#no thai... no indian... no chinese... no korean... no japanese... no mexican...#im Suffering out here. i can go get subway or mediocre burgers. thats pretty much it#cmonnnn american cuisine tends to be so fucking bland.... i want Flavor... where is the Flavor....#my taste buds are crying. they're sobbing. they are Wailing#absolutely unprompted#ive started to daydream about all my favorite restaurants ive been to#brazilian barbeque... shabu shabu... my beloved chinese takeout location... korean bbq... roadside tamale stand...#farmers market bao vendor... french bakery... the place with Banger pad see ew... the sushi restaurant with awesome bento & veggie rolls...#the boba store with delicious dragonfruit bowls... mall mongolian bbq... hibachi.... tea houses... many many more...#MAN IM MAKING MYSELF SO HUNGRY#nothing in this house or in this town will satisfy me#one of my great loves in life has been taken away! Flavor! delicious food! Where Is She!
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What if I just don't sleep. What then.
#it is 11:01 and i just finished taking a shower that was supposed to have been taken at 9:30#look. unless someone (steve usually) forces me to go to bed i will not despite knowing i will be complaining the entire day#“im soooi tiiiiired” well maybe its cause you only slept 6 hours you fucking microwave oven#ik its recommended for teens to get about 10 hours of sleep but if the school system wanted me to be healthy they should not make an entire-#-essay due in three days and maybe consider letting kids have more than 10 days absent or even not starting the day at 8 am what about that#huh??? huh??? wisconsin school system i have a complaint to make#see i get 6 hours of sleep. 7 hours at school. that leaves me 11 hours for personal stuff and a good four of those are spent eating and-#-doing chores and talking to family etc etc. so i get about 7 hours to myself add in showering homework and laying on the floor sobbing#and ive got like 5 and a half hours of free time so excuse me if i like to. yk. do thingsand maybe im not getting the recommended 10 hours#- of sleep.#im regan thank you for coming to my speech i wrote it in 10 minutes it is now 11:12 goodnight of youre going to bed if not?#join me in being a fucking goddamn disaster all the time :)
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honestly my pronouns are the best. he.. mew? did mew really?
#hi my name is (redacted) and i like the mew mew pronouns. call me tokyo mew mew the way i mew#god. i still dont have a name tho#my name rlly is (redacted)#you can call me penny or penguin in the same way that you can call micheal from tma “micheal”#combing through the wikipedia page of czech masc names sobbing trembling looking for a cool name that doesnt belong to an asshole#petr? no. václav? my brothers taken that one. jaroslav? no.#honza? man i wish but that name is generally associated with dumb little boys oh god my stepdad just said he'd name me františek#franta... am i really?#i NEED to have a dumb little boy name or i will PERISH#its like. františek fučík. juicy fuck. or whatever. iNEED to be lke him
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