#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜.

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your girl passed 🥹💕

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munday question! tell me either the last song you have added in your muses playlist, and/or a song you had added in your most recent muse playlist and why you have added them / how it relates to your muse. mine are below the cut:

the last song i added to one of my muse playlist's was brand new city by mit.ski for kuro's. the repeating bridge is hard to explain but the verses in between sum it up nicely, the state of depression he found himself in for the past 500 years, the feeling of knowing hes rotting from the inside and being unable to do anything about it. the line that ends up standing out the most is, ironically, the titular one's: But if I gave up on being pretty, I wouldn't know how to be alive / I should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die. pretty is a placeholder here when the message is clear: this sadness / depression / lingering feelings of negativity ruled the majority of his life, all brought down to the count. going to japan and murdering him, at the risk of his own immortal life, was his own way of trying to kill that.

the song that comes from my newest muse playlist i nominated was art by chonn.y jash for tills playlist: an immediate add from it's first line disrespecting the audience that listens to it, encapsulating the entire theme of the song, as brought up by the first verse: I don't do requests, I'm not your clown / Fuck you all / Who cares about broader reach? / This is not about you, this is all about me / And my tiny, little conscience / And staving off unease. at the end of the day, it's a song that sums everything up nicely, a musician who has love for his music, has confidence in it, but is brought towards an audience that holds everything in the balance - he'll work hard, sing from the heart, feel strong for doing as such, but deep down it's fickle, it's dependant. just like his own life, in the end.

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writing blood drinking / neck biting feels me with a similar joy to what smut does and i just think thats neat.

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whoever on the AS team decided they'd drop this today knew itd take up 90% of my thoughts.

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quick question of sorts ... do people accept sort of one liner action based asks?

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excitedly have gotten my drafts under 10 between both of my blogs ... this is a personal achievement.

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did some more spring cleaning on this blog and now have updated my carr.d! nothing major, i've listed the changes below once more:

sectioned both my hoyo.verse and misc sections ( idk if the long lists were stressing anyone else out, but they were me. ),

added a summary of fandoms to my rules in case someone was looking for particular muses and finding themselves unable to find them.

removed hu ta.o, mish.a, sherlo.ck and bron.ya.

added zhon.gli and ti.ll

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so, um, does this mean that everyone who fancies someone from fontaine is a monster fucker ...

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thinking about tartag.lia and like, how people misidentify his love for fighting as a love for murder/slaughter.

while it's clear that he earned the title of being the tsar.itsa's weapon, it's wrong to say his sole glee is in the act of ending someones life. what truly catches his eye is the experience of fighting itself. it's summed up very nicely in his own about quote: "A warrior must always be ready to face any challenge with his blade. The outcome of the battle is irrelevant — what matters is that you learn from the experience." losing has never been a negative outcome for him, as long as he is able to gain something from the experience. if you can teach him how to fight, or how you would fight a certain enemy, it isn't truly a loss in his eyes. at the end of the day, fighting may come with injury, blood, or loss, but as long you put your all into it, give him all the power he asks for, there's always a sense of respect for him.

he's an honourable fighter at heart, and those willing to give him that are his favourite sort of sparring partners. cheaters, people with masks and tricksters are his greatest sort of enemy, but even so he can understand how a war of words will be different than those of fists and blades.

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still looking etheral while having an existence changing experience ...

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dropping a very quiet plotting / dynamics call here! as i am an incredibly slow rper but have a lot of talented mutuals who i do wish to interact with, please like this if you would be interested in either plotting a thead of a dynamic between our muses!

feel free to comment if you would also like me to include ideas for @/dangaer muses!

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i am. thinking about zhong.li ...

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do you ever think abt how blink go.ne was the only song till sung with the goal to win ali.en stage?

like the main reason he was enthusiastic to beat acorn in his first song and scored the highest amount of points one could get was bc he wanted to, eventually, sing that song with miz.i and help her win.

while part of him deep down wouldn't have minded if iva.n won their song, he lost that goal and a real reason to fight after miz.is disqualification. he had no reason to wish to be a participant. while he'd sing, he did it without purpose or reason, happy to take the loss more than if mi.zi would have been ...

after what happened with iv.an, ti.ll knew he had to win for all that had been sacrificed: he was the last man standing, the one that someone else had wanted to see survive. so he tried to light that candle, no matter what, despite how it turned into as much of an achilles heel as it did to be a new fire lit up.

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the way this chapter ends is actually so tragic because, well, ku.ro remembers the mah.iru who stood before him in the streets of london admitting that if everyone he loved was gone, he'd rather be alone. the mah.iru who he promised that he would always be there by his side if he needed him.

in this universe it isn't them, but mah.iru has the family that hurt him so much to loose. ku.ro might be a hero, might be able to promise the future and his company to those who need it, but part of him knows that this will also remain mah.rus happiness - he's never going to be 100% confident in taking that away.

ontop of that, he's discovered a secret even mah.iru never knew. he's found out that. to.ma is his dad. the same to.ma who tried to kill him, and did all of what he did to tsu.rugi ...

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thinking about making a meme call on here (because there are a lot of mutuals i havent interacted with, nor do i have enough interactions with those who do ) but like, introducing the idea of a spin the wheel. aka.

a.) if you don't pick a muse, you are at risk of muses on my muse list that the generator picks b.) if you choose fandom you can specify if you would prefer for me to pick a muse from that fandom via random wheel generator or not.

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totally getting the way people fight HARD for this man's photos ...