#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜.

[truethes]

with it being 8pm on a sunday i've come to realise it's the perf time to really discuss my goals for the future of my blog(s). in particular, the art of communication.

something that's really come true from when i came back from my hiatus in 2020 are my views when it came down to dynamic. from going multiship with multiple versions of muses, i've found a lot more joy in writing dynamics wherein me and my partner as both shipping with one version per single canon portrayal. it's a rule i've held for a good few years now, and ultimately one i wish i wouldn't change for the world, but ultimately lately i've noticed a pattern my end in which i really want to tackle this year, which i hope will also make you guys all feel a little bit more love, whether we're in the middle of plotting something, having a dynamic in the works or already have dynamics on the run.

i'm going to stop worrying about being too much.

this might sound a little crazy, but i have briefly mentioned before my experience with a mutual i had in the past (pre my hiatus return in 2020) where a friend admitted they stopped talking to me because i was being too much and too fast in my replies to them in direct messages. which has haunted me in every single friendship / chat / plotting session i've had with mutuals before this year. i hold back sometimes, with a lot of art / musings / etc hidden between my aes blog and my twitter. while i don't want to come across as though i'm going to be in my mutuals dms all the time overwhelming them, i want to spend more time messaging my friends for things that made me think of them, for people i wish to plot with / am plotting with because it reminded me of our plot / dynamic etc. me being a slow writer wont change any time soon, but i really am not lying when i say i do not suffer from any kind of friendship / interest decay when i don't hear from someone after some periods of time, nor if i dont message for that time period of time - so i want to show that love a little bit more than i usually do x)

if it does get too much, please don't be afraid to let me know or take breaks. i will totally understand your decisions either way!

[truethes]

your girl passed 🥹💕

[truethes]

good evening dash, i hope the first day of 2025 has treated you kindly!

[truethes]

i think the goal for 2025 is to write a proposal ask / thread.

[truethes]

talking / plotting with me is literally anywhere up to a few months silence before i send you novellas for replies / ideas / musings and im so very sorry for that.

[truethes]

something i like to post now and again is that i'm not a time limited blog at all. anything i've sent you / replied to you with / messaged you about, i am not expecting an answer straight away, nor will i chase you for. i don't suffer from any decay in interests for any of it in the meantime, either. in the same way, i do also extend that curtsey to myself. i take my time in all aspects of roleplay and forever apologise for the delay or any negative feelings this may make you feel.

in the same vein, this also replies to holiday related things! i have holiday related things i still intend to reply on even if they're out of season, and if i have sent you anything holiday related i really dont mind when you reply! we can make it christmas, valentines or someones birthday any day of the year, we are in control as the writers in turn!

if you also lose muse for things, that is 100% fine too! getting things super late / after having so much happen since you last replied is never easy and we have plenty of opportunities to start again or find something else we can plot with!

[truethes]

seeing these stands in their full almost made me cry because lawl.ess is holding lich.t's flower crown from this art and lich.t is holding lawl.ess flowers from this art with minus some of angels breath flowers (aka the ones representing him) because it could be lowkey implied lawle.ss made him that crown using them the way ophe.lia did for him im so ....

[truethes]

seeing people saying the new patch story is about 8-14 hours depending on various factors fills me with both excitement and dread.

on a side note re spoilers: i will tag mine for a few months! but if you find yourself posting some without tags i completely understand. ive been a spoiler fan in general and seeing bits and pieces just gets me more hyped to see it in real time!

[truethes]

this is the 9th 50/50 ive won in a row. 🥹

[truethes]

literally could not get to sleep last night until about 3am so have now managed to plot some sort of mini hsr au's for some of my gen.shin muses:

kav.eh - surprisingly the least developed, but he's definitely imaginary remembrance, using me.hrak as a summon. kinda waiting for the next patches to drop on more lore of the remembrance as a whole before i commit to anything big on this, though!

neuv.illette - one of the judges of the ten lords comm.ission, a vidyadha.ra involved in the imbibitor lunae's arrest and subsequent imprisonment to the shackling prison. now forced to bare witness more towards the schemes that surrounded this, it's certain he feels a certain amount of guilt for making such a choice. def on the hunt path - element i am uncertain of.

tartag.lia - once a child with big dreams and goals to join the silvermane guard, he disappeared one day during his youth down a hole never to be seen by his family or friends again. truthfully, he disappeared into the path of the nihility, only to be rescued by one of it's emanators, ski.rk. unfortunately, it wasn't specified which area of belo.bog ski.rk was to return to the child to and he's been living in the underground ever since. is a pretty infamous champ at the fightclub. i believe him and luca are good friends and you cannot convince me otherwise. he is lightning nihility though, im very sorry acher.on and kaf.ka ...

thom.a's and aya.kas are pretty intertwined but separate - they alongside aya.to were all childhood friends on a planet that was eventually attacked by dr prim.ative. tho.ma essentially ends up taking a risk to sacrifice himself so that aya.ka and aya.to get away, much to their dismay but inability to stop, but he is eventually found by the galaxy rangers and taken in, he is fire the hunt. ayaka, in comparison, ends up travelling around a few places with her brother. they're still inseperable, but are now considered stowaways with no real home. they have the same goal as tho.ma, to find each other and then, maybe then they'll be able to find some semblence of home again.

[truethes]

GOODBYE 2024, HELLO 2025! while you all have no doubt seen an absolutely countless amount of these on your dash all the way through the night, it is now the perfect time for me to wish you all a very happy new year!

some people, like me, will say that this year has been pretty good, otherwise some others have unfortunately gone through a year so depressing that they would personally rather forget. whatever has happened this year, i hope you can exit it with some joy or comfort on your side, if not - i hope those positive feelings find you in the year to come. even if it's someday, on a random afternoon with your favourite weather trickling through the window pane and favourite hobbies surrounding you. because it will come, a fact i believe so wholeheartedly as i am surrounded by some of the most beautiful muns around.

thank you to everyone who is still by my side today. to the people who still follow my blogs despite me posting old fandoms that are now considered over (ser.vamp, ob.ey me, mh.a ... it has felt like part of my interests has died this year, but none of these fandoms ending has completely demolished my love for them all the same.) or simply waiting what must be months or even years for a reply. thank you to everyone who has liked a post, sent an ask, posted a thread or simply sent a message. every piece of interaction i've had this year has truly meant a lot to me, while every follower i have right now are those i feel fill my heart with a closer love. without any of you, i wouldnt be the person i am today. this year would have never been as happy as i could have imagined it, and for that - despite everything, i want to extend my biggest thank you to you all as well.

i have. a lot planned for 2025, both out of blog writing and in for blog writing, that i am excited to share and excited to do with you all. i hope you all know how beautiful and how kind you all are are the same. if i was by your sides right now? there'd be a hug, or a kiss on the cheek, or a cheer. either way, i enter 2025 with the hope and wish for a lovely year for all, and for a lot more threads / dynamics / asks and interaction to come for us all! ♡

[truethes]

like this. ♡

[truethes]

munday question! tell me either the last song you have added in your muses playlist, and/or a song you had added in your most recent muse playlist and why you have added them / how it relates to your muse. mine are below the cut:

the last song i added to one of my muse playlist's was brand new city by mit.ski for kuro's. the repeating bridge is hard to explain but the verses in between sum it up nicely, the state of depression he found himself in for the past 500 years, the feeling of knowing hes rotting from the inside and being unable to do anything about it. the line that ends up standing out the most is, ironically, the titular one's: But if I gave up on being pretty, I wouldn't know how to be alive / I should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die. pretty is a placeholder here when the message is clear: this sadness / depression / lingering feelings of negativity ruled the majority of his life, all brought down to the count. going to japan and murdering him, at the risk of his own immortal life, was his own way of trying to kill that.

the song that comes from my newest muse playlist i nominated was art by chonn.y jash for tills playlist: an immediate add from it's first line disrespecting the audience that listens to it, encapsulating the entire theme of the song, as brought up by the first verse: I don't do requests, I'm not your clown / Fuck you all / Who cares about broader reach? / This is not about you, this is all about me / And my tiny, little conscience / And staving off unease. at the end of the day, it's a song that sums everything up nicely, a musician who has love for his music, has confidence in it, but is brought towards an audience that holds everything in the balance - he'll work hard, sing from the heart, feel strong for doing as such, but deep down it's fickle, it's dependant. just like his own life, in the end.

[truethes]

something beautiful about loving a muse is finding those who love them. im talking muns, im talking characters. im talking those who talk about them with you, offer to interact with you or even those who see you talk about them on the dash and either read / like / comment.

as someone who's primary fandoms on both blogs are very small communities / not very well known. i appreciate it sm that i have so many mutuals who are here and are excited to interact no matter what 💕

[truethes]

we are now FREE 💖💫

[truethes]

congrats to tart.aglia for finally learning how to hold a bow ...