#she has a DNR and did not wish to be kept alive longer than necessary. she is on morphine for any pain until she is gone.
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the way people talk about alzheimers and dementia on here as if it's some magical angsty whump trope is disgusting. unless you have watched it murder some of your closest loved ones and ravage your entire family then you have no right to be romanticizing it like that. you all make me SICK. I HATE YOU! I HATE ALZHEIMERS! IT IS TAKING MY GREAT AUNT JAN AWAY FROM ME, IT IS MURDERING HER, AND I JUST HAVE TO SIT BACK AND WATCH FANDOM BLOGGERS POST ABOUT HOW IT'S SO ANGSTY FOR THEIR STUPID SHIP TROPES. KEEP YOUR FILTH OUT OF THE TAGS THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO BE FOR AWARENESS. i pray you never have to suffer through the slow death of your family and friends. you are lucky to have the privilege to be talking about it like it's just a plot device. i wish i could be as naive as you are. i wish my family was still whole. i wish i could have aunt jan back. i wish i could take her place. it's just not fair. it has never, ever, EVER been fair.
#i said goodbye to her today. she was asleep the entire time. i petted her hair and said one of her favorite jokes.#i couldn't stop sobbing. alzheimers has taken everything from her. taken everything from my family.#she has a DNR and did not wish to be kept alive longer than necessary. she is on morphine for any pain until she is gone.#my mom and her family have been over there spending time with her. she always liked to be around people.#one of the last things she said to my mom before falling into a deep sleep was asking her to please stay by her side.#soon shes going to be gone and theres nothing we can do about it. she was taken from us. she's not here anymore.#shes breathing but shes not alive its horrible its horrible its HORRIBLE I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS#WHY DID THIS DISEASE HAVE TO MURDER HER?? WHY DID IT HAVE TO STEAL HER AWAY FROM US??#I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I JUST WANT TO GO WITH HER I DONT WANT HER TO BE GONE I DONT WANT THIS#WHY COULDNT IT BE ME INSTEAD OF HER. WHY????#evie.txt ♡
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