#so yeah im a little biased
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actually. the specific phrasing that boy Kevin wants to kill older Kevin with "I must disassemble him, piece by piece, so that everything inside of the Old Kevin comes out. Only then can the New Kevin truly begin." is so incredibly the idea that to heal from trauma and "improve" you have to destroy every "wrong" part of yourself, that everything "tainted" by it has to somehow be replaced by something untouched (which isn't possible)
#reading back that phrasing I do think that'll be the way brinknor takes it#this arcs seeming like it'll be so. breaking the cycle of abuse and violence and coming to terms with yourself#and maybe understanding that you can never remove the parts of you impacted by trauma and start again completely ''pure''#but you can treat yourself with the kindness you should've been given#which i hope it is that because. and understand i am biased. but i'd love that direction for Kevin#it feels much more satisfying than any more. angsty way this arc could go imo#like he's been through enough!#because of the way Kevin is portrayed in fanon. not as frequently anymore but still pretty common. I worry about coming off as woobifying#by saying I want him to heal I want him to have nice things I think he deserves them#when he's also simultaneously Not A Good Person#yknow the poor little innocent cinnamon roll baby etc etc fanon#but. well for one im Not Like That about him. but my main point of bringing that up is. him not being a good person is why I want to see hi#get better and generally have a good life. why does someone have to be good to deserve to heal from trauma#especially when trauma is a big reason for the way they are#like its fiction yeah yeah i'm still tired of mentally ill people having to be ''good'' to ''deserve'' to get better yknow#i mean especially in fiction you tend to either see mental illness as the poor traumatized one who's allowed recovery because they're nice#or the insane psychopath who cant be ''fixed'' so ''deserves'' bad things-up to deserving to die!- for it#i didnt mean for this to be a rant erm. oops#wtnv#wtnv spoilers#joyousposting
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Maybe I’m stupid (likely) but I feel like Gojo resembling Toji in his battle with Megumi!Sukuna is trying to show that he is a paternal figure in Megumi’s life. Like the two different sides of Megumi’s male paternal figures (or I guess the two most consistent male adult figures in Megumi’s life)??? I don’t buy that Gojo was a father figure for Tsumiki and Megumi (to me he was more like Spencer from ICarly lmao) but like…i feel like the outfit similarity is trying to say something about their relationship on a familial or paternal scale…but im too dumb to fully phrase this how i want so maybe just ponder on this for me hahaha
#this doesn’t make sense lol I’m just confused#I can read so many books and get the subtext and all that#but there’s so many conflicting things about jjk due to translation error or whatever#so I’m like…maybe I’m over thinking this???#im a Megumi thinks of Gojo as family and vice versa truther though so im biased#but since im catching up on everything i ended up seeing discourse around the dadjo takes#and this question popped into my mind lol#anyway thank you for coming to my ted talk#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu gojo#gojo satoru#toji fushiguro#megumi fushiguro#jjk#ok and to clarify I don’t mean paternal as in dad#I mean it like Gojo was a consistent adult figure for those children#they would naturally defer to him as a paternal figure after enough exposure#cause I see things saying Tsumiki raised him which yeah she did#but to say Gojo wasn’t present as an adult authority figure is wrong imo#it was a mix of Tsumiki raising him day to day and Gojo making regular visits I think idk translation gets a little weird there#but yeah paternal =\= dad Gojo is what I’m trying to say
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reminder that my totk rants are me just rambling about my thoughts, ideas and complaints, im not trying to analyze anything, be smart, be right, debate or convince anyone who likes it that its bad just bc i think its bad or simply dont like the choices made, im literally just spilling out my brain so it doesnt keep haunting me
if you think something makes sense that i think doesnt i, and forgive me for being so blunt about it, do not care why you think it works, my opinion of this game will not change and i am okay with that
you are free to disagree with anything i say of course but i really dont care why, sorry
(sth i said only in the tags before but added now in this edit bc i think its important: its not bc i dont want to hear other peoples opinions and live in ignorance or something, but bc im tired and i PROMISE you i have seen 99.9% of those arguments already)
im not trying to be mean, aggressive or dismissive, but again, these rants are just me rambling with no intention of arguing with anyone, the only reason im still posting whenever i think of something thats bothering me (even if it might be dumb or be disproven in game bc i am not all-knowing and might be possibly misremembering something), and letting those posts be rebloggable/interactable is bc i have been told by quite a few people that they like reading them or that they feel validated in their own disappointment
thats it.
#ganondoodles talks#i usually seek/like interacting with people on my posts but not really in the case for the rants#like if you also have stuff to complain about or agree yeah go right ahead#but if you are trying to take down every one of my thoughts with arguments as to why im wrong or being unfair#i dont care#and thats not bc i want to live in my own little world and never hear of other peoples opinions#but bc i PROMISE you i have seen those arguments already#alot even#too much even#and i dont care that you love the story#im sorry but i dont#i think its shit#so i will say why i think it sucks#and im not looking to be proven otherwise#bc people are biased and will always like different things#and thats okay#its okay to read soemthing you dont like and then move on and forget it ever happened#if i see a post i dont like i MIGHT go and ramble on my own without saying which one it was bc i just have thoughts that need to get out#but im not looking to argue nor bother OP with it#if i dont like something for dumb reasons i think thats just as valid as liking soemthing for equally dumb reasons
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"i hated owen for all/most of s1 i only started liking him in s2" weak. i liked owen since he got choked against a wall by an angry woman and then told her he wanted to shag her immediately afterwards. and then even more when he spent ep3 trying to intimidate and murder a rapist
#txt#torchwood posting#owen in the pilot? trash. but i tend to think ep3 was his comeuppance#anyway i was biased goin into tw but nonetheless. i loved him near immediately#i was like oh hermann from pr but hes a mean shitty little twink ohh???#oh hes fucked up! oh he has murder in his eyes and hes crying! oh im obsessed! and it spiraled from there#which is usually how it goes#sigh#but yeah ep3 was when i rllyyyy started to love owen#the obsession. the vigilantism. going against jack's orders.#that one shot where gwen looks at him and he looks dangerous#i think what got me was in ep1 we see torchwood broke suzie and pushed her to kill#so seeing that a second torchwood member was also at that point only two eps later#it was like ohhhhh. ohhh thats whats going on here#and then it's amplified like the end of s1 is just owen spiraling so hard he almost destroys the world. and it was fucking fantastic#even if the cgi was bad lmfao#s1s character arcs all have to do with exploring how that life breaks people. esp ppl who were already broken. as we find out in s2e12#& owen's the best example he's sooo fucking mentally ill and self destructive and toxic and miserable and he means the fucking world to me#and then they threw it all away in s2 to make him palatable 😒#but thats a me problem. i do luv s2 owen just in a diff way#and im v fond of the undead arc#but s1 owen just hits diff for me. burn played him as a scared little boy and it rlly rlly shows#sss
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season 7 is over!!
#i was about to be like gee it went by so fast!! but then i remembered Yeah objectively this is the fastest rnm season of all time#anyway im 300% biased because it’s my first season but i absolutely loved it#i would talk about my only complaint but this isn’t the place for that. this is the place for celebration before i go into hibernation for-#-the winter (rnm in-between-seasons hiatus)#i am Very sad that it’s over for now but even happier that rnm is even a thing at all like oh my god. i love I adore I obsess I breathe. rn#okay enjoy thos#rick and morty#morty Smith#rick sanchez#tw blood#for primes little shoulder pad. rip king#odieart
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i played the remastered alan wake a while back and am replaying the original on steam, and, honestly, they’re so similar, I couldn’t tell which is which if you held up comparisons. ive come across reviews about the game looking outdated and bad (mostly compared to other releases in that time), but the original looks great and I like the hazy dark lighting for both this and awan
#might delete#I can’t wait to run into all the product placements#like yeah I know it’s not. top graphics of that year. but I’ve stopped and looked at the environment So many times. it’s pretty!#this is because im biased but I *loved* AWANs choice of scenery. although I wish it was as detailed and expansive as the original games#all of remedy’s games do pretty great in terms of the environment. ignore controls terrible map and the Oldest House is an incredible space#to navigate just by following signs and all the little details. the atmosphere!#don’t even need to explain how aw2 is good with that#but even Max Payne 1 has this beautiful eerie quality where everything is this fever dream of grungy or old environments#even before the literal nightmare sequence it felt like navigating a dream of this Not New York City. like of course it’s likely born from#the limitations the developers had when making it. but the emptiness and placement of npcs added to the experience#QB so far is my least favorite in its style and environment but it’s still had some good moments. the use of flashbacks + time overlapping#onto abandoned and destroyed environments was genius. the college campus itself and the train(?) cargo(?) area was neat to go through#there’s some really good stuff there! *im also. not done with QB so im still hoping things get more wild!!#im honestly more forgiving of QB as a whole and find it interesting since it went through a lot of hell in its development#this might seem negative but it’s not! it’s a shockingly beautiful game. graphics exceed expectations#the style and some locations is where it’s more boring for me. but still good. im so tempted to buy it on steam to finally finish it#endless apologies if u opened this and ur entire page opened up an essays worth of tags
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So that apple music top 100 albums list huh
#this is the most blatantly biased list of albums I have ever seen IN MY LIFE#THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL RANKED 74. OUT OF 100. SEVENTY FUCKING FOUR#YOURE RANKING TAKE CARE BY /DRAKE/ IN THE TOP 50 BUT DOWNWARD SPIRAL AT 74. PUTTING KANYE AT 26 ARE YOU FUCKING JOKING#ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME KANYE IS A BETTER PRODUCER THAN TRENT REZNOR???? TRENT FUCKING REZNOR????????????#TRENT REZNOR WHO HAS PRODUCED SOUNDTRACKS FOR MULTIPLE FEATURE FILMS. WHO HAS WON AWARDS FOR HIS PRODUCTION WORK#its so over oh my god we're never coming back#look I know downward spiral gets straight up unpalatable at times but ITS ART. ITS RAW AND ITS VISCERAL AND ITS HIGH ART IM GOING TO BLOW UP#im also a little radiohead HATER so Im already >:/ about them having two albums on here. but people dickride them like crazy so I can see it#not to say that like. they didnt redefine alt rock as a genre like I will admit that they did. i just think theyre overrated#also yeah ofc the beatles have two albums on here because everyone loves mid apparently#anyway Ive been making myself mad about this so time will pass at work so once the clock strikes 4pm est I no longer give a shit#cal.txt
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ppl who say Dick was a bad brother to TIM bc of the Dick as Batman shit are CRAY!!!
#i can understand saying he was bad to Jay#but he did that to Tim for pretty logical reasons#also if my little sister was like “DADS ALIVE UR CRAZY” after my dad VERY CLEARLY DIED and I WAS LEFT IN CHARGE#I would NOT believe her#The thing is#He never wanted to be batman and was put in a VERY tough situation.#and yeah he had to make some hard choices. that doesnt make him a bad person#ppl kinda overlook dicks struggles sometimes i think and write him as this cocky or arrogant guy#hes not. a lot of his comics delve into his guilt or fears#he has eldest daughter syndrome#hes terrified of failure and he tries to keep everyone together#so no im sorry maybe im biased but i dont blame him for not following tim during the batman arc#if he had gone with tim that would have been it for him. he had to be strong and keep the 4 of them together and if he believed in bruce he#would have lost his mind. at least thats what i think#keep in mind dick is still young. he may be the oldest but he is still a victim of things that much older ppl have done to him#and hes still only in his 20s#and he experienced some insane things as a child and had to make some heavy heavy choices at young ages#hes not mentally sound despite what some ppl say#none of them are
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epic the musical can die by my blade i don't think there's anything actually wrong with i'm just abhorred by the amount of tenors and think everyone sounds like the vocal equivalent of an iphone face
#🧅#really im just biased against any american take on greek mythology. cause it always Feels american you can just TELL#also the weird voice effect on polyphemus is horrendous. just cast a bass...... why is modern theatre afraid of basses .......#and also i think that the structure is a little wacky so far.#like. there was nothing distinguishing the opening number from any other number. and some other stuff im not gonna list rn cause im tired#but whatever#like i know its not even over yet. but i predict rhe whole things just gonna be like that. no start middle and end just thing happening#thing happening thing happening thing happening no character aside from odysseus ever getting any substance final number#literally every song is 'this is what odysseus does next' and it's getting tired. no real ensemble numbers. no other character solos.#athena's introduction is literally made by him instead of her#it's just a lot of 'odysseus and some other people i guess'. which yeah is a lot of the odyssey#but you can't write a show where EVERY SONG is like that it gets boring real fast#however that's just my opinion. what do i know i've never written a show
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just. leaving this here
#random thoughts#IM JUST SAYIN.!#one of these sound like they've been left onstage with very little direction. and it's not the one actively forgetting his lines#not even an oli guy but damnn. theres an infectious energy to him.#even if he's butchering the lines he's having so much fun singing i don't even like. care#although I do generally have a preference for live versions so. biased. whatever. human being is biased woahg#i can't get over this man. poor fucking scott. someone help him#literally singing in lore voice. god come down from heaven. mercy#doesn't help that oli has like. the range to match lizzie too. whereas scott seems to be uhh. trying#get my man a song he can sing pleaseeee jesus#where the fuckkk are you putting your emphasis scott what the fuck are you doingggg#one point i will give to scott is that he does seem to be more like. acting out the lyrics trying to make it sound cooler than#oli who's just singing well but like. idk oli's version even sounds more convincing from a lore perspective for me because#he sounds genuinely charismatic and fun. like yeah fuck yeah that's the softest wool from the fluffiest sheep.#very scar good times of him. good job oli
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how did sonic superstars get nominated for best family game at the game awards while sonic frontiers, an infinitely better sonic game, got nothing this year or last year aside from the players voice nomination .... also they nominated mario and a few other games for like 500 different categories while only one category had a sonic related thing AND they let genshin impact back in AGAIN........ do you think the game awards are specifically designed to torture sonic fans . whatever sonic frontiers game of the year to ME.
#was sonic superstars let in over sonic frontiers because its classic sonic. be honest#like you couldnt even nominate frontiers for best music ? come on man#and before anyone says that frontiers came out last year so it couldnt have been nominated for anything anyway#games that came out in past years tend to be allowed in anyway if theyve had updates that add new content#i DO think that this rule is unfair in certain cases. but according to their own rules frontiers would be allowed in#and theyre choosing to exclude it Again . come onnn#to be fair i think ge/nshin is only in best ongoing game and nothing else this year#which . yeah it makes sense for the games in best ongoing game to have been out for a little while already#but i still think its unfair that its been out for a few years and won multiple awards in the past and is still being let in#(iirc in 2022 they got nominated for a category that they had already won in 2021 which is like. what. hello)#and before anyone says im just biased against ge/nshin: its not just about ge/nshin#i just dont think games that have already had their chance multiple times and/or have been out for a long time should be allowed in#regardless of how many updates theyve had#like iirc minecraft got nominated for something last year? and i love minecraft but i dont think it should have been allowed in#and fortnite is another one of those games that keeps getting nominated for stuff over and over again i think#like that game came out in 2017 and youre still nominating it for stuff ?? idc that its still ongoing you should focus on newer games
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sometimes it hits me that like. there is a pretty valid reason calling kiryu a granddad despite that being literally true feels Weird to me. and that’s the fact that. oh yeah. haruka has a baby at fuckin 19-20 years old. meaning kiryu is a granddad before he’s even 50.
#like that’s. pretty fucking young#she’s basically barely an adult so like no fucking wonder it feels like shit accelerated REAL fast when it comes to her growing up#like shit bro she’s only four years older than ME. and at this point she’d have a 7(?) year old???? holy shit#don’t get me wrong I know it’s not impossible or anything it’s just. yeah no fucking wonder people always refer to him like he’s way older#than he really is. he’s only 48 in y6.#maybe im a little biased cause my parents had me at 33 but. I mean stats don’t lie I’m pretty sure the average age of motherhood in japan is#like between 29-31#hoo boy…#rambling#y6
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I may or may not have started a project that will probably overwhelming me...
#by the time that copper tower completely ages i should have prepared everything...#the tall pallete is for the fantasy towers i will build on a windswept mountain next to my base#the small pallete is for the entire village#i dont get why most minecraft players hate the new bamboo blocks.. they're pretty!!#a bit biased because I use bamboo for my little Filipino hut as a main base#but really there's so much to bamboo people are probably missing on... it works well with cherry. blackstone. warped and crimson. mud bricks#and there's so much variety you get from crafting bamboo blocks as well...#BUT YEAH this is my first minecraft project and tbh i am scared 😂 but ey... been wanting to do this for the longest time...#my last village didn't quite do well... now im determined to make this work...#this is gonna be a big task as i cant build redstone machines... it'll kill my phone 😂😂😭😭😭... no automation all manual...#that's enough rambling from me... have a good day! ✨#wyn talks :)#minecroof
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#maybe im too sensitive#or maybe im biased cos bray was my favourite wrestler and him passing away was such a tragedy#but when i see a mod that makes his mask into facepaint without a single mention of bray kinda upsets me ngl#like can u at least say its based on his mask? or do a little ‘‘in memory of’’ thing? idk man#i dont like it lmaoooo#im sure yall will just think im being a sensitive little bitch about this tho#which yeah maybe so#i just think its important to commemorate ppl idk#especially those who were so loved by so many
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Sometimes I just look at Isabeau and just know that if isat came out and I got into it when I was like 16 he would be my favorite character and I would've gone absolutely buck wild over this man and feel like he was laser targeting me. But alas Odile has a grip of steel on me rn due to her virtue of being a middle aged woman
#rat rambles#stars posting#I feel like the biggest change in my taste in characters as the years have gone by is Im now far more biased towards old ppl lol#although tbf I was also the one person in 2016 who actually liked asgore so maybe Ive always liked parhetic old ppl#but yeah the reason isa is past me bait is because hes an exploration and subversion of the sort of tropes I Hated as a kid#and I still dont like them so isa still appeals to me its just not as much as he would have to a younger me#I do genuinely love all the party very dearly tho theyre all soooo good#I think my favorite part of isabeau is how like. of everyone we get to see the least facets of him but like in a very good way#this is a man who hides and bottles shit hes so fun to rotate#his self image is so carefully controlled compared to everyone else which makes him an incredibly interesting character to analyze#and I love that despite him seeming like the most emotionally stable person here on the surface he still clearly has like. hashtag issues.#like he's in that beautiful zone where its so so fun imagining what it would look like to truly break him#<- normal things that normal ppl say. like me.#I may have my very light beef with alt looping aus as a concept but hes probably the most interesting alternate looper to me#also my light beef exclusively relates to king quest stuff which is why Im a big fan of duo looper aus with sif#but honestly. isa might be the only one that I genuinely think works better as a solo looper even with taking king quest into account#although bonnie comes close. I <3 looper bonnie I <3 seeing fictional children go through the horrors#I think theres a lot of fun to be had with any alt looper au tho I just am a huge king quest fan so I like it when my favorite elements of#it dont have to be handwaved#but yeah the real question is how would younger me feel about mirabelle#because on the one hand: acearo character#but on the other hand: I have always been a little hater abt romance so idk if younger me would rly be able to follow her character well#I wasnt exactly good at character analysis back then lol#except for the instances in which I was but I dont have that sort of faith in my younger self#yknow Im thinking abt my history of favorite characters now and I think me being one of few 2016 alphys enjoyers might have been a prophecy#she was my quote unquote third favorite but in reality she was second#I think she chara and peridot su teamed up to define my taste in fictional characters for the next several years#and somehow that lead to olivia becoming one of my favorite fictional characters of all time#I say somehow as if that isnt a very natural conclusion
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the weirdest thing to me is that the highschool swimming competition/aoi beating jun beinf portrayed to like traumatic extents to jun is like a surprisingly recurrent, consistent and relevant thing relative to the yk, Going To Dante's Inferno and Saving The World From Pandaemonium scales of stakes, but kurosaki herself is very sidelined lol
#txt#aoi is fr the only character jun is consistently and obviously uncomfortable with like no other#like okay even if it was a demon posession against her will aoi still technically tried to kill/SA jun so shes is in her place to not be#very sociable to her even if she isn't holding too deep a grudge abt that. but you can tell a lot of#that a lot of it it's still abt the hs competition thing even so long into the story.#like on a grander scale it's a little silly to get PTSD over a hs swimming competition but considering#it that was a passion for her and a very possible career choice that she had to abandon so like im not#gonna taunt that a lot. so like yeah i get that it's very relevant to jun.#but oddly enough as i said aoi herself doesn't directly have so much of a presence or relationship of any kind on#foot with jun. even though on her side jun not only as rivals but through admiration etc is v important to her#but they don't really interact much so that's very weird? it doesn't get closure either#yes many other things in the ending dont do either but im biased there was potential here tsk
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